Ibogaine List Archives – 2004-02

From: “Nick Sandberg” <nicks22@onetel.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?
Date: February 29, 2004 at 5:07:05 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

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From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 11:36 PM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?

Was J supervised at the time? Seems like an unusual reaction as by 38
hours, it’s good to have a bit of food. What kind of food was it, do you
know?
When patients go more than 72 hours without food, the glucose levels
drop and a person can fall into unconsciousness.

Thanks for the information.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Hi Marc,

As I recall, he ate a fried egg sandwich. You have to appreciate that the
person carrying out the treatment was a friend of the deceased with limited
medical experience. She was doing what she thought best, having carried out
a detox previously on an alcoholic which seemed to have worked well, as I
recall. A guy from Indra was in town at the time and he was hailing the
Danish iboga extract (used in these treatments) pretty much as some kind of
miracle cure. People believed him, because they wanted to, and because at
the time few deaths were known about. After this death, which was widely
publicized, a lot of things changed in the lay treatment world and ibogaine
became better recognized as potentially pretty dangerous.

The guy who died was very severely wasted, apparently incapable of following
rehab strategies, and not realistically expected to live so long anyway. The
young woman who provided the treatment was very idealistic and quite
shattered by the experience. She still had the guts to attend the inquest
and face the family which was really something. It was a tragic incident,
but one which also did a lot to wake people up to the dangers of using the
drug. Had it not happened maybe things could have turned out a lot worse.
Who’s to say?

all the best

Nick

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From: “Nick Sandberg” <nicks22@onetel.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 29, 2004 at 4:31:07 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

—– Original Message —–
From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 18, 2004 7:47 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy

[cut]

As to the restricting of ibogaine in the UK, can you tell us at what stage
this has progressed?  I was very disappointed to learn that a month after
I
presented at the Invitational Conference on Drug User Activism in
Copenhagen,
http://www.doraweiner.org/e_w_report.html , ibogaine was restricted in
that
country.  I have attempted to obtain some explanation as to this
restricting but,
none has been forthcoming thus far.  There was some report of a
psychologist/psychiatrist treating a patient with ibogaine with whom he
had had a sexual
liaison and that the patient committed suicide during a session by jumping
out of a
window but, I have not seen the article that would be in the Danish
language.
Personally, I am dubious about the matter and the reason for the action.
For whatever reason, there are people that do not want heroin users to be
self
empowering and that is something that ibogaine would do.

When you link to http://www.doraweiner.org/e_w_report.html you can then
link
to the brochure that was presented during the conference in Copenhagen.
As
this may have been the cause of the Danish government response to ibogaine
you
might want to see what gave them concern. Just scroll down or click on the
Exhibits link and click on the conference brochure link or
http://www.doraweiner.org/contentsbf.html.

On the other hand with the UK moving against Colin Brewer who knows what
is
going on.  This is too strange for me.

Howard

Hi Howard,

The only thing the UK gov is doing about ibogaine at the moment, to the best
of my knowledge (which isn’t exhaustive), is this…

http://www.mca.gov.uk/ourwork/licensingmeds/herbalmeds/herbingredientreview.
pdf

…a move to restrict the sale of Tabernanthe iboga, apparently following
the Jan 2000 death in London. As far as I’m aware it hasn’t got very far
yet, and the last time I asked the MCA (Medicines Control Agency), about 18
months ago, they commented that it could take ages, as I recall. I’ll ask
them again, anyway, and see what they say. As I recall, they were also
unsure as to how any such moves would affect ibogaine itself.

All the best

Nick

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 29, 2004 at 7:53:05 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Not only are smokers more likely to start doing other
drugs, but recovering addicts who smoke are more likely to relapse than
nonsmokers.<

The first residential treatment program I was enrolled in way back in the
80s informed us druggies that if we were smokers we shouldn’t even consider
quitting smoking while getting off the other drugs (or even all that soon
after getting off those other drugs) as our bodies and brains would be
unable to tell the difference between cravings and the withdrawals from
nicotine could very well drive us to use other drugs.
But the above bit about smokers and non- makes me wonder about the
reasons for that assertion by the treatment pimps now.
Hmmm.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “jon freedlander” <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 28, 2004 1:48 PM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

In the United States alone, someone checks their email every 3 seconds….

“Iboga tends to make anything bad for you taste really crappy.  If
possible,
we want our patients to quit cigarettes at the same time.  We think that
cigarettes can lead people back to other addictions.”

This is bollix.

How can anyone say that? It is up to what the person wants and not you,
If
possible, if they are ready to stop anything that is up to them. with or
without Iboga.
By saying that you are looking for disappointments.
How can you say cigarettes is a gateway to  other addiction.
Where is a research that made you think that way? What makes you think
that
way?
Maybe people who smoke have a consumers mentality?maybe ,I think.

Actually, there is some research to support the idea that tobacco acts as
a gateway drug. Not only are smokers more likely to start doing other
drugs, but recovering addicts who smoke are more likely to relapse than
nonsmokers. Presumably it has to do with, at least in part, the dopamine
release that nicotine causes. One might think that if the pleasure/reward
circuit is still being activated in a similar manner to the way the drug
of abuse did, the behavioural consequence might be to seek out the drug of
abuse.

I have also read at least a few accounts of ibogaine takers who have said
that an unexpected consequence of taking it was that they ceased wanting
cigarettes as well.

I also don’t see anything in what Marc said where he says they force
people to quit smoking. He says if possible, they want them to do it.
Which seems perfectly reasonable; if you’re running a therapeutic program,
I’d say you’re obligated to at least suggest things to your clients that
would benefit their recovery, and their health in general. If you fail to
do that, I think you are doing your clients a great disservice.

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From: Hattie <epoptica@freeuk.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 29, 2004 at 6:46:30 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

www.vegetaux.com

The site loaded for me and looked nice actually. However there didn’t seem
to be any prices listed or any possibility of buying anything. Maybe the
person coordinating this site could get in touch with me off list.

Thanks

Hattie

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] Good deeds in evil time.
Date: February 29, 2004 at 3:12:19 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks Boaz, for your great deed of Mitzvah.

I pray to Hashem to keep you and your family in good health and prosperity.  (Am Israel Chai.)

love

Sara.
From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] favorite message of all time #2
Date: February 28, 2004 at 8:27:59 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This is my second favorite message which is from Crashtestdummies when
all of Mindvox comes online for a hour or day before they take it back
down.

My third favorite is Bruce Fancher posting notices to Mindvox that I’m
looking for right now, that say ‘if anyone has seen my partner alive in
the last 10 months please let me know, I shut off his credit cards last
year which is the only thing that ever gets his attention but it didn’t
work. If anyone knows which prison he is in if he’s alive, please let
me know’

🙂 🙂 🙂

These are awesome!

Patrick this is the shortest message I have ever seen you type, you’re
still a junkie in this one aren’t you? You don’t have anything to say
when you’re on heroin 🙂

.:vector:.

Path: digital
Newsgroups: mindvox.inner-circle.Convergence
Subject: …/\^ ^/\…
From: digital@mindvox.com (Patrick K. Kroupa)
Message-ID: <mukwie1w165w@mindvox.com>
Date: Tue, 06 Jan 98 15:45:33 EST
Organization: MindVox

[Your Attention Please]: 98.4% Systems Failure

[Suspended Animation Terminated]

<HzzzZzzzZ> Uhm…  1998…?

HEY, who dumped ibogaine into my heroin…

Patrick

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From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] favorite message 1
Date: February 28, 2004 at 8:27:20 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Carla you inspired me to search through my favorite messages folder. I
have 480 messages that I really liked, I think they may be different
then yours, I didn’t save any of the wussy recovery ones 🙂

This is my favorite message to the list which I reposted here years ago
when I still had email on space.com 🙂 🙂 🙂

.:vector:.

— “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote:
On [Tue, May 14, 2002 at 09:37:15PM -0700], [vector6@space.com]
wrote:

| From: alexis@panix.com (Alexis Rosen)
| Newsgroups: panix.chat
| Subject: A last dying gasp from the anklebiters (more history)
| Date: 6 Nov 2000 00:25:43 -0500
| Organization: PANIX Public Access Internet and UNIX, NYC
|
| [This will mostly be amusing to old-timers from 1992-1994]
|
| This evening I called AT&T, the company that services my Visa card,
to
| refuse a charge (for a broken toy I sent back, details not
important).
|
| The last time I spoke to them was, it appears, seven or eight years
ago.
| How do I know this? Because, when they asked me what my mother’s
maiden
| name was, and I answered, the woman very politely said “No, that’s
not
| it. It begins with an ‘M'”.
|
| This was more than a little startling to me, since my mother has
not
| changed her name, and even if she were to do so, I don’t see how
she
| could change her *maiden* name.
|
| How bad is their security? The AT&T rep asked for my Social
Security number
| and date of birth. As soon as I did so she was able to change the
maiden
| name info (which, she said, can also be any password you like). I
picked
| something new, and deleted the DOB info so this couldn’t be done
again.
|
| Obviously, someone else had called in, provided my SSID and DOB,
and
| changed that password. So how do I know when this was done? Because
she
| told me that the password was… “Mindvox”!
|
| Gee. What an awesome “hack”. I’d grovel before the 7331 dudes, if
only I
| could find them, but they’ve all dried up and blown away, and their

| spritiual heirs are all trading warez in IRC, which I don’t use…
|
| /a

I replied to that like 2 years ago.  I still don’t understand what
the
hell his problem is.  A funny joke fell through a hole in time, and
emerged on the other side of the statute of limitations.  Aside from
which, I have no idea who would have done such a thing; probably some
immature person who was really wasted at 3am, sitting in a room with
other
immature people and giggling a lot.

Still, I fail to see the inspiration for this complaint.  Did THOSE
PEOPLE
— whomever they are — steal anything from him?  Did they take his
credit
cards, call an escort service, and order a hooker to his house while
his
wife is home…?  No, they just changed his mom’s name to MindVox…
I
don’t see the problem.  MindVox is a GREAT name, if I met a chick
named
MindVox, I would exert great effort to make her my next ex-wife.

Patrick

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahtung! — Yo … Read Me
Date: February 28, 2004 at 7:37:23 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Yesterday there was an infected attachment named ‘price list’ that landed in everyone’s box. I did not send it, my puter is not infected. The infected puter has my addy in the book and the virus chose my address to use as the sender.
I encourage everyone to scan attachments before opening them or don’t open them at all.
Peace! Callie

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 28, 2004 at 3:44:50 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey Jon You are right, there are ways to look at things ,some time I feel
like a stupid dreamer  but I’m not the only one.

But as I see it, any consumer mentality can lead to a new addiction.
Smoking is only one of them, yes it can, but anything that is pleasurable
can do the same, so smoking cannabis too unless it is used medically.
But also there are other addiction who aren’t looked at as addiction but
are. Like sports , fame, rave parties, TV and face lifting .
So if you keep on doing all of that you may become an addict again to
What’s your Kick ?
As long as we have an ego we may like to do things,
One research will show + and the other will show -.one will say no global
warming the other the risk of global warming.
We all have a different program in our computers.
Iboga cleans the hard drive only, then until you get all your software
In the computer it takes time, 5 days treatment  will not be enough
to do both.
10 years of treatment in one day.

When I give Iboga/Ibogaine to a grown up person I let them know before that
they can quit anything they dislike doing to themselves
I think that each person is his own teacher they know or they don’t
They understand or not, they listen or not they pay the treatment or not,
The lie or not , I’m not lifting my finger to anyone.

I’m like A graffiti, write but not always RIGHT.

ANY CRITICS IS AN INSPIRATION.

So, there are many disable people in U.S.A lucky them, they have a computer
to communicate with world. Maybe they have a kick looking at porn? That’s
addictive too.

I have 5 school going kids two treatments coming and full on house keeping
and a full on rheumatic pains.
I wish, I had more time to play around with the computer some addictive
game.

For me chocolate ice cream does it. as I said I’m an addict to anything that
starts with the letter C.
I’m not a saint or pure or trying to be one of them.

I have done my turn on this computer,

Be well,Don’t Smoke unless it is pure pot.

Sara

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: jon freedlander [mailto:jfreed1@umbc.edu]
Verzonden: zaterdag 28 februari 2004 19:49
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

In the United States alone, someone checks their email every 3 seconds….

“Iboga tends to make anything bad for you taste really crappy.  If
possible,
we want our patients to quit cigarettes at the same time.  We think that
cigarettes can lead people back to other addictions.”

This is bollix.

How can anyone say that? It is up to what the person wants and not you, If
possible, if they are ready to stop anything that is up to them. with or
without Iboga.
By saying that you are looking for disappointments.
How can you say cigarettes is a gateway to  other addiction.
Where is a research that made you think that way? What makes you think
that
way?
Maybe people who smoke have a consumers mentality?maybe ,I think.

Actually, there is some research to support the idea that tobacco acts as
a gateway drug. Not only are smokers more likely to start doing other
drugs, but recovering addicts who smoke are more likely to relapse than
nonsmokers. Presumably it has to do with, at least in part, the dopamine
release that nicotine causes. One might think that if the pleasure/reward
circuit is still being activated in a similar manner to the way the drug
of abuse did, the behavioural consequence might be to seek out the drug of
abuse.

I have also read at least a few accounts of ibogaine takers who have said
that an unexpected consequence of taking it was that they ceased wanting
cigarettes as well.

I also don’t see anything in what Marc said where he says they force
people to quit smoking. He says if possible, they want them to do it.
Which seems perfectly reasonable; if you’re running a therapeutic program,
I’d say you’re obligated to at least suggest things to your clients that
would benefit their recovery, and their health in general. If you fail to
do that, I think you are doing your clients a great disservice.

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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahtung! — Yo … Read Me
Date: February 28, 2004 at 3:11:17 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Sat, Feb 28, 2004 at 08:30:35PM +0000], [ganjacat@ganjacat.net] wrote:

Uhm, yet another Windoze virus.

People, if you run Windoze, please get some kind of virus checking program
and don’t spread this shit all over the place.  There is already an
absolute fucking mountain of this crap that bounces in and out of here
every day; but at present people who are SUBSCRIBED to THIS LIST, can send
images, attachments and Other Crap…

Please don’t put me in a position where I hafta grind the load average up
another .8 notches, scan all the fucking email to the lists; or just
disallow attachments.

Danke schoen,

Patrick

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From: ganjacat@ganjacat.net
Subject: [ibogaine] Ahtung!
Date: February 28, 2004 at 3:30:35 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

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From: “ARON KAY” <pieman@pieman.org>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Deborah Patrick CSI Dana in the news
Date: February 28, 2004 at 3:13:31 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

hey we are dealing with a tendency known as “bealitosis”

ARON KAY-http://www.pieman.org
BONGS NOT BOMBS
BUSH OUT THE DOOR!ON OR  BEFORE 2004
—– Original Message —–
From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 28, 2004 2:23 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Deborah Patrick CSI Dana in the news

> On [Fri, Feb 27, 2004 at 04:57:25PM -0800], [Carla Barnes] wrote:
>
> | Patrick, you’re not allowed to write 10 funny
> | paragraphs that let Dana off the hook like you usually
> | do so everyone stops talking about it! Or you are, but
> | it won’t help!
>
> Carla, okay, ONE WORD!  Well, I mean, I’m opening the sentence using
> another three, but once you’ve assimilated those, you can just erase them
> from your mind, ‘cuz they’re really not part of the actual CONTENT!
>
> [It was a] TYPO!
>
> Dana, I am shocked, aghast, and very disturbed that the Daily News would
> print such drivel — which you obviously never said.  Is their entire fact
> checking department on vacation?
>
> Personally, it’s COMPLETELY OBVIOUS to me that you should sue the NY Daily
> News for causing irreparable harm to your solid reputation as an activist,
> journalist, author, and all-around authority on … many things!
>
> Perhaps the NY Daily News is in actuality a unit of Clear Channel or the
> Conde Nast Empire(R).  Everything seems to be.  While I haven’t bothered
> to look this up; FACTS only get in the way of things!  You should sue the
> NY Daily News, Clear Channel AND Conde Nast.  Because probably it’s all
> part of the same conspiracy that MURDERED Abbie Hoffman AND Tom Forcade.
> Two suicides…  Coincidence?  I think not!
>
> | Dana other then being wrong about almost everything
> | you said about the csi episode which I thought was
> | boring but good as far as explaining ibogaine, but
> | you’ve never said you were ever a cocaine and
> | amphetamine addict? If you were, you very imply here
> | that ibogaine freed you from addiction. Except you’ve
> | never taken ibogaine! I have seen Patrick, Marko,
> | others on this list all nudge fun at you for talking
> | and talking and talking about ibogaine but you won’t
> | do it!!
>
> Look, Dana has mentioned — repeatedly, in public, and on camera — that
> he plans to do ibogaine ANY MINUTE NOW … as soon as he has a spare
> moment or three.
>
> Dana, just make sure you get the hell out of your house before you trip,
> or I can already tell you, you’re going straight to hell; whoopsie, no,
> wait, I meant to say: go to a REPUTABLE IBOGAINE TREATMENT PROVIDER!
> Yeah, that was it.
>
> Plus, also, don’t kill yourself!  Medical testing is very important, so,
> ya know, check to see if you still have any of your liver left; if yes,
> and you’ve still got a heartbeat and are breathing occasionally … well,
> CLOSE ENOUGH!  Down the hatch it goes!@#!@#!@#
>
> No, wait, I didn’t say that either, I meant to say, what did I mean to
> say, oh yeah: why don’t you just call Howard!  I’m sure he’ll offer you
> some sage advice, “Dana … what the hell is wrong with you, just do it
> already!”  No, I meant to say, oh … fuck this, I give up!
>
> | Dana Why not do ibogaine?
>
> Because the Bwiti would tell him to clean up his house!  Plus, also, 45
> cats is AT LEAST 25 too many!
>
> And, uhm, Dana … ya know, one of these days Aivia is going to whack you
> over the head with a baseball bat…  And she’ll have many good reasons
> for taking this action.
>
> Patrick
>
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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Deborah Patrick CSI Dana in the news
Date: February 28, 2004 at 2:23:09 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Fri, Feb 27, 2004 at 04:57:25PM -0800], [Carla Barnes] wrote:

| Patrick, you’re not allowed to write 10 funny
| paragraphs that let Dana off the hook like you usually
| do so everyone stops talking about it! Or you are, but
| it won’t help!

Carla, okay, ONE WORD!  Well, I mean, I’m opening the sentence using
another three, but once you’ve assimilated those, you can just erase them
from your mind, ‘cuz they’re really not part of the actual CONTENT!

[It was a] TYPO!

Dana, I am shocked, aghast, and very disturbed that the Daily News would
print such drivel — which you obviously never said.  Is their entire fact
checking department on vacation?

Personally, it’s COMPLETELY OBVIOUS to me that you should sue the NY Daily
News for causing irreparable harm to your solid reputation as an activist,
journalist, author, and all-around authority on … many things!

Perhaps the NY Daily News is in actuality a unit of Clear Channel or the
Conde Nast Empire(R).  Everything seems to be.  While I haven’t bothered
to look this up; FACTS only get in the way of things!  You should sue the
NY Daily News, Clear Channel AND Conde Nast.  Because probably it’s all
part of the same conspiracy that MURDERED Abbie Hoffman AND Tom Forcade.
Two suicides…  Coincidence?  I think not!

| Dana other then being wrong about almost everything
| you said about the csi episode which I thought was
| boring but good as far as explaining ibogaine, but
| you’ve never said you were ever a cocaine and
| amphetamine addict? If you were, you very imply here
| that ibogaine freed you from addiction. Except you’ve
| never taken ibogaine! I have seen Patrick, Marko,
| others on this list all nudge fun at you for talking
| and talking and talking about ibogaine but you won’t
| do it!!

Look, Dana has mentioned — repeatedly, in public, and on camera — that
he plans to do ibogaine ANY MINUTE NOW … as soon as he has a spare
moment or three.

Dana, just make sure you get the hell out of your house before you trip,
or I can already tell you, you’re going straight to hell; whoopsie, no,
wait, I meant to say: go to a REPUTABLE IBOGAINE TREATMENT PROVIDER!
Yeah, that was it.

Plus, also, don’t kill yourself!  Medical testing is very important, so,
ya know, check to see if you still have any of your liver left; if yes,
and you’ve still got a heartbeat and are breathing occasionally … well,
CLOSE ENOUGH!  Down the hatch it goes!@#!@#!@#

No, wait, I didn’t say that either, I meant to say, what did I mean to
say, oh yeah: why don’t you just call Howard!  I’m sure he’ll offer you
some sage advice, “Dana … what the hell is wrong with you, just do it
already!”  No, I meant to say, oh … fuck this, I give up!

| Dana Why not do ibogaine?

Because the Bwiti would tell him to clean up his house!  Plus, also, 45
cats is AT LEAST 25 too many!

And, uhm, Dana … ya know, one of these days Aivia is going to whack you
over the head with a baseball bat…  And she’ll have many good reasons
for taking this action.

Patrick

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] We need need more, not less, advocacy
Date: February 28, 2004 at 2:40:30 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

We need need more, not less, advocacyDana wrote >You shouldn’t ought to have
to take Ibogaine in order to publicly advocate it for addiction. If that is
your position, no politician will ever be able to support it on its merits
alone.<

Maybe I shouldn’t pipe up here, but I agree wholeheartedly with Dana here. I
can’t understand why someone would insist that someone else take ibogaine or
not promote its use when that person can see for his own eyes that it works
for a good number of people, even those he’s close to. Why in the heck
shouldn’t Dana be promoting ibogaine for those who want to try it? I’m
completely at a loss over this one. Is it a clique or something? What gives
with that?
And Dana’s right also in that Cures-Not-Wars and Dana himself do more
promoting of ibogaine than just about anyone I’ve ever heard of over any
span of time. There are newer voices in the mix nowadays, but so far as I
know, he’s non-stop about it and has been for as long as I’ve known him.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Dana Beal
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 28, 2004 12:48 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] We need need more, not less, advocacy

It seems to me Dana should either take ibogaine or stop being such a vocal
advocate.

I’m waiting.to do it now. I never had a bona fide medical reason for doing
it before. Now I have to see if the anti-cyst effect (it worked on my
daughter) will obviate the need for surgery.

It comes accross that you are more interested in getting your picture in the
paper.

They insisted on a picture. However, it did immediately re-enforce my
standing with elected officials, and people who are influenced by publicity.

One of the main points of starting the Million Marijuana March after
finishing THE IBOGAINE STORY was to vastly INCREASE OUR INFLUENCE by
marshalling all the supporters of market separation of pot and hard drugs
into an international platform for dissemination of drug policy reform ideas
(Ibogaine, in other words) different from and  alternative to DPA, NORML,
MPP, etc–all groups that were giving Ibo short shrift.

It was dishonest to imply that ibogaine freed you from a speed addiction.

You have it all wrong. Daily News staffers believe, along with most of the
media (and implicitly Stahl) that its a sine non qua qualification of any
lay person working in the addiction field to have quit drugs. I explicitly
told Elisa  Karasz that I had never been addict, only a user, because I was
able quit without relapsing the first time I tried. I also specified that my
speed use was in the ’60’s and that I stopped coke in the early ’80’s– long
before Ibogaine finally became available again–after drying up by the time
Howard Lotsof came back from Nepal and couldn’t find any, and had to go into
the first methadone program.

(I did not tell her I quit coke after my mother’s daughter spiked my coke
with acid because she was concerned that I was doing too much–but she never
asked. And anyway, all psychedelics are gateway drugs, not just
pot–right?!? I clearly told her I did not use Ibogaine to quit drugs.}

For years our advocacy of ibogaine was hobbled by the popular misconception
that advocates of the Dutch system were just a bunch of potheads–and of
course the only people SERIOUS about addiction were all 12 step antipotniks.
It took medical marijuana to overcome that, and to some extent it remains to
be overcome.

CSI at least made an effort to talk with people who have experienced it. I
did encourage them to do it, but hey, tv writers are not ibogaine advocates.

My basic objection still stands–which the NEWS did not include, because
they were more intrigued about the part about Ibogaine being like sleep
paralysis (what it was LIKE being more important to them than how this was
going to play out with treatment providers). For Jerry’s plot to work,
Ibogaine had to be found in a car as part of a murder investigation. And
that meant you had to have some one prowling back alleys like a drug dealer
looking to deliver Ibogaine to junkies. And THAT is what has the potential
to influence the DEA to investigate everyone who even publicizes Ibogaine,
in hopes that they’ll turn up some schedule I drugs. (Is that 5 years–or
10?)

Jerry Stahl, the writer, told me – and I believe him – that he had never
heard of Dana Beal or Cures not Wars before yesterday and did not base the
episode on him.

Not what I said. What I told the NEWS (since they were interested in a New
York angle) was that we’re the ones doing the local equivalent of the
Ibogaine outreach depicted in the episode–except that the episode has it
totally wrong, since the people doing it here, including myself, are all old
psychedelic veterans who scrupulously send people out of the country, and
tell their families if they want to get it here, they have to pick up the
phone, call their Congressman and tell him to legalize it.

Not only that, by virtue of the fact that MMM/cures not wars/the Yippies are
the biggest network promoting Ibogaine, most local efforts elsewhere to make
it available also make a big point of sending people outside the country–if
only to heighten the understanding that it’s legal almost everywhere else,
and because Marc’s clinic is free.  Marc is BTW the primary model we’re
promoting–i.e, the pot movement initiating ibogaine access, as part of
evolution of the movement toward market separation.

It’s been a retail effort, let me tell you, one city at a time, getting them
to take up the cause. Marc represents a kind of tipping point, because he
controls Cannabis Culture and POT TV, and has influenced a lot of people who
wouldn’t just take my word for it.

The fact is, if you or any drug addict encounters Ibogaine information, more
than 50% of the time, it’s through us. For instance, MMM activist Jay
Statzer finds an addict named Dimitri who goes to Sara, takes Indra, cleans
up, comes back to Detroit, runs a Greek  restaurant and decides to quit and
start an Ibogaine clinic in Windsor. That’s a lot more typical than the few
people who may have figured out how to smuggle Ibogaine into the U.S. and do
clandestine treatments.

Why would you do that, when it’s so much easier to smuggle back a person
who’s already been treated? And then there’s the consideration that going on
a trip to do it is part of the rite of passage…

And Jerry Stahl actually knows better, since all the people he encountered
in L.A. had been treated in the Mexican clinic. Of course then, there would
have been no plot for CSI. Accuracy be damned. I’m closing with a post from
Jay Statzer. I don’t know how many of our affilites actually emailed or
protested their local CBS afffiliate, but that was the idea.

Dana
Demo’d at WSBT CH 22 broadcast office Thur. afternoon. I think I was pretty
much on target with my guess as to how the ibogaine plot played out. My
signs said CSI TELLS A LIE? and 9:00 CH 22. The question mark allowed me to
play my protest as either a against CH 22 or as promoting the episode
depending on who I talked to. Got lots of people coming up to ask me about
the protest but no media, although I believe I gave the people in the
offices a good rattling. Suspecting that the episode wouldn’t be a pure
attack piece, I mostly got people to watch the episode and promoted the
Liberation Day event for South Bend. Also, I gave ibogaine brochures to
people interested in treatment and to some democratic party operatives that
were in an office across the street from WSBT (Kerry supporters.)
I have a copy of the episode but the very last line by the character Mindy
got cut off. Can anyone tell me what that last line was?? I am writing a
transcript of the episode from my tape today.
E’ya later,
God forgive America,
Jay Statzer
CNW MI

You shouldn’t ought to have to take Ibogaine in order to publicly advocate
it for addiction. If that is your position, no politician will ever be able
to support it on its merits alone.

Dana/cnw

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From: jon freedlander <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Deborah Patrick CSI Dana in the news
Date: February 28, 2004 at 1:54:52 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In the United States alone, someone checks their email every 3 seconds….

Dana Why not do ibogaine?

It seems to me Dana should either take ibogaine or stop being such a vocal
advocate. It comes accross that you are more interested in getting your
picture in the paper.

I probably shouldn’t get involved in this petty argument; but that seems
silly.

I campaign for the pro-choice movement, but I’m obviously never going to
have an abortion…

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From: jon freedlander <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 28, 2004 at 1:48:39 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In the United States alone, someone checks their email every 3 seconds….

“Iboga tends to make anything bad for you taste really crappy.  If possible,
we want our patients to quit cigarettes at the same time.  We think that
cigarettes can lead people back to other addictions.”

This is bollix.

How can anyone say that? It is up to what the person wants and not you, If
possible, if they are ready to stop anything that is up to them. with or
without Iboga.
By saying that you are looking for disappointments.
How can you say cigarettes is a gateway to  other addiction.
Where is a research that made you think that way? What makes you think that
way?
Maybe people who smoke have a consumers mentality?maybe ,I think.

Actually, there is some research to support the idea that tobacco acts as
a gateway drug. Not only are smokers more likely to start doing other
drugs, but recovering addicts who smoke are more likely to relapse than
nonsmokers. Presumably it has to do with, at least in part, the dopamine
release that nicotine causes. One might think that if the pleasure/reward
circuit is still being activated in a similar manner to the way the drug
of abuse did, the behavioural consequence might be to seek out the drug of
abuse.

I have also read at least a few accounts of ibogaine takers who have said
that an unexpected consequence of taking it was that they ceased wanting
cigarettes as well.

I also don’t see anything in what Marc said where he says they force
people to quit smoking. He says if possible, they want them to do it.
Which seems perfectly reasonable; if you’re running a therapeutic program,
I’d say you’re obligated to at least suggest things to your clients that
would benefit their recovery, and their health in general. If you fail to
do that, I think you are doing your clients a great disservice.

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] We need need more, not less, advocacy
Date: February 28, 2004 at 12:48:49 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

It seems to me Dana should either take ibogaine or stop being such a vocal advocate.

I’m waiting.to do it now. I never had a bona fide medical reason for doing it before. Now I have to see if the anti-cyst effect (it worked on my daughter) will obviate the need for surgery.

It comes accross that you are more interested in getting your picture in the paper.

They insisted on a picture. However, it did immediately re-enforce my standing with elected officials, and people who are influenced by publicity.

One of the main points of starting the Million Marijuana March after finishing THE IBOGAINE STORY was to vastly INCREASE OUR INFLUENCE by marshalling all the supporters of market separation of pot and hard drugs into an international platform for dissemination of drug policy reform ideas (Ibogaine, in other words) different from and  alternative to DPA, NORML, MPP, etc–all groups that were giving Ibo short shrift.

It was dishonest to imply that ibogaine freed you from a speed addiction.

You have it all wrong. Daily News staffers believe, along with most of the media (and implicitly Stahl) that its a sine non qua qualification of any lay person working in the addiction field to have quit drugs. I explicitly told Elisa  Karasz that I had never been addict, only a user, because I was able quit without relapsing the first time I tried. I also specified that my speed use was in the ’60’s and that I stopped coke in the early ’80’s– long before Ibogaine finally became available again–after drying up by the time Howard Lotsof came back from Nepal and couldn’t find any, and had to go into the first methadone program.

(I did not tell her I quit coke after my mother’s daughter spiked my coke with acid because she was concerned that I was doing too much–but she never asked. And anyway, all psychedelics are gateway drugs, not just pot–right?!? I clearly told her I did not use Ibogaine to quit drugs.}

For years our advocacy of ibogaine was hobbled by the popular misconception that advocates of the Dutch system were just a bunch of potheads–and of course the only people SERIOUS about addiction were all 12 step antipotniks. It took medical marijuana to overcome that, and to some extent it remains to be overcome.

CSI at least made an effort to talk with people who have experienced it. I did encourage them to do it, but hey, tv writers are not ibogaine advocates.

My basic objection still stands–which the NEWS did not include, because they were more intrigued about the part about Ibogaine being like sleep paralysis (what it was LIKE being more important to them than how this was going to play out with treatment providers). For Jerry’s plot to work, Ibogaine had to be found in a car as part of a murder investigation. And that meant you had to have some one prowling back alleys like a drug dealer looking to deliver Ibogaine to junkies. And THAT is what has the potential to influence the DEA to investigate everyone who even publicizes Ibogaine, in hopes that they’ll turn up some schedule I drugs. (Is that 5 years–or 10?)

Jerry Stahl, the writer, told me – and I believe him – that he had never heard of Dana Beal or Cures not Wars before yesterday and did not base the episode on him.

Not what I said. What I told the NEWS (since they were interested in a New York angle) was that we’re the ones doing the local equivalent of the Ibogaine outreach depicted in the episode–except that the episode has it totally wrong, since the people doing it here, including myself, are all old psychedelic veterans who scrupulously send people out of the country, and tell their families if they want to get it here, they have to pick up the phone, call their Congressman and tell him to legalize it.

Not only that, by virtue of the fact that MMM/cures not wars/the Yippies are the biggest network promoting Ibogaine, most local efforts elsewhere to make it available also make a big point of sending people outside the country–if only to heighten the understanding that it’s legal almost everywhere else, and because Marc’s clinic is free.  Marc is BTW the primary model we’re promoting–i.e, the pot movement initiating ibogaine access, as part of evolution of the movement toward market separation.

It’s been a retail effort, let me tell you, one city at a time, getting them to take up the cause. Marc represents a kind of tipping point, because he controls Cannabis Culture and POT TV, and has influenced a lot of people who wouldn’t just take my word for it.

The fact is, if you or any drug addict encounters Ibogaine information, more than 50% of the time, it’s through us. For instance, MMM activist Jay Statzer finds an addict named Dimitri who goes to Sara, takes Indra, cleans up, comes back to Detroit, runs a Greek  restaurant and decides to quit and start an Ibogaine clinic in Windsor. That’s a lot more typical than the few people who may have figured out how to smuggle Ibogaine into the U.S. and do clandestine treatments.

Why would you do that, when it’s so much easier to smuggle back a person who’s already been treated? And then there’s the consideration that going on a trip to do it is part of the rite of passage…

And Jerry Stahl actually knows better, since all the people he encountered in L.A. had been treated in the Mexican clinic. Of course then, there would have been no plot for CSI. Accuracy be damned. I’m closing with a post from Jay Statzer. I don’t know how many of our affilites actually emailed or protested their local CBS afffiliate, but that was the idea.

Dana
Demo’d at WSBT CH 22 broadcast office Thur. afternoon. I think I was pretty much on target with my guess as to how the ibogaine plot played out. My signs said CSI TELLS A LIE? and 9:00 CH 22. The question mark allowed me to play my protest as either a against CH 22 or as promoting the episode depending on who I talked to. Got lots of people coming up to ask me about the protest but no media, although I believe I gave the people in the offices a good rattling. Suspecting that the episode wouldn’t be a pure attack piece, I mostly got people to watch the episode and promoted the Liberation Day event for South Bend. Also, I gave ibogaine brochures to people interested in treatment and to some democratic party operatives that were in an office across the street from WSBT (Kerry supporters.)
I have a copy of the episode but the very last line by the character Mindy got cut off. Can anyone tell me what that last line was?? I am writing a transcript of the episode from my tape today.
E’ya later,
God forgive America,
Jay Statzer
CNW MI

You shouldn’t ought to have to take Ibogaine in order to publicly advocate it for addiction. If that is your position, no politician will ever be able to support it on its merits alone.

Dana/cnw

From: “Paul MacLennan” <leisure1@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] preferences
Date: February 28, 2004 at 2:53:13 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks for the responses people…I’ll keep u posted.

—– Original Message —–
From: Brett Calabrese
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 28, 2004 4:03 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

Paul,

“Is the root bark the best form to get it in?”

It depends. For someone trying to self-treat an addiction or a first (self) experience, not the best IMO. It is too variable in strength, from worthless to quality material, so make sure you are getting quality root bark not an iboga bush tossed in a chipper. Root bark would be more difficult for someone inexperienced to use, it is bulkier (try an oz of bark). A standardized extract of a known potency (which is all over the place, but seems to work) is Indra, you can also get HCL.  Extracts, bark vs Ibogaine HCL is a somewhat different experience. Indra (which should be similar to root bark) is a softer trip – at least in a given anti-addictive amount, somewhat more sickening – that is what I hear about bark, but worse. You could make an extract, it is really horrid stuff to try to consume, especially once the effects start setting in (think drinking a bucket of bitter vomit on a tossing ship in the worst storm imaginable, now multiply) HCL is a rougher trip (strapped to a rocket going inward), more “scary” (on the way up), breaks through better, Indra and I assume root bark (never did any) is more “real”, richer, fuller where HCL is a bit more cartoon-like in some visions (for lack of a better description). Any ibogaine used properly will work for visions, are VERY long, are VERY sickening, has an immense body load, takes a long time to recover (ah, and then… the glow begins) and is likely to be the most amazing and lucid experience of your life (done properly), do it wrong and you will scare the shit out of yourself, or worse. The after effects are better with HCL than Indra, more of a “glow”, better mood, recouperation is quicker,. HCL is better for small, quick doses (ie 2mg/kg), that are basically over in several hours, no “trip” but lots of nice effects that last for days – not as good with Indra -and I assume other full spectrum iboga products. Given the choice between the two verions (one being too soft, the other too hard) I would mix the 2, given the choice if I could only get one kind it would be ibogaine HCL. I personally had a harder time trying to use Indra to fight addiction unless I used a very high dose.. I hear of people that love good quality root bark, that the experience is richer, perhaps more than Indra which is 18 years old.

Get other opinions, the experience on ibogaine depends a lot on who you are and where you are at, the reasons you are taking it, set, setting etc and what you do after is more important than the type of ibogaine you use.  Once you are tripping on ibogaine (at altitude), you are pretty much tripping on ibogaine/iboga, there isn’t a lot of difference in the basic trip and side effects, one is bit better at this or that than the other.

Be careful read http://www.ibogaine.manual.html, follow protocol and read everything else you can get your hands on. DO NOT TAKE precautions lightly.

Brett

Paul MacLennan <leisure1@xtra.co.nz> wrote:
Is the root bark the best form to get it in?

—– Original Message —–
From: “AG”
To:
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 1:09 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

> Hey Howard,
>
> You’re right, there’s not a single price on the entire list..
> (And I read the french and english versions)
>
> I found the iboga halfway down the tonic page
>
> http://www.vegetaux.com/plantes.asp?mot=Tonique
>
> or here in English
>
> http://www.vegetaux.com/eng/plantes.asp
>
> the ‘buy now’ links up to a ‘coming soon’ page..
> and the ‘more info’ is a 404…
>
> Personally I find this site dubious.
>
> Who the hell is this pharmacist who can’t be named..?
>
> Most of all, I hate it when someone’s not forthcoming
> with the pricing… this ‘call us and we’ll haggle with you’
> is fucking BS… but merci beaucoup for all the botanical
> info…
>
> Adam
>
>
>
> > > >>
> > >
> > > I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on
> > > anything
> > > but the opening page. Is anyone doing any better?
> > >
> > > Thanks
> > >
> > > Howard
> > >
>
>
>
>
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From: “Paul MacLennan” <leisure1@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 28, 2004 at 2:44:54 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

—– Original Message —–
From: Brett Calabrese
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 28, 2004 4:03 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

Paul,

“Is the root bark the best form to get it in?”

It depends. For someone trying to self-treat an addiction or a first (self) experience, not the best IMO. It is too variable in strength, from worthless to quality material, so make sure you are getting quality root bark not an iboga bush tossed in a chipper. Root bark would be more difficult for someone inexperienced to use, it is bulkier (try an oz of bark). A standardized extract of a known potency (which is all over the place, but seems to work) is Indra, you can also get HCL.  Extracts, bark vs Ibogaine HCL is a somewhat different experience. Indra (which should be similar to root bark) is a softer trip – at least in a given anti-addictive amount, somewhat more sickening – that is what I hear about bark, but worse. You could make an extract, it is really horrid stuff to try to consume, especially once the effects start setting in (think drinking a bucket of bitter vomit on a tossing ship in the worst storm imaginable, now multiply) HCL is a rougher trip (strapped to a rocket going inward), more “scary” (on the way up), breaks through better, Indra and I assume root bark (never did any) is more “real”, richer, fuller where HCL is a bit more cartoon-like in some visions (for lack of a better description). Any ibogaine used properly will work for visions, are VERY long, are VERY sickening, has an immense body load, takes a long time to recover (ah, and then… the glow begins) and is likely to be the most amazing and lucid experience of your life (done properly), do it wrong and you will scare the shit out of yourself, or worse. The after effects are better with HCL than Indra, more of a “glow”, better mood, recouperation is quicker,. HCL is better for small, quick doses (ie 2mg/kg), that are basically over in several hours, no “trip” but lots of nice effects that last for days – not as good with Indra -and I assume other full spectrum iboga products. Given the choice between the two verions (one being too soft, the other too hard) I would mix the 2, given the choice if I could only get one kind it would be ibogaine HCL. I personally had a harder time trying to use Indra to fight addiction unless I used a very high dose.. I hear of people that love good quality root bark, that the experience is richer, perhaps more than Indra which is 18 years old.

Get other opinions, the experience on ibogaine depends a lot on who you are and where you are at, the reasons you are taking it, set, setting etc and what you do after is more important than the type of ibogaine you use.  Once you are tripping on ibogaine (at altitude), you are pretty much tripping on ibogaine/iboga, there isn’t a lot of difference in the basic trip and side effects, one is bit better at this or that than the other.

Be careful read http://www.ibogaine.manual.html, follow protocol and read everything else you can get your hands on. DO NOT TAKE precautions lightly.

Brett

Paul MacLennan <leisure1@xtra.co.nz> wrote:
Is the root bark the best form to get it in?

—– Original Message —–
From: “AG”
To:
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 1:09 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

> Hey Howard,
>
> You’re right, there’s not a single price on the entire list..
> (And I read the french and english versions)
>
> I found the iboga halfway down the tonic page
>
> http://www.vegetaux.com/plantes.asp?mot=Tonique
>
> or here in English
>
> http://www.vegetaux.com/eng/plantes.asp
>
> the ‘buy now’ links up to a ‘coming soon’ page..
> and the ‘more info’ is a 404…
>
> Personally I find this site dubious.
>
> Who the hell is this pharmacist who can’t be named..?
>
> Most of all, I hate it when someone’s not forthcoming
> with the pricing… this ‘call us and we’ll haggle with you’
> is fucking BS… but merci beaucoup for all the botanical
> info…
>
> Adam
>
>
>
> > > >>
> > >
> > > I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on
> > > anything
> > > but the opening page. Is anyone doing any better?
> > >
> > > Thanks
> > >
> > > Howard
> > >
>
>
>
>
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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 28, 2004 at 2:20:02 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sandra wrote: I think the “they” in question is NIDA and their comment was:

‘researchers are required to meet certain storage and record keeping
requirement standards that pertain to Schedule I substances'”

Yes, but you live in Canada where it isn’t Schedule 1 substance,
Why do you have to prove anything to The Americans?

I know that many people already published many Real Reason why Cannabis
&Ibogaine  and other herbs should be decriminalized/ legalized.
Is it ? why is real research with real researchers being ignored?
And yours wouldn’t be?
I wish you luck, maybe if the Prince of pot sign the papers everyone
Is going to listen and change the law. That will be wonderful indeed .

On the other hand (maybe it is just the journalist who  heard it wrong)
ITH said.
“Iboga tends to make anything bad for you taste really crappy.  If possible,
we want our patients to quit cigarettes at the same time.  We think that
cigarettes can lead people back to other addictions.”

This is bollix.

How can anyone say that? It is up to what the person wants and not you, If
possible, if they are ready to stop anything that is up to them. with or
without Iboga.
By saying that you are looking for disappointments.
How can you say cigarettes is a gateway to  other addiction.
Where is a research that made you think that way? What makes you think that
way?
Maybe people who smoke have a consumers mentality?maybe ,I think.
You are a researchers, Maybe the only two of you in this world with license,
did you study about what is serotonin ?
Did you study how it feels to gain serotonins, especially for an addict
after taking Iboga.
When you do that first, you would know that SOME FOOD THAT ISN’T GOOD FOR
you
FEELS REALLY NICE AFTER TAKING Iboga.And people Just love it.

What feels nice doesn’t have to be healthy/unhealthy.
It feels good when increases the serotonin in the blood.

Look if you claim “At this stage, with little scientific study, the true
toxicology of ibogaine is impossible to determine – the treatment is
unlicensed in other countries and illegal in the US.  The decision whether
or not to take such a risk is entirely personal.”

1.  It sounds like  Mash doesn’t exist. or all the other people who worked
for years with Ibogaine.
2.What kind of risk?

3.Do you have license? How? You and Marc aren’t medical Doctors,
Is it the political connection you have , or just like in India you can buy
one?
4. why would you want to find out the toxicology of Ibogaine if you worked
with Iboga at the time which is another 18 active alkaloids.(Or more)
You have a lot of work if you want to know that.

5. if there is a risk. Why would you take it Sandra?

I think it can be more fun to write a research about how to confuse
journalist and have them write Bollix. In a serious newspaper.
Cheers

Sara Glatt

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Deborah Patrick CSI Dana in the news
Date: February 27, 2004 at 10:05:33 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/28/04 1:05:36 AM, carlambarnes@yahoo.com writes:

Howard, I now feel bad for even saying I thought the
only part of the ‘Deborah and Patrick show’ I didn’t
like was her not mentioning you and I thought it was
tacky. Everyone does the same thing except not so
well.

I didn’t supply everyone with pharmaceutical grade ibogaine for their FDA
study.  What I don’t understand is why you feel bad.

Howard

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From: “Steven Anker” <stevenanker@hotmail.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Deborah Patrick CSI Dana in the news
Date: February 27, 2004 at 9:57:12 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dana Why not do ibogaine?

It seems to me Dana should either take ibogaine or stop being such a vocal advocate. It comes accross that you are more interested in getting your picture in the paper.

It was dishonest to imply that ibogaine freed you from a speed addiction.

CSI at least made an effort to talk with people who have experienced it. I did encourage them to do it, but hey, tv writers are not ibogaine advocates.

Jerry Stahl, the writer, told me – and I believe him – that he had never heard of Dana Beal or Cures not Wars before yesterday and did not base the episode on him.

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From: GERMAN3G@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] cancel me now
Date: February 27, 2004 at 9:35:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This is German3G@aol.com

Cancel me NOW

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Price-list
Date: February 27, 2004 at 8:21:44 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I did NOT send this e-mail to the list. DO NOT download the attatchment!!!!!!!

From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Deborah Patrick CSI Dana in the news
Date: February 27, 2004 at 7:57:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Howard, I now feel bad for even saying I thought the
only part of the ‘Deborah and Patrick show’ I didn’t
like was her not mentioning you and I thought it was
tacky. Everyone does the same thing except not so
well.

Dana other then being wrong about almost everything
you said about the csi episode which I thought was
boring but good as far as explaining ibogaine, but
you’ve never said you were ever a cocaine and
amphetamine addict? If you were, you very imply here
that ibogaine freed you from addiction. Except you’ve
never taken ibogaine! I have seen Patrick, Marko,
others on this list all nudge fun at you for talking
and talking and talking about ibogaine but you won’t
do it!!

Why? Don’t you want to see what it’s like?

Patrick, you’re not allowed to write 10 funny
paragraphs that let Dana off the hook like you usually
do so everyone stops talking about it! Or you are, but
it won’t help!

Dana Why not do ibogaine?

Carla B

— HSLotsof@aol.com wrote:
Get it while you can.  A Dana/CSI article in the NY
Daily news including a
photograph.

http://www.nydailynews.com/02-26-2004/news/gossip/story/168041p-146864c.html

ORIGINAL ARTICLE
******************

Activist: ‘CSI’ is high on lie

Dana Beal CBS has provoked the wrath of a group of
former junkies and their
supporters who are spitting mad about tonight’s
episode of “CSI: Crime Scene
Investigation.”

Ex-cocaine and amphetamine user Dana Beal, who heads
Cures Not Wars – which
promotes the legalization of a substance called
Ibogaine as a cure for drug
addiction – told Lowdown that his 100-member group
plans to stage a lunchtime
protest today in front of Black Rock, the CBS
corporate headquarters in midtown.

A CBS spokesman declined to comment yesterday.

The problem, Beal said, is that the “CSI” episode,
titled “Getting Off,” is
rife with misinformation about Ibogaine, which is
widely used around the world
but illegal in the United States. “It has someone
driving on Ibogaine, which
you can’t do!” Beal complained, noting that the drug
induces a trancelike state.

“We would describe it as an addiction interrupter,”
said Beal, whose group
has been campaigning for Food and Drug
Administration approval. “When you are in
the throes of it you are in ‘sleep paralysis’ – you
are awake but your body
is asleep. … When the Ibogaine effect wears off,
you don’t go back into
withdrawal. Once you come down from it, you are
normal.”

Even worse, Beal said, tonight’s show depicts a
cultlike underground program
apparently based on Cures Not Wars. “The episode has
someone selling Ibogaine.
But it’s absolutely forbidden. We could get
investigated by the DEA. We don’t
need that headache right now!”

Personally, I haven’t heard the word Ibogaine since
1972, when Rolling Stone
correspondent Hunter S. Thompson famously accused
Democratic presidential
candidate Edmund Muskie of abusing the drug – an
alkaloid powder derived from the
root bark of an exotic African shrub.

Thompson, maybe under the influence of something
himself, wrote that the
“Ibogaine Effect” was a “serious factor” in Muskie’s
losing campaign. He claimed
that Muskie was “far gone in a bad Ibogaine frenzy.”

So far in the 2004 campaign, the only evidence of an
“Ibogaine effect” came
during the Wisconsin primary race, when a Cures Not
Wars activist in Madison
handed a brochure to Teresa Heinz Kerry, wife of
Democratic front-runner John
Kerry.

“She came back and got two more copies, and she said
she was giving one to
John,” Beal said. Calls and E-mails to the Kerry
campaign were not answered.

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From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 27, 2004 at 7:51:51 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Patrick, this one I kept. Thanks 🙂

Not bad advice. I have a whole collection from here of
you. You’ve changed a lot in the years I’ve read this,
I still have the collection with you, Randy, Dave I
think 3 or 4 more people which were the I hate the 12
steps collection 😉 There’s a lot of those 😉 😉
😉

Congratulations, you’ve gotten over it! It’s only
taken 3 years? 4? 😉

In case you didn’t notice I’m kidding 😉 Thank you,
you’ve been one of the main things that’s kept me
going this far! When I was still on methadone I
started reading your writing and came here. Nobody who
ever read anything you wrote believed you would ever
stay clean when I showed it to counselers when I was
first talking about doing ibogaine.

Keep being you! 😉

Love to everyone here.

Carla B

— “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote:
On [Wed, Feb 25, 2004 at 06:45:09PM -0800],
[deartheo@ziplip.com] wrote:

| but I am happy your doing well and
| am curious about how your after care went (besides
12 step programs,
| your not telling anyone here anything they didn’t
already know regarding
| 12 step pushers).

I did ibogaine twice — to get unsprung —
back-to-back, at St. Kitts.
Since that point in time I’ve dosed on various
occasions for different
reasons.  After ibogaine — Take I — I lasted for
roughly 35 minutes left
to my own devices.  As soon as the plane landed in
San Juan, ’bout 35
minutes is the length of time it took me to find
dope, cop, and restart my
relationship with it.

I was dumped into “treatment,” where I lasted for a
little over 2 weeks
before getting thrown out.  Ostensibly for “using,”
but the actual reasons
are much closer to my attitude about it when
confronted with this fact.  I
didn’t nail myself to a cross and explain how highly
super-sorry I am.
Because … I wasn’t.

My personal response to traditional “drug
treatment,” post-ibogaine was
probably WORSE than the 50 times I’d been dumped
into it pre-ibogaine.
Because, I wasn’t dopesick; I had a much lower level
of desperation, and
being dosed with a very mild entheogen beforehand,
did not in any way
change my resonance-check.  This … is … a buncha
bullshit.  And,
nothing much has changed, except I have even greater
awareness that none
of this is doing a fucking thing for me.

I blew out, basically stayed high for about 6 weeks
while bouncing in and
out of “treatment” programs; redosed with ibogaine,
and … that was
Halloween, 1999.  I’ve been clean this entire
millennium, who woulda
thunk.

What I did after ibogaine II, was go to an ashram
just outside of Bangkok.
Not to visit and hang out, but actually to live
there.  I stayed for a
little over 3 months, and while I was there, I did a
lot of LSD.

I had set, setting, and intent.  While most of the
people where I was at
had no idea exactly why I left the planet — they
were highly supportive
and kind to me.  “Well, basically, what you’re doing
is wonderful.  And,
this is why we’re all sitting here in an ashram in
the middle of nowhere.
Just, keep going!”

Had I taken these same actions within the United
States, the outcome would
have been considerably different.  Instead of
wrapping up a lifetime of
drug depednence, and being given the opportunity to
reset, reintegrate,
and resurrect … it would have taken no more than
48 hours for some
helpful person to have me Baker-acted.  I would have
synched back down to
planet Earth, tranked down, in a padded room
somewhere, in 4-point
restraints.

Instead of completing the process of reintegration
— which took a LOT of
processor time on the Cosmic CPU — it would have
amounted to Yet Another
manifestation of my perpetual drug problems kicking
up their shit.  The
End.  Here’s a stack of scripts, here’s your new
home at a lockdown
in-patient facility, and if you behave, we’ll take
the straitjacket off
and let you go smoke cigarettes on the playground.

While the odds that following this exact roadmap
will work for anybody
else, are relatively low.  The overall truth
remains.  If what you’re
doing is not working; has never worked; and you
really do want to step out
of drug dependence … perhaps you need to figure
out something else to
do.

To cop a cliche from those 12-step things, “A good
definition of insanity,
is doing the same thing, over and over again, and
expecting different
results.”

Ya know what … that happens to be true.  I
*really* wanted to cut loose
heroin.  I’d been in therapy since, basically, birth
(well no, since Jr.
High School); I have never felt any resonance with a
single fucking thing
anybody had to say to me while I was at the
receiving end of, “drug
treatment.”  So, then, perhaps … I need to do
something else.  Because
the truth is … my inability to get in tune with
the dogma of some cult;
has exactly NOTHING to do with cutting loose junk.

What I actually learned from a lifetime of
“treatment” and what I found
while accessing much greater spaces/places/truths
while dosing with
entheogens … was EXACTLY THE SAME: as long as you
keep digging in shit,
you’re gonna be covered in it.  Find something else
to do.

What worked for me was connecting myself to the God
of my understanding,
and HOLDING ON TO THAT CONNECTION.

So, anywaze, that’s me … I don’t know you, what
you’ve written here:

| I’ll work you into my 9th step : )

Indicates that you’re working the steps.

Okay, so … when you do this and go to meetings; do
you — at least SOME
OF THE TIME — come away filled with some greater
level of strength, hope,
and/or understanding …?

If yes, well, that fucking rocks.  Keep doing it.

If no, well … have you tried to find a group that
works for you and
people who are willing to accept your beliefs.  The
12-steps dig the
sponsor concept; do you have one?  If you don’t,
well … is there ANYBODY
in the meetings you go to, that has anything you
want?  If yes, then
FUCKING TALK TO THEM.

I don’t work the steps, per se, although much of
what I do on a daily
basis, lights up and synchs with prolly at least
half of the concepts the
12-steps are based upon — but, if they’re not
working for you, have you
tried Rational Recovery (the not-for-profit version
I b’lieve is called
SMART)?  Randy would know much more about the
specifics of this paradigm
than I do, ‘cuz he actually used it post-ibogaine.

The only thing I would add to whatever paradigm
you’re using — you can
name it anything you want, you can call it Step 13,
Step 1,
WhateverTheFuck, amounts to: JUST KEEP GETTING BACK
UP … because
eventually you WILL stand.  All you *must* do, is
believe that it is
possible.

Success — at anything — just amounts to
persistence, “Sorry, I’m very
hard-headed and I’m not listening to you explain my
limitations to me.
I’m, just, gonna keep going.  Because I’m too stupid
to give up.”

Other than all of that, much of what people have to
say about “addiction,”
is — at best — pseudoscience.  “Once an addict,
always an addict,” is
also a crock of shit.  The brain reorganizes itself,
it’s called
neuroplasticity.  An extremely cool starting-point,
is this thing here:

The Mind and the Brain: Neuroplasticity and the
Power of Mental Force.
Jeffrey M. Schwartz, M.D

This is a very easy to read book, and gives you a
lot of references to
read sideways, if you want to gain some greater
level of understanding.

Anywaze, this is getting long, and I could write
another thousand
paragraphs on this topic; wait, no, nevermind, I
already have.

| You are probably correct, I appoligize to all
involved…it’s very
| frustrating to come to this list for some kind of
support in the sense
| that everyone doesn’t say ‘whats that?’ when iboga
is mentioned, but
| their apperars to be very little of that and what
I wrote was out of
| that frustation and I’m definately no where close
to be done yet in
| regard to ‘get through this’, that’s not an excuse
though, I should have
| bit my tounge…

This list is whatever people choose to turn it into.
I’m not the
babysitter.  Everyone is free to say anything they
like … however, that
also applies to me.  When random, pseudoanonymous
idiots, land here and
start dumping hate.  I’m really not required to say,
“That’s very special,
thank you.”

There actually IS another ibogaine list here;
sacrament.  It was created
for people who had done ibogaine and were trying to
maintain.

But … nobody ever posts to it.  I think maybe 75
people signed up, said
a few things, and went back to sleep.

*THIS* list has — as of last week — passed just
over 5,000 people.  The
same 75-100 have written 95% of the messages.  The
rest … I dunno why
they’re here.  But this isn’t very unusual.  We’ve
been running online
conferences since long before www. and port 80
existed; before @ signs
existed; and … this is pretty much the dynamic …
it doesn’t seem to
make a difference whether the subject is music,
hacking, drugs, or
“recovery.”

I don’t have a lot of free time, I don’t write much
to the list right now;
but there are always at least a handful of
individuals here who have been
there, done that, maintained in a variety of ways;
and consistently
provide advice that contains at least SOME useful
elements.

Laters,

Patrick

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From: “AG” <adamg@013.net.il>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Price-list— warning virus
Date: February 28, 2004 at 5:23:54 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Callie–

You’re last email had a virus, my anti-virus intercepted it…. you should
download an antivirus and scan/clean your computer before it’s too late…

The following link will take you to Cnet’s download page for AVG 6- it’s
their free edition and it’s only a 5 meg download— it should do the job,

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—– Original Message —–
From: <CallieMimosa@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 2:37 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Price-list

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From: Schmoolyboy@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Patrick, Iboga yesterday Ibogaine today what is it going to …
Date: February 27, 2004 at 6:29:00 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Mexico and Dr. P , saound great. I tried to get credentials on Dr. P and could not get a straight answer from thier organization or on the web. I just want to know what kind of Doc he is so if anything happens, they can handle it. Is this such a big request or just the neurotic compulsions of my OCD/ amxiety disorder / bipolor crap and general mistrust of everything and every one?

Can anyone send me info on this please?
Danka

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Price-list
Date: February 27, 2004 at 5:37:13 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Narcotics Farm Animal
Date: February 27, 2004 at 3:43:51 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

“While down in the dim grey wards and dayrooms
where the ‘do-wrongs’
Hock and spit and shiver and vomit

He asks me what the American flag means to me
And I tell him “Soak in heroin, doc, and I’ll suck it”
Says: “I got the wrong ATT I TUDE”
I should see the chaplain and get straight with jesus.”

I didn’t know this but Ft. Worth had a narcotics farm like Lexington.

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 3:32:47 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks Allison and everyone who sent warmth, and to those who merely thought
it too. Much obliged and helpful for sure.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Allison Senepart
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 7:03 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff

Preston, You sound so down.  Can send warmth in a message but wish could do
more.  Know how you feel.  Hard to know what to say but hang in there.
Allison

——-Original Message——-

From: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Date: Friday, 27 February 2004 5:04:22 p.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] stuff

I highly advice you all DON’T drink Robotusin DM when out of opiate
painkillers either- supposedly the DM is supposed to help, but I shoulda
known better having tries shooting the shit years ago- it don’t at all- even
drinking the crap just makes it worse.
Peace to you all. Someone send me a little warmth please.
Preston

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] CSI
Date: February 27, 2004 at 3:21:19 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I am not sure how many of you watched the CSI ibogaine program but, the
actual information provided on ibogaine and noribogaine did not appear negative to
me.  That they mentioned nor was quite amazing but, other than that the
adventure itself was pretty boring compared to the usual fare of the program.  Dana
got some great publicity out of the show…a wonderful picture of himself in
the NY daily news.  It probably benefited CSI as well.  Now to see if any
positive play comes out of it.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
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From: “jon” <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 3:19:32 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

You also can try wild lettuce.

as a side note for people interested in wild lettuce, get the resin,
rather than the whole plant.

wild lettuce is an effective analgesic/sedative, but it is quite low
potency. if using the raw plant, you have to smoke an AWFUL lot of it for
any effect. the resin is still fairly low potency, but you don’t need
nearly as much of it…. which is a lot easier on the lungs.

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 3:14:13 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/27/04 5:29:29 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Anybody know of any other books on the subject?

Ibogaine: Proceedings of the First International Conference

A wonderful book.

Howard

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 3:04:10 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

You also can try wild lettuce.
Here is some info.
Alternative painkiller, ultimate relaxation. Opium-like. Wild Lettuce is
also known as Lettuce opium. This is because the strong narcotic and
hypnotic effects are similar, but milder psycho-active effects than opium
from Papaver somniferum. The plant is used centuries because of its sedating
and anaesthetic properties. In the 19th century, doctors and pharmacists
regularly used lactucarium, a plant extract, when normal opium wasn’t
available. Lactucarium is a safe opium substitute, because it is not
addictive and even large amounts of lactucarium(lWild Lettuce extract) never
lead to overdosage. In the 70’s, Lacuca virosa(wild Lettuce) was very
popular in America. There it was sold under multiple names like Lettuce
opium, l’opium and lettucene. A few Wild Lettuce Joints will bring you in a
very relaxed and euphoric mood. It will also be very easy to fall asleep.
The active ingredient of Wild Lettuce is Lactucine.
3 joints

This is one of the plants available in my treatment.

Sara

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Van: jon [mailto:jfreed1@umbc.edu]
Verzonden: vrijdag 27 februari 2004 20:46
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] stuff

For those looking into Kratom, I suggest informing yourself before you do
so about it effects and safe usage.

There isn’t that much information published about it for users but here’s
a good place to start:

http://www.erowid.org/plants/kratom/kratom.shtml

Kratom is quite safe. There is some risk of dependence with regular, heavy
usage; but that’s really the only health concern. I would think in very
high doses, there might be a risk of respiratory depression; but you’d
probably throw up before you could drink that much of it.

The primary active chemical in it is mitragynine, an opioid agonist,
roughly comparable in strength to codeine. Though mitragynine is
structurally related to the tryptamine psychedelics, it doesn’t have any
psychedelic effects; rather, it’s effects are very similar to codeine or
other low to mid potency opiates.. analgesia, euphoria, cough supression,
and sometimes nausea.

I use Daniel Siebert’s recipe for making the tea, which works quite well.
For 40 g of crushed leaf, add 1 L of water. Boil gently for 15 minutes.
Strain the leaves, making sure to squeeze all the liquid out, and save the
liquid in another pot.

Put the leaves back in the original pot, and another litre of water, and
boil again for 15 minutes. Strain the leaves again, adding this to the pot
from the previous boiling. At this point, you can throw out the leaves, as
all the goodness will be in the water. Then boil the water until only
about 100 ml of it is left.

To be honest, I probably don’t usually boil it all the way down to 100 ml,
cause I’m impatient…eheh. But the more liquid you boil off, the more
potent it’ll be (i.e., the less volume of liquid you’ll have to drink). I
usually add a good deal of sugar as well, as it’s pretty bitter.

I would highly recommend this for anyone suffering from withdrawal
symptoms (if you can’t get ahold of ibogaine, of course..eheh).

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 3:01:01 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks Jon and the others who supplied info about this plant. I’d never ever
heard of it before, so it is something I shall keep in mind for future
reference.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “jon” <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 2:46 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff

For those looking into Kratom, I suggest informing yourself before you
do
so about it effects and safe usage.

There isn’t that much information published about it for users but
here’s
a good place to start:

http://www.erowid.org/plants/kratom/kratom.shtml

Kratom is quite safe. There is some risk of dependence with regular, heavy
usage; but that’s really the only health concern. I would think in very
high doses, there might be a risk of respiratory depression; but you’d
probably throw up before you could drink that much of it.

The primary active chemical in it is mitragynine, an opioid agonist,
roughly comparable in strength to codeine. Though mitragynine is
structurally related to the tryptamine psychedelics, it doesn’t have any
psychedelic effects; rather, it’s effects are very similar to codeine or
other low to mid potency opiates.. analgesia, euphoria, cough supression,
and sometimes nausea.

I use Daniel Siebert’s recipe for making the tea, which works quite well.
For 40 g of crushed leaf, add 1 L of water. Boil gently for 15 minutes.
Strain the leaves, making sure to squeeze all the liquid out, and save the
liquid in another pot.

Put the leaves back in the original pot, and another litre of water, and
boil again for 15 minutes. Strain the leaves again, adding this to the pot
from the previous boiling. At this point, you can throw out the leaves, as
all the goodness will be in the water. Then boil the water until only
about 100 ml of it is left.

To be honest, I probably don’t usually boil it all the way down to 100 ml,
cause I’m impatient…eheh. But the more liquid you boil off, the more
potent it’ll be (i.e., the less volume of liquid you’ll have to drink). I
usually add a good deal of sugar as well, as it’s pretty bitter.

I would highly recommend this for anyone suffering from withdrawal
symptoms (if you can’t get ahold of ibogaine, of course..eheh).

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From: “jon” <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 2:46:28 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

For those looking into Kratom, I suggest informing yourself before you do
so about it effects and safe usage.

There isn’t that much information published about it for users but here’s
a good place to start:

http://www.erowid.org/plants/kratom/kratom.shtml

Kratom is quite safe. There is some risk of dependence with regular, heavy
usage; but that’s really the only health concern. I would think in very
high doses, there might be a risk of respiratory depression; but you’d
probably throw up before you could drink that much of it.

The primary active chemical in it is mitragynine, an opioid agonist,
roughly comparable in strength to codeine. Though mitragynine is
structurally related to the tryptamine psychedelics, it doesn’t have any
psychedelic effects; rather, it’s effects are very similar to codeine or
other low to mid potency opiates.. analgesia, euphoria, cough supression,
and sometimes nausea.

I use Daniel Siebert’s recipe for making the tea, which works quite well.
For 40 g of crushed leaf, add 1 L of water. Boil gently for 15 minutes.
Strain the leaves, making sure to squeeze all the liquid out, and save the
liquid in another pot.

Put the leaves back in the original pot, and another litre of water, and
boil again for 15 minutes. Strain the leaves again, adding this to the pot
from the previous boiling. At this point, you can throw out the leaves, as
all the goodness will be in the water. Then boil the water until only
about 100 ml of it is left.

To be honest, I probably don’t usually boil it all the way down to 100 ml,
cause I’m impatient…eheh. But the more liquid you boil off, the more
potent it’ll be (i.e., the less volume of liquid you’ll have to drink). I
usually add a good deal of sugar as well, as it’s pretty bitter.

I would highly recommend this for anyone suffering from withdrawal
symptoms (if you can’t get ahold of ibogaine, of course..eheh).

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 2:41:56 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

One of the most authoritative books on the subject currently available is

Ibogaine: Proceedings from the 1st International Conference by Kenneth R.
Alper and Stanley D. Glick
published by Academic Press.

It is heavy on the academic side but if you can wrap your head around the
pharmacology and technical jargon (or find a tutor like I’m trying to do),
it’s an excellent resource.
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**I’m gonna trot right over to the local public library and go the ILL
(Interlibrary loan) route to see if I can
borrow a copy to look at (prior to plunking down $85.00).  I think I can
decide quickly if its way over my
head.  I do have some backgound, Bachelor’s in Psychology, heavy on biology
electives.  Instead  of
Master’s in Psych, became a nurse practitioner.

Thank you so much.

ps:  Stanley Glick, if he has his research physically located at Albany Med,
is only a 30 minute drive from
here.  I’ll bet the Library there has a copy of this book.

ann
think@francomm.com

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—– Original Message —–
From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Date: Fri, 27 Feb 2004 12:28:46 -0500
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

This is a learning curve to end all learning curves!!  My brain cells
are
being filled to the max.    I’m reading everything here plus sending for
all
the books I can find on the subject.  I received, “The Ibogaine Story”
in the snailmail yesterday.  The three of us are fighting over it 😎
I have another book – something about breaking open the brain
on order.  Anybody know of any other books on the subject?

Thanks everybody,

ann
think@francomm.com

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From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 10:42 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

In a message dated 2/27/04 3:04:31 PM, bcalabrese@yahoo.com writes:

Be careful read http://www.ibogaine.manual.html, follow protocol and
read
everything else you can get your hands on. DO NOT TAKE precautions
lightly.

That is http://www.ibogaine.org/manual.html

Howard

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From: CGEOBET@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] PLEASE STOP ALL EMAILS TO ME
Date: February 27, 2004 at 2:21:10 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

My mailbox is full, so please stop all e-mails. Thanks!!

From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 2:09:22 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

One of the most authoritative books on the subject currently available is

Ibogaine: Proceedings from the 1st International Conference by Kenneth R. Alper and Stanley D. Glick
published by Academic Press.

It is heavy on the academic side but if you can wrap your head around the pharmacology and technical jargon (or find a tutor like I’m trying to do), it’s an excellent resource.

—– Original Message —–
From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Date: Fri, 27 Feb 2004 12:28:46 -0500
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

This is a learning curve to end all learning curves!!  My brain cells are
being filled to the max.    I’m reading everything here plus sending for all
the books I can find on the subject.  I received, “The Ibogaine Story”
in the snailmail yesterday.  The three of us are fighting over it 😎
I have another book – something about breaking open the brain
on order.  Anybody know of any other books on the subject?

Thanks everybody,

ann
think@francomm.com

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From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 10:42 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

In a message dated 2/27/04 3:04:31 PM, bcalabrese@yahoo.com writes:

Be careful read http://www.ibogaine.manual.html, follow protocol and read
everything else you can get your hands on. DO NOT TAKE precautions
lightly.

That is http://www.ibogaine.org/manual.html

Howard

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From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 1:58:45 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

For those looking into Kratom, I suggest informing yourself before you do so about it effects and safe usage.

There isn’t that much information published about it for users but here’s a good place to start:

http://www.erowid.org/plants/kratom/kratom.shtml

—– Original Message —–
From: “jon” <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
Date: Fri, 27 Feb 2004 12:06:58 -0500 (EST)
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff

I highly advice you all DON’T drink Robotusin DM when out of opiate
painkillers either- supposedly the DM is supposed to help, but I shoulda
known better having tries shooting the shit years ago- it don’t at all-
even
drinking the crap just makes it worse.
Peace to you all. Someone send me a little warmth please.

Hey man,

If you’re still out of opiates, you might wanna see if you can get a hold
of some kratom. It’s a plant from Thailand.. made into a tea, it has an
effect similar to opium.

It’s legal, and relatively cheap to buy off the net…

good luck

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From: “ChrisisMach” <fisch@ist.org>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] PLEASE STOP ALL EMAILS TO ME
Date: February 27, 2004 at 1:35:20 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>, “dave” <dmurphy@airmail.net>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi,
i am very intrested and very sorry to have to cancel my subscription
but my mailbox is already too full to handle the amount of mails from
ibogaine@mindvox

thanx Crispy

dave <dmurphy@airmail.net> schrieb:

PLEASE STOP ALL EMAILS TO ME OR MY EMAIL

THANKS VERY MUCH

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From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 27, 2004 at 1:26:34 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thank you Sara…

Our protocol has been undergoing a lot of revision lately, that’s true. Our process is at this time focused on gathering the data that is needed in order to publish our results in the future. We don’t necessarily need to have the PHd credentials ourselves but our research team, which is different from the treatment team will be guided by an IRB (Institutional Review Board) -those are the one’s with the credentials and their job is to oversee the quality of our data collection and help us in creating our policies.

You will see more details about this in the future when we are ready to share it. We’re still learning much at this time…

I will not pretend to know much or enough about the deaths that have occured except for what I have seen published, and even that is always taken with a grain of salt as each article is often flavoured by the opinion of the journalist. I have not, as far as I remember, attempted to comment on any of it…

I think the “they” in question is NIDA and their comment was:

‘researchers are required to meet certain storage and record keeping requirement standards that pertain to Schedule I substances’

In my last email, I may have bitten off more than I can chew by opening up this dialogue. I get excited about the potentials because I think much lies in effectively communicating the potentials uses of Ibo to the world with tact, grace and skill.

All I can say is that we’re working on it, we’ll all see what happens in actuality…

cheers,

s.

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Date: Fri, 27 Feb 2004 13:40:10 +0100
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

Sandra, I wish you a lot of luck and support in the process.

Sandra, you need to have
A PHD , from a recognized university , which isn’t a third world University
of course.
Before that, any of your data isn’t going to be acknowledged.
For example : a person who has been practicing dental surgery for 20 years
in Afghanistan will NOT get a license to do the same in any western oriented
country. Unless he will prove his credibility. that means that He will need
to pay money and study again to have the license.

There is an official path that you’ll need to follow before.
Anything that you write, having an official university degree in that field,
health care provider or MD PHD, anything  like it, will give you the right
to be acknowledged.

But there are other ways in this system which isn’t Global yet.
In India you can get a PHD  just buy one.
Then you can do your research in India they are open minded to this
treatment they have more the 7million people addicted to Heroin.
If you do the same thing there you can help so many more people
having to 1500$ or 2800$ per person and not getting  anywhere officially
is kind of strange, for that much money ,you can save maybe 20 heroin
addicts in India, that will put you in the light “prince of pot became
mother Teresa”
kind of thing.

you must prove the credibility  of your treatment.
and there is a way.
To start with , ITH gives the impression from the publication and from this
list . that the way the treatment is conducted is changing every half a
year.
Beside if it was true that ITH learn so much about the six Ibogaine Deaths
Z”L.
How come we get to read all those questions about the U.K Death?
I’m really curious to know the truth.
Also I would like to know who are “THEY” and how a document that
They require looks like.

The thing is about India , you can collect Data non stop and cheap
Instead of 14 people treatment , big publication.
140 people treatment huge publication.

Best of luck.

Sara

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Van: sandra . [mailto:windforme@graffiti.net]
Verzonden: vrijdag 27 februari 2004 10:28
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

That’s what were in the process of trying to do at ITH, provide the
documentation that they require. I have the docs for this particular case
and more on the way…

another one of my fave quotes:

‘it’s not a problem, just a detail.’

Keep movin’ towards solution oriented strategies,

Sandra

—– Original Message —–
From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Date: Fri, 27 Feb 2004 02:48:48 EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

In a message dated 2/26/04 10:20:35 PM, deartheo@ziplip.com writes:

If someone was willing to authorize and send to the FDA medical
records
(methadone clinic records), that suddenly stop after talking iboga/ine,
would that still be considered only anecdotal evidence by them?

Yes,

Because it would lack documentation that they took ibogaine, etc., etc.

Howard

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 12:28:46 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This is a learning curve to end all learning curves!!  My brain cells are
being filled to the max.    I’m reading everything here plus sending for all
the books I can find on the subject.  I received, “The Ibogaine Story”
in the snailmail yesterday.  The three of us are fighting over it 😎
I have another book – something about breaking open the brain
on order.  Anybody know of any other books on the subject?

Thanks everybody,

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 10:42 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

In a message dated 2/27/04 3:04:31 PM, bcalabrese@yahoo.com writes:

Be careful read http://www.ibogaine.manual.html, follow protocol and read
everything else you can get your hands on. DO NOT TAKE precautions
lightly.

That is http://www.ibogaine.org/manual.html

Howard

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From: “jon” <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 27, 2004 at 12:21:09 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/26/04 10:20:35 PM, deartheo@ziplip.com writes:

If someone was willing to authorize and send to the FDA medical
records
(methadone clinic records), that suddenly stop after talking iboga/ine,
would that still be considered only anecdotal evidence by them?

Yes,

Because it would lack documentation that they took ibogaine, etc., etc.

Well, anything other than a controlled experiment is technically anecdotal
evidence…

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] old story . Does anyone think there is a connection ?
Date: February 27, 2004 at 12:13:05 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In my four years of initiating people with Iboga  I found out that many of
the ex- Ritalin users (as kids)
Like to use cocaine as adults .  Does anyone think there is a connection ? <

Hey,
Isn’t Ritalin something like cocaine in how it work on the brain? And,
aren’t kids who take Ritalin unable to then go into military service when
they get older as they’ve been taking mind altering substances? I could
swear I’ve read that somewhere too. I think that indeed there probably is a
connection Sara, in that Ritalin is a speed and so too is cocaine.  Get a
person used to taking such substances, the chances they will seek out like
substances as adults makes sense.
Peace,
Preston

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From: Sara Glatt
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 4:23 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] old story . Does anyone think there is a connection ?

My daughter  is dyslectic , she is 9 years old she needs a special reading
lessons  individually. An
American  initiate of mine , who has PHD , in health care providing , said
that in the U.S she will be given Ritalin. When she was 7 years old, she was
frustrated that other kids could read but she couldn’t .
Now, with a little more attention she’s very happy to be able to read. You
can’t medicate frustrations,
And frustrations can grow both ways  it can be come a wake up call  activate
your creative side or gets you depressed.
When starting to medicate the chance that the frustration will get you
creative is 0.
That is what the Pharmaceuticals rather have. You become dependant on all
kind of medication
And that’s normal , tolerated .as long as the kids sit down and shut up then
it is fine.
But since my daughter doesn’t get any medication she found her own way of
exploration, Art.
She can be painting , drawing and giving remarks to the Iboga initiates
,which are very inspiring.
Her paintings are very colourful and joyful to look at.  her confidence is
back.
When you are confident with your abilities to perform , express your inner
world  you would find healing.(I think).
for some Ritaling is the answer but wouldn’t you look for alternatives if
you got the choice ?
In my four years of initiating people with Iboga  I found out that many of
the ex- Ritalin users (as kids)
Like to use cocaine as adults .  Does anyone think there is a connection ?
Pharmaceutical blackmail
By Vin Suprynowicz
web posted August 21, 2000
About that “zero drug tolerance” policy in our schools: Does it really mean
what it says? Or would it come closer to the truth for school administrators
to admit what they really oppose are pushers offering competing
consciousness-altering substances?
Do our public schools today constitute a kind of official, tax-supported
dope monopoly which will even threaten to take children away from parents
should they refuse to go along with the mind-numbing nostrums which our
schoolmasters themselves now press on nearly a quarter of our young boys,
the better to keep those valuable but restless butts planted in their seats?
The Albany Times Union, in a May 7 copyrighted story, tells what happened to
parents Michael and Jill Carroll of Albany, N.Y., when they tried to take
their son, 7-year-old Kyle, off the Ritalin.
Kyle Carroll was first prescribed Ritalin last year, after he fell behind at
school. Teachers drew up an Individualized Education Plan, a standard course
of action for children with “special needs.” But last fall, when Kyle
started second grade, the Ritalin didn’t seem to be doing much good.
Furthermore, the Carrolls grew concerned that Kyle was only sleeping about
five hours a night and eating just one meal a day — lunch. So they told
school officials they wanted to take Kyle off the Ritalin for two weeks to
see if that helped.
That’s when they got a call, and then a visit, from a Child Protective
Services worker, based on a complaint from Kyle’s school guidance counselor.
The charge? “Child abuse,” in the form of “medical neglect.” In plain
English? Expressing doubts about keeping their child on dope.
As a result, the Times Union reports the Carrolls are now on a statewide
list of alleged child abusers, and find themselves “thrust into an Orwellian
family court battle to clear their name and ensure their child isn’t removed
from their home.”
The child remains on the medication, “in part because they fear child
welfare workers will take him away if they don’t,” the Albany daily reports.
Furthermore, the Albany paper found the Carrolls’ case is far from unique,
reporting: “Public schools are increasingly accusing parents of child abuse
and neglect if they balk at giving their children medication such as
Ritalin, a stimulant being prescribed to more and more students.”
The American Academy of Pediatrics reports as many as 3.8 million
schoolchildren, mostly boys, have now been diagnosed with the newly-coined
“ADHD” — attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder — a psychiatric
“disease” with symptoms to which most of our grandparents would have
responded by simply smiling: “Boys will be boys.” Or perhaps by asking,
“Could it be that he finds your school boring? Does it really make sense to
spend three or four years teaching reading, a skill easily mastered in six
weeks if you’d just use phonics?”
At least a million children now take Ritalin for this “disorder.” In two
school districts near Virginia Beach, Va., for instance, a 1999 study by
psychologist Gretchen LeFever found fully 20 percent of white boys in the
fifth grade in the 1995-96 school year were receiving prescription drugs for
ADHD. And even the AAP acknowledged in a recent study that many cases are
misdiagnosed.
“This thing is so scary,” says Patricia Weathers, of Millbrook, a suburb of
Poughkeepsie, N.Y. Officials at the Millbrook school district called police
and child protective services when she took her 9-year-old son, Michael
Mozer, off medications earlier this year.
Weathers reported her child’s prescribed drug cocktail — including Ritalin,
the anti-depressant Paxil, and Dexedrine (another stimulant, like Ritalin)
caused her boy — now attending a private school — to hallucinate.
“Absent evidence that the lives of children are at stake when they’re not on
Ritalin,” USA Today editorialized this week, “no arm of the state should be
ramming the drug treatment down parents’ — and children’s — throats.”
Amen to that. The underlying problem here is the notion that children belong
first to the state — that they’re best “socialized” in state-run
institutions, and that biological parents are allowed to retain custody only
at the discretion of school and “child welfare” officials, who after all
have “professional diplomas,” and thus “know best.”
No free country can long operate under such a presumption, with its
inevitable corrosive effect on the family. And this — at least as much as
the corresponding academic failures of the public schools — is what drives
the large and growing movement for separation of school and state. (See:
www.sepschool.org)
Vin Suprynowicz is assistant editorial page editor of the Las Vegas
Review-Journal. His book, “Send in the Waco Killers: Essays on the Freedom
Movement, 1993-1998,” is available by dialing 1-800-244-2224; or via web
site http://www.thespiritof76.com/wacokillers.html.
Other stories by this author: (open in a new window)
Could they really have done it on purpose? (August 7, 2000)
Another silly prohibition (June 1999)
Give these women guns (October 25, 1999)
I watched the Bill of Rights dying last week (October 4, 1999)

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From: “jon” <jfreed1@umbc.edu>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 12:06:58 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I highly advice you all DON’T drink Robotusin DM when out of opiate
painkillers either- supposedly the DM is supposed to help, but I shoulda
known better having tries shooting the shit years ago- it don’t at all-
even
drinking the crap just makes it worse.
Peace to you all. Someone send me a little warmth please.

Hey man,

If you’re still out of opiates, you might wanna see if you can get a hold
of some kratom. It’s a plant from Thailand.. made into a tea, it has an
effect similar to opium.

It’s legal, and relatively cheap to buy off the net…

good luck

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From: “AG” <adamg@013.net.il>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 10:02:40 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey Paul,

I’d say it depends on your objective in taking the iboga…. if it’s
addiction related then hcl is probably the way to go, that seems to be the
consensus on this list….

But just to clear things up, there are 4 main options out there (that I’m
aware of)..

from the weakest up-
1. root (up to half a kilo or equivalent in shavings and brew)
2. rootbark (much more potent, 20 – 40 gms, alkaloid content varies though)
(bwitis discard the bark, consider it ‘unclean’)
3. Indra (18 year old batch, 5 to 7 grms seems to be a proper dose)
4. HCl ( 5-15mg/kilo bodyweight, and 1 gram will set you back some $300 chez
Marko)

Having done hcl and indra on a few occasions and the root itself in africa,
there’s no comparison, fresh root has alot more rocket-fuel going for it…
It also has ‘mass’; the stuff goes active in the stomache, one actually can
feel this unnatural, bubbling, heat in the belly, there are fumes that rise
up which makes breathing extremely unpleasant.. ..another big advantage is
that since with the root you get to eat and drink plenty, there’s no problem
with the vomitting… it’s not dry-heaves nor as taxing as with hcl/indra.
Of course one can counter/alleviate the vomitting and particularly the
dry-heaves and nausea with various medicinal compounds but I really believe
that the vomitting is an integral part of the cleansing.

So all in all, I feel that eating the root was the most natural and the
intended form… and you can’t help but feel that the taste was *designed*
to throw you on your knees and exorcising your ego (perhaps allowing you to
see things you couldn’t otherwise perceive)…

I don’t like Indra, I mean, I like the idea of it, I just don’t like an 18
year old batch- on the 3 occassions that I tried it, one was ok, the other
two I found the stuff really volatile…

Adam

—– Original Message —–
From: “Paul MacLennan” <leisure1@xtra.co.nz>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 2:43 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

Is the root bark the best form to get it in?

—– Original Message —–
From: “AG” <adamg@013.net.il>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 1:09 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

Hey Howard,

You’re right, there’s not a single price on the entire list..
(And I read the french and english versions)

I found the iboga halfway down the tonic page

http://www.vegetaux.com/plantes.asp?mot=Tonique

or here in English

http://www.vegetaux.com/eng/plantes.asp

the ‘buy now’ links up to a ‘coming soon’ page..
and the ‘more info’ is a 404…

Personally I find this site dubious.

Who the hell is this pharmacist who can’t be named..?

Most of all, I hate it when someone’s not forthcoming
with the pricing… this ‘call us and we’ll haggle with you’
is fucking BS… but merci beaucoup for all the botanical
info…

Adam

I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on
anything
but the opening page.  Is anyone doing any better?

Thanks

Howard

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 10:42:13 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/27/04 3:04:31 PM, bcalabrese@yahoo.com writes:

Be careful read http://www.ibogaine.manual.html, follow protocol and read
everything else you can get your hands on. DO NOT TAKE precautions lightly.

That is http://www.ibogaine.org/manual.html

Howard

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From: Brett Calabrese <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 10:03:06 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Paul,

“Is the root bark the best form to get it in?”

It depends. For someone trying to self-treat an addiction or a first (self) experience, not the best IMO. It is too variable in strength, from worthless to quality material, so make sure you are getting quality root bark not an iboga bush tossed in a chipper. Root bark would be more difficult for someone inexperienced to use, it is bulkier (try an oz of bark). A standardized extract of a known potency (which is all over the place, but seems to work) is Indra, you can also get HCL.  Extracts, bark vs Ibogaine HCL is a somewhat different experience. Indra (which should be similar to root bark) is a softer trip – at least in a given anti-addictive amount, somewhat more sickening – that is what I hear about bark, but worse. You could make an extract, it is really horrid stuff to try to consume, especially once the effects start setting in (think drinking a bucket of bitter vomit on a tossing ship in the worst storm imaginable, now multiply) HCL is a rougher trip (strapped to a rocket going inward), more “scary” (on the way up), breaks through better, Indra and I assume root bark (never did any) is more “real”, richer, fuller where HCL is a bit more cartoon-like in some visions (for lack of a better description). Any ibogaine used properly will work for visions, are VERY long, are VERY sickening, has an immense body load, takes a long time to recover (ah, and then… the glow begins) and is likely to be the most amazing and lucid experience of your life (done properly), do it wrong and you will scare the shit out of yourself, or worse. The after effects are better with HCL than Indra, more of a “glow”, better mood, recouperation is quicker,. HCL is better for small, quick doses (ie 2mg/kg), that are basically over in several hours, no “trip” but lots of nice effects that last for days – not as good with Indra -and I assume other full spectrum iboga products. Given the choice between the two verions (one being too soft, the other too hard) I would mix the 2, given the choice if I could only get one kind it would be ibogaine HCL. I personally had a harder time trying to use Indra to fight addiction unless I used a very high dose.. I hear of people that love good quality root bark, that the experience is richer, perhaps more than Indra which is 18 years old.

Get other opinions, the experience on ibogaine depends a lot on who you are and where you are at, the reasons you are taking it, set, setting etc and what you do after is more important than the type of ibogaine you use.  Once you are tripping on ibogaine (at altitude), you are pretty much tripping on ibogaine/iboga, there isn’t a lot of difference in the basic trip and side effects, one is bit better at this or that than the other.

Be careful read http://www.ibogaine.manual.html, follow protocol and read everything else you can get your hands on. DO NOT TAKE precautions lightly.

Brett

Paul MacLennan <leisure1@xtra.co.nz> wrote:
Is the root bark the best form to get it in?

—– Original Message —–
From: “AG”
To:
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 1:09 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

> Hey Howard,
>
> You’re right, there’s not a single price on the entire list..
> (And I read the french and english versions)
>
> I found the iboga halfway down the tonic page
>
> http://www.vegetaux.com/plantes.asp?mot=Tonique
>
> or here in English
>
> http://www.vegetaux.com/eng/plantes.asp
>
> the ‘buy now’ links up to a ‘coming soon’ page..
> and the ‘more info’ is a 404…
>
> Personally I find this site dubious.
>
> Who the hell is this pharmacist who can’t be named..?
>
> Most of all, I hate it when someone’s not forthcoming
> with the pricing… this ‘call us and we’ll haggle with you’
> is fucking BS… but merci beaucoup for all the botanical
> info…
>
> Adam
>
>
>
> > > >>
> > >
> > > I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on
> > > anything
> > > but the opening page. Is anyone doing any better?
> > >
> > > Thanks
> > >
> > > Howard
> > >
>
>
>
>
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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 27, 2004 at 7:40:10 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sandra, I wish you a lot of luck and support in the process.

Sandra, you need to have
A PHD , from a recognized university , which isn’t a third world University
of course.
Before that, any of your data isn’t going to be acknowledged.
For example : a person who has been practicing dental surgery for 20 years
in Afghanistan will NOT get a license to do the same in any western oriented
country. Unless he will prove his credibility. that means that He will need
to pay money and study again to have the license.

There is an official path that you’ll need to follow before.
Anything that you write, having an official university degree in that field,
health care provider or MD PHD, anything  like it, will give you the right
to be acknowledged.

But there are other ways in this system which isn’t Global yet.
In India you can get a PHD  just buy one.
Then you can do your research in India they are open minded to this
treatment they have more the 7million people addicted to Heroin.
If you do the same thing there you can help so many more people
having to 1500$ or 2800$ per person and not getting  anywhere officially
is kind of strange, for that much money ,you can save maybe 20 heroin
addicts in India, that will put you in the light “prince of pot became
mother Teresa”
kind of thing.

you must prove the credibility  of your treatment.
and there is a way.
To start with , ITH gives the impression from the publication and from this
list . that the way the treatment is conducted is changing every half a
year.
Beside if it was true that ITH learn so much about the six Ibogaine Deaths
Z”L.
How come we get to read all those questions about the U.K Death?
I’m really curious to know the truth.
Also I would like to know who are “THEY” and how a document that
They require looks like.

The thing is about India , you can collect Data non stop and cheap
Instead of 14 people treatment , big publication.
140 people treatment huge publication.

Best of luck.

Sara

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: sandra . [mailto:windforme@graffiti.net]
Verzonden: vrijdag 27 februari 2004 10:28
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

That’s what were in the process of trying to do at ITH, provide the
documentation that they require. I have the docs for this particular case
and more on the way…

another one of my fave quotes:

‘it’s not a problem, just a detail.’

Keep movin’ towards solution oriented strategies,

Sandra

—– Original Message —–
From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Date: Fri, 27 Feb 2004 02:48:48 EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

In a message dated 2/26/04 10:20:35 PM, deartheo@ziplip.com writes:

If someone was willing to authorize and send to the FDA medical
records
(methadone clinic records), that suddenly stop after talking iboga/ine,
would that still be considered only anecdotal evidence by them?

Yes,

Because it would lack documentation that they took ibogaine, etc., etc.

Howard

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From: “Allison Senepart” <paradisepaint@callsouth.net.nz>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 7:03:09 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Preston, You sound so down.  Can send warmth in a message but wish could do more.  Know how you feel.  Hard to know what to say but hang in there.  Allison

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From: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Date: Friday, 27 February 2004 5:04:22 p.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] stuff

I highly advice you all DON’T drink Robotusin DM when out of opiate
painkillers either- supposedly the DM is supposed to help, but I shoulda
known better having tries shooting the shit years ago- it don’t at all- even
drinking the crap just makes it worse.
Peace to you all. Someone send me a little warmth please.
Preston

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From: “Paul MacLennan” <leisure1@xtra.co.nz>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 27, 2004 at 5:43:09 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Is the root bark the best form to get it in?

—– Original Message —–
From: “AG” <adamg@013.net.il>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 27, 2004 1:09 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source

Hey Howard,

You’re right, there’s not a single price on the entire list..
(And I read the french and english versions)

I found the iboga halfway down the tonic page

http://www.vegetaux.com/plantes.asp?mot=Tonique

or here in English

http://www.vegetaux.com/eng/plantes.asp

the ‘buy now’ links up to a ‘coming soon’ page..
and the ‘more info’ is a 404…

Personally I find this site dubious.

Who the hell is this pharmacist who can’t be named..?

Most of all, I hate it when someone’s not forthcoming
with the pricing… this ‘call us and we’ll haggle with you’
is fucking BS… but merci beaucoup for all the botanical
info…

Adam

I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on
anything
but the opening page.  Is anyone doing any better?

Thanks

Howard

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From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 27, 2004 at 4:27:56 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

That’s what were in the process of trying to do at ITH, provide the documentation that they require. I have the docs for this particular case and more on the way…

another one of my fave quotes:

‘it’s not a problem, just a detail.’

Keep movin’ towards solution oriented strategies,

Sandra

—– Original Message —–
From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Date: Fri, 27 Feb 2004 02:48:48 EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?

In a message dated 2/26/04 10:20:35 PM, deartheo@ziplip.com writes:

If someone was willing to authorize and send to the FDA medical records
(methadone clinic records), that suddenly stop after talking iboga/ine,
would that still be considered only anecdotal evidence by them?

Yes,

Because it would lack documentation that they took ibogaine, etc., etc.

Howard

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] old story . Does anyone think there is a connection ?
Date: February 27, 2004 at 4:23:35 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

My daughter  is dyslectic , she is 9 years old she needs a special reading lessons  individually. An
American  initiate of mine , who has PHD , in health care providing , said that in the U.S she will be given Ritalin. When she was 7 years old, she was frustrated that other kids could read but she couldn’t .
Now, with a little more attention she’s very happy to be able to read. You can’t medicate frustrations,
And frustrations can grow both ways  it can be come a wake up call  activate your creative side or gets you depressed.
When starting to medicate the chance that the frustration will get you creative is 0.
That is what the Pharmaceuticals rather have. You become dependant on all kind of medication
And that’s normal , tolerated .as long as the kids sit down and shut up then it is fine.
But since my daughter doesn’t get any medication she found her own way of exploration, Art.
She can be painting , drawing and giving remarks to the Iboga initiates ,which are very inspiring.
Her paintings are very colourful and joyful to look at.  her confidence is back.
When you are confident with your abilities to perform , express your inner world  you would find healing.(I think).
for some Ritaling is the answer but wouldn’t you look for alternatives if you got the choice ?
In my four years of initiating people with Iboga  I found out that many of  the ex- Ritalin users (as kids)
Like to use cocaine as adults .  Does anyone think there is a connection ?
Pharmaceutical blackmail
By Vin Suprynowicz
web posted August 21, 2000
About that “zero drug tolerance” policy in our schools: Does it really mean what it says? Or would it come closer to the truth for school administrators to admit what they really oppose are pushers offering competing consciousness-altering substances?
Do our public schools today constitute a kind of official, tax-supported dope monopoly which will even threaten to take children away from parents should they refuse to go along with the mind-numbing nostrums which our schoolmasters themselves now press on nearly a quarter of our young boys, the better to keep those valuable but restless butts planted in their seats?
The Albany Times Union, in a May 7 copyrighted story, tells what happened to parents Michael and Jill Carroll of Albany, N.Y., when they tried to take their son, 7-year-old Kyle, off the Ritalin.
Kyle Carroll was first prescribed Ritalin last year, after he fell behind at school. Teachers drew up an Individualized Education Plan, a standard course of action for children with “special needs.” But last fall, when Kyle started second grade, the Ritalin didn’t seem to be doing much good.

Furthermore, the Carrolls grew concerned that Kyle was only sleeping about five hours a night and eating just one meal a day — lunch. So they told school officials they wanted to take Kyle off the Ritalin for two weeks to see if that helped.
That’s when they got a call, and then a visit, from a Child Protective Services worker, based on a complaint from Kyle’s school guidance counselor.
The charge? “Child abuse,” in the form of “medical neglect.” In plain English? Expressing doubts about keeping their child on dope.
As a result, the Times Union reports the Carrolls are now on a statewide list of alleged child abusers, and find themselves “thrust into an Orwellian family court battle to clear their name and ensure their child isn’t removed from their home.”
The child remains on the medication, “in part because they fear child welfare workers will take him away if they don’t,” the Albany daily reports.
Furthermore, the Albany paper found the Carrolls’ case is far from unique, reporting: “Public schools are increasingly accusing parents of child abuse and neglect if they balk at giving their children medication such as Ritalin, a stimulant being prescribed to more and more students.”
The American Academy of Pediatrics reports as many as 3.8 million schoolchildren, mostly boys, have now been diagnosed with the newly-coined “ADHD” — attention deficit/hyperactivity disorder — a psychiatric “disease” with symptoms to which most of our grandparents would have responded by simply smiling: “Boys will be boys.” Or perhaps by asking, “Could it be that he finds your school boring? Does it really make sense to spend three or four years teaching reading, a skill easily mastered in six weeks if you’d just use phonics?”
At least a million children now take Ritalin for this “disorder.” In two school districts near Virginia Beach, Va., for instance, a 1999 study by psychologist Gretchen LeFever found fully 20 percent of white boys in the fifth grade in the 1995-96 school year were receiving prescription drugs for ADHD. And even the AAP acknowledged in a recent study that many cases are misdiagnosed.
“This thing is so scary,” says Patricia Weathers, of Millbrook, a suburb of Poughkeepsie, N.Y. Officials at the Millbrook school district called police and child protective services when she took her 9-year-old son, Michael Mozer, off medications earlier this year.
Weathers reported her child’s prescribed drug cocktail — including Ritalin, the anti-depressant Paxil, and Dexedrine (another stimulant, like Ritalin) caused her boy — now attending a private school — to hallucinate.
“Absent evidence that the lives of children are at stake when they’re not on Ritalin,” USA Today editorialized this week, “no arm of the state should be ramming the drug treatment down parents’ — and children’s — throats.”
Amen to that. The underlying problem here is the notion that children belong first to the state — that they’re best “socialized” in state-run institutions, and that biological parents are allowed to retain custody only at the discretion of school and “child welfare” officials, who after all have “professional diplomas,” and thus “know best.”
No free country can long operate under such a presumption, with its inevitable corrosive effect on the family. And this — at least as much as the corresponding academic failures of the public schools — is what drives the large and growing movement for separation of school and state. (See: www.sepschool.org)
Vin Suprynowicz is assistant editorial page editor of the Las Vegas Review-Journal. His book, “Send in the Waco Killers: Essays on the Freedom Movement, 1993-1998,” is available by dialing 1-800-244-2224; or via web site http://www.thespiritof76.com/wacokillers.html.
Other stories by this author: (open in a new window)
• Could they really have done it on purpose? (August 7, 2000)
• Another silly prohibition (June 1999)
• Give these women guns (October 25, 1999)
• I watched the Bill of Rights dying last week (October 4, 1999)
From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 27, 2004 at 2:56:26 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/27/04 4:04:39 AM, ptpeet@nyc.rr.com writes:

I highly advice you all DON’T drink Robotusin DM when out of opiate

painkillers either- supposedly the DM is supposed to help, but I shoulda

known better having tries shooting the shit years ago- it don’t at all-
even

drinking the crap just makes it worse.

Peace to you all. Someone send me a little warmth please.

I think everyone in the world should have an emergency dose or two of
ibogaine.   Sorry about your Grandma.

Howard

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Patrick, you hang with miscreants
Date: February 27, 2004 at 2:54:06 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/27/04 1:55:48 AM, vector620022002@yahoo.com writes:

No you’re going to watch it? I’m surprised who on this list would watch
CSI’s ibogaine episode? 😉

I do…all the time.

Howard

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 27, 2004 at 2:48:48 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/26/04 10:20:35 PM, deartheo@ziplip.com writes:

If someone was willing to authorize and send to the FDA medical records
(methadone clinic records), that suddenly stop after talking iboga/ine,
would that still be considered only anecdotal evidence by them?

Yes,

Because it would lack documentation that they took ibogaine, etc., etc.

Howard

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] stuff
Date: February 26, 2004 at 11:04:13 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I highly advice you all DON’T drink Robotusin DM when out of opiate
painkillers either- supposedly the DM is supposed to help, but I shoulda
known better having tries shooting the shit years ago- it don’t at all- even
drinking the crap just makes it worse.
Peace to you all. Someone send me a little warmth please.
Preston

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From: “ccadden” <elgrekkko@carolina.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Fw: [Mr_Tracys_Corner] programming
Date: February 26, 2004 at 10:38:51 PM EST
To: <drugwar@mindvox.com>, <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

 

christopher
cadden

—– Original Message —–
From: tracy jones
To: Mr
Sent: Thursday, February 26, 2004 8:25 AM
Subject: [Mr_Tracys_Corner] programming

A quick lesson in programming: Rewrite history and make a movie >from the script. Direct it towards a section of the populace you want to control. Make it emotional and maybe add a few subliminals to get it firmly set. Then sit back and take advantage of the results for you better believe the stage has already been set to achieve its intended goal what ever that may be.
Tracy
Subject: The Passion

HI All,

Before I moved to Georgia ( yep- we moved here on Feb 1st), I had an opportunity to see Mel’s movie- a church was having a pre-screening and I was asked by a non-Jewsh friend to go.

Now, I grew up with Christians, dated them, they’re my cousins.  From a Chroistian’s pint of view, this must be a real trip of faith.  But for smeone, who isn’t, it was a gory, bloody, picture I would not pay to see.  To say it was riveting was an understatement and the subtitles ! made it more so.

Unfortunately, if anyone who is even mildly anti-semetic goes to see this movie, they will be rabid when they come out.  The mob scenes leave no doubt who wants Jesus dead, the high priests are very sinister and there is human type spector who implies its Jewishness.  Pilate looks like a coward, who is driven by the mob.  It’s awful.  Scared the hell out of me, and I don’t scare easy. Not for kids under 16 in my opinion.

I was so angry that when I came home I threw out ALL of my Gibson movies and made the kids do the same. I will never see any more of his stuff. There was no diclaimer, nothing to allay fears or sooth hate either before or after this movie.

While I don’t hear the pounding of the Cossack hoofs, this movie on top of a President who is now trying to write discrimination back   into the Constitution ( I don’t like gay marriage either, but this o! pens very dangerous precedents- i.e: an amendment to make Christianity the state faith- don’t laugh either), a miserable economy and I think I might just keep some liquid assets handy and a current passport.  Also, I’ve received some information from unnamed cousins about “Hebrew distillers and brewers” that come right out of Henry Ford’s anti-Semetic rag “The Dearborn Independent”.( buying a Ford is like buying a Porsche or Mercedes- both Carl Porsche and Ferdinand Merceded were rising stars of the SS).

My friends are my friends  (until they prove otherwise)-Christian or not. We need to be watchful for a little while and see what happens-hopefully, G-d willing, nothing will. But we must remember our past or we will be doomed to repat it.

Love to all,

Cheri

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From: “ccadden” <elgrekkko@carolina.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Fw: [Mr_Tracys_Corner] remedy appendicitis
Date: February 26, 2004 at 10:38:40 PM EST
To: <drugwar@mindvox.com>, <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

 

christopher
cadden

—– Original Message —–
From: tracy jones
To: Mr
Sent: Thursday, February 26, 2004 1:46 PM
Subject: [Mr_Tracys_Corner] remedy appendicitis

The Appendix
The appendix extends downward from the cecum, which is the most toxic spot in the body (see drawing pate 46). It was put there to siphon away “excess” toxic energies from the cecum area of the colon. The appendix is surrounded by clusters of lymph nodes called Peyer’s patch. The cecum is the end of the small intestine ends and the beginning of the large intestine. It’s where parasites hang out. It is 6 feet up from the anus and the end of the road during colon therapy.
(Young Again, Thomas, pg 361)
A high colonic and drinking water remedies appendicitis according to Schulze.
Tracy

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLA…
Date: February 26, 2004 at 10:04:51 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This is one time I am glad to be sitting here in Tennessee and could not participate.
Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] CSI
Date: February 26, 2004 at 9:35:06 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Well, the show is half over and personally I feel “so far, so good”!
I have already had a girlfriend/fellow Methadone Clinic buddy call for me to tune in!
Callie

From: “Dr. Thomas S. Lee” <ndezine@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] change of address
Date: February 26, 2004 at 9:00:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

move my sub over to dr.lee@starband.net

also stop everything to ndezine@yahoo.com

thanks much  -t

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Patrick, you hang with miscreants
Date: February 26, 2004 at 8:54:34 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Funny you 😉

I’m not reading this list until much later, don’t need to have it spoiled
by the east coasters who are going to be seeing it at 9 while we have
to wait more hours!

Peace out,
Curtis

On Thu, 26 Feb 2004 17:44:32 -0800 Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
wrote:

No you’re going to watch it? I’m surprised who on this list would
watch
CSI’s ibogaine episode? 😉

.:vector:.

— crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
Bro that was hysterical 🙂 True too 🙂

Dana is the CSI show based on you and Cures Not Wars? I read the
article
and that it what it says.

watching CSI!

Peace out,
Curtis

On Thu, 26 Feb 2004 13:47:16 -0800 “Patrick K. Kroupa”
<digital@phantom.com>
wrote:
On [Thu, Feb 26, 2004 at 01:58:21PM -0800], [Marc Scott Emery]
wrote:

| Well, Patrick, why don’t you reprimand your rude friends for
being
jerks
| on this listserve. If any of my people were behaving like
miscreants,

| I’d reprimand them.

Marc, Marc, Marc … whut can I do…?  You give someone a Ph.D.
and
before you know it they’re running wild in the streets causing
problems.

It’s very sad, and a reflection on society as a whole.

| You hang with people who lack basic social graces.

This is true, we are barbarians.

That’s why I like spending time with Dana Beal.  It’s like a
breath
of
fresh air; whoopsie, wait, no, wrong cliche.  It’s like; well,
it’s
different or sumthin’

Hey Dana!  YOU TELL ‘EM!

Patrick

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From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Patrick, you hang with miscreants
Date: February 26, 2004 at 8:44:32 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

No you’re going to watch it? I’m surprised who on this list would watch
CSI’s ibogaine episode? 😉

.:vector:.

— crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
Bro that was hysterical 🙂 True too 🙂

Dana is the CSI show based on you and Cures Not Wars? I read the
article
and that it what it says.

watching CSI!

Peace out,
Curtis

On Thu, 26 Feb 2004 13:47:16 -0800 “Patrick K. Kroupa”
<digital@phantom.com>
wrote:
On [Thu, Feb 26, 2004 at 01:58:21PM -0800], [Marc Scott Emery]
wrote:

| Well, Patrick, why don’t you reprimand your rude friends for being
jerks
| on this listserve. If any of my people were behaving like
miscreants,

| I’d reprimand them.

Marc, Marc, Marc … whut can I do…?  You give someone a Ph.D.
and
before you know it they’re running wild in the streets causing
problems.

It’s very sad, and a reflection on society as a whole.

| You hang with people who lack basic social graces.

This is true, we are barbarians.

That’s why I like spending time with Dana Beal.  It’s like a breath
of
fresh air; whoopsie, wait, no, wrong cliche.  It’s like; well, it’s
different or sumthin’

Hey Dana!  YOU TELL ‘EM!

Patrick

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Patrick, you hang with miscreants
Date: February 26, 2004 at 8:11:08 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Bro that was hysterical 🙂 True too 🙂

Dana is the CSI show based on you and Cures Not Wars? I read the article
and that it what it says.

watching CSI!

Peace out,
Curtis

On Thu, 26 Feb 2004 13:47:16 -0800 “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
wrote:
On [Thu, Feb 26, 2004 at 01:58:21PM -0800], [Marc Scott Emery] wrote:

| Well, Patrick, why don’t you reprimand your rude friends for being
jerks
| on this listserve. If any of my people were behaving like miscreants,

| I’d reprimand them.

Marc, Marc, Marc … whut can I do…?  You give someone a Ph.D.
and
before you know it they’re running wild in the streets causing problems.

It’s very sad, and a reflection on society as a whole.

| You hang with people who lack basic social graces.

This is true, we are barbarians.

That’s why I like spending time with Dana Beal.  It’s like a breath
of
fresh air; whoopsie, wait, no, wrong cliche.  It’s like; well, it’s
different or sumthin’

Hey Dana!  YOU TELL ‘EM!

Patrick

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] Patrick, Iboga yesterday Ibogaine today what is it going to be tommorow?
Date: February 26, 2004 at 6:43:46 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

TEN YEARS OF THERAPY IN ONE NIGHT 

Could a single trip on a piece of African rootbark help a junkie kick the habit? That was the claim in the 1960s, and now iboga is back in the spotlight.  But is it a miracle cure? Daniel Pinchbeck decided to give it a go.  And life, he says, will never be the same again… 

In 1962, Howard Lotsof, a 19-year-old heroin addict in New York, ordered from a chemist iboga, a plant used in West African rituals, and tried it for extra kicks.  After consuming the bitter rootbark powder, he experienced a visionary tour of his early memories.  Thirty hours later, when the effects had subsided, he found that he had lost all craving for heroin, without withdrawal symptoms of any kind.  He said he then gave iboga to seven other addicts and five stopped taking drugs immediately afterwards. 

In 1985, Lotsof patented the ibogaine molecule for the purposes of addiction treatment, but could not get his treatment approved.  In the interim years, ibogaine had been declared, along with LSD and several other psychedelic molecules, an illegal “schedule one” substance, with potential for abuse and no medical value.  Although it found dedicated support among a ragtag group of countercultural activists and left-over Yippies, in 1995 the National Institutes of Health discontinued research into the substance, and pharmaceutical companies have since ignored it, perhaps due to low profit potential. 

But now, interest in ibogaine is growing rapidly, passing a “tipping point” through a combination of anecdotal evidence, underground activism, journalism and scientific research.  Articles have appeared in US publications ranging >from the authoritative Journal Of The American Medical Association ( Jama ) to the populist Star.  The Jama piece, Addiction Treatment Strives For Legitimacy, described the drug’s stalled and tortured path through the regulatory agencies, noting that the treatment’s frustrated supporters in the US have set up an “underground railroad” to give addicts access to the drug: “While unknowable scores of addicts continue ingesting ibogaine hydrochloride purified powder – or iboga whole-plant extract containing a dozen or more active alkaloids – few trained researchers witness the events.” 

The Star took a more colourful approach: “Rare Root Has Celebs Buzzing” it said, trumpeting the treatment as the hot ticket for “the numerous celebs who look for relief from their tough lives in the bottom of a bottle of Jack Daniel’s, a needle or prescription medicine”.  The article insinuates that “some of our favourite A-listers” not only get cured but enjoy the hallucinations as an illicit “fringe benefit”.  Outside the US, new clinics have opened in Mexico, Canada and Europe, offering reasonably priced, medically supervised opportunities to try ibogaine as a method of overcoming addiction.  In fact, at one new clinic in Vancouver, the treatment is free. 

Iboga is the sacred essence of the religion of the Bwiti tribe of Gabon and Cameroon.  Most members of the tribe ingest it just once in their lives, during an initiation ceremony in which massive amounts of the powdered bark are consumed.  Through this ritual, they become a baanzi, one who has seen the other world.  “Iboga brings about the visual, tactile and auditory certainty of the irrefutable existence of the beyond,” wrote the French chemist Robert Goutarel, who studied the Bwiti.  The iboga bark’s visionary power is produced by a complicated cocktail of alkaloids that seems to affect many of the known neurotransmitters, including serotonin and dopamine.  Its complex molecular key may lock into the addiction receptors in a way that resets patterns and blocks the feedback loops that reinforce dependency. 

In an essay on ibogaine’s anti-addictive properties, Dr Carl Anderson of McLean Hospital, Virginia, speculated that addiction is related to a disrupted relationship between the brain’s two hemispheres, and that ibogaine may cause “bihemispheric reintegration”.  Ibogaine also accesses REM sleep in a powerful way – many people need considerably less sleep for several months after an ibogaine trip. 

Six years ago, I became a member of the Bwiti.  I had heard about ibogaine from an assistant in an anarchist bookstore in New York.  On a magazine assignment, I went to Gabon and took iboga in an initiation ceremony.  It was one of the most difficult, yet rewarding, experiences of my life.  I had heard the substance described as “10 years of psychoanalysis in a single night” but, of course, I did not believe it.  As the tribesmen played drums and sang around me until dawn, I lay on a concrete floor and journeyed back through the course of my life up to that point, witnessing forgotten scenes from childhood.  At one point, I had a vision of a wooden statue walking across the room and sitting in front of me – later, I was told this was “the spirit of iboga” coming out to communicate with me. 

My Bwiti initiation was complicated by a belligerent, greedy shaman who called himself The King and demanded more money from us before, during and after the ceremony.  The King was also dissatisfied with the visions I described, and threatened to keep feeding me more iboga until I reported more impressive sights.  The initiation, which lasted more than 20 hours, was ultimately liberating.  At one point, I was shown my habitual overuse of alcohol and the effect it was having on my relationships, my writing and my psyche.  When I returned to the US, I steadily reduced my drinking to a fraction of its previous level – an adjustment that seems to be permanent. 

Recently, I tried ibogaine for a second time.  I took it at the Ibogaine Association, a clinic in Rosarito, Mexico.  I had been contacted by a heroin addict who had been inspired to take ibogaine after reading the book I wrote about my experiences: three months after his first treatment in Mexico, he was still clean – after a 12-year dependency.  He told me, “Your book saved my life.” He had given Dr Martin Polanco, the clinic’s founder, a copy of my book, and he had offered me a free treatment.  I was curious to see how the experience would differ away from its tribal context.  My new friend wanted to take it again to reinforce the effect.  We went down together. 

Polanco estimates that his clinic has treated nearly 200 addicts in its first 18 months.  About one third of those patients have managed to stay clean – either permanently or for a considerable period; many have returned for a second treatment.  “Ibogaine needs to be much more widely available,” Polanco says.  “We still have a lot to learn about how to administer it, how to work with it.” He does not think iboga is a cure for addiction, but is convinced it is a powerful tool for treatment – and, in some cases, it is a cure.  He plans to set up several non-profit clinics.  “This is something that should be non-profit,” he says.  “After all, it is a plant.  It came up from the earth.  It does give you some guidance.  It shows you how you really are.” He chuckles.  “That can be scary.” 

The Ibogaine Therapy House in Vancouver, British Columbia, opened last November.  “So far, we have treated 14 people quite well,” says Marc Emery, the clinic’s founder and head of the BC Marijuana Party.  “They all say that their life has improved.” Emery, nicknamed the “Prince of Pot”, is funding the free clinic with proceeds from his successful hemp seed business.  “Ibogaine stops the physical addiction without causing withdrawal,” he says, “and it deals with the underlying psychological issues that lead to drug use.” 

Emery estimates that treatment for each patient at the clinic costs around $1,500 ( UKP943 ), which includes two administrations of the drug.  “When I found out about ibogaine, I felt that someone should be researching this, but the drug companies aren’t interested because there is no commercial potential in this type of cure.” Neither he nor Polanco is too concerned about ambiguous studies on ibogaine’s toxicity.  As the Jama article noted, “One reviewer wrote that the drug’s toxicology profile was ‘less than ideal’, with bradycardia [an abnormally slow heartbeat] leading the list of worrisome adverse effects.” 

”From the masses of reports I have studied, a total of six people have died around the time they took ibogaine,” says Emery.  “Some were in poor health, some took other drugs at the time of their treatment.  That doesn’t scare me off.  I have a lot of confidence in ibogaine.” 

At this stage, with little scientific study, the true toxicology of ibogaine is impossible to determine – the treatment is unlicensed in other countries and illegal in the US.  The decision whether or not to take such a risk is entirely personal.  Emery notes that his clinic screens for heart problems and other medical conditions that might contraindicate the treatment.  It also gives patients small daily doses of iboga for two weeks after their initial treatment.  “Iboga tends to make anything bad for you taste really crappy.  If possible, we want our patients to quit cigarettes at the same time.  We think that cigarettes can lead people back to other addictions.” 

Emery notes that nobody has so far criticised the project, and he is seeking support from local government.  “Iboga tells you to change your ways or else – – it goes over all of your health and personal issues.  It is like the ghost of Christmas past.” 

Randy Hencken drove us from San Diego to the Ibogaine Association.  A 25-year-old former heroin addict who had kicked the habit after two ibogaine treatments at the clinic, he was now working for the association, going to local methadone centres with flyers and keeping in contact with former patients.  The first treatment costs $2,800 ( UKP1,760 ), including an initial medical examination and several days’ convalescence afterwards, but subsequent visits are only $600 ( UKP377 ) – and it seems most addicts need at least two doses of ibogaine to avoid relapsing. 

The Ibogaine Association is in a quiet, dignified house overlooking the Pacific, decorated with Buddhist statues and yarn paintings from Mexico’s Huichol people.  I was given a medical examination by Polanco and a test dose of the drug.  Twentyminutes after ingesting the test dose, I started to feel nervous and light-headed.  As I took the other pills – a gel-capped extract of the rootbark powder – I realised I was in for a serious trip. 

The nurse led me back to my room.  My head already spinning, I lay back on the bed as she hooked me up to an electrocardiograph and headphones playing ambient music.Why was I doing this again? Ibogaine is no pleasure trip.  It not only causes violent nausea and vomiting, but many of the “visions” it induces amount to a painful parading of one’s deepest faults and moral failings.  I had a loud, unpleasant buzzing in my ears – the Bwiti probably pound on drums throughout the ceremony to overwhelm this noise.  With my eyes closed, I watched as images began to emerge like patterns out of TV static.  I saw a black man in a 1940s-looking suit.  He was holding the hand of a five-year-old girl and leading her up some stairs.  I understood that the girl in the vision was me and that the man represented the spirit of iboga.  He was going to show me around his castle. 

While startling at the time, such an encounter with a seeming “spirit of iboga” is a typical vision produced by the Bwiti sacrament.  In many accounts, people describe meeting a primordial African couple in the jungle Sometimes, the iboga spirit manifests itself as a “ball of light” that speaks to the baanzi, saying, “Do you know who I am? I am the chief of the world, I am the essential point!” Part of my trip took the form of an interview that was almost journalistic.  I could ask direct questions of “Mr Iboga” and receive answers that were like emphatic, telegraphed shouts inside my head – even in my deeply stoned state, I managed to scrawl down in my notebook many of the responses. 

I askedMr Iboga what iboga was.  I was told simply: “Primordial wisdom teacher of humanity!” 

Later, my personal faults and lazy, decadent habits were replayed for me in detail.  When I asked what I should do, the answer was stern and paternal: “Get it straight now!” 

This ideal of straightness, uprightness, kept returning during the trip – a meaningful image for me, as I suffer from scoliosis, a curvature of the spine.  When I was shown other faults that seemed rather petty and insignificant, I tried to protest that some of these things really didn’t matter.  Iboga would have none of it, insisting: “Everything matters!” 

Iboga told me that I had no idea of the potential significance of even the smallest actions.  I reviewed some events in my life and my friends’ lives that seemed bitterly unfair.  Yet, in this altered state, I felt I could sense a karmic pattern behind all of them, perhaps extending back to previous incarnations.  Iboga affirmed this, dictating: “God is just!” 

To many readers, these insights may sound trivial.  They did not feel that way at the time.  They were delivered with great force and minimalist precision.  While they might have been manifestations of my own mind, they seemed like the voice of an “other”.  Generally, I never think in such direct terms about “God”, and “primordial wisdom teacher” is not my syntax. 

During the night, I had numerous visions and ponderous metaphysical insights.  At one point, I seemed to fly through the solar system and into the sun, where winged beings were spinning around the core at a tremendous rate.  Up close, they looked like the gold-tinged angels in early Renaissance paintings.  Perhaps due to my recent reading of the Austrian visionary Rudolf Steiner, this whole trip had a kind of eco-Christian flavour to it.  At one point, I thought of humans as an expression of the Gaian Mind, the earth’s sensory organs and self-reflective capacities, at the planet’s present state of development.  If we are changing quickly right now, I considered, it is only because the earth has entered an accelerated phase of transformation, forcing a fast evolution in human consciousness. 

The loud buzzing sound that ibogaine produced seemed to be something like a dial tone, as if the alkaloid were in itself a device for communicating on a different frequency than the usual one.  Thinking of my girlfriend and our child, I realised that I was lucky – “You are lucky!” Mr Iboga echoed.  I felt tremendous, tearful gratitude that I had been given a chance to live and love, to explore and try to understand so many things. 

As so often these days, I pondered on the terrible state of the world – wars and terrors and environmental ruin.  I saw sheets of radioactive flame devouring cities, huge crowds reduced to cinders.  I asked Mr Iboga if this was going to be the tragic fate of humanity.  The answer I received was startling – and reassuring: “Everything is safe in God’s hands!” 

As ludicrous as it may sound, this message has stayed with me and alleviated much paranoia and anxiety.  While tripping, I decided that Mr Iboga was a form of enlightened mind, like a buddha who had chosen a different form, as a plant spirit rather than human teacher, to work with humanity, imparting a cosmic message of “tough love”.  At one point I asked if he would consider incarnating as a person, and the answer I got was, basically, “Already did that!” – implying that, in some previous cycle, he had passed through the perilous stages of evolution we are now navigating.  I also came away from this trip with the suspicion that iboga was the original inspiration for the tree of the knowledge of good and evil in the Biblical tale.  The plant’s placement in equatorial Africa, cradle of humanity, would support this idea, as well as its sobering moral rectitude.  The “good and evil” that iboga reveals is not abstract but deeply personal, and rooted in the character of the individual. 

Late in the night, I retched and vomited out bitter rootbark residue.  I put on a CD of African drumming.  Closing my eyes, I watched a group of smiling Bwiti women dance around a jungle bonfire.  After that, the visions died down, although it was impossible to sleep until late the next night. 

My friend in recovery had a less visionary experience.  His faults were also paraded in front of him in repetitive loops that seemed endless.  At one point, I heard him scream out, “No! No! No!” He saw a possible future for himself if he didn’t kick heroin – becoming a dishwasher, sinking into dissolute old age with a bad back and a paunch.  He asked what he could do to help save the world.  He was told: “Clean up your room!” Meditating on his experience later, my friend quipped, “Ibogaine is God’s way of saying, ‘You’re mine!’ ” 

Daniel Pinchbeck’s book about his experiences, Breaking Open The Head: A Visionary Journey From Cynicism To Shamanism, is published by Flamingo at UKP12

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Condolences
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:51:52 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Preston, I am very sorry to hear about your grandma. Too bad you live so far away…..I could offer a hug and maybe something to ease your pain. I hope you know I am thinking of you.
Callie

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:44:01 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I’ve been clean this entire millennium, who woulda
thunk.<

Sitting here depressed.
I didn’t do igogaine twice, I’ve not been clean this millenium, my
grandmother died today- and I’m out of opiates.
LOL!
Boy, life picks the best moments to lay it all on us, no?
Peace,
Preston

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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 26, 2004 2:15 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show

On [Wed, Feb 25, 2004 at 06:45:09PM -0800], [deartheo@ziplip.com] wrote:

| but I am happy your doing well and
| am curious about how your after care went (besides 12 step programs,
| your not telling anyone here anything they didn’t already know regarding
| 12 step pushers).

I did ibogaine twice — to get unsprung — back-to-back, at St. Kitts.
Since that point in time I’ve dosed on various occasions for different
reasons.  After ibogaine — Take I — I lasted for roughly 35 minutes left
to my own devices.  As soon as the plane landed in San Juan, ’bout 35
minutes is the length of time it took me to find dope, cop, and restart my
relationship with it.

I was dumped into “treatment,” where I lasted for a little over 2 weeks
before getting thrown out.  Ostensibly for “using,” but the actual reasons
are much closer to my attitude about it when confronted with this fact.  I
didn’t nail myself to a cross and explain how highly super-sorry I am.
Because … I wasn’t.

My personal response to traditional “drug treatment,” post-ibogaine was
probably WORSE than the 50 times I’d been dumped into it pre-ibogaine.
Because, I wasn’t dopesick; I had a much lower level of desperation, and
being dosed with a very mild entheogen beforehand, did not in any way
change my resonance-check.  This … is … a buncha bullshit.  And,
nothing much has changed, except I have even greater awareness that none
of this is doing a fucking thing for me.

I blew out, basically stayed high for about 6 weeks while bouncing in and
out of “treatment” programs; redosed with ibogaine, and … that was
Halloween, 1999.  I’ve been clean this entire millennium, who woulda
thunk.

What I did after ibogaine II, was go to an ashram just outside of Bangkok.
Not to visit and hang out, but actually to live there.  I stayed for a
little over 3 months, and while I was there, I did a lot of LSD.

I had set, setting, and intent.  While most of the people where I was at
had no idea exactly why I left the planet — they were highly supportive
and kind to me.  “Well, basically, what you’re doing is wonderful.  And,
this is why we’re all sitting here in an ashram in the middle of nowhere.
Just, keep going!”

Had I taken these same actions within the United States, the outcome would
have been considerably different.  Instead of wrapping up a lifetime of
drug depednence, and being given the opportunity to reset, reintegrate,
and resurrect … it would have taken no more than 48 hours for some
helpful person to have me Baker-acted.  I would have synched back down to
planet Earth, tranked down, in a padded room somewhere, in 4-point
restraints.

Instead of completing the process of reintegration — which took a LOT of
processor time on the Cosmic CPU — it would have amounted to Yet Another
manifestation of my perpetual drug problems kicking up their shit.  The
End.  Here’s a stack of scripts, here’s your new home at a lockdown
in-patient facility, and if you behave, we’ll take the straitjacket off
and let you go smoke cigarettes on the playground.

While the odds that following this exact roadmap will work for anybody
else, are relatively low.  The overall truth remains.  If what you’re
doing is not working; has never worked; and you really do want to step out
of drug dependence … perhaps you need to figure out something else to
do.

To cop a cliche from those 12-step things, “A good definition of insanity,
is doing the same thing, over and over again, and expecting different
results.”

Ya know what … that happens to be true.  I *really* wanted to cut loose
heroin.  I’d been in therapy since, basically, birth (well no, since Jr.
High School); I have never felt any resonance with a single fucking thing
anybody had to say to me while I was at the receiving end of, “drug
treatment.”  So, then, perhaps … I need to do something else.  Because
the truth is … my inability to get in tune with the dogma of some cult;
has exactly NOTHING to do with cutting loose junk.

What I actually learned from a lifetime of “treatment” and what I found
while accessing much greater spaces/places/truths while dosing with
entheogens … was EXACTLY THE SAME: as long as you keep digging in shit,
you’re gonna be covered in it.  Find something else to do.

What worked for me was connecting myself to the God of my understanding,
and HOLDING ON TO THAT CONNECTION.

So, anywaze, that’s me … I don’t know you, what you’ve written here:

| I’ll work you into my 9th step : )

Indicates that you’re working the steps.

Okay, so … when you do this and go to meetings; do you — at least SOME
OF THE TIME — come away filled with some greater level of strength, hope,
and/or understanding …?

If yes, well, that fucking rocks.  Keep doing it.

If no, well … have you tried to find a group that works for you and
people who are willing to accept your beliefs.  The 12-steps dig the
sponsor concept; do you have one?  If you don’t, well … is there ANYBODY
in the meetings you go to, that has anything you want?  If yes, then
FUCKING TALK TO THEM.

I don’t work the steps, per se, although much of what I do on a daily
basis, lights up and synchs with prolly at least half of the concepts the
12-steps are based upon — but, if they’re not working for you, have you
tried Rational Recovery (the not-for-profit version I b’lieve is called
SMART)?  Randy would know much more about the specifics of this paradigm
than I do, ‘cuz he actually used it post-ibogaine.

The only thing I would add to whatever paradigm you’re using — you can
name it anything you want, you can call it Step 13, Step 1,
WhateverTheFuck, amounts to: JUST KEEP GETTING BACK UP … because
eventually you WILL stand.  All you *must* do, is believe that it is
possible.

Success — at anything — just amounts to persistence, “Sorry, I’m very
hard-headed and I’m not listening to you explain my limitations to me.
I’m, just, gonna keep going.  Because I’m too stupid to give up.”

Other than all of that, much of what people have to say about “addiction,”
is — at best — pseudoscience.  “Once an addict, always an addict,” is
also a crock of shit.  The brain reorganizes itself, it’s called
neuroplasticity.  An extremely cool starting-point, is this thing here:

The Mind and the Brain: Neuroplasticity and the Power of Mental Force.
Jeffrey M. Schwartz, M.D

This is a very easy to read book, and gives you a lot of references to
read sideways, if you want to gain some greater level of understanding.

Anywaze, this is getting long, and I could write another thousand
paragraphs on this topic; wait, no, nevermind, I already have.

| You are probably correct, I appoligize to all involved…it’s very
| frustrating to come to this list for some kind of support in the sense
| that everyone doesn’t say ‘whats that?’ when iboga is mentioned, but
| their apperars to be very little of that and what I wrote was out of
| that frustation and I’m definately no where close to be done yet in
| regard to ‘get through this’, that’s not an excuse though, I should have
| bit my tounge…

This list is whatever people choose to turn it into.  I’m not the
babysitter.  Everyone is free to say anything they like … however, that
also applies to me.  When random, pseudoanonymous idiots, land here and
start dumping hate.  I’m really not required to say, “That’s very special,
thank you.”

There actually IS another ibogaine list here; sacrament.  It was created
for people who had done ibogaine and were trying to maintain.

But … nobody ever posts to it.  I think maybe 75 people signed up, said
a few things, and went back to sleep.

*THIS* list has — as of last week — passed just over 5,000 people.  The
same 75-100 have written 95% of the messages.  The rest … I dunno why
they’re here.  But this isn’t very unusual.  We’ve been running online
conferences since long before www. and port 80 existed; before @ signs
existed; and … this is pretty much the dynamic … it doesn’t seem to
make a difference whether the subject is music, hacking, drugs, or
“recovery.”

I don’t have a lot of free time, I don’t write much to the list right now;
but there are always at least a handful of individuals here who have been
there, done that, maintained in a variety of ways; and consistently
provide advice that contains at least SOME useful elements.

Laters,

Patrick

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From: “Randy Hencken” <randyhencken@hotmail.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Smart recovery
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:38:56 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Self-Help Addiction Recovery – SMART Recovery 4-Point Program – Alternative to AA

A very worthwihile program.  If there are no meetings in your area they have online meetings.  I also reccomend picking up some literature from the suggested reading section.

~Randy

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] government has their own agenda.
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:37:51 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

When the government doesn’t listen to the Pentagon  Do you think it would listen to us?
This is not about Ibogaine but about hypocritical mentality of governments  which is affecting us all everyday.
I must admit I have anger in me and the reason is hypocritical mentalities in all fields of life , politics  research business relationships agriculture and religion.

So. This one of the scary proves to the hypocritical attitude of a government that victimize us.

Mark Townsend and Paul Harris in New York
Sunday February 22, 2004
The Observer

Climate change over the next 20 years could result in a global catastrophe costing millions of lives in wars
and natural disasters..

A secret report, suppressed by US defence chiefs and obtained by The Observer, warns that major European cities will be sunk beneath rising seas as Britain is plunged into a ‘Siberian’ climate by 2020. Nuclear conflict, mega-droughts, famine and widespread rioting will erupt across the world.

The document predicts that abrupt climate change could bring the planet to the edge of anarchy as countries develop a nuclear threat to defend and secure dwindling food, water and energy supplies. The threat to global stability vastly eclipses that of terrorism, say the few experts privy to its contents.

’Disruption and conflict will be endemic features of life,’ concludes the Pentagon analysis. ‘Once again, warfare would define human life.’

The findings will prove humiliating to the Bush administration, which has repeatedly denied that climate change even exists. Experts said that they will also make unsettling reading for a President who
has insisted national defence is a priority.

The report was commissioned by influential Pentagon defence adviser Andrew Marshall, who has held considerable sway on US military thinking over the past three decades. He was the man behind a sweeping recent review aimed at transforming the American military under Defence Secretary Donald Rumsfeld.

Climate change ‘should be elevated beyond a scientific debate to a US national security concern’, say the authors, Peter Schwartz, CIA consultant and former head of planning at Royal Dutch/Shell Group, and Doug Randall of the California-based Global Business Network.

An imminent scenario of catastrophic climate change is ‘plausible and would challenge United States national security in ways that should be considered immediately’, they conclude. As early as next year widespread flooding by a rise in sea levels will create major upheaval for millions.

Last week the Bush administration came under heavy fire from a large body of respected scientists who claimed that it cherry-picked science to suit its policy agenda and suppressed studies that it did not
like. Jeremy Symons, a former whistleblower at the Environmental Protection Agency (EPA), said that suppression of the report for four months was a further example of the White House trying to bury the
threat of climate change.

Senior climatologists, however, believe that their verdicts could prove the catalyst in forcing Bush to accept climate change as a real and happening phenomenon. They also hope it will convince the United States to sign up to global treaties to reduce the rate of climatic change.

A group of eminent UK scientists recently visited the White House to voice their fears over global warming, part of an intensifying drive to get the US to treat the issue seriously. Sources have told The Observer that American officials appeared extremely sensitive about the issue when faced with complaints that America’s public stance appeared increasingly out of touch.

One even alleged that the White House had written to complain about some of the comments attributed to Professor Sir David King, Tony Blair’s chief scientific adviser, after he branded the President’s
position on the issue as indefensible.

Among those scientists present at the White House talks were Professor John Schellnhuber, former chief environmental adviser to the German government and head of the UK’s leading group of climate scientists at the Tyndall Centre for Climate Change Research. He said that the Pentagon’s internal fears should prove the ‘tipping point’ in persuading Bush to accept climatic change.

Sir John Houghton, former chief executive of the Meteorological Office – and the first senior figure to liken the threat of climate change to that of terrorism – said: ‘If the Pentagon is sending out that
sort of message, then this is an important document indeed.’

Bob Watson, chief scientist for the World Bank and former chair of the Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change, added that the Pentagon’s dire warnings could no longer be ignored.

’Can Bush ignore the Pentagon? It’s going be hard to blow off this sort of document. Its hugely embarrassing. After all, Bush’s single highest priority is national defence. The Pentagon is no
wacko, liberal group, generally speaking it is conservative. If climate change is a threat to national security and the economy, then he has to act. There are two groups the Bush Administration tend to
listen to, the oil lobby and the Pentagon,’ added Watson.

’You’ve got a President who says global warming is a hoax, and across the Potomac river you’ve got a Pentagon preparing for climate wars. It’s pretty scary when Bush starts to ignore his own government on this issue,’ said Rob Gueterbock of Greenpeace.

Already, according to Randall and Schwartz, the planet is carrying a higher population than it can sustain.
By 2020 ‘catastrophic’ shortages of water and energy supply will become increasingly harder to overcome, plunging the planet into war. They warn that 8,200 years ago climatic conditions brought widespread crop failure, famine, disease and mass migration of populations that could soon be repeated.

Randall told The Observer that the potential ramifications of rapid climate change would create global chaos. ‘This is depressing stuff,’ he said. ‘It is a national security threat that is unique because
there is no enemy to point your guns at and we have no control over the threat.’

Randall added that it was already possibly too late to prevent a disaster happening. ‘We don’t know exactly where we are in the process. It could start tomorrow and we would not know for another five years,’ he said.

’The consequences for some nations of the climate change are unbelievable. It seems obvious that cutting the use of fossil fuels would be worthwhile.’

So dramatic are the report’s scenarios, Watson said, that they may prove vital in the US elections. Democratic frontrunner John Kerry is known to accept climate change as a real problem. Scientists disillusioned with Bush’s stance are threatening to make sure Kerry uses the Pentagon report in his campaign.

The fact that Marshall is behind its scathing findings will aid Kerry’s cause. Marshall, 82, is a Pentagon legend who heads a secretive think-tank dedicated to weighing risks to national security called the Office of Net Assessment. Dubbed ‘Yoda’ by Pentagon insiders who respect his vast experience, he is credited with being behind the Department of Defence’s push on ballistic-missile defence.

Symons, who left the EPA in protest at political interference, said that the suppression of the report was a further instance of the White House trying to bury evidence of climate change. ‘It is yet another example of why this government should stop burying its head in the sand on this issue.’

Symons said the Bush administration’s close links to high-powered energy and oil companies was vital in understanding why climate change was received sceptically in the Oval Office. ‘This administration is ignoring the evidence in order to placate a handful of large energy and oil companies,’ he added.

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters Project
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:34:39 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

right on.
Peace,
Preston
—– Original Message —–
From: deartheo@ziplip.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Thursday, February 26, 2004 5:06 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters
Project

: ) very cool.
—– Original Message —–
From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: 26 Feb 04, 1:50 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters
Project
A while back Howard posted of the need for system to use during disaster so
that patients in Methadone programs could be swiftly identified and dosed so
as to avoid interruption in treatment and ensuing withdrawals.
I followed Howard’s advice and wrote my letter.
Just want to share the response it received.
It is the following.
Callie

Thank you for your e-mail to me and Mr. Curie, sharing your personal
experiences relating to the need for the “Opioid Treatment Data System for
Potential Disasters” project.  Mr. Curie forwarded your email to me for
reply.

To give you a brief update of the project, we are close to finishing the
feasibility and planning phase.  This phase, (Phase I) is intended to
explore the issues and possible technological solutions related to ensuring
service continuity for opioid treatment patients in the event of natural or
manmade disasters.  The project is examining various data systems that could
be used by programs to share just enough patient information that if, a
program closure occurred, a patient could go to another opioid treatment
program for medication.  The project is focused on the New York,
Connecticut, and New Jersey region because of their experience with
disasters, as a result of September 11.  Phase II would involve conducting a
regional pilot of a system based on recommendations made in Phase I.

Congress recently approved funding for the Department of Health and Human
Services’ appropriation for fiscal year (FY) 2004 and we are currently in
the process of finalizing decisions on our spending plans for this year,
especially for new projects.  I would like to assure you that the issues
addressed by this project are a major concern to SAMHSA.  For instance,
SAMHSA requires treatment programs to develop adequate disaster plans as
part of “doing business”.

I wish you well in your recovery and hope you will remember that all of us
at SAMHSA are very interested in your continued success in this “next phase”
of your life.

H. Westley Clark, MD, JD, MPH
Director
Center for Substance Abuse Treatment
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration
US Department of Health and Human Services
5600 Fishers Lane
Rockwall II Bldg, Suite 615
Rockville, MD 20857
301.443.5700 (phone)
301.443-8751 (fax)

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters Project
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:28:43 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

lol! Probably is but I appreciate them taking the time to even answer. I really didn’t expect them to do that! They also said that “all of them at SAMHSA are very interested in our continued success in this next phase of our life”!! lol!
Callie

From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] anecdotal evidence?
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:19:03 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

If someone was willing to authorize and send to the FDA medical records (methadone clinic records), that suddenly stop after talking iboga/ine, would that still be considered only anecdotal evidence by them?
—– Original Message —–
From: deartheo@ziplip.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: 25 Feb 04, 10:10 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] from DHHS and NPR e-mail address
(not much new here I’m afraid)

February 24, 2004
Mr. Jason Bursey
5827 Timbercrest Drive
Arlington, Texas 76017
Dear Mr. Bursey:
Your emails to Dr. Elias A. Zerhouni, Director of the National Institutes of Health, and
Mr. Claude A. Allen, Deputy Secretary of Health and Human Services, regarding ibogaine have
been sent to me for response.
In your emails, you ask a number of questions concerning the role of the Federal Government in
ibogaine research and scheduling. While anecdotal evidence of treatment successes (such as in
your case) and treatment failures with ibogaine have existed for years, the Food and Drug
Administration (FDA) requires that a substantial amount of data be submitted concerning the
safety and efficacy of a product prior to approving it for use as a therapeutic agent. Anecdotal
evidence (positive, negative, or both) does not meet the regulatory requirements of the FDA
under which new treatment agents can be approved.
In 1991, based largely on the information provided by Mr. Howard Lotsof, Dr. Deborah Mash
and others, the Medications Development Division (now the Division of Treatment Research and
Development) of the National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA), created a medications
development project directed towards exploring the potential development of ibogaine. This
occurred at a time when Mr. Lotsof, who owned patents concerning the use of ibogaine as a drug
addiction treatment agent, and the law firm he hired could not find any commercial entity in the
United States (U.S.) willing to license and/or develop ibogaine. As part of this initiative, the
project team carried out research studies addressing various issues including the pharmacology
and toxicology of ibogaine as required by the FDA. Preclinical studies showed that ibogaine
possessed dose related neurotoxic effects in the rat, dog, and monkey including the ability to
cause seizures, neuron losses, and cardiovascular-QT prolongation which has been associated
with an increased risk of ventricular arrhythmia, which may result in fatal arrhythmias. It is
important to note that dose related toxicity alone does not necessarily rule out further
development of a medication. However, a safe dose level must be determined for human use.
This information is critical, as literature exists potentially linking ibogaine to deaths (including
during ceremonial use in Africa).
In 1995, prior to commencing a Phase I clinical trial of ibogaine in opiate dependent human
subjects, a review was held with a panel of outside expert consultants who were charged with
reviewing the available data to help determine whether NIDA should pursue a clinical study with
ibogaine. A number of persons and organizations interested in ibogaine participated in this
Page 2 – Mr. Jason Bursey
review meeting. Mr. Lotsof presented data on the number of subjects he had treated with
ibogaine and their outcomes. In addition to the toxicological findings, the data presented by
Mr. Lotsof (number of treatment successes versus treatment failures, time to relapse) did not
appear to offer increased efficacy over existing methods of opiate detoxification. The majority
opinion of the consultants was that NIDA should not pursue a clinical trial of ibogaine.
Subsequent to NIDA’s decision not to directly perform clinical trials with ibogaine, Dr. Mash
and Mr. Lotsof entered a business agreement concerning the development of ibogaine and
received FDA approval to perform a Phase I study in the U.S. This study was never completed.
Dr. Mash has been administering treatment with ibogaine at the Healing Visions Institute for
Addiction Recovery on the island of St. Kitts.
Thus, although ibogaine is no longer part of NIDA’s directed medications development efforts,
we will continue to fund research projects on ibogaine through grants that receive meritorious
scores in peer review. NIDA continues to make all of the preclinical data it developed (currently
residing as a Drug Master File with the FDA) available to researchers interested in conducting
clinical studies with ibogaine.
Some of the lack of interest in ibogaine may stem from the fact that the drug lacks a composition
of matter patent. Compounds lacking such protection are usually given short shrift by the
pharmaceutical industry as their commercial value is very limited.
Regarding current U.S. scheduling of ibogaine, under U.S. law, psychoactive substances that
meet defined criteria and have no FDA approved medical uses must be placed in Schedule I.
Ibogaine is considered hallucinogenic and thus far has no FDA approved medical use. This does
not mean that medical research cannot be performed with ibogaine or other Schedule I
substances, but researchers are required to meet certain storage and record keeping requirement
standards that pertain to Schedule I substances. For more information on scheduling, please
contact the U.S. Drug Enforcement Administration.
I hope that you find this information helpful.
Sincerely,
Nora D. Volkow, M.D.
Director
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(Morning Edition, the program which is running this special regularly reads
letters on-air. Email to morning@npr.org) http://www.npr.org/features/feature.php?wfId=1688762for more info.

Dear Mr. Bursey,
Attached is the letter from Dr. Nora D. Volkow, Director of the National
Institute on Drug Abuse, responding to your emails to Dr. Elias Zerhouni and
Mr. Claude Allen regarding ibogaine.  I also sent this letter to you via
mail.

Best regards,

Monglan (Lana) Le
Correspondence System Coordinator
NIDA Executive Secretariat
6001 Executive Blvd., Room 5101, MSC 9585
(301) 443-6618 phone
(301) 443-8756 fax
mle1@nida.nih.gov
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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Patrick, you hang with miscreants
Date: February 26, 2004 at 4:47:16 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Thu, Feb 26, 2004 at 01:58:21PM -0800], [Marc Scott Emery] wrote:

| Well, Patrick, why don’t you reprimand your rude friends for being jerks
| on this listserve. If any of my people were behaving like miscreants,
| I’d reprimand them.

Marc, Marc, Marc … whut can I do…?  You give someone a Ph.D. and
before you know it they’re running wild in the streets causing problems.

It’s very sad, and a reflection on society as a whole.

| You hang with people who lack basic social graces.

This is true, we are barbarians.

That’s why I like spending time with Dana Beal.  It’s like a breath of
fresh air; whoopsie, wait, no, wrong cliche.  It’s like; well, it’s
different or sumthin’

Hey Dana!  YOU TELL ‘EM!

Patrick

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From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Patrick, you hang with miscreants
Date: February 26, 2004 at 4:58:21 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Well, Patrick, why don’t you reprimand your rude friends for being jerks
on this listserve. If any of my people were behaving like miscreants,
I’d reprimand them.

You hang with people who lack basic social graces.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Patrick Kroupa said >>>>For what it’s worth, the person who responded to
Marc — yo dere Mr.
Schmooly! — is a friend of mine, who DOES know what he’s talking about,
regarding a variety of topics related to medicine, addiction, and
ibogaine.

Patrick

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters Project
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:06:21 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

: ) very cool.
—– Original Message —–
From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: 26 Feb 04, 1:50 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters Project
A while back Howard posted of the need for system to use during disaster so that patients in Methadone programs could be swiftly identified and dosed so as to avoid interruption in treatment and ensuing withdrawals.
I followed Howard’s advice and wrote my letter.
Just want to share the response it received.
It is the following.
Callie

Thank you for your e-mail to me and Mr. Curie, sharing your personal experiences relating to the need for the “Opioid Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters” project.  Mr. Curie forwarded your email to me for reply.

To give you a brief update of the project, we are close to finishing the feasibility and planning phase.  This phase, (Phase I) is intended to explore the issues and possible technological solutions related to ensuring service continuity for opioid treatment patients in the event of natural or manmade disasters.  The project is examining various data systems that could be used by programs to share just enough patient information that if, a program closure occurred, a patient could go to another opioid treatment program for medication.  The project is focused on the New York, Connecticut, and New Jersey region because of their experience with disasters, as a result of September 11.  Phase II would involve conducting a regional pilot of a system based on recommendations made in Phase I.

Congress recently approved funding for the Department of Health and Human Services’ appropriation for fiscal year (FY) 2004 and we are currently in the process of finalizing decisions on our spending plans for this year, especially for new projects.  I would like to assure you that the issues addressed by this project are a major concern to SAMHSA.  For instance, SAMHSA requires treatment programs to develop adequate disaster plans as part of “doing business”.

I wish you well in your recovery and hope you will remember that all of us at SAMHSA are very interested in your continued success in this “next phase” of your life.

H. Westley Clark, MD, JD, MPH
Director
Center for Substance Abuse Treatment
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration
US Department of Health and Human Services
5600 Fishers Lane
Rockwall II Bldg, Suite 615
Rockville, MD 20857
301.443.5700 (phone)
301.443-8751 (fax)

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From: “brad fisher” <brad.fisher@guaranty.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters Project
Date: February 26, 2004 at 4:59:16 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Looks like the response Callie received is a clone to the response I
received even though they came from two different individuals???????
bf

—–Original Message—–
From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Date: Thu, 26 Feb 2004 16:37:15 EST
Subject: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters
Project

A while back Howard posted of the need for system to use during
disaster so
that patients in Methadone programs could be swiftly identified and
dosed so as
to avoid interruption in treatment and ensuing withdrawals.
I followed Howard’s advice and wrote my letter.
Just want to share the response it received.
It is the following.
Callie

Thank you for your e-mail to me and Mr. Curie, sharing your personal
experiences relating to the need for the “Opioid Treatment Data System
for Potential
Disasters” project.  Mr. Curie forwarded your email to me for reply.

To give you a brief update of the project, we are close to finishing
the
feasibility and planning phase.  This phase, (Phase I) is intended to
explore the
issues and possible technological solutions related to ensuring service
continuity for opioid treatment patients in the event of natural or
manmade
disasters.  The project is examining various data systems that could be
used by
programs to share just enough patient information that if, a program
closure
occurred, a patient could go to another opioid treatment program for
medication.  The
project is focused on the New York, Connecticut, and New Jersey region
because of their experience with disasters, as a result of September
11.  Phase II
would involve conducting a regional pilot of a system based on
recommendations
made in Phase I.

Congress recently approved funding for the Department of Health and
Human
Services’ appropriation for fiscal year (FY) 2004 and we are currently
in the
process of finalizing decisions on our spending plans for this year,
especially
for new projects.  I would like to assure you that the issues addressed
by this
project are a major concern to SAMHSA.  For instance, SAMHSA requires
treatment programs to develop adequate disaster plans as part of “doing
business”.

I wish you well in your recovery and hope you will remember that all of
us at
SAMHSA are very interested in your continued success in this “next
phase” of
your life.

H. Westley Clark, MD, JD, MPH
Director
Center for Substance Abuse Treatment
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration
US Department of Health and Human Services
5600 Fishers Lane
Rockwall II Bldg, Suite 615
Rockville, MD 20857
301.443.5700 (phone)
301.443-8751 (fax)

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From: “brad fisher” <brad.fisher@guaranty.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Fwd: Opioid Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters
Date: February 26, 2004 at 4:56:01 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I too sent an e-mail to an address posted on this site.
bf

—–Original Message—–
From: “Robert Lubran” <RLubran@samhsa.gov>
To: <brad.fisher@guaranty.com>
Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 12:27:54 -0500
Subject: Opioid Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters

Dear Mr. Fisher:

Dr. Clark, Director of the Center for Substance Abuse Treatment (CSAT),
which is part of the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services
Administration (SAMHSA), asked me to respond to your recent e-mail
concerning the “Opioid Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters”
project currently being funded by SAMHSA.  [This is the same project you
referred to as the “Patient Dignity” project.]   I am the Director of the
Division of Pharmacologic Therapies at CSAT.  We very much appreciate
your taking the time to write and to share your personal experience
related to the need for a system such as this one.

Please let me give you a brief update about the project.  At this point,
we are close to finishing the feasibility and planning phase, or Phase I.
Phase I examines various data systems that will allow opioid treatment
programs (OTPs) to share just enough patient information so that a
patient could go to another OTP for medication in the event that a
patient is unable to get to their home program.  Phase I has focused on
the New York, Connecticut and New Jersey region because of their
experiences with the September 11, 2001, emergency.

Phase II would involve conducting a regional pilot of a system based on
recommendations made in Phase I.  Congress just recently completed action
on our agency’s funding request for 2004.  Therefore, we are still in the
process of finalizing decisions on our spending plans for this year,
especially for new projects.  Even so, I want to assure you that the
issues you raise are important to SAMHSA.  For instance, SAMHSA requires
treatment programs to develop adequate disaster plans as part of “doing
business” because we are very much aware how much it matters to patients
that they can rely on the treatment system.  Also, SAMHSA and its Center
for Substance Abuse Treatment fund a number of other projects and
activities on behalf of persons being treated for opioid dependence.

I wish you well in your recovery and hope you will remember that all of
us at SAMHSA are very interested in your continued success in this “next
phase” of your life.

Sincerely,

Robert Lubran
Director, Division of Pharmacologic Therapies
Center for Substance Abuse Treatment
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Opiod Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters Project
Date: February 26, 2004 at 4:37:15 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

A while back Howard posted of the need for system to use during disaster so that patients in Methadone programs could be swiftly identified and dosed so as to avoid interruption in treatment and ensuing withdrawals.
I followed Howard’s advice and wrote my letter.
Just want to share the response it received.
It is the following.
Callie

Thank you for your e-mail to me and Mr. Curie, sharing your personal experiences relating to the need for the “Opioid Treatment Data System for Potential Disasters” project.  Mr. Curie forwarded your email to me for reply.

To give you a brief update of the project, we are close to finishing the feasibility and planning phase.  This phase, (Phase I) is intended to explore the issues and possible technological solutions related to ensuring service continuity for opioid treatment patients in the event of natural or manmade disasters.  The project is examining various data systems that could be used by programs to share just enough patient information that if, a program closure occurred, a patient could go to another opioid treatment program for medication.  The project is focused on the New York, Connecticut, and New Jersey region because of their experience with disasters, as a result of September 11.  Phase II would involve conducting a regional pilot of a system based on recommendations made in Phase I.

Congress recently approved funding for the Department of Health and Human Services’ appropriation for fiscal year (FY) 2004 and we are currently in the process of finalizing decisions on our spending plans for this year, especially for new projects.  I would like to assure you that the issues addressed by this project are a major concern to SAMHSA.  For instance, SAMHSA requires treatment programs to develop adequate disaster plans as part of “doing business”.

I wish you well in your recovery and hope you will remember that all of us at SAMHSA are very interested in your continued success in this “next phase” of your life.

H. Westley Clark, MD, JD, MPH
Director
Center for Substance Abuse Treatment
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration
US Department of Health and Human Services
5600 Fishers Lane
Rockwall II Bldg, Suite 615
Rockville, MD 20857
301.443.5700 (phone)
301.443-8751 (fax)

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] re:props
Date: February 26, 2004 at 4:27:28 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

“hey:: patrik, steve, marc, jason, howard, preston, sara, brett, callie and ALL of you crazee kidz out there, all deserve to know that you rock and you are all loved…”

aaawwww! You touched my soul! Thanks!
Callie

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 26, 2004 at 4:23:03 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Brett,

You are right.

Let say at least you are not the same kind of addict you used to be, your  will has changed after taking the ibogaine,your vision of life has changed, would you go

back to shooting speedballs even if it felt great and you got it as a present, you will will not let you ,WHY?
Isn’t it that insight that you got that made you change ?
Wouldn’t that insight be a CURE? And you can get there easily in all those way ? Does methadone give you that kind of change?

” I feel all treatment modalities need to be explored and that the best hope for ibogaine is through research and letting the results speak. I have had friends, family and loved ones kick dope/drugs and other bad habits through methadone, rapid-detox, AA/NA, buprenorphine, nalaxtrene, just gritting their teeth and white-knuckling it and stopping, and through ibogaine.

I also wonder how long did the research took to find out that Methadone worked or the other stuff  before it became a recognized treatment for addiction?
And what about the  side effects coming off ,are they easily dealt with?

How long do we need to research Ibogaine ? there are other reasons not to have it  legal in the U.S . and it is not because it doesn’t work, or not enough research.
Economically it is better to keep people addicted and consuming, to put them in prison or have them over dose on un controlled  drugs mixed from the streets.

As long as the justice department can get more money in by having drugs illegal, it will stay that way.
We created the police to protect us, if you put your make up wrong on Monday morning you can get arrested as a suspect , drug dealer, terrorist, spy
Then you must prove that you are not, but then you may need to call a lawyer pay him money, to prove that it was only the wrong colour make-up and
Nothing more. But if it isn’t convincing enough because you are black and pink doesn’t match black people  that is what the police thinks , so they can bit you up until turn
Blue. That match better  with pink , then you may go home or kick dope in there , at the police station.

Everyone is guilty until proven not guilty, before it was other way around.

Everyone is an addict until proven not an addict.

Van: Brett Calabrese [mailto:bcalabrese@yahoo.com] 
Verzonden: donderdag 26 februari 2004 18:56
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI

Iboga/ibogaine does not take away choice (free will), it won’t cure one of (non-drug-induced) stupidity Ibogaine does make that choice far easier, it may cure or nearly so drug cravings as well as the physical addiction, but addicts with nothing better to do go out and use anyway, no cravings and all. I believe ibogaine can clear the slate, heal if not cure much of the damage drug addiction has done, remove the the ingrained patterns. It comes down to how come people use after ibogaine if they are not cured, cause nothing can cure one >from themselves (cept a bullet…) Ibogaine may cure people of some particular demons but I think the issue of addiction is too complex to have one definition of “cured” for a treatment. Can someone be over it, sure, absolutely (99+%). Addiction is a process that starts with like any other disease, a suseptable person and expure to sufficient quantity of the substance to cause a disease (dis-ease, a state of not being at ease). I guess ibo! gaine sort of reverses much of that, an addiction reverser perhaps, it also removes much of the whatever initially interested people to drugs.  Can someone be “cured” by using ibogaine AND doing everything else, to the extent that they will never be active “addicts” again, YES.  It is like ibogaine removes something so people can cure (if you want to use that word) themselves but ibogaine isn’t going to cure me of me against my will. I think when people use the word “cure”, that is what they expect, to be “cured” that it will never happen again – not if you repeat the thoughts and behavior it won’t.

So, here is my opinion why ibogaine is NOT a cure.

People who have successfully been treated with addiction CANNOT safely do the following;

GET HIGH LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE CAN.

For myself

I can’t and wouldn’t do a few “lines”, have a few drinks or smoke a few cigs. A non-addict, non-smoker could and they even if they enjoyed it, it won’t go anywhere.I likely could have a glass of wine or beer and one day may very well do that, but “drinking”, nope. Patrick, as “cured” as he is, it would be a real bad idea if he shot a few bags of dope…
Even though I doubt it is likely Patrick, myself or many successfully treated ibonaughts will (likely)  go anywhere very far, we just can’t safely fuck around with drugs, or at least certain drugs (drugs of choice). I  have to believe for my own safety that I am different than other folks. On the PLUS side I think I am less likely than the general population (3%) actually get “addicted” to pain meds. Perhaps we can immunize the entire population of the planet with iboga.

Maybe we need to establish something like they use for cancer, 3 or 5 year survival (relapse) rates to put a measurement on whatever someone means by the word “cured”.

It certainly is something different than what people normally call addiction, active or not.

Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Steven Anker [mailto:stevenanker@hotmail.com] 
Verzonden: donderdag 26 februari 2004 4:42
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax
CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI


”Virtually all physiological systems are affected in opiate addiction. A
reproducible syndrome occurs when an opiate addict goes through withdrawal.
This syndrome includes yawning, lacrimation, piloerection, perspiration,
mydriasis, tremor, gooseflesh, restlessness, myalgia, anorexia, nausea,
vomiting, abdominal cramps, diarrhea, fever, hyperpnea, and hypertension.
When prolonged, the syndrome includes weight loss and, even after acute
withdrawal, symptoms subside, persistent symptoms such as sleep
disturbances, irritability, restlessness, and poor concentration which can
b! e present for months or years. Both acute and chronic tolerance are
physiological phenomena subserved by the central nervous system. However,
both acute and chronic tolerance may also be influenced by environmental
variables, such as setting, conditioning, and learning.”


If Iboga Isn’t “a cure” how come most of those symptops ,sometimes all, do
not show ?

Also, how come the need to smoke tobbaco left the person? He could smoke,
He didn’t come for treating his smoking habit, het ried one ciggaret and
didn’t feel that need anymore. 

How come my patient Liz. Went working after the treatment 16 hours a day ,
standing up.she wouldn’t be able to if not for this treatment, she did try
Other treatments before and that is what she thinks.

Is Methadone a Cure? Some people would say it is .

S.





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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine &food intake & potential hazard
Date: February 26, 2004 at 2:51:59 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Wed, Feb 25, 2004 at 07:03:08PM -0800], [nruhtra@dsskcorp.com] wrote:

| and who would you suggest DOES know about such things?  i mean are you
| implying that a specific *cough*mash*/cough* person(s) does?
|
| n
|
| (btw/ps – i know how people can COMPLETELY blow typed word out of
| proportion on this list, so before someone generly ASSUMES something, i AM
| NOT saying that mash DOESNT have knowledge about said topics.  thanks.)
|
| > I have spoken to many doctors and it is clear that Marc E knows nothing ,
| > I
| > mean absolutly nothing about medicine, drug interactions, pharmacokinetics
| > or
| > how Ibo works at all. He may be a saint but a little knowledge can kill.

Actually there are ’bout 25 M.D.s and Ph.D.s whom I know on this list —
and probably another 100 I don’t; since many of the subscribers are not
hiding behind Hotmail, Hushmail, Yahoo, WhateverTheFuck accounts, and have
signed up using their real email.

In the past there are a variety of instances where a specific medical
question was asked … and they gave answers.  It’s in the archives; this
list has roughly 10,000 messages so far … the problem is that nobody
really understands the command line tools for accessing any of this; and
yeah, fuck it, we’ll wrap a web-interface around it, to make searching for
messages much simpler.

But anyway; what happens is 100% consistent.  Somebody asks a question, a
person who ACTUALLY KNOWS THE ANSWER gives it.  And then, a buncha idiots
pop up and start arguing with them.

This leads to a very simple pattern … “Well, ya know.  I’m an M.D. or
Ph.D.  I’ve spent years of my life studying this.  I get published in
peer-reviewed journals.  Someone asks a question, I give the answer, and
… what happens when I do that?”  What happens is people who DO NOT know
what they’re talking about, begin arguing with them.

Which leads right to, “Well, ya know what.  Fuck this.  Why waste my
time?”

And, there is no answer to that.  Why keep trying to help people or answer
questions, when the only response to that action is abuse?

For what it’s worth, the person who responded to Marc — yo dere Mr.
Schmooly! — is a friend of mine, who DOES know what he’s talking about,
regarding a variety of topics related to medicine, addiction, and
ibogaine.

Patrick

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 26, 2004 at 2:55:55 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

—–Original Message—–
From: Patrick K. Kroupa [mailto:digital@phantom.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 26, 2004, 11:43 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show

On [Wed, Feb 25, 2004 at 06:45:09PM -0800], [deartheo@ziplip.com] wrote:

| but I am happy your doing well and
| am curious about how your after care went (besides 12 step programs,
| your not telling anyone here anything they didn’t already know regarding
| 12 step pushers).

I did ibogaine twice — to get unsprung — back-to-back, at St. Kitts.
Since that point in time I’ve dosed on various occasions for different
reasons.  After ibogaine — Take I — I lasted for roughly 35 minutes left
to my own devices.  As soon as the plane landed in San Juan, ’bout 35
minutes is the length of time it took me to find dope, cop, and restart my
relationship with it.

I was dumped into “treatment,” where I lasted for a little over 2 weeks
before getting thrown out.  Ostensibly for “using,” but the actual reasons
are much closer to my attitude about it when confronted with this fact.  I
didn’t nail myself to a cross and explain how highly super-sorry I am.
Because … I wasn’t.

My personal response to traditional “drug treatment,” post-ibogaine was
probably WORSE than the 50 times I’d been dumped into it pre-ibogaine.
Because, I wasn’t dopesick; I had a much lower level of desperation, and
being dosed with a very mild entheogen beforehand, did not in any way
change my resonance-check.  This … is … a buncha bullshit.  And,
nothing much has changed, except I have even greater awareness that none
of this is doing a fucking thing for me.

I blew out, basically stayed high for about 6 weeks while bouncing in and
out of “treatment” programs; redosed with ibogaine, and … that was
Halloween, 1999.  I’ve been clean this entire millennium, who woulda
thunk.

What I did after ibogaine II, was go to an ashram just outside of Bangkok.
Not to visit and hang out, but actually to live there.  I stayed for a
little over 3 months, and while I was there, I did a lot of LSD.

I had set, setting, and intent.  While most of the people where I was at
had no idea exactly why I left the planet — they were highly supportive
and kind to me.  “Well, basically, what you’re doing is wonderful.  And,
this is why we’re all sitting here in an ashram in the middle of nowhere.
Just, keep going!”

Had I taken these same actions within the United States, the outcome would
have been considerably different.  Instead of wrapping up a lifetime of
drug depednence, and being given the opportunity to reset, reintegrate,
and resurrect … it would have taken no more than 48 hours for some
helpful person to have me Baker-acted.  I would have synched back down to
planet Earth, tranked down, in a padded room somewhere, in 4-point
restraints.

Instead of completing the process of reintegration — which took a LOT of
processor time on the Cosmic CPU — it would have amounted to Yet Another
manifestation of my perpetual drug problems kicking up their shit.  The
End.  Here’s a stack of scripts, here’s your new home at a lockdown
in-patient facility, and if you behave, we’ll take the straitjacket off
and let you go smoke cigarettes on the playground.

While the odds that following this exact roadmap will work for anybody
else, are relatively low.  The overall truth remains.  If what you’re
doing is not working; has never worked; and you really do want to step out
of drug dependence … perhaps you need to figure out something else to
do.

To cop a cliche from those 12-step things, “A good definition of insanity,
is doing the same thing, over and over again, and expecting different
results.”

Ya know what … that happens to be true.  I *really* wanted to cut loose
heroin.  I’d been in therapy since, basically, birth (well no, since Jr.
High School); I have never felt any resonance with a single fucking thing
anybody had to say to me while I was at the receiving end of, “drug
treatment.”  So, then, perhaps … I need to do something else.  Because
the truth is … my inability to get in tune with the dogma of some cult;
has exactly NOTHING to do with cutting loose junk.

What I actually learned from a lifetime of “treatment” and what I found
while accessing much greater spaces/places/truths while dosing with
entheogens … was EXACTLY THE SAME: as long as you keep digging in shit,
you’re gonna be covered in it.  Find something else to do.

What worked for me was connecting myself to the God of my understanding,
and HOLDING ON TO THAT CONNECTION.

So, anywaze, that’s me … I don’t know you, what you’ve written here:

| I’ll work you into my 9th step : )

Indicates that you’re working the steps.

Okay, so … when you do this and go to meetings; do you — at least SOME
OF THE TIME — come away filled with some greater level of strength, hope,
and/or understanding …?

If yes, well, that fucking rocks.  Keep doing it.

If no, well … have you tried to find a group that works for you and
people who are willing to accept your beliefs.  The 12-steps dig the
sponsor concept; do you have one?  If you don’t, well … is there ANYBODY
in the meetings you go to, that has anything you want?  If yes, then
FUCKING TALK TO THEM.

I don’t work the steps, per se, although much of what I do on a daily
basis, lights up and synchs with prolly at least half of the concepts the
12-steps are based upon — but, if they’re not working for you, have you
tried Rational Recovery (the not-for-profit version I b’lieve is called
SMART)?  Randy would know much more about the specifics of this paradigm
than I do, ‘cuz he actually used it post-ibogaine.

The only thing I would add to whatever paradigm you’re using — you can
name it anything you want, you can call it Step 13, Step 1,
WhateverTheFuck, amounts to: JUST KEEP GETTING BACK UP … because
eventually you WILL stand.  All you *must* do, is believe that it is
possible.

Success — at anything — just amounts to persistence, “Sorry, I’m very
hard-headed and I’m not listening to you explain my limitations to me.
I’m, just, gonna keep going.  Because I’m too stupid to give up.”

Other than all of that, much of what people have to say about “addiction,”
is — at best — pseudoscience.  “Once an addict, always an addict,” is
also a crock of shit.  The brain reorganizes itself, it’s called
neuroplasticity.  An extremely cool starting-point, is this thing here:

The Mind and the Brain: Neuroplasticity and the Power of Mental Force.
Jeffrey M. Schwartz, M.D


/ref=sr_8_2/103-7599119-5503826?v=glance&s=books&n=507846

This is a very easy to read book, and gives you a lot of references to
read sideways, if you want to gain some greater level of understanding.

Anywaze, this is getting long, and I could write another thousand
paragraphs on this topic; wait, no, nevermind, I already have.

| You are probably correct, I appoligize to all involved…it’s very
| frustrating to come to this list for some kind of support in the sense
| that everyone doesn’t say ‘whats that?’ when iboga is mentioned, but
| their apperars to be very little of that and what I wrote was out of
| that frustation and I’m definately no where close to be done yet in
| regard to ‘get through this’, that’s not an excuse though, I should have
| bit my tounge…

This list is whatever people choose to turn it into.  I’m not the
babysitter.  Everyone is free to say anything they like … however, that
also applies to me.  When random, pseudoanonymous idiots, land here and
start dumping hate.  I’m really not required to say, “That’s very special,
thank you.”

There actually IS another ibogaine list here; sacrament.  It was created
for people who had done ibogaine and were trying to maintain.

But … nobody ever posts to it.  I think maybe 75 people signed up, said
a few things, and went back to sleep.

*THIS* list has — as of last week — passed just over 5,000 people.  The
same 75-100 have written 95% of the messages.  The rest … I dunno why
they’re here.  But this isn’t very unusual.  We’ve been running online
conferences since long before www. and port 80 existed; before @ signs
existed; and … this is pretty much the dynamic … it doesn’t seem to
make a difference whether the subject is music, hacking, drugs, or
“recovery.”

I don’t have a lot of free time, I don’t write much to the list right now;
but there are always at least a handful of individuals here who have been
there, done that, maintained in a variety of ways; and consistently
provide advice that contains at least SOME useful elements.

Laters,

Patrick

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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 26, 2004 at 2:15:42 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Wed, Feb 25, 2004 at 06:45:09PM -0800], [deartheo@ziplip.com] wrote:

| but I am happy your doing well and
| am curious about how your after care went (besides 12 step programs,
| your not telling anyone here anything they didn’t already know regarding
| 12 step pushers).

I did ibogaine twice — to get unsprung — back-to-back, at St. Kitts.
Since that point in time I’ve dosed on various occasions for different
reasons.  After ibogaine — Take I — I lasted for roughly 35 minutes left
to my own devices.  As soon as the plane landed in San Juan, ’bout 35
minutes is the length of time it took me to find dope, cop, and restart my
relationship with it.

I was dumped into “treatment,” where I lasted for a little over 2 weeks
before getting thrown out.  Ostensibly for “using,” but the actual reasons
are much closer to my attitude about it when confronted with this fact.  I
didn’t nail myself to a cross and explain how highly super-sorry I am.
Because … I wasn’t.

My personal response to traditional “drug treatment,” post-ibogaine was
probably WORSE than the 50 times I’d been dumped into it pre-ibogaine.
Because, I wasn’t dopesick; I had a much lower level of desperation, and
being dosed with a very mild entheogen beforehand, did not in any way
change my resonance-check.  This … is … a buncha bullshit.  And,
nothing much has changed, except I have even greater awareness that none
of this is doing a fucking thing for me.

I blew out, basically stayed high for about 6 weeks while bouncing in and
out of “treatment” programs; redosed with ibogaine, and … that was
Halloween, 1999.  I’ve been clean this entire millennium, who woulda
thunk.

What I did after ibogaine II, was go to an ashram just outside of Bangkok.
Not to visit and hang out, but actually to live there.  I stayed for a
little over 3 months, and while I was there, I did a lot of LSD.

I had set, setting, and intent.  While most of the people where I was at
had no idea exactly why I left the planet — they were highly supportive
and kind to me.  “Well, basically, what you’re doing is wonderful.  And,
this is why we’re all sitting here in an ashram in the middle of nowhere.
Just, keep going!”

Had I taken these same actions within the United States, the outcome would
have been considerably different.  Instead of wrapping up a lifetime of
drug depednence, and being given the opportunity to reset, reintegrate,
and resurrect … it would have taken no more than 48 hours for some
helpful person to have me Baker-acted.  I would have synched back down to
planet Earth, tranked down, in a padded room somewhere, in 4-point
restraints.

Instead of completing the process of reintegration — which took a LOT of
processor time on the Cosmic CPU — it would have amounted to Yet Another
manifestation of my perpetual drug problems kicking up their shit.  The
End.  Here’s a stack of scripts, here’s your new home at a lockdown
in-patient facility, and if you behave, we’ll take the straitjacket off
and let you go smoke cigarettes on the playground.

While the odds that following this exact roadmap will work for anybody
else, are relatively low.  The overall truth remains.  If what you’re
doing is not working; has never worked; and you really do want to step out
of drug dependence … perhaps you need to figure out something else to
do.

To cop a cliche from those 12-step things, “A good definition of insanity,
is doing the same thing, over and over again, and expecting different
results.”

Ya know what … that happens to be true.  I *really* wanted to cut loose
heroin.  I’d been in therapy since, basically, birth (well no, since Jr.
High School); I have never felt any resonance with a single fucking thing
anybody had to say to me while I was at the receiving end of, “drug
treatment.”  So, then, perhaps … I need to do something else.  Because
the truth is … my inability to get in tune with the dogma of some cult;
has exactly NOTHING to do with cutting loose junk.

What I actually learned from a lifetime of “treatment” and what I found
while accessing much greater spaces/places/truths while dosing with
entheogens … was EXACTLY THE SAME: as long as you keep digging in shit,
you’re gonna be covered in it.  Find something else to do.

What worked for me was connecting myself to the God of my understanding,
and HOLDING ON TO THAT CONNECTION.

So, anywaze, that’s me … I don’t know you, what you’ve written here:

| I’ll work you into my 9th step : )

Indicates that you’re working the steps.

Okay, so … when you do this and go to meetings; do you — at least SOME
OF THE TIME — come away filled with some greater level of strength, hope,
and/or understanding …?

If yes, well, that fucking rocks.  Keep doing it.

If no, well … have you tried to find a group that works for you and
people who are willing to accept your beliefs.  The 12-steps dig the
sponsor concept; do you have one?  If you don’t, well … is there ANYBODY
in the meetings you go to, that has anything you want?  If yes, then
FUCKING TALK TO THEM.

I don’t work the steps, per se, although much of what I do on a daily
basis, lights up and synchs with prolly at least half of the concepts the
12-steps are based upon — but, if they’re not working for you, have you
tried Rational Recovery (the not-for-profit version I b’lieve is called
SMART)?  Randy would know much more about the specifics of this paradigm
than I do, ‘cuz he actually used it post-ibogaine.

The only thing I would add to whatever paradigm you’re using — you can
name it anything you want, you can call it Step 13, Step 1,
WhateverTheFuck, amounts to: JUST KEEP GETTING BACK UP … because
eventually you WILL stand.  All you *must* do, is believe that it is
possible.

Success — at anything — just amounts to persistence, “Sorry, I’m very
hard-headed and I’m not listening to you explain my limitations to me.
I’m, just, gonna keep going.  Because I’m too stupid to give up.”

Other than all of that, much of what people have to say about “addiction,”
is — at best — pseudoscience.  “Once an addict, always an addict,” is
also a crock of shit.  The brain reorganizes itself, it’s called
neuroplasticity.  An extremely cool starting-point, is this thing here:

The Mind and the Brain: Neuroplasticity and the Power of Mental Force.
Jeffrey M. Schwartz, M.D

This is a very easy to read book, and gives you a lot of references to
read sideways, if you want to gain some greater level of understanding.

Anywaze, this is getting long, and I could write another thousand
paragraphs on this topic; wait, no, nevermind, I already have.

| You are probably correct, I appoligize to all involved…it’s very
| frustrating to come to this list for some kind of support in the sense
| that everyone doesn’t say ‘whats that?’ when iboga is mentioned, but
| their apperars to be very little of that and what I wrote was out of
| that frustation and I’m definately no where close to be done yet in
| regard to ‘get through this’, that’s not an excuse though, I should have
| bit my tounge…

This list is whatever people choose to turn it into.  I’m not the
babysitter.  Everyone is free to say anything they like … however, that
also applies to me.  When random, pseudoanonymous idiots, land here and
start dumping hate.  I’m really not required to say, “That’s very special,
thank you.”

There actually IS another ibogaine list here; sacrament.  It was created
for people who had done ibogaine and were trying to maintain.

But … nobody ever posts to it.  I think maybe 75 people signed up, said
a few things, and went back to sleep.

*THIS* list has — as of last week — passed just over 5,000 people.  The
same 75-100 have written 95% of the messages.  The rest … I dunno why
they’re here.  But this isn’t very unusual.  We’ve been running online
conferences since long before www. and port 80 existed; before @ signs
existed; and … this is pretty much the dynamic … it doesn’t seem to
make a difference whether the subject is music, hacking, drugs, or
“recovery.”

I don’t have a lot of free time, I don’t write much to the list right now;
but there are always at least a handful of individuals here who have been
there, done that, maintained in a variety of ways; and consistently
provide advice that contains at least SOME useful elements.

Laters,

Patrick

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From: “dave” <dmurphy@airmail.net>
Subject: [ibogaine] PLEASE STOP ALL EMAILS TO ME
Date: February 26, 2004 at 2:17:14 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

PLEASE STOP ALL EMAILS TO ME OR MY EMAIL

THANKS VERY MUCH

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 26, 2004 at 1:30:19 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Planteur! (I still love that name!) I clicked over to the site. Looks like Iboga is out of stock right now or unavailable and they will not ship to USA, Belgium or Switzerland. :>(

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Dana in the news
Date: February 26, 2004 at 1:11:19 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Get it while you can.  A Dana/CSI article in the NY Daily news including a
photograph.

http://www.nydailynews.com/02-26-2004/news/gossip/story/168041p-146864c.html

ORIGINAL ARTICLE
******************

Activist: ‘CSI’ is high on lie

Dana Beal CBS has provoked the wrath of a group of former junkies and their
supporters who are spitting mad about tonight’s episode of “CSI: Crime Scene
Investigation.”

Ex-cocaine and amphetamine user Dana Beal, who heads Cures Not Wars – which
promotes the legalization of a substance called Ibogaine as a cure for drug
addiction – told Lowdown that his 100-member group plans to stage a lunchtime
protest today in front of Black Rock, the CBS corporate headquarters in midtown.

A CBS spokesman declined to comment yesterday.

The problem, Beal said, is that the “CSI” episode, titled “Getting Off,” is
rife with misinformation about Ibogaine, which is widely used around the world
but illegal in the United States. “It has someone driving on Ibogaine, which
you can’t do!” Beal complained, noting that the drug induces a trancelike state.

“We would describe it as an addiction interrupter,” said Beal, whose group
has been campaigning for Food and Drug Administration approval. “When you are in
the throes of it you are in ‘sleep paralysis’ – you are awake but your body
is asleep. … When the Ibogaine effect wears off, you don’t go back into
withdrawal. Once you come down from it, you are normal.”

Even worse, Beal said, tonight’s show depicts a cultlike underground program
apparently based on Cures Not Wars. “The episode has someone selling Ibogaine.
But it’s absolutely forbidden. We could get investigated by the DEA. We don’t
need that headache right now!”

Personally, I haven’t heard the word Ibogaine since 1972, when Rolling Stone
correspondent Hunter S. Thompson famously accused Democratic presidential
candidate Edmund Muskie of abusing the drug – an alkaloid powder derived from the
root bark of an exotic African shrub.

Thompson, maybe under the influence of something himself, wrote that the
“Ibogaine Effect” was a “serious factor” in Muskie’s losing campaign. He claimed
that Muskie was “far gone in a bad Ibogaine frenzy.”

So far in the 2004 campaign, the only evidence of an “Ibogaine effect” came
during the Wisconsin primary race, when a Cures Not Wars activist in Madison
handed a brochure to Teresa Heinz Kerry, wife of Democratic front-runner John
Kerry.

“She came back and got two more copies, and she said she was giving one to
John,” Beal said. Calls and E-mails to the Kerry campaign were not answered.

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From: Brett Calabrese <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 26, 2004 at 12:55:30 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Iboga/ibogaine does not take away choice (free will), it won’t cure one of (non-drug-induced) stupidity Ibogaine does make that choice far easier, it may cure or nearly so drug cravings as well as the physical addiction, but addicts with nothing better to do go out and use anyway, no cravings and all. I believe ibogaine can clear the slate, heal if not cure much of the damage drug addiction has done, remove the the ingrained patterns. It comes down to how come people use after ibogaine if they are not cured, cause nothing can cure one from themselves (cept a bullet…) Ibogaine may cure people of some particular demons but I think the issue of addiction is too complex to have one definition of “cured” for a treatment. Can someone be over it, sure, absolutely (99+%). Addiction is a process that starts with like any other disease, a suseptable person and expure to sufficient quantity of the substance to cause a disease (dis-ease, a state of not being at ease). I guess ibogaine sort of reverses much of that, an addiction reverser perhaps, it also removes much of the whatever initially interested people to drugs.  Can someone be “cured” by using ibogaine AND doing everything else, to the extent that they will never be active “addicts” again, YES.  It is like ibogaine removes something so people can cure (if you want to use that word) themselves but ibogaine isn’t going to cure me of me against my will. I think when people use the word “cure”, that is what they expect, to be “cured” that it will never happen again – not if you repeat the thoughts and behavior it won’t.

So, here is my opinion why ibogaine is NOT a cure.

People who have successfully been treated with addiction CANNOT safely do the following;

GET HIGH LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE CAN.

For myself

I can’t and wouldn’t do a few “lines”, have a few drinks or smoke a few cigs. A non-addict, non-smoker could and they even if they enjoyed it, it won’t go anywhere.I likely could have a glass of wine or beer and one day may very well do that, but “drinking”, nope. Patrick, as “cured” as he is, it would be a real bad idea if he shot a few bags of dope…
Even though I doubt it is likely Patrick, myself or many successfully treated ibonaughts will (likely)  go anywhere very far, we just can’t safely fuck around with drugs, or at least certain drugs (drugs of choice). I  have to believe for my own safety that I am different than other folks. On the PLUS side I think I am less likely than the general population (3%) actually get “addicted” to pain meds. Perhaps we can immunize the entire population of the planet with iboga.

Maybe we need to establish something like they use for cancer, 3 or 5 year survival (relapse) rates to put a measurement on whatever someone means by the word “cured”.

It certainly is something different than what people normally call addiction, active or not.

Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Steven Anker [mailto:stevenanker@hotmail.com]
Verzonden: donderdag 26 februari 2004 4:42
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax
CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI

“Virtually all physiological systems are affected in opiate addiction. A
reproducible syndrome occurs when an opiate addict goes through withdrawal.
This syndrome includes yawning, lacrimation, piloerection, perspiration,
mydriasis, tremor, gooseflesh, restlessness, myalgia, anorexia, nausea,
vomiting, abdominal cramps, diarrhea, fever, hyperpnea, and hypertension.
When prolonged, the syndrome includes weight loss and, even after acute
withdrawal, symptoms subside, persistent symptoms such as sleep
disturbances, irritability, restlessness, and poor concentration which can
be present for months or years. Both acute and chronic tolerance are
physiological phenomena subserved by the central nervous system. However,
both acute and chronic tolerance may also be influenced by environmental
variables, such as setting, conditioning, and learning.”

If Iboga Isn’t “a cure” how come most of those symptops ,sometimes all, do
not show ?

Also, how come the need to smoke tobbaco left the person? He could smoke,
He didn’t come for treating his smoking habit, het ried one ciggaret and
didn’t feel that need anymore.

How come my patient Liz. Went working after the treatment 16 hours a day ,
standing up.she wouldn’t be able to if not for this treatment, she did try
Other treatments before and that is what she thinks.

Is Methadone a Cure? Some people would say it is .

S.

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 26, 2004 at 10:12:42 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Steven Anker [mailto:stevenanker@hotmail.com]
Verzonden: donderdag 26 februari 2004 4:42
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax
CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI

“Virtually all physiological systems are affected in opiate addiction. A
reproducible syndrome occurs when an opiate addict goes through withdrawal.
This syndrome includes yawning, lacrimation, piloerection, perspiration,
mydriasis, tremor, gooseflesh, restlessness, myalgia, anorexia, nausea,
vomiting, abdominal cramps, diarrhea, fever, hyperpnea, and hypertension.
When prolonged, the syndrome includes weight loss and, even after acute
withdrawal, symptoms subside, persistent symptoms such as sleep
disturbances, irritability, restlessness, and poor concentration which can
be present for months or years. Both acute and chronic tolerance are
physiological phenomena subserved by the central nervous system. However,
both acute and chronic tolerance may also be influenced by environmental
variables, such as setting, conditioning, and learning.”

If Iboga Isn’t “a cure” how come most of those symptops ,sometimes all, do
not show ?

Also, how come the need to smoke tobbaco left the person?  He could smoke,
He didn’t come for treating his smoking habit, het ried one ciggaret and
didn’t feel that need anymore.

How come my patient Liz. Went working after the treatment 16 hours a day ,
standing up.she wouldn’t be able to if not for this treatment, she did try
Other treatments before and that is what she thinks.

Is Methadone a Cure? Some people would say it is .

S.

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From: “AG” <adamg@013.net.il>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 26, 2004 at 7:12:38 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

From: <nruhtra@dsskcorp.com>

(snip)
or you can go to a street corner and use the net for 25 centavos por
5 minuto(s).

n

hey N, show some respect, that ain’t no way to talk about your sister’s
going rates…

A-

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From: “AG” <adamg@013.net.il>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 26, 2004 at 7:09:14 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey Howard,

You’re right, there’s not a single price on the entire list..
(And I read the french and english versions)

I found the iboga halfway down the tonic page

http://www.vegetaux.com/plantes.asp?mot=Tonique

or here in English

http://www.vegetaux.com/eng/plantes.asp

the ‘buy now’ links up to a ‘coming soon’ page..
and the ‘more info’ is a 404…

Personally I find this site dubious.

Who the hell is this pharmacist who can’t be named..?

Most of all, I hate it when someone’s not forthcoming
with the pricing… this ‘call us and we’ll haggle with you’
is fucking BS… but merci beaucoup for all the botanical
info…

Adam

I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on
anything
but the opening page.  Is anyone doing any better?

Thanks

Howard

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From: Bill Ross <ross@cgl.ucsf.edu>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] props
Date: February 26, 2004 at 7:40:01 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

My own favorite recently-found quote from elsewhere:

“The mirror is not you. The mirror is you looking at yourself.”
George Balanchine

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From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
Subject: [ibogaine] props
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:31:59 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

one of my favorite quotes

by John Archibald Wheeler (anyone with a middle name like that has got to be kewl):

to my mind
there must be
at the bottom of it all
not an equation
but an utterly simple idea

and to me
that idea
when we finally discover it
will be so compelling
so inevitable
that we will say to one another
‘oh, how beautiful.
how could it have been otherwise?’

…………….

hey:: patrik, steve, marc, jason, howard, preston, sara, brett, callie and ALL of you crazee kidz out there, all deserve to know that you rock and you are all loved…


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From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine &food intake & potential hazard
Date: February 26, 2004 at 5:04:43 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Um, well actually;
Ibogaine could potentially be a monoamine oxidase inhibitor (MAOI), though in seeking information about whether it actually is an MAOI, I didn’t find much…anyone got the goods on this?
Monoamine oxidase is found in the gastrointestinal tract and inactivates Tyramine, found in many foods in different quantities.
It is best to assume that Ibogaine IS an MAO inhibitor and take any necessary precautions. This means abstaining from foods at least 24 hours beforehand that may contain Tyramine

for more detailed info check out  the vaults of Erowid : http://www.erowid.org/chemicals/maois/maois_info2.shtml
& I don’t think MAOI’s have anything to do with liver enzymes either but I could be misinformed…
Cheers,
Sandra

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery 
Date: Wed, 25 Feb 2004 01:02:56 -0800
To: ‘Brett Calabrese’ 
Subject: [ibogaine] Ibogaine &food intake & potential hazard
The foods that are taken in should not be MAO inhibitors, that could cause a liver malfunction, especially to an addict who has Hepatitus C. I suspect trouble there. The liver might have rejected the tyrine (the dangerous amino acid that ibogaine and many substances render the liver unable to process for 24 to 48 hours after) that is in cheeses, pungents, many foods and failed, causing vomit, regurgitation.

What happened to the guide who administered the dosage? That probably was awful for that person.

It’s a lesson for other ibogaine administrators to be careful of the foods chosen to give to the recovering patient.(Also, do not treat patients with HEP C damage to the liver in excess, this can be done by reading the blood tests accurately – AND MAKE SURE THESE BLOOD TESTS ARE DONE BEFORE TREATMENT.) we have treated many patients with Hep C, but the liver has to be functioning fully.

Thanks for that information.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: Brett Calabrese [mailto:bcalabrese@yahoo.com] 
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 5:47 PM
To: marc@cannabisculture.com
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up? Off list

Marc,

There were other factors. What I was getting was this guy was in real bad shape, had bad hep C (also included as part of the cause of death), inexperience on the guide – being her first, likely he ate too much food, wasn’t watched close enough. I got the feeling that he was at the edge. Perhaps he would have done better with 3-4gm of Indra and followed with smaller doses over the next few days, watched closer, he couldn’t have done worse.. It goes in the active addict catagory, they don’t exactly read the manual or follow instructions very well.  There will be more.

The above is just my feeling of the events as I heard them, like it was a last ditch event to cure an out of control addiction, and he lost.

I too am interested in what they ate. Some people want to chomp down on  all kinds of garbage, candy, cheezeburgers… more solid foods and they shouldn’t till they take soft food first (fruit, oatmeal, soup…) and my favorite watermelon.

Be well,

Brett

Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com> wrote:
Was J supervised at the time? Seems like an unusual reaction as by 38
hours, it’s good to have a bit of food. What kind of food was it, do you
know?
When patients go more than 72 hours without food, the glucose levels
drop and a person can fall into unconsciousness.

Thanks for the information.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: Nick Sandberg [mailto:nicks22@onetel.com] 
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:33 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?

Hi Marc,

Must be a pretty old newspaper. J died back in Jan 2000 if I recall
correctly, and the inquest was a year later. They put the cause of death
down to “iboga extract, fatal reaction” – J died through choking on his
vomit just after eating his first meal after the treatment. He’d taken
a! round 6g of Indra iboga extract about 38 hours before.

Because of the death the MCA put Tabernanthe iboga on a list of herbal
preparations they are seeking to control further, but as far as I know
this
hasn’t happened yet, and isn’t likely to for a while. Whether ibogaine
itself will be affected is not clear.

IMO, the main thing to be learned from the tragic event is the need for
constant vigilance of the client throughout the whole treatment,
bathroom
visits included.

all the best

Nick


—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” 
To: 
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 5:55 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?


> Who was the treatment provider in the UK who screwed up?
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> Re:
> PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
> AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH
>
> by Max Daly
>
> A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine
and
> alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it
> has
> reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.
>
> Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
> indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was
> first
> used
> to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.
>
> The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being
carried
> out
> with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted
by
> neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research
has
> so
> far
> revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for
> all
> patie nts.
>
> But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old
> hepatitus
> C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could
> result in
> the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his
> death,
> was probably to blame, according to doctors.
>
> The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most
> likely
> explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest -
> adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr
Mash
> – the
> coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause
> of
> death.
>
> The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three
people
> have
> died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate
> professor
> of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Med icine. Yet in
> each
> case, says Alper, ibogaine was not name! d as cause of death.
>
> Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
> treatments
> are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself
> highly
> addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the
UK
> each
> year.
>
> With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which
> relate to
> addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms -
the
> major
> barrier to giving up.
>
> Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical
> supervision,
> said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to
> present
> treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the
> US and
> Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get
> help in
> any way possible,” she said.
>
> ! “The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective
> treatment
> into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate
> detoxification
> have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe
drug.”
>
> A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark,
> Holland,
> the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar
> findings.
> Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed
> experimental
> medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden
> and
> Belgium.
>
> Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a
> plant
> medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of
> treating
> one of the greater ills of society.”
>> –
> Phil Stovell
> South Hampshire, UK
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>



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From: nruhtra@dsskcorp.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 26, 2004 at 1:58:08 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

it loads for me. they have the site in the freedom language (french) and
english. OI

it seems to load and work, if it doesnt for you give a yell and ill paste
it.  or you can go to a street corner and use the net for 25 centavos por
5 minuto(s).

n

In a message dated 2/26/04 2:52:19 AM, iboga_planteur@yahoo.fr writes:

<< A new website providing Iboga and many other plants from the african

rainforest, They can provide very large amount.

www.vegetaux.com

I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on
anything
but the opening page.  Is anyone doing any better?

Thanks

Howard

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] pain-management
Date: February 26, 2004 at 1:47:06 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

CANNABIS IN THE CURRICULUM


USC Med School Takes The Lead


”Any pain-management training that does not have information about cannabis 
is committing malpractice.” -Claudia Jensen, MD


On Feb. 13 students and faculty from the University of Southern California 
Keck School of Medicine put on a half-day program devoted to the clinical 
uses of cannabis and the relevant pharmacology. Some 30 first- and 
second-year med students attended the history-making event in McKibben 
Hall, which was organized by Rolando Tringale, a second-year med student, 
and Claudia Jensen, MD, a Ventura pediatrician who is an Instructor in the 
Department of Family Medicine.


Jensen teaches “Introduction to Clinical Medicine,” in which first-year 
students learn how to take a patient’s history and conduct a physical exam. 
Since the Fall semester of 2001 Jensen has spent a full day in the ICM 
class talking about cannabis and bringing in patients for students to 
interview. “They’re open-minded and well educated,” she says of her 
students. “And they actually go on to teach their colleagues the truth 
about cannabis. That’s why Rolando wanted to do this 
presentation.” (Tringale had taken Jensen’s ICM class last year.)


The Feb. 13 program started with first-person accounts from patients. 
Jensen had invited Ishmael Gayes, nicknamed Eddie Green, “a paraplegic -a 
very beautiful, intelligent, spiritual black man who was shot in the back 
over a woman when he was 17;” chronic pain patient Lisa Cordova Schwarz; 
and glaucoma patient Jim Carberry. Bill Britt, an activist from Long Beach 
who has post-polio syndrome and epilepsy, also described his use of cannabis.


Joseph Miller, PhD, associate professor of Cell and Neurobiology, discussed 
the pharmacology and biochemistry of the body’s own cannabinoid receptor 
system, which is activated by THC and other compounds in the plant. 
Miller’s research has been funded over the years by the National Institute 
on Drug Abuse. “He’s not a medical marijuana protagonist,” says Jensen, 
”he’s not in the movement. He’s just an honest man with a balanced, 
truthful perspective about drugs who was willing to be a speaker.”


Psychology professor Mitch Earleywine, PhD, discussed the question of 
safety. Earleywine, the author of Understanding Marijuana (Oxford, 2002), 
said that medical users could minimize negative consequences by vaporizing 
instead of smoking. Earleywine also advocates “keeping dosage at a level 
that relieves symptoms but doesn’t create any impairment” and “monitoring 
for any signs of craving that might indicate tolerance or withdrawal.” 
Earleywine has found that “the people who run into dependence problems with 
cannabis are the ones who are drinking a lot of alcohol.” He recommends 
that medical cannabis users avoid alcohol consumption.


Attorney William Logan gave a talk entitled “Medicine Dances With 
Lawyers,”explaining Prop 215 -California’s Health & Safety Code Section 
11362.5- and recounting the court rulings that affect its implementation.


Jensen’s presentation was a version of what she teaches the first-year 
students -“How do you tailor a history and physical to a medical marijuana 
patient?… What dose and route of administration to use?… What strain to 
use?” She also discussed “the advantages and disadvantages of having 
medical marijuana patients in your practice.” C-Notes will devote a column 
in the near future to her observations.


Jensen had also invited -after getting administrative approval to do so- 
Richard David, proprietor of the USA Hemp Museum, who brought samples of 
hash, hash oil and other cannabis-based products, as well as some plant 
strains (in jars), providing, for some of the students, a first exposure to 
the once-prohibited herb


”How many of you use marijuana?” Jensen had asked. She says, “Probably 
seven students raised their hands. I told them ‘I am very proud of you 
having the courage and the integrity to tell the truth, because that’s what 
this conference is about.'” Jensen also asked how many had or knew somebody 
who had a condition treatable by cannabis. About 90% raised their hands.


Jensen says that the USC administration has been supportive of her efforts 
to introduce cannabis into the curriculum. Althea Alexander, Clinical 
Instructor for Educational Affairs, attended the Feb. 13 conference and 
expressed gratitude to the patients who took part. Alexander regretted that 
the event had been scheduled for the getaway day of President’s Day 
week-end; there would have been a much heavier turnout, she said, on an 
ordinary Friday.


Jensen hopes that next year the conference will be held in October, “when 
the students are freshest,” and that it will be a requirement. (This year’s 
was not offered for credit.) Jensen had an insight about “elective” 
classes when she was in med school at the start of the 1980s. “I took an 
elective on ‘Sexual Desensitization’ and the only students who went to it 
were the students who were comfortable with sexuality. All of the really 
messed-up, up-tight people avoided it. So I don’t think cannabis should be 
an elective. I think it should be required training.”


Jensen has also given thought to developing a continuing medical education 
program for physicians, none of whom learned a thing about cannabis in 
medical school. (Doctors are obligated to earn a certain number of CME 
credits annually.) She has proposed to the administration that USC offer a 
CME course on cannabis. Professor of Clinical Instruction Alan Abbott told 
her he was amenable and would look into possible funding. Wouldn’t such a 
course pay for itself -or make money for the sponsor- Jensen was asked? 
”Doctors are just scared of marijuana,” she says. In 2000 she attended a 
conference at UC San Francisco organized by Geoffrey Guy, MD, of GW 
Pharmaceuticals. “It was poorly attended,” she recalls.


Jensen thinks her colleagues in the medical profession will take steps to 
educate themselves on the subject of cannabis only when they are obligated 
to. And she has a strategy to obligate them. “The Medical Board of 
California has dictated that physicians have to take eight hours in pain 
management in order to maintain their licensure. My position is that any 
pain management presentation that any physician takes is inadequate if it 
does not include discussion about cannabis and cannabis compounds. The 
Medical Board should take the position that cannabis teaching needs to be 
integrated into those pain management sessions that physicians are already 
required by law to attend.”


Jensen is a pediatrician who practices in Ventura. She has a special 
interest in cognitive function and development. She branched into treating 
adults as a result of her interest in cannabis. She says that with every 
patient she tries to figure out “the habits that are keeping them sick.”


Jensen spends an hour seeing each new patient. She learned recently that 
she is under investigation by the Medical Board for allegedly providing 
substandard care to three ADHD patients (whose cannabis use she approved).
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From: “ccadden” <elgrekkko@carolina.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 26, 2004 at 12:04:57 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

everyone does drugs, even the most die-hard anti-druggie.

christopher
cadden

—– Original Message —–
From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004 11:54 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS:
NO AIRPLAY WI

I suppose if someone reach(ed/es) under their chair and hand(ed/s) me a
jar
full of ibogaine, I’d/ll have to take that plunge finally.
Myself anyway, even though you aren’t actually addressing me.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004 10:58 PM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax
CBS:
NO AIRPLAY WI

Bro I agree with everything you wrote here 🙂

I don’t know how copyright works, I see it on every page of Mindvox but
this is a list that doesn’t mention it. I don’t know anything about law
or fair use I think the author owns their own message unless it’s said
otherwise? I have no idea what I’m talking about here. Marc you publish
magazines, what do you say?

Dana taking ibogaine is always a funny one. That was the best part of
the San Fran ibogaine conference the panel at the end where Dana is
talking
about ibogaine, it’s on camera and being taped and Patrick reaches under
the table and holds up a jar of what was ounces of ibogaine and hands
it to Dana saying shut up and eat it. That was priceless I loved that
moment, Dr. Mash is laughing so hard she’s falling out of her chair and
the panel went crazy. I think Steve that a lot of people wonder that
very same thing.

Patrick besides all your other work, aren’t you high priest in sacrament
of transition with Marko? How can the two of you let Dana be a member
of your church if he hasn’t even taken the sacrament? 😉 Come on Dana!

I think Dana’s purpose for sending your letter everywhere in the world
is the same purpose he always has which is making as many people as he
can take notice. If it has a good result I don’t know.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 19:41:37 -0800 Steven Anker
<stevenanker@hotmail.com>
wrote:
Dana et al&#133;

I was always under the impression that the ibogaine list was not
really
public property. The mind-vox site states that the materials contained
in
the site are copyrighted. In any case I wish you would have asked
permission
to distribute something that was written in the spur of the moment
and in a
flash of anger.  The descriptions of the CSI show upset me, in
particular

the description of iboga as a cult. I deeply regret saying some very
mean
things. Had you asked, I would have said no, or at least clarified
my
thoughts. In this world manners are important, the polite thing
to do would
have been to ask. Frankly, what I wrote was very rude and incredibly
bad
manners on my part. Something I would never have written if I had
thought
would have been viewed outside of the site. It should not have been
written
in any-case. It was off the cuff and my own form of very bad humor
and a
response to some other angry postings.

I feel all treatment modalities need to be explored and that the
best hope
for ibogaine is through research and letting the results speak.
I have had
friends, family and loved ones kick dope/drugs and other bad habits
through
methadone, rapid-detox, AA/NA, buprenorphine, nalaxtrene, just gritting

their teeth and white-knuckling it and stopping, and through ibogaine.

Everyone swears their way is the best and only way. We all can&#146;t
be right,
eh? Research and support for all treatment modalities should be
encouraged.
One of the reasons the drug war keeps going is that treatment
modalities
are
so limited. I&#146;ve read statistics that a person has the best chance
of
staying clean if arrested, a wake-up call. Does that mean we should
push for
harsher sentences for addicts? Of course not, more treatment options
dude!

Addiction is a metabolic disease of the brain and like any disease
it&#146;s
handy to have a few treatment options available. For me the 12 steps
did not
work (though I believe there are many good qualities in the fellowship)

basically because I find the concept of God very complicated and
find it
impossible to turn my life and my will over to something I do not

understand.  For me ibogaine was a helpful tool in treating my
addictions,

as has exercise, proper nutrition, being in a great relationship
and not
hanging around people using drugs. I have also witnessed too many
addicts
use right after taking ibogaine to know that ibogaine is not a
&#145;cure.&#146;
They
usually appreciate the great rush of doing heroin again after a
few days
clean, though.

We can not judge the CSI program site-unseen. Think about it this
way, many
addicts will hear about ibogaine and if it sounds like it might
help them
they will research further. No doubt there will be a few less addicts
as a
result of the show. Media feeds on itself and undoubtedly more news
stories
will follow. I do trust that the writer, Jerry Stahl, treated the
root with
respect and that the science will be right. I also have faith that
Americans
are smart enough to realize that they are watching fiction. The
image of a
dead clown seems wonderful. I also know Jerry has a desire to help
addicts
and has helped me in staying off heroin.

I do not believe it is good to make ibogaine appear better by shit-
talking
another treatment, something I did and regret. This is not how I
feel, to
each his own and people are different&#133; May all addicts be
successful
in
their journey to conquer the dark master of addiction.  It is very
silly for
addicts to be fighting among themselves.

I know you have already distributed the offensive e-mail widely
and are
planning on disseminating the &#145;incriminating e-mail&#146; at your
rally.
It is
not an accurate description on my thoughts regarding addiction,
AA or Jerry
Stahl. I have absolutely no wish for Jerry or anyone else ever to
relapse if
that is what they want in life. I deeply hope you do not distribute
that
e-mail any further. I fail to see how it is helpful.

More so than wishing for Jerry to taste the root, I sincerely hope
you take
ibogaine in more than a sub-intoxication dose for pep before giving
a
speech. I know you are not a junky. Perhaps you may find ibogaine
helpful
for more than just removing your cyst. It can be a therapeutic and
spiritual
experience and may benefit you in other ways. I find it very odd
that such
an ardent supporter of ibogaine has not tried it. You may also find
it
beneficial to be able help more addicts if you have a personal
experience

with the root. Aren&#146;t curious to gain insight into your theory
that
ibogaine
is the holy Eucharist given to Christ on the cross?

Perhaps the best way for us to succeed in presenting ibogaine for
the useful
medicine it is for some people, is to lead through a positive example.

I get the sense from both reading your e-mails and our conversation
that
this is as much about keeping 9 Bleaker St. going as it promoting
ibogaine
in a positive light. It would be a sad day if yippies loose their

headquarters, though sometimes unwanted change can be good.

As Rodney King put it so very eloquently &#147;Why can&#146;t we all
just
get along?&#148;

I wish you continued success in helping addicts.

The local CBS affiliate KCBS has done an ibogaine piece as I mentioned.
I do
not have a link or know if it is on the web which you asked for.
All major
news organizations know about ibogaine, it&#146;s their choice whether
to cover
it or not, should we not be glad that more people will find out
about
ibogaine? Perhaps we may owe a debt of gratitude to Jerry for bringing
the
story to the greater public.

Protesting in front of CBS, before seeing the piece reminds me
religious

zealots protesting some film or show they have never watched.

Best,
Steve Anker

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30  AM Thurs;
Fax CBS: NO
AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:55:41 -0500

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS,
NOT IN COP
SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca
and
frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting
down 9
Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East
Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373
South Park
Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine

information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of
an entire
Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz
Kerry
actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back
and got
more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look
at the
science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production,

and
is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for

President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident

distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script,

please
fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make
Ibogaine
available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we
are deeply
concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing
this
medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and
convict who
now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force
addicts
to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell
that he
became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming

spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar

problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed
by CBS,
Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you
should
treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above
information
comes from an early draft of the script and details may change
before the
episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news
story to
give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine.
The
following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180

P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 25, 2004 at 11:54:51 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I suppose if someone reach(ed/es) under their chair and hand(ed/s) me a jar
full of ibogaine, I’d/ll have to take that plunge finally.
Myself anyway, even though you aren’t actually addressing me.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004 10:58 PM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS:
NO AIRPLAY WI

Bro I agree with everything you wrote here 🙂

I don’t know how copyright works, I see it on every page of Mindvox but
this is a list that doesn’t mention it. I don’t know anything about law
or fair use I think the author owns their own message unless it’s said
otherwise? I have no idea what I’m talking about here. Marc you publish
magazines, what do you say?

Dana taking ibogaine is always a funny one. That was the best part of
the San Fran ibogaine conference the panel at the end where Dana is
talking
about ibogaine, it’s on camera and being taped and Patrick reaches under
the table and holds up a jar of what was ounces of ibogaine and hands
it to Dana saying shut up and eat it. That was priceless I loved that
moment, Dr. Mash is laughing so hard she’s falling out of her chair and
the panel went crazy. I think Steve that a lot of people wonder that
very same thing.

Patrick besides all your other work, aren’t you high priest in sacrament
of transition with Marko? How can the two of you let Dana be a member
of your church if he hasn’t even taken the sacrament? 😉 Come on Dana!

I think Dana’s purpose for sending your letter everywhere in the world
is the same purpose he always has which is making as many people as he
can take notice. If it has a good result I don’t know.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 19:41:37 -0800 Steven Anker <stevenanker@hotmail.com>
wrote:
Dana et al&#133;

I was always under the impression that the ibogaine list was not
really
public property. The mind-vox site states that the materials contained
in
the site are copyrighted. In any case I wish you would have asked
permission
to distribute something that was written in the spur of the moment
and in a
flash of anger.  The descriptions of the CSI show upset me, in particular

the description of iboga as a cult. I deeply regret saying some very
mean
things. Had you asked, I would have said no, or at least clarified
my
thoughts. In this world manners are important, the polite thing
to do would
have been to ask. Frankly, what I wrote was very rude and incredibly
bad
manners on my part. Something I would never have written if I had
thought
would have been viewed outside of the site. It should not have been
written
in any-case. It was off the cuff and my own form of very bad humor
and a
response to some other angry postings.

I feel all treatment modalities need to be explored and that the
best hope
for ibogaine is through research and letting the results speak.
I have had
friends, family and loved ones kick dope/drugs and other bad habits
through
methadone, rapid-detox, AA/NA, buprenorphine, nalaxtrene, just gritting

their teeth and white-knuckling it and stopping, and through ibogaine.

Everyone swears their way is the best and only way. We all can&#146;t
be right,
eh? Research and support for all treatment modalities should be
encouraged.
One of the reasons the drug war keeps going is that treatment modalities
are
so limited. I&#146;ve read statistics that a person has the best chance
of
staying clean if arrested, a wake-up call. Does that mean we should
push for
harsher sentences for addicts? Of course not, more treatment options
dude!

Addiction is a metabolic disease of the brain and like any disease
it&#146;s
handy to have a few treatment options available. For me the 12 steps
did not
work (though I believe there are many good qualities in the fellowship)

basically because I find the concept of God very complicated and
find it
impossible to turn my life and my will over to something I do not

understand.  For me ibogaine was a helpful tool in treating my
addictions,

as has exercise, proper nutrition, being in a great relationship
and not
hanging around people using drugs. I have also witnessed too many
addicts
use right after taking ibogaine to know that ibogaine is not a
&#145;cure.&#146;
They
usually appreciate the great rush of doing heroin again after a
few days
clean, though.

We can not judge the CSI program site-unseen. Think about it this
way, many
addicts will hear about ibogaine and if it sounds like it might
help them
they will research further. No doubt there will be a few less addicts
as a
result of the show. Media feeds on itself and undoubtedly more news
stories
will follow. I do trust that the writer, Jerry Stahl, treated the
root with
respect and that the science will be right. I also have faith that
Americans
are smart enough to realize that they are watching fiction. The
image of a
dead clown seems wonderful. I also know Jerry has a desire to help
addicts
and has helped me in staying off heroin.

I do not believe it is good to make ibogaine appear better by shit-
talking
another treatment, something I did and regret. This is not how I
feel, to
each his own and people are different&#133; May all addicts be successful
in
their journey to conquer the dark master of addiction.  It is very
silly for
addicts to be fighting among themselves.

I know you have already distributed the offensive e-mail widely
and are
planning on disseminating the &#145;incriminating e-mail&#146; at your
rally.
It is
not an accurate description on my thoughts regarding addiction,
AA or Jerry
Stahl. I have absolutely no wish for Jerry or anyone else ever to
relapse if
that is what they want in life. I deeply hope you do not distribute
that
e-mail any further. I fail to see how it is helpful.

More so than wishing for Jerry to taste the root, I sincerely hope
you take
ibogaine in more than a sub-intoxication dose for pep before giving
a
speech. I know you are not a junky. Perhaps you may find ibogaine
helpful
for more than just removing your cyst. It can be a therapeutic and
spiritual
experience and may benefit you in other ways. I find it very odd
that such
an ardent supporter of ibogaine has not tried it. You may also find
it
beneficial to be able help more addicts if you have a personal experience

with the root. Aren&#146;t curious to gain insight into your theory that
ibogaine
is the holy Eucharist given to Christ on the cross?

Perhaps the best way for us to succeed in presenting ibogaine for
the useful
medicine it is for some people, is to lead through a positive example.

I get the sense from both reading your e-mails and our conversation
that
this is as much about keeping 9 Bleaker St. going as it promoting
ibogaine
in a positive light. It would be a sad day if yippies loose their

headquarters, though sometimes unwanted change can be good.

As Rodney King put it so very eloquently &#147;Why can&#146;t we all just
get along?&#148;

I wish you continued success in helping addicts.

The local CBS affiliate KCBS has done an ibogaine piece as I mentioned.
I do
not have a link or know if it is on the web which you asked for.
All major
news organizations know about ibogaine, it&#146;s their choice whether
to cover
it or not, should we not be glad that more people will find out
about
ibogaine? Perhaps we may owe a debt of gratitude to Jerry for bringing
the
story to the greater public.

Protesting in front of CBS, before seeing the piece reminds me religious

zealots protesting some film or show they have never watched.

Best,
Steve Anker

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30  AM Thurs;
Fax CBS: NO
AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:55:41 -0500

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS,
NOT IN COP
SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca
and
frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting
down 9
Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East
Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373
South Park
Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine

information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of
an entire
Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz
Kerry
actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back
and got
more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look
at the
science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production,

and
is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for

President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident

distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script,

please
fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make
Ibogaine
available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we
are deeply
concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing
this
medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and
convict who
now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force
addicts
to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell
that he
became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming

spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar

problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed
by CBS,
Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you
should
treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above
information
comes from an early draft of the script and details may change
before the
episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news
story to
give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine.
The
following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180

P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

_________________________________________________________________
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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 25, 2004 at 11:36:09 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Oh, otherwise Steven, I really like your note here, and fully agree with the
idea that all treatment modalities must be available if we really are after
making people’s lives better, and would be a major step out from under our
current fearful, hateful way of treating the use and users of drugs.
Well said.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Steven Anker” <stevenanker@hotmail.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004 10:41 PM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS:
NO AIRPLAY WI

Dana et al.

I was always under the impression that the ibogaine list was not really
public property. The mind-vox site states that the materials contained in
the site are copyrighted. In any case I wish you would have asked
permission
to distribute something that was written in the spur of the moment and in
a
flash of anger.  The descriptions of the CSI show upset me, in particular
the description of iboga as a cult. I deeply regret saying some very mean
things. Had you asked, I would have said no, or at least clarified my
thoughts. In this world manners are important, the polite thing to do
would
have been to ask. Frankly, what I wrote was very rude and incredibly bad
manners on my part. Something I would never have written if I had thought
would have been viewed outside of the site. It should not have been
written
in any-case. It was off the cuff and my own form of very bad humor and a
response to some other angry postings.

I feel all treatment modalities need to be explored and that the best hope
for ibogaine is through research and letting the results speak. I have had
friends, family and loved ones kick dope/drugs and other bad habits
through
methadone, rapid-detox, AA/NA, buprenorphine, nalaxtrene, just gritting
their teeth and white-knuckling it and stopping, and through ibogaine.
Everyone swears their way is the best and only way. We all can’t be right,
eh? Research and support for all treatment modalities should be
encouraged.
One of the reasons the drug war keeps going is that treatment modalities
are
so limited. I’ve read statistics that a person has the best chance of
staying clean if arrested, a wake-up call. Does that mean we should push
for
harsher sentences for addicts? Of course not, more treatment options dude!

Addiction is a metabolic disease of the brain and like any disease it’s
handy to have a few treatment options available. For me the 12 steps did
not
work (though I believe there are many good qualities in the fellowship)
basically because I find the concept of God very complicated and find it
impossible to turn my life and my will over to something I do not
understand.  For me ibogaine was a helpful tool in treating my addictions,
as has exercise, proper nutrition, being in a great relationship and not
hanging around people using drugs. I have also witnessed too many addicts
use right after taking ibogaine to know that ibogaine is not a ‘cure.’
They
usually appreciate the great rush of doing heroin again after a few days
clean, though.

We can not judge the CSI program site-unseen. Think about it this way,
many
addicts will hear about ibogaine and if it sounds like it might help them
they will research further. No doubt there will be a few less addicts as a
result of the show. Media feeds on itself and undoubtedly more news
stories
will follow. I do trust that the writer, Jerry Stahl, treated the root
with
respect and that the science will be right. I also have faith that
Americans
are smart enough to realize that they are watching fiction. The image of a
dead clown seems wonderful. I also know Jerry has a desire to help addicts
and has helped me in staying off heroin.

I do not believe it is good to make ibogaine appear better by shit-talking
another treatment, something I did and regret. This is not how I feel, to
each his own and people are different. May all addicts be successful in
their journey to conquer the dark master of addiction.  It is very silly
for
addicts to be fighting among themselves.

I know you have already distributed the offensive e-mail widely and are
planning on disseminating the ‘incriminating e-mail’ at your rally. It is
not an accurate description on my thoughts regarding addiction, AA or
Jerry
Stahl. I have absolutely no wish for Jerry or anyone else ever to relapse
if
that is what they want in life. I deeply hope you do not distribute that
e-mail any further. I fail to see how it is helpful.

More so than wishing for Jerry to taste the root, I sincerely hope you
take
ibogaine in more than a sub-intoxication dose for pep before giving a
speech. I know you are not a junky. Perhaps you may find ibogaine helpful
for more than just removing your cyst. It can be a therapeutic and
spiritual
experience and may benefit you in other ways. I find it very odd that such
an ardent supporter of ibogaine has not tried it. You may also find it
beneficial to be able help more addicts if you have a personal experience
with the root. Aren’t curious to gain insight into your theory that
ibogaine
is the holy Eucharist given to Christ on the cross?

Perhaps the best way for us to succeed in presenting ibogaine for the
useful
medicine it is for some people, is to lead through a positive example.

I get the sense from both reading your e-mails and our conversation that
this is as much about keeping 9 Bleaker St. going as it promoting ibogaine
in a positive light. It would be a sad day if yippies loose their
headquarters, though sometimes unwanted change can be good.

As Rodney King put it so very eloquently “Why can’t we all just get
along?”

I wish you continued success in helping addicts.

The local CBS affiliate KCBS has done an ibogaine piece as I mentioned. I
do
not have a link or know if it is on the web which you asked for. All major
news organizations know about ibogaine, it’s their choice whether to cover
it or not, should we not be glad that more people will find out about
ibogaine? Perhaps we may owe a debt of gratitude to Jerry for bringing the
story to the greater public.

Protesting in front of CBS, before seeing the piece reminds me religious
zealots protesting some film or show they have never watched.

Best,
Steve Anker

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30  AM Thurs; Fax CBS:
NO
AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:55:41 -0500

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS, NOT IN
COP
SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca and
frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting down 9
Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373 South
Park
Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine
information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of an entire
Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz Kerry
actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back and got
more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look at the
science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production,
and
is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for
President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident
distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script,
please
fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make Ibogaine
available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we are
deeply
concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing this
medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and convict
who
now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force
addicts
to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell that he
became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming
spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar
problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed by CBS,
Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you should
treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above
information
comes from an early draft of the script and details may change before the
episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news story to
give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine. The
following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180

P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 25, 2004 at 11:33:16 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Addiction is a metabolic disease of the brain and like any disease it’s
handy to have a few treatment options available.<

Is the use of drugs really classifiable as a disease? Just because some
people refuse to stop using their drugs of choice no matter how harshly the
law and the rest of society treats them? Why must that be considered a
disease?
I suppose I can upon reflection see the point when considering some of
the self-damage that addicts can do to themselves using some drugs in some
ways. Some amount of the way that some addicts use their drugs does lead me
to think when seeing, or hell experiencing, disease- else why the hell would
I/they keep doing it over and over?
Hmmm.
Or, sigh.
Or something anyway.
I still hesitate in the end to go with the disease model entirely,
partly because too often disease is blasted with radiation or sliced out
with a scalple. All the insistance of making people who want to use drugs to
whatever degree they do still seems to me no matter what we call it to be
refusing to accept the people they really are, they way they are possibly
even hardwired to be by whatever it is that decided life was a good idea
way, way, way back when. Mightn’t it be possible that some of us were meant
to use drugs?
Maybe?
I mean, when I think about it, most people hear about ibogaine and I
think are not overly enthusiastic about the idea of giving out (currently)
illegal hallucinogenic plants to “cure” or combat (currently) illegal drug
addiction. It is a drug after all.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Steven Anker” <stevenanker@hotmail.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004 10:41 PM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS:
NO AIRPLAY WI

Dana et al.

I was always under the impression that the ibogaine list was not really
public property. The mind-vox site states that the materials contained in
the site are copyrighted. In any case I wish you would have asked
permission
to distribute something that was written in the spur of the moment and in
a
flash of anger.  The descriptions of the CSI show upset me, in particular
the description of iboga as a cult. I deeply regret saying some very mean
things. Had you asked, I would have said no, or at least clarified my
thoughts. In this world manners are important, the polite thing to do
would
have been to ask. Frankly, what I wrote was very rude and incredibly bad
manners on my part. Something I would never have written if I had thought
would have been viewed outside of the site. It should not have been
written
in any-case. It was off the cuff and my own form of very bad humor and a
response to some other angry postings.

I feel all treatment modalities need to be explored and that the best hope
for ibogaine is through research and letting the results speak. I have had
friends, family and loved ones kick dope/drugs and other bad habits
through
methadone, rapid-detox, AA/NA, buprenorphine, nalaxtrene, just gritting
their teeth and white-knuckling it and stopping, and through ibogaine.
Everyone swears their way is the best and only way. We all can’t be right,
eh? Research and support for all treatment modalities should be
encouraged.
One of the reasons the drug war keeps going is that treatment modalities
are
so limited. I’ve read statistics that a person has the best chance of
staying clean if arrested, a wake-up call. Does that mean we should push
for
harsher sentences for addicts? Of course not, more treatment options dude!

Addiction is a metabolic disease of the brain and like any disease it’s
handy to have a few treatment options available. For me the 12 steps did
not
work (though I believe there are many good qualities in the fellowship)
basically because I find the concept of God very complicated and find it
impossible to turn my life and my will over to something I do not
understand.  For me ibogaine was a helpful tool in treating my addictions,
as has exercise, proper nutrition, being in a great relationship and not
hanging around people using drugs. I have also witnessed too many addicts
use right after taking ibogaine to know that ibogaine is not a ‘cure.’
They
usually appreciate the great rush of doing heroin again after a few days
clean, though.

We can not judge the CSI program site-unseen. Think about it this way,
many
addicts will hear about ibogaine and if it sounds like it might help them
they will research further. No doubt there will be a few less addicts as a
result of the show. Media feeds on itself and undoubtedly more news
stories
will follow. I do trust that the writer, Jerry Stahl, treated the root
with
respect and that the science will be right. I also have faith that
Americans
are smart enough to realize that they are watching fiction. The image of a
dead clown seems wonderful. I also know Jerry has a desire to help addicts
and has helped me in staying off heroin.

I do not believe it is good to make ibogaine appear better by shit-talking
another treatment, something I did and regret. This is not how I feel, to
each his own and people are different. May all addicts be successful in
their journey to conquer the dark master of addiction.  It is very silly
for
addicts to be fighting among themselves.

I know you have already distributed the offensive e-mail widely and are
planning on disseminating the ‘incriminating e-mail’ at your rally. It is
not an accurate description on my thoughts regarding addiction, AA or
Jerry
Stahl. I have absolutely no wish for Jerry or anyone else ever to relapse
if
that is what they want in life. I deeply hope you do not distribute that
e-mail any further. I fail to see how it is helpful.

More so than wishing for Jerry to taste the root, I sincerely hope you
take
ibogaine in more than a sub-intoxication dose for pep before giving a
speech. I know you are not a junky. Perhaps you may find ibogaine helpful
for more than just removing your cyst. It can be a therapeutic and
spiritual
experience and may benefit you in other ways. I find it very odd that such
an ardent supporter of ibogaine has not tried it. You may also find it
beneficial to be able help more addicts if you have a personal experience
with the root. Aren’t curious to gain insight into your theory that
ibogaine
is the holy Eucharist given to Christ on the cross?

Perhaps the best way for us to succeed in presenting ibogaine for the
useful
medicine it is for some people, is to lead through a positive example.

I get the sense from both reading your e-mails and our conversation that
this is as much about keeping 9 Bleaker St. going as it promoting ibogaine
in a positive light. It would be a sad day if yippies loose their
headquarters, though sometimes unwanted change can be good.

As Rodney King put it so very eloquently “Why can’t we all just get
along?”

I wish you continued success in helping addicts.

The local CBS affiliate KCBS has done an ibogaine piece as I mentioned. I
do
not have a link or know if it is on the web which you asked for. All major
news organizations know about ibogaine, it’s their choice whether to cover
it or not, should we not be glad that more people will find out about
ibogaine? Perhaps we may owe a debt of gratitude to Jerry for bringing the
story to the greater public.

Protesting in front of CBS, before seeing the piece reminds me religious
zealots protesting some film or show they have never watched.

Best,
Steve Anker

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30  AM Thurs; Fax CBS:
NO
AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:55:41 -0500

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS, NOT IN
COP
SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca and
frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting down 9
Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373 South
Park
Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine
information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of an entire
Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz Kerry
actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back and got
more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look at the
science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production,
and
is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for
President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident
distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script,
please
fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make Ibogaine
available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we are
deeply
concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing this
medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and convict
who
now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force
addicts
to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell that he
became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming
spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar
problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed by CBS,
Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you should
treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above
information
comes from an early draft of the script and details may change before the
episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news story to
give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine. The
following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180

P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 25, 2004 at 10:58:55 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Bro I agree with everything you wrote here 🙂

I don’t know how copyright works, I see it on every page of Mindvox but
this is a list that doesn’t mention it. I don’t know anything about law
or fair use I think the author owns their own message unless it’s said
otherwise? I have no idea what I’m talking about here. Marc you publish
magazines, what do you say?

Dana taking ibogaine is always a funny one. That was the best part of
the San Fran ibogaine conference the panel at the end where Dana is talking
about ibogaine, it’s on camera and being taped and Patrick reaches under
the table and holds up a jar of what was ounces of ibogaine and hands
it to Dana saying shut up and eat it. That was priceless I loved that
moment, Dr. Mash is laughing so hard she’s falling out of her chair and
the panel went crazy. I think Steve that a lot of people wonder that
very same thing.

Patrick besides all your other work, aren’t you high priest in sacrament
of transition with Marko? How can the two of you let Dana be a member
of your church if he hasn’t even taken the sacrament? 😉 Come on Dana!

I think Dana’s purpose for sending your letter everywhere in the world
is the same purpose he always has which is making as many people as he
can take notice. If it has a good result I don’t know.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 19:41:37 -0800 Steven Anker <stevenanker@hotmail.com>
wrote:
Dana et al&#133;

I was always under the impression that the ibogaine list was not
really
public property. The mind-vox site states that the materials contained
in
the site are copyrighted. In any case I wish you would have asked
permission
to distribute something that was written in the spur of the moment
and in a
flash of anger.  The descriptions of the CSI show upset me, in particular

the description of iboga as a cult. I deeply regret saying some very
mean
things. Had you asked, I would have said no, or at least clarified
my
thoughts. In this world manners are important, the polite thing
to do would
have been to ask. Frankly, what I wrote was very rude and incredibly
bad
manners on my part. Something I would never have written if I had
thought
would have been viewed outside of the site. It should not have been
written
in any-case. It was off the cuff and my own form of very bad humor
and a
response to some other angry postings.

I feel all treatment modalities need to be explored and that the
best hope
for ibogaine is through research and letting the results speak.
I have had
friends, family and loved ones kick dope/drugs and other bad habits
through
methadone, rapid-detox, AA/NA, buprenorphine, nalaxtrene, just gritting

their teeth and white-knuckling it and stopping, and through ibogaine.

Everyone swears their way is the best and only way. We all can&#146;t
be right,
eh? Research and support for all treatment modalities should be
encouraged.
One of the reasons the drug war keeps going is that treatment modalities
are
so limited. I&#146;ve read statistics that a person has the best chance
of
staying clean if arrested, a wake-up call. Does that mean we should
push for
harsher sentences for addicts? Of course not, more treatment options
dude!

Addiction is a metabolic disease of the brain and like any disease
it&#146;s
handy to have a few treatment options available. For me the 12 steps
did not
work (though I believe there are many good qualities in the fellowship)

basically because I find the concept of God very complicated and
find it
impossible to turn my life and my will over to something I do not

understand.  For me ibogaine was a helpful tool in treating my addictions,

as has exercise, proper nutrition, being in a great relationship
and not
hanging around people using drugs. I have also witnessed too many
addicts
use right after taking ibogaine to know that ibogaine is not a &#145;cure.&#146;
They
usually appreciate the great rush of doing heroin again after a
few days
clean, though.

We can not judge the CSI program site-unseen. Think about it this
way, many
addicts will hear about ibogaine and if it sounds like it might
help them
they will research further. No doubt there will be a few less addicts
as a
result of the show. Media feeds on itself and undoubtedly more news
stories
will follow. I do trust that the writer, Jerry Stahl, treated the
root with
respect and that the science will be right. I also have faith that
Americans
are smart enough to realize that they are watching fiction. The
image of a
dead clown seems wonderful. I also know Jerry has a desire to help
addicts
and has helped me in staying off heroin.

I do not believe it is good to make ibogaine appear better by shit-
talking
another treatment, something I did and regret. This is not how I
feel, to
each his own and people are different&#133; May all addicts be successful
in
their journey to conquer the dark master of addiction.  It is very
silly for
addicts to be fighting among themselves.

I know you have already distributed the offensive e-mail widely
and are
planning on disseminating the &#145;incriminating e-mail&#146; at your rally.
It is
not an accurate description on my thoughts regarding addiction,
AA or Jerry
Stahl. I have absolutely no wish for Jerry or anyone else ever to
relapse if
that is what they want in life. I deeply hope you do not distribute
that
e-mail any further. I fail to see how it is helpful.

More so than wishing for Jerry to taste the root, I sincerely hope
you take
ibogaine in more than a sub-intoxication dose for pep before giving
a
speech. I know you are not a junky. Perhaps you may find ibogaine
helpful
for more than just removing your cyst. It can be a therapeutic and
spiritual
experience and may benefit you in other ways. I find it very odd
that such
an ardent supporter of ibogaine has not tried it. You may also find
it
beneficial to be able help more addicts if you have a personal experience

with the root. Aren&#146;t curious to gain insight into your theory that
ibogaine
is the holy Eucharist given to Christ on the cross?

Perhaps the best way for us to succeed in presenting ibogaine for
the useful
medicine it is for some people, is to lead through a positive example.

I get the sense from both reading your e-mails and our conversation
that
this is as much about keeping 9 Bleaker St. going as it promoting
ibogaine
in a positive light. It would be a sad day if yippies loose their

headquarters, though sometimes unwanted change can be good.

As Rodney King put it so very eloquently &#147;Why can&#146;t we all just
get along?&#148;

I wish you continued success in helping addicts.

The local CBS affiliate KCBS has done an ibogaine piece as I mentioned.
I do
not have a link or know if it is on the web which you asked for.
All major
news organizations know about ibogaine, it&#146;s their choice whether
to cover
it or not, should we not be glad that more people will find out
about
ibogaine? Perhaps we may owe a debt of gratitude to Jerry for bringing
the
story to the greater public.

Protesting in front of CBS, before seeing the piece reminds me religious

zealots protesting some film or show they have never watched.

Best,
Steve Anker

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30  AM Thurs;
Fax CBS: NO
AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:55:41 -0500

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS,
NOT IN COP
SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca
and
frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting
down 9
Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East
Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373
South Park
Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine

information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of
an entire
Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz
Kerry
actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back
and got
more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look
at the
science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production,

and
is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for

President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident

distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script,

please
fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make
Ibogaine
available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we
are deeply
concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing
this
medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and
convict who
now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force
addicts
to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell
that he
became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming

spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar

problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed
by CBS,
Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you
should
treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above
information
comes from an early draft of the script and details may change
before the
episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news
story to
give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine.
The
following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180

P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 25, 2004 at 10:53:12 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/26/04 2:52:19 AM, iboga_planteur@yahoo.fr writes:

<< A new website providing Iboga and many other plants from the african

rainforest, They can provide very large amount.

www.vegetaux.com

I am not getting any significant information beyond a faint image on anything
but the opening page.  Is anyone doing any better?

Thanks

Howard

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From: “Steven Anker” <stevenanker@hotmail.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WI
Date: February 25, 2004 at 10:41:37 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dana et al

I was always under the impression that the ibogaine list was not really public property. The mind-vox site states that the materials contained in the site are copyrighted. In any case I wish you would have asked permission to distribute something that was written in the spur of the moment and in a flash of anger.  The descriptions of the CSI show upset me, in particular the description of iboga as a cult. I deeply regret saying some very mean things. Had you asked, I would have said no, or at least clarified my thoughts. In this world manners are important, the polite thing to do would have been to ask. Frankly, what I wrote was very rude and incredibly bad manners on my part. Something I would never have written if I had thought would have been viewed outside of the site. It should not have been written in any-case. It was off the cuff and my own form of very bad humor and a response to some other angry postings.

I feel all treatment modalities need to be explored and that the best hope for ibogaine is through research and letting the results speak. I have had friends, family and loved ones kick dope/drugs and other bad habits through methadone, rapid-detox, AA/NA, buprenorphine, nalaxtrene, just gritting their teeth and white-knuckling it and stopping, and through ibogaine. Everyone swears their way is the best and only way. We all can’t be right, eh? Research and support for all treatment modalities should be encouraged. One of the reasons the drug war keeps going is that treatment modalities are so limited. I’ve read statistics that a person has the best chance of staying clean if arrested, a wake-up call. Does that mean we should push for harsher sentences for addicts? Of course not, more treatment options dude!

Addiction is a metabolic disease of the brain and like any disease it’s handy to have a few treatment options available. For me the 12 steps did not work (though I believe there are many good qualities in the fellowship) basically because I find the concept of God very complicated and find it impossible to turn my life and my will over to something I do not understand.  For me ibogaine was a helpful tool in treating my addictions, as has exercise, proper nutrition, being in a great relationship and not hanging around people using drugs. I have also witnessed too many addicts use right after taking ibogaine to know that ibogaine is not a ‘cure.’  They usually appreciate the great rush of doing heroin again after a few days clean, though.

We can not judge the CSI program site-unseen. Think about it this way, many addicts will hear about ibogaine and if it sounds like it might help them they will research further. No doubt there will be a few less addicts as a result of the show. Media feeds on itself and undoubtedly more news stories will follow. I do trust that the writer, Jerry Stahl, treated the root with respect and that the science will be right. I also have faith that Americans are smart enough to realize that they are watching fiction. The image of a dead clown seems wonderful. I also know Jerry has a desire to help addicts and has helped me in staying off heroin.

I do not believe it is good to make ibogaine appear better by shit-talking another treatment, something I did and regret. This is not how I feel, to each his own and people are different
May all addicts be successful in their journey to conquer the dark master of addiction.  It is very silly for addicts to be fighting among themselves.

I know you have already distributed the offensive e-mail widely and are planning on disseminating the ‘incriminating e-mail’ at your rally. It is not an accurate description on my thoughts regarding addiction, AA or Jerry Stahl. I have absolutely no wish for Jerry or anyone else ever to relapse if that is what they want in life. I deeply hope you do not distribute that e-mail any further. I fail to see how it is helpful.

More so than wishing for Jerry to taste the root, I sincerely hope you take ibogaine in more than a sub-intoxication dose for pep before giving a speech. I know you are not a junky. Perhaps you may find ibogaine helpful for more than just removing your cyst. It can be a therapeutic and spiritual experience and may benefit you in other ways. I find it very odd that such an ardent supporter of ibogaine has not tried it. You may also find it beneficial to be able help more addicts if you have a personal experience with the root. Aren’t curious to gain insight into your theory that ibogaine is the holy Eucharist given to Christ on the cross?

Perhaps the best way for us to succeed in presenting ibogaine for the useful medicine it is for some people, is to lead through a positive example.

I get the sense from both reading your e-mails and our conversation that this is as much about keeping 9 Bleaker St. going as it promoting ibogaine in a positive light. It would be a sad day if yippies loose their headquarters, though sometimes unwanted change can be good.

As Rodney King put it so very eloquently “Why can’t we all just get along?”

I wish you continued success in helping addicts.

The local CBS affiliate KCBS has done an ibogaine piece as I mentioned. I do not have a link or know if it is on the web which you asked for. All major news organizations know about ibogaine, it’s their choice whether to cover it or not, should we not be glad that more people will find out about ibogaine? Perhaps we may owe a debt of gratitude to Jerry for bringing the story to the greater public.

Protesting in front of CBS, before seeing the piece reminds me religious zealots protesting some film or show they have never watched.

Best,
Steve Anker

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30  AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: Tue, 24 Feb 2004 21:55:41 -0500

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS, NOT IN COP SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca and frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting down 9 Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373 South Park Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of an entire Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz Kerry actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back and got more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look at the science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production, and is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for President)

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As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script, please fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make Ibogaine available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we are deeply concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing this medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and convict who now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force addicts to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell that he became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed by CBS,  Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you should treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above information comes from an early draft of the script and details may change before the episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news story to give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine. The following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180

P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

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From: nruhtra@dsskcorp.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine &food intake & potential hazard
Date: February 25, 2004 at 10:03:08 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

and who would you suggest DOES know about such things?  i mean are you
implying that a specific *cough*mash*/cough* person(s) does?

n

(btw/ps – i know how people can COMPLETELY blow typed word out of
proportion on this list, so before someone generly ASSUMES something, i AM
NOT saying that mash DOESNT have knowledge about said topics.  thanks.)

I have spoken to many doctors and it is clear that Marc E knows nothing ,
I
mean absolutly nothing about medicine, drug interactions, pharmacokinetics
or
how Ibo works at all. He may be a saint but a little knowledge can kill.

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From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:53:59 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

LOL sorry I wrote before you wrote and I didn’t have
to write either 😉

Let me change what I have to say and wish everyone
here the very best day tomorrow instead and let’s hope
the CSI ibogaine episode shows at least something
positive!

LMAO 🙂

Carla B

— deartheo@ziplip.com wrote:
You are probably correct, I appoligize to all
involved…it’s very frustrating to come to this
list for some kind of support in the sense that
everyone doesn’t say ‘whats that?’ when iboga is
mentioned, but their apperars to be very little of
that and what I wrote was out of that frustation and
I’m definately no where close to be done yet in
regard to ‘get through this’, that’s not an excuse
though, I should have bit my tounge…
I’ll work you into my 9th step : )
—–Original Message—–
From: crownofthorns@hushmail.com
[mailto:crownofthorns@hushmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004, 6:28 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and
Patrick show

Bro I understand being angry I am sometimes too
for no good reason but
that was a insert foot into mouth message. Patrick
has probably written
more about recovery and ibogaine then anyone ever
did, he talks at every
ibogaine conference, he’s on the steering panel of
the american harm
reduction coalition, he and epoptica might be
epoptica and junk the magic
dragon in MAPS 😉

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/Articles.html

He also runs mindvox and this list which everyone
uses for free so they
can talk shit about him and everything else. I’m
as guilty of that as
anyone and I won’t turn around and attack you but
that was one of the
dumbest posts of all time. He wrote a funny and
angry response to 25
messages worth of hate thrown at him and Mash.
I’ve watched you have
a melt down here more then a few times over
messages that aren’t even
written to you.

Patrick has attitude sometimes, he’s allowed 😉

Peace out,
Curtis

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 18:06:55 -0800
deartheo@ziplip.com wrote:
The ‘I was out to debunk the therory’ was a
tastey angle.  The reporter
was played so well I don’t think he knew what was
happening.  I am
happy to see some media attention though.
Perhaps we can start an
on list training session ran by a local
telemarketer or used car
salesman.

Cell Fish

oh and I’ll definatley regret this (i can already
see the words
‘while jason and patrick try to out junkie one
another’), but if
you had fifteen grand to drop on ibogaine
treatment you seem a little
nieve to me as far as the depths of the shit, but
I am happy your
doing well and am curious about how your after
care went (besides
12 step programs, your not telling anyone here
anything they didn’t
already know regarding 12 step pushers).  “niggaz
for life” give
me a break.  But I don’t know you or your history
and to be honest,
from what I’ve read of your posts, I’m not sure
your worth the trouble
to get to know.  Perhaps another dose could do
you some good?  I
know it will me.  Fuckin’ Haters breed hate, they
don’t have to spend
any energy dividing and concuring us because we
do that fine on our
own, no?
—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004, 5:39 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and
Patrick show

what it is billym is a reply by Curtis to a
reply from Patrick
Kroupa that
came through just a few hours before Curtis’
did.
Peace,
Preston

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From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:52:23 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dearthzero I don’t argue with anyone here but your
message might win the dumbest message of all time
which is hard to claim on this list! Patrick has
written at least 300 messages during years that helped
a lot of people, he helped me when I was trying to
stay clean the first time, he’s a sweetheart.

What Curtis said is also true, he’s run the list for
years, everyone is on it and says anything they want,
he’s never promoted any ibogaine treatment and I’m
sure he could since the site is his, I’ve watched
hundreds of messages go by throwing hate at him and he
doesn’t censor it or stop it. I don’t think I could do
that that is asking someone to be a better person then
I can be most of the time.

My one comment that I thought it was tacky that Dr.
Mash called Howard Lotsof some junkie wanting to get
high instead of naming him holds true. The rest of
what I see is hate at Deborah and Patrick because they
did a great job and got more coverage then any of the
ibogaine interviews that have come out in years.

I know your struggling and see you post here and I so
hope you make it I hope everyone makes it but when you
talk about hating are you talking to yourself?

Carla B

— crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
Bro I understand being angry I am sometimes too for
no good reason but
that was a insert foot into mouth message. Patrick
has probably written
more about recovery and ibogaine then anyone ever
did, he talks at every
ibogaine conference, he’s on the steering panel of
the american harm
reduction coalition, he and epoptica might be
epoptica and junk the magic
dragon in MAPS 😉

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/Articles.html

He also runs mindvox and this list which everyone
uses for free so they
can talk shit about him and everything else. I’m as
guilty of that as
anyone and I won’t turn around and attack you but
that was one of the
dumbest posts of all time. He wrote a funny and
angry response to 25
messages worth of hate thrown at him and Mash. I’ve
watched you have
a melt down here more then a few times over messages
that aren’t even
written to you.

Patrick has attitude sometimes, he’s allowed 😉

Peace out,
Curtis

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 18:06:55 -0800
deartheo@ziplip.com wrote:
The ‘I was out to debunk the therory’ was a tastey
angle.  The reporter
was played so well I don’t think he knew what was
happening.  I am
happy to see some media attention though.  Perhaps
we can start an
on list training session ran by a local
telemarketer or used car
salesman.

Cell Fish

oh and I’ll definatley regret this (i can already
see the words
‘while jason and patrick try to out junkie one
another’), but if
you had fifteen grand to drop on ibogaine treatment
you seem a little
nieve to me as far as the depths of the shit, but I
am happy your
doing well and am curious about how your after care
went (besides
12 step programs, your not telling anyone here
anything they didn’t
already know regarding 12 step pushers).  “niggaz
for life” give
me a break.  But I don’t know you or your history
and to be honest,
from what I’ve read of your posts, I’m not sure
your worth the trouble
to get to know.  Perhaps another dose could do you
some good?  I
know it will me.  Fuckin’ Haters breed hate, they
don’t have to spend
any energy dividing and concuring us because we do
that fine on our
own, no?
—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004, 5:39 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and
Patrick show

what it is billym is a reply by Curtis to a reply
from Patrick
Kroupa that
came through just a few hours before Curtis’ did.
Peace,
Preston

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From: “iboga_planteur” <iboga_planteur@yahoo.fr>
Subject: [ibogaine] New Iboga source
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:56:58 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

A new website providing Iboga and many other plants from the african
rainforest, They can provide very large amount.
www.vegetaux.com

Planteur

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:45:09 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

You are probably correct, I appoligize to all involved…it’s very frustrating to come to this list for some kind of support in the sense that everyone doesn’t say ‘whats that?’ when iboga is mentioned, but their apperars to be very little of that and what I wrote was out of that frustation and I’m definately no where close to be done yet in regard to ‘get through this’, that’s not an excuse though, I should have bit my tounge…
I’ll work you into my 9th step : )
—–Original Message—–
From: crownofthorns@hushmail.com [mailto:crownofthorns@hushmail.com]
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004, 6:28 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show

Bro I understand being angry I am sometimes too for no good reason but
that was a insert foot into mouth message. Patrick has probably written
more about recovery and ibogaine then anyone ever did, he talks at every
ibogaine conference, he’s on the steering panel of the american harm
reduction coalition, he and epoptica might be epoptica and junk the magic
dragon in MAPS 😉

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/Articles.html

He also runs mindvox and this list which everyone uses for free so they
can talk shit about him and everything else. I’m as guilty of that as
anyone and I won’t turn around and attack you but that was one of the
dumbest posts of all time. He wrote a funny and angry response to 25
messages worth of hate thrown at him and Mash. I’ve watched you have
a melt down here more then a few times over messages that aren’t even
written to you.

Patrick has attitude sometimes, he’s allowed 😉

Peace out,
Curtis

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 18:06:55 -0800 deartheo@ziplip.com wrote:
The ‘I was out to debunk the therory’ was a tastey angle.  The reporter
was played so well I don’t think he knew what was happening.  I am
happy to see some media attention though.  Perhaps we can start an
on list training session ran by a local telemarketer or used car
salesman.

Cell Fish

oh and I’ll definatley regret this (i can already see the words
‘while jason and patrick try to out junkie one another’), but if
you had fifteen grand to drop on ibogaine treatment you seem a little
nieve to me as far as the depths of the shit, but I am happy your
doing well and am curious about how your after care went (besides
12 step programs, your not telling anyone here anything they didn’t
already know regarding 12 step pushers).  “niggaz for life” give
me a break.  But I don’t know you or your history and to be honest,
from what I’ve read of your posts, I’m not sure your worth the trouble
to get to know.  Perhaps another dose could do you some good?  I
know it will me.  Fuckin’ Haters breed hate, they don’t have to spend
any energy dividing and concuring us because we do that fine on our
own, no?
—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004, 5:39 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show

what it is billym is a reply by Curtis to a reply from Patrick
Kroupa that
came through just a few hours before Curtis’ did.
Peace,
Preston

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:24:46 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Bro I understand being angry I am sometimes too for no good reason but
that was a insert foot into mouth message. Patrick has probably written
more about recovery and ibogaine then anyone ever did, he talks at every
ibogaine conference, he’s on the steering panel of the american harm
reduction coalition, he and epoptica might be epoptica and junk the magic
dragon in MAPS 😉

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/Articles.html

He also runs mindvox and this list which everyone uses for free so they
can talk shit about him and everything else. I’m as guilty of that as
anyone and I won’t turn around and attack you but that was one of the
dumbest posts of all time. He wrote a funny and angry response to 25
messages worth of hate thrown at him and Mash. I’ve watched you have
a melt down here more then a few times over messages that aren’t even
written to you.

Patrick has attitude sometimes, he’s allowed 😉

Peace out,
Curtis

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 18:06:55 -0800 deartheo@ziplip.com wrote:
The ‘I was out to debunk the therory’ was a tastey angle.  The reporter
was played so well I don’t think he knew what was happening.  I am
happy to see some media attention though.  Perhaps we can start an
on list training session ran by a local telemarketer or used car
salesman.

Cell Fish

oh and I’ll definatley regret this (i can already see the words
‘while jason and patrick try to out junkie one another’), but if
you had fifteen grand to drop on ibogaine treatment you seem a little
nieve to me as far as the depths of the shit, but I am happy your
doing well and am curious about how your after care went (besides
12 step programs, your not telling anyone here anything they didn’t
already know regarding 12 step pushers).  “niggaz for life” give
me a break.  But I don’t know you or your history and to be honest,
from what I’ve read of your posts, I’m not sure your worth the trouble
to get to know.  Perhaps another dose could do you some good?  I
know it will me.  Fuckin’ Haters breed hate, they don’t have to spend
any energy dividing and concuring us because we do that fine on our
own, no?
—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004, 5:39 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show

what it is billym is a reply by Curtis to a reply from Patrick
Kroupa that
came through just a few hours before Curtis’ did.
Peace,
Preston

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From: Schmoolyboy@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine &food intake & potential hazard
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:09:49 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I have spoken to many doctors and it is clear that Marc E knows nothing , I mean absolutly nothing about medicine, drug interactions, pharmacokinetics or how Ibo works at all. He may be a saint but a little knowledge can kill.

From: Schmoolyboy@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:07:44 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

ONCE AGAIN patrick rules. You tell em patty me boy,Such anger from peace loving hippies.

Mommy didnt chance their diapers in time or some fruedian shit like that.

Yeah, those who write this nasty shit- do a lot to get this drug on the market. they pay for other treatments, they have credentilas that will make the squares listem . Mash and patrick;;; g-d bless you both.

From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] bucks4 you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 9:06:55 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The ‘I was out to debunk the therory’ was a tastey angle.  The reporter was played so well I don’t think he knew what was happening.  I am happy to see some media attention though.  Perhaps we can start an on list training session ran by a local telemarketer or used car salesman.

Cell Fish

oh and I’ll definatley regret this (i can already see the words ‘while jason and patrick try to out junkie one another’), but if you had fifteen grand to drop on ibogaine treatment you seem a little nieve to me as far as the depths of the shit, but I am happy your doing well and am curious about how your after care went (besides 12 step programs, your not telling anyone here anything they didn’t already know regarding 12 step pushers).  “niggaz for life” give me a break.  But I don’t know you or your history and to be honest, from what I’ve read of your posts, I’m not sure your worth the trouble to get to know.  Perhaps another dose could do you some good?  I know it will me.  Fuckin’ Haters breed hate, they don’t have to spend any energy dividing and concuring us because we do that fine on our own, no?
—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004, 5:39 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show

what it is billym is a reply by Curtis to a reply from Patrick Kroupa that
came through just a few hours before Curtis’ did.
Peace,
Preston

oh, and I have to say I wholeheartedly agree with Patrick in that I too
happen to like my “tribe,” although it seems a fairly interchangable one.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Billym
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004 8:13 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show

Curtis,
I can’t quite understand what this IS that you sent me. Can you tell me what
it is? With an explanation it might make an interesting  post,
billym

crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 12:14:01 -0800 “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
wrote:
On [Sun, Feb 22, 2004 at 03:34:49PM -0800], [zeke@hush.com] wrote:

–       –       –       –       –       –       –       –       –

This wid’ da tracks:

|         Patric I have less disappointment over you because you’ve
done
| all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest thing is
you are
| a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your experience.
People
| are listening, especially when you flash your arm, you should
have it
| framed.

And this …

|         Both of you are assholes. Patric you know the real story
behind
| ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but you keep
on protecting
| her and lying for her. You make her look like mother Theresa.
I watch
| this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine is dangerous
lady,
|  the two of you make each other look human and you lay on the
shit so
| thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for you. I hope
both
| of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using you. Go on
Patric
| flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash registers
ring all
| over her over priced treatment.

Well … they’re MY tracks.  My tribal scars belong to me.  My experience
belongs to me.  I survived.  What the fuck is it that you’ve accomplished
or done…?  I try to be open-minded, listen to the opinions of
other
people, and have the general belief that there is no single correct
solution to … anything.  Many paradigms are valid.

But, however, on the flipside of that: if you have subjective knowledge
of
nothing; objective knowledge of even less; and all you do is run
your
mouth about topics which you know zero about … well, perhaps you
should
shut the fuck up and go get your eyebrows pierced instead.  Ohhhhh,
scary,
r3belLiouS and anTiSociaL!@#!@#!@#.

And ya know what … I really like my tribe.  There are very few
of us.
The Church of the Psychedelic Junkie : Former Hardcore Dopefiends
unAnonymous.  NiggahZ 4 liFe!
Great answer bro! 🙂
|         I pray Stan Glick comes through with something, because
there
| is no other scientist working on anything, only a group of self
promoting
| entertainers.

No doubt it will be pseudoanonymous twerps writing shit to lists
on the
internet, who will save the world.  “And.  and…  and, I’m cycling
at
Warp Speed; I have smoke coming out of my ears and I’m pressing
the keys
REALLY HARD!@#!@!!!”

In conclusion: when I want your opinion, I’ll give it to you.
Agreed with Marcus. Best answer yet 🙂

Peace out,
Curtis
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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 8:30:54 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

what it is billym is a reply by Curtis to a reply from Patrick Kroupa that
came through just a few hours before Curtis’ did.
Peace,
Preston

oh, and I have to say I wholeheartedly agree with Patrick in that I too
happen to like my “tribe,” although it seems a fairly interchangable one.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Billym
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Wednesday, February 25, 2004 8:13 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show

Curtis,
I can’t quite understand what this IS that you sent me. Can you tell me what
it is? With an explanation it might make an interesting  post,
billym

crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 12:14:01 -0800 “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
wrote:
On [Sun, Feb 22, 2004 at 03:34:49PM -0800], [zeke@hush.com] wrote:

–       –       –       –       –       –       –       –       –

This wid’ da tracks:

|         Patric I have less disappointment over you because you’ve
done
| all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest thing is
you are
| a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your experience.
People
| are listening, especially when you flash your arm, you should
have it
| framed.

And this …

|         Both of you are assholes. Patric you know the real story
behind
| ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but you keep
on protecting
| her and lying for her. You make her look like mother Theresa.
I watch
| this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine is dangerous
lady,
|  the two of you make each other look human and you lay on the
shit so
| thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for you. I hope
both
| of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using you. Go on
Patric
| flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash registers
ring all
| over her over priced treatment.

Well … they’re MY tracks.  My tribal scars belong to me.  My experience
belongs to me.  I survived.  What the fuck is it that you’ve accomplished
or done…?  I try to be open-minded, listen to the opinions of
other
people, and have the general belief that there is no single correct
solution to … anything.  Many paradigms are valid.

But, however, on the flipside of that: if you have subjective knowledge
of
nothing; objective knowledge of even less; and all you do is run
your
mouth about topics which you know zero about … well, perhaps you
should
shut the fuck up and go get your eyebrows pierced instead.  Ohhhhh,
scary,
r3belLiouS and anTiSociaL!@#!@#!@#.

And ya know what … I really like my tribe.  There are very few
of us.
The Church of the Psychedelic Junkie : Former Hardcore Dopefiends
unAnonymous.  NiggahZ 4 liFe!
Great answer bro! 🙂
|         I pray Stan Glick comes through with something, because
there
| is no other scientist working on anything, only a group of self
promoting
| entertainers.

No doubt it will be pseudoanonymous twerps writing shit to lists
on the
internet, who will save the world.  “And.  and…  and, I’m cycling
at
Warp Speed; I have smoke coming out of my ears and I’m pressing
the keys
REALLY HARD!@#!@!!!”

In conclusion: when I want your opinion, I’ll give it to you.
Agreed with Marcus. Best answer yet 🙂

Peace out,
Curtis
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From: Billym <prema@prahlad.org>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 8:13:44 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Curtis,
I can’t quite understand what this IS that you sent me. Can you tell me what it is? With an explanation it might make an interesting  post,
billym
crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 12:14:01 -0800 “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
wrote:
>On [Sun, Feb 22, 2004 at 03:34:49PM -0800], [zeke@hush.com] wrote:
>
>
>       –       –       –       –       –       –       –       –       –
>
>This wid’ da tracks:
>
>|         Patric I have less disappointment over you because you’ve
>done
>| all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest thing is
>you are
>| a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your experience.
>People
>| are listening, especially when you flash your arm, you should
>have it
>| framed.
>
>And this …
>
>|         Both of you are assholes. Patric you know the real story
>behind
>| ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but you keep
>on protecting
>| her and lying for her. You make her look like mother Theresa.
>I watch
>| this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine is dangerous
>lady,
>|  the two of you make each other look human and you lay on the
>shit so
>| thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for you. I hope
>both
>| of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using you. Go on
>Patric
>| flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash registers
>ring all
>| over her over priced treatment.
>
>Well … they’re MY tracks.  My tribal scars belong to me.  My experience
>belongs to me.  I survived.  What the fuck is it that you’ve accomplished
>or done…?  I try to be open-minded, listen to the opinions of
>other
>people, and have the general belief that there is no single correct
>solution to … anything.  Many paradigms are valid.
>
>But, however, on the flipside of that: if you have subjective knowledge
>of
>nothing; objective knowledge of even less; and all you do is run
>your
>mouth about topics which you know zero about … well, perhaps you
>should
>shut the fuck up and go get your eyebrows pierced instead.  Ohhhhh,
> scary,
>r3belLiouS and anTiSociaL!@#!@#!@#.
>
>And ya know what … I really like my tribe.  There are very few
>of us.
>The Church of the Psychedelic Junkie : Former Hardcore Dopefiends
>unAnonymous.  NiggahZ 4 liFe!
Great answer bro! 🙂
>|         I pray Stan Glick comes through with something, because 
>there 
>| is no other scientist working on anything, only a group of self 
>promoting 
>| entertainers. 
> 
>No doubt it will be pseudoanonymous twerps writing shit to lists 
>on the 
>internet, who will save the world.  “And.  and…  and, I’m cycling 
>at 
>Warp Speed; I have smoke coming out of my ears and I’m pressing 
>the keys 
>REALLY HARD!@#!@!!!” 
> 
>In conclusion: when I want your opinion, I’ll give it to you.
Agreed with Marcus. Best answer yet 🙂
>
Peace out, 
Curtis
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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 7:55:00 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On Wed, 25 Feb 2004 12:14:01 -0800 “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
wrote:
On [Sun, Feb 22, 2004 at 03:34:49PM -0800], [zeke@hush.com] wrote:

– – – – – – – – –

This wid’ da tracks:

|         Patric I have less disappointment over you because you’ve
done
| all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest thing is
you are
| a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your experience.
People
| are listening, especially when you flash your arm, you should
have it
| framed.

And this …

|         Both of you are assholes. Patric you know the real story
behind
| ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but you keep
on protecting
| her and lying for her. You make her look like mother Theresa.
I watch
| this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine is dangerous
lady,
|  the two of you make each other look human and you lay on the
shit so
| thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for you. I hope
both
| of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using you. Go on
Patric
| flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash registers
ring all
| over her over priced treatment.

Well … they’re MY tracks.  My tribal scars belong to me.  My experience
belongs to me.  I survived.  What the fuck is it that you’ve accomplished
or done…?  I try to be open-minded, listen to the opinions of
other
people, and have the general belief that there is no single correct
solution to … anything.  Many paradigms are valid.

But, however, on the flipside of that: if you have subjective knowledge
of
nothing; objective knowledge of even less; and all you do is run
your
mouth about topics which you know zero about … well, perhaps you
should
shut the fuck up and go get your eyebrows pierced instead.  Ohhhhh,
scary,
r3belLiouS and anTiSociaL!@#!@#!@#.

And ya know what … I really like my tribe.  There are very few
of us.
The Church of the Psychedelic Junkie : Former Hardcore Dopefiends
unAnonymous.  NiggahZ 4 liFe!

Great answer bro! 🙂

|         I pray Stan Glick comes through with something, because
there
| is no other scientist working on anything, only a group of self
promoting
| entertainers.

No doubt it will be pseudoanonymous twerps writing shit to lists
on the
internet, who will save the world.  “And.  and…  and, I’m cycling
at
Warp Speed; I have smoke coming out of my ears and I’m pressing
the keys
REALLY HARD!@#!@!!!”

In conclusion: when I want your opinion, I’ll give it to you.

Agreed with Marcus. Best answer yet 🙂

Peace out,
Curtis

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From: Aktionman22@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 4:30:47 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/25/04 2:41:52 PM, digital@phantom.com writes:

In conclusion: when I want your opinion, I’ll give it to you.

well put……..patrick!!!!!!
marcus

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 25, 2004 at 3:14:01 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Sun, Feb 22, 2004 at 03:34:49PM -0800], [zeke@hush.com] wrote:

|         I’m putting this on the list after sending private email to both
| mash and patric. Mash writes me a self righteous reply and Patric ignores
| his email and doesn’t say anything no news there right.

I get a lotta email, I do my best to reply to people who have relatively
sane questions, which can be answered in a few sentences.  However, I’m
not your secretary.  When confronted with the usual three-mile-long
letters that all seem to be derived from the Completely Incoherent &
Histrionic template; I hit delete a lot.

To give you many props, at least you use carriage returns once inna while.

|         It would be easier to write if there was a right or wrong but
| looking at the people on this list and the way they act and I do not
| mean the addicts, I’m talking about the treatment people, the most pathetic
| thing is the two of you did the best ibogaine story that’s come out in
| years. Besides this and JAMA what has been in the media about ibogaine
| in the last two years is at the level of the national enquirer and nobody
| pays attention to it. I’m looking online and I see that ibogaine.net
| went from being dead and having a hit rate of below 1 million to where
| it’s gone in two days, it’s at 30,000 because that ‘journalist’ who broke
| the Monica Lewinsky story put ‘Hallucinogen that cures addiction’ on
| the front page of his site.

<Complete summary of whatcha just wrote>  “I’m angry; I’m less angry; I’m
not angry; you did a great job; you suck and are evil; I’m angry; I’m not
sure; I’m angry.  In conclusion: I’m feeling very cranky, petulant, and
toTally FilLeD with malaise and ennui … I have this theory that it’s
your fault.  Allow me to elucidate, mostly incoherently, at length…”

Thanks for sharing.  And … I’d like to take this moment to point out
that there are many highly effective medications available.  Fer instance,
Bayer A.G. has this miracle product called Heroin(R).  It’s highly
soothing, very comforting, calms ya right now.  Plus, also, unlike
morphine, it’s COMPLETELY NON-ADDICTIVE!@#!!!  (Just read the package
inserts, click your heels together three times, and BELIEVE!)

| I love the links on the site, you’ve
| removed any content that had any value and thrown it off the site and
| link to this
| http://www.ibogaine.net/links.html
| Laser hair removal, work at home businesses and treatment pimps. When
| is the used car lot coming?

I do not run ibogaine.net.  I control DNS; that is all.  If you have any
questions I suggest running traceroute and seeing where it lands … where
it DOES NOT go, are the MindVox servers.  I have absolutely nothing to do
with the content.

Besides, it ain’t THAT BAD.  The Pop-Up Banner with a Flashing Blue Light
SpeShuL on Genuine Rolex Replicas isn’t running yet.  And, perhaps, if you
dose with ibogaine you get a coupon good for one l@s3r-h4iR remoVal
treatment, and an exciting opportunity to get in on the ground-floor of
your very own home bid’ness!!#!@#!@!!

If you’re like, all broken down and fucked up and just got unsprung, maybe
ya need to generate some flow super-fast.  A Home Bid’ness could be JUST
THE ANSWER!  Most especially if you happen to be on house arresT.

|         It’s so funny how the man who invented the term ‘Treatment Pimp’
| is promoting it right now. Everything changes when you get paid right?

To reiterate: *I* am not running this thing.  I have nothing whatsoever to
do with the content, actions, or overall vibe created by whomever is doing
this.  I derive no financial gain from this in any way whatsoever.  If you
have any questions, problems, or complaints; I would suggest availing
yourself of the toll-free number and giving them a call.  I’m sure they
will be highly receptive to hearing from you.

– – – – – – – – –

This wid’ da tracks:

|         Patric I have less disappointment over you because you’ve done
| all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest thing is you are
| a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your experience. People
| are listening, especially when you flash your arm, you should have it
| framed.

And this …

|         Both of you are assholes. Patric you know the real story behind
| ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but you keep on protecting
| her and lying for her. You make her look like mother Theresa. I watch
| this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine is dangerous lady,
|  the two of you make each other look human and you lay on the shit so
| thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for you. I hope both
| of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using you. Go on Patric
| flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash registers ring all
| over her over priced treatment.

Well … they’re MY tracks.  My tribal scars belong to me.  My experience
belongs to me.  I survived.  What the fuck is it that you’ve accomplished
or done…?  I try to be open-minded, listen to the opinions of other
people, and have the general belief that there is no single correct
solution to … anything.  Many paradigms are valid.

But, however, on the flipside of that: if you have subjective knowledge of
nothing; objective knowledge of even less; and all you do is run your
mouth about topics which you know zero about … well, perhaps you should
shut the fuck up and go get your eyebrows pierced instead.  Ohhhhh, scary,
r3belLiouS and anTiSociaL!@#!@#!@#.

And ya know what … I really like my tribe.  There are very few of us.
The Church of the Psychedelic Junkie : Former Hardcore Dopefiends
unAnonymous.  NiggahZ 4 liFe!

|         Patric you’re lucky that you can communicate because if you couldn’t,
|  then Mash wouldn’t care about you either. Nobody who has ever had anything
| to do with her has ended up with anything except lawsuits and broken
| promises, except for you. Because you never shut up and people listen
| to you. Lucky you.

Oh, yeah, absolutely.  I was born with the ability to communicate; it
required no effort on my part.  And I stepped out of drug-dependence, just
because I got lucky — I didn’t actually have to do anything — God landed
a UFO one day, rearranged me, and handed me a Brand New Life.

No, wait, nevermind, that’s actually pretty close to what happened.

As far as Deborah goes … I speak MY truth.  And it’s very simple …
when I was totally fucked, broken down, and approaching a decade totally
sprung.  Who was there; who helped me…?  Sure the fuck wasn’t you.  Or
anybody else involved with ibogaine — at the time (1999) most of the
current treatment providers didn’t even exist — there was exactly ONE
person: Deborah.

I were to summarize the three essential components of how I cut loose that
whole entire being sprung scenario, it’d go like this: ibogaine, Deborah,
and eventually myself.

I have a tremendous amount of gratitude towards her; towards ibogaine for
existing; towards Howard for discovering that neat side effect it has,
other than just making you trip out; towards my friends, who are mostly a
collection of total freaks, who are also managing to hold things together,
and provide, uhm, I’m not sure “support system” is accurate, but sumthin’
like consistent reinforcement that what we’re doin’ is possible.

And yes, I still have hostility and anger towards subnormal, low IQ idiots
who attempted to ram the One True Answer to everything — the 12 steps —
down my throat, while I was extremely weak and falling apart.  The
feelings I have towards them, are the same I would have for anyone who
attempted to inflict emotional damages upon me while I’m totally fucked,
and brainwash me into some paradigm of eternal powerlessness.  Fuck that
noise mahn, I’m very grateful none of that crap worked out, and simply had
no resonance for me.

As I think I’ve said maybe 50 times, I have no problem with the 12 steps
— they simply amount to, greatly simplified, very old eastern concepts
for dismantling ego, specifically rewritten for drug-dependent individuals
who are acclimated to western culture.  Not much new there.  Nothing wrong
with that.  And quite a few of my friends have at least partial
involvement with all this.

What I have a problem with are people who SELL this shit as the ONLY
ANSWER to Everything; you are either with us, or one of the Unsaved
Sinners, who is Already In a State of Relapse; and it’s like…  ya know,
I don’t need this shit, shut the fuck up, sit and spin with your
eternal classification of yourself as “powerless” and “addicted” and go
catch some meetings and share; you’d feel better.

|         I pray Stan Glick comes through with something, because there
| is no other scientist working on anything, only a group of self promoting
| entertainers.

No doubt it will be pseudoanonymous twerps writing shit to lists on the
internet, who will save the world.  “And.  and…  and, I’m cycling at
Warp Speed; I have smoke coming out of my ears and I’m pressing the keys
REALLY HARD!@#!@!!!”

In conclusion: when I want your opinion, I’ll give it to you.

Live Long and Prosper / Fuck Off and Die

Patrick

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From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Ibogaine &food intake & potential hazard
Date: February 25, 2004 at 4:02:56 AM EST
To: ‘Brett Calabrese’ <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Cc: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The foods that are taken in should not be MAO inhibitors, that could cause a liver malfunction, especially to an addict who has Hepatitus C. I suspect trouble there. The liver might have rejected the tyrine (the dangerous amino acid that ibogaine and many substances render the liver unable to process for 24 to 48 hours after) that is in cheeses, pungents, many foods and failed, causing vomit, regurgitation.

What happened to the guide who administered the dosage? That probably was awful for that person.

It’s a lesson for other ibogaine administrators to be careful of the foods chosen to give to the recovering patient.(Also, do not treat patients with HEP C damage to the liver in excess, this can be done by reading the blood tests accurately – AND MAKE SURE THESE BLOOD TESTS ARE DONE BEFORE TREATMENT.) we have treated many patients with Hep C, but the liver has to be functioning fully.

Thanks for that information.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: Brett Calabrese [mailto:bcalabrese@yahoo.com] 
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 5:47 PM
To: marc@cannabisculture.com
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up? Off list

Marc,

There were other factors. What I was getting was this guy was in real bad shape, had bad hep C (also included as part of the cause of death), inexperience on the guide – being her first, likely he ate too much food, wasn’t watched close enough. I got the feeling that he was at the edge. Perhaps he would have done better with 3-4gm of Indra and followed with smaller doses over the next few days, watched closer, he couldn’t have done worse.. It goes in the active addict catagory, they don’t exactly read the manual or follow instructions very well.  There will be more.

The above is just my feeling of the events as I heard them, like it was a last ditch event to cure an out of control addiction, and he lost.

I too am interested in what they ate. Some people want to chomp down on  all kinds of garbage, candy, cheezeburgers… more solid foods and they shouldn’t till they take soft food first (fruit, oatmeal, soup…) and my favorite watermelon.

Be well,

Brett

Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com> wrote:
Was J supervised at the time? Seems like an unusual reaction as by 38
hours, it’s good to have a bit of food. What kind of food was it, do you
know?
When patients go more than 72 hours without food, the glucose levels
drop and a person can fall into unconsciousness.

Thanks for the information.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: Nick Sandberg [mailto:nicks22@onetel.com] 
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:33 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?

Hi Marc,

Must be a pretty old newspaper. J died back in Jan 2000 if I recall
correctly, and the inquest was a year later. They put the cause of death
down to “iboga extract, fatal reaction” – J died through choking on his
vomit just after eating his first meal after the treatment. He’d taken
a! round 6g of Indra iboga extract about 38 hours before.

Because of the death the MCA put Tabernanthe iboga on a list of herbal
preparations they are seeking to control further, but as far as I know
this
hasn’t happened yet, and isn’t likely to for a while. Whether ibogaine
itself will be affected is not clear.

IMO, the main thing to be learned from the tragic event is the need for
constant vigilance of the client throughout the whole treatment,
bathroom
visits included.

all the best

Nick


—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” 
To: 
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 5:55 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?


> Who was the treatment provider in the UK who screwed up?
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> Re:
> PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
> AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH
>
> by Max Daly
>
> A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine
and
> alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it
> has
> reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.
>
> Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
> indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was
> first
> used
> to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.
>
> The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being
carried
> out
> with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted
by
> neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research
has
> so
> far
> revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for
> all
> patients.
>
> But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old
> hepatitus
> C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could
> result in
> the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his
> death,
> was probably to blame, according to doctors.
>
> The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most
> likely
> explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest -
> adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr
Mash
> – the
> coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause
> of
> death.
>
> The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three
people
> have
> died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate
> professor
> of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Medicine. Yet in
> each
> case, says Alper, ibogaine was not name! d as cause of death.
>
> Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
> treatments
> are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself
> highly
> addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the
UK
> each
> year.
>
> With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which
> relate to
> addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms -
the
> major
> barrier to giving up.
>
> Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical
> supervision,
> said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to
> present
> treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the
> US and
> Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get
> help in
> any way possible,” she said.
>
> ! “The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective
> treatment
> into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate
> detoxification
> have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe
drug.”
>
> A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark,
> Holland,
> the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar
> findings.
> Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed
> experimental
> medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden
> and
> Belgium.
>
> Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a
> plant
> medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of
> treating
> one of the greater ills of society.”
>
> –
> Phil Stovell
> South Hampshire, UK
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>



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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] from DHHS and NPR e-mail address
Date: February 25, 2004 at 1:09:22 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

(not much new here I’m afraid)

February 24, 2004
Mr. Jason Bursey
5827 Timbercrest Drive
Arlington, Texas 76017
Dear Mr. Bursey:
Your emails to Dr. Elias A. Zerhouni, Director of the National Institutes of Health, and
Mr. Claude A. Allen, Deputy Secretary of Health and Human Services, regarding ibogaine have
been sent to me for response.
In your emails, you ask a number of questions concerning the role of the Federal Government in
ibogaine research and scheduling. While anecdotal evidence of treatment successes (such as in
your case) and treatment failures with ibogaine have existed for years, the Food and Drug
Administration (FDA) requires that a substantial amount of data be submitted concerning the
safety and efficacy of a product prior to approving it for use as a therapeutic agent. Anecdotal
evidence (positive, negative, or both) does not meet the regulatory requirements of the FDA
under which new treatment agents can be approved.
In 1991, based largely on the information provided by Mr. Howard Lotsof, Dr. Deborah Mash
and others, the Medications Development Division (now the Division of Treatment Research and
Development) of the National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA), created a medications
development project directed towards exploring the potential development of ibogaine. This
occurred at a time when Mr. Lotsof, who owned patents concerning the use of ibogaine as a drug
addiction treatment agent, and the law firm he hired could not find any commercial entity in the
United States (U.S.) willing to license and/or develop ibogaine. As part of this initiative, the
project team carried out research studies addressing various issues including the pharmacology
and toxicology of ibogaine as required by the FDA. Preclinical studies showed that ibogaine
possessed dose related neurotoxic effects in the rat, dog, and monkey including the ability to
cause seizures, neuron losses, and cardiovascular-QT prolongation which has been associated
with an increased risk of ventricular arrhythmia, which may result in fatal arrhythmias. It is
important to note that dose related toxicity alone does not necessarily rule out further
development of a medication. However, a safe dose level must be determined for human use.
This information is critical, as literature exists potentially linking ibogaine to deaths (including
during ceremonial use in Africa).
In 1995, prior to commencing a Phase I clinical trial of ibogaine in opiate dependent human
subjects, a review was held with a panel of outside expert consultants who were charged with
reviewing the available data to help determine whether NIDA should pursue a clinical study with
ibogaine. A number of persons and organizations interested in ibogaine participated in this
Page 2 – Mr. Jason Bursey
review meeting. Mr. Lotsof presented data on the number of subjects he had treated with
ibogaine and their outcomes. In addition to the toxicological findings, the data presented by
Mr. Lotsof (number of treatment successes versus treatment failures, time to relapse) did not
appear to offer increased efficacy over existing methods of opiate detoxification. The majority
opinion of the consultants was that NIDA should not pursue a clinical trial of ibogaine.
Subsequent to NIDA’s decision not to directly perform clinical trials with ibogaine, Dr. Mash
and Mr. Lotsof entered a business agreement concerning the development of ibogaine and
received FDA approval to perform a Phase I study in the U.S. This study was never completed.
Dr. Mash has been administering treatment with ibogaine at the Healing Visions Institute for
Addiction Recovery on the island of St. Kitts.
Thus, although ibogaine is no longer part of NIDA’s directed medications development efforts,
we will continue to fund research projects on ibogaine through grants that receive meritorious
scores in peer review. NIDA continues to make all of the preclinical data it developed (currently
residing as a Drug Master File with the FDA) available to researchers interested in conducting
clinical studies with ibogaine.
Some of the lack of interest in ibogaine may stem from the fact that the drug lacks a composition
of matter patent. Compounds lacking such protection are usually given short shrift by the
pharmaceutical industry as their commercial value is very limited.
Regarding current U.S. scheduling of ibogaine, under U.S. law, psychoactive substances that
meet defined criteria and have no FDA approved medical uses must be placed in Schedule I.
Ibogaine is considered hallucinogenic and thus far has no FDA approved medical use. This does
not mean that medical research cannot be performed with ibogaine or other Schedule I
substances, but researchers are required to meet certain storage and record keeping requirement
standards that pertain to Schedule I substances. For more information on scheduling, please
contact the U.S. Drug Enforcement Administration.
I hope that you find this information helpful.
Sincerely,
Nora D. Volkow, M.D.
Director
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(Morning Edition, the program which is running this special regularly reads
letters on-air. Email to morning@npr.org) http://www.npr.org/features/feature.php?wfId=1688762for more info.

Dear Mr. Bursey,
Attached is the letter from Dr. Nora D. Volkow, Director of the National
Institute on Drug Abuse, responding to your emails to Dr. Elias Zerhouni and
Mr. Claude Allen regarding ibogaine.  I also sent this letter to you via
mail.

Best regards,

Monglan (Lana) Le
Correspondence System Coordinator
NIDA Executive Secretariat
6001 Executive Blvd., Room 5101, MSC 9585
(301) 443-6618 phone
(301) 443-8756 fax
mle1@nida.nih.gov
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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLA…
Date: February 25, 2004 at 12:03:19 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I agree with Brett. I also hate to see you all waste energy and resources before the episode airs.
As I have said before, CSI is an excellent show and pretty in depth as far as presenting science to the ‘lay persons’ audience.
I encourage you all to watch the episode and then take what you think is the appropriate action.
Reacting to something that hasn’t been shown seems dangerous to me. You may come out as babbling idiots! Ibogaine doesn’t need it’s promising supporters to appear that way!
Peace to all!
Callie

From: Brett Calabrese <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: February 25, 2004 at 8:54:04 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

It might turn out that bad publicity (paid for by someone else) turns out to be good publicity. A lot of people will at least hear about ibogaine and its anti-addictive properties, perhaps seek it out, seek out the truth, find treatment… The show could also give people warning that using ibogaine improperly can lead to death, and it isn’t likely to be “or injury”.

The Lord works in mysterious ways.

Brett
Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS, NOT IN COP SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca and frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting down 9 Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373 South Park Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of an entire Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz Kerry actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back and got more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look at the science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production, and is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script, please fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make Ibogaine available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we are deeply concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing this medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

>>Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and convict who now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force addicts to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell that he became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed by CBS,  Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you should treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above information comes from an early draft of the script and details may change before the episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news story to give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine. The following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180
P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

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From: nruhtra@dsskcorp.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAYWITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: February 24, 2004 at 11:56:34 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

right on – wish i lived in NY so i could attend.  fuck csi, hype and
mediocrity.  do you think there should be an alternative to the kron news
coverage however?

.:n

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS, NOT
IN COP SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca
and frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting
down 9 Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the
East Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373 South
Park Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine
information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of an
entire Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa
Heinz Kerry actually looked at the literature she was given–and came
back and got more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look at
the science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie!
production, and is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with
John Kerry for President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident
distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script,
please fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make
Ibogaine available to the American people as a teatment for
addiction, we are deeply concerned about the potential negative
impact of sensationalizing this medical breakthrough by presenting it
in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and
convict who now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug
Ibogaine to force addicts to face their demons. The treatment
worked so well for Burnell that he became a changed man, not only
kicking his addictions but becoming spiritual as well. But
Burnell’s desire to help others with similar problems led him
intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed by
CBS,  Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you
should treat this information as you would any other rumour. The
above information comes from an early draft of the script and details
may change before the episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news
story to give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate
Ibogaine. The following just appeared on a local news show in San
Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180

P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Protest CBS Madison & 53rd 11:30 AM Thurs; Fax CBS: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY!
Date: February 24, 2004 at 9:55:41 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Schedule of New York Protests, Thursday, Feb. 26th:

11:30 AM to 12:45 PM

Rally/Press Conference: NO AIRPLAY WITHOUT FAIRPLAY

@ the Plaza in front of CBS corporate headquarters, 53rd & Madison

CBS DO THE RIGHT THING: FAIR COVERAGE FOR IBOGAINE ON THE NEWS, NOT IN COP SHOWS!

1:30 PM

Rally /Press Conference: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE

@ the Office of Harlin Berger, 55th @ Madison (551 Madison)

Where does a self-proclaimed entheogen enthusiast who does Ayahuasca and frequents the “Burning Man” & other festivals get off shutting down 9 Bleecker St, the only Ibogaine intake for poor addicts on the East Coast?

DO THE RIGHT THING, HARLIN. DON’T GO BACK ON YOUR AGREEMENT!

3:00 PM

Sidewalk Rally/Press: FAIRPLAY FOR IBOGAINE– STOP NADER!

Downstairs in front of the John Kerry for President office–373 South Park Ave, between 27th and 28th Sts.

Independents and Greens Knock Nader for Blowing Off the Ibogaine information, (& later betraying his total ignorance in front of an entire Students for Sensible Drug Policy Confernce)–while Theresa Heinz Kerry actually looked at the literature she was given–and came back and got more!

RALPH NADER QUIT ARGUING FROM ESTABLISHED AUTHORITY — Either look at the science, or DON’T RUN!

(This press conference is a completely independent Yippie! production, and is not coordinated in any way, shape, or form with John Kerry for President)

——————————————-

As regards the forthcoming CSI episode, in response to the evident distortions about Ibogaine that seem to be written into the script, please fax or email various CBS news affiliates the following:

To: szp@cbsnews.com
From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: A little fairness & balance, please

As health activists who’ve worked for 20 years or longer to make Ibogaine available to the American people as a teatment for addiction, we are deeply concerned about the potential negative impact of sensationalizing this medical breakthrough by presenting it in the context of a cop show.

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml

>>Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and convict who now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force addicts to face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell that he became a changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming spiritual as well. But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar problems led him intodangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed by CBS,  Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you should treat this information as you would any other rumour. The above information comes from an early draft of the script and details may change before the episode goes to air.

We implore you to see what you can do to present a balanced news story to give the viewing audience  a fair chance to evaluate Ibogaine. The following just appeared on a local news show in San Francisco:
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

I think you will agree this is a much fairer approach.

Dana Beal/Cures Not Wars/212-677-4899/212-677-7180
P.S.: We will distribute the incriminating email!

From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?
Date: February 24, 2004 at 6:36:01 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Was J supervised at the time? Seems like an unusual reaction as by 38
hours, it’s good to have a bit of food. What kind of food was it, do you
know?
When patients go more than 72 hours without food, the glucose levels
drop and a person can fall into unconsciousness.

Thanks for the information.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: Nick Sandberg [mailto:nicks22@onetel.com]
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 8:33 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?

Hi Marc,

Must be a pretty old newspaper. J died back in Jan 2000 if I recall
correctly, and the inquest was a year later. They put the cause of death
down to “iboga extract, fatal reaction” – J died through choking on his
vomit just after eating his first meal after the treatment. He’d taken
around 6g of Indra iboga extract about 38 hours before.

Because of the death the MCA put Tabernanthe iboga on a list of herbal
preparations they are seeking to control further, but as far as I know
this
hasn’t happened yet, and isn’t likely to for a while. Whether ibogaine
itself will be affected is not clear.

IMO, the main thing to be learned from the tragic event is the need for
constant vigilance of the client throughout the whole treatment,
bathroom
visits included.

all the best

Nick

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 5:55 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?

Who was the treatment provider in the UK who screwed up?

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Re:
PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH

by Max Daly

A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine
and
alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it
has
reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.

Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was
first
used
to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.

The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being
carried
out
with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted
by
neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research
has
so
far
revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for
all
patients.

But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old
hepatitus
C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could
result in
the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his
death,
was probably to blame, according to doctors.

The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most
likely
explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest –
adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr
Mash
– the
coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause
of
death.

The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three
people
have
died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate
professor
of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Medicine. Yet in
each
case, says Alper, ibogaine was not named as cause of death.

Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
treatments
are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself
highly
addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the
UK
each
year.

With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which
relate to
addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms –
the
major
barrier to giving up.

Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical
supervision,
said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to
present
treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the
US and
Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get
help in
any way possible,” she said.

“The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective
treatment
into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate
detoxification
have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe
drug.”

A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark,
Holland,
the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar
findings.
Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed
experimental
medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden
and
Belgium.

Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a
plant
medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of
treating
one of the greater ills of society.”


Phil Stovell
South Hampshire, UK

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Subject: [ibogaine] Reply saying they will Reply : )
Date: February 24, 2004 at 3:18:06 PM EST
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Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

From:    McGarey Barbara (NIH/OD) <MCGAREYB@od.nih.gov>
To:    ‘deartheo@ziplip.com’ <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject:    Iboga/Ibogaine Research Funding Priorities
Date:    Tue, 24 Feb 2004 14:57:33 -0500

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Dear Mr. Bursey:

Your e-mail of February 3, 2004 to Mr. Alex Azar, General Counsel,
Department of Health and Human Services, was referred to me for reply.  I am
the chief of the NIH Branch of the Office of the General Counsel and my
office provides legal support and representation to the National Institutes
of Health (NIH).  I understand that you have already sent similar e-mails to
Deputy Secretary Claude Allen and the NIH Director, Dr. Elias Zerhouni.
Those of us who have received your e-mails are working together and you will
be receiving one response shortly on behalf of the Department of Health and
Human Services.

Best regards,

Barbara M. McGarey, J.D.
Chief, NIH Branch
Public Health Division
Office of the General Counsel
Room 2B-50, NIH Bldg. 31
31 Center Drive., MSC 2111
Bethesda, MD 20892-2111
(301) 496-6043
(301) 402-1034 (fax)
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From: “Nick Sandberg” <nicks22@onetel.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?
Date: February 24, 2004 at 11:32:42 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Marc,

Must be a pretty old newspaper. J died back in Jan 2000 if I recall
correctly, and the inquest was a year later. They put the cause of death
down to “iboga extract, fatal reaction” – J died through choking on his
vomit just after eating his first meal after the treatment. He’d taken
around 6g of Indra iboga extract about 38 hours before.

Because of the death the MCA put Tabernanthe iboga on a list of herbal
preparations they are seeking to control further, but as far as I know this
hasn’t happened yet, and isn’t likely to for a while. Whether ibogaine
itself will be affected is not clear.

IMO, the main thing to be learned from the tragic event is the need for
constant vigilance of the client throughout the whole treatment, bathroom
visits included.

all the best

Nick

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From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 5:55 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?

Who was the treatment provider in the UK who screwed up?

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Re:
PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH

by Max Daly

A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine and
alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it
has
reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.

Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was
first
used
to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.

The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being carried
out
with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted by
neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research has
so
far
revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for
all
patients.

But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old
hepatitus
C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could
result in
the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his
death,
was probably to blame, according to doctors.

The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most
likely
explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest –
adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr Mash
– the
coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause
of
death.

The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three people
have
died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate
professor
of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Medicine. Yet in
each
case, says Alper, ibogaine was not named as cause of death.

Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
treatments
are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself
highly
addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the UK
each
year.

With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which
relate to
addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms – the
major
barrier to giving up.

Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical
supervision,
said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to
present
treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the
US and
Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get
help in
any way possible,” she said.

“The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective
treatment
into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate
detoxification
have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe drug.”

A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark,
Holland,
the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar
findings.
Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed
experimental
medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden
and
Belgium.

Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a
plant
medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of
treating
one of the greater ills of society.”


Phil Stovell
South Hampshire, UK

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice
Date: February 24, 2004 at 10:53:55 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey Preston,

I always like to read your mail, no matter what.

If only coca leaf was available at the grosser shop we wouldn’t have
that problem today.
Of course the authorities need more evidence to be able to justify their
war on drug.
I know personally ex-cocaine addicts who are brilliant people. I think
that most people know their limits, but some extremes always spoil it
for the others who have a reasonable recreational use.
Governments are manipulating scientist to cover their assex.

Peace all.

sara

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Verzonden: dinsdag 24 februari 2004 14:59
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice

There is also evidence that cocaine use can lead in some cases to heart
attacks and cause weight loss due to impaired appetite. Until now,
however, little has been known about its effects on the brain.<

There’s also a lot of evidence the eating McDonald’s “food” can lead in
many
cases to heart attacks and can cause massive weight gain due to screwed
up
appetite. It causes serious weirdness to brains.
I mean, this gets silly in the long term, and I am not a fan of
cocaine
myself, not any longer anyway. Yes, cocaine is a scary dangerous at
abuse
levels drug, but should we be locking up people to using it? Naw, of
course
not, nor should we be artificially increasing the cost of cocaine
through
price-supporting prohibition.
But then I imagine I’m preaching to the choir here, at least in some
part.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 6:04 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice

By Robin Yapp

Friday 20 February 2004

Just one cocaine binge can permanently damage long-term memory while
repeated use could wreck a career, it emerged yesterday.

Experts hope the findings will act as a warning to high-flying young
professionals for whom cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice.

A particular risk for the estimated 300,000 regular users of the drug
in
the UK is its detrimental effect on their ability to take in new
information.

Professor Seth Grant, professor of molecular neuroscience at the
University of Edinburgh, said: ‘People taking cocaine give themselves
a
form of molecular brain damage, reducing levels of a key gene by up to
50 per cent.

‘It strikes at the kind of learning which would include, for example,
studying for examinations or anyone in a job who wants to learn
important new things.’

He added: ‘I would not recommend that anyone takes cocaine if they
were
doing a lot of study or holding down a high level job that requires a
lot of thinking.’

The latest research adds to the growing body of evidence about the
effects of illegal drugs on the brain. Last month a University of
Newcastle study showed that another class A drug, Ecstasy, can also
damage long-term memory, while cannabis impairs short-term memory.

There is also evidence that cocaine use can lead in some cases to
heart
attacks and cause weight loss due to impaired appetite. Until now,
however, little has been known about its effects on the brain.

Professor Grant and colleagues at Duke University in North Carolina
and
the Wellcome Trust Sanger Institute in Cambridgeshire tested their
theories by injecting mice with cocaine over several weeks.

They found the drug quickly damaged the gene PSD-95 (postsynaptic
density-95), which is found at the connecting points between different
nerve cells and is critical to learning.

Professor Grant said that in some cases levels of the gene fell by 50
per cent after just a few days. Since the gene has the same function
in
humans and mice, it is likely it would be damaged just as quickly in
humans.

Another expert, Professor John Henry, of Imperial College London,
said:
‘The vast majority of users are under 40, and this study shows why
cocaine is particularly bad news for young people.’

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice
Date: February 24, 2004 at 8:58:50 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

There is also evidence that cocaine use can lead in some cases to heart
attacks and cause weight loss due to impaired appetite. Until now,
however, little has been known about its effects on the brain.<

There’s also a lot of evidence the eating McDonald’s “food” can lead in many
cases to heart attacks and can cause massive weight gain due to screwed up
appetite. It causes serious weirdness to brains.
I mean, this gets silly in the long term, and I am not a fan of cocaine
myself, not any longer anyway. Yes, cocaine is a scary dangerous at abuse
levels drug, but should we be locking up people to using it? Naw, of course
not, nor should we be artificially increasing the cost of cocaine through
price-supporting prohibition.
But then I imagine I’m preaching to the choir here, at least in some
part.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, February 24, 2004 6:04 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice

By Robin Yapp

Friday 20 February 2004

Just one cocaine binge can permanently damage long-term memory while
repeated use could wreck a career, it emerged yesterday.

Experts hope the findings will act as a warning to high-flying young
professionals for whom cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice.

A particular risk for the estimated 300,000 regular users of the drug in
the UK is its detrimental effect on their ability to take in new
information.

Professor Seth Grant, professor of molecular neuroscience at the
University of Edinburgh, said: ‘People taking cocaine give themselves a
form of molecular brain damage, reducing levels of a key gene by up to
50 per cent.

‘It strikes at the kind of learning which would include, for example,
studying for examinations or anyone in a job who wants to learn
important new things.’

He added: ‘I would not recommend that anyone takes cocaine if they were
doing a lot of study or holding down a high level job that requires a
lot of thinking.’

The latest research adds to the growing body of evidence about the
effects of illegal drugs on the brain. Last month a University of
Newcastle study showed that another class A drug, Ecstasy, can also
damage long-term memory, while cannabis impairs short-term memory.

There is also evidence that cocaine use can lead in some cases to heart
attacks and cause weight loss due to impaired appetite. Until now,
however, little has been known about its effects on the brain.

Professor Grant and colleagues at Duke University in North Carolina and
the Wellcome Trust Sanger Institute in Cambridgeshire tested their
theories by injecting mice with cocaine over several weeks.

They found the drug quickly damaged the gene PSD-95 (postsynaptic
density-95), which is found at the connecting points between different
nerve cells and is critical to learning.

Professor Grant said that in some cases levels of the gene fell by 50
per cent after just a few days. Since the gene has the same function in
humans and mice, it is likely it would be damaged just as quickly in
humans.

Another expert, Professor John Henry, of Imperial College London, said:
‘The vast majority of users are under 40, and this study shows why
cocaine is particularly bad news for young people.’

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice
Date: February 24, 2004 at 6:04:29 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

By Robin Yapp

Friday 20 February 2004

Just one cocaine binge can permanently damage long-term memory while
repeated use could wreck a career, it emerged yesterday.

Experts hope the findings will act as a warning to high-flying young
professionals for whom cocaine is the fashionable drug of choice.

A particular risk for the estimated 300,000 regular users of the drug in
the UK is its detrimental effect on their ability to take in new
information.

Professor Seth Grant, professor of molecular neuroscience at the
University of Edinburgh, said: ‘People taking cocaine give themselves a
form of molecular brain damage, reducing levels of a key gene by up to
50 per cent.

‘It strikes at the kind of learning which would include, for example,
studying for examinations or anyone in a job who wants to learn
important new things.’

He added: ‘I would not recommend that anyone takes cocaine if they were
doing a lot of study or holding down a high level job that requires a
lot of thinking.’

The latest research adds to the growing body of evidence about the
effects of illegal drugs on the brain. Last month a University of
Newcastle study showed that another class A drug, Ecstasy, can also
damage long-term memory, while cannabis impairs short-term memory.

There is also evidence that cocaine use can lead in some cases to heart
attacks and cause weight loss due to impaired appetite. Until now,
however, little has been known about its effects on the brain.

Professor Grant and colleagues at Duke University in North Carolina and
the Wellcome Trust Sanger Institute in Cambridgeshire tested their
theories by injecting mice with cocaine over several weeks.

They found the drug quickly damaged the gene PSD-95 (postsynaptic
density-95), which is found at the connecting points between different
nerve cells and is critical to learning.

Professor Grant said that in some cases levels of the gene fell by 50
per cent after just a few days. Since the gene has the same function in
humans and mice, it is likely it would be damaged just as quickly in
humans.

Another expert, Professor John Henry, of Imperial College London, said:
‘The vast majority of users are under 40, and this study shows why
cocaine is particularly bad news for young people.’

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 24, 2004 at 3:07:53 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The Guardian

Seven doctors from a world-renowned private centre specialising in the
treatment of heroin addicts were accused yesterday of prescribing drugs
in an inappropriate manner.
The nature, quantity and combination of the drugs handed out by doctors
at the Stapleford Centre was flawed, the General Medical Council was
told yesterday.

The GMC’s professional misconduct committee was told that one addict
treated by the founder of the centre, Colin Brewer, 62, choked to death
on his vomit after undergoing a “DIY home detox” in which he was
prescribed 16 drugs.

Another became confused and violent towards his girlfriend and took an
overdose, it was claimed. Doctors at the centre also allegedly
prescribed drugs without taking into account one woman’s pregnancy and
another’s anorexia.

Some of the doctors are accused of issuing such large quantities of
drugs that they could be sold on or of not establishing if a patient had
the legitimate means to pay for his or her drugs, which can cost up to
£200 a week.

The hearing, the biggest in the GMC’s history, will focus attention on a
fundamental clash over how drug addicts should be treated.

As revealed in the Guardian last week, the Stapleford centre, in
Belgravia, central London, and Stapleford Tawney in Essex, has won
plaudits for its liberal approach to treating addicts. Its technique of
giving users “maintenance prescriptions” of the heroin substitute
methadone, which is intended to take addicts out of the illegal drugs
market and allow them to lead normal, crime-free lives, has been
applauded.

The technique is legal but tends to be resisted in the public sector,
where the preference is for drugs such as methadone to be used on a
short term basis to wean patients off illegal substances.

The way the doctors treated 15 patients, ranging in age from 21 to 54,
will be examined over the next two months. One of the most striking
cases was that of a 29-year-old man identified only as GS, who arrived
at the centre with his mother in August 2001. He was seen by a nurse and
then by Dr Brewer.

GS agreed to undergo a “DIY detox” at his parents’ home. He was
prescribed 16 drugs and his mother was given written instructions about
the process.

Four days later she phoned to say her son was not sleeping and Dr Brewer
was said to have prescribed another drug. But he allegedly did not tell
GS’s mother that the new drug was to replace the old ones. GS took both
and on September 1 died in his sleep, choking on his vomit.

The “charge sheet” claimed that the “DIY detox” should only be performed
in a setting where there is “trained nursing and medical care”. It also
claimed the instructions Dr Brewer provided were “complex, unclear,
confusing and inadequate”.

Also under scrutiny will be the treatment of a 54-year-old woman known
as ST. She suffered narcoleptic episodes, depression and mood swings.
During her treatment Dr Brewer is alleged to have learned she had driven
while under the influence of drugs but failed to alert the authorities.

Dr Brewer was also accused of interfering with potential witnesses in
the disciplinary proceedings. He allegedly wrote to two doctors who had
provided reports critical of two of his colleagues at the Stapleford
Centre asking them to withdraw their comments.

One heroin addict and patient of the centre, Ian Harris, 52, turned up
to the hearing yesterday to register his support.

Mr Harris, of Dagenham, Essex, warned that people could die if the
maintenance treatments stopped. He said: “They’ve given me some sort of
stability in my life. I’m able to function without withdrawal symptoms.”

Mr Harris, who is now on 285mg of methadone a day, added: “If the centre
is forced to close down the reality for many is they will once again be
at the mercy of drug dealers.”

Dr Brewer is accused of serious professional misconduct in relation to
13 patients stretching back to May 1990.

The other six doctors are Anthony Haines, who is accused in relation to
two patients, Hugh Kindness (four patients), Nicolette Mervitz (one),
Martin O’Rawe (one), Ronald Tovey (six) and Timothy Willocks (two). All
deny wrongdoing.

The hearing continues.

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 23, 2004 at 2:37:56 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/18/04 6:51:16 PM, epoptica@freeuk.com writes:

<< This is a terrible development in the UK. Along with the imminent banning
of

ibogaine things are not looking good. Incidentally does anyone think it is

worth fighting this ibogaine ban and if so can anyone offer any advice???? >>

Hattie,

This header from the Independent appeared today,

Drug treatment, random tests and the urgent need to find new ways of dealing
with addiction

23 February 2004

The disciplinary hearing today of the General Medical Council, to examine the
cases of seven doctors at the private drug treatment centre, the Stapleford
Clinic in Essex, has profound implications for the future of drugs treatment in
the UK. It comes after the disclosure by the Prime Minister that schools are
to be allowed to conduct random drugs tests on pupils. The two issues are, of
course, interlinked, since they both revolve around the intractable problem of
how we should deal with drugs.
***************

The reality I fear is that as no pharmaceutical company will proceed with the
development of ibogaine, the ability to stop its prohibition is close to nil.
However, the publicity being given the attack on the medical establishment
treating chemically dependent patients offers a podium from which to inform the
government and the public of ibogaine’s’ utility to 1) assist patients is
stopping drug use as well as 2) stabilizing patients who cannot stop drug use.

My suggestion is that you use the media attention being given to the
prosecution of the doctors at Stapelford to gain access to the media for ibogaine.

In any case, if you cannot stop the prohibitionists from closing Stapelford
you will see increased deaths, increased crime and a growing prison population.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
USA
dir tel, 1 718 442-2754
dir fax, 1 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] life style.
Date: February 23, 2004 at 1:27:16 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Humphry Osmond, 86, Who Sought Medicinal Value in Psychedelic Drugs,
Dies

February 22, 2004
By DOUGLAS MARTIN

Humphry Osmond, the psychiatrist who coined the word “psychedelic” for
the drugs to which he introduced the writer and essayist Aldous Huxley,
died on Feb. 6 at his home in Appleton, Wis. He was 86.

The cause was cardiac arrhythmia, said his daughter
Euphemia Blackburn of Appleton, where Dr. Osmond moved to
four years ago.

Dr. Osmond entered the history of the counterculture by supplying
hallucinogenic drugs to Huxley, who ascribed mystical significance to
them in his playfully thoughtful, widely read book “The Doors of
Perception,” from which the rock group the Doors took its name.

But in his own view and in that of some other scientists,
Dr. Osmond was most important for inspiring researchers who
saw drugs like L.S.D. and mescaline as potential treatments
for psychological ailments. By the mid-1960’s, medical
journals had published more than 1,000 papers on the
subject, and Dr. Osmond’s work using L.S.D. to treat
alcoholics drew particular interest.

“Osmond was a pioneer,” Dr. Charles Grob, a professor of psychiatry at
the University of California School of Medicine, said in an interview.
“He published some fascinating data.”

In one study, in the late 1950’s, when Dr. Osmond gave
L.S.D. to alcoholics in Alcoholics Anonymous who had failed
to quit drinking, about half had not had a drink after a
year.

“No one has ever duplicated the success rate of that
study,” said Dr. John H. Halpern, associate director of substance abuse
research at the McLean Hospital Alcohol and Drug Abuse Research Center
in Belmont, Mass., and an instructor at Harvard.

Dr. Halpern added that no one really tried. Other studies
used different methodology, and the combination of flagrant youthful
abuse of hallucinogens; the propagation of a flashy, otherworldly drug
culture by Timothy Leary; and reports of health dangers from
hallucinogens (some of which Dr. Halpern said were wrong or overstated)
eventually doomed almost all research into psychedelic drugs.

Research on hallucinogens as a treatment for mental ills
has re-emerged in recent years, in small projects at places like the
University of Arizona, the University of South Carolina, the University
of California, Los Angeles, and Harvard. Though such research was always
legal, regulatory, financial and other obstacles had largely ended it.

Huxley’s reading about Dr. Osmond’s research into
similarities between schizophrenia and mescaline
intoxication led him to volunteer to try the drug. Dr.
Osmond agreed, but later wrote that he “did not relish the possibility,
however remote, of being the man who drove Aldous Huxley mad.”

So in 1953, a day Dr. Osmond described 12 years later as “delicious May
morning,” he dropped a pinch of silvery white mescaline crystals in a
glass of water and handed it to Huxley, the author of “Brave New World,”
which described a totalitarian society in which people are controlled by
drugs.

“Within two and a half hours I could see that it was
acting, and after three I could see that all would go
well,” Dr. Osmond wrote. He said he felt “much relieved.”

Dr. Osmond first offered his new term, psychedelic, at a meeting of the
New York Academy of Sciences in 1957. He said the word meant “mind
manifesting” and called it “clear, euphonious and uncontaminated by
other associations.”

Huxley had sent Dr. Osmond a rhyme with his own word
choice: “To make this trivial world sublime, take half a
gram of phanerothyme.” (Thymos means soul in Greek.)

Rejecting that, Dr. Osmond replied: “To fathom Hell or soar angelic,
just take a pinch of psychedelic.”

Lester Grinspoon and James B. Bakalar in their 1979 book “Psychedelic
Drugs Reconsidered” pointed out that by the rules for combining Greek
roots, the word should have been psychodelic. They also said that even
in the late 70’s, psychedelic had mostly been replaced by
hallucinogenic, a vocabulary shift they said Dr. Osmond himself made.

In addition to his daughter Euphemia, Dr. Osmond is
survived by his wife, Jane; a second daughter, Helen
Swanson of Surrey, England; a son, Julian, of New Orleans;
a sister, Dorothy Gale of Devon, England; and five grandchildren.

Humphry Fortescue Osmond was born on July 1, 1917, in
Surrey. He intended to be a banker, but attended Guy’s
Hospital Medical School of the University of London. In
World War II, he was a surgeon-lieutenant in the Navy,
where he trained to become a ship’s psychiatrist.

At St. George’s Hospital in London, he and a colleague,
John R. Smythies, developed the hypothesis that
schizophrenia was a form of self-intoxication caused by the body’s
mistakenly producing its own L.S.D.-like compounds.

When their theory was not embraced by the British mental
health establishment, the two doctors moved to Canada to continue their
research at Saskatchewan Hospital in Weyburn. There, they developed the
idea, not widely accepted, that no one should treat schizophrenics who
had not personally experienced schizophrenia.

“This it is possible to do quite easily by taking
mescaline,” they wrote.

Huxley read about this work and volunteered to be studied.
The research also directly inspired other scientists, Dr. Halpern said.

“There was a certain point where almost every major psychiatrist wanted
to do hallucinogen research,” Dr. Halpern said, adding that in the early
1960’s, it was recommended that psychiatric residents take a dose to
understand psychosis better.

Perhaps the most famous psychedelic researcher was Dr.
Oscar Janiger, a Beverly Hills psychiatrist, who gave
L.S.D. to Cary Grant, Jack Nicholson and, again, Huxley.

Dr. Halpern said that today’s understanding of serotonin, a
neurotransmitter important in causing and alleviating depression, grew
out of research into the effect of L.S.D. on the brain. L.S.D. and
serotonin are chemically similar.

Dr. Osmond’s most important work involved alcoholism
research, done with Abram Hoffer, a colleague at Weyburn. Originally,
they thought L.S.D. would terrify alcoholics by causing symptoms akin to
delirium tremens. Instead, they found it opened them to radical personal
transformation.

“One conception of psychedelic theory for alcoholics is
that L.S.D. can truly accomplish the transcendence that is repeatedly
and unsuccessfully sought in drunkenness,” “Psychedelic Drugs
Reconsidered” suggested in 1979.

Bill Wilson, a co-founder of Alcoholics Anonymous, met Dr. Osmond and
took L.S.D. himself, strongly agreeing that it could help many
alcoholics.

As psychedelic research became increasingly difficult, Dr. Osmond left
Canada to become director of the Bureau of Research in Neurology and
Psychiatry at the New Jersey Psychiatric Institute in Princeton, and
then a professor of psychology at the University of Alabama in
Birmingham. He mainly studied schizophrenia but was disappointed he
could not pursue his research into hallucinogens, Mrs. Blackburn, his
daughter, said.

“I’m sure he was very saddened by it,” she said. “It could
have helped millions of people.”

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From: Jellking <jellking@yahoo.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] was Jane now vectoring
Date: February 23, 2004 at 3:44:32 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks, Sara, and I forgot to say thanks to Vector Vector, my avatar  of open-mindedness!  Jane

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] strange people.
Date: February 23, 2004 at 4:19:57 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Maybe there is here “a strange” group of people,
But look what “normal” looks like.

Alone, all one.

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Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane
Date: February 23, 2004 at 2:57:16 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks Jane,

It is very beautiful what you wrote!

S.

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Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane

Dear Sarah, Carla, et al,   Thanks for your responses. I DO most certainly honor Howard and I’m sorry if it sounded as if I don’t.  I honor the fact, also, that this sacred plant is going to do its work through all who care, and all who partake.  My ibogaine poem, “The Drumming of Eboka,” acknowledges that this plant SEEKS us, not anybody, but US, “those who wish to entwine.”  I honor Howard, indeed, and also both of you, Dana, Patrick, Eric, Brett, Nick, Marc and all associated with this list, and the many who never have been in this small circle of the universe but know Bwiti.

I am not immune from or above induling in the petulant anger or even the “righteous” anger that often rocks our boat, but I do feel sincerely that the incredible, more than cosmic, chance to incarnate in a time and place in which eboka, thanks to Howard, yes, is brought to western consciousness is a blessing that transcends all consciousness of favors asked and received, and not only for the addiction help properties.  We are ALL doing our part to weave human consciousness in such a way as to  include the truth of diversity, and in my very humble opinion, most of you are doing it really well. I think it is UTTERLY appropriate that there are many many venues, suppliers, philosophies, etc. re ibogaine.  I don’t think there should be “rules.”   Biodiversity is actually the heart of my personal agenda…….this plant called me, and this is a complicated topic,which I maybe will explore further with you all, if there is! any interest.  In the meantime, peace and love, Jane

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 22, 2004 at 10:13:18 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/23/04 12:17:35 AM, carlambarnes@yahoo.com writes:

The only part of the show I
found tacky was Dr. Mash calling Howard Lotsof some
junkie who wanted to get high and giving no credit,
not even mentioning his name 🙁

Tacky seems a good description.

Howard

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Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 22, 2004 at 10:05:21 PM EST
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Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

My opinion exactly!

Cheers mates
David

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Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Jane
Date: February 22, 2004 at 9:33:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dear Sarah, Carla, et al,   Thanks for your responses. I DO most certainly honor Howard and I’m sorry if it sounded as if I don’t.  I honor the fact, also, that this sacred plant is going to do its work through all who care, and all who partake.  My ibogaine poem, “The Drumming of Eboka,” acknowledges that this plant SEEKS us, not anybody, but US, “those who wish to entwine.”  I honor Howard, indeed, and also both of you, Dana, Patrick, Eric, Brett, Nick, Marc and all associated with this list, and the many who never have been in this small circle of the universe but know Bwiti.

I am not immune from or above induling in the petulant anger or even the “righteous” anger that often rocks our boat, but I do feel sincerely that the incredible, more than cosmic, chance to incarnate in a time and place in which eboka, thanks to Howard, yes, is brought to western consciousness is a blessing that transcends all consciousness of favors asked and received, and not only for the addiction help properties.  We are ALL doing our part to weave human consciousness in such a way as to  include the truth of diversity, and in my very humble opinion, most of you are doing it really well. I think it is UTTERLY appropriate that there are many many venues, suppliers, philosophies, etc. re ibogaine.  I don’t think there should be “rules.”   Biodiversity is actually the heart of my personal agenda…….this plant called me, and this is a complicated topic,which I maybe will explore further with you all, if there is any interest.  In the meantime, peace and love, Jane

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 22, 2004 at 8:04:44 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

?????????? Man, this is one strange group of people!??????????
Me, unsubscribe? Hell no, I might miss something!

From: <gboy@hush.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 22, 2004 at 7:53:54 PM EST
To: digital@phantom.com, dmash@newssun.med.miami.edu

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On Sun, 22 Feb 2004 16:16:45 -0800 Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
wrote:
I agree with alot of what you said about everyone,
nobody gives credit to anyone else in any ibogaine
interview I’ve seen it is always everything about
themselves. Deborah and Patrick did the same thing but
they only did a great job of it 😉 What I think is
more then a little disgusting is when treatment
providers let the camera crew film someone who is on
ibogaine that always makes my stomach turn 🙁

It was a great show and it is the first time I’ve seen
both of them without all the arrogance, they did make
each other look human 🙂 The only part of the show I
found tacky was Dr. Mash calling Howard Lotsof some
junkie who wanted to get high and giving no credit,
not even mentioning his name 🙁

Carla B

— zeke@hush.com wrote:
I’m putting this on the list after sending
private email to both
mash and patric. Mash writes me a self righteous
reply and Patric ignores
his email and doesn’t say anything no news there
right.
It would be easier to write if there was a
right or wrong but
looking at the people on this list and the way they
act and I do not
mean the addicts, I’m talking about the treatment
people, the most pathetic
thing is the two of you did the best ibogaine story
that’s come out in
years. Besides this and JAMA what has been in the
media about ibogaine
in the last two years is at the level of the
national enquirer and nobody
pays attention to it. I’m looking online and I see
that ibogaine.net
went from being dead and having a hit rate of below
1 million to where
it’s gone in two days, it’s at 30,000 because that
‘journalist’ who broke
the Monica Lewinsky story put ‘Hallucinogen that
cures addiction’ on
the front page of his site.
Both of you are assholes. Patric you know
the real story behind
ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but
you keep on protecting
her and lying for her. You make her look like mother
Theresa. I watch
this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine
is dangerous lady,
the two of you make each other look human and you
lay on the shit so
thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for
you. I hope both
of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using
you. Go on Patric
flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash
registers ring all
over her over priced treatment. I love the links on
the site, you’ve
removed any content that had any value and thrown it
off the site and
link to this
http://www.ibogaine.net/links.html
Laser hair removal, work at home businesses and
treatment pimps. When
is the used car lot coming?
It’s so funny how the man who invented the
term ‘Treatment Pimp’
is promoting it right now. Everything changes when
you get paid right?
I’ve kept almost everything I said in email
out of this message
my purpose isn’t to put even more dirt out there I
think Steven Anker
and Jerry Stahl with CSI are about to all sue each
other over libel and
slander so there’s no need. Sara maybe they need
some shrooms and to
smoke cannabis instead.
Patric I have less disappointment over you
because you’ve done
all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest
thing is you are
a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your
experience. People
are listening, especially when you flash your arm,
you should have it
framed. It’s too bad that instead of saying the
truth you and Mash have
your mutual admiration society and I won’t follow
that up with everything
else I hear about the two of you but it is too bad
that both of you aren’t
more like the people you play on TV.
Patric you’re lucky that you can communicate
because if you couldn’t,
then Mash wouldn’t care about you either. Nobody
who has ever had anything
to do with her has ended up with anything except
lawsuits and broken
promises, except for you. Because you never shut up
and people listen
to you. Lucky you.
You’re both so full of shit, you can go
exploit each other and
ibogaine forever. Great gift to the whole world. I
wish I could find
more anger but at least she knows the science and
you know the experience.
I wish I could find a better answer but there isn’t
one with anyone involved
with ibogaine, you’re all interested in the same
thing, your own egos,
Patrick and Debrah are only better at pimping
themselves.
Sara it’s too bad that you’re right about so
many people and
things.
I pray Stan Glick comes through with
something, because there
is no other scientist working on anything, only a
group of self promoting
entertainers.

bye
zeke

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Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 22, 2004 at 7:50:46 PM EST
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ever played!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now do something about getting Bush out of the whitehouse!

Go Yippie! Go Yippie! Go Yippie! Go Yippie! Go Yippie! Go Yippie! Go
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On Sun, 22 Feb 2004 16:16:45 -0800 Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
wrote:
I agree with alot of what you said about everyone,
nobody gives credit to anyone else in any ibogaine
interview I’ve seen it is always everything about
themselves. Deborah and Patrick did the same thing but
they only did a great job of it 😉 What I think is
more then a little disgusting is when treatment
providers let the camera crew film someone who is on
ibogaine that always makes my stomach turn 🙁

It was a great show and it is the first time I’ve seen
both of them without all the arrogance, they did make
each other look human 🙂 The only part of the show I
found tacky was Dr. Mash calling Howard Lotsof some
junkie who wanted to get high and giving no credit,
not even mentioning his name 🙁

Carla B

— zeke@hush.com wrote:
I’m putting this on the list after sending
private email to both
mash and patric. Mash writes me a self righteous
reply and Patric ignores
his email and doesn’t say anything no news there
right.
It would be easier to write if there was a
right or wrong but
looking at the people on this list and the way they
act and I do not
mean the addicts, I’m talking about the treatment
people, the most pathetic
thing is the two of you did the best ibogaine story
that’s come out in
years. Besides this and JAMA what has been in the
media about ibogaine
in the last two years is at the level of the
national enquirer and nobody
pays attention to it. I’m looking online and I see
that ibogaine.net
went from being dead and having a hit rate of below
1 million to where
it’s gone in two days, it’s at 30,000 because that
‘journalist’ who broke
the Monica Lewinsky story put ‘Hallucinogen that
cures addiction’ on
the front page of his site.
Both of you are assholes. Patric you know
the real story behind
ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but
you keep on protecting
her and lying for her. You make her look like mother
Theresa. I watch
this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine
is dangerous lady,
the two of you make each other look human and you
lay on the shit so
thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for
you. I hope both
of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using
you. Go on Patric
flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash
registers ring all
over her over priced treatment. I love the links on
the site, you’ve
removed any content that had any value and thrown it
off the site and
link to this
http://www.ibogaine.net/links.html
Laser hair removal, work at home businesses and
treatment pimps. When
is the used car lot coming?
It’s so funny how the man who invented the
term ‘Treatment Pimp’
is promoting it right now. Everything changes when
you get paid right?
I’ve kept almost everything I said in email
out of this message
my purpose isn’t to put even more dirt out there I
think Steven Anker
and Jerry Stahl with CSI are about to all sue each
other over libel and
slander so there’s no need. Sara maybe they need
some shrooms and to
smoke cannabis instead.
Patric I have less disappointment over you
because you’ve done
all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest
thing is you are
a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your
experience. People
are listening, especially when you flash your arm,
you should have it
framed. It’s too bad that instead of saying the
truth you and Mash have
your mutual admiration society and I won’t follow
that up with everything
else I hear about the two of you but it is too bad
that both of you aren’t
more like the people you play on TV.
Patric you’re lucky that you can communicate
because if you couldn’t,
then Mash wouldn’t care about you either. Nobody
who has ever had anything
to do with her has ended up with anything except
lawsuits and broken
promises, except for you. Because you never shut up
and people listen
to you. Lucky you.
You’re both so full of shit, you can go
exploit each other and
ibogaine forever. Great gift to the whole world. I
wish I could find
more anger but at least she knows the science and
you know the experience.
I wish I could find a better answer but there isn’t
one with anyone involved
with ibogaine, you’re all interested in the same
thing, your own egos,
Patrick and Debrah are only better at pimping
themselves.
Sara it’s too bad that you’re right about so
many people and
things.
I pray Stan Glick comes through with
something, because there
is no other scientist working on anything, only a
group of self promoting
entertainers.

bye
zeke

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From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 22, 2004 at 7:16:45 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I agree with alot of what you said about everyone,
nobody gives credit to anyone else in any ibogaine
interview I’ve seen it is always everything about
themselves. Deborah and Patrick did the same thing but
they only did a great job of it 😉 What I think is
more then a little disgusting is when treatment
providers let the camera crew film someone who is on
ibogaine that always makes my stomach turn 🙁

It was a great show and it is the first time I’ve seen
both of them without all the arrogance, they did make
each other look human 🙂 The only part of the show I
found tacky was Dr. Mash calling Howard Lotsof some
junkie who wanted to get high and giving no credit,
not even mentioning his name 🙁

Carla B

— zeke@hush.com wrote:
I’m putting this on the list after sending
private email to both
mash and patric. Mash writes me a self righteous
reply and Patric ignores
his email and doesn’t say anything no news there
right.
It would be easier to write if there was a
right or wrong but
looking at the people on this list and the way they
act and I do not
mean the addicts, I’m talking about the treatment
people, the most pathetic
thing is the two of you did the best ibogaine story
that’s come out in
years. Besides this and JAMA what has been in the
media about ibogaine
in the last two years is at the level of the
national enquirer and nobody
pays attention to it. I’m looking online and I see
that ibogaine.net
went from being dead and having a hit rate of below
1 million to where
it’s gone in two days, it’s at 30,000 because that
‘journalist’ who broke
the Monica Lewinsky story put ‘Hallucinogen that
cures addiction’ on
the front page of his site.
Both of you are assholes. Patric you know
the real story behind
ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but
you keep on protecting
her and lying for her. You make her look like mother
Theresa. I watch
this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine
is dangerous lady,
the two of you make each other look human and you
lay on the shit so
thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for
you. I hope both
of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using
you. Go on Patric
flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash
registers ring all
over her over priced treatment. I love the links on
the site, you’ve
removed any content that had any value and thrown it
off the site and
link to this
http://www.ibogaine.net/links.html
Laser hair removal, work at home businesses and
treatment pimps. When
is the used car lot coming?
It’s so funny how the man who invented the
term ‘Treatment Pimp’
is promoting it right now. Everything changes when
you get paid right?
I’ve kept almost everything I said in email
out of this message
my purpose isn’t to put even more dirt out there I
think Steven Anker
and Jerry Stahl with CSI are about to all sue each
other over libel and
slander so there’s no need. Sara maybe they need
some shrooms and to
smoke cannabis instead.
Patric I have less disappointment over you
because you’ve done
all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest
thing is you are
a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your
experience. People
are listening, especially when you flash your arm,
you should have it
framed. It’s too bad that instead of saying the
truth you and Mash have
your mutual admiration society and I won’t follow
that up with everything
else I hear about the two of you but it is too bad
that both of you aren’t
more like the people you play on TV.
Patric you’re lucky that you can communicate
because if you couldn’t,
then Mash wouldn’t care about you either. Nobody
who has ever had anything
to do with her has ended up with anything except
lawsuits and broken
promises, except for you. Because you never shut up
and people listen
to you. Lucky you.
You’re both so full of shit, you can go
exploit each other and
ibogaine forever. Great gift to the whole world. I
wish I could find
more anger but at least she knows the science and
you know the experience.
I wish I could find a better answer but there isn’t
one with anyone involved
with ibogaine, you’re all interested in the same
thing, your own egos,
Patrick and Debrah are only better at pimping
themselves.
Sara it’s too bad that you’re right about so
many people and
things.
I pray Stan Glick comes through with
something, because there
is no other scientist working on anything, only a
group of self promoting
entertainers.

bye
zeke

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From: <zeke@hush.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Fuck you Deborah and Patrick show
Date: February 22, 2004 at 6:34:49 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I’m putting this on the list after sending private email to both
mash and patric. Mash writes me a self righteous reply and Patric ignores
his email and doesn’t say anything no news there right.
It would be easier to write if there was a right or wrong but
looking at the people on this list and the way they act and I do not
mean the addicts, I’m talking about the treatment people, the most pathetic
thing is the two of you did the best ibogaine story that’s come out in
years. Besides this and JAMA what has been in the media about ibogaine
in the last two years is at the level of the national enquirer and nobody
pays attention to it. I’m looking online and I see that ibogaine.net
went from being dead and having a hit rate of below 1 million to where
it’s gone in two days, it’s at 30,000 because that ‘journalist’ who broke
the Monica Lewinsky story put ‘Hallucinogen that cures addiction’ on
the front page of his site.
Both of you are assholes. Patric you know the real story behind
ibogaine instead of Mash’s self promotional hype but you keep on protecting
her and lying for her. You make her look like mother Theresa. I watch
this and I don’t believe it, instead of the ibogaine is dangerous lady,
the two of you make each other look human and you lay on the shit so
thick you have the reporter giving the warnings for you. I hope both
of you end up with what you deserve and she’s using you. Go on Patric
flash your arm to the whole world and make the cash registers ring all
over her over priced treatment. I love the links on the site, you’ve
removed any content that had any value and thrown it off the site and
link to this
http://www.ibogaine.net/links.html
Laser hair removal, work at home businesses and treatment pimps. When
is the used car lot coming?
It’s so funny how the man who invented the term ‘Treatment Pimp’
is promoting it right now. Everything changes when you get paid right?
I’ve kept almost everything I said in email out of this message
my purpose isn’t to put even more dirt out there I think Steven Anker
and Jerry Stahl with CSI are about to all sue each other over libel and
slander so there’s no need. Sara maybe they need some shrooms and to
smoke cannabis instead.
Patric I have less disappointment over you because you’ve done
all of it, you represent who you are and the saddest thing is you are
a incredible communicator. Writing, talking, your experience. People
are listening, especially when you flash your arm, you should have it
framed. It’s too bad that instead of saying the truth you and Mash have
your mutual admiration society and I won’t follow that up with everything
else I hear about the two of you but it is too bad that both of you aren’t
more like the people you play on TV.
Patric you’re lucky that you can communicate because if you couldn’t,
then Mash wouldn’t care about you either. Nobody who has ever had anything
to do with her has ended up with anything except lawsuits and broken
promises, except for you. Because you never shut up and people listen
to you. Lucky you.
You’re both so full of shit, you can go exploit each other and
ibogaine forever. Great gift to the whole world. I wish I could find
more anger but at least she knows the science and you know the experience.
I wish I could find a better answer but there isn’t one with anyone involved
with ibogaine, you’re all interested in the same thing, your own egos,
Patrick and Debrah are only better at pimping themselves.
Sara it’s too bad that you’re right about so many people and
things.
I pray Stan Glick comes through with something, because there
is no other scientist working on anything, only a group of self promoting
entertainers.

bye
zeke

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From: Bill Ross <ross@cgl.ucsf.edu>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 22, 2004 at 6:27:58 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Generally my own personal list of blood/liver cleansers/detoxifiers
can include (mostly fresh and in salads or in tea form):

I have recently heard about a “liver/gallbladder cleanse’ that
involves triggering the liver and gallbladder to wash themselves
by expelling all the available bile. It sounds like an interesting
experience (feeling soft crystals of cholesterol being flushed
through one’s bile ducts). I don’t know how much of this can be
for real:

…the most simple way to start curing acne, high cholesterol,
eczema, psoriasis, asthma, allergies, gallstones, food intolerance,
shoulder pain, abdominal pain, upper back pain, arm pain, gallstones
attack, liver pain, gallbladder pain, hypertension, cardiovascular
diseases, heartburn, bloating, inflammatory bowel disease IBD, IBS,
colitis, constipation, cancer, AIDS, MS, FMS, MSC, CFIDS/CFS,
Parkinson’s, Alzheimer’s disease, epilepsy, seizures, osteoporosis,
angina pectoris…

but here’s the info for anyone who wants to investigate:

http://www.curezone.com/cleanse/liver/

Bill

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Ignorant Non-Sense
Date: February 22, 2004 at 5:08:40 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hypodermic pin cushion
Barking under hypnosis
Acupuncture handshakes and malt’s
And syrups and milk and honey
Hydrochloride dream like states
Of fast forward thoughts of gender bending
Blank canvas creator
Painting blank canvas painters
Ballin’ on D-Town hustlers
International brokers of Power
And Poverty
Create Mechanical
Predictable personification
of LED patterns of numbers
that expire before fully understanding
the nature of chaos in motion.

Test dose of anti-venom.
From non-evasive strikes
during hysterical states.
Scales smooth hypodermic teeth.
Tooth farming for the freak show.
Cast system post marked
Licensed by the state
Hidden in backroom conversation.
Document shredding ESP ignored.

(Easier to look the other way)
And convince yourself of your world view

Rooms full of cockroach carpet
Hard to breathe with so many flies
In the air Jorden
marketing shoes.

Cycle of desire
Internal gravity,
undertow of energies.
Polarized incomplete view
Seeing only what they want me to see.
Paranoid blinds (atom) splitter.
Phone tap checker.
Electronic surveyor.
Take responsibility too often.
Burning cold shadow.
Reproach from ex-lovers.
“THAT’S SOME PIG”
Place where marijuana is smoked.
Place where internal and external pressures subconscious mis-understanding
Place where “love it or leave it” is spoken
from post 9/11 W voters
“Who else will hunt down those towel heads?”

Serving life jail sentences.
DEA training for Singapore executions…
Examples had to be made.

Grunt vagrancy Bled the ground red.
Sniper shadow motion
of bug crawling in peripheral vision
Disappear when searching for.

Mirage of carrot on a stick.
Desolate dessert ground
Cracked and broken in yearning
For rain.

Dance ’round bonfire
skin and hand bones slap stretched animal skin
drums of all imaginable shapes and sizes.
Nude Beltane celebrations in Texas hill country.
Sounds of warm pacific waves
Rhythmically crashing on Polynesian
Velvet sand between toes
As we walk hand in hand
Illuminated by time and place
Same sun making sunset is the morning sunrise
To those who rose from ashes of Hiroshima and Nagasaki winters,
Skin melting
Pink microwave burns,
Non military target.
Folds of sliced flesh.
Smell of radiation.
Doctors trying their best to help.
Scientists trying their best to destroy.
Ministers of foreign affairs doing their best to
manipulate the art of conversation.
Business of War.
Fall back into your fathers grave.
Endless fields of white crosses
In symmetric order foreign to nature.

Animation…illusions of motion.
Bellies swelling with hunger
Too weak to swat the flies.
Botox injecting, manufacturer of plastic.
Electricity disguised as human
normal human voice listing side effects
from new erectile dysfunction medication.
Investors wait and watch with anticipation.
Silhouetted surfer watching the ocean
in observant,
teachable,
meditation in action.

Are you sure you’ve really thought this through?

“Yes men” got families with mouths to feed.
Paycheck bouncing up and down inside your bank account.
Guard too often let down… ‘defense mechanisms keep good people away.
No more flirting from less then arms length
Arms link to former soviet union.
Faster computer.
Petroleum fuel.
No more arrogance
And disappointment.

Whose common quest is to be true to their calling…
Whatever they perceive that to be.
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From: Brett Calabrese <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Don’t freak, go on the thread yrself!
Date: February 22, 2004 at 2:18:01 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I replied to Sandy privately, what Sandy sent me is in “”

One problem explaining ibogaine is it does the unbelievable, the kind of experience and result is not understood. I don’t want to say this to Sandy but it is like trying to explain what SEX is to an alien species that never heard of sex – and all you have is words, even with a black board that gotta be difficult to explain… (lol). At least seeing it happen to someone else the way Vivian saw me after getting treated with ibo is like “WOW, A PROFOUND CHANGE HAS HAPPENED TO THIS PERSON” – and that is within 2 seconds from just walking (or levitating) in the door 3 days later. So most people come from their usual experiences with addiction, what ibogaine does simply can’t happen – and no, it can’t (without ibogaine). Exactly! So she is trying to understand but if there ever was a different paradigm it is ibogaine.

BTW, sorry if I am a bit stranger than usual in some of my posts, those anti-addictive drugs I had been taking will fuck up your mind! . It is the first time I think since my first ibogaine treatment that I really want to dose (ibo) to clear my head from those (IMO dangerous) AED’s.

Brett

(snip) starting with me to Sandy.

I had a life, I did a lot more than most in my recovery efforts, I had fun, I had happiness, but still wasn’t right, moments of peace at best, never at peace. There are people from one end of the addict spectrum to the other, ibogaine shifts their ability to recover up a few hundred notches. Oh, BTW, not all cures work for everyone and even penicillin which “cures”  venereal diseases doesn’t stop one from repeating the thoughts and behaviors (though ibogaine helps that); they can catch it again. So long as I don’t allow the thoughts I won’t do the behavior; with ibo I say “STOP” and I STOP, before that I said “STOP” thousands of times, and kept going.

“But here’s the part with Ibogaine that I don’t get.  You say you know it’s there if you relapse.  Well that sort of means it’s not a cure, doesn’t it?  ”

If it were diabetis and I had it, someone comes along and discovers Insulin, so what if it isn’t a cure? I am not saying ibogaine is a cure, maybe close, it will put something in remission, heal the addiction, does things that nothing else did – but NOT EVERYTHING. Perhaps Ibogaine can facilitate a cure, then what do you mean by “cure”? I know  I can never go back and won’t go back, does that mean I might not have an OOPS, I don’t know – I do know it won’t go anywhere.   I do know if it did go somewhere there is always ibogaine, therefore won’t unless I decided to. I had to go on pain medication, narcotics, benzo’s… The ibogaine being there really had nothing to do with me being cured or not, but it is nice knowing it is there because I am filling receptors, there are issues to overcome. This isn’t something people normally do, try wailing into a NA meeting sometime with a pain issue looking for advice on going on pain meds (LOL), you can hear the claws dig into the cheap vinyl seats

“So what about the living changes to keep you from that relapse in the first place?  Aren’t they still relevant?  How does that all work together? ”

Very well. It’s like not being distracted by DRUG STUFF bouncing in your head (after ibogaine treatment). For a while it is Strong, then it fades (as noribogaine leaves the body, over months). Why you have to make those “life changes” after ibogaine is that DRUG ADDICTION is the default, you don’t make changes after ibogaine tx that is where you are going (typically and all that). After ibogaine there isn’t that haze, even people who have been clean for years have used ibogaine with good results – the demons. Yes you could say that with 20 years of whatever recovery you could do it, but obviously most don’t make it that far to say the least. Ibogaine gets you across the river, even if you have to be tossed a few times, you are CLEAN, you know you can be clean you feel CLEAN, you know happiness, like for the first time in many years (for me). Peace, I took ibogaine and a couple of days later I was at peace and that lasted 6 months, then it got harder… did more ibo. Take an addict and SHOW THEM themselves, SHOW THEM the other side of the river, “see, you can get there”, clean em up inside and out, buy them time, actually normalize a lot of brain functioning and thoughts (as in getting the compulsiveness out).

Next month Dr. Mash’s study should be out, the “numbers” will be there – in real life, there isn’t anything in the same ballpark (but I am not calling anything a cure – those who do have NEVER tried ibogaine and lack understanding)

Mileage varies on ibogaine: some people need once, some several, some may need continued boosters, some it may not work (LT) and rarely does it not work for detoxing. Some people may go right out and use, others are clean for years – and everywhere in between.

All ibogaine is a tool, a medicine, it is an “easier softer way” but for many it may be the only way. Many addicts never recover because they see the problem as insurmountable.  They know no other way of life or thinking. Addiction defines them.  Ibogaine can change what one believes about oneself.

These are questions, not challenges.
“Heroin, in particular, is next to impossible for people to kick.  I’ve seen it way too many times to think otherwise.  And I’ve seen some truly tough alcoholic cases too, Tx #15 and the like.  It’s heart breaking.  So if Ibogaine helps these people, it’s a crime for it not to be available.  But I wonder if it’s fair to promote it as a cure if it is more of a bridge.  Shooting ten years sobriety up somebody’s butt so they’ll get it.  ”

Cure? There is nothing that will cure one from oneself. If someone wants to be a drug addict they will be a drug addict, ibogaine will not change that. Just like if someone has diabeties and they want to eat chocolate bars and kill themselves they will – I know someone 26 years sober who did just that.

On the “choice” scale whatever took you a 10 in effort before ibogaine, is now a 1, 2 3 – or maybe a 9 till dose 2, then a 7, then a 4… Ibogaine gives one the ability to overcome, the clarity of mind and strange as it may seem, a mirror into them unlike any other that I could imagine. “Bridge”, it does give time (during the post tx-ibo-glow period), but does other things that can’t be explained. The knowledge never left me, certain understandings.  I was always calmer after my first ibo treatment, saw what I was doing and when I needed another dose, I wasn’t as bad and wanted to clean/happy more, and I knew exactly where to get that (ibo). For whatever reasons with ibo more got done, it just wouldn’t have and it did, a life change that I couldn’t believe and sometimes still don’t. Again, even cures (like someone being cured for cancer) don’t work for everyone equally.

Look, I sit here at times watching my actiions post ibogaine treatment and I can’t even believe it, like someone changed some “code” or removed some bad wiring. Yes, I went along, tried, put in the effort but after ibogaine my efforts and accomplishments were compounded many times. Any problems or issues I have been able to stand back from, like when pain meds are either in me or from side effects (withdrawal),  even not doing ibogaine I can stand back, be objective. I am not the drug, I am not the anger or frustration any longer. One of the unusual  things ibo does is allow that ability, to “stand back” to see ones self – even long after doing ibo, something long term along the curing lines is happening (yes),  healing in degrees if you like rather than “cure”.
Best,
Brett – bcalabrese@yahoo.com

Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
Patrick and anyone else who can write halfway decently. I don’t know if
I have a real opinion on this subject but Dana has dumped your and Dr.
Mash’s entire interview all over the Kerry site, added Steven Anker and
Jerry Stahl and for some reason is reposting Sara’s messages.

I don’t know if this is really something helpful? It started talking
about ibogaine and has turned into a 12 steps against everything else
debate. Reading at least 40 of those on this list over the years I’ve
never seen one go anywhere.

Patrick earth to patrick patrick are you here, don’t you write long
letters saying what Dana meant to say instead of what’s happening. This
is the time to do that. Or maybe not.

Dana I am reading this thread and if I didn’t have the background of
reading this list for years I would have lost track of it after the
first 20 or 30 paragraphs, it’s stopped being about ibogaine and turned
into ibogaine and every other crazy thing anybody adds to it.

Asking people to listen about a hallucinogen that cures addiction was
not impossible since you reposted the entire kroupa/mash interview but
now it’s kroupa/mash, anker/stahl and sara glatt dosing people with
shrooms and cannabis after detoxing them with ibogaine.

Someone should do something.
.:vector:.

Brett Calabrese has the right idea. Go on the thread yrself!

BEFORE I got there, they were mainly talking about pot and libertarian free market  proscriptions for how to end the drug war, and the moderators (who do seme to regurgitate poorly digested 12 step maxims when really challenged) were putting them off.

Kerry staffers naturally don’t want him near anything controversial.

Here’s an example of what was inserted just after my last post (the calculation with the pot and ‘shrooms was that it would make ibo more palatable to an audience of legalizers, BTW) —

A little letter from someone “on the hill” is forwarded below:

The American led war on drugs was doomed from the very beginning.
Regardless of the money put into the anti-drug programme, one cannot
nullify the basic supply and demand law of economics.

As long as people want to purchase recreational drugs and are
willing to pay a substantial price to buy them, somebody will
produce them and somebody else will somehow get the drugs to the
buyers.

This is guaranteed.

The war on drugs has transformed the United States into the most
incarcerated nation in history.

With less than five per cent of the world’s population, the U.S. has
more than one fourth of the world’s prisoners. In other words, one
out of every four prisoners in the world is locked in an American
prison, thanks primarily to America’s counter-productive war on
certain (politically selected) drugs.

The United States government is in no position to give any other
nation advice on how to run an anti-drugs campaign.

No other nation has wasted more resources on fighting drugs and no
other nation has imprisoned more citizens for drug law violations
than the US, yet no other nation has been less successful in solving
its narcotics problem than the United States.

My advice to the rest of the world: Carefully observe the U.S.
narcotics policy and do the opposite.

Don’t follow us, we’re lost.

Kirk Muse,

USA

Note: This lead published letter to the editor was accompanied by a
War on Drugs editorial cartoon MAP archived at
http://www.mapinc.org/images/kirkmuse.jpg
If you need more info on this, please visit www.mapinc.org and read the truth about lost freedoms in the land of the free.

I’ve read that same “Don’t follow us we’re lost” Kirk Muse letter numerous times; in other words, these folks are filling the thread with legalization boilerplate, anyway, so Ibogaine can only be an improvement. On the other hand, I got the following this morning:

I have always looked at the WOD as a policy
that is both wrongheaded and unconstitutional.
Anyone who understands law can see that the
“tax” on hemp and the DEA/Drug Czar are simply
“end arounds” of the basic law of the land.
The Ibogaine issue is new to me, and though I
have very little knowledge of this treatment,
I can see that it would cut the legs off the current
punative cant of the WOD.
It never made any sense, and if there is a real
and working treatment for addiction to “hard”
drugs (class 1 MJ is a fraud on it’s face) it would
change the whole landscape.
Do you have any sites or references to the usages
of ibogaine beyond what the normal google will turn
up ( tribal studies, history, etc.).
I would very much like to get up to speed on this
new (at least to me) issue.

TIA

….So some people on the thread are actually processing the ibo info and thinking through its implications. And Theresa Heinz Kerry IS interested, DID take extra copies of the INDEPENDENT ON SUNDAY magazine reprint. Check out the story on her in this morning’s NYTIMES. She is capable of evaluating it on its merits, plus she has the money to buy Glick’s company and actually make 18 MC available some time before 2015.

Now if we can just get her the ACADEMIC PRESS book….

Dana/cnw

[QUOTE]I decided I’d like to keep my anonymity for purposes of moderating the forum overall.  Although I recognize it’s sort of blown to anybody who has a clue.  I trust you’ll respect that in any event.
“I’m thrilled you’ve found a way to stay clean.  I’m 20 years sober and I quit going to meetings around year 8.  I needed to get on with my life.  I read further into the book and discovered parts where it actually said we’re supposed to do that!  So I did.  So I’ve never bought into the whole you MUST go to meetings or you’ll relapse anyway.  What I MUST do is build a life that I love so much that I wouldn’t think of trading a drink or drug for it.”
Each to our own abilities and situations. I had a life, I did a lot more than most in my recovery efforts, I had fun, I had happiness, but still wasn’t right, moments of peace at best, never at peace. There are people from one end of the addict spectrum to the other, ibogaine shifts their ability to recover up a few hundred notches. Oh, BTW, not all cures work for everyone and even penicillin which “cures”  venereal diseases doesn’t stop one from repeating the thoughts and behaviors (though ibogaine helps that); they can catch it again. So long as I don’t allow the thoughts I won’t do the behavior; with ibo I say “STOP” and I STOP, before that I said “STOP” thousands of times, and kept going.
“But here’s the part with Ibogaine that I don’t get.  You say you know it’s there if you relapse.  Well that sort of means it’s not a cure, doesn’t it?  ”
If it were diabetis and I had it, someone comes along and discovers Insulin, so what if it isn’t a cure? I am not saying ibogaine is a cure, maybe close, it will put something in remission, heal the addiction, does things that nothing else did – but NOT EVERYTHING. Perhaps Ibogaine can facilitate a cure, then what do you mean by “cure”? I know  I can never go back and won’t go back, does that mean I might not have an OOPS, I don’t know – I do know it won’t go anywhere.   I do know if it did go somewhere there is always ibogaine, therefore won’t unless I decided to. I had to go on pain medication, narcotics, benzo’s… The ibogaine being there really had nothing to do with me being cured or not, but it is nice knowing it is there because I am filling receptors, there are issues to overcome. This isn’t something people normally do, try wailing into a NA meeting sometime with a pain issue looking for advice on going on pain meds (LOL), you can hear the claws dig into the cheap vinyl seats
“So what about the living changes to keep you from that relapse in the first place?  Aren’t they still relevant?  How does that all work together? ”
Very well. It’s like not being distracted by DRUG STUFF bouncing in your head (after ibogaine treatment). For a while it is Strong, then it fades (as noribogaine leaves the body, over months). Why you have to make those “life changes” after ibogaine is that DRUG ADDICTION is the default, you don’t make changes after ibogaine tx that is where you are going (typically and all that). After ibogaine there isn’t that haze, even people who have been clean for years have used ibogaine with good results – the demons. Yes you could say that with 20 years of whatever recovery you could do it, but obviously most don’t make it that far to say the least. Ibogaine gets you across the river, even if you have to be tossed a few times, you are CLEAN, you know you can be clean you feel CLEAN, you know happiness, like for the first time in many years (for me). Peace, I took ibogaine and a couple of days later I was at peace and that lasted 6 months, then it got harder… did more ibo. Take an addict and SHOW THEM themselves, SHOW THEM the other side of the river, “see, you can get there”, clean em up inside and out, buy them time, actually normalize a lot of brain functioning and thoughts (as in getting the compulsiveness out).
Next month Dr. Mash’s study should be out, the “numbers” will be there – in real life, there isn’t anything in the same ballpark (but I am not calling anything a cure – those who do have NEVER tried ibogaine and lack understanding)
Mileage varies on ibogaine: some people need once, some several, some may need continued boosters, some it may not work (LT) and rarely does it not work for detoxing. Some people may go right out and use, others are clean for years – and everywhere in between.
All ibogaine is a tool, a medicine, it is an “easier softer way” but for many it may be the only way. Many addicts never recover because they see the problem as insurmountable.  They know no other way of life or thinking. Addiction defines them.  Ibogaine can change what one believes about oneself.
These are questions, not challenges.
“Heroin, in particular, is next to impossible for people to kick.  I’ve seen it way too many times to think otherwise.  And I’ve seen some truly tough alcoholic cases too, Tx #15 and the like.  It’s heart breaking.  So if Ibogaine helps these people, it’s a crime for it not to be available.  But I wonder if it’s fair to promote it as a cure if it is more of a bridge.  Shooting ten years sobriety up somebody’s butt so they’ll get it.  ”
Cure? There is nothing that will cure one from oneself. If someone wants to be a drug addict they will be a drug addict, ibogaine will not change that. Just like if someone has diabeties and they want to eat chocolate bars and kill themselves they will – I know someone 26 years sober who did just that.
On the “choice” scale whatever took you a 10 in effort before ibogaine, is now a 1, 2 3 – or maybe a 9 till dose 2, then a 7, then a 4… Ibogaine gives one the ability to overcome, the clarity of mind and strange as it may seem, a mirror into them unlike any other that I could imagine. “Bridge”, it does give time (during the post tx-ibo-glow period), but does other things that can’t be explained. The knowledge never left me, certain understandings.  I was always calmer after my first ibo treatment, saw what I was doing and when I needed another dose, I wasn’t as bad and wanted to clean/happy more, and I knew exactly where to get that (ibo). For whatever reasons with ibo more got done, it just wouldn’t have and it did, a life change that I couldn’t believe and sometimes still don’t. Again, even cures (like someone being cured for cancer) don’t work for everyone equally.
Look, I sit here at times watching my actiions post ibogaine treatment and I can’t even believe it, like someone changed some “code” or removed some bad wiring. Yes, I went along, tried, put in the effort but after ibogaine my efforts and accomplishments were compounded many times. Any problems or issues I have been able to stand back from, like when pain meds are either in me or from side effects (withdrawal),  even not doing ibogaine I can stand back, be objective. I am not the drug, I am not the anger or frustration any longer. One of the unusual  things ibo does is allow that ability, to “stand back” to see ones self – even long after doing ibo, something long term along the curing lines is happening (yes),  healing in degrees if you like rather than “cure”.
Best,
Brett – bcalabrese@yahoo.com

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Don’t freak, go on the thread yrself!
Date: February 22, 2004 at 1:02:04 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Patrick and anyone else who can write halfway decently. I don’t know if
I have a real opinion on this subject but Dana has dumped your and Dr.
Mash’s entire interview all over the Kerry site, added Steven Anker and
Jerry Stahl and for some reason is reposting Sara’s messages.

I don’t know if this is really something helpful? It started talking
about ibogaine and has turned into a 12 steps against everything else
debate. Reading at least 40 of those on this list over the years I’ve
never seen one go anywhere.

Patrick earth to patrick patrick are you here, don’t you write long
letters saying what Dana meant to say instead of what’s happening. This
is the time to do that. Or maybe not.

Dana I am reading this thread and if I didn’t have the background of
reading this list for years I would have lost track of it after the
first 20 or 30 paragraphs, it’s stopped being about ibogaine and turned
into ibogaine and every other crazy thing anybody adds to it.

Asking people to listen about a hallucinogen that cures addiction was
not impossible since you reposted the entire kroupa/mash interview but
now it’s kroupa/mash, anker/stahl and sara glatt dosing people with
shrooms and cannabis after detoxing them with ibogaine.

Someone should do something.
.:vector:.

Brett Calabrese has the right idea. Go on the thread yrself!

BEFORE I got there, they were mainly talking about pot and libertarian free market  proscriptions for how to end the drug war, and the moderators (who do seme to regurgitate poorly digested 12 step maxims when really challenged) were putting them off.

Kerry staffers naturally don’t want him near anything controversial.

Here’s an example of what was inserted just after my last post (the calculation with the pot and ‘shrooms was that it would make ibo more palatable to an audience of legalizers, BTW) —

A little letter from someone “on the hill” is forwarded below:

The American led war on drugs was doomed from the very beginning.
Regardless of the money put into the anti-drug programme, one cannot
nullify the basic supply and demand law of economics.

As long as people want to purchase recreational drugs and are
willing to pay a substantial price to buy them, somebody will
produce them and somebody else will somehow get the drugs to the
buyers.

This is guaranteed.

The war on drugs has transformed the United States into the most
incarcerated nation in history.

With less than five per cent of the world’s population, the U.S. has
more than one fourth of the world’s prisoners. In other words, one
out of every four prisoners in the world is locked in an American
prison, thanks primarily to America’s counter-productive war on
certain (politically selected) drugs.

The United States government is in no position to give any other
nation advice on how to run an anti-drugs campaign.

No other nation has wasted more resources on fighting drugs and no
other nation has imprisoned more citizens for drug law violations
than the US, yet no other nation has been less successful in solving
its narcotics problem than the United States.

My advice to the rest of the world: Carefully observe the U.S.
narcotics policy and do the opposite.

Don’t follow us, we’re lost.

Kirk Muse,

USA

Note: This lead published letter to the editor was accompanied by a
War on Drugs editorial cartoon MAP archived at
http://www.mapinc.org/images/kirkmuse.jpg
If you need more info on this, please visit www.mapinc.org and read the truth about lost freedoms in the land of the free.

I’ve read that same “Don’t follow us we’re lost” Kirk Muse letter numerous times; in other words, these folks are filling the thread with legalization boilerplate, anyway, so Ibogaine can only be an improvement. On the other hand, I got the following this morning:

I have always looked at the WOD as a policy
that is both wrongheaded and unconstitutional.
Anyone who understands law can see that the
“tax” on hemp and the DEA/Drug Czar are simply
“end arounds” of the basic law of the land.
The Ibogaine issue is new to me, and though I
have very little knowledge of this treatment,
I can see that it would cut the legs off the current
punative cant of the WOD.
It never made any sense, and if there is a real
and working treatment for addiction to “hard”
drugs (class 1 MJ is a fraud on it’s face) it would
change the whole landscape.
Do you have any sites or references to the usages
of ibogaine beyond what the normal google will turn
up ( tribal studies, history, etc.).
I would very much like to get up to speed on this
new (at least to me) issue.

TIA

….So some people on the thread are actually processing the ibo info and thinking through its implications. And Theresa Heinz Kerry IS interested, DID take extra copies of the INDEPENDENT ON SUNDAY magazine reprint. Check out the story on her in this morning’s NYTIMES. She is capable of evaluating it on its merits, plus she has the money to buy Glick’s company and actually make 18 MC available some time before 2015.

Now if we can just get her the ACADEMIC PRESS book….

Dana/cnw

From: Highlander35739@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] patrick or anyone else here who can write take note!
Date: February 22, 2004 at 6:37:58 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

how do i unsubscripe to get away from this blurb now im clean an free???

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] life style.
Date: February 22, 2004 at 4:23:20 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

There are few way to change a life style.(in my opinion).
1. To imitated other people.
2. Fear, insight.

You may know no.3 or no.4 which I don’t.
Anywayzzz Mushrooms have been used by the pygmies 20,000 years ago.
Cannabis is one of the oldest medicines we have on the planet,
5000 years of Chinese herbal medicine.

Just because it is not accepted by AA/NA it doesn’t mean that the
Chinese or pygmies are wrong. (Or other native population).they are
having a simple way of living because they are more connected to the
spirit world then materialism.
The pygmies are still here and the Chinese too without having major
pharmaceutical companies helping them to survive for thousands for
years.

The treatment I provide may not be the classical Ibogaine treatment.
But the people who got it were grateful for the insight and change it
brought in their life without going to AA/NA and other treatments.
Most of them went back to work and are independent people.

S.

P.S anybody who wants to answer attack dismiss write shit is most
welcome, have fun.

Osama bin-ladin is still free. Are you?

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] (U.K) Government’s forthcoming National Alcohol Strategy
Date: February 22, 2004 at 3:11:24 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The Observer 

Doctors should be paid to warn patients who have a bad drinking habit, as a radical new way of curbing Britain’s excessive drinking culture.
Alcohol Concern wants the Government’s forthcoming National Alcohol Strategy to consider ways that GPs can be encouraged to quiz people on how much they drink and to give them hard-hitting advice on how to curb their excessive boozing.

’Studies show that this sort of intervention has a demonstrable impact. People won’t be nagged, but they will listen to someone in a white coat who warns them that, if they carry on the way they are drinking, they will end up, say, impotent,’ said Richard Phillips, director of policy and services at Alcohol Concern, which has made a series of key suggestions on how the new strategy should be framed.

The plan would be for doctors to receive a fee for discussing a patient’s drinking habits, similar to the way GPs are now paid by some health trusts to help people quit smoking.

Alcohol Concern would like to see patients asked a series of questions to ascertain how much they drink and then be given feedback on their results. The doctor would outline the kind of problems a patient could expect in the future if they did not cut their drinking and suggest possible courses of action to tackle the problem.

If Health Ministers agree, the scheme would be written into doctors’ contracts – as a way of encouraging GPs to take a more active role in tackling the alcohol problem.

Almost nine million people in the UK are labelled ‘heavy drinkers’ – people whose consumption is a cause for concern. Health officials are worried in particular about the huge rise in the number of so-called binge drinkers, especially among young women.

The Government warns that, if trends continue, by 2012 53 per cent of young women will be drinking more than their weekly limits compared with 48 per cent of men.

Alcohol-related problems place a huge burden on the NHS, costing it up to £1.7 billion a year. The average GP sees 360 patients a year who are misusing alcohol, but intervenes in fewer than 5 per cent of cases. At peak times, statistics show up to eight out of 10 patients in accident and emergency departments have alcohol-related injuries.

It is unlikely, however, that cash-strapped health trusts will welcome the proposals which would see cash diverted from ‘more deserving’ areas. In addition, the Government fears ‘nanny state’ accusations if it is seen to be lecturing the public on its drinking habits.

Divisions between Ministers over what approach should be taken have delayed publication of the long- awaited National Alcohol Strategy, but it is understood that the document will be published next month.

Drawn up by the Number 10 Strategy Unit, it is expected to call for all alcoholic products to carry health warnings and suggest a number of ways the drinks industry could help raise awareness of problems associated with excessive drinking.

Government statisticians calculate that the UK loses £6.4bn in productivity while the cost in related crime and public disorder is estimated to be up to £7.3bn. Offsetting this is the fact that the Treasury makes more than £7bn a year in taxes on alcoholic drinks. One plan being considered at ministerial level is to force the drinks industry to pay more towards alcohol awareness campaigns. The Government’s Big Conversation website puts the question: ‘Is there a case for a levy on alcohol advertising, with the proceeds ploughed back into treatment and into advertising campaigns promoting responsible drinking by young people?’

Ministers also want to give powers to issue licences to local authorities instead of magistrates while pubs and clubs failing to curb drunkenness and bad behaviour could be shut. A number of schemes already running will be highlighted as examples of ‘best practice’ for pubs and clubs. These include one in which local pubs unite to share information and ban particular problem drinkers.

From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] patrick or anyone else here who can write take note!
Date: February 22, 2004 at 2:44:41 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Patrick and anyone else who can write halfway decently. I don’t know if
I have a real opinion on this subject but Dana has dumped your and Dr.
Mash’s entire interview all over the Kerry site, added Steven Anker and
Jerry Stahl and for some reason is reposting Sara’s messages.

I don’t know if this is really something helpful? It started talking
about ibogaine and has turned into a 12 steps against everything else
debate. Reading at least 40 of those on this list over the years I’ve
never seen one go anywhere.

Patrick earth to patrick patrick are you here, don’t you write long
letters saying what Dana meant to say instead of what’s happening. This
is the time to do that. Or maybe not.

Dana I am reading this thread and if I didn’t have the background of
reading this list for years I would have lost track of it after the
first 20 or 30 paragraphs, it’s stopped being about ibogaine and turned
into ibogaine and every other crazy thing anybody adds to it.

Asking people to listen about a hallucinogen that cures addiction was
not impossible since you reposted the entire kroupa/mash interview but
now it’s kroupa/mash, anker/stahl and sara glatt dosing people with
shrooms and cannabis after detoxing them with ibogaine.

Someone should do something.

.:vector:.

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From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!
Date: February 21, 2004 at 11:24:16 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Who is bob sisko and why are you mailing me this?

.:vector:.

— Anntelope <Anntelope@worldnet.att.net> wrote:
Well, I’ll tell you what.  I sure do wish the same thing because I
paid
three thousand dollars for an Ibogaine treatment when I was a
destitute
addict – that is covered with sores and one hundred pounds because I
was
GUARANTEED a cure.

I didn’t even provide me with a pain free withdrawal and I had to go
running
from the treatment to get some Methadone.  And Robert Sisko, who had
just
relieved me of every last penny I had in the world, would NOT even
give me
cab fare in the snow.  I was soaking wet and in acute withdrawals.

It is my personal opinion that they are wrongly exploiting this
sacred herb.
The only thing that happened as promised when I took Ibogaine was
that I DID
encounter the Bwiti.  I always mentiont his – even though I KNOW it
makes me
look foolish and provides people with an easy reason not to listen to
me. I
still think it’s best to be honest.  It was a spiritual experience.
But as
for withdrawals?  I can beat withdrawals with a good shot of Speed
too.  But
there will be hell to pay when it wears off.

lol

Anne

From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Date: Fri, 20 Feb 2004 20:32:40 -0800 (PST)
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com, drugwar@mindvox.com, vox@mindvox.com,
crashtestdummies@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

This is spreading like crazy. Superfreak! Patrick! Where’s the
MindVox
tshirt in the photoshoot???? 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

http://www.drudgereport.com/

.:vector:.

— Ethan Straffin <drumz@best.com> wrote:

On Friday, February 20, 2004, at 07:45  PM, Preston Peet wrote:

Didn’t it take a couple tries with ibogaine for Patrick to
finally
get
unsprung for as long as he has now and not actually that first
time?
Patrick?
If so, this information in the article is not quite right, and

while I
personally want ibogaine available legally to any and all adults
who
request
it, I wish it had been made clear here it doesn’t always work
like
a
magic
bullet, even as miraculous as it can work for quite a few of
those
who
do
try it.

Wow, Preston…tough crowd.  This part really doesn’t do it for
you?
😉


Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom
it
does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication,
psychiatry,
you
need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.

Ethan

Vigilius Haufniensis posted at DrugWar.com:

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I
will
go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr.
Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the
withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective
for

heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine
alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to
six

hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she
describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,
something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for
blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we
saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever
worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial
of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin
addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well
what

happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re
freezing,
you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his
addiction
leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had
actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was
the

first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I
mean,
14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.<

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Vigilius Haufniensis
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 PM
Subject: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

Hallucinogen May Cure Drug Addiction

BAY AREA (KRON) — Drug addiction has been the plague of modern
America. But
that could now change forever. What started as a rumor may now
actually be
an incredible breakthrough in the battle against addictions of
all

kinds.
Ibogaine has a number of strikes against it:
It doesn’t come from a modern laboratory, but from an ancient
plant.
It was discovered not by a scientist, but by a heroin addict.
It is mildly hallucinogenic and completely illegal in the United
States.
However, when it comes to curing addiction, a reputable scientist
believes
ibogaine is nothing short of a miracle. “I didn’t believe it when
I

first
heard about ibogaine. I thought it was something that needed to
be
debunked,” admits Dr. Deborah Mash, professor of Neurology and
Molecular and
Cellular Pharmacology at University of Miami.
Dr. Mash is one of the few scientists in the world to study
ibogaine,
a mild
hallucinogen that comes from the root of a shrub found in West
Africa
and
was rumored to have the amazing ability to help drug addicts kick
their
addiction.
“This didn’t come from the Salk Institute, this didn’t come from
the
Scripps
Institute. This came from a junkie who took a dose to get high
himself. So
the original observation came from the underground,” says Dr.
Mash.
Observations from this particular underground are not likely to
gain
the
respect of mainstream society, and ibogaine was no exception.
That first report came in 1962. But decades would pass with
little
scientific investigation. There were decades during which the
cost
of
addiction in terms of medical care, lost productivity, crime and
incarceration rose to $160 billion a year.
The human toll was impossible to calculate.
Patrick Kroupa was a heroin addict for 16 of his 35 years. “It
was
a
very
high level of desperation. I had been pretty successful in my
life,
I
had
accomplished a lot of things I wanted to do, and then repeatedly
I
just
watched everything burst into flames and disintegrate because I
could
not
stay off heroin,” confesses Patrick. “It gets very tiring living
like a
slave because you keep chasing this and it’s like you’re not
getting
high,
it’s just ‘I must do this every single day just to get normal so
I
can
function.'”
Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for
addiction
is
notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to
return
to a
drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their
legal
substitutes, like methadone.
“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment
modality,
every
paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,”
admits

Patrick.
Even as Patrick Kroupa despaired of ever kicking heroin, Dr. Mash
was
petitioning the Federal Food and Drug Administration to allow a
scientific
test of ibogaine, which by this time had been classified as a
“schedule one”
drug on a par with heroin. In 1993, the FDA approval came
through.
“We were established, we had a team of research scientists,
doctors,
clinicians, psychiatrists, toxicologists and we wanted to go
forward
with
this,” describes Dr. Mash.
But even with FDA approval, Dr. Mash could not get funding to
look

into what
was, after all, a counter-culture drug. In order to complete her
project,
she had to leave South Florida and go offshore, to the island of
St.
Kitts.
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were
given

carefully
prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded the
sceptical
scientist.
“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I
will
go to
my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the
withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective
for

heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine
alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to
six

hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she
describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,
something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for
blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we
saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever
worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial
of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin
addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well
what

happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re
freezing,
you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his
addiction
leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had
actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was
the

first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I
mean,
14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.
On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine
in
the
body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’
Noribogaine
appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.
“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks
the

opiate
withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it
elevates
mood,”
say Dr. Mash.
But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very
little

only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s as
if
the
plant
is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a
person

and why
you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of
behavior,”
she
says.
Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom
it

does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication,
psychiatry,

you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.
But for Patrick Kroupa and many of the other addicts in the
trials,

ibogaine
was a miracle. “It’s like if you suffer from terminal cancer and
somebody
goes by and says, ‘Oh, yeah, we cured that. We passed this thing
over
you
and it’s gone,'” he says.
Even the reserved scientist believes this ancient drug from
Africa

holds
astounding promise for the modern world. “I think we’re going to
see
fantastic numbers. I think these numbers are going to be
stunning,”

says Dr.
Mash.
Dr. Mash will present her findings to the Food and Drug
Administration
next
month. She hopes the FDA will eventually authorize further
testing,

based on
her results. In the meantime, ibogaine remains illegal in the
United
States.
Ibogaine is advertised on the internet, but there is no guarantee
of
the
quality unless it’s given under medical supervision. And for now,
that
can
only be done overseas.
For ibogaine detox information, contact Healing Transitions at
1-888-426-4286 or www.Ibogaine.net

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From: rickc@ziplip.com <rickc@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done
Date: February 21, 2004 at 10:57:54 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Some of the time exactly the thing elected officials or hope to be elected officials need is a kick in the arse. They are supposed to represent us, not treat us like children and try to placate us. I see nothing wrong with bringing issues that are important to a candidates forum. That’s how a democrcy functions no?

Rick Coster
rickc@ziplip.com

—–Original Message—–
From: David Varossi [mailto:dvarossi@yahoo.co.uk]
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004, 7:55 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done

way.

Dana I don’t know if angering the moderators of one of
your presidential candidates is going to win you too
many new converts mate. Just a thought.

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From: rickc@ziplip.com <rickc@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done
Date: February 21, 2004 at 10:53:28 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I’ve been reading for a while, I got here from the psychedelic side and don’t understand a lot of what motivates people and what they do either. Patrick I don’t know what to say really. I love your writing, you have a lot of life experience and the ability to communicate it which is rare and valueable. You are obviously a very intelligent person, I look you up on the net and get drugs but everything before is hacking and computers, you’re 14 years old and writing white papers on breaking into systems. I would say you’re a genius at the least except……………….. except when I look at that arm it does stun me. The word genius doesn’t come to mind.

You’re very bright, you’re a good looking man, the net is filled with you in dot com, mindvox before and now, your writing, everything. What I don’t understand is the arm. What somebody wrote struck true for me. I don’t understand. What is so bad inside or what is wrong that you did this? It is one thing to talk about it, to hear it, it’s another to read your writing which is less about you and more about where it takes me when I read it but I look at that arm and if that’s 4 years later I hate to think what it used to look like. And for the first time I see the person behind the writing and madness and I always missed that before now, you were disembodied.

Why did you do this? I admit I had preconceptions about what a drug addict is, being someone who has great belief in the positive benefits of plants, natural healing, cannabis, psychedelics. I always thought people who did this were somehow I hate to say dumb or didn’t know better, but you don’t fit that stereotype at all. The jacket you’re wearing didn’t come from sears, you detoxed with Mash, you’ve been through all the treatments money can buy. Why? When does it start to make sense that if you stick so many needles into your arm it will solve something and what is to wrong that you need that many painkillers to go through one day?

Peace and please know I’m not attacking anyone, I know there is a lot of anger here I am trying to understand.

Thank you for your time and thanks for having the courage to share that.

Rick Coster
rickc@ziplip.com

—–Original Message—–
From: HSLotsof@aol.com [mailto:HSLotsof@aol.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004, 7:49 PM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done

In a message dated 2/22/04 2:21:56 AM, CallieMimosa@aol.com writes:

Is this production that Patrick and Deborah done available online? Does

anyone have a video of it they could sell? I will pay for tape and postage.
Thanks and Peace to all you wonderful fellow addicts!
Callie

You may be able to view the mash/kroupa interview from
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

Howard

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done
Date: February 21, 2004 at 10:21:43 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Callie it isnt a video production, its a very long interview on the news.
Howard posted the link to it, you click on it not order it.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Sat, 21 Feb 2004 18:37:48 -0800 HSLotsof@aol.com wrote:

In a message dated 2/22/04 2:21:56 AM, CallieMimosa@aol.com writes:

Is this production that Patrick and Deborah done available online?
Does

anyone have a video of it they could sell? I will pay for tape
and postage.
Thanks and Peace to all you wonderful fellow addicts!
Callie

You may be able to view the mash/kroupa interview from
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

Howard

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done
Date: February 21, 2004 at 9:37:48 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/22/04 2:21:56 AM, CallieMimosa@aol.com writes:

Is this production that Patrick and Deborah done available online? Does

anyone have a video of it they could sell? I will pay for tape and postage.
Thanks and Peace to all you wonderful fellow addicts!
Callie

You may be able to view the mash/kroupa interview from
http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

Howard

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done
Date: February 21, 2004 at 9:20:41 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Is this production that Patrick and Deborah done available online? Does anyone have a video of it they could sell? I will pay for tape and postage.
Thanks and Peace to all you wonderful fellow addicts!
Callie

From: David Varossi <dvarossi@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: [ibogaine] the needle and the damage done
Date: February 21, 2004 at 6:47:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I enjoyed the broadcast. Not knowing that much about
hard drugs and addiction I thought it was informative
and showed both sides, the science and the results. It
gives me a much different perspective on how people
got to where they are, from those street scenes to
here you’ve come a long way Patrick and saying it with
your name is admirable.

Showing you tracks to the camera, violence instead of
sex are the american speciality, sorry folks but this
is how the rest of the world sees you. That is a lot
of self inflicted violence that speaks volumes. I
don’t find it too gratutious because after the fact
even if I don’t know your whole history you have
flashed it to the camera and everything you say after
that has my attention in a much bigger way.

Dana I don’t know if angering the moderators of one of
your presidential candidates is going to win you too
many new converts mate. Just a thought.

Cheers
David

— Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com> wrote: >
I’m surprised. That was really really really good!
Way
to go to Deborah and Patrick! The two of you should
go
do Oprah.

Patrick you’re both crazy, you’re so crazy I have so
much respect that you have the balls to go up there
and do that.

Love your tracks 😉

Carla B

— crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
Holy shit! The Deborah and Patrick show got 10
minutes!

This is a great show, thanks Randy. I didn’t catch
this!

Patrick!!!! Go superfreak! Flash your tracks to
all
of America!

All of this is becoming stranger then fiction 🙂
🙂 🙂 Miami Vice
on acid.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Thu, 19 Feb 2004 19:30:58 -0800 Randy Hencken
<randyhencken@hotmail.com>
wrote:
KRON in San Francisco did a nice piece on
Ibogaine,
Deborah and Patrick.

http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

Well done!

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From: Brett Calabrese <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Join http://forum.johnkerry.com//index.php?showtopic=525&st=810&#entry46510
Date: February 21, 2004 at 6:24:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dana/list

My reply to Sandy

Sandy,

I think what Dana is trying to do is explain what ibogaine is and what it does. While I understand how skeptical someone might be about ibogaine, it sounds like a re-make dropping acid. What ibogaine does is scientifically observable. For instance I am alive, I would not be if not for ibogaine. At last count there were over 200 papers listing ibogaine at the National Library of Medicine (medline) Long story short I did much of the usual treatment centers, the 12 steps, years clean, over and over, ZEN, yoga, exercise, spirituality, went to retreats, did things, had a life, had a hot job at one of your favorite .com’s, vegetarian for 18 years and still had demons flying around my head and relapsed – over and over. I was like everyone else, one receptor load (drug/drink) away from a relapse, scared, told while I am in “the rooms” my “disease” was out there doing push-ups.

I was way out of control, I took ibogaine and POOF, when I landed it was on the other side of the river. Ibogaine is not anything like fun, it is vile disgusting stuff, movement will send waves of intense nausea, it is in no way slightly abusable. Physicians use medicines all the time to treat the sick, if addiction is a disease and there is a medication for the disease why all the resistance? The stuff works, that should be all that matters. For all the 12 stepping I did I also never quit smoking, with just a thought. I put the cigs down one day shortly after an ibogaine “booster”, I just looked at them and POOF, the were no-longer part of my life, I was then and there a non-smoker. I actually got more relaxed and calmer, no bad cravings (just moments and some reflexing), no climing the walls, no white nuckles and no doubts – that means absolute certainty. This past summer I had to go on pain meds for medical issues (not a choice). In the past the pain, meds and surgeries has led to relapse. This time I went on and off oxycontin without a single “drug” thought, it never bounced around my head. In fact when the pain eased up (as it does in winters) I couldn’t stand to be on the medication and just stopped, I couldn’t keep taking them if wanted to – like YUCK, that is disgusting. Nothing, absoulutely nothing did that for me the way ibogaine did. My reactions to medications/drugs are like a normal person who doesn’t care for them, I think getting high on them as much as I do table salt/. I didn’t need ibogaine to stop pain meds or for any problems, but I am 100% certain that should I have a problem (relapse) that ibogaine will land me right back to CLEAN in a few days. I am not talking miserable, claw your way back, maybe go out for some days/weeks/years/die, I mean teleported to the other side of the river. I felt like, well unlike I ever felt before. sat on a mountain and meditated for the last 20 years, clean. My honey packed me off and counted me as dead and gone, she was in disbelief when she saw me levitate back in the house, at peace for the first time since I can remember. The 12 steps never gave me that, all the good stuff I did never gave me that, maybe a little, I mean it is good stuff and I love it but I couldn’t break through. Ibo broke through, it could have been 12 foot thick artic ice that just got crushed through. Now it is up to me to work on the hole, keeping it from freezing over and making it bigger, with the 12 steps and everything I was doing before it was like trying to chip through with an ice pick. With ibo it was more like NUKED – makes an awfully big hole in the ice no matter how thick.

The other thing ibogaine does is reduce cravings, blocks some effects pf drugs of abuse, gives someone the time to get clean, the attention span to look at the book, it makes someones head clear. It is like one day, stone cold (green skin) junkie and after ibogaine it is bright eyes and cleared skin, lots of vigor, a new lease on life, sort of born again (I hate that word), like the trash was thrown out. At least after the nausea stops. truely amazingly vile stuff indeed.

Yeah you gotta work on it, yeah you have to want it but for those who do, ibogaine brings it together, takes 90% of the effort out of it. It took me a few times (ibo) as is typical, but the strides I have made would be impossible without ibogaine, and I believe so would be my life. Somehow I don’t feel like I cheated using a “drug” to fight a drug, they fight fire with fire don’t they?

So, ibo is unlike anything humanly explainable, it does what seems impossible.

FWIW, here is my Fiancee’s experience with ibogaine, she never had a drug problem other than me. She hates drugs (for obvious reasons), does not consider ibogaine a “drug”.

Account of a 44 year old woman who took ibogaine for personal development. (April 2000)

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Join http://forum.johnkerry.com//index.php?showtopic=525&st=810&#entry46510
Date: February 21, 2004 at 3:56:24 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sandy wrote:
So even if Ibogaine were used, there’d still need to be the same kind of treatment in order to break through denial and convince addicts they were out of control in the first place. Once you do that, Ibogaine isn’t necessary because changing your life and your attitudes will accomplish the same result, sobriety.

Now I see what the problem is. You say you’re the moderator here?
With this total certitude on the part of people surrounding him I can see why Kerry’s never heard of ibogaine, despite the fact my good friend John Mattes provided him crucial help when he first went after the Contras, something John had been primed to do only because of the Yippies’ earlier opposition to CIA heroin smuggling from Vietnam–the self-same protests that lead to my introduction to Howard Lotsof (inventor of Ibogaine as an addiction treatment) by Ed Rosenthal in 1973…

Evidently you didn’t read the KRON stuff, so I’ll take the liberty of cutting and pasting just a couple of paragraphs:

QUOTE

Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for addiction is notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to return to a drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their legal substitutes, like methadone.

“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment modality, every paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,” admits Patrick.

We treat people who’ve tried and failed again and again–chronic relapsers. Most of my referrals are people who want to quit methadone.

And a little further down:

QUOTE
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were given carefully prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded the skeptical scientist.

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I will go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.

It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the withdrawal symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for heroin, crack cocaine and even alcohol.

There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The second remains a mystery.

Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity on numerous occasions.”

“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters mental state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six hour state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she describes.

But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state, something extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking opiate withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we saw the cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.

Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever worked and this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of ibogaine.

“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts that I have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still bear the scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what happened when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When you’re going through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing, you’re hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s pain,” describes Patrick.

Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction leaving him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had actually been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the first time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick

That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs since. “I’m saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean, 14 to 30 is a long time,” he says.

On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine in the body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’ Noribogaine appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.

“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks the opiate withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it elevates mood,” say Dr. Mash.

But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very little — only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s as if the plant is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a person and why you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of behavior,” she says.

Our addicts already KNOW they’re out of control. They need the cognitive experience of the lucid dreamstate both to see the psychological underpinnings of their obsessive/compulsive disorder and for re-orientation of the “hardwiring” of addiction that keeps sending them down the street to cop drugs whether they want to or not.

Plus it gets rid of withdrawal. It’s the first class of drugs to do that where when the ibo effect wears off, they don’t just go back into withdrawal, like methadone or buprenorphin. No mean feat.

Ibogaine resets glutamate pathways where longterm learning is imprinted. We know that mice bioengineered not to have the messenger 5 glutamate pathway could not be trained to self-inject cocaine. Regular mice self-inject in preference to food and water–til they die. But these mice–even though their dopamine was spiking, their serotonin was spiking, they were getting high, in other words–could not become addicted. (This research was done in New England, so you should know better!)

Dreaming is the key to recovery even in conventional detox. Heroin addicts report extremely elevated dream activity when they first go into recovery, anyway. Ibogaine just cuts the first ninety days of the process off, and then we put them on melatonin, which is like a simplified Ibogaine. BTW, one in twenty people who do melatonin for jet lag or just to sleep have to stop it because the dreams are too intense. And melatonin is legal!
Dana/cnw

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] From the Kerry drugwar thread
Date: February 21, 2004 at 12:53:34 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

QUOTE

Twelve step groups HAVE been dismissive of Iboga’s potential, the line coming up most often “You can’t treat Drug Abuse with a drug.”
—————————————

If you can’t treat it medically, what does that leave? The 12 steps, naturally. What galls me is that these folks have made their peace with methadone and trexan–drugs that you have to take every day for the rest of your life, but they’re against Ibogaine because because it’s an article of faith amongst their ilk that all psychedelics–not just pot–are part of the gateway effect. Getting “high” on nonaddictive drugs (pot, acid, etc.) inevitably leads you down the slippery slope to coke and dope, you see–so Ibogaine CAN’T work, and even it does, it shouldn’t be utilized because it shouldn’t ought to work like that!

What’s particularly insidious is the lock these folks have on the creative process in the mass media of this country, as exemplified by this Jerry Stahl character, who according to the tease for next week’s CSI, has one character running around on Ibogaine like it was acid. Anyone who knows anything about it knows that at doses low enough to do that, it’s non-hallucinogenic, and as soon as you take enough to go into the waking dream state, you can’t go anywhere because with the ataxia, you get motion sickness just getting up to go to the bathroom.

In other words, no one would take it unless they were kicking drugs and in withdrawal, or wanted to have a profound, 36 hour religious experience. I can’t understand why the legalization movement is not embracing Ibogaine, which actually frees people and breaks the 12 step monopoly on treatment. Under the current system, all druggies (especially potheads) “belong in the 12 steps,” and are potentially the PROPERTY of these groups.

No slaveholding class has ever agreed to abolition of their hold over their property.
Dana/cnw

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!
Date: February 21, 2004 at 12:23:26 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Oh, oops. Sorry ’bout that, I musta been not paying close attention,
stopping when I read that bit without going on.
My bad.
Peace all,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Ethan Straffin” <drumz@best.com>
To: <drugwar@mindvox.com>
Cc: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 11:05 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

On Friday, February 20, 2004, at 07:45  PM, Preston Peet wrote:

Didn’t it take a couple tries with ibogaine for Patrick to finally get
unsprung for as long as he has now and not actually that first time?
Patrick?
If so, this information in the article is not quite right, and
while I
personally want ibogaine available legally to any and all adults who
request
it, I wish it had been made clear here it doesn’t always work like a
magic
bullet, even as miraculous as it can work for quite a few of those who
do
try it.

Wow, Preston…tough crowd.  This part really doesn’t do it for you?  😉


Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom it does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry, you
need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.

Ethan

Vigilius Haufniensis posted at DrugWar.com:

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I will
go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the
withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for
heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters
mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six
hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she
describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,
something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking
opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever
worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts
that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what
happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing,
you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction
leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had
actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the
first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean, 14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.<

Peace,
Preston

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From: Vigilius Haufniensis
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 PM
Subject: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

Hallucinogen May Cure Drug Addiction

BAY AREA (KRON) — Drug addiction has been the plague of modern
America. But
that could now change forever. What started as a rumor may now
actually be
an incredible breakthrough in the battle against addictions of all
kinds.
Ibogaine has a number of strikes against it:
It doesn’t come from a modern laboratory, but from an ancient plant.
It was discovered not by a scientist, but by a heroin addict.
It is mildly hallucinogenic and completely illegal in the United
States.
However, when it comes to curing addiction, a reputable scientist
believes
ibogaine is nothing short of a miracle. “I didn’t believe it when I
first
heard about ibogaine. I thought it was something that needed to be
debunked,” admits Dr. Deborah Mash, professor of Neurology and
Molecular and
Cellular Pharmacology at University of Miami.
Dr. Mash is one of the few scientists in the world to study ibogaine,
a mild
hallucinogen that comes from the root of a shrub found in West Africa
and
was rumored to have the amazing ability to help drug addicts kick their
addiction.
“This didn’t come from the Salk Institute, this didn’t come from the
Scripps
Institute. This came from a junkie who took a dose to get high
himself. So
the original observation came from the underground,” says Dr. Mash.
Observations from this particular underground are not likely to gain
the
respect of mainstream society, and ibogaine was no exception.
That first report came in 1962. But decades would pass with little
scientific investigation. There were decades during which the cost of
addiction in terms of medical care, lost productivity, crime and
incarceration rose to $160 billion a year.
The human toll was impossible to calculate.
Patrick Kroupa was a heroin addict for 16 of his 35 years. “It was a
very
high level of desperation. I had been pretty successful in my life, I
had
accomplished a lot of things I wanted to do, and then repeatedly I just
watched everything burst into flames and disintegrate because I could
not
stay off heroin,” confesses Patrick. “It gets very tiring living like a
slave because you keep chasing this and it’s like you’re not getting
high,
it’s just ‘I must do this every single day just to get normal so I can
function.'”
Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for addiction
is
notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to return to a
drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their legal
substitutes, like methadone.
“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment modality,
every
paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,” admits
Patrick.
Even as Patrick Kroupa despaired of ever kicking heroin, Dr. Mash was
petitioning the Federal Food and Drug Administration to allow a
scientific
test of ibogaine, which by this time had been classified as a
“schedule one”
drug on a par with heroin. In 1993, the FDA approval came through.
“We were established, we had a team of research scientists, doctors,
clinicians, psychiatrists, toxicologists and we wanted to go forward
with
this,” describes Dr. Mash.
But even with FDA approval, Dr. Mash could not get funding to look
into what
was, after all, a counter-culture drug. In order to complete her
project,
she had to leave South Florida and go offshore, to the island of St.
Kitts.
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were given
carefully
prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded the
sceptical
scientist.
“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I will
go to
my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the
withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for
heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters
mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six
hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she
describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,
something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking
opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever
worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts
that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what
happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing,
you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction
leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had
actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the
first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean, 14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.
On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine in
the
body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’
Noribogaine
appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.
“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks the
opiate
withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it elevates
mood,”
say Dr. Mash.
But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very little

only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s as if the
plant
is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a person
and why
you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of behavior,”
she
says.
Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom it
does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry,
you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.
But for Patrick Kroupa and many of the other addicts in the trials,
ibogaine
was a miracle. “It’s like if you suffer from terminal cancer and
somebody
goes by and says, ‘Oh, yeah, we cured that. We passed this thing over
you
and it’s gone,'” he says.
Even the reserved scientist believes this ancient drug from Africa
holds
astounding promise for the modern world. “I think we’re going to see
fantastic numbers. I think these numbers are going to be stunning,”
says Dr.
Mash.
Dr. Mash will present her findings to the Food and Drug Administration
next
month. She hopes the FDA will eventually authorize further testing,
based on
her results. In the meantime, ibogaine remains illegal in the United
States.
Ibogaine is advertised on the internet, but there is no guarantee of
the
quality unless it’s given under medical supervision. And for now, that
can
only be done overseas.
For ibogaine detox information, contact Healing Transitions at
1-888-426-4286 or www.Ibogaine.net

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From: “iboga_planteur” <iboga_planteur@yahoo.fr>
Subject: [ibogaine] no spleen & iboga
Date: February 21, 2004 at 11:04:46 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hello,

Thank you everybody for your information about ibogaine and no spleen, This
list is very rich, your experience that you share is really a treasure and I
thank you again for your free answers and for the time you took to answer.
I’ll keep you informed for what happened withj my friend.

Planteur

PS: For Callie, no my given name is not planteur, planteur is a word in
french for somebody who plant trees, actually I started an Iboga plantation
in Africa.

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 21, 2004 at 8:08:13 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I am happy to see your post Steve. I was hoping and figured the show would be scientifically accurate as it usually is. I really enjoy the show and that is one of the main reasons. Of course I know working forensic crime scenes is not as glamorous as they portray on the show, the information is usually pretty right on.
I have a gut feeling the show will pique the curiosity of addicts. I am hoping it will give Ibogaine a shove in the right direction!
Peace and thanks for writing!
Callie

From: “Adam Gur” <adamg@013.net.il>
Subject: [ibogaine] Fw: [drugwar] why ibogaine in St. Kitts, of all places? — in praise of Dinky Sovereignty
Date: February 21, 2004 at 6:18:23 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I really recommend this read…..

A-

—– Original Message —–
From: Elmer Elevator
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 10:32 AM
Subject: [drugwar] why ibogaine in St. Kitts, of all places? — in praise of Dinky Sovereignty

hey can somebody please post this to ibogaine@mindvox.com  , I’m not subscribed there. thanx.

=================

From Deadly Volcano Island, where I was two weeks ago, you can see Nevis island on a clear day. Nevis is the sister island with nearby St. Kitts in an independent little Caribbean federation.

They got Dinky Sovereignty. They got the flag, they got the anthem, they got nationhood. They got their own local laws and loopholes.

So why did the ibogaine experiments take place on St. Kitts? This from a website about the 1999 Dead Sea (Israel) Conference on the Clinical Utility of MDMA and MDE that featured the ibogaine researcher Dr. Deborah Mash:

“Meanwhile, research is being conducted with addicts seeking treatment in the St. Kitts clinic, Healing Visions. St. Kitts does not adhere to the Single Convention, which forbids the use of ibogaine (and other Schedule 1 drugs) in most countries.”

(India, the world’s largest democracy, is also a non-signatory to the worldwide cannabis ban!)

Here’s the website of the Healing Visions ibogaine clinic on St. Kitts:

http://www.healingvisions.com/ibogaine.html

I love dinky little places with sovereignty. They add all the spice, all the variety, all the interest, all the possibilities to living on this planet. And a lot of the safety and rescue.

Europe used to be a celebration of Dinky Sovereignty. Even the old Soviet Bloc was permitted to have just enough Dinky Sovereignty so that, at the end, East Germans were permitted to travel to Czechoslovakia, and from there to Hungary — and from there, to Austria and the West without crawling through mine fields and machine-gun towers. The Berlin Wall suddenly became useless as a travel barrier, and it fell a month later.

In the Republic of Ireland, if you’re a fifteen-year-old girl raped by her uncle, you and your family are criminals if you try to get an abortion. So you take the day ferry from Dublin to Hollyhead, Wales, and then hop the train to London because you can get an abortion legally in England. (When the Irish cops found out, they arrested the raped teen’s parents, but not the uncle who raped her.) We’re talking about $50 in ferry and train tickets and a half-day of travel to buy a woman’s right to choose, to control her own body.

Next time you watch “Casablanca,” snap yourself out of the love story and pay close attention to the details of all the fugitives from Nazi Europe scheming to get out of Casablanca to Lisbon. In those days, Dinky Sovereignty could literally save your life; Portugal was one of the very few “Home Free” neutral places, from which you could flee to the Americas if you were lucky.

Thousands of Jews and other political and ethnic fugitives facing death in Europe managed to crawl through a bizarre maze of Dinky Sovereignty visas and take trains and boats all the way to Shanghai, China — Dinky Sovereignty saved their lives.

During the hottest of the Cold War, West Berlin had a screwy little Dinky Sovereignty wrinkle. It wasn’t exactly part of West Germany. Every dude in West Germany was subject to be drafted into the West German armed forces … UNLESS he could get to West BERLIN and stay there. Then, all of a sudden, magically, he couldn’t be drafted, he could shack up with Anika or Lars and just use his West German draft notice as toilet paper. West Berlin was consequently a hotbed of Euro-pacifism, draft-evasion, and the politics of human liberation. West Berliners resisted and were hostile to the creepy, nasty, military things that both the West and the Soviet Bloc countries tried to impose on human beings.

Ditto, during the Vietnam War, if an American dude could just get over that invisible dotted line to Canada — the difference between life, and dying, and being ordered to kill. Prime Minister Pierre Trudeau used a wonderful loophole. Canada and the U.S. have a very tight mutual extradiction treaty. BUT … at that time, Canada had no draft. SO … in Canada, dodging the draft wasn’t a crime. SO … Canada wasn’t obligated to extradict any American for a crime which wasn’t a crime at the time in Canada.

William S. Burroughs’ “Naked Lunch” takes place in Interzone, in North Africa. It’s actually a fictionalized Tangier, a city across from Gibraltar. After World War II, all the old European military occupations and colonial chokeholds on North Africa were momentarily released, and Tangier was a place with practically No Laws and no recognized legal relationships with any other countries. Burroughs was fleeing murder charges in Mexico and went straight to Tangier. Dinky Sovereignty never got any better than Tangier in the postwar Interzone years — if you were fleeing, you were safe; if you had an appetite, you could sate it there. Were there laws against heroin possession or drug addiction in Interzone? What’s a law? What’s “against” mean?

Any “vision” of a United Europe or a United North America or a United World, whose itty-bitty nations are all stripped of their individual legal quirks, is a Very Bad Thing.

All the advantages promised by the European Union are just worthless piss if it’s really just a smokescreen to get forty nations all to march to the same legal tune. A “Too United Europe” will be the same assault on individual human rights as the old Soviet Bloc/Warsaw Pact was. It will start to slide toward the state of affairs when the Nazis and their pals ran most of Europe.

The alternative? The forces pushing for a United Europe, or a United Caribbean, or a United Pacifica/Oceana will all be so enlightened, and will all be so dedicated to human freedom and rights, that they’ll create these international treaty leagues which will all guarantee everybody human rights and freedoms and fundamental dignity.

I can’t take enough LSD to imagine that kind of result from Eurocrats or the United Nations drugs treaty creeps.

Every international bureacrat has a vision of One Big Well-Lubricated Efficient Machine that all works the same way, and Success is measured in how few human beings can escape or fool or evade the Machine.

When I first started travelling to Europe, the train would stop every couple of hours and I’d have to show my passport to yet another bunch of border cops. And exchange yesterday’s funny money for today’s funny money, or I couldn’t eat or keep travelling. Funny … I used to love that, and rarely thought of it as an inconvenience. I used to love two built-in chances a day to get scrutinized by cops with pistols.

But in the last ten years, as I come near a new national border in Western Europe, I still get my passport out — but the train doesn’t even slow down, the train doesn’t even stop! If you’re in a car, you just keep driving! Each of a dozen countries CAN stop you and snoop, but most of the time they don’t anymore.

That sounds and seems like progress. But actually it’s a symptom of something quite creepy: Too much unification, too much multi-national agreement, too much legal conformity. And all threatening to extinguish that old, sloppy, disorderly, unpredictable community of anarchy called Dinky Sovereignty.

We’re all going to regret that bigtime — not just because it will shrink the different numbers of local sausages and beers, but because it will squeeze the shit out of fundamental human rights. The external pressure on the Netherlands to “conform” over the cannabis issue is huge.

If Dinky Sovereignty collapses in this ibogaine context, people desperate for an effective cure for addiction will have nowhere to go. The question isn’t “Does ibogaine work?” The question is: “Does one committee in Vienna or Geneva or Washington DC say it doesn’t work and must be banned everywhere in the world?”

But in lots of other contexts, people will actually die, or be imprisoned, or be forced to endure rape pregnancies if the world moves to extinguish Dinky Sovereignty.

The naughty little secret behind Dinky Sovereignty has always been that a lot of it fronts local scams which “off-beat” sovereign nations use to squeeze money out of desperate people.

But hundreds of thousands of times a year throughout the world, the desperate people are happy to pay the bribe, and think it’s worth the price. I suspect most of the patients at Healing Visions and most ibogaine researchers had never even heard of St. Kitts.

If Dinky Sovereignty dies, people who don’t want to march, or don’t like that tune, will all be forced to march to the same tune.

Elmer Elevator
Director
Global Institute for Dinky Sovereignty
(and the World Sausage/Wurst Proliferation Project)
From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] package inserts
Date: February 21, 2004 at 3:43:41 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Great page for obtaining rx package inserts

http://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/cder/drugsatfda/

Howard

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!
Date: February 21, 2004 at 12:24:28 AM EST
To: dmash@newssun.med.miami.edu
Cc: digital@phantom.com

The two of you just won. I’ll not reprint the hate going on because it’s
not important, I don’t know if Stahl and Anker are going to sue each
other to death or what else is happening I don’t understand who anyone
on the list is anymore or why all of them are posting. It looks like
drug addicted Hollyweird has moved into Mindvox. Maybe it was always
there and only now started to spit hate 😉

Your 10 minute long ibogaine show is on the front page of the Drudge
Report, CSI is airing it before or after their ibogaine episode or everyone
will sue each other instead it’s not coherent on the list right now,
much hate 😉

Much love to both of you, no matter how much hate and jealosy it caused
the two of you just did the best ibogaine show that’s ever aired and
you have more people seeing this then if it was on the cover of both
the NY and LA times.

Both of you deserve it. Right on! Right on! Maybe you’ll get a soap opera
together 🙂

Peace out,
Curtis

Patrick this might be a bad time to ask and I know it’s a sensitive topic
for you but I want you for my thesis. You are the Hubris-Nemesis complex
and I’m going to have a great thesis!!!!!! Hacker vs. the secret service
and FBI, you won. Junkie to street corner and back from the dead into
the middle of mainstream america. Right on! Right on! You’re both amazing!

On Fri, 20 Feb 2004 21:13:39 -0800 crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
I think the Deborah and Patrick show just got more viewers then the
CSI
ibogaine episode. Or the CSI episode is about to get more viewers
because
of the Deborah and Patrick show 😉

The Drudge Report: 244

http://www.alexa.com/data/details/?url=drudgereport.com

I think the Kerry and Dean threads are coming back to life because
I
think ibogaine just became a very important topic in the next election.
If it didn’t, then it just got seen by more people then anything
I’ve
seen on ibogaine in the whole time I’ve known it exists.

Peace out and victory!
Curtis

On Fri, 20 Feb 2004 20:05:22 -0800 Ethan Straffin <drumz@best.com>
wrote:

On Friday, February 20, 2004, at 07:45  PM, Preston Peet wrote:

Didn’t it take a couple tries with ibogaine for Patrick to finally
get
unsprung for as long as he has now and not actually that first
time?
Patrick?
If so, this information in the article is not quite right,

and
while I
personally want ibogaine available legally to any and all adults
who
request
it, I wish it had been made clear here it doesn’t always work
like a
magic
bullet, even as miraculous as it can work for quite a few of
those
who
do
try it.

Wow, Preston…tough crowd.  This part really doesn’t do it for
you?  😉


Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom
it does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry,

you
need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.

Ethan

Vigilius Haufniensis posted at DrugWar.com:

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and
I will
go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr.
Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked
the

withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective
for
heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four
to
six
hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she

describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,

something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And
we saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever

worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial
of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well
what
happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing,

you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction

leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I
had

actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was
the
first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I
mean, 14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.<

Peace,
Preston

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From: Vigilius Haufniensis
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 PM
Subject: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

Hallucinogen May Cure Drug Addiction

BAY AREA (KRON) — Drug addiction has been the plague of modern

America. But
that could now change forever. What started as a rumor may now

actually be
an incredible breakthrough in the battle against addictions of
all
kinds.
Ibogaine has a number of strikes against it:
It doesn’t come from a modern laboratory, but from an ancient
plant.
It was discovered not by a scientist, but by a heroin addict.
It is mildly hallucinogenic and completely illegal in the United

States.
However, when it comes to curing addiction, a reputable scientist

believes
ibogaine is nothing short of a miracle. “I didn’t believe it
when
I
first
heard about ibogaine. I thought it was something that needed
to
be
debunked,” admits Dr. Deborah Mash, professor of Neurology and

Molecular and
Cellular Pharmacology at University of Miami.
Dr. Mash is one of the few scientists in the world to study ibogaine,

a mild
hallucinogen that comes from the root of a shrub found in West
Africa
and
was rumored to have the amazing ability to help drug addicts
kick
their
addiction.
“This didn’t come from the Salk Institute, this didn’t come from
the
Scripps
Institute. This came from a junkie who took a dose to get high

himself. So
the original observation came from the underground,” says Dr.
Mash.
Observations from this particular underground are not likely
to
gain
the
respect of mainstream society, and ibogaine was no exception.
That first report came in 1962. But decades would pass with little
scientific investigation. There were decades during which the
cost of
addiction in terms of medical care, lost productivity, crime
and
incarceration rose to $160 billion a year.
The human toll was impossible to calculate.
Patrick Kroupa was a heroin addict for 16 of his 35 years. “It
was a
very
high level of desperation. I had been pretty successful in my
life, I
had
accomplished a lot of things I wanted to do, and then repeatedly
I just
watched everything burst into flames and disintegrate because
I could
not
stay off heroin,” confesses Patrick. “It gets very tiring living
like a
slave because you keep chasing this and it’s like you’re not
getting

high,
it’s just ‘I must do this every single day just to get normal
so I can
function.'”
Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for addiction

is
notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to return
to a
drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their
legal
substitutes, like methadone.
“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment
modality,

every
paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,” admits

Patrick.
Even as Patrick Kroupa despaired of ever kicking heroin, Dr.
Mash
was
petitioning the Federal Food and Drug Administration to allow
a
scientific
test of ibogaine, which by this time had been classified as a

“schedule one”
drug on a par with heroin. In 1993, the FDA approval came through.
“We were established, we had a team of research scientists, doctors,

clinicians, psychiatrists, toxicologists and we wanted to go
forward

with
this,” describes Dr. Mash.
But even with FDA approval, Dr. Mash could not get funding to
look
into what
was, after all, a counter-culture drug. In order to complete
her

project,
she had to leave South Florida and go offshore, to the island
of St.
Kitts.
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were
given

carefully
prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded
the
sceptical
scientist.
“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and
I will
go to
my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked
the

withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective
for
heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four
to
six
hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she

describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,

something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And
we saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever

worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial
of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well
what
happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing,

you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction

leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I
had

actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was
the
first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I
mean, 14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.
On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine
in
the
body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’

Noribogaine
appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.
“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks
the
opiate
withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it
elevates

mood,”
say Dr. Mash.
But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very
little

only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s
as
if the
plant
is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a
person

and why
you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of behavior,


she
says.
Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom
it
does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry,

you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.
But for Patrick Kroupa and many of the other addicts in the trials,

ibogaine
was a miracle. “It’s like if you suffer from terminal cancer
and

somebody
goes by and says, ‘Oh, yeah, we cured that. We passed this thing
over
you
and it’s gone,'” he says.
Even the reserved scientist believes this ancient drug from Africa

holds
astounding promise for the modern world. “I think we’re going
to see
fantastic numbers. I think these numbers are going to be stunning,


says Dr.
Mash.
Dr. Mash will present her findings to the Food and Drug Administration

next
month. She hopes the FDA will eventually authorize further testing,

based on
her results. In the meantime, ibogaine remains illegal in the
United
States.
Ibogaine is advertised on the internet, but there is no guarantee
of
the
quality unless it’s given under medical supervision. And for
now,
that
can
only be done overseas.
For ibogaine detox information, contact Healing Transitions at
1-888-426-4286 or www.Ibogaine.net

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!
Date: February 21, 2004 at 12:13:39 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I think the Deborah and Patrick show just got more viewers then the CSI
ibogaine episode. Or the CSI episode is about to get more viewers because
of the Deborah and Patrick show 😉 Or the Deborah and Patrick show is
going to be picked up and carried by the stations showing CSI.

The Drudge Report: 244

http://www.alexa.com/data/details/?url=drudgereport.com

I think the Kerry and Dean threads are coming back to life because I
think ibogaine just became a very important topic in the next election.
If it didn’t, then it just got seen by more people then anything I’ve
seen on ibogaine in the whole time I’ve known it exists.

Peace out and victory!
Curtis

On Fri, 20 Feb 2004 20:05:22 -0800 Ethan Straffin <drumz@best.com> wrote:

On Friday, February 20, 2004, at 07:45  PM, Preston Peet wrote:

Didn’t it take a couple tries with ibogaine for Patrick to finally
get
unsprung for as long as he has now and not actually that first
time?
Patrick?
If so, this information in the article is not quite right,
and
while I
personally want ibogaine available legally to any and all adults
who
request
it, I wish it had been made clear here it doesn’t always work
like a
magic
bullet, even as miraculous as it can work for quite a few of those
who
do
try it.

Wow, Preston…tough crowd.  This part really doesn’t do it for
you?  😉


Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom
it does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry,
you
need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.

Ethan

Vigilius Haufniensis posted at DrugWar.com:

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and
I will
go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr.
Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the

withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective
for
heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to
six
hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she

describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,

something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And
we saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever

worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial
of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well
what
happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing,

you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction

leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had

actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was
the
first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I
mean, 14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.<

Peace,
Preston

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From: Vigilius Haufniensis
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 PM
Subject: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

Hallucinogen May Cure Drug Addiction

BAY AREA (KRON) — Drug addiction has been the plague of modern

America. But
that could now change forever. What started as a rumor may now

actually be
an incredible breakthrough in the battle against addictions of
all
kinds.
Ibogaine has a number of strikes against it:
It doesn’t come from a modern laboratory, but from an ancient
plant.
It was discovered not by a scientist, but by a heroin addict.
It is mildly hallucinogenic and completely illegal in the United

States.
However, when it comes to curing addiction, a reputable scientist

believes
ibogaine is nothing short of a miracle. “I didn’t believe it when
I
first
heard about ibogaine. I thought it was something that needed to
be
debunked,” admits Dr. Deborah Mash, professor of Neurology and

Molecular and
Cellular Pharmacology at University of Miami.
Dr. Mash is one of the few scientists in the world to study ibogaine,

a mild
hallucinogen that comes from the root of a shrub found in West
Africa
and
was rumored to have the amazing ability to help drug addicts kick
their
addiction.
“This didn’t come from the Salk Institute, this didn’t come from
the
Scripps
Institute. This came from a junkie who took a dose to get high

himself. So
the original observation came from the underground,” says Dr.
Mash.
Observations from this particular underground are not likely to
gain
the
respect of mainstream society, and ibogaine was no exception.
That first report came in 1962. But decades would pass with little
scientific investigation. There were decades during which the
cost of
addiction in terms of medical care, lost productivity, crime and
incarceration rose to $160 billion a year.
The human toll was impossible to calculate.
Patrick Kroupa was a heroin addict for 16 of his 35 years. “It
was a
very
high level of desperation. I had been pretty successful in my
life, I
had
accomplished a lot of things I wanted to do, and then repeatedly
I just
watched everything burst into flames and disintegrate because
I could
not
stay off heroin,” confesses Patrick. “It gets very tiring living
like a
slave because you keep chasing this and it’s like you’re not getting

high,
it’s just ‘I must do this every single day just to get normal
so I can
function.'”
Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for addiction

is
notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to return
to a
drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their
legal
substitutes, like methadone.
“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment modality,

every
paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,” admits

Patrick.
Even as Patrick Kroupa despaired of ever kicking heroin, Dr. Mash
was
petitioning the Federal Food and Drug Administration to allow
a
scientific
test of ibogaine, which by this time had been classified as a

“schedule one”
drug on a par with heroin. In 1993, the FDA approval came through.
“We were established, we had a team of research scientists, doctors,

clinicians, psychiatrists, toxicologists and we wanted to go forward

with
this,” describes Dr. Mash.
But even with FDA approval, Dr. Mash could not get funding to
look
into what
was, after all, a counter-culture drug. In order to complete her

project,
she had to leave South Florida and go offshore, to the island
of St.
Kitts.
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were given

carefully
prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded
the
sceptical
scientist.
“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and
I will
go to
my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the

withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective
for
heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to
six
hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she

describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,

something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And
we saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever

worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial
of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well
what
happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing,

you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction

leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had

actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was
the
first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I
mean, 14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.
On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine
in
the
body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’

Noribogaine
appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.
“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks
the
opiate
withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it elevates

mood,”
say Dr. Mash.
But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very
little

only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s as
if the
plant
is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a person

and why
you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of behavior,


she
says.
Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom
it
does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry,

you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.
But for Patrick Kroupa and many of the other addicts in the trials,

ibogaine
was a miracle. “It’s like if you suffer from terminal cancer and

somebody
goes by and says, ‘Oh, yeah, we cured that. We passed this thing
over
you
and it’s gone,'” he says.
Even the reserved scientist believes this ancient drug from Africa

holds
astounding promise for the modern world. “I think we’re going
to see
fantastic numbers. I think these numbers are going to be stunning,


says Dr.
Mash.
Dr. Mash will present her findings to the Food and Drug Administration

next
month. She hopes the FDA will eventually authorize further testing,

based on
her results. In the meantime, ibogaine remains illegal in the
United
States.
Ibogaine is advertised on the internet, but there is no guarantee
of
the
quality unless it’s given under medical supervision. And for now,
that
can
only be done overseas.
For ibogaine detox information, contact Healing Transitions at
1-888-426-4286 or www.Ibogaine.net

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From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!
Date: February 20, 2004 at 11:32:40 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com, drugwar@mindvox.com, vox@mindvox.com, crashtestdummies@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This is spreading like crazy. Superfreak! Patrick! Where’s the MindVox
tshirt in the photoshoot???? 🙂 🙂 🙂 🙂

http://www.drudgereport.com/

.:vector:.

— Ethan Straffin <drumz@best.com> wrote:

On Friday, February 20, 2004, at 07:45  PM, Preston Peet wrote:

Didn’t it take a couple tries with ibogaine for Patrick to finally
get
unsprung for as long as he has now and not actually that first
time?
Patrick?
If so, this information in the article is not quite right, and

while I
personally want ibogaine available legally to any and all adults
who
request
it, I wish it had been made clear here it doesn’t always work like
a
magic
bullet, even as miraculous as it can work for quite a few of those
who
do
try it.

Wow, Preston…tough crowd.  This part really doesn’t do it for you?
😉


Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom it
does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry,
you
need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.

Ethan

Vigilius Haufniensis posted at DrugWar.com:

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I
will
go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the
withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for

heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six

hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she
describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,
something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we
saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever
worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what

happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re
freezing,
you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his
addiction
leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had
actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the

first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean,
14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.<

Peace,
Preston

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From: Vigilius Haufniensis
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 PM
Subject: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

Hallucinogen May Cure Drug Addiction

BAY AREA (KRON) — Drug addiction has been the plague of modern
America. But
that could now change forever. What started as a rumor may now
actually be
an incredible breakthrough in the battle against addictions of all

kinds.
Ibogaine has a number of strikes against it:
It doesn’t come from a modern laboratory, but from an ancient
plant.
It was discovered not by a scientist, but by a heroin addict.
It is mildly hallucinogenic and completely illegal in the United
States.
However, when it comes to curing addiction, a reputable scientist
believes
ibogaine is nothing short of a miracle. “I didn’t believe it when I

first
heard about ibogaine. I thought it was something that needed to be
debunked,” admits Dr. Deborah Mash, professor of Neurology and
Molecular and
Cellular Pharmacology at University of Miami.
Dr. Mash is one of the few scientists in the world to study
ibogaine,
a mild
hallucinogen that comes from the root of a shrub found in West
Africa
and
was rumored to have the amazing ability to help drug addicts kick
their
addiction.
“This didn’t come from the Salk Institute, this didn’t come from
the
Scripps
Institute. This came from a junkie who took a dose to get high
himself. So
the original observation came from the underground,” says Dr. Mash.
Observations from this particular underground are not likely to
gain
the
respect of mainstream society, and ibogaine was no exception.
That first report came in 1962. But decades would pass with little
scientific investigation. There were decades during which the cost
of
addiction in terms of medical care, lost productivity, crime and
incarceration rose to $160 billion a year.
The human toll was impossible to calculate.
Patrick Kroupa was a heroin addict for 16 of his 35 years. “It was
a
very
high level of desperation. I had been pretty successful in my life,
I
had
accomplished a lot of things I wanted to do, and then repeatedly I
just
watched everything burst into flames and disintegrate because I
could
not
stay off heroin,” confesses Patrick. “It gets very tiring living
like a
slave because you keep chasing this and it’s like you’re not
getting
high,
it’s just ‘I must do this every single day just to get normal so I
can
function.'”
Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for
addiction
is
notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to return
to a
drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their legal
substitutes, like methadone.
“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment
modality,
every
paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,” admits

Patrick.
Even as Patrick Kroupa despaired of ever kicking heroin, Dr. Mash
was
petitioning the Federal Food and Drug Administration to allow a
scientific
test of ibogaine, which by this time had been classified as a
“schedule one”
drug on a par with heroin. In 1993, the FDA approval came through.
“We were established, we had a team of research scientists,
doctors,
clinicians, psychiatrists, toxicologists and we wanted to go
forward
with
this,” describes Dr. Mash.
But even with FDA approval, Dr. Mash could not get funding to look

into what
was, after all, a counter-culture drug. In order to complete her
project,
she had to leave South Florida and go offshore, to the island of
St.
Kitts.
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were given

carefully
prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded the
sceptical
scientist.
“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I
will
go to
my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the
withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for

heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The
second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity
on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters

mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six

hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she
describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state,
something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking

opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we
saw
the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever
worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts

that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still
bear
the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what

happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When
you’re
going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re
freezing,
you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s
pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his
addiction
leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had
actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the

first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs
since.
“I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean,
14
to 30
is a long time,” he says.
On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine
in
the
body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’
Noribogaine
appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.
“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks the

opiate
withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it
elevates
mood,”
say Dr. Mash.
But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very
little

only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s as if
the
plant
is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a person

and why
you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of
behavior,”
she
says.
Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom it

does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need
social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry,

you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.
But for Patrick Kroupa and many of the other addicts in the trials,

ibogaine
was a miracle. “It’s like if you suffer from terminal cancer and
somebody
goes by and says, ‘Oh, yeah, we cured that. We passed this thing
over
you
and it’s gone,'” he says.
Even the reserved scientist believes this ancient drug from Africa

holds
astounding promise for the modern world. “I think we’re going to
see
fantastic numbers. I think these numbers are going to be stunning,”

says Dr.
Mash.
Dr. Mash will present her findings to the Food and Drug
Administration
next
month. She hopes the FDA will eventually authorize further testing,

based on
her results. In the meantime, ibogaine remains illegal in the
United
States.
Ibogaine is advertised on the internet, but there is no guarantee
of
the
quality unless it’s given under medical supervision. And for now,
that
can
only be done overseas.
For ibogaine detox information, contact Healing Transitions at
1-888-426-4286 or www.Ibogaine.net

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From: Ethan Straffin <drumz@best.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!
Date: February 20, 2004 at 11:05:22 PM EST
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Cc: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On Friday, February 20, 2004, at 07:45  PM, Preston Peet wrote:

Didn’t it take a couple tries with ibogaine for Patrick to finally get
unsprung for as long as he has now and not actually that first time?
Patrick?
If so, this information in the article is not quite right, and while I
personally want ibogaine available legally to any and all adults who request
it, I wish it had been made clear here it doesn’t always work like a magic
bullet, even as miraculous as it can work for quite a few of those who do
try it.

Wow, Preston…tough crowd.  This part really doesn’t do it for you?  😉


Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom it does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry, you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.

Ethan

Vigilius Haufniensis posted at DrugWar.com:

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I will
go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state, something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we saw the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still bear the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When you’re going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing, you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs since. “I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean, 14 to 30
is a long time,” he says.<

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Vigilius Haufniensis
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 PM
Subject: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

Hallucinogen May Cure Drug Addiction

BAY AREA (KRON) — Drug addiction has been the plague of modern America. But
that could now change forever. What started as a rumor may now actually be
an incredible breakthrough in the battle against addictions of all kinds.
Ibogaine has a number of strikes against it:
It doesn’t come from a modern laboratory, but from an ancient plant.
It was discovered not by a scientist, but by a heroin addict.
It is mildly hallucinogenic and completely illegal in the United States.
However, when it comes to curing addiction, a reputable scientist believes
ibogaine is nothing short of a miracle. “I didn’t believe it when I first
heard about ibogaine. I thought it was something that needed to be
debunked,” admits Dr. Deborah Mash, professor of Neurology and Molecular and
Cellular Pharmacology at University of Miami.
Dr. Mash is one of the few scientists in the world to study ibogaine, a mild
hallucinogen that comes from the root of a shrub found in West Africa and
was rumored to have the amazing ability to help drug addicts kick their
addiction.
“This didn’t come from the Salk Institute, this didn’t come from the Scripps
Institute. This came from a junkie who took a dose to get high himself. So
the original observation came from the underground,” says Dr. Mash.
Observations from this particular underground are not likely to gain the
respect of mainstream society, and ibogaine was no exception.
That first report came in 1962. But decades would pass with little
scientific investigation. There were decades during which the cost of
addiction in terms of medical care, lost productivity, crime and
incarceration rose to $160 billion a year.
The human toll was impossible to calculate.
Patrick Kroupa was a heroin addict for 16 of his 35 years. “It was a very
high level of desperation. I had been pretty successful in my life, I had
accomplished a lot of things I wanted to do, and then repeatedly I just
watched everything burst into flames and disintegrate because I could not
stay off heroin,” confesses Patrick. “It gets very tiring living like a
slave because you keep chasing this and it’s like you’re not getting high,
it’s just ‘I must do this every single day just to get normal so I can
function.'”
Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for addiction is
notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to return to a
drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their legal
substitutes, like methadone.
“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment modality, every
paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,” admits Patrick.
Even as Patrick Kroupa despaired of ever kicking heroin, Dr. Mash was
petitioning the Federal Food and Drug Administration to allow a scientific
test of ibogaine, which by this time had been classified as a “schedule one”
drug on a par with heroin. In 1993, the FDA approval came through.
“We were established, we had a team of research scientists, doctors,
clinicians, psychiatrists, toxicologists and we wanted to go forward with
this,” describes Dr. Mash.
But even with FDA approval, Dr. Mash could not get funding to look into what
was, after all, a counter-culture drug. In order to complete her project,
she had to leave South Florida and go offshore, to the island of St. Kitts.
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were given carefully
prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded the sceptical
scientist.
“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I will go to
my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state, something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we saw the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still bear the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When you’re going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing, you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs since. “I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean, 14 to 30
is a long time,” he says.
On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine in the
body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’ Noribogaine
appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.
“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks the opiate
withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it elevates mood,”
say Dr. Mash.
But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very little —
only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s as if the plant
is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a person and why
you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of behavior,” she
says.
Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom it does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry, you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.
But for Patrick Kroupa and many of the other addicts in the trials, ibogaine
was a miracle. “It’s like if you suffer from terminal cancer and somebody
goes by and says, ‘Oh, yeah, we cured that. We passed this thing over you
and it’s gone,'” he says.
Even the reserved scientist believes this ancient drug from Africa holds
astounding promise for the modern world. “I think we’re going to see
fantastic numbers. I think these numbers are going to be stunning,” says Dr.
Mash.
Dr. Mash will present her findings to the Food and Drug Administration next
month. She hopes the FDA will eventually authorize further testing, based on
her results. In the meantime, ibogaine remains illegal in the United States.
Ibogaine is advertised on the internet, but there is no guarantee of the
quality unless it’s given under medical supervision. And for now, that can
only be done overseas.
For ibogaine detox information, contact Healing Transitions at
1-888-426-4286 or www.Ibogaine.net

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Re: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!
Date: February 20, 2004 at 10:45:45 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>, <drugwar@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Didn’t it take a couple tries with ibogaine for Patrick to finally get
unsprung for as long as he has now and not actually that first time?
Patrick?
If so, this information in the article is not quite right, and while I
personally want ibogaine available legally to any and all adults who request
it, I wish it had been made clear here it doesn’t always work like a magic
bullet, even as miraculous as it can work for quite a few of those who do
try it.
Vigilius Haufniensis posted at DrugWar.com:

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I will
go to my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state, something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we saw the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still bear the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When you’re going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing, you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs since. “I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean, 14 to 30
is a long time,” he says.<

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Vigilius Haufniensis
To: drugwar@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 7:56 PM
Subject: [drugwar] LINKED FROM DRUDGE!

http://www.kron4.com/Global/story.asp?S=1652207&nav=5D7iKvRG

Hallucinogen May Cure Drug Addiction

BAY AREA (KRON) — Drug addiction has been the plague of modern America. But
that could now change forever. What started as a rumor may now actually be
an incredible breakthrough in the battle against addictions of all kinds.
Ibogaine has a number of strikes against it:
It doesn’t come from a modern laboratory, but from an ancient plant.
It was discovered not by a scientist, but by a heroin addict.
It is mildly hallucinogenic and completely illegal in the United States.
However, when it comes to curing addiction, a reputable scientist believes
ibogaine is nothing short of a miracle. “I didn’t believe it when I first
heard about ibogaine. I thought it was something that needed to be
debunked,” admits Dr. Deborah Mash, professor of Neurology and Molecular and
Cellular Pharmacology at University of Miami.
Dr. Mash is one of the few scientists in the world to study ibogaine, a mild
hallucinogen that comes from the root of a shrub found in West Africa and
was rumored to have the amazing ability to help drug addicts kick their
addiction.
“This didn’t come from the Salk Institute, this didn’t come from the Scripps
Institute. This came from a junkie who took a dose to get high himself. So
the original observation came from the underground,” says Dr. Mash.
Observations from this particular underground are not likely to gain the
respect of mainstream society, and ibogaine was no exception.
That first report came in 1962. But decades would pass with little
scientific investigation. There were decades during which the cost of
addiction in terms of medical care, lost productivity, crime and
incarceration rose to $160 billion a year.
The human toll was impossible to calculate.
Patrick Kroupa was a heroin addict for 16 of his 35 years. “It was a very
high level of desperation. I had been pretty successful in my life, I had
accomplished a lot of things I wanted to do, and then repeatedly I just
watched everything burst into flames and disintegrate because I could not
stay off heroin,” confesses Patrick. “It gets very tiring living like a
slave because you keep chasing this and it’s like you’re not getting high,
it’s just ‘I must do this every single day just to get normal so I can
function.'”
Like most addicts, Patrick tried to quit. But treatment for addiction is
notoriously ineffective. Only one in ten addicts manages to return to a
drug-free life. Most stay dependent on illegal drugs or their legal
substitutes, like methadone.
“And I was a spectacular failure at every possible treatment modality, every
paradigm, every detox, every therapy, nothing ever worked,” admits Patrick.
Even as Patrick Kroupa despaired of ever kicking heroin, Dr. Mash was
petitioning the Federal Food and Drug Administration to allow a scientific
test of ibogaine, which by this time had been classified as a “schedule one”
drug on a par with heroin. In 1993, the FDA approval came through.
“We were established, we had a team of research scientists, doctors,
clinicians, psychiatrists, toxicologists and we wanted to go forward with
this,” describes Dr. Mash.
But even with FDA approval, Dr. Mash could not get funding to look into what
was, after all, a counter-culture drug. In order to complete her project,
she had to leave South Florida and go offshore, to the island of St. Kitts.
In 1998, clinical trials finally got underway. Patients were given carefully
prepared oral doses of ibogaine. What happened next astounded the sceptical
scientist.
“Our first round in St. Kitts, we treated six individuals, and I will go to
my grave with the memory of that first round,” says Dr. Mash.
It quickly became apparent that one dose of ibogaine blocked the withdrawal
symptoms of even hard-core addicts and was amazingly effective for heroin,
crack cocaine and even alcohol.
There are two reasons why: The first, science can measure. The second
remains a mystery.
Dr. Mash admits, “I was really scared. I questioned my own sanity on
numerous occasions.”
“I don’t like the word ‘hallucinogen,’ but indeed, ibogaine alters mental
state. And what it seems to do is it puts people into a four to six hour
state of almost an active dream, it’s like a lucid dream.” she describes.
But as Dr. Mash was about to discover, during that dream state, something
extraordinary happens. “We knew ibogaine was effective for blocking opiate
withdrawal, we saw it diminish the desire to use alcohol. And we saw the
cravings for cocaine blocked. I was hooked,” she says.
Patrick admits, “It’s literally like a miracle. Nothing has ever worked and
this just did.” He was one of the 280 people in Dr. Mash’s trial of
ibogaine.
“Patrick was one of the worst opiate addicts, worst heroin addicts that I
have ever enountered in my life,” says Dr. Mash. His arms still bear the
scars of years of heroin addiction, and he knows only too well what happened
when the flow of drugs into those arms was interrupted. “When you’re going
through withdrawal, you’re sweating, you’re shaking, you’re freezing, you’re
hot, it feels like your spine is being smashed in a vise, it’s pain,”
describes Patrick.
Within 45 minutes of taking ibogaine, he actually felt his addiction leaving
him. “That moment is the first time in about 10 years that I had actually
been clean. Not just detoxed, but clean. That was it. That was the first
time. That was like a miracle,” says Patrick
That was four years ago. Patrick Kroupa has not touched drugs since. “I’m
saying this having been on heroin for my entire adult life. I mean, 14 to 30
is a long time,” he says.
On one level, Dr. Mash understands some of what happens. Ibogaine in the
body is metabolized into another compound called ‘noribogaine.’ Noribogaine
appears to reset chemical switches in the brain of an addict.
“The noribogaine resets that, so it resets the opiates, blocks the opiate
withdrawal, diminishes craving and the desire to use, and it elevates mood,”
say Dr. Mash.
But of the “visions” that people see, Dr. Mash understands very little —
only that they are somehow significant to the outcome. “It’s as if the plant
is teaching you something fundamental about who you are as a person and why
you’ve got yourself locked into this intractible pattern of behavior,” she
says.
Ibogaine will not work for everyone. And even for those for whom it does
work, it is not a “magic bullet.” “You need treatment, you need social
workers, you need case management, you need medication, psychiatry, you need
the whole boat of professionalism around this,” says Dr. Mash.
But for Patrick Kroupa and many of the other addicts in the trials, ibogaine
was a miracle. “It’s like if you suffer from terminal cancer and somebody
goes by and says, ‘Oh, yeah, we cured that. We passed this thing over you
and it’s gone,'” he says.
Even the reserved scientist believes this ancient drug from Africa holds
astounding promise for the modern world. “I think we’re going to see
fantastic numbers. I think these numbers are going to be stunning,” says Dr.
Mash.
Dr. Mash will present her findings to the Food and Drug Administration next
month. She hopes the FDA will eventually authorize further testing, based on
her results. In the meantime, ibogaine remains illegal in the United States.
Ibogaine is advertised on the internet, but there is no guarantee of the
quality unless it’s given under medical supervision. And for now, that can
only be done overseas.
For ibogaine detox information, contact Healing Transitions at
1-888-426-4286 or www.Ibogaine.net

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From: “Steven Anker” <stevenanker@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 20, 2004 at 6:05:55 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I’m the guy the writer of the CSI show knows.

The writer is Jerry Stahl, author of “Permanent Midnight.”  He is quite simply an AA nazi. He was telling me how he still craves dope constantly, so I’m like why not try ibogaine? So he bases the script on me telling him about ibogaine. I guess he thought it better to make loads of money and smear it instead of trying it… who knows, we can’t judge until watching the finished show. Also, once he decided to write the script, he stopped all contact with me. Another friend who is a producer on the show told me about it in December, and promised to make it “scientifically accurate.” When I called Jerry about him writing an ibogaine script, he sheepishly responded that he doesn’t like to be “influenced by people with an agenda.” He promised me that the script was “respectful to the root.”

On the plus side I have his contact info, as well as several of the other writers and producers on the show. Let’s wait for the show to air and bombard them if it’s shit.

Now, let me get this straight: iboga (a disjointed, chaotic and bitchy group of people who like to fight) is a cult and AA is the only salvation? Hmmm… How come ‘they’ all say exactly the same thing?

I  never wish for anyone to relapse, however… Jerry told me if gets strung out again he’d come “knocking at my door for help.” He keeps getting strung out like clockwork. When he was filming “Permanent Midnight” an ode to his kicking dope via the 12 steps he couldn’t keep from poking a needle into his arm. Glad AA works so well for him.

Best,

Steve Anker.

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: Fri, 20 Feb 2004 01:52:42 -0500

according to the call, which I’ve done exactly zero calling around to verify
the veracity of (though the pedigree of the story is interesting and I’d
give some credence to in other cases) , the episode was put together by some
12-step adherent who met some people who’d used ibogaine in Mexico, and the
12-stepper didn’t like the idea of their having used a psyhedelic to get off
drugs- if I understood the call correctly.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 1:20 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week

> Yikes,
>
> guess the preview never showed it like that.
>
> But I guess the only positive is the there is no such thing as bad press.
>
> but cult, common.
>
> peace
>
> Preston Peet wrote:
>
> >It’s apparently about a guy who is running around killing people as he’s
> >trying to start some kind of treatment cult using a dangerous psychedelic
> >called ibogaine, according to the phone call I got tonight about the
show. I
> >have grave and serious doubts it’s going to be at all good for the image
of
> >ibogaine, if the person who called is anywhere near correct.
> >Peace,
> >Preston
> >
> >
> >—– Original Message —–
> >From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
> >To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
> >Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 12:59 AM
> >Subject: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >>Was just watching this weeks episode of CSI, and they previewed next
> >>week, with a person being investigating for giving away Ibogaine for
> >>addictions treatment.
> >>
> >>looks like it is a good representation of ibogaine.
> >>
> >>Hope it helps to make more people aware.
> >>
> >>peace and luv
> >>kevyn
> >>
> >>
> >>
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From: Brett Calabrese <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 5:45:59 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Preston,

I was going to take this off the list but maybe someone will learn something. It is a rough thing to be in pain, it is rougher to have drug problems and have to take pain medication. I have enough reason to be making this a lot worse than it is, the ibo helped me not do that and more.

The ibo has helped my pain but not exactly directly. It increased my tolerence to pain medication (opiates). It increase my ability to control how I use the meds, as in not fuck around with them (real bad for receptors and keeping a low tolerence). I generally take 1/2 perc at a time (someitmes on top of 10mg oxycontin), if I need more I keep doing more, slowly, then add “things”, 1/4th valium, 1/4th Soma (which I always use) but only to the point it will help – but very slowly, it may take me an hour to get pain under control without stomping on it. I try not to get on top of the pain with meds unless necessary.  I have daily pain plus attacks, it is worse in the summer, I go off meds in the winter (so it seems). I take what I need, in the summer I was on 40mg oxy plus maybe 5mg on a good day, over a couple weeks I would be over 100mg, I would have to bring the dose further and further UP for it to help the pain. When the worst of it breaks, I drop right back to 40mg – quite suddenly, my point is there were no rattles other than some withdrawal (I ignored), I was not addicted to 100mg of oxycontin, there was no fear, no doubt, I just stopped putting the extra meds in my mouth, it wasn’t even a thought. Sometimes I would skip a dose now and then, forgetting sometimes before going to sleep, I initially would wake up (covered in sweat, a weak wet gumby), then not, then I skipped now and then on good days on purpose, get use to it… Then, I stopped getting wtihdrawal (gee, if that is any help to you), I am me and you are you, my point is that certainly you can decrease some of the side effects to drug use by more directed use – and keeping them out of your HEAD. Like if I was “habituated” and something happened, I couldn’t get my meds… Hey, all I have to deal with is the pain from whatever I have, not the pain PLUS some drug addiction crap bouncing around in my head making me 10 times more uncomfortable than I wound be if my head shut the fuck up (which I dare say I have mastered). The ibogaine gave me that control, that ability to stand outside myself, to see the bigger picture, to see the details of what is happening, how I am reacting to putting shit in my body.  I absolutely LOVE stopping, be in pain and habituated or not, when the pain eases up, man I stop and as soon as the junk is out of me, I don’t get sick any longer, I start to glow – that doesn’t mean I am not withdrawing, I have to take it easy, I just don’t turn into a nut-case, get sick/sweaty as I would have. It is a bit like my spinal cord injury. I had terrible balance (duh) but practice Yoga balance postures, now the balance is wonderful.. So too can someone push a bit against the mind/body effects of stopping drugs, get use to it. Early in the summer I had a problem with blood levels dipping (and going into WD), I was fragile to say the least, get the emotional rug pulled out ya know by the end of the summer that no-longer happened. Sure I could have stayed on whatever the doctor prescribed and come to some day with one big HORRIBLE withdrawal – that I woudn’t get anyway, but… It would have been certainly worse than it was and if I needed to I would have done ibo. Here I have (a plane ride away) access to the most potent anti-addictive ever discovered (way ahead of FDA trials) and I have this thing against using it for self detoxing – but then I had done a dozen doses before it came up, so it doesn’t come up (I guess).

That is what the ibogaine gave me. I am not fucking with the drug and the drug is not fucking with me, and I can’t if I am going to use it for pain meds. Ibogaine made that easier, gave me control and allowed me to use pain meds more effectively. Again, you are you and me be me and again, Just don’t ask me to THINK about controlling or what I take when, makes me nuts and uncomfortable, like ex-druggie trying to watch his meds uncomfortable. I just go with the flow of the pain and listen to my body for the mostpart, that, ibogaine gave me. Without a thought I am sure I could just go on automatic, take whatever/whenever, I would have no more problems than a non-addict,. most likely lessl

All that said does not mean I don’t have screaming, flailing till I break something (5 stiches last time, glad I sew well), agony  it means I can draw a little more out of the pain medication within their limited abilities. Had I gone back on oxy I would not have waken up, I took perc’s and they wore off when I was asleep and in a great deal of pain. OOPS. It is like I have to push myself to take meds, vs the other thing I use to do… know what I mean.

In a yes/no, I give it a “yes”, ibogaine DOES help pain, meaning some/sometimes/some kinds, indirectly, sort of way.

I sure hope that helps.
Brett

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
Hi Brett,
I was wondering about you the other day, wondering where you’d gotten
yourself to.

>What is your height/weight?<

I’m back up to about 140 now.

>You need to know your liver enzymes before figuring out the answer to your
question.<

I don’t know the answer to this question, having not had blood work done in
some while, not a biopsy to see at what state my liver itself is at either.

>Are you on opiates?<

Yes

>…can you come off to do ibo or do you want to use ibo to bring you off –
or what?<

Not sure what I want- I want no freakin’ pain anymore. I’m really tired of
endless discomfort and outright agony. I’m still curious about ibogaine, but
then of course, coming off pain meds with it would still do nothing for the
pain that I’ve heared about yet. So again, I don’t know what I want.

>DId you have any particular reason for wanting to use ibogaine? If not, the
ibogaine will figure it out when you get there. <

Exploration, detoxing (if it comes to that- see above comment), curiosity,
personal examination.

>Ibogaine is also some really healthy stuff, it heals the body. I believe
Howard reported cases of hep C remission after ibogaine. Skin becomes clear,
everything feels like it was just oiled and tuned up, eyes glow – especially
at your SO…<

This sounds interesting, and I’d not ever heared this before. Howard, would
you give some more info on this please?

> I think we already said this but take Milk Thistle product for your
liver.<

Yep, I am, thanks for the reminder and for taking the time to write me out a
very thoughtful and detailed reply.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Brett Calabrese
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 11:58 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine

Preston,

Here is my 2 cents on Livers and Ibo, pain issues, some meds that do strange
things (to me)

Ibogaine will not do damage to a liver however a damaged liver may cause
problems in metabolizing ibogaine (to nor-ibogaine).

As far as I know any liver enzyme testing typically would be done before
getting to any treatment provider (if they do of course), it doesn’t do much
good to get there and and not be able to do ibogaine.

Generally most people with liver damage including Hep C can safely take
ibogaine even with elevated liver enzyme levels, over 2X normal I would be
extra careful watching them on a test dose bring it down a bit to start,
over 3X normal they should either not have it done or done very carefully,
as in closely monitored, a smaller dose could be used and/or increase the
dose a few hundred mg’s at a time and watch them. If there were severe liver
damage one should still be able to use small amounts of ibogaine safely, it
may not be an instant “detox” but even a couple hundred mg’s will help cut
withdrawals and continued small doses can be given over several days time.

Then there is the over-all physical condition to consider, is the person
pretty healthy otherwise or is their overall health poor. Are they currently
addicted or un-addicted and want to try ibogaine (with liver damage) and
what is the task (to stop smoking perhaps, or just check the stuff out),
Often a little tune-up dose that even experienced ibo people find to have a
lot more of a kick (if they are clean at the time) than they expected is
about 350mg. It is HIGHLY LIKELY that you could try a dose at least at this
level. Though you are unlikely to OD while on pain meds at prescription
doses I wouldn’t take any or lighten it up – nothing with Tylenol in it or
Codeine. If you are on pain meds and try ibogaine, it is highly likely to be
more disgusting and with fewer visions/different/darker. IMO, IMO, IMO, more
likely than not. The doses also accumulate, if you were off meds and did a
low dose and say a few weeks later another, you would be more sensitive. If
you w! ere trying to detox, didn’t do enough ibo, did it again and again
that way, you would just get use to continued “using” after doing ibo, you
would be less sensitive to its anti-addictive properties (in your head
anyway). I don’t know about doing ibo while on meds, I just never did it
while on any or near the time I was.

So for instance if someone was addicted, had a bad liver they MAY be able
to do 10mg safer than a full dose, it will still detox, this could be
followed by another 10-12mg dose after – it is likely the patient would be
overall healthier after and can take slightly more. Doing it that way will
tend to split the effects of ibogaine more into DOSE1 does the physical
addiction, dose2 starts on the head, 10mg for an active addict won’t have
the kick for most. What I am saying is there are adjustments that can be
made – ie feed someone 100mg at a time to keep the WD symptoms more
tolerable or combine it with a weaning, but not likely on the emotions of a
do-it-yourselfer-addict at home.

I know I am over-due, was on meds all summer. The WORST where the
non-addictive ones, the AED’s (Antiepileptic Drugs) really wacked me out, I
am still not right. If I can get away a small ibo session would unclog my
receptors, seems like I have some shit stuck some of em. A guess for me
would be 3-500mg should do the trick, I am in no mood for 12mg/kg+ dose
(about 800mg for me).

After taking ibo, pain meds felt different (opiates), I cared for them a lot
less, it felt differently, rather indifferent to them as “drugs” to the
point of disliking them. During an ibogaine session is that there is a
(certain) feeling of detachment from issues, so that people “see” the
issues for what they are. After doing ibo (even over a year later) that
ability to observe and detach from say withdrawal or anger, to not get stuck
in it (yeah, it still happens, you just see it/change it quicker/better
usually), Things I use to struggle with (pain meds) are far easier, there is
total control, I can use a lot less pain meds both because tolerence is
lower from ibo and the more measured application of pain meds (ie do not
spike blood levels), I have discovered the concept of AS NEEDED is different
than the one I grew up with, so I need less. It is easier for me to see when
a pain med will help and when it won’t, sometimes I have to tell myself to
take s! omething, less often not to. Another for instance was the end of
this summer when the pain eased up (and something else broke, of course!) I
felt the pain meds were DISGUSTING, I couldn’t help but stop (oxycontin).
Had used on and off pain meds since but near zero impulse to take another
pill for anything but pain regardkess if it is in the middle of detoxing. ie
I can be detoxing, say OUCH, my back hurts, take a pill (have it work) and
then go on withdrawing like nothing, like a normal person. That is (for me)
after multiple treatments with ibo and I do have a normal high tolerence for
the discomfort of withdrawal..

Next time a doctor smiles at me and says “we are going to try you on some
nice non-addictive meds”, he is going to get punched in the nose.

Topamax, I didn’t know where I was, stopped feeling parts of my body (side
left hand) lots of visual disturbances (not un-ibo like open-eyed stuff) and
it appears to have some anti-addictive effects, not unexpected for this
class of drugs.I had to stop, I couldn’t take the strangeness.

Lamictil, a different stangeness, the TWILIGHT ZONE, the room started
moving, felt like I was going to start tripping out. BAD DRUG,seemed to make
pain meds not work (I wasn’t on any at the time,but after I stopped). I
didn’t care, so what I am clean kind of don’t care, flat.It also seemed to
eat the ibogaine effects in me. Usually I can put myself in ibo-space, draw
on it but after the lamictil, nada. I had wild almost-cravings, wanted a
cigarette, upped my coffee/sugar intake 30 times normal… Great meds, glad
I am not drinking or banging things in my arms…

Sonata, a new fangled sleeping pill my former doctor gave me (instead of
good old Valium), of course the stuff cost $3 bucks a pill but is much
safer, it is not “controlled”…
Yeah, right, it flattened me, 45 minutes later I wake up, the strangeness
begins, by 4:00 am I am having a series of short and worsening attacks,
something like “SIMON SAYS, YOU ARE NOW GOING TO EXPEND 1000 CALORIES OF
ENERGY, LIKE IT OR NOT. SIMON SAYS…”. Thankfully I had some natural herbal
product in the house that saved my ass.He is fired,I have valium – wonderful
drug!!!!! And a real pain doc (I take 1/4th of a 5mg at a time on top of
pain meds when it gets bad) Give me them old fashioned Rock and Roll period
drugs any day, I know what I am dealing with. A lot about these new drugs is
to keep people from abusing them as well as certain side effects (depression
with valium overuse).

You have liver problems, injuries and other health issues (your
weight/stature), pain and pain meds to consider, toss in where you are at
and how much you do and of what kind of ibogaine and POOF, on that day you
will have X experience, whatever it is. I never had 2 ibogaine experiences
the same and never met anyone who did. In a clean person, I have seen
profound realizations on as little as 12 mg, or people do maximum doses with
little effect – the more fucked up you are, the more you are likely to need
to get whatever job done. If you are NORMALLY a fucked up person, you are
going to be a FUCKED UP PERSON who realizes it, maybe. If you are fucked up
because of stuff in your life, it is likely ibogaine will facilitate getting
un-fucked (up?) rather nicely.

What changed about pain meds? After ibogaine and the pain being such that I
had no choice but to go on them I made certain decisions, I am gonna this
and I am not gonna some other things. It is but a matter of fact that I
will, no mind fucking with the meds going on but I still don’t like to think
about it (just do it, take for pain or not). There is no out of control,
chasing pain with meds that I use to do, some kind of impulse is just gone –
the pain impulse is still there unfortunately but only if it is bad, medium
pain gets other meds (NSAIDS/SOMA) that i am on all the time anyway. Only
right after an ibogaine session NOTHING HURTS (unless you just detoxed,
maybe some kinks), usually for several days. One thing I will not do (again)
is take ibogaine when I have a headache or am in pain, I once had a cluster
headache during an ibogaine session, real bad… YOu have the option of
taking it on your terms, even if you had a lump of scar tissue where your
liver use to b! e 100mg of ibogaine will do something, so what you can’t
metabolize it, you will get a better hit on less (LOL). My stomach just
turned, yuck the stuff is disgusting.

A few last questions –

What is your height/weight?

You need to know your liver enzymes before figuring out the answer to your
question.

Are you on opiates?

Obviously you are a pain patient, the question also becomes can you come off
to do ibo or do you want to use ibo to bring you off – or what? Again, ibo
is typically different on and off opiates.

DId you have any particular reason for wanting to use ibogaine? If not, the
ibogaine will figure it out when you get there.

One other thing. it seems to get easier and easier, the body gets use to
ibogaine and of course there are fewer demons to exercise, so it is easier.
Ibogaine is also some really healthy stuff, it heals the body. I believe
Howard reported cases of hep C remission after ibogaine. Skin becomes clear,
everything feels like it was just oiled and tuned up, eyes glow – especially
at your SO…

I think we already said this but take Milk Thistle product for your liver.

Brett

Preston Peet wrote:
Hi all,
I can’t remember if I’ve ever asked this specifically:

How is ibogaine on the liver? Specifically, on a liver that is swollen but
so far as I know not having cirrosis but still one that is saddled with Hep
C? I am wondering simply because I do still have the desire to someday take
ibogaine, but am seriously hesitant due to my liver situation. Please, if
anyone can give me real info on the subject, if there’s been any sort of
research at all into this particular point, I’d be very appreciative.
Do they test for Hep-C at IbogaTherapyHouse, and if so, is it taken into
account when deciding whether someone is eligible for treatment?
How about other places- Sara? What do you do about Hep-C patients? Do
you treat them?
Again, sorry if I’ve already asked this here.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: ! “Sara Glatt”
To:
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 2:09 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane

> Hey Carla,
>
> No anger from me.
> It is just about having a personal view,
> which has nothing to do with scientists and data.
> I don’t hope to make you angry by expressing my view.
> No need to attack anyone, but I can’t feel the Iboga tribe
> feeling especially when it is about doing it scientifically
> only, without thinking about the patient needs.
>
> 5 days treatment to kick a Methadone habit/orlaam will not work even if
> they jump up and down to scream at me that the treatment is the best in
> the world.
> If you keep a person that short the chance that they will relapse is
> very very big.
> It just doesn’t work that way.
> Most people are so drained,so that the first thing they will do to get
> their
> energy b! ack IS get a bag or two.
> And that has nothing to do with how fun and joyful the 5 day treatment
> were.
>
> It is how you look at things what is good?
> What is good for you may not be good for another person how can you
> treat them all the same?
>
> People are treated like objects, for me personally isn’t the way I see a
> tribe working together.
>
> S.
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
> —–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
> Van: Carla Barnes [mailto:carlambarnes@yahoo.com]
> Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 1:36
> Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane
>
> Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
> Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
> that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
> message which ! I related to and agreed with.
>
> I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
> has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
> different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
> kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
> messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
> don’t understand at what or who?
>
> I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
> time to time that explodes in all different directions
> but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
> this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
> disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
> list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
> Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
> Howard himself I can’t think of one time.
>
> What are you talking about?
>
> I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
> the first person to o! penly talk about what ibogaine
> did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
> years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
> their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉
>
> Carla B
>
> — Sara Glatt wrote:
> > “Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
> > of it, or the
> > realization that it can implement an addiction
> > “cure, “or the best way
> > to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
> > bring. I know I’m
> > preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
> > remember this. We
> > are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
> > other, because
> > everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
> > unknowable, and
> > therefore should profess what their initiation has
> > shown them, for the
> > good of the tribe…..
> >
> > Hey Jane I can’t agree with you on that.
> >
> > I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
> > They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
> > Vancouver but that isn’t
> > their idea to start with and there is no place for
> > arrogance.
> > The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
> > It is all depended on the state of mind of the
> > person who is taking the
> > treatment and not directly with the treatment
> > provider. The treatment
> > can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
> > patient is the only
> > thing that counts.
> > I have given the same kind of treatment to different
> > people but the
> > reaction was totally deferent.
> > However Howard found that ibogaine works to
> > eliminate opiate
> > withdrawals,
> > No one else did.
&! gt; > Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
> > respected
> > I can’t feel that in your writing.
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > “0302122190
> >
> >
>
>
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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 4:37:18 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Fri, Feb 20, 2004 at 04:36:38PM -0500], [Preston Peet] wrote:

| Hmmm.
| So, we really don’t know, and there being so few in the overall scheme of
| things people having actually done ibogaine and fewer who we know had Hep C,

Completely subjective, personal opinion, not based upon any overview or
knowledge other than just knowing individuals who have dosed … : Hep C
tends to be the rule, rather than the exception, when dealing with IV drug
users.

I would guesstimate that more than half of all individuals who have ever
dosed with ibogaine — with the intent of cutting loose a habit — were
Hep C positive.

| it could be not so safe too and even dangerous…but then, walking out of my
| door onto the NYC streets isn’t safe either and can be definitely dangerous.

Yup.

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 4:36:38 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hmmm.
So, we really don’t know, and there being so few in the overall scheme of
things people having actually done ibogaine and fewer who we know had Hep C,
it could be not so safe too and even dangerous…but then, walking out of my
door onto the NYC streets isn’t safe either and can be definitely dangerous.
Thanks Howard.
Peace,
Preston

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From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 1:55 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine

In a message dated 2/20/04 5:34:59 PM, ptpeet@nyc.rr.com writes:

Ibogaine is also some really healthy stuff, it heals the body. I believe
Howard reported cases of hep C remission after ibogaine. Skin becomes
clear,
everything feels like it was just oiled and tuned up, eyes glow –
especially
at your SO…<

This sounds interesting, and I’d not ever heard this before. Howard,
would
you give some more info on this please?

Hi Preston,

There are many issues I wished I had looked at more closely over the years
but, when your schedule is busy and information is coming in from other
countries sometimes you just keep moving and don’t take the time to
evaluate
thoroughly.

Nico Adriaans <http://ibogaine.org/adriaans.html> reported HVC going into
remission after ibogaine.  However, I never went further to ask him
exactly what
he meant.  Did enzyme levels decrease?  Did viral load decrease?  What
tests
were done and the results?

There is reported and there does appear to be some antibacterial effects
of
ibogaine and possibly other adjunct effects.  Sores heal quickly after
ibogaine
therapy in many cases.  But, I have also seen some deep infections caused
by
continuous cocaine/needle use to require antibiotics in order to obtain a
response.

Needless to say, significant research should be done in many areas of
ibogaine activity but, I think we are doomed to scientific ignorance.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

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From: Patrick Poblete <iikaneii@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 4:34:17 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 4:33:05 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey, thanks for the list of herbs Sandra, my girlfriend will be glad to see
it. She finds and feeds me healthy herbs constantly.
I do have to get fresh bloodwork soon, as it has been some time now.
Thanks for the advice.
Peace,
Preston

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From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 1:29 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine

Hey Preston,

At ITH we have all our applicants take a liver panel (AST, ALT enzymes)
test as well as EKG & CBC to begin the application process. We won’t accept
anyone with 200% above normal values, cause we really don’t know how to deal
with anything above that, and won’t pretend to and don’t want to hurt
anyone.

Milkthistle is excellent, can get you detoxing emotionally though, i’ve
been told.

Comfrey I’ve not heard of as being used specifically for liver issues but
I wouldn’t be surprised as it’s an amazing plant -can be wildcrafted here in
B.C.

Generally my own personal list of blood/liver cleansers/detoxifiers can
include (mostly fresh and in salads or in tea form):

red clover
watercress
parsley (like tabouleh salad?)
wheatgrass (juice)

These may or may not have any direct effect on the liver but have seemed
to be helpful nonetheless in friends who have Hep C.

more on this later…


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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] Policymakers.
Date: February 20, 2004 at 3:43:29 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Bush administration “distorts science,” says report
Thursday, February 19, 2004
By Maggie Fox, Reuters


WASHINGTON – Top scientists and environmentalists accused the Bush administration Wednesday of suppressing and distorting scientific findings that run counter to its own policies.

They backed a report from the Union of Concerned Scientists that said the administration had suppressed research on global warming, air quality, sexual health, cancer, and other issues.

The report said there had been a systematic effort to manipulate the government’s supposedly independent scientific advisory system “to prevent the appearance of advice that might run counter to the administration’s political agenda.”

”We are not … taking issue with the administration’s policies,” said Dr. Kurt Gottfried, a professor of physics at Cornell University and chairman of the UCS. “We are taking issue with the administration’s distortion of the process with which science enters into its decisions.”

Russell Train, head of the Environmental Protection Agency under former Republican presidents Richard Nixon and Gerald Ford, said that during his tenure “I do not recall ever receiving a suggestion, let alone an order, >from the White House as to how I should make a regulatory decision. How times have changed.”

Neal Lane of Rice University in Houston and former science adviser to ex-president Bill Clinton said scientific findings were being kept from decision-makers.

”I am afraid that our leading policymakers simply don’t know what they don’t know given the manipulation of the science advice process,” Lane told reporters.

White House Denial

The White House denied the accusations.

”I can assure you that this is an administration that makes decisions based on the best available science,” President Bush’s spokesman Scott McClellan said.

”I just don’t think these incidents or issues add up to strong support for the accusation that this administration is deliberately acting to undermine the processes of science,” said John Marburger, director of the White House Office of Science and Technology Policy.

Marburger noted that the group making the complaints included esteemed scientists and said the government obviously needed to do a better job of communicating its policies.

The UCS reviewed long-standing complaints that the federal government had deliberately disregarded a worldwide consensus that human industrial activity is to blame for much of the steady warming of the planet’s climate over the past century.

It also cited what it called the suppression of an EPA study that found the bipartisan Senate Clear Air Bill would do more to reduce mercury contamination in fish and would prevent more deaths than the administration’s proposed Clear Skies Act would.

”This is akin to the White House directing the National Weather Service to alter a hurricane forecast because they want everyone to think we have clear skies ahead,” said UCS president Kevin Knobloch.

Public health groups have long complained that the White House changed advice >from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention to support the administration’s abstinence-only sex education policy.

They have said it removed from the CDC’s Web site a CDC fact sheet on condom use.

”I don’t know anything about that,” Marburger said.


(With additional reporting by Steve Holland)

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] No spleen and IBOGA
Date: February 20, 2004 at 3:34:22 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Planteur!
I am a Practical Nurse but far from being a doctor so take the following as just another opinion! I would certainly have your friend talk to his Doc before Ibogaine is administered.
The spleen is part of the immune system. It has two primary functions. The spleen acts as a filter, removing old red blood cells and RBC inclusions. The spleen also acts as a storage area for platelets.
The spleen can be considered as two organs in one; it filters the blood and removes abnormal cells (such as old and defective red blood cells), and it makes disease-fighting components of the immune system (including antibodies and lymphocytes).
I really don’t see how Ibogaine would be contraindicated but as I said before….ask the Doc!
Peace! Is Planteur your given name?
Callie

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 1:55:51 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/20/04 5:34:59 PM, ptpeet@nyc.rr.com writes:

Ibogaine is also some really healthy stuff, it heals the body. I believe
Howard reported cases of hep C remission after ibogaine. Skin becomes clear,
everything feels like it was just oiled and tuned up, eyes glow – especially
at your SO…<

This sounds interesting, and I’d not ever heard this before. Howard, would
you give some more info on this please?

Hi Preston,

There are many issues I wished I had looked at more closely over the years
but, when your schedule is busy and information is coming in from other
countries sometimes you just keep moving and don’t take the time to evaluate
thoroughly.

Nico Adriaans <http://ibogaine.org/adriaans.html> reported HVC going into
remission after ibogaine.  However, I never went further to ask him exactly what
he meant.  Did enzyme levels decrease?  Did viral load decrease?  What tests
were done and the results?

There is reported and there does appear to be some antibacterial effects of
ibogaine and possibly other adjunct effects.  Sores heal quickly after ibogaine
therapy in many cases.  But, I have also seen some deep infections caused by
continuous cocaine/needle use to require antibiotics in order to obtain a
response.

Needless to say, significant research should be done in many areas of
ibogaine activity but, I think we are doomed to scientific ignorance.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

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From: “sandra .” <windforme@graffiti.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 1:29:34 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey Preston,

At ITH we have all our applicants take a liver panel (AST, ALT enzymes) test as well as EKG & CBC to begin the application process. We won’t accept anyone with 200% above normal values, cause we really don’t know how to deal with anything above that, and won’t pretend to and don’t want to hurt anyone.

Milkthistle is excellent, can get you detoxing emotionally though, i’ve been told.

Comfrey I’ve not heard of as being used specifically for liver issues but I wouldn’t be surprised as it’s an amazing plant -can be wildcrafted here in B.C.

Generally my own personal list of blood/liver cleansers/detoxifiers can include (mostly fresh and in salads or in tea form):

red clover
watercress
parsley (like tabouleh salad?)
wheatgrass (juice)

These may or may not have any direct effect on the liver but have seemed to be helpful nonetheless in friends who have Hep C.

more on this later…


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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] look what i found
Date: February 20, 2004 at 1:13:57 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

look what i foundhttp://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml
snip-
Grissom and Brass question Jake Sinclair, a former junkie and convict who
now runs a rehab center. Sinclair uses the drug Ibogaine to force addicts to
face their demons. The treatment worked so well for Burnell that he became a
changed man, not only kicking his addictions but becoming spiritual as well.
But Burnell’s desire to help others with similar problems led him into
dangerous territory…
Please note that the above plot details have not been confirmed by CBS,
Alliance Atlantis or Bruckheimer Films, and until such time you should treat
this information as you would any other rumour. The above information comes
from an early draft of the script and details may change before the episode
goes to air. <
Peace,
Preston
—– Original Message —–
From: Dana Beal
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 10:56 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] look what i found

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml down

do

down at the end; also:

Detox Naturally
Addiction Treatment
Medically Supervised Detox
www.addictionfoundation.com
Interest:

when I was browsing the web and did a ggogle search on ibogaine. Try csi +
ibogaine above information comes from an early draft of the script and
details may change before the episode goes to air.

“Getting Off” will likely air in spring of 2004.

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] look what i found
Date: February 20, 2004 at 12:43:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dana, I copied and pasted the link but it wouldn’t work.
May be me. I am going to reboot.
Callie

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 12:33:54 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Brett,
I was wondering about you the other day, wondering where you’d gotten
yourself to.

What is your height/weight?<

I’m back up to about 140 now.

You need to know your liver enzymes before figuring out the answer to your
question.<

I don’t know the answer to this question, having not had blood work done in
some while, not a biopsy to see at what state my liver itself is at either.

Are you on opiates?<

Yes

…can you come off to do ibo or do you want to use ibo to bring you off –
or what?<

Not sure what I want- I want no freakin’ pain anymore. I’m really tired of
endless discomfort and outright agony. I’m still curious about ibogaine, but
then of course, coming off pain meds with it would still do nothing for the
pain that I’ve heared about yet. So again, I don’t know what I want.

DId you have any particular reason for wanting to use ibogaine? If not, the
ibogaine will figure it out when you get there. <

Exploration, detoxing (if it comes to that- see above comment), curiosity,
personal examination.

Ibogaine is also some really healthy stuff, it heals the body. I believe
Howard reported cases of hep C remission after ibogaine. Skin becomes clear,
everything feels like it was just oiled and tuned up, eyes glow – especially
at your SO…<

This sounds interesting, and I’d not ever heared this before. Howard, would
you give some more info on this please?

I think we already said this but take Milk Thistle product for your
liver.<

Yep, I am, thanks for the reminder and for taking the time to write me out a
very thoughtful and detailed reply.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Brett Calabrese
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 11:58 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine

Preston,

Here is my 2 cents on Livers and Ibo, pain issues, some meds that do strange
things (to me)

Ibogaine will not do damage to a liver however a damaged liver may cause
problems in metabolizing ibogaine (to nor-ibogaine).

As far as I know any liver enzyme testing typically would be done before
getting to any treatment provider (if they do of course), it doesn’t do much
good to get there and and not be able to do ibogaine.

Generally most people with liver damage including Hep C can safely take
ibogaine even with elevated liver enzyme levels, over 2X normal I would be
extra careful watching them on a test dose bring it down a bit to start,
over 3X normal they should either not have it done or done very carefully,
as in closely monitored, a smaller dose could be used and/or increase the
dose a few hundred mg’s at a time and watch them. If there were severe liver
damage one should still be able to use small amounts of ibogaine safely, it
may not be an instant “detox” but even a couple hundred mg’s will help cut
withdrawals and continued small doses can be given over several days time.

Then there is the over-all physical condition to consider, is the person
pretty healthy otherwise or is their overall health poor. Are they currently
addicted or un-addicted and want to try ibogaine (with liver damage) and
what is the task (to stop smoking perhaps, or just check the stuff out),
Often a little tune-up dose that even experienced ibo people find to have a
lot more of a kick (if they are clean at the time) than they expected is
about 350mg. It is HIGHLY LIKELY that you could try a dose at least at this
level. Though you are unlikely to OD while on pain meds at prescription
doses I wouldn’t take any or lighten it up – nothing with Tylenol in it or
Codeine. If you are on pain meds and try ibogaine, it is highly likely to be
more disgusting and with fewer visions/different/darker. IMO, IMO, IMO, more
likely than not.  The doses also accumulate, if you were off meds and did a
low dose and say a few weeks later another, you would be more sensitive. If
you w! ere trying to detox, didn’t do enough ibo, did it again and again
that way, you would just get use to continued “using” after doing ibo, you
would be less sensitive to its anti-addictive properties (in your head
anyway). I don’t know about doing ibo while on meds, I just never did it
while on any or near the time I was.

So for instance if someone was addicted, had a bad liver they MAY be able
to do 10mg safer than a full dose, it will still detox, this could be
followed by another 10-12mg dose after – it is likely the patient would be
overall healthier after and can take slightly more. Doing it that way will
tend to split the effects of ibogaine more into DOSE1 does the physical
addiction, dose2 starts on the head, 10mg for an active addict won’t have
the kick for most. What I am saying is there are adjustments that can be
made – ie feed someone 100mg at a time to keep the WD symptoms more
tolerable or combine it with a weaning, but not likely on the emotions of a
do-it-yourselfer-addict at home.

I know I am over-due, was on meds all summer. The WORST where the
non-addictive ones, the AED’s (Antiepileptic Drugs) really wacked me out, I
am still not right. If I can get away a small ibo session would unclog my
receptors, seems like I have some shit stuck some of em. A guess for me
would be 3-500mg should do the trick, I am in no mood for 12mg/kg+ dose
(about 800mg for me).

After taking ibo, pain meds felt different (opiates), I cared for them a lot
less, it felt differently, rather indifferent to them as “drugs” to the
point of disliking them. During an ibogaine session is that there is a
(certain)  feeling of detachment from issues, so that people “see” the
issues for what they are. After doing ibo (even over a year later) that
ability to observe and detach from say withdrawal or anger, to not get stuck
in it (yeah, it still happens, you just see it/change it quicker/better
usually), Things I use to struggle with (pain meds) are far easier, there is
total control, I can use a lot less pain meds both because tolerence is
lower from ibo and the more measured application of pain meds (ie do not
spike blood levels), I have discovered the concept of AS NEEDED is different
than the one I grew up with, so I need less. It is easier for me to see when
a pain med will help and when it won’t, sometimes I have to tell myself to
take s! omething, less often not to. Another for instance was the end of
this summer when the pain eased up (and something else broke, of course!) I
felt the pain meds were DISGUSTING, I couldn’t help but stop (oxycontin).
Had used on and off pain meds since but near zero impulse to take another
pill for anything but pain regardkess if it is in the middle of detoxing. ie
I can be detoxing, say OUCH, my back hurts, take a pill (have  it work) and
then go on withdrawing like nothing, like a normal person. That is (for me)
after multiple treatments with ibo and I do have a normal high tolerence for
the discomfort of withdrawal..

Next time a doctor smiles at me and says “we are going to try you on some
nice non-addictive meds”, he is going to get punched in the nose.

Topamax, I didn’t know where I was, stopped feeling parts of my body (side
left hand) lots of visual disturbances (not un-ibo like open-eyed stuff) and
it appears to have some anti-addictive effects, not unexpected for this
class of drugs.I had to stop, I couldn’t take the strangeness.

Lamictil, a different stangeness, the TWILIGHT ZONE, the room started
moving, felt like I was going to start tripping out. BAD DRUG,seemed to make
pain meds not work (I wasn’t on any at the time,but after I stopped). I
didn’t care, so what I am clean kind of don’t care, flat.It also seemed to
eat the ibogaine effects in me. Usually I can put myself in ibo-space, draw
on it but after the lamictil, nada. I had wild almost-cravings, wanted a
cigarette, upped my coffee/sugar intake 30 times normal… Great meds, glad
I am not drinking or banging things in my arms…

Sonata, a new fangled sleeping pill my former doctor gave me (instead of
good old Valium), of course the stuff cost $3 bucks a pill but is much
safer, it is not “controlled”…
Yeah, right, it flattened me, 45 minutes later I wake up, the strangeness
begins, by 4:00 am I am having a series of short and worsening attacks,
something like “SIMON SAYS, YOU ARE NOW GOING TO EXPEND 1000 CALORIES OF
ENERGY, LIKE IT OR NOT. SIMON SAYS…”. Thankfully I had some natural herbal
product in the house that saved my ass.He is fired,I have valium – wonderful
drug!!!!! And a real pain doc (I take 1/4th of a 5mg at a time on top of
pain meds when it gets bad) Give me them old fashioned Rock and Roll period
drugs any day, I know what I am dealing with. A lot about these new drugs is
to keep people from abusing them as well as certain side effects (depression
with valium overuse).

You have liver problems, injuries and other health issues (your
weight/stature), pain and pain meds to consider, toss in where you are at
and how much you do and of what kind of ibogaine and POOF, on that day you
will have X experience, whatever it is. I never had 2 ibogaine experiences
the same and never met anyone who did. In a clean person, I have seen
profound realizations on as little as 12 mg, or people do maximum doses with
little effect – the more fucked up you are, the more you are likely to need
to get whatever job done. If you are NORMALLY a fucked up person, you are
going to be a FUCKED UP PERSON who realizes it, maybe. If you are fucked up
because of stuff in your life, it is likely ibogaine will facilitate getting
un-fucked (up?) rather nicely.

What changed about pain meds? After ibogaine and the pain being such that I
had no choice but to go on them I made certain decisions, I am gonna this
and I am not gonna some other things. It is but a matter of fact that I
will, no mind fucking with the meds going on but I still don’t like to think
about it (just do it, take for pain or not). There is no out of control,
chasing pain with meds that I use to do, some kind of impulse is just gone –
the pain impulse is still there unfortunately but only if it is bad, medium
pain gets other meds (NSAIDS/SOMA) that i am on all the time anyway. Only
right after an ibogaine session NOTHING HURTS (unless you just detoxed,
maybe some kinks), usually for several days. One thing I will not do (again)
is take ibogaine when I have a headache or am in pain, I once had a cluster
headache during an ibogaine session, real bad… YOu have the option of
taking it on your terms, even if you had a lump of scar tissue where your
liver use to b! e 100mg of ibogaine will do something, so what you can’t
metabolize it, you will get a better hit on less (LOL). My stomach just
turned, yuck the stuff is disgusting.

A few last questions –

What is your height/weight?

You need to know your liver enzymes before figuring out the answer to your
question.

Are you on opiates?

Obviously you are a pain patient, the question also becomes can you come off
to do ibo or do you want to use ibo to bring you off – or what? Again, ibo
is typically different on and off opiates.

DId you have any particular reason for wanting to use ibogaine? If not, the
ibogaine will figure it out when you get there.

One other thing. it seems to get easier and easier, the body gets use to
ibogaine and of course there are fewer demons to exercise, so it is easier.
Ibogaine is also some really healthy stuff, it heals the body. I believe
Howard reported cases of hep C remission after ibogaine. Skin becomes clear,
everything feels like it was just oiled and tuned up, eyes glow – especially
at your SO…

I think we already said this but take Milk Thistle product for your liver.

Brett

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
Hi all,
I can’t remember if I’ve ever asked this specifically:

How is ibogaine on the liver? Specifically, on a liver that is swollen but
so far as I know not having cirrosis but still one that is saddled with Hep
C? I am wondering simply because I do still have the desire to someday take
ibogaine, but am seriously hesitant due to my liver situation. Please, if
anyone can give me real info on the subject, if there’s been any sort of
research at all into this particular point, I’d be very appreciative.
Do they test for Hep-C at IbogaTherapyHouse, and if so, is it taken into
account when deciding whether someone is eligible for treatment?
How about other places- Sara? What do you do about Hep-C patients? Do
you treat them?
Again, sorry if I’ve already asked this here.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: ! “Sara Glatt”
To:
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 2:09 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane

Hey Carla,

No anger from me.
It is just about having a personal view,
which has nothing to do with scientists and data.
I don’t hope to make you angry by expressing my view.
No need to attack anyone, but I can’t feel the Iboga tribe
feeling especially when it is about doing it scientifically
only, without thinking about the patient needs.

5 days treatment to kick a Methadone habit/orlaam will not work even if
they jump up and down to scream at me that the treatment is the best in
the world.
If you keep a person that short the chance that they will relapse is
very very big.
It just doesn’t work that way.
Most people are so drained,so that the first thing they will do to get
their
energy b! ack IS get a bag or two.
And that has nothing to do with how fun and joyful the 5 day treatment
were.

It is how you look at things what is good?
What is good for you may not be good for another person how can you
treat them all the same?

People are treated like objects, for me personally isn’t the way I see a
tribe working together.

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Carla Barnes [mailto:carlambarnes@yahoo.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 1:36
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane

Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
message which ! I related to and agreed with.

I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
don’t understand at what or who?

I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
time to time that explodes in all different directions
but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
Howard himself I can’t think of one time.

What are you talking about?

I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
the first person to o! penly talk about what ibogaine
did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉

Carla B

— Sara Glatt wrote:
“Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
of it, or the
realization that it can implement an addiction
“cure, “or the best way
to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
bring. I know I’m
preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
remember this. We
are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
other, because
everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
unknowable, and
therefore should profess what their initiation has
shown them, for the
good of the tribe…..

Hey Jane I can’t agree with you on that.

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
Vancouver but that isn’t
their idea to start with and there is no place for
arrogance.
The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
It is all depended on the state of mind of the
person who is taking the
treatment and not directly with the treatment
provider. The treatment
can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
patient is the only
thing that counts.
I have given the same kind of treatment to different
people but the
reaction was totally deferent.
However Howard found that ibogaine works to
eliminate opiate
withdrawals,
No one else did.
&! gt; > Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
respected
I can’t feel that in your writing.

“0302122190

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From: Brett Calabrese <bcalabrese@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 11:58:22 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Preston,

Here is my 2 cents on Livers and Ibo, pain issues, some meds that do strange things (to me)

Ibogaine will not do damage to a liver however a damaged liver may cause problems in metabolizing ibogaine (to nor-ibogaine).

As far as I know any liver enzyme testing typically would be done before getting to any treatment provider (if they do of course), it doesn’t do much good to get there and and not be able to do ibogaine.

Generally most people with liver damage including Hep C can safely take ibogaine even with elevated liver enzyme levels, over 2X normal I would be extra careful watching them on a test dose bring it down a bit to start, over 3X normal they should either not have it done or done very carefully, as in closely monitored, a smaller dose could be used and/or increase the dose a few hundred mg’s at a time and watch them. If there were severe liver damage one should still be able to use small amounts of ibogaine safely, it may not be an instant “detox” but even a couple hundred mg’s will help cut withdrawals and continued small doses can be given over several days time.

Then there is the over-all physical condition to consider, is the person pretty healthy otherwise or is their overall health poor. Are they currently addicted or un-addicted and want to try ibogaine (with liver damage) and what is the task (to stop smoking perhaps, or just check the stuff out), Often a little tune-up dose that even experienced ibo people find to have a lot more of a kick (if they are clean at the time) than they expected is about 350mg. It is HIGHLY LIKELY that you could try a dose at least at this level. Though you are unlikely to OD while on pain meds at prescription doses I wouldn’t take any or lighten it up – nothing with Tylenol in it or Codeine. If you are on pain meds and try ibogaine, it is highly likely to be more disgusting and with fewer visions/different/darker. IMO, IMO, IMO, more likely than not.  The doses also accumulate, if you were off meds and did a low dose and say a few weeks later another, you would be more sensitive. If you were trying to detox, didn’t do enough ibo, did it again and again that way, you would just get use to continued “using” after doing ibo, you would be less sensitive to its anti-addictive properties (in your head anyway). I don’t know about doing ibo while on meds, I just never did it while on any or near the time I was.

So for instance if someone was addicted, had a bad liver they MAY be able to do 10mg safer than a full dose, it will still detox, this could be followed by another 10-12mg dose after – it is likely the patient would be overall healthier after and can take slightly more. Doing it that way will tend to split the effects of ibogaine more into DOSE1 does the physical addiction, dose2 starts on the head, 10mg for an active addict won’t have the kick for most. What I am saying is there are adjustments that can be made – ie feed someone 100mg at a time to keep the WD symptoms more tolerable or combine it with a weaning, but not likely on the emotions of a do-it-yourselfer-addict at home.

I know I am over-due, was on meds all summer. The WORST where the non-addictive ones, the AED’s (Antiepileptic Drugs) really wacked me out, I am still not right. If I can get away a small ibo session would unclog my receptors, seems like I have some shit stuck some of em. A guess for me would be 3-500mg should do the trick, I am in no mood for 12mg/kg+ dose (about 800mg for me).

After taking ibo, pain meds felt different (opiates), I cared for them a lot less, it felt differently, rather indifferent to them as “drugs” to the point of disliking them. During an ibogaine session is that there is a (certain)  feeling of detachment from issues, so that people “see” the issues for what they are. After doing ibo (even over a year later) that ability to observe and detach from say withdrawal or anger, to not get stuck in it (yeah, it still happens, you just see it/change it quicker/better usually), Things I use to struggle with (pain meds) are far easier, there is total control, I can use a lot less pain meds both because tolerence is lower from ibo and the more measured application of pain meds (ie do not spike blood levels), I have discovered the concept of AS NEEDED is different than the one I grew up with, so I need less. It is easier for me to see when a pain med will help and when it won’t, sometimes I have to tell myself to take something, less often not to. Another for instance was the end of this summer when the pain eased up (and something else broke, of course!) I felt the pain meds were DISGUSTING, I couldn’t help but stop (oxycontin). Had used on and off pain meds since but near zero impulse to take another pill for anything but pain regardkess if it is in the middle of detoxing. ie I can be detoxing, say OUCH, my back hurts, take a pill (have  it work) and then go on withdrawing like nothing, like a normal person. That is (for me) after multiple treatments with ibo and I do have a normal high tolerence for the discomfort of withdrawal..

Next time a doctor smiles at me and says “we are going to try you on some nice non-addictive meds”, he is going to get punched in the nose.

Topamax, I didn’t know where I was, stopped feeling parts of my body (side left hand) lots of visual disturbances (not un-ibo like open-eyed stuff) and it appears to have some anti-addictive effects, not unexpected for this class of drugs.I had to stop, I couldn’t take the strangeness.

Lamictil, a different stangeness, the TWILIGHT ZONE, the room started moving, felt like I was going to start tripping out. BAD DRUG,seemed to make pain meds not work (I wasn’t on any at the time,but after I stopped). I didn’t care, so what I am clean kind of don’t care, flat.It also seemed to eat the ibogaine effects in me. Usually I can put myself in ibo-space, draw on it but after the lamictil, nada. I had wild almost-cravings, wanted a cigarette, upped my coffee/sugar intake 30 times normal… Great meds, glad I am not drinking or banging things in my arms…

Sonata, a new fangled sleeping pill my former doctor gave me (instead of good old Valium), of course the stuff cost $3 bucks a pill but is much safer, it is not “controlled”…
Yeah, right, it flattened me, 45 minutes later I wake up, the strangeness begins, by 4:00 am I am having a series of short and worsening attacks, something like “SIMON SAYS, YOU ARE NOW GOING TO EXPEND 1000 CALORIES OF ENERGY, LIKE IT OR NOT. SIMON SAYS…”. Thankfully I had some natural herbal product in the house that saved my ass.He is fired,I have valium – wonderful drug!!!!! And a real pain doc (I take 1/4th of a 5mg at a time on top of pain meds when it gets bad) Give me them old fashioned Rock and Roll period drugs any day, I know what I am dealing with. A lot about these new drugs is to keep people from abusing them as well as certain side effects (depression with valium overuse).

You have liver problems, injuries and other health issues (your weight/stature), pain and pain meds to consider, toss in where you are at and how much you do and of what kind of ibogaine and POOF, on that day you will have X experience, whatever it is. I never had 2 ibogaine experiences the same and never met anyone who did. In a clean person, I have seen profound realizations on as little as 12 mg, or people do maximum doses with little effect – the more fucked up you are, the more you are likely to need to get whatever job done. If you are NORMALLY a fucked up person, you are going to be a FUCKED UP PERSON who realizes it, maybe. If you are fucked up because of stuff in your life, it is likely ibogaine will facilitate getting un-fucked (up?) rather nicely.

What changed about pain meds? After ibogaine and the pain being such that I had no choice but to go on them I made certain decisions, I am gonna this and I am not gonna some other things. It is but a matter of fact that I will, no mind fucking with the meds going on but I still don’t like to think about it (just do it, take for pain or not). There is no out of control, chasing pain with meds that I use to do, some kind of impulse is just gone – the pain impulse is still there unfortunately but only if it is bad, medium pain gets other meds (NSAIDS/SOMA) that i am on all the time anyway. Only right after an ibogaine session NOTHING HURTS (unless you just detoxed, maybe some kinks), usually for several days. One thing I will not do (again) is take ibogaine when I have a headache or am in pain, I once had a cluster headache during an ibogaine session, real bad… YOu have the option of taking it on your terms, even if you had a lump of scar tissue where your liver use to be 100mg of ibogaine will do something, so what you can’t metabolize it, you will get a better hit on less (LOL). My stomach just turned, yuck the stuff is disgusting.

A few last questions –

What is your height/weight?

You need to know your liver enzymes before figuring out the answer to your question.

Are you on opiates?

Obviously you are a pain patient, the question also becomes can you come off to do ibo or do you want to use ibo to bring you off – or what? Again, ibo is typically different on and off opiates.

DId you have any particular reason for wanting to use ibogaine? If not, the ibogaine will figure it out when you get there.

One other thing. it seems to get easier and easier, the body gets use to ibogaine and of course there are fewer demons to exercise, so it is easier. Ibogaine is also some really healthy stuff, it heals the body. I believe Howard reported cases of hep C remission after ibogaine. Skin becomes clear, everything feels like it was just oiled and tuned up, eyes glow – especially at your SO…

I think we already said this but take Milk Thistle product for your liver.

Brett

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
Hi all,
I can’t remember if I’ve ever asked this specifically:

How is ibogaine on the liver? Specifically, on a liver that is swollen but
so far as I know not having cirrosis but still one that is saddled with Hep
C? I am wondering simply because I do still have the desire to someday take
ibogaine, but am seriously hesitant due to my liver situation. Please, if
anyone can give me real info on the subject, if there’s been any sort of
research at all into this particular point, I’d be very appreciative.
Do they test for Hep-C at IbogaTherapyHouse, and if so, is it taken into
account when deciding whether someone is eligible for treatment?
How about other places- Sara? What do you do about Hep-C patients? Do
you treat them?
Again, sorry if I’ve already asked this here.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt”
To:
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 2:09 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane

> Hey Carla,
>
> No anger from me.
> It is just about having a personal view,
> which has nothing to do with scientists and data.
> I don’t hope to make you angry by expressing my view.
> No need to attack anyone, but I can’t feel the Iboga tribe
> feeling especially when it is about doing it scientifically
> only, without thinking about the patient needs.
>
> 5 days treatment to kick a Methadone habit/orlaam will not work even if
> they jump up and down to scream at me that the treatment is the best in
> the world.
> If you keep a person that short the chance that they will relapse is
> very very big.
> It just doesn’t work that way.
> Most people are so drained,so that the first thing they will do to get
> their
> energy back IS get a bag or two.
> And that has nothing to do with how fun and joyful the 5 day treatment
> were.
>
> It is how you look at things what is good?
> What is good for you may not be good for another person how can you
> treat them all the same?
>
> People are treated like objects, for me personally isn’t the way I see a
> tribe working together.
>
> S.
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
>
> —–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
> Van: Carla Barnes [mailto:carlambarnes@yahoo.com]
> Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 1:36
> Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane
>
> Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
> Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
> that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
> message which I related to and agreed with.
>
> I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
> has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
> different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
> kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
> messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
> don’t understand at what or who?
>
> I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
> time to time that explodes in all different directions
> but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
> this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
> disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
> list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
> Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
> Howard himself I can’t think of one time.
>
> What are you talking about?
>
> I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
> the first person to openly talk about what ibogaine
> did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
> years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
> their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉
>
> Carla B
>
> — Sara Glatt wrote:
> > “Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
> > of it, or the
> > realization that it can implement an addiction
> > “cure, “or the best way
> > to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
> > bring. I know I’m
> > preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
> > remember this. We
> > are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
> > other, because
> > everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
> > unknowable, and
> > therefore should profess what their initiation has
> > shown them, for the
> > good of the tribe…..
> >
> > Hey Jane I can’t agree with you on that.
> >
> > I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
> > They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
> > Vancouver but that isn’t
> > their idea to start with and there is no place for
> > arrogance.
> > The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
> > It is all depended on the state of mind of the
> > person who is taking the
> > treatment and not directly with the treatment
> > provider. The treatment
> > can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
> > patient is the only
> > thing that counts.
> > I have given the same kind of treatment to different
> > people but the
> > reaction was totally deferent.
> > However Howard found that ibogaine works to
> > eliminate opiate
> > withdrawals,
> > No one else did.
> > Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
> > respected
> > I can’t feel that in your writing.
> >
> >
> >
> >
> >
> > “0302122190
> >
> >
>
>
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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] No spleen and IBOGA
Date: February 20, 2004 at 11:20:21 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

There is not a yes/no answer.
I wouldn’t say no to start with, but I would test
the person… before I can give you an answer.

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: iboga_planteur [mailto:iboga_planteur@yahoo.fr]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 16:48
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] No spleen and IBOGA

Hello everybidy,

I have a question to ask to annybody who has an answer…
A friend of mine who has no spleen(car accident) wishes to take iboga
for
personal growth. Is it safe???

Thank you in advance.

planteur

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] look what i found
Date: February 20, 2004 at 10:56:52 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

http://www.csifiles.com/news/110104_01.shtml down

do

down at the end; also:

Detox Naturally
Addiction Treatment
Medically Supervised Detox
www.addictionfoundation.com
Interest:

when I was browsing the web and did a ggogle search on ibogaine. Try csi + ibogaine above information comes from an early draft of the script and details may change before the episode goes to air.

“Getting Off” will likely air in spring of 2004.

From: “iboga_planteur” <iboga_planteur@yahoo.fr>
Subject: [ibogaine] No spleen and IBOGA
Date: February 20, 2004 at 10:48:23 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hello everybidy,

I have a question to ask to annybody who has an answer…
A friend of mine who has no spleen(car accident) wishes to take iboga for
personal growth. Is it safe???

Thank you in advance.

planteur

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From: Germán Caldelas <gcaldelas@fibertel.com.ar>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 8:34:58 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sara & the List
do you know Comfrey?
I was with my liver swollen a little high the direct bilirrubine, but most
important I didn´t feel it OK. I took harmala/ine and was enough to almost
kill it.
A year after during a family holiday somebody offers me “taste this to see
if you like it”, I like (it was cold in a tea form). so I drink this stuff
(but in a shake form with fresh mature and young leaves 3 in a litre of
water lemon & sugar) during a week, I felt “something” in my spleen and my
liver in the first two days, when I came back home I could eat everything
(fat, fries, coffe were things that I couldn´t enjoy since a year). and most
important I didn´t fel anymore the “puncturing” sensation I used to live
with. I got the plant, is an easy to grow and grows beautifully, it just
need some sun and water. For me was an unexpected miracle I was taken
antroposofic medicin, fasting, and all the herbs I could, during the last
years with no much results.
I did some research and it is in the Black List of the USA FDA. They claim
some sort of hepatoxicity, wich I can´t understand because definitly I
couldn´t drink a coffe without feel its chemistry in my liver, and this was
just balsamic and pleasurable sensations (is not a psycho active plant to
clear any doubt).
FDA banned  could be the best propaganda. It seems a WONDERFULL plant to
work with people so depleted of nutrients, because it has LOTS of healthy
things.

great list this a learn a lot from all of you thanks.

Germán D. Caldelas

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 9:11 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine

Hi Preston,

Most of the people I have treated have Hep-c, few c&b&hiv
Also most of them use more then one addictive drug at the same time
Like shooting speedballs+ methadone+ benzo.

I advice to use Milk thistle -+a month before taking Ibogaine.
Also Komucha drink cleans the blood which is very helpful to the liver.
You can buy it for one dollar a bottle in N.Y
I guess you can get that at the Russians shop they call it Kwas.
people who have big health issues
will need to be tested what amount of Iboga their body/mind/spirit
can handle. It is also possible to do this test from a distance.

Greetings

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 11:58
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine

Hi all,
I can’t remember if I’ve ever asked this specifically:

How is ibogaine on the liver? Specifically, on a liver that is swollen
but
so far as I know not having cirrosis but still one that is saddled with
Hep
C? I am wondering simply because I do still have the desire to someday
take
ibogaine, but am seriously hesitant due to my liver situation. Please,
if
anyone can give me real info on the subject, if there’s been any sort of
research at all into this particular point, I’d be very appreciative.
Do they test for Hep-C at IbogaTherapyHouse, and if so, is it taken
into
account when deciding whether someone is eligible for treatment?
How about other places- Sara? What do you do about Hep-C patients?
Do
you treat them?
Again, sorry if I’ve already asked this here.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 2:09 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane

Hey Carla,

No anger from me.
It is just about having a personal view,
which has nothing to do with scientists and data.
I don’t hope to make you angry by expressing my view.
No need to attack anyone, but I can’t feel the Iboga tribe
feeling especially when it is about doing it scientifically
only, without thinking about the patient needs.

5 days treatment to kick a Methadone habit/orlaam will not work even
if
they jump up and down to scream at me that the treatment is the best
in
the world.
If you keep a person that short the chance that they will relapse is
very very big.
It just doesn’t work that way.
Most people are so drained,so that the first thing they will do to get
their
energy back IS get a bag or two.
And that has nothing to do with how fun and joyful the 5 day treatment
were.

It is how you look at things what is good?
What is good for you may not be good for another person how can you
treat them all the same?

People are treated like objects, for me personally isn’t the way I see
a
tribe working together.

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Carla Barnes [mailto:carlambarnes@yahoo.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 1:36
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane

Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
message which I related to and agreed with.

I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
don’t understand at what or who?

I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
time to time that explodes in all different directions
but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
Howard himself I can’t think of one time.

What are you talking about?

I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
the first person to openly talk about what ibogaine
did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉

Carla B

— Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
“Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
of it, or the
realization that it can implement an addiction
“cure, “or the best way
to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
bring.  I know I’m
preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
remember this.  We
are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
other, because
everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
unknowable, and
therefore should profess what their initiation has
shown them, for the
good of the tribe…..

Hey Jane  I can’t agree with you on that.

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
Vancouver but that isn’t
their idea to start with and there is no place for
arrogance.
The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
It is all depended on the state of mind of the
person who is taking the
treatment and not directly with the treatment
provider. The treatment
can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
patient is the only
thing that counts.
I have given the same kind of treatment to different
people but the
reaction was totally deferent.
However Howard found that ibogaine works to
eliminate opiate
withdrawals,
No one else did.
Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
respected
I can’t feel that in your writing.

“0302122190

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From: “flash gordan” <eyebegrowing@hotmail.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Any one in the uk who can help a friend of a friend?
Date: February 20, 2004 at 7:48:09 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

My name is nic martin ive been subscibed to this newsletter for the last god knows how long , lots of shit happened man , lot of shit and good shits tho. Im english and live in nottingahmshire at the minute but have lived in many areas of the uk and spent a lot of time in asia getting elegently wasted in beuatiful surroundings , done a lot of phycadelics in my time and they have had an amazing positive effect on my life.

anyway ….

tHe friend of a friend is my friend called tina trpped in a destructive relationship with a man and big bad ol H , smack that bitch Up…..   what to do? shes coming off again and he turns up and hey fucking presto i cross her in the street in a wreck as he turned up with smack and there you go , she wants off and is interested in iboga but there is a snag we are both skint , me due to shit happening in my life while in london some crack head w an attitude tried to cut my face up with a stanley knife , i teach martial arts and luckilly he only just got me , then he got scared and put a contract on me , idiot , so uP north i came for a while , so no money , so we need iboga , so can any one help please?

thankyou all

peace

nic

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 7:11:51 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Preston,

Most of the people I have treated have Hep-c, few c&b&hiv
Also most of them use more then one addictive drug at the same time
Like shooting speedballs+ methadone+ benzo.

I advice to use Milk thistle -+a month before taking Ibogaine.
Also Komucha drink cleans the blood which is very helpful to the liver.
You can buy it for one dollar a bottle in N.Y
I guess you can get that at the Russians shop they call it Kwas.
people who have big health issues
will need to be tested what amount of Iboga their body/mind/spirit
can handle. It is also possible to do this test from a distance.

Greetings

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 11:58
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine

Hi all,
I can’t remember if I’ve ever asked this specifically:

How is ibogaine on the liver? Specifically, on a liver that is swollen
but
so far as I know not having cirrosis but still one that is saddled with
Hep
C? I am wondering simply because I do still have the desire to someday
take
ibogaine, but am seriously hesitant due to my liver situation. Please,
if
anyone can give me real info on the subject, if there’s been any sort of
research at all into this particular point, I’d be very appreciative.
Do they test for Hep-C at IbogaTherapyHouse, and if so, is it taken
into
account when deciding whether someone is eligible for treatment?
How about other places- Sara? What do you do about Hep-C patients?
Do
you treat them?
Again, sorry if I’ve already asked this here.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 2:09 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane

Hey Carla,

No anger from me.
It is just about having a personal view,
which has nothing to do with scientists and data.
I don’t hope to make you angry by expressing my view.
No need to attack anyone, but I can’t feel the Iboga tribe
feeling especially when it is about doing it scientifically
only, without thinking about the patient needs.

5 days treatment to kick a Methadone habit/orlaam will not work even
if
they jump up and down to scream at me that the treatment is the best
in
the world.
If you keep a person that short the chance that they will relapse is
very very big.
It just doesn’t work that way.
Most people are so drained,so that the first thing they will do to get
their
energy back IS get a bag or two.
And that has nothing to do with how fun and joyful the 5 day treatment
were.

It is how you look at things what is good?
What is good for you may not be good for another person how can you
treat them all the same?

People are treated like objects, for me personally isn’t the way I see
a
tribe working together.

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Carla Barnes [mailto:carlambarnes@yahoo.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 1:36
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane

Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
message which I related to and agreed with.

I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
don’t understand at what or who?

I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
time to time that explodes in all different directions
but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
Howard himself I can’t think of one time.

What are you talking about?

I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
the first person to openly talk about what ibogaine
did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉

Carla B

— Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
“Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
of it, or the
realization that it can implement an addiction
“cure, “or the best way
to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
bring.  I know I’m
preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
remember this.  We
are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
other, because
everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
unknowable, and
therefore should profess what their initiation has
shown them, for the
good of the tribe…..

Hey Jane  I can’t agree with you on that.

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
Vancouver but that isn’t
their idea to start with and there is no place for
arrogance.
The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
It is all depended on the state of mind of the
person who is taking the
treatment and not directly with the treatment
provider. The treatment
can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
patient is the only
thing that counts.
I have given the same kind of treatment to different
people but the
reaction was totally deferent.
However Howard found that ibogaine works to
eliminate opiate
withdrawals,
No one else did.
Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
respected
I can’t feel that in your writing.

“0302122190

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From: Douglas Greene <douggreene@earthlink.net>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 20, 2004 at 6:13:47 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I don’t know how that canard sticks around.  Of course there’s bad press.
Dangerous psychedelic?  Murder?  How many people do you think will take the
time to research this?  How many will instead let this be their impression
of ibogaine?

We should try to rally support to respond to this smear.

Doug

—–Original Message—–
From: kevyn @ the Cluster [mailto:kevyn@pagancluster.org]
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 1:21 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week

Yikes,

guess the preview never showed it like that.

But I guess the only positive is the there is no such thing as bad press.

but cult, common.

peace

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] question about livers and ibogaine
Date: February 20, 2004 at 5:57:52 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi all,
I can’t remember if I’ve ever asked this specifically:

How is ibogaine on the liver? Specifically, on a liver that is swollen but
so far as I know not having cirrosis but still one that is saddled with Hep
C? I am wondering simply because I do still have the desire to someday take
ibogaine, but am seriously hesitant due to my liver situation. Please, if
anyone can give me real info on the subject, if there’s been any sort of
research at all into this particular point, I’d be very appreciative.
Do they test for Hep-C at IbogaTherapyHouse, and if so, is it taken into
account when deciding whether someone is eligible for treatment?
How about other places- Sara? What do you do about Hep-C patients? Do
you treat them?
Again, sorry if I’ve already asked this here.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 20, 2004 2:09 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane

Hey Carla,

No anger from me.
It is just about having a personal view,
which has nothing to do with scientists and data.
I don’t hope to make you angry by expressing my view.
No need to attack anyone, but I can’t feel the Iboga tribe
feeling especially when it is about doing it scientifically
only, without thinking about the patient needs.

5 days treatment to kick a Methadone habit/orlaam will not work even if
they jump up and down to scream at me that the treatment is the best in
the world.
If you keep a person that short the chance that they will relapse is
very very big.
It just doesn’t work that way.
Most people are so drained,so that the first thing they will do to get
their
energy back IS get a bag or two.
And that has nothing to do with how fun and joyful the 5 day treatment
were.

It is how you look at things what is good?
What is good for you may not be good for another person how can you
treat them all the same?

People are treated like objects, for me personally isn’t the way I see a
tribe working together.

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Carla Barnes [mailto:carlambarnes@yahoo.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 1:36
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane

Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
message which I related to and agreed with.

I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
don’t understand at what or who?

I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
time to time that explodes in all different directions
but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
Howard himself I can’t think of one time.

What are you talking about?

I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
the first person to openly talk about what ibogaine
did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉

Carla B

— Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
“Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
of it, or the
realization that it can implement an addiction
“cure, “or the best way
to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
bring.  I know I’m
preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
remember this.  We
are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
other, because
everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
unknowable, and
therefore should profess what their initiation has
shown them, for the
good of the tribe…..

Hey Jane  I can’t agree with you on that.

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
Vancouver but that isn’t
their idea to start with and there is no place for
arrogance.
The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
It is all depended on the state of mind of the
person who is taking the
treatment and not directly with the treatment
provider. The treatment
can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
patient is the only
thing that counts.
I have given the same kind of treatment to different
people but the
reaction was totally deferent.
However Howard found that ibogaine works to
eliminate opiate
withdrawals,
No one else did.
Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
respected
I can’t feel that in your writing.

“0302122190

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] The great Larry Dossey.
Date: February 20, 2004 at 3:51:32 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

“I used to believe that we must choose between science and reason on one hand, and spirituality on the other, in how we lead our lives. Now I consider this a false choice. We can recover the sense of sacredness, not just in science, but in perhaps every area of life.”
- LARRY DOSSEY, M.D., from Reinventing Medicine
This tall and distinguished Texas physician, deeply rooted in the scientific world, has become an internationally influential advocate of the role of the mind in health and the role of spirituality in healthcare. Bringing the experience of a practicing internist and the soul of a poet to the discourse, Dr. Larry Dossey offers panoramic insight into the nature and the future of medicine.
Upon graduating with honors from the University of Texas at Austin, Dr. Dossey worked as a pharmacist while earning his M.D. degree from Southwestern Medical School in Dallas, 1967. Before completing his residency in internal medicine, he served as a battalion surgeon in Vietnam, where he was decorated for valor. Dr. Dossey helped establish the Dallas Diagnostic Association, the largest group of internal medicine practitioners in that city, and was Chief of Staff of Medical City Dallas Hospital in 1982. 

An education steeped in traditional Western medicine did not prepare Dr. Dossey for patients who were blessed with “miracle cures,” remissions that clinical medicine could not explain. “Almost all physicians possess a lavish list of strange happenings unexplainable by normal science,” says Dr. Dossey. “A tally of these events would demonstrate, I am convinced, that medical science not only has not had the last word, it has hardly had the first word on how the world works, especially when the mind is involved.” 

The author of nine books and numerous articles, Dr. Dossey is Executive Editor of the peer-reviewed journal Alternative Therapies in Health and Medicine, the most widely subscribed-to journal in its field. The primary quality of all of Dr. Dossey’s work is scientific legitimacy, with an insistent focus on “what the data show.” As a result, his colleagues in medical schools and hospitals all over the country trust him, honor his message, and continually invite him to share his insights with them. He has lectured all over the world, including major medical schools and hospitals in the United States –Harvard, Johns Hopkins, Cornell, the Universities of Pennsylvania, California, Washington, Texas, Florida, Minnesota, and the Mayo Clinic. 

The impact of Dr. Dossey’s work has been remarkable. Before his book Healing Words was published in 1993, only three U.S. medical schools had courses devoted to exploring the role of religious practice and prayer in health; currently, nearly 80 medical schools have instituted such courses, many of which utilize Dr. Dossey’s works as textbooks. In his 1989 book Recovering the Soul, he introduced the concept of “nonlocal mind” — mind unconfined to the brain and body, mind spread infinitely throughout space and time. Since then, “nonlocal mind” has been adopted by many leading scientists as an emerging image of consciousness. Dr. Dossey’s ever-deepening explication of nonlocal mind provides a legitimate foundation for the merging of spirit and medicine. The ramifications of such a union are radical and call for no less than the reinvention of medicine. 

Recommended reading: Healing Words: The Power of Prayer and the Practice of Medicine

 

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane
Date: February 20, 2004 at 2:09:27 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey Carla,

No anger from me.
It is just about having a personal view,
which has nothing to do with scientists and data.
I don’t hope to make you angry by expressing my view.
No need to attack anyone, but I can’t feel the Iboga tribe
feeling especially when it is about doing it scientifically
only, without thinking about the patient needs.

5 days treatment to kick a Methadone habit/orlaam will not work even if
they jump up and down to scream at me that the treatment is the best in
the world.
If you keep a person that short the chance that they will relapse is
very very big.
It just doesn’t work that way.
Most people are so drained,so that the first thing they will do to get
their
energy back IS get a bag or two.
And that has nothing to do with how fun and joyful the 5 day treatment
were.

It is how you look at things what is good?
What is good for you may not be good for another person how can you
treat them all the same?

People are treated like objects, for me personally isn’t the way I see a
tribe working together.

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Carla Barnes [mailto:carlambarnes@yahoo.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 20 februari 2004 1:36
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane

Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
message which I related to and agreed with.

I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
don’t understand at what or who?

I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
time to time that explodes in all different directions
but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
Howard himself I can’t think of one time.

What are you talking about?

I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
the first person to openly talk about what ibogaine
did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉

Carla B

— Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
“Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
of it, or the
realization that it can implement an addiction
“cure, “or the best way
to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
bring.  I know I’m
preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
remember this.  We
are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
other, because
everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
unknowable, and
therefore should profess what their initiation has
shown them, for the
good of the tribe…..

Hey Jane  I can’t agree with you on that.

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
Vancouver but that isn’t
their idea to start with and there is no place for
arrogance.
The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
It is all depended on the state of mind of the
person who is taking the
treatment and not directly with the treatment
provider. The treatment
can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
patient is the only
thing that counts.
I have given the same kind of treatment to different
people but the
reaction was totally deferent.
However Howard found that ibogaine works to
eliminate opiate
withdrawals,
No one else did.
Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
respected
I can’t feel that in your writing.

“0302122190

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From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Debrah and Patrick show on Oprah 🙂 Re: [ibogaine] San Francisco Newscast
Date: February 20, 2004 at 1:58:57 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I’m surprised. That was really really really good! Way
to go to Deborah and Patrick! The two of you should go
do Oprah.

Patrick you’re both crazy, you’re so crazy I have so
much respect that you have the balls to go up there
and do that.

Love your tracks 😉

Carla B

— crownofthorns@hushmail.com wrote:
Holy shit! The Deborah and Patrick show got 10
minutes!

This is a great show, thanks Randy. I didn’t catch
this!

Patrick!!!! Go superfreak! Flash your tracks to all
of America!

All of this is becoming stranger then fiction 🙂
🙂 🙂 Miami Vice
on acid.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Thu, 19 Feb 2004 19:30:58 -0800 Randy Hencken
<randyhencken@hotmail.com>
wrote:
KRON in San Francisco did a nice piece on Ibogaine,
Deborah and Patrick.

http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

Well done!

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 20, 2004 at 1:52:42 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

according to the call, which I’ve done exactly zero calling around to verify
the veracity of (though the pedigree of the story is interesting and I’d
give some credence to in other cases) , the episode was put together by some
12-step adherent who met some people who’d used ibogaine in Mexico, and the
12-stepper didn’t like the idea of their having used a psyhedelic to get off
drugs- if I understood the call correctly.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 1:20 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week

Yikes,

guess the preview never showed it like that.

But I guess the only positive is the there is no such thing as bad press.

but cult, common.

peace

Preston Peet wrote:

It’s apparently about a guy who is running around killing people as he’s
trying to start some kind of treatment cult using a dangerous psychedelic
called ibogaine, according to the phone call I got tonight about the
show. I
have grave and serious doubts it’s going to be at all good for the image
of
ibogaine, if the person who called is anywhere near correct.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 12:59 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week

Was just watching this weeks episode of CSI, and they previewed next
week, with a person being investigating for giving away Ibogaine for
addictions treatment.

looks like it is a good representation of ibogaine.

Hope it helps to make more people aware.

peace and luv
kevyn

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From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 21, 2004 at 1:20:44 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Yikes,

guess the preview never showed it like that.

But I guess the only positive is the there is no such thing as bad press.

but cult, common.

peace

Preston Peet wrote:

It’s apparently about a guy who is running around killing people as he’s
trying to start some kind of treatment cult using a dangerous psychedelic
called ibogaine, according to the phone call I got tonight about the show. I
have grave and serious doubts it’s going to be at all good for the image of
ibogaine, if the person who called is anywhere near correct.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —– From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 12:59 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week

Was just watching this weeks episode of CSI, and they previewed next
week, with a person being investigating for giving away Ibogaine for
addictions treatment.

looks like it is a good representation of ibogaine.

Hope it helps to make more people aware.

peace and luv
kevyn

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 20, 2004 at 1:18:45 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

YAY!
CSI is one of my favorite shows! A LOT of viewers watch CSI! This might be a very important step in awareness!
Can’t wait until next Thursday!
Callie

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 20, 2004 at 1:10:25 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

It’s apparently about a guy who is running around killing people as he’s
trying to start some kind of treatment cult using a dangerous psychedelic
called ibogaine, according to the phone call I got tonight about the show. I
have grave and serious doubts it’s going to be at all good for the image of
ibogaine, if the person who called is anywhere near correct.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 21, 2004 12:59 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week

Was just watching this weeks episode of CSI, and they previewed next
week, with a person being investigating for giving away Ibogaine for
addictions treatment.

looks like it is a good representation of ibogaine.

Hope it helps to make more people aware.

peace and luv
kevyn

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From: “kevyn @ the Cluster” <kevyn@pagancluster.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Ibogaine on CSI, next week
Date: February 21, 2004 at 12:59:55 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Was just watching this weeks episode of CSI, and they previewed next week, with a person being investigating for giving away Ibogaine for addictions treatment.

looks like it is a good representation of ibogaine.

Hope it helps to make more people aware.

peace and luv
kevyn

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] San Francisco Newscast
Date: February 20, 2004 at 12:32:10 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Holy shit! The Deborah and Patrick show got 10 minutes!

This is a great show, thanks Randy. I didn’t catch this!

Patrick!!!! Go superfreak! Flash your tracks to all of America!

All of this is becoming stranger then fiction 🙂 🙂 🙂 Miami Vice
on acid.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Thu, 19 Feb 2004 19:30:58 -0800 Randy Hencken <randyhencken@hotmail.com>
wrote:
KRON in San Francisco did a nice piece on Ibogaine, Deborah and Patrick.

http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

Well done!

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From: “Randy Hencken” <randyhencken@hotmail.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] San Francisco Newscast
Date: February 19, 2004 at 10:30:58 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

KRON in San Francisco did a nice piece on Ibogaine, Deborah and Patrick.

http://www.kron.com/Global/story.asp?s=%20%201652207

Well done!

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From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Jane
Date: February 19, 2004 at 7:35:42 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sara I’m trying to understand what you mean. I read
Jane’s message and didn’t get the same thing from it
that you did, I only read a very kind and thoughtful
message which I related to and agreed with.

I’ve seen you post different things that nobody else
has ever mentioned and think you have a whole
different perspective on ibogaine treatment and all
kinds of interesting insights but in some of your
messages what comes across is that youre very angry. I
don’t understand at what or who?

I know that there is a lot of anger on this list from
time to time that explodes in all different directions
but I don’t think that in the years I’ve been reading
this list that I have ever seen anyone attack or
disrespect Howard personally. Ibogaine yes, the whole
list yes, entheogens yes, pot yes, Marc Emery, yes,
Patrick, yes, Dr. Mash, yes, you name it, yes but
Howard himself I can’t think of one time.

What are you talking about?

I don’t think anyone has ever denied that Howard is
the first person to openly talk about what ibogaine
did for him. They may have known what ibogaine does 10
years sooner but I don’t think the CIA was publishing
their results like Dave Hunter mentioned 😉

Carla B

— Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
“Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea
of it, or the
realization that it can implement an addiction
“cure, “or the best way
to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might
bring.  I know I’m
preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to
remember this.  We
are all both humbled and honored by the work of each
other, because
everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the
unknowable, and
therefore should profess what their initiation has
shown them, for the
good of the tribe…..

Hey Jane  I can’t agree with you on that.

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
They may use the idea of repeated dosages in
Vancouver but that isn’t
their idea to start with and there is no place for
arrogance.
The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
It is all depended on the state of mind of the
person who is taking the
treatment and not directly with the treatment
provider. The treatment
can be all for free or not. The motivation of the
patient is the only
thing that counts.
I have given the same kind of treatment to different
people but the
reaction was totally deferent.
However Howard found that ibogaine works to
eliminate opiate
withdrawals,
No one else did.
Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be
respected
I can’t feel that in your writing.

“0302122190

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Jane
Date: February 19, 2004 at 6:24:32 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Yes you can see it that way,if the pygmy didn’t find Iboga I wouldn’t do
this today.If… God didn’t create Iboga and people I will never had the
chance to work with it.
Still I have nothing to do with other people work today.

I don’t tell you or anyone else what work you should or shouldn’t do

or how to conduct your work or if it is good the best or the worst, what
tests you should or shouldn’t do.And if you do or you don’t I will not
expect you to be defensive or aggressive in anyway.

For sure I did learn from others and still do and I do respect their
work without them I wouldn’t be here doing this, yes! That is true. But
that counts for each and every person on the planet, without the
ancestors where will we be?
Does that mean that I have something to do with other people work?

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: D H [mailto:dave@phantom.com]
Verzonden: donderdag 19 februari 2004 20:38
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Jane

On 2/19/2004, “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.

if it weren’t for the work of others that came before you, you wouldn’t
be treating people with ibogaine. Period.

according to FOIA documents, a CIA doctor was experimenting with
Ibogaine
on morphine addicted prisoners in the 1950’s. But obviously that was
all hush hush.

Thanks to what could possibly be some divine intervention, Howard
stumbled upon the “hidden” properties of our saviour root.

which we are all eternallly grateful for, Howard!

-dh

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From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
Subject: [ibogaine] Hack ’em, then Jack ’em
Date: February 19, 2004 at 3:08:49 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

http://www.cithosting.com/

FBI: We gonna need ta look at yo server. Someone went and hacked out someone else, and you B duh host for where that damned hacker came from.  Here B my letter signed by me that says I can look at yo stuff.

…a few hours of time pass…

FBI:  Sorry…we gonna have to take yo boxes. We can’t be findin’ what we lookin’ for.  Sorry about yo bidness. I’m sure fuckedyurcompany ISP hosting over on Broadway and 6th can manage the customer transfers while yur down and out.

Fuckedyurcompany:  Thanks George, I owe you one.  Got me a list here of a few other hosting sites that [cough] some vicious attacks came from.  Think you can help me put a few more of my competitors out on their ass?

Satan is alive and well, and living in Washington, DC…IMHO.

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From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Jane
Date: February 19, 2004 at 2:37:45 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On 2/19/2004, “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.

if it weren’t for the work of others that came before you, you wouldn’t
be treating people with ibogaine. Period.

according to FOIA documents, a CIA doctor was experimenting with Ibogaine
on morphine addicted prisoners in the 1950’s. But obviously that was
all hush hush.

Thanks to what could possibly be some divine intervention, Howard
stumbled upon the “hidden” properties of our saviour root.

which we are all eternallly grateful for, Howard!

-dh

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] Jane
Date: February 19, 2004 at 2:17:34 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

“Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea  of it, or the realization that it can implement an addiction “cure, “or the best way to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might bring.  I know I’m preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to remember this.  We are all both humbled and honored by the work of each other, because everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the unknowable, and therefore should profess what their initiation has shown them, for the good of the tribe…..

Hey Jane  I can’t agree with you on that.

I have nothing to do with the work of other people.
They may use the idea of repeated dosages in Vancouver but that isn’t their idea to start with and there is no place for arrogance.
The best treatment in the world doesn’t exist.
It is all depended on the state of mind of the person who is taking the treatment and not directly with the treatment provider. The treatment can be all for free or not. The motivation of the patient is the only thing that counts.
I have given the same kind of treatment to different people but the reaction was totally deferent.
However Howard found that ibogaine works to eliminate opiate withdrawals,
No one else did.
Yes, no one own Ibogaine but the founder should be respected
I can’t feel that in your writing.

“0302122190
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Sara
Date: February 19, 2004 at 1:08:56 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Callie,The Netherlands.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: CallieMimosa@aol.com [mailto:CallieMimosa@aol.com] 
Verzonden: donderdag 19 februari 2004 6:48
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] Sara

Sara, I know I have read where you are in the past but I can’t keep everyone’s location straight! 
This list has a great diversity as far as where everyone lives! 
Now that I think of it I really don’t know for sure where anyone on this list resides!
Think I will start a list and add folks and there locations so I can remember where you good people are!
I am in Nashville, Tennessee.
Peace, Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] oops!need to right a wrong!
Date: February 19, 2004 at 12:50:58 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Need to proofread my posts better! Instead of “It is hard for me to understand how in this year of 2004 that any intelligent person could recognize the benefits of Methadone Maintenance!” it should say
“It is hard for me to understand how in this year of 2004 that any intelligent person could NOT recognize the benefits of Methadone Maintenance!”
Sorry about that!
Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Sara
Date: February 19, 2004 at 12:47:47 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sara, I know I have read where you are in the past but I can’t keep everyone’s location straight!
This list has a great diversity as far as where everyone lives!
Now that I think of it I really don’t know for sure where anyone on this list resides!
Think I will start a list and add folks and there locations so I can remember where you good people are!
I am in Nashville, Tennessee.
Peace, Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 19, 2004 at 12:38:55 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This is so very tragic and scary. I am sure it is a HUGE step backwards for receiving drug treatment in U.K.
I feel so bad for the Doctors but I feel worse for the clients and patients these Docs have been treating.
Are there many Methadone clinics in the U.K? This article sounds like there is not Methadone Maintenance or what little MM may be prescribed is not supported at all.
It seems that the U.K. government is totally ignorant in their knowledge of addiction! It is hard for me to understand how in this year of 2004 that any intelligent person could recognize the benefits of Methadone Maintenance!
There is less drug related death, less AIDS transmission and probably less robberies when heroin addicts are maintained on Methadone. That is only 3 pros regarding MM. I know there are numerous others.
I am surprised to the point of being shocked if the entire attitude of the U.K. government is represented in that article!
Another reason I am grateful to have been born in the USA!
Peace to all!
Callie

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 18, 2004 at 4:51:21 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

What to do?
On the other hand I got the information that since the U.S army is in
Afghanistan, they got 36% more poppies production per year until now.
I wonder why?
And also why the insurance companies in the Netherlands stop paying drug

detoxification for Heroin users.
Here heroin users can get Heroin free only if they take also methadone.
No heroin free without taking Methadone. There are no choices here.

Is traumatic.

40 addicts who have been in a treatment centre for two years, here in a
project, were send to live a clean life, 36 of them started using right
a way.

Would they be locked up again for two year?

Is traumatic,an healthy way of treating people.

S.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Hattie [mailto:epoptica@freeuk.com]
Verzonden: woensdag 18 februari 2004 11:43
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy

As someone in the UK in this field, I am really shocked by this
treatment of
Colin Brewer. As far as I knew he was extremely well respected in the
field of
drug treatment. Definitely considered a bit radical by the straight
laced super
conservative but in the field respected by most.

This is a terrible development in the UK. Along with the imminent
banning of
ibogaine things are not looking good. Incidentally does anyone think it
is
worth fighting this ibogaine ban and if so can anyone offer any
advice????

Hattie

Sara this caught my attention! Dr. Colin Brewer is being charged? He
is a big name in addiction treatment even in the united states. I am
in california and have heard of him many times. This is not good news
🙁

Peace out,
Curtis

On Mon, 16 Feb 2004 09:44:56 -0800 Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl>
wrote:
The Guardian

More than 200 heroin addicts are facing disaster after officials
at the
Home Office made formal complaints against doctors at a leading
private
drugs clinics.
Seven doctors who have worked for the Stapleford Centre in London
are
due to appear before the General Medical Council next week after
a
sustained campaign by Home Office drugs inspectors to charge them
with
serious professional misconduct.

They include Dr Colin Brewer, 62, founder and medical director of
the
centre and a global leader in the treatment of heroin addiction,
his
recently retired deputy, four full-time doctors and one who no longer
works at the centre.

All seven are expected to deny charges of inappropriate prescribing
in a
case which will test the basic assumptions of government drugs
strategy.
If they lose, the centre is likely to close, forcing patients to
the
black market.

The charges relate to the use of methadone, the approved substitute
for
heroin. Some Stapleford patients have been given “maintenance
prescriptions”, intended to take them out of the black market and
allow
them to lead normal, healthy, crime-free lives.

Other leading doctors and Home Office officials say all drug users
should be forced to abstain from their drugs and that methadone
should
be prescribed only temporarily, the doses being reduced rapidly
under
tight supervision.

The Labour MP Paul Flynn, vice-chair of the all-party drugs misuse
group, said: “This is so crass. These are people who would be
knighted
if there was a decent honours system for their courage in prescribing
in
a way that is of enormous benefit to the drug users and to their
communities who may otherwise suffer from their crime.”

Bill Nelles, executive director of the Methadone Alliance, who sat
on
the government’s recent review of heroin policy, said: “This is
a very
poor development, a very negative development. We are very worried
about
the patients who may end up with no care if these doctors are not
allowed to prescribe. This could also have a serious knock-on effect
on
other doctors who work in this field.”

Although the law allows maintenance prescribing, the rules for it
are
unusually complex. Home Office officials and senior NHS figures
have a
history of criticising doctors who have specialised in long-term
help
for heroin addicts. The Stapleford has survived by working closely
with
the Home Office and by encouraging users to detox.

Colin Brewer, who founded it in 1987, pioneered naltrexone implants
to
provide painless detox and has been consulted by the GMC as an expert
witness. But recently he has clashed with senior NHS figures over
the
wider use of his detox technique.

Home Office inspectors are understood to have started combing through
prescriptions at chemists who supply Stapleford patients in search
of
breaches of the complex rules.

A source close to the Home Office said: “They have been talking
about
getting rid of every private doctor who prescribes for heroin users.”

Ian Harris, 53, from Dagenham, Essex, has been a patient since the
centre opened. He said: “At the moment I can function, I can work,
I can
drive. If I lose my prescription, I’ll get uncontrollable cravings
for
heroin. And, if that happens, you can’t do anything. I could try
the
black market, but I can’t afford it and it’s all cut with crap.
I fail
to see what I could do about it.”

Mr Harris, who is prescribed 200mg of injectible methadone each
week, 85
mg of oral methadone and nine dexedrine tablets, pays £30 a month
to the
Stapleford and £75 a week to the chemist.

He has been trying for six years to find an NHS doctor to take him
on,
but his local drugs consultant insists he will give him no more
than 90
mg of methadone a week, none of it injectible, and only on the basis
that it is rapidly reduced to nothing. He said: “Just imagine if
you
couldn’t get a supply of the oxygen you need.”

Danny Kushlik, director of the Transform Drug Policy Foundation,
said:
“Patients dependent on illegal drugs are often treated abysmally.
Isn’t
it ironic that doctors who go out of their way to help them are
treated
appallingly too?

“If several hundred middle-aged long-term tranquilliser addicts
on high
doses were summarily thrown off their scripts and left to fend for
themselves, there would be public outrage. But junkies are so
marginalised and disempowered, that the powers that be know that
they
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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 18, 2004 at 2:47:48 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/18/04 6:51:16 PM, epoptica@freeuk.com writes:

As someone in the UK in this field, I am really shocked by this treatment
of Colin Brewer. As far as I knew he was extremely well respected in the
field
of drug treatment. Definitely considered a bit radical by the straight laced
super conservative but in the field respected by most.

This is a terrible development in the UK. Along with the imminent banning
of ibogaine things are not looking good. Incidentally does anyone think it
is worth fighting this ibogaine ban and if so can anyone offer any advice????

Hattie,

Colin Brewer and six other doctors from his facility are being brought up on
misconduct charges.  The official web page for this matter is
http://www.gmc-uk.org/news/current/pccnews.htm

I have been in contact with colleagues in methadone advocacy in the UK and
everyone is quite startled by the charges.  It may be an attempt to limit
prescribing of maintenance narcotics to national health service only clinics.  Any i
nformation you can provide would be helpful.

As to the restricting of ibogaine in the UK, can you tell us at what stage
this has progressed?  I was very disappointed to learn that a month after I
presented at the Invitational Conference on Drug User Activism in Copenhagen,
http://www.doraweiner.org/e_w_report.html , ibogaine was restricted in that
country.  I have attempted to obtain some explanation as to this restricting but,
none has been forthcoming thus far.  There was some report of a
psychologist/psychiatrist treating a patient with ibogaine with whom he had had a sexual
liaison and that the patient committed suicide during a session by jumping out of a
window but, I have not seen the article that would be in the Danish language.
Personally, I am dubious about the matter and the reason for the action.
For whatever reason, there are people that do not want heroin users to be self
empowering and that is something that ibogaine would do.

When you link to http://www.doraweiner.org/e_w_report.html you can then link
to the brochure that was presented during the conference in Copenhagen.  As
this may have been the cause of the Danish government response to ibogaine you
might want to see what gave them concern. Just scroll down or click on the
Exhibits link and click on the conference brochure link or
http://www.doraweiner.org/contentsbf.html.

On the other hand with the UK moving against Colin Brewer who knows what is
going on.  This is too strange for me.

Howard

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From: Hattie <epoptica@freeuk.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 18, 2004 at 5:43:21 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

As someone in the UK in this field, I am really shocked by this treatment of
Colin Brewer. As far as I knew he was extremely well respected in the field of
drug treatment. Definitely considered a bit radical by the straight laced super
conservative but in the field respected by most.

This is a terrible development in the UK. Along with the imminent banning of
ibogaine things are not looking good. Incidentally does anyone think it is
worth fighting this ibogaine ban and if so can anyone offer any advice????

Hattie

Sara this caught my attention! Dr. Colin Brewer is being charged? He
is a big name in addiction treatment even in the united states. I am
in california and have heard of him many times. This is not good news
🙁

Peace out,
Curtis

On Mon, 16 Feb 2004 09:44:56 -0800 Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
The Guardian

More than 200 heroin addicts are facing disaster after officials
at the
Home Office made formal complaints against doctors at a leading
private
drugs clinics.
Seven doctors who have worked for the Stapleford Centre in London
are
due to appear before the General Medical Council next week after
a
sustained campaign by Home Office drugs inspectors to charge them
with
serious professional misconduct.

They include Dr Colin Brewer, 62, founder and medical director of
the
centre and a global leader in the treatment of heroin addiction,
his
recently retired deputy, four full-time doctors and one who no longer
works at the centre.

All seven are expected to deny charges of inappropriate prescribing
in a
case which will test the basic assumptions of government drugs strategy.
If they lose, the centre is likely to close, forcing patients to
the
black market.

The charges relate to the use of methadone, the approved substitute
for
heroin. Some Stapleford patients have been given “maintenance
prescriptions”, intended to take them out of the black market and
allow
them to lead normal, healthy, crime-free lives.

Other leading doctors and Home Office officials say all drug users
should be forced to abstain from their drugs and that methadone
should
be prescribed only temporarily, the doses being reduced rapidly
under
tight supervision.

The Labour MP Paul Flynn, vice-chair of the all-party drugs misuse
group, said: “This is so crass. These are people who would be knighted
if there was a decent honours system for their courage in prescribing
in
a way that is of enormous benefit to the drug users and to their
communities who may otherwise suffer from their crime.”

Bill Nelles, executive director of the Methadone Alliance, who sat
on
the government’s recent review of heroin policy, said: “This is
a very
poor development, a very negative development. We are very worried
about
the patients who may end up with no care if these doctors are not
allowed to prescribe. This could also have a serious knock-on effect
on
other doctors who work in this field.”

Although the law allows maintenance prescribing, the rules for it
are
unusually complex. Home Office officials and senior NHS figures
have a
history of criticising doctors who have specialised in long-term
help
for heroin addicts. The Stapleford has survived by working closely
with
the Home Office and by encouraging users to detox.

Colin Brewer, who founded it in 1987, pioneered naltrexone implants
to
provide painless detox and has been consulted by the GMC as an expert
witness. But recently he has clashed with senior NHS figures over
the
wider use of his detox technique.

Home Office inspectors are understood to have started combing through
prescriptions at chemists who supply Stapleford patients in search
of
breaches of the complex rules.

A source close to the Home Office said: “They have been talking
about
getting rid of every private doctor who prescribes for heroin users.”

Ian Harris, 53, from Dagenham, Essex, has been a patient since the
centre opened. He said: “At the moment I can function, I can work,
I can
drive. If I lose my prescription, I’ll get uncontrollable cravings
for
heroin. And, if that happens, you can’t do anything. I could try
the
black market, but I can’t afford it and it’s all cut with crap.
I fail
to see what I could do about it.”

Mr Harris, who is prescribed 200mg of injectible methadone each
week, 85
mg of oral methadone and nine dexedrine tablets, pays £30 a month
to the
Stapleford and £75 a week to the chemist.

He has been trying for six years to find an NHS doctor to take him
on,
but his local drugs consultant insists he will give him no more
than 90
mg of methadone a week, none of it injectible, and only on the basis
that it is rapidly reduced to nothing. He said: “Just imagine if
you
couldn’t get a supply of the oxygen you need.”

Danny Kushlik, director of the Transform Drug Policy Foundation,
said:
“Patients dependent on illegal drugs are often treated abysmally.
Isn’t
it ironic that doctors who go out of their way to help them are
treated
appallingly too?

“If several hundred middle-aged long-term tranquilliser addicts
on high
doses were summarily thrown off their scripts and left to fend for
themselves, there would be public outrage. But junkies are so
marginalised and disempowered, that the powers that be know that
they
can get away with it.”

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] During the treatment 3ed day,
Date: February 18, 2004 at 9:16:38 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The Heroin addict on day 2 had a mushroom+ cannabis +( Yogi tea+valerian mix ) session,
That session helped him to sleep a little and relax.
Day 3, he walked for an hour this morning, cooked his own breakfast and lunch.
Hot bath herbal tea  some yoga, milk thistle kombucha &fruit.He can find his way around has no demands and I have easy treatments this time.
Play music &chill.
S.

From: Naeher <ibo_ka@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Test
Date: February 18, 2004 at 3:42:28 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Randy Hencken wrote:

Please excuse me.  This is just a test.

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 17, 2004 at 9:33:16 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sara this caught my attention! Dr. Colin Brewer is being charged? He
is a big name in addiction treatment even in the united states. I am
in california and have heard of him many times. This is not good news
🙁

Peace out,
Curtis

On Mon, 16 Feb 2004 09:44:56 -0800 Sara Glatt <sara119@xs4all.nl> wrote:
The Guardian

More than 200 heroin addicts are facing disaster after officials
at the
Home Office made formal complaints against doctors at a leading
private
drugs clinics.
Seven doctors who have worked for the Stapleford Centre in London
are
due to appear before the General Medical Council next week after
a
sustained campaign by Home Office drugs inspectors to charge them
with
serious professional misconduct.

They include Dr Colin Brewer, 62, founder and medical director of
the
centre and a global leader in the treatment of heroin addiction,
his
recently retired deputy, four full-time doctors and one who no longer
works at the centre.

All seven are expected to deny charges of inappropriate prescribing
in a
case which will test the basic assumptions of government drugs strategy.
If they lose, the centre is likely to close, forcing patients to
the
black market.

The charges relate to the use of methadone, the approved substitute
for
heroin. Some Stapleford patients have been given “maintenance
prescriptions”, intended to take them out of the black market and
allow
them to lead normal, healthy, crime-free lives.

Other leading doctors and Home Office officials say all drug users
should be forced to abstain from their drugs and that methadone
should
be prescribed only temporarily, the doses being reduced rapidly
under
tight supervision.

The Labour MP Paul Flynn, vice-chair of the all-party drugs misuse
group, said: “This is so crass. These are people who would be knighted
if there was a decent honours system for their courage in prescribing
in
a way that is of enormous benefit to the drug users and to their
communities who may otherwise suffer from their crime.”

Bill Nelles, executive director of the Methadone Alliance, who sat
on
the government’s recent review of heroin policy, said: “This is
a very
poor development, a very negative development. We are very worried
about
the patients who may end up with no care if these doctors are not
allowed to prescribe. This could also have a serious knock-on effect
on
other doctors who work in this field.”

Although the law allows maintenance prescribing, the rules for it
are
unusually complex. Home Office officials and senior NHS figures
have a
history of criticising doctors who have specialised in long-term
help
for heroin addicts. The Stapleford has survived by working closely
with
the Home Office and by encouraging users to detox.

Colin Brewer, who founded it in 1987, pioneered naltrexone implants
to
provide painless detox and has been consulted by the GMC as an expert
witness. But recently he has clashed with senior NHS figures over
the
wider use of his detox technique.

Home Office inspectors are understood to have started combing through
prescriptions at chemists who supply Stapleford patients in search
of
breaches of the complex rules.

A source close to the Home Office said: “They have been talking
about
getting rid of every private doctor who prescribes for heroin users.”

Ian Harris, 53, from Dagenham, Essex, has been a patient since the
centre opened. He said: “At the moment I can function, I can work,
I can
drive. If I lose my prescription, I’ll get uncontrollable cravings
for
heroin. And, if that happens, you can’t do anything. I could try
the
black market, but I can’t afford it and it’s all cut with crap.
I fail
to see what I could do about it.”

Mr Harris, who is prescribed 200mg of injectible methadone each
week, 85
mg of oral methadone and nine dexedrine tablets, pays 」30 a month
to the
Stapleford and 」75 a week to the chemist.

He has been trying for six years to find an NHS doctor to take him
on,
but his local drugs consultant insists he will give him no more
than 90
mg of methadone a week, none of it injectible, and only on the basis
that it is rapidly reduced to nothing. He said: “Just imagine if
you
couldn’t get a supply of the oxygen you need.”

Danny Kushlik, director of the Transform Drug Policy Foundation,
said:
“Patients dependent on illegal drugs are often treated abysmally.
Isn’t
it ironic that doctors who go out of their way to help them are
treated
appallingly too?

“If several hundred middle-aged long-term tranquilliser addicts
on high
doses were summarily thrown off their scripts and left to fend for
themselves, there would be public outrage. But junkies are so
marginalised and disempowered, that the powers that be know that
they
can get away with it.”

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 17, 2004 at 9:31:17 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Ann, I am calm! I think part of the reason people get so upset and
that includes me sometimes too! Is because there aren’t more then a small
handful of people on this list who can really communicate and write what
they mean. Those of us who can’t do it that well try to use smiley faces
🙂 Which I did, more then once! To make sure my message was read in
the light I meant when I wrote it.

I guess it didn’t work 🙁

I didn’t detox at healing visions or transitions whatever it is now or
whoever owns it. I met Dr. Mash and Patrick when they were talking in
San Francisco and liked both very much. My message was only meant that
this will be the 10th time on this list in the last year that someone
posts some angry message about how they are treated by healing visions
when the person on the phone finds out they don’t have $10,000 or $15,
000 or whatever they charge now. I’m also sure the person picking up
the 24/7 helpline is not Dr. Mash 😉

Get your loved one some ibogaine! It does work! 🙂

Peace out,
Curtis

On Mon, 16 Feb 2004 17:01:07 -0800 ann b mullikin <think@francomm.com>
wrote:
Wait!, Wait!, Wait!!  I’m not into people bashing.  I am just an
ordinary pragmatist seeking info.  I guess her treatment goes
for $10,000.00 a throw?  I would guess that the price is beyond
a lot of people’s pocketbook.  Marc here is doing a great service.
I have spent a lot of hours the past few days searching and reading
stuff.  I appreciate and admire the intelligence, education and
knowledge of Ms. Mash.  She has very kindly published (on the
internet) a lot of her findings.  ie., the infinite half-life of
noribogaine.
Anybody can study and learn – she doesn’t hold the patent on
that.  I do ask and, yes, we can’t afford $10,000 right now.  But,

she is not the only researcher around.  Stanley Glick may come up
with some little handy molecule we all could benefit from.  My
mind is open.

What I do object to is having the phone hung up very rudely when
I called the “toll-free number wherein folks can have a free consultation
7/24).”  So be it.  There are other avenues of pursuit.

So Curtis, just calm down, I’m looking for help for somebody I
love deeply and I will continue.

ann
think@francomm.com

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] ID kujcf… thanks
Date: February 17, 2004 at 9:24:34 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

sandra, you’re sending windows viruses to the list. You are infected
with something. You might want to get rid of it.

Peace out,
Curtis

On Tue, 17 Feb 2004 08:32:43 -0800 windforme@graffiti.net wrote:
Yours ID sbgovab

Thank

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] (OT) Re: [ibogaine] reply to during the treatments by Sarah
Date: February 17, 2004 at 6:47:41 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

So if i was a less compulsive person then i am, i probably would have done
it, but i got rid of it in 2 or 3 days, which wasn’t easy because i don’t
typically hang out with coke heads (no offense to anyone) but still, it was
added allot of extra wasted time and risk that i didn’t want to find myself
excepting, expecially cola poss being a felany, no thanks.<

Too weird. I was just thinking today about an incident way back in my
street-bound days whereby I’d come into a paper sandwhich bag full of
cocaine, all bagged up for individual street sales. I was wondering if I’d
still be able to sling that sort of thing these days, and decided no, it’d
be extremely difficult for me to do so nowadays, not knowing many at all who
do cocaine to any regularity- besides the simple “I don’ wanna sell cocaine”
thing.
So it’s interesting to me you bring this subject to my attention today.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: deartheo@ziplip.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Tuesday, February 17, 2004 2:31 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] reply to during the treatments by Sarah

yes, i’ve had to do some soul searching/meditating on my motives
regarding herb.  If it wasn’t illegal, i think it’s one of the best things
post ibo, but in my own experience, when it’s illegal, i have to at least be
aware of the risks and be prepaired to accept the responsibility, for
example; ususally get a qp for buck30-buck50; friend of friend says can do
for a buck through a friend of his friend etc., anyways it turned out he
misheard me and got me a bucks worth of cola instead THAT COULDN’T BE
RETURNED. So if i was a less compulsive person then i am, i probably would
have done it, but i got rid of it in 2 or 3 days, which wasn’t easy because
i don’t typically hang out with coke heads (no offense to anyone) but still,
it was added allot of extra wasted time and risk that i didn’t want to find
myself excepting, expecially cola poss being a felany, no thanks.
—– Original Message —–
From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: 17 Feb 04, 9:43 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] reply to during the treatments by Sarah
“They both said that tobacco isn’t testy anymore, and prefer to smoke
Cannabis instead but not excessively.”

LOL! I prefer to smoke cannabis instead of tobacco too but it is frowned
upon so here in the States.
I am 44 years old and I don’t think I will see cannabis being legalized or
even decriminalized in my lifetime.
Honestly I am unsure as to if it should be used by addicts. I personally
feel that when I smoke weed my inhibitions are lowered and I am open to
suggestions so to speak. When I am in that frame of mind I am in danger of
using opiates.
That is the psychological part of my addiction. Even being on Methadone the
disgusting beast of addiction is still living in my head just waiting for me
to let my guard down!

I am glad your clients are doing well.
I so want to do Ibogaine treatment. Since I found out about Ibogaine there
is a glimmer of hope alive in me that my addiction may not always rule my
being.
Peace to all!
Callie

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From: jenks@resonance.org
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] ID kujcf… thanks
Date: February 17, 2004 at 5:21:49 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This message (the one this is in reply to) just goes to show that you
can’t even trust messages from a mailing list to be free of viruses. Don’t
open the attachment (uelfyevwhk.exe)!

On Tue, 17 Feb 2004 windforme@graffiti.net wrote:

Yours ID sbgovab

Thank

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] reply to during the treatments by Sarah
Date: February 17, 2004 at 2:31:15 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

yes, i’ve had to do some soul searching/meditating on my motives regarding herb.  If it wasn’t illegal, i think it’s one of the best things post ibo, but in my own experience, when it’s illegal, i have to at least be aware of the risks and be prepaired to accept the responsibility, for example; ususally get a qp for buck30-buck50; friend of friend says can do for a buck through a friend of his friend etc., anyways it turned out he misheard me and got me a bucks worth of cola instead THAT COULDN’T BE RETURNED. So if i was a less compulsive person then i am, i probably would have done it, but i got rid of it in 2 or 3 days, which wasn’t easy because i don’t typically hang out with coke heads (no offense to anyone) but still, it was added allot of extra wasted time and risk that i didn’t want to find myself excepting, expecially cola poss being a felany, no thanks.
—– Original Message —–
From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: 17 Feb 04, 9:43 AM
Subject: [ibogaine] reply to during the treatments by Sarah
“They both said that tobacco isn’t testy anymore, and prefer to smoke Cannabis instead but not excessively.”

LOL! I prefer to smoke cannabis instead of tobacco too but it is frowned upon so here in the States.
I am 44 years old and I don’t think I will see cannabis being legalized or even decriminalized in my lifetime.
Honestly I am unsure as to if it should be used by addicts. I personally feel that when I smoke weed my inhibitions are lowered and I am open to suggestions so to speak. When I am in that frame of mind I am in danger of using opiates.
That is the psychological part of my addiction. Even being on Methadone the disgusting beast of addiction is still living in my head just waiting for me to let my guard down!

I am glad your clients are doing well.
I so want to do Ibogaine treatment. Since I found out about Ibogaine there is a glimmer of hope alive in me that my addiction may not always rule my being.
Peace to all!
Callie

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] (OT) Fw: Kucinich sez:
Date: February 17, 2004 at 2:24:09 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>, <drugwar@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

—– Original Message —–
From: “Mickey Z.” <mzx2@earthlink.net>
To: <mzx2@earthlink.net>
Sent: Tuesday, February 17, 2004 1:27 PM
Subject: Kucinich sez:

“We have people running for president who say they were fooled by George
W.
Bush. What a recommendation. You’re running for president, and you can be
fooled by George Bush.”
–Dennis J. Kucinich

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] reply to during the treatments by Sarah
Date: February 17, 2004 at 12:42:22 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

“They both said that tobacco isn’t testy anymore, and prefer to smoke Cannabis instead but not excessively.”

LOL! I prefer to smoke cannabis instead of tobacco too but it is frowned upon so here in the States.
I am 44 years old and I don’t think I will see cannabis being legalized or even decriminalized in my lifetime.
Honestly I am unsure as to if it should be used by addicts. I personally feel that when I smoke weed my inhibitions are lowered and I am open to suggestions so to speak. When I am in that frame of mind I am in danger of using opiates.
That is the psychological part of my addiction. Even being on Methadone the disgusting beast of addiction is still living in my head just waiting for me to let my guard down!

I am glad your clients are doing well.
I so want to do Ibogaine treatment. Since I found out about Ibogaine there is a glimmer of hope alive in me that my addiction may not always rule my being.
Peace to all!
Callie

From: windforme@graffiti.net
Subject: [ibogaine] ID kujcf… thanks
Date: February 17, 2004 at 11:32:43 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Yours ID sbgovab

Thank

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] During the treatments,
Date: February 17, 2004 at 7:53:29 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The person was addicted to alcohol and tobacco the last two weeks he had been
In Amsterdam more then here he didn’t drink or smoke.
He had two Iboga sessions and one mushrooms session he feels relaxed.
He smokes two joints per day one at the coffee shop and one before bed time,
He has no problem sleeping.He said that after the first Iboga session he was not sure he could go back to work  were there is plenty of alcohol,
The mushrooms told him he was not ready to go back, then we decided to have another session with Iboga, but then a smaller dose. That happened to help him get over that doubt of not being ready to go back he had a clear vision of the Bwiti.
He is sure now that he has no craving or desire to drink or to smoke tobacco.
Tomorrow he will be going home without fear.
This man had the bwiti taking his heart out doing something to it and putting it back
then it felt no guilt about the past, which is a relief for this man.

The other person who quit Heroin on Sunday night is doing fine had some fruit to eat and is drinking constantly water and herbal tea contain organically grown cannabis .
He feels a little anxiety but the tea helps him relax.

They both said that tobacco isn’t testy anymore, and prefer to smoke Cannabis
instead but not excessively.

S.

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Something on the lighter side 🙂
Date: February 17, 2004 at 12:14:45 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Subject: How old is Grandma? This is great! It is a bit long but the answer will blow you away at the end!
Peace, Callie

One evening a grandson was talking
to his grandmother about current events.
The grandson asked his grandmother
what she thought about the shootings at schools,
the computer age, and just things in general.

The Grandma replied, ”
Well, let me think a minute,
I was born, before television,
penicillin, polio shots, frozen foods,
Xerox, contact lenses, Frisbees and the
pill.

There were no credit cards,
laser beams or ball-point pens.
Man had not invented pantyhose,
air conditioners, dishwashers, clothes
dryers, and the clothes were hung out to dry in
the fresh air and man had yet to walk on the moon.

Your Grandfather and I got married first
and then lived together.
Every family had a father and a mother.

Until I was 25, I called every man
older than I, “Sir”- – and after I
turned 25,  I still called policemen and
every man with a title, “Sir”.

We were before gay-rights,
computer-dating, dual careers,
daycare centers, and group therapy.

Our lives were governed by the Ten Commandments,
good judgment, and common sense

We were taught to know the difference
between right and wrong and to stand up and take
responsibility for our actions.

Serving your country was a privilege;
living in this country was a bigger privilege

We thought fast food was what people ate during Lent.

Having a meaningful relationship meant getting along with your cousins.

Draft dodgers were people who closed their front doors
when the evening breeze started.

Time-sharing meant time the family spent together in the
evenings and weekends– not purchasing condominiums.

We never heard of FM radios, tape decks,
CDs, electric typewriters, yogurt, or guys wearing earrings.

We listened to the Big Bands, Jack Benny,
and the President’s speeches on our radios.

And I don’t ever remember any kid
blowing his brains out from listening to Tommy Dorsey.

If you saw anything with ‘Made in Japan’ on it, it was junk.

The term ‘making out’ referred to how you did on your school exam.
Pizza Hut, McDonald’s, and instant coffee were unheard of.

We had 5 &10-cent store where you could
actually buy things for 5 and 10 cents.

Ice-cream cones, phone calls,rides on a streetcar,
and a Pepsi were all a nickel.

If you wanted to splurge, you could spend your nickel
on enough stamps to mail one letter and two postcards.

You could buy a new Chevy Coupe
for $600 but who could afford one?
Too bad, because gas was 11 cents a gallon.

In my day, “grass” was mowed,
“coke” was a cold drink,
“pot” was something your mother cooked in,
and “rock music” was your grandmother’s lullaby.

“Aids” were helpers in the Principal’s office,
“chip” meant a piece of wood,
“hardware” was found in a hardware store,
and “software” wasn’t even a word.

And we were the last generation
to actually believe that a lady
needed a husband to have a baby.

No wonder people call us”old and  confused”
and say there is a generation gap…..

and how old do you think I am ???…..

Read on to see —
Pretty scary if you think about it, and rather sad at the same time.

Grandma is Only 58.

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 10:06:42 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/17/04 2:40:09 AM, think@francomm.com writes:

I’m not sure which response you are referring to?

I only objected to have the female hang up without
talking to me when I called,    “Healing Transitions Institue
for Addiction.”  1-888-IBOGA-86 Call us anytime
24/7 for a free consultation.”  Maybe she was just
having a bad day as we all do from time to time.

That is the response I was referring to.  Just wondered if it was something
you said or asked.  Maybe the phone was just disconnected or it was an
accidental hang-up.  Happens you know.  Anyway, just curious.

Howard

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 9:39:17 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I’m not sure which response you are referring to?

I only objected to have the female hang up without
talking to me when I called,    “Healing Transitions Institue
for Addiction.”  1-888-IBOGA-86 Call us anytime
24/7 for a free consultation.”  Maybe she was just
having a bad day as we all do from time to time.

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Monday, February 16, 2004 9:26 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy

In a message dated 2/17/04 1:01:47 AM, think@francomm.com writes:

Wait!, Wait!, Wait!!  I’m not into people bashing.  I am just an
ordinary pragmatist seeking info.  I guess her treatment goes
for $10,000.00 a throw?  I would guess that the price is beyond
a lot of people’s pocketbook.  Marc here is doing a great service.
I have spent a lot of hours the past few days searching and reading
stuff.  I appreciate and admire the intelligence, education and
knowledge of Ms. Mash.  She has very kindly published (on the
internet) a lot of her findings.  ie., the infinite half-life of
noribogaine.

Anybody can study and learn – she doesn’t hold the patent on
that.  I do ask and, yes, we can’t afford $10,000 right now.  But,
she is not the only researcher around.  Stanley Glick may come up
with some little handy molecule we all could benefit from.  My
mind is open.

What I do object to is having the phone hung up very rudely when
I called the “toll-free number wherein folks can have a free consultation
7/24).”  So be it.  There are other avenues of pursuit.

Just curious as to what caused that response?

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 9:30:40 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/17/04 1:01:47 AM, think@francomm.com writes:

Wait!, Wait!, Wait!!  I’m not into people bashing.  I am just an
ordinary pragmatist seeking info.  I guess her treatment goes
for $10,000.00 a throw?  I would guess that the price is beyond
a lot of people’s pocketbook.  Marc here is doing a great service.
I have spent a lot of hours the past few days searching and reading
stuff.  I appreciate and admire the intelligence, education and
knowledge of Ms. Mash.  She has very kindly published (on the
internet) a lot of her findings.  ie., the infinite half-life of
noribogaine.

Anybody can study and learn – she doesn’t hold the patent on
that.  I do ask and, yes, we can’t afford $10,000 right now.  But,
she is not the only researcher around.  Stanley Glick may come up
with some little handy molecule we all could benefit from.  My
mind is open.

What I do object to is having the phone hung up very rudely when
I called the “toll-free number wherein folks can have a free consultation
7/24).”  So be it.  There are other avenues of pursuit.

Just curious as to what caused that response?

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] interesting times
Date: February 16, 2004 at 9:28:44 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Vinegar Ben <bmasel@tds.net> wrote::
Got a chance to chat with her today, at an event billed as “Teresa Heinz Kerry Meeting with Environmental Leaders. ”

Before the show I got a minute to talk to her about Ibogaine.

Then during Q&A I asked if “We could find a better way to deal with our cocaine problem than spraying herbicides on 16% of Colombia’s Amazon.” Reply: “That’s a very good question, I wish I had a good answer. It will be a problem until the farmers can make a good living on other crops, and until” now paraphrasing.. we stop buying it..
After the show she asked for 2 more copies of the Independent on Sunday Iboga article.

Howard, I took the liberty of adding your email to the printouts
.
——

To make this look good, we have to proffer 18 MC as the SAFE option.

Safer, not Safir.

Dana/cnw

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 9:26:14 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/17/04 1:01:47 AM, think@francomm.com writes:

Wait!, Wait!, Wait!!  I’m not into people bashing.  I am just an
ordinary pragmatist seeking info.  I guess her treatment goes
for $10,000.00 a throw?  I would guess that the price is beyond
a lot of people’s pocketbook.  Marc here is doing a great service.
I have spent a lot of hours the past few days searching and reading
stuff.  I appreciate and admire the intelligence, education and
knowledge of Ms. Mash.  She has very kindly published (on the
internet) a lot of her findings.  ie., the infinite half-life of
noribogaine.

Anybody can study and learn – she doesn’t hold the patent on
that.  I do ask and, yes, we can’t afford $10,000 right now.  But,
she is not the only researcher around.  Stanley Glick may come up
with some little handy molecule we all could benefit from.  My
mind is open.

What I do object to is having the phone hung up very rudely when
I called the “toll-free number wherein folks can have a free consultation
7/24).”  So be it.  There are other avenues of pursuit.

Just curious as to what caused that response?

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 8:01:07 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Wait!, Wait!, Wait!!  I’m not into people bashing.  I am just an
ordinary pragmatist seeking info.  I guess her treatment goes
for $10,000.00 a throw?  I would guess that the price is beyond
a lot of people’s pocketbook.  Marc here is doing a great service.
I have spent a lot of hours the past few days searching and reading
stuff.  I appreciate and admire the intelligence, education and
knowledge of Ms. Mash.  She has very kindly published (on the
internet) a lot of her findings.  ie., the infinite half-life of
noribogaine.
Anybody can study and learn – she doesn’t hold the patent on
that.  I do ask and, yes, we can’t afford $10,000 right now.  But,
she is not the only researcher around.  Stanley Glick may come up
with some little handy molecule we all could benefit from.  My
mind is open.

What I do object to is having the phone hung up very rudely when
I called the “toll-free number wherein folks can have a free consultation
7/24).”  So be it.  There are other avenues of pursuit.

So Curtis, just calm down, I’m looking for help for somebody I
love deeply and I will continue.

ann
think@francomm.com

If you have to ask you can’t afford it 😉 The answer will be at least
4 times as much as anywhere else. Before anyone starts the bash Mash
thread, it isn’t a low end detox, the expenses are much more then any
other detox. Dr. Mash is a very nice lady, I dont have the impression
it is making her rich and if it hasn’t ever produced any data on anything
else, Healing Visions did give the world Patrick 😉 What more could
anyone ask? 🙂

Peace out,
Curtis

On Mon, 16 Feb 2004 12:41:05 -0800 ann b mullikin <think@francomm.com>
wrote:
How much does her treatment cost?

ann

—– Original Message —–
From: “EWUSI Dave” <passipha@yahoo.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:02 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy

Contact Prof Deborah Mash of the University of Miami
(Departement of neurosurgery). She runs a setup called
the Healing Visions Institute for Addiction Recovery
based in St. Kitts West Indies. She is about the most
knowledgeable person on the clinical aspects of
ibogaine.
— Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic
doctor and I
practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone,
briefly, with
the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In
that regard some of
us were looking hard for evidence of foul play,
since he had so many
enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to
go was nothing
conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids
driving the car that
struck him was also injured, it could have been in
the stupid tragic
accident category. Big western cities are dangerous
around the
ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group
discussion
involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could
direct me toward the
better discussions about the particulars of using
this, in both
addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have
learned alot with
Eric in these regards, having facilitated several
sessions, but I
haven’t connected with medical professionals or
researchers working
with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is
familiar with the
current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical
results?  I
would love to pop in on some of the conferences in
New York and
Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t
been possible
recently. The professionals I have been around are
pretty nervous
about its outlaw status, but the way things are
going in this land of
the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become
contraband pretty soon.
Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill
St. house with the
White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were
residents there
with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being
all aflame about
our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and
life as a young
commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible
Ibo experiences
coming from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party
experiences then.
I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that
time, really. I
wonder if social changes triggered from this plant
will penetrate
farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or
comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet!
;->)

Dr. Tom

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 7:20:06 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

If you have to ask you can’t afford it 😉 The answer will be at least
4 times as much as anywhere else. Before anyone starts the bash Mash
thread, it isn’t a low end detox, the expenses are much more then any
other detox. Dr. Mash is a very nice lady, I dont have the impression
it is making her rich and if it hasn’t ever produced any data on anything
else, Healing Visions did give the world Patrick 😉 What more could
anyone ask? 🙂

Peace out,
Curtis

On Mon, 16 Feb 2004 12:41:05 -0800 ann b mullikin <think@francomm.com>
wrote:
How much does her treatment cost?

ann

—– Original Message —–
From: “EWUSI Dave” <passipha@yahoo.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:02 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy

Contact Prof Deborah Mash of the University of Miami
(Departement of neurosurgery). She runs a setup called
the Healing Visions Institute for Addiction Recovery
based in St. Kitts West Indies. She is about the most
knowledgeable person on the clinical aspects of
ibogaine.
— Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic
doctor and I
practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone,
briefly, with
the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In
that regard some of
us were looking hard for evidence of foul play,
since he had so many
enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to
go was nothing
conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids
driving the car that
struck him was also injured, it could have been in
the stupid tragic
accident category. Big western cities are dangerous
around the
ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group
discussion
involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could
direct me toward the
better discussions about the particulars of using
this, in both
addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have
learned alot with
Eric in these regards, having facilitated several
sessions, but I
haven’t connected with medical professionals or
researchers working
with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is
familiar with the
current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical
results?  I
would love to pop in on some of the conferences in
New York and
Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t
been possible
recently. The professionals I have been around are
pretty nervous
about its outlaw status, but the way things are
going in this land of
the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become
contraband pretty soon.
Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill
St. house with the
White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were
residents there
with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being
all aflame about
our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and
life as a young
commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible
Ibo experiences
coming from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party
experiences then.
I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that
time, really. I
wonder if social changes triggered from this plant
will penetrate
farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or
comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet!
;->)

Dr. Tom

__________________________________
Do you Yahoo!?
Yahoo! Finance: Get your refund fast by filing online.
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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 3:41:05 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

How much does her treatment cost?

ann

—– Original Message —–
From: “EWUSI Dave” <passipha@yahoo.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:02 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy

Contact Prof Deborah Mash of the University of Miami
(Departement of neurosurgery). She runs a setup called
the Healing Visions Institute for Addiction Recovery
based in St. Kitts West Indies. She is about the most
knowledgeable person on the clinical aspects of
ibogaine.
— Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic
doctor and I
practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone,
briefly, with
the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In
that regard some of
us were looking hard for evidence of foul play,
since he had so many
enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to
go was nothing
conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids
driving the car that
struck him was also injured, it could have been in
the stupid tragic
accident category. Big western cities are dangerous
around the
ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group
discussion
involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could
direct me toward the
better discussions about the particulars of using
this, in both
addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have
learned alot with
Eric in these regards, having facilitated several
sessions, but I
haven’t connected with medical professionals or
researchers working
with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is
familiar with the
current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical
results?  I
would love to pop in on some of the conferences in
New York and
Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t
been possible
recently. The professionals I have been around are
pretty nervous
about its outlaw status, but the way things are
going in this land of
the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become
contraband pretty soon.
Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill
St. house with the
White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were
residents there
with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being
all aflame about
our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and
life as a young
commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible
Ibo experiences
coming from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party
experiences then.
I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that
time, really. I
wonder if social changes triggered from this plant
will penetrate
farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or
comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet!
;->)

Dr. Tom

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] There is room for a whole lot of hope!!!
Date: February 16, 2004 at 12:24:13 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>

Thank you so much for this info.  It looks quite interesting.

ann (think@francomm.com)

Hi, here I am again.  We are searching, searching, my son
and I.  I found an article from JAMA that mentions many of
you dedicated and some very troubled folks.  Thank God
for all of you reaching out to help others.

Journal of the American Medical Association
Vol. 288 No. 24, pp. 3096-3101, December 25, 2002
© 2002 American Medical Association. All rights reserved.

I guess we ought to be thankful for the good ole internet.
It enables us to talk to each other and share experiences
some good and some not so good.

love from ann and her wonderful son.

SNIP

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] UK government drugs strategy
Date: February 16, 2004 at 12:44:56 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The Guardian 

More than 200 heroin addicts are facing disaster after officials at the Home Office made formal complaints against doctors at a leading private drugs clinics. 
Seven doctors who have worked for the Stapleford Centre in London are due to appear before the General Medical Council next week after a sustained campaign by Home Office drugs inspectors to charge them with serious professional misconduct. 

They include Dr Colin Brewer, 62, founder and medical director of the centre and a global leader in the treatment of heroin addiction, his recently retired deputy, four full-time doctors and one who no longer works at the centre. 

All seven are expected to deny charges of inappropriate prescribing in a case which will test the basic assumptions of government drugs strategy. If they lose, the centre is likely to close, forcing patients to the black market. 

The charges relate to the use of methadone, the approved substitute for heroin. Some Stapleford patients have been given “maintenance prescriptions”, intended to take them out of the black market and allow them to lead normal, healthy, crime-free lives. 

Other leading doctors and Home Office officials say all drug users should be forced to abstain from their drugs and that methadone should be prescribed only temporarily, the doses being reduced rapidly under tight supervision. 

The Labour MP Paul Flynn, vice-chair of the all-party drugs misuse group, said: “This is so crass. These are people who would be knighted if there was a decent honours system for their courage in prescribing in a way that is of enormous benefit to the drug users and to their communities who may otherwise suffer from their crime.” 

Bill Nelles, executive director of the Methadone Alliance, who sat on the government’s recent review of heroin policy, said: “This is a very poor development, a very negative development. We are very worried about the patients who may end up with no care if these doctors are not allowed to prescribe. This could also have a serious knock-on effect on other doctors who work in this field.” 

Although the law allows maintenance prescribing, the rules for it are unusually complex. Home Office officials and senior NHS figures have a history of criticising doctors who have specialised in long-term help for heroin addicts. The Stapleford has survived by working closely with the Home Office and by encouraging users to detox. 

Colin Brewer, who founded it in 1987, pioneered naltrexone implants to provide painless detox and has been consulted by the GMC as an expert witness. But recently he has clashed with senior NHS figures over the wider use of his detox technique. 

Home Office inspectors are understood to have started combing through prescriptions at chemists who supply Stapleford patients in search of breaches of the complex rules. 

A source close to the Home Office said: “They have been talking about getting rid of every private doctor who prescribes for heroin users.” 

Ian Harris, 53, from Dagenham, Essex, has been a patient since the centre opened. He said: “At the moment I can function, I can work, I can drive. If I lose my prescription, I’ll get uncontrollable cravings for heroin. And, if that happens, you can’t do anything. I could try the black market, but I can’t afford it and it’s all cut with crap. I fail to see what I could do about it.” 

Mr Harris, who is prescribed 200mg of injectible methadone each week, 85 mg of oral methadone and nine dexedrine tablets, pays £30 a month to the Stapleford and £75 a week to the chemist. 

He has been trying for six years to find an NHS doctor to take him on, but his local drugs consultant insists he will give him no more than 90 mg of methadone a week, none of it injectible, and only on the basis that it is rapidly reduced to nothing. He said: “Just imagine if you couldn’t get a supply of the oxygen you need.” 

Danny Kushlik, director of the Transform Drug Policy Foundation, said: “Patients dependent on illegal drugs are often treated abysmally. Isn’t it ironic that doctors who go out of their way to help them are treated appallingly too? 

”If several hundred middle-aged long-term tranquilliser addicts on high doses were summarily thrown off their scripts and left to fend for themselves, there would be public outrage. But junkies are so marginalised and disempowered, that the powers that be know that they can get away with it.”

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston changed this heading for obvious reasons
Date: February 16, 2004 at 11:51:24 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I think he is probably talking about an EKG.
All physicians or clinicians like to have a pre EKG as a baseline in case something adverse happens during whatever procedure the patient is having.
Peace, Callie

From: Hattie <epoptica@freeuk.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?
Date: February 15, 2004 at 6:19:12 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

It wasn’t an official treatment provider but a caring person sitting with a
very good friend of theirs to try and help them. There are many details to the
story which I would have thought you would have heard about. Possible osophaegal
varices which many long term addicts have unbeknown to them and the sitter. He
was in poor health anyway – having both hep C and HIV.

But really you shouldn’t go round saying these kind of things as the people
involved were heavily affected as you can imagine by the loss of their
friend. They have never facilitated another treatment as a result of this.

From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] ‘lectric sheep [PKD RIP]
Date: February 15, 2004 at 10:53:31 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

http://electricsheep.org/

_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/_/

Dave Hunter
dave@phantom.com
www.gammalyte.com

From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahum :: vibrations =3D?ISO-8859-1?Q?o=3D83?=3D lo?e
Date: February 15, 2004 at 7:34:48 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Damn that was deep.

What happened are all of you having a good valentines day? 😉 And how
come you get a phantom.com account? 😉

Peace out and love is good
Curtis

On Sun, 15 Feb 2004 14:52:41 -0800 D H <dave@phantom.com> wrote:

If you can manage to at least
occasionally open your heart and throw love into that
mix, then you’re doin’ pretty good. If you can’t, the
only person who will really suffer because of that in
the end, is you.

the resounding theme of 90% of my psychedelic experiences

boil

down

to love.

and its amazing how the media/society does much to discourage “love”
by
the promotion of violence from the 6 oclock news and 30 fucking
second
commercials to hollywood movies. Of course once a year “love” is
highly promoted and commerciallized and capitolized upon on feb
14 [ the
big lie here is you can purchase love ]. Yet isn’t love is the pure
driving force behind humanity? like a newborn baby untainted by
ego and
greed? Ahhh, but love doesn’t rate as well as scandal and intrigue,

evil villans, death and destruction and WAR.

but in the end, I think the question is: did you love and were you
loved?

isn’t that all that matters?

I usally forget that 23 hours and 14 minutes a day.

often longer.

society isn’t programmed to vibrate in love, it vibrates in FEAR.

love = safety

fear = control

fear is the enemy.

love is supreme.

and by facing our fears (as addicts, but overall, as humans) we
can begin
vibrate in love.

ibogaine teaches this, often in riddles, but the message is there.

love.

-dh

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From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD
Date: February 15, 2004 at 6:45:54 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

oh, that.

I had similar experience, actually. the ibo certainly helped
tremendously, but it was several months before I started to feel human
again, and the symptoms slowly went away (aching legs, restless sleep,
sweating, etc) over the months (certainly i never would have made it
without the ibo, as 9 previous years of fruitless ‘recovery’ attempts
proved). I had dropped from 80mgs down to 20 back up to 40-50 just prior
to my treatment, so my ‘habit’ was a fraction of yours at that point.
But I had not been taking the best care of myself physically so I’m
sure that had a lot to do with the lengthy recovery period. I mean, I
was the color of cement, 134lbs (i’m 2 meters tall) and my teeth were
crumbling in my mouth. Slightly tore up for sure. I think it was
somewhere between 10-12 months did I finally wake up after a solid
nights rest and feel new again – not to discourage you or anyone…. But
recovering from a heavy drug addiction is kind of like recovering from
brain surgery, which is often a 18 month recovery time. Give it some
time.

excercise was a big thing for me, and lots of water and healthy foods.
excercise early in the morning especially helped the rest of the day.

melatonin helped with sleep, as well as kava kava and valerian root teas.

i can relate to what you’re going thru. especially when it comes to the
zillion things that needed attention as of yesterday. Be really really
really kind to yourself and cut yourself a break. you are attempting and
succeeding at something most addicts will never get the chance to
experience. You’re doing great!

stay the course!

-dh

On 2/14/2004, “deartheo@ziplip.com” <deartheo@ziplip.com> wrote:

Well, thanks for the input, but i should have clarified I was really referring to long lasting opioids like methadone and orlaam.  I have been exercising consistently even during the main crunch the first 2-3 months; and when the main sickness slowly subsided in waves, like a stock market graph, the exhaustion has set in and the 2ndary withdrawal seems more consistent but just their enough to remind me this is still not completely over, which is frustrating when their is SO MUCH TO GET DONE, because it’s already suppossed to be over and done with so I can focus on piecing the areas of my life back to where they need to be, which i’m finding is a very tall order when the imaginary or 2ndary sickness stays so very consistent.  I am exhausted from this whole journey through the depths of a 263ml kick.  But one thing is certain, the iboga took away a large portion of the unimaginable sickness that would have been there without the help of iboga.  At what point do I say, ok this is as good as it is going to get and i need to just get through the shit and keep the shit to myself, hell, i’m tired of hearing myself complain about it so I seldome bring it up to anyone.

From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahum :: vibrations oƒ lo?e
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:52:41 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

If you can manage to at least
occasionally open your heart and throw love into that
mix, then you’re doin’ pretty good. If you can’t, the
only person who will really suffer because of that in
the end, is you.

the resounding theme of 90% of my psychedelic experiences

boil

down

to love.

and its amazing how the media/society does much to discourage “love” by
the promotion of violence from the 6 oclock news and 30 fucking second
commercials to hollywood movies. Of course once a year “love” is
highly promoted and commerciallized and capitolized upon on feb 14 [ the
big lie here is you can purchase love ]. Yet isn’t love is the pure
driving force behind humanity? like a newborn baby untainted by ego and
greed? Ahhh, but love doesn’t rate as well as scandal and intrigue,
evil villans, death and destruction and WAR.

but in the end, I think the question is: did you love and were you loved?

isn’t that all that matters?

I usally forget that 23 hours and 14 minutes a day.

often longer.

society isn’t programmed to vibrate in love, it vibrates in FEAR.

love = safety

fear = control

fear is the enemy.

love is supreme.

and by facing our fears (as addicts, but overall, as humans) we can begin
vibrate in love.

ibogaine teaches this, often in riddles, but the message is there.

love.

-dh

From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahum
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:21:28 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I agree with Jane everyone here should argue all the time! 🙂

Patric that’s very special but I think you and Gweeds are both in
trouble, using the word ‘love’ on anything sponsered and paid for by
rotten.com is not allowed.

On the bright side right after interviewing you, Marc gave a talk at
HOPE 2002 and caused the usual black hat white hat riot.

http://theregister.co.uk/content/archive/26341.html

Besdies macromedia during dot com which doesnt count, I think youre the
only ones who ever gave gweeds a job 🙂 all of you were way too many
drugs for your own good 🙂

.:vector:.

— David Varossi <dvarossi@yahoo.co.uk> wrote:
What I wanted to also say is that I don’t know any of
you and none of the background, I had no idea mindvox
had been here for 12 or 13 years, had no idea who any
of you are. Two things that really stood out when I
read the articles which is a great collection I
haven’t seen before is this,
http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/CoolBeans.htm

You go from this

‘The most physically taxing experiences I’ve had, are
throwing a lotta cocaine into the heroin mix. I don’t
really like speedballs, but I used to like get a hit
with a syringe full of dope, line up another with
cocaine, boot that, give it like 20 seconds and hit
the heroin. This gives you the locomotive off the
cocaine, you get the fire and ice effect, shooting
through your veins, the pleasure centers light up, and
just as the whistling sound hits your head and you’re
on total overload, the dope kicks in, and it’s like
this warm, slow wave just spiraling down into
numbness. That fucking rocks.’

To this in five paragraphs of the interview

‘CB: do you feel you’re still an addict, or have you
kicked it or what? Will you ever do heroin again?

PK: Addiction is like… energy. The energy won’t go
away because you pretend it’s not there; you can’t
reason with it or make deals with it, but —
especially after ibogaine — you can apply intellect,
reinforce that with will, and focus and direct the
energy somewhere else. If you can manage to at least
occasionally open your heart and throw love into that
mix, then you’re doin’ pretty good. If you can’t, the
only person who will really suffer because of that in
the end, is you.

Being realistic… if you can do, whatever it is that
you need to do, to break down your ego boundaries —
at least once inna while — to experience love,
insteada just payin’ lip service to it; and let it
flow through you — with or without special effects —
that’s God (or for me anyway, the final step on the
road to the Purple Shit). This seems to fix most
things, that I personally tend to throw out of
alignment on an almost hourly basis, through many
years of practice, bein’ at war, with, basically,
everything, but most of all myself.

And love, is interesting. It’s not lust, it’s not a
power-trip, it’s not codependance, it’s like a
vibrational range… that’s always there, but through
your programming, you have made yourself incapable of
being in tune with it most of the time. The illusion
of your separation causes a lotta pain.’

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Windsor, Montreal
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:26:33 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks Dana,
What happened is a blessing in disguise. You have tried to help with good intentions but it didn’t work out.Dimitri told me you were sorry.
One day I will get a permit to grow organic cannabis for medicinal use because
there are already others who got it. There is a wide range of strains for different medicinal purposes.
It is only a matter of few months.
I have already many letters of ex patients who felt the benefit of Cannabis
in this detox. Programme, the patient who is at this moment in treatment had yesterday mushroom tea and philosopher stones that experience made him realize
that he needs more Iboga , today he got it  seven hours ago,
at this moment we are watching a movie. No vomit no shit.
There is another guy on the couch who is coming off ½ gram of heroin a day.
And he took 11/2 grams of Iboga 7 hours ago, he was listening to music
for  a while. no vomit no shit.
Both felt that Cannabis increases the visionary Iboga experience and at the same time help the side effects of the Iboga.

I wish you luck with Windsor and your house.

Sara

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Dana Beal [mailto:dana@cures-not-wars.org] 
Verzonden: zondag 15 februari 2004 22:11
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] Windsor, Montreal

Marc Wrote:
$500 is the most it would cost for a return flight from Florida or New
York to Vancouver. If you lived in California, Oregon, Washington it
could cost much less.

Then you see there might be some merit in opening facilities in Windsor and Montreal. I hope you will lend political support, at least, to Dimitri and Narda. BTW, I have sent Sara money when I had it. I don’t know if we’re even yet, but some of folks she’s talking about should have been made to pay; at least once some one crashed on her because they were in the area and out of cash (& they helped with treatments, emptying the buckets, rolling joints to stop the nausea, etc.) The real problem is the persons who turned her in for pot; but I feel she should have thrown them out in the first week when they didn’t want to do the iboga. I am very sorry, but I can do only so much screening on the phone. Providers have to do a more thorough job when the people I send them get there.

I will say that it would have been appropriate to support Sara’s case, because the issue of marijuana as adjuvant therapy for nausea falls into yr bailiwick, so to speak. But I understand there was already friction when I asked. All I can do now is to get folks to write letters to the Dutch court explaining that if there ever was a need to grow medical marijuana, Sara uniquely qualifies. Free pot as part of the treatment is (or was) included in her price. Sara has to support 5 kids, and has ongoing legal expenses. She is a brilliant lay therapist, with deep intuition about just what people need to hear to get better.

Dana/cnw
From: Jellking <jellking@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Marc & Sara
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:08:52 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

OK, I’m posting this again, because I’m uncertain re the previous post.  Jane

Hello all, I haven’t written anything here in a looooooooooong time, but the recent dispute, mostly involving Marc, Preston, and Sarah I think is a hopeful thing, not a negative.  Just look at the points of view (disregarding the defensiveness, and after all, we all do that, it’s no big deal in the long run) about iboga availability that have been raised! I think if we were looking at this issue dispassionately (not possible, of course), we might from this exchange all have learned something about the structural problems involved in having an “ibogaine community,” and that includes the financial problems that Preston has so articulately expressed, the provider’s many dilemma, and the differences between the providers’ orientation and philosophy.  Plus much more.
Here’s what I think, and slay me if you wish for saying so: 1. As stated above, this is a really valuable exchange of values that all should be open to discussing; 2. If we discard the personal defensiveness(es), as Preston has freely done with his apologies, the compassionate nature of ALL the parties involved becomes apparent, and furthermore, instead of dividing people, should unite them, and finally, 3. Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea  of it, or the realization that it can implement an addiction “cure, “or the best way to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might bring.  I know I’m preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to remember this.  We are all both humbled and honored by the work of each other, because everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the unknowable, and therefore should profess what their initiation has shown them, for the good of the tribe…..
Whoa!  I DID get preachy!  Sorry.  I agree with Sarah re the shrooms, with Preston re the $500, and with Marc re the limitations that any single person or group can provide.  I also agree with all the arguments (sorry, but they’re valid).  What does this mean to me?  Diversity!  The mark of a truly evolving movement……..
The usually silent Jane

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 15, 2004 at 4:59:58 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thank you so much for this info.  It looks quite interesting.
—– Original Message —–
From: “EWUSI Dave” <passipha@yahoo.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Sunday, February 15, 2004 1:02 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy

Contact Prof Deborah Mash of the University of Miami
(Departement of neurosurgery). She runs a setup called
the Healing Visions Institute for Addiction Recovery
based in St. Kitts West Indies. She is about the most
knowledgeable person on the clinical aspects of
ibogaine.
— Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic
doctor and I
practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone,
briefly, with
the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In
that regard some of
us were looking hard for evidence of foul play,
since he had so many
enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to
go was nothing
conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids
driving the car that
struck him was also injured, it could have been in
the stupid tragic
accident category. Big western cities are dangerous
around the
ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group
discussion
involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could
direct me toward the
better discussions about the particulars of using
this, in both
addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have
learned alot with
Eric in these regards, having facilitated several
sessions, but I
haven’t connected with medical professionals or
researchers working
with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is
familiar with the
current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical
results?  I
would love to pop in on some of the conferences in
New York and
Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t
been possible
recently. The professionals I have been around are
pretty nervous
about its outlaw status, but the way things are
going in this land of
the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become
contraband pretty soon.
Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill
St. house with the
White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were
residents there
with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being
all aflame about
our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and
life as a young
commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible
Ibo experiences
coming from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party
experiences then.
I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that
time, really. I
wonder if social changes triggered from this plant
will penetrate
farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or
comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet!
;->)

Dr. Tom

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From: Jellking <jellking@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD
Date: February 15, 2004 at 4:57:49 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hello all, I haven’t written anything here in a looooooooooong time, but the recent dispute, mostly involving Marc, Preston, and Sarah I think is a hopeful thing, not a negative.  Just look at the points of view (disregarding the defensiveness, and after all, we all do that, it’s no big deal in the long run) about iboga availability that have been raised! I think if we were looking at this issue dispassionately (not possible, of course), we might from this exchange all have learned something about the structural problems involved in having an “ibogaine community,” and that includes the financial problems that Preston has so articulately expressed, the provider’s many dilemma, and the differences between the providers’ orientation and philosophy.  Plus much more.
Here’s what I think, and slay me if you wish for saying so: 1. As stated above, this is a really valuable exchange of values that all should be open to discussing; 2. If we discard the personal defensiveness(es), as Preston has freely done with his apologies, the compassionate nature of ALL the parties involved becomes apparent, and furthermore, instead of dividing people, should unite them, and finally, 3. Not one single one of us “owns” ibogaine, the idea  of it, or the realization that it can implement an addiction “cure, “or the best way to do so, or the hope that such knowledge might bring.  I know I’m preaching to the initiated, but it seems relevant to remember this.  We are all both humbled and honored by the work of each other, because everyone who has tasted the fruit has known the unknowable, and therefore should profess what their initiation has shown them, for the good of the tribe…..
Whoa!  I DID get preachy!  Sorry.  I agree with Sarah re the shrooms, with Preston re the $500, and with Marc re the limitations that any single person or group can provide.  I also agree with all the arguments (sorry, but they’re valid).  What does this mean to me?  Diversity!  The mark of a truly evolving movement……..
The usually silent Jane

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Marc & Sara
Date: February 15, 2004 at 4:53:01 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I would just like to say that both Marc and Sara have helped me in my life and “recovery” from methadone when noone else would give me the time of day without charging.  Howard has been very helpful as well.  People are being helped in very unselfish ways by all three and I am hopeful that other providers of iboga are as unimaginably compassionate as they are.
I do not think I will ever not feel indebted to all 3, for the remainder of my life.  Food for thought.
-Jason Bursey
(and none of us know it all)

From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Re: “what is a heart scan?”answer
Date: February 15, 2004 at 4:47:06 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

An EKG (electrocardiogram) is the ‘heart scan’, and the CBC is the blood test.
-Jason
—– Original Message —–
From: Schmoolyboy@aol.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: 15 Feb 04, 9:28 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston changed this heading for obvious reasons
We treat anyone who can fill out paper work , get blood tests and a heart scan? What is a heart scan?

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Windsor, Montreal
Date: February 15, 2004 at 4:10:45 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Marc Wrote:
$500 is the most it would cost for a return flight >from Florida or New
York to Vancouver. If you lived in California, Oregon, Washington it
could cost much less.

Then you see there might be some merit in opening facilities in Windsor and Montreal. I hope you will lend political support, at least, to Dimitri and Narda. BTW, I have sent Sara money when I had it. I don’t know if we’re even yet, but some of folks she’s talking about should have been made to pay; at least once some one crashed on her because they were in the area and out of cash (& they helped with treatments, emptying the buckets, rolling joints to stop the nausea, etc.) The real problem is the persons who turned her in for pot; but I feel she should have thrown them out in the first week when they didn’t want to do the iboga. I am very sorry, but I can do only so much screening on the phone. Providers have to do a more thorough job when the people I send them get there.

I will say that it would have been appropriate to support Sara’s case, because the issue of marijuana as adjuvant therapy for nausea falls into yr bailiwick, so to speak. But I understand there was already friction when I asked. All I can do now is to get folks to write letters to the Dutch court explaining that if there ever was a need to grow medical marijuana, Sara uniquely qualifies. Free pot as part of the treatment is (or was) included in her price. Sara has to support 5 kids, and has ongoing legal expenses. She is a brilliant lay therapist, with deep intuition about just what people need to hear to get better.

Dana/cnw

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500
Date: February 15, 2004 at 3:27:56 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

It was wrong of me to write it that way, I meant,
When wanted to decrease the dose not more then 2mg per day.

PS+ I too agree that Mushrooms should stay out of the picture. While detoxing, they increase post withdrawal anxiety and leave you wired. Everyone is different and Sara stated “silly “psybin help her.
Why is this statement?

I don’t think you understand what my treatment is about and how it works.
But I would like to share with you that my patients feel better after shrooms.
The dose I give to people isn’t a handful, how would you know if the dose I give
Increase post withdrawals anxiety …?

Please, show me where did I stated that?

S.

From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] ?????:: spirit flight conspiracy ::?????
Date: February 15, 2004 at 1:48:46 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

exactly.

me too!

actually, This is Barry Manilo tripping on ibogaine playing the piano
with a sledgehammer mixed over the Chipmunks’ reduced-speed
ketamine/melatonin sessions as experienced thru the aural receptors of
yours truely. i think there’s a deranged alley cat in there somewhere
too.

try headphones.

On 2/15/2004, “CallieMimosa@aol.com” <CallieMimosa@aol.com> wrote:

Dave, WTF is that spirit flight conspiracy? The picture was beautiful but I
did not get the sound or something!!! It was slow and sounded like it was in
very slow speed, like playing a 78 rpm record on 33 speed!
Sorry to be so damn dense!
Callie

From: Schmoolyboy@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500
Date: February 15, 2004 at 1:11:18 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I feel Sara is wrong . 2 mgs. decrease per day is too fast and will leave a meth patient very ill.  Lets say you are on 10mgs and go down by 2 to 8 mgs. That is a 20% decrease in total dose. Then from 8mgs to 6 mgs. That is a 25% decrease. then 6 to 4 = 305 and 4to 2 is 50% decrease in dose. Same 2 mgs but alarger decrease each time. Simple detox stuff 101.

Go down 1-2 mgs till you feel okay and then go down again. No set schedule. Tell the clinic you want to be able to go down when you feel like it. After being om meth for 10 years at a dose opf 60-80 mgs per day and also using 300$ heroine IV daily , I first stop the heroine and stayed on meth. That was hard.
I then went down on meth as stated above. It took 6 months and was hard but doable for anyone who is serious. I chose NA and it helped but I agree there are many ways to develop a support network in recovery. At NA I spoke to clean Junkies on a daily basis and that gave me hope. I didnt sleep more then 2 hours for the first few months and did a lot of other things to stay focused on staying clean.

Just my opinion. Thanx for listening.

PS+ I too agree that Mushrooms should stay out of the picture. While detoxing, they increase post withdrawal anxiety and leave you wired. Everyone is different and Sara stated “silly “psybin help her.

Ibo patients need to do “something” after Ibo for their recovery. the relapse rate is much higher for those who take Ibo and then get well dis-ease. Nor-ibo wears off and you wake up one morning the same asshole you where before IBo.

Its a window of opportunity to become teachable.

Learn to listen, listen to learn. When the student is ready, the teacher becomes apparent.

If your so smart, why are you strung out? Look at who is clean, how they did it and follow their approach for best results.  Prayer helps a lot too.

peace

From: EWUSI Dave <passipha@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 15, 2004 at 1:02:05 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Contact Prof Deborah Mash of the University of Miami
(Departement of neurosurgery). She runs a setup called
the Healing Visions Institute for Addiction Recovery
based in St. Kitts West Indies. She is about the most
knowledgeable person on the clinical aspects of
ibogaine.
— Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic
doctor and I
practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone,
briefly, with
the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In
that regard some of
us were looking hard for evidence of foul play,
since he had so many
enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to
go was nothing
conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids
driving the car that
struck him was also injured, it could have been in
the stupid tragic
accident category. Big western cities are dangerous
around the
ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group
discussion
involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could
direct me toward the
better discussions about the particulars of using
this, in both
addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have
learned alot with
Eric in these regards, having facilitated several
sessions, but I
haven’t connected with medical professionals or
researchers working
with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is
familiar with the
current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical
results?  I
would love to pop in on some of the conferences in
New York and
Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t
been possible
recently. The professionals I have been around are
pretty nervous
about its outlaw status, but the way things are
going in this land of
the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become
contraband pretty soon.
Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill
St. house with the
White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were
residents there
with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being
all aflame about
our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and
life as a young
commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible
Ibo experiences
coming from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party
experiences then.
I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that
time, really. I
wonder if social changes triggered from this plant
will penetrate
farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or
comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet!
;->)

Dr. Tom

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] :: spirit flight conspiracy ::
Date: February 15, 2004 at 12:47:47 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/15/04 10:28:07 AM, dave@phantom.com writes:

Patrick typed:

“Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at once.  We’re
supposed to take turns remember…? ”

Fucking Classic.

and now for a completely different vibe…
www.gammalyte.com/spiritflight.html
(flash 5 player required)

Definitely ibogainish to me.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

From: Schmoolyboy@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Sara Glatt – I saved Your Ingrateful Ass
Date: February 15, 2004 at 12:31:39 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Patric rules.

From: Schmoolyboy@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston changed this heading for obvious reasons
Date: February 15, 2004 at 12:27:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

We treat anyone who can fill out paper work , get blood tests and a heart scan? What is a heart scan?

From: David Varossi <dvarossi@yahoo.co.uk>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahum
Date: February 15, 2004 at 11:39:24 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This reply is a little to Patrick and a lot to the
whole listing. I got here last month only so I don’t
know who most of you are or what’s going on some of
the time. I found this list through the MAPS article
and this isn’t what I thought I’d find here. Without
any dis respect to anyone here what I mean to say is
the people here have a lot of anger at nearly
everything. This isn’t what I’ve ever seen on any
other entheogen list. It took me a little while to
understand that’s because ibogaine is mostly being
used by drug addicts to try to stop being addicts
instead of only spiritual purposes that most
entheogens are put to and I know that’s a shirt sited
opinion in itself because of the work being done with
ketamine, lsd, mdma for real thereauputic work.

What I really wanted to say is after reading this
http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/IbogaineList.html

I laughed because its hilarious. Then I thought about
it and it’s very clever Patrick, you didn’t lie about
anything but somehow by using humor you changed the
whole tone of what happens here that can be very
negative. Bravo!

What I wanted to also say is that I don’t know any of
you and none of the background, I had no idea mindvox
had been here for 12 or 13 years, had no idea who any
of you are. Two things that really stood out when I
read the articles which is a great collection I
haven’t seen before is this,
http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/CoolBeans.htm

You go from this

‘The most physically taxing experiences I’ve had, are
throwing a lotta cocaine into the heroin mix. I don’t
really like speedballs, but I used to like get a hit
with a syringe full of dope, line up another with
cocaine, boot that, give it like 20 seconds and hit
the heroin. This gives you the locomotive off the
cocaine, you get the fire and ice effect, shooting
through your veins, the pleasure centers light up, and
just as the whistling sound hits your head and you’re
on total overload, the dope kicks in, and it’s like
this warm, slow wave just spiraling down into
numbness. That fucking rocks.’

To this in five paragraphs of the interview

‘CB: do you feel you’re still an addict, or have you
kicked it or what? Will you ever do heroin again?

PK: Addiction is like… energy. The energy won’t go
away because you pretend it’s not there; you can’t
reason with it or make deals with it, but —
especially after ibogaine — you can apply intellect,
reinforce that with will, and focus and direct the
energy somewhere else. If you can manage to at least
occasionally open your heart and throw love into that
mix, then you’re doin’ pretty good. If you can’t, the
only person who will really suffer because of that in
the end, is you.

Being realistic… if you can do, whatever it is that
you need to do, to break down your ego boundaries —
at least once inna while — to experience love,
insteada just payin’ lip service to it; and let it
flow through you — with or without special effects —
that’s God (or for me anyway, the final step on the
road to the Purple Shit). This seems to fix most
things, that I personally tend to throw out of
alignment on an almost hourly basis, through many
years of practice, bein’ at war, with, basically,
everything, but most of all myself.

And love, is interesting. It’s not lust, it’s not a
power-trip, it’s not codependance, it’s like a
vibrational range… that’s always there, but through
your programming, you have made yourself incapable of
being in tune with it most of the time. The illusion
of your separation causes a lotta pain.’

That’s beautiful! 🙂 It’s also weirder then anything
I’ve ever read before, william burroughs to timothy
leary in half a page 🙂

What really blew me away was this whole series which
I’ve never seen before.
http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/HeroinTimes.html
I’ve seen the experience reports, but I’ve never seen
anyone keep writing as they got off heroin and keep
going. You have over 2 years of time caught in those
articles where you were first clean. 2000 to 2004 is
one big journey. Whatever you do, keep doing it. I
love the last coda article in 2004 and I love the
quotes, http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/HT-CODA.htm

You do a amazing job of communicating 🙂 I enjoy this
list and the people on it and wanted only to remind
everyone who is angry that for anybody who doesn’t
know all of you it’s only very confusing and looks
like a lot of people about to have a fight over
something I don’t understand.

Cheers
David

— “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote:
PeopleS … <Clapping Hands>

Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at
once.  We’re supposed
to take turns remember…?

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] “Help me ! and so many others”.
Date: February 15, 2004 at 10:55:58 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Iran Mania News 



The number of deaths by overdose among Iranian drug users has shot up 38%, the Islamic republic’s coroner’s office was quoted as saying Sunday.

According to official figures covering the last three months of 2003 and carried in the national press, 1,039 people, of which 43 were women, died from drug taking, a 38% leap from the previous year’s figures.

Iran is situated along the main trafficking route for heroin, opium, morphine and cannabis produced in Afghanistan, but has also developped its own serious narcotics problem.

According to official figures, the Islamic republic has 2.5 million addicts, of which at least a quarter of a million are intravenous users.

From: “GanjaCat” <ganjacat@ganjacat.net>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Sara Glatt – I saved Your Ingrateful Ass
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:53:45 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

UNSUBSCRIBE

Sorry, everyone. I’m out of here. Can’t handle the crap anymore.

GanjaCat

—–Original Message—–
From: CallieMimosa@aol.com [mailto:CallieMimosa@aol.com] 
Sent: Sunday, February 15, 2004 11:09 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Sara Glatt – I saved Your Ingrateful Ass

Man! The mud slinging and ‘politics’ (“I gave you a gift, how about treating my son and friend cause now you owe me a favor”) that I have witnessed yesterday and now into Sunday morning is disturbing! You may tell me to keep my nose out of your arguments and business but I feel you all should deal with this on your private e-mail accounts and not the Iboga LISTSERV.

I feel you are airing each others dirty laundry in public and that is not wise. To talk about the illegal activities one may participate in is very unprofessional in my opinion. I would feel safe to bet we all do illegal things but it should not be brought out in a public forum so to speak.

Preston did apologize and I bet that was hard thing for him to do. I would encourage you all to apologize and then take your argument to your private e-mail accounts.

The old saying “If angry count to ten” is a pretty good rule to follow!
Peace.  Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] ?????:: spirit flight conspiracy ::?????
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:39:30 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dave, WTF is that spirit flight conspiracy? The picture was beautiful but I did not get the sound or something!!! It was slow and sounded like it was in very slow speed, like playing a 78 rpm record on 33 speed!
Sorry to be so damn dense!
Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] c a l l i e.
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:30:10 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hi Andrew, Sorry it has taken me so long to respond. For the answer to your question, no, I am not a provider. I am an addict in search of trying to heal myself on the inside from the grips and suffering of addiction.
I am better than I used to be since I began Methadone Maintenance but I am still a very sick puppy.
As I have mentioned before, Methadone has made it possible for me to appear ‘normal’ on the outside. I still have most of the inside crap that is addiction. Depression, guilt, fear, dishonesty with others and myself, grandiosity and low self esteem are ALL still tightly wound into a black ball inside my mind and gut.
I realize grandiosity and low self esteem sounds like and oxymoron but I really have them both and have known other addicts who do as well.
I am a nurse but I do not have the funds to travel the many miles I need to obtain Ibogaine treatment.
I have began to save for the trip though and hopefully by Fall or first of winter in this year of 2004 I will have enough to travel and attempt this treatment that sounds too good to be true.
I am skeptical but then again, I am skeptical and suspicious of EVERYTHING! That is another part of my addiction!
Good luck to you! I would love to continue to correspond with you and find out how you do when you get the Ibogaine treatment.
Peace, Callie

From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] :: spirit flight conspiracy ::
Date: February 15, 2004 at 4:54:43 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Patrick typed:
“Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at once.  We’re
supposed
to take turns remember…? ”

Fucking Classic.

and now for a completely different vibe…

www.gammalyte.com/spiritflight.html
(flash 5 player required)

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Sara Glatt – I saved Your Ingrateful Ass
Date: February 15, 2004 at 5:09:28 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Man! The mud slinging and ‘politics’ (“I gave you a gift, how about treating my son and friend cause now you owe me a favor”) that I have witnessed yesterday and now into Sunday morning is disturbing! You may tell me to keep my nose out of your arguments and business but I feel you all should deal with this on your private e-mail accounts and not the Iboga LISTSERV.

I feel you are airing each others dirty laundry in public and that is not wise. To talk about the illegal activities one may participate in is very unprofessional in my opinion. I would feel safe to bet we all do illegal things but it should not be brought out in a public forum so to speak.

Preston did apologize and I bet that was hard thing for him to do. I would encourage you all to apologize and then take your argument to your private e-mail accounts.

The old saying “If angry count to ten” is a pretty good rule to follow!
Peace.  Callie

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Sara Glatt – I saved Your Ingrateful Ass
Date: February 15, 2004 at 4:50:07 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey I have nothing to do with Dana requests you didn’t give me any gifts!
I didn’t ask Dana to call you when He did it was up to him,
You gave 4000$ Canadians Dollars which is less then what one treatment cost
And in return you where going to send your son and his girl friend for a treatment.
So, you paid one treatment wanted two treatments and you call it a gift?
You pre paid one treatment that is all and in return you got all of my info. Sent to Sandra,
When your son didn’t want to come that was tricky because you already paid for his treatment.
So I gave you and Sandra a gift. That’s why you have the Iboga therapy house.
and not IbogaineTherapy house. But you don’t even know the difference the history or who made it.
You are singing someone else is song without having the “ copy right”.
This song was not known to you or Sandra. But you got the lyrics now you think you are the best singer in the world, but you sound false. That is rude.
You also can ask Dana how much “ gift” he got >from me and how much gift his friends got from me?
and how many times he couldn’t keep his promises to me.

Beside, you don’t even know me.
What I charge is up to me and what I give is up to me, I’m an Anarchist humanist and not a capitalist, it says enough about my ideas about politics and politicians.
It seems you don’t know that people need to work to buy bread. Working for surviving isn’t capitalism,
Sending cannabis seeds illegal to the u.s.a with huge profit and without paying taxes on them is. You have black holes in you memory.

My treatment isn’t illegal and that remark just tells everyone how stupid you are.
Iboga isn’t illegal in the Netherlands smoking pot isn’t, mushrooms are in every corner of Amsterdam legal for sale.
the authorities never told me to stop even after being in court.
But if you knew that Iboga is legal round here you would think twice saying what you are saying.
Taking tests is your thing, Bwiti doesn’t need blood test or liver test I have my own test, And how do you know what I ask people or not? Are you spying on me? Have you seen my treatment? Or
treatment questioner?  Have you seen other people treatments?
Talk is cheap!

What you are claiming is rude, your treatment isn’t the best in the world!your treatment isn’t yours anyways.
All you have is from someone else, if Howard wouldn’t say “you need to take tests” how would you know?

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Marc Scott Emery [mailto:marc@cannabisculture.com] 
Verzonden: zaterdag 14 februari 2004 22:40
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] Sara Glatt – I saved Your Ingrateful Ass

Sara Glatt,

You are a very ungrateful and disturbed person.

I hardly knew you when, at Dana Beal’s request, I gave you $4,000 as a gift so you could treat patients again after you got busted growing marijuana illegally with stolen electricity in your treatment ‘facility’. I actually saved you when no one else would. You wouldn’t be treating people today if it weren’t for me.

Ever since I have given you that money, you have been a mean spirited, jaded, ugly, rotten speaking misanthrope of a person to me and on this listserve. You are nuts! You shouldn’t be anywhere near delicate people who need help. (And by the way, you don’t do any blood tests or heartscans on patients, do you? Real safety & efficacy going on in your illegal little treatment house! Oh, and I believe you charge at least $1,000+ per person… should I call you a fly-by-night capitalist exploiter in addition to being rude as all hell?)

But by the way, I certainly have cleaned up shit and vomit, hell, I cleaned up YOUR SHIT to the tune of $4,000.

Rotten woman!

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: Sara Glatt [mailto:sara119@xs4all.nl] 
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 1:46 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Have you visited all the ibogaine treatments in this world?
You don’t know what you are talking about.how can you claim things you haven’t seen, did you talk to patients of other providers?

Well, in any case Sandra is going to replay differently then you are.
She probably will say that you administer it and leave the dirty job for the others,
I wonder if you clean anyone from vomit or shit.

Talk is cheap.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Marc Scott Emery [mailto:marc@cannabisculture.com] 
Verzonden: zaterdag 14 februari 2004 8:08
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House
Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
>If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.


Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston




—– Original Message —– 
From: “Marc Scott Emery” 
To: 
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy


> Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
> the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
> come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
> treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.
>
> www.ibogatherapyhouse.org
>
>
> Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
> anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> —–Original Message—–
> From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
> To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
> Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
> We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
> Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
> titrates
> upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
> Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
> MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
> website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
> course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
> treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
> followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
> We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….
>
> ann
> think@francomm.com
>
>
> —– Original Message —– 
> From: 
> To: 
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
>
> >
> > In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:
> >
> > >Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
> > >
> > >desparate need of help.
> > >
> > >
> > If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
> asking.
> If
> > they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
> desire
> to
> > treat. How do you look for anything these days?
> >
> > Howard
> >
> >
> >
>
>
>
>
>

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From: “Tommy” <tgoodson7@cox.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahum
Date: February 14, 2004 at 8:35:15 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Patrick;  You just saved me a chore that I don’t like and that is to have to
give 3 grown, apparently sophisticated, mature and
highly experienced individuals a good ‘ol fashioned tongue lashing and
mental thrashing for conduct unbecoming of an ILL-BRED, ILL-TEMPERED GILA
MONSTER!!!  This little deadly reptile is a small sized reptile about 12 to
20 inches long and looks like a miniaturized stub tale Komodo Dragon.
Though he is very slow moving he has a deadly BITE!!!.

The animal resides in the West Texas deserts on both sides of the Border in
Texas-Mexican Big-Bend Country and the western U.S. in the Great American
Desert.  I am sure he resides in other deserts of the world.  My DAD used to
tell me about how mean and deadly the GILA-monster was.  That’s when he
would tell me all about the Western Country and how Marijuana grew wild in
the desert and mountain country when he was a kid growing up in West Texas.

He told me about how the cattle and horses grazing wild would get hold of
Marijuana and eat it.  They would get the “blind
staggers” and stumble around stoned!!!  He never told us what the hell ever
happened to them after that so us kids just
assumed the animals just wandered of somewhere and died..  You can imagine
what kind of an impression that made on us kids.  Our imagination would
simply run wild and we passed along some real crazy tales about Marijuana.
I have met several
of those crazy stories in their return loop and they are even better on the
2nd and 3rd time around than when we first initiated them.  We didn’t lie a
lot but we were not particularly familiar with the TRUTH.

Anyway, I have been this list for several years and have developed a
fondness and respect for those 3 individuals.  Now they all 3 have
disappointed me.  I think all 3 of them are great people.  We have too damn
much dissention  in the ranks of the
“DRUG WAR” opponents already; we certainly don’t need difficulty between the
various affective fighters in the movement.
Turn that effort against the VILE DRUG WARRIORS AND THE SPURIOUS DRUG WAR
HYPOCRITES.  We need as
much concentrated effort as possible waged against the D.E.A. and all their
cohorts and we sure don’t need any wasted energy against each other.

So, thank you, Patrick.  Now, Peet, Emery, and Sara let’s get it on with our
common foe and give ’em hell!!!

Tommy Goodson    Pensacola, Fl.   850-476-7199

—– Original Message —–
From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 3:58 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Ahum
;

PeopleS … <Clapping Hands>

Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at once.  We’re supposed
to take turns remember…?

Marc, believe it or not, Preston is actually cool people.  He’s just,
way-fucked and under a lot of stress.  If you ever up treating him,
chances are you’ll actually like him.

Preston, Marc is also cool people.  Although he’s never been there and
done that, he certainly appears to care about the plight of junkies and
the War on Drugs in general.  Bashing him prolly isn’t too productive.

Sara, I’ve never met Sara; though she’s cool people over the phone and has
this loop where she occasionally sounds like the Voice of the Apocalypse.
I’m, just, gonna detour right around this, ‘cuz I dunno any of the facts
regarding alla youz and whut went down (Sara, Marc, Dana) <– since
whatever it is/was, appears to Rise Up from timE to timE.

I’d call everyone on the phone and say this in a soothing tone of voice;
but I’ve got my own priorities, and I’m gonna go get laid now.  I advise
everyone to do same.

Happy Valentine’s Day, God Bless, breath in, breath out, repeat until
dead; and try to remember the LIST RULES:

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/IbogaineList.html

^^^ It ain’t quite done, but close enough for Revision Level 0.1

Patrick

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Join http://forum.johnkerry.com//index.php?showtopic=525&st=660
Date: February 14, 2004 at 8:34:42 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

QUOTE

I disagree dana, it would be very possible for a politician, if elected president, to be in the position to open the gates for a more liberal approach. The statistics are there, the philosophy is there, the media exposure is there. Lets say Mr. President decides he’s happy with his pension, his office and whatever other loot hes gotten along the ride, he does not see any reason to becoming a lobbyist, or any sort of ‘sell out’ token corrupt american politician in a long, even if sporadic line of them. There are some options here to go down in history and try to make a change; good move would be to spring something during the 2nd term campaign if the numbers were looking badly. Also maybe at the victory speech; maybe at the first state of the union. With the media exposure the president gets it would be easy, bring the issue to light, head to head with conflicting view points.

I’m not sure what you’re after here. Just what would a speech or executive order do? Are you saying John Kerry can get in and simply “declare peace?” How would that work? I presume you understand that the GOP would ALSO have to lose control of the Congress and Senate, and that the new democratic majority would have to consist of Kucinich and Conyers, and not the same democrats who passed the laws we’re functioning under now. (Biden’s despicable preformance sneaking the RAVE Act in thru the “Amber Alert” bill comes to mind.) Otherwise the President can propose whatever he wants, but he has to enforce the laws that are on the books. Otherwise, unilateral moves like an executive order to reschedule marijuana so as to effectively legalize it would be overruled by the Republicans passing a law.

(I don’t think you appreciate how much interference the Clinton administration was running for medical marijuana by suing California after passage of 215 instead of coming in like gangbusters and arresting everyone in sight right from the start, a la Ashcroft. BTW, Dennis Peron is switching >from Kucinich to Kerry because Dennis says he’d elect Attila the Hun to get rid of Bush. You gotta admit Kerry is preferable to Attila the Hun!)

My approach is much more specific and strategic at the same time. Get Kerry to supply just enough Presidential attention to get Ibogaine or at least 18 MC through the FDA approval process, so that it automatically is rescheduled to 2 or 3. That means clinical trials that demonstrate efficacy and shift the current risk/benefit ratio.

Not only does this mean real medical treatment for addiction (including alcohol and cigarettes) finally replaces the brainwashing techniques that now masquerade as “treatment” (which is what’s wrong with that “prevention and treatment” nonsense frequently quoted here), it also begins the process of re-assessing the entire system and the political re-habilitation of the advocates of Dutch “market separation” who get credit for introducing ibogaine into the mix.

QUOTE

Despite billions spent yearly on the drug war, addiction is up.

Addiction is a medical and moral problem that should be treated by professionals, not dumped on the criminal justice system.

Vinegar Ben sent me the following from Scotland, which suggests how pushing the ibogaine would open up other vectors of change–

Fri 13 Feb 2004

On wrong track with drug fight

Kevin Williamson

“WHEN the Evening News ran a front page story a few days ago confirming that the number of heroin injectors in Edinburgh had doubled in the last five years, a collective shiver must surely have run up the spine of the Scottish capital.

“A doubling in the number of injecting heroin users means that property-related crime in Edinburgh – more than half of which is directly related to heroin addiction – will have increased accordingly.

“It will have meant that an even greater number of addicts have ended up selling heroin, or other drugs such as cannabis, to fund their addictions, and this chemical version of pyramid selling will continue to cause an increase in the number of young people in our city coming into contact with heroin.

“It will have meant more gangsters and criminals muscling in on the city’s flourishing heroin trade – with the inevitable upward spiral of violence this will bring in its wake. This too has been well reported on in the News in the last few years.

“It will have meant more drug deaths, more overdoses, more overstretched health and social services, and longer queues at chemists as more and more desperate addicts try to contain their craving with heroin substitutes such as methadone.

“Predictably, and depressingly, the inevitable platitudes and crocodile tears have been forthcoming from government politicians and professional anti-drug campaigners who don’t have the courage to admit their strategy for dealing with problematic drug use hasn’t so much failed but spontaneously combusted. Again.

“There may be those who will say it’s easy to be critical with the benefit of hindsight. But I can put my hand on heart and say, not guilty. True, no one likes a smart Alec who says “I told you this would happen” but, with regards to helping our young people avoid the despair and destruction of heroin addiction, the social stakes are now too high not to look backwards to see who got this wrong – and why.

“With uncanny timing, almost exactly five years before this month’s shocking front page story, the Evening News published an article I had written arguing that the latest Government drugs crackdown would do nothing to tackle Scotland’s heroin menace.

“Five years later the number of injecting heroin addicts in Edinburgh has doubled. And during those five bleak years friends of mine, like friends of so many others in Scotland, have died from heroin overdoses.

“THIS is why I won’t stand by quietly and let politicians shrug their shoulders and dishonestly claim they are on the right track. They are not. They are making it worse. And they know it.

“I argued in 1999 that the creation of a Scottish Drug Enforcement Agency was a waste of public money and was part of a failed national drugs strategy that has exacerbated rather than tackled Scotland’s drug problems. Despite PR claims, for the last five years the SDEA has been an expensive white elephant at best, a cosmetic exercise in fooling the public at worst.

“To explain: in no single year since 1999 has the total amount of illegal drugs seized in Scotland been accurately valued at more than £60 million. This is despite the collective efforts of the SDEA, local police forces, Customs and Excise, drug squads and other agencies. To put this into perspective, the cannabis market in the Lothians alone is estimated to be around £50m a year. And that’s just cannabis. In the Lothians. The total illegal drug market in Scotland has been conservatively estimated to be no less than £2 billion a year (excluding the lucrative tobacco and alcohol smuggling operations).

“In other words, the law enforcement agencies are taking less than five per cent of the total illegal drugs off the streets of Scotland. This is worth remembering when every relatively insignificant drug bust is wrongly presented as “another success” in the war against drugs.

“This should have alarm bells ringing in everyone’s heads. Drug enforcement agencies must be one of the last remaining areas of public spending where taxpayers’ money is thrown at a problem but which gets no results and has little accountability (and I challenge any government politician or senior law enforcement officer to publicly question or debate, in the pages of this newspaper, the accuracy and validity of these statistics).

“I also argued in 1999 that the heroin problem would get worse unless cannabis was removed from the black market. This sensible policy, such as they have enacted in Holland with their coffee shop system, would help drive a wedge between use of the two drugs. Addicts often sell cannabis to fund their addictions, the two cultures overlap, and therefore more young people have crossed over from smoking cannabis to smoking heroin off the foil. The Evening News story last week confirmed what most drug workers always feared would happen. Many of those who occasionally smoked heroin have ended up addicted, and have then moved on to inject because less heroin is wasted that way and the hit is stronger.

“But regardless of the damage heroin is doing to our communities, the politicians continue to leave the huge black market in cannabis in the hands of violent criminals at the top, as well as many heroin addicts at street level, thereby exposing more young people to heroin, as well as wasting police time and public money in what has become nothing more than a cosmetic exercise in law and order posturing.

“THE scale of opiate addiction in Scotland is nothing short of a national emergency and should be treated as such. Last year, official statistics recorded 380 drug deaths in Scotland. This has surpassed one drug death per day in Scotland for the first time ever. This figure too has almost doubled since the 200 Scottish drug deaths per year I quoted in that 1999 article.

“I argued that in order to break the cycle of crime, overdosing and degrading destructive lifestyles we should enact emergency measures to get heroin addicts into treatment. We should be providing clean needles, an effective network of rehab and counselling services, and prescribe pharmaceutical heroin to all registered addicts. This would not only collapse the black market in heroin but it would also help stabilise both the lives of addicts as well as our heroin-ravaged communities.”

–Substitute Ibogaine for heroin and methadone maintenance (more than half the referrals I make are people trying to get off the methadone they got onto to get off smack in the first place) and you not only have something that’s more acceptable than maintenance to the public because you’re not just putting people on an addictive drug for the rest of their lives, you’re also infusing cannabis scenes with THE vital chip of information that will help them to repel heroin and beat back heroin, coke and crystal meth inroads when they occur.

So what’s the hitch?

On the Ibogaine list [To join the Mindvox ibogaine list just send an email to ibogaine-subscribe@mindvox.com if you please. Nothing more to it. You don’t have to write anything in the subject or text area.] there’s currently a thread arguing about whether folks should fly to Vancouver for free treatments at Cannabis Culture publisher Marc Emery’s Ibogaine treatment facility, or whether the expense is prohibitive and we ought to open up satellite clinics in Windsor and Montreal. The following is from some one trying to detox from methadone in Ann Arbor who doesn’t have $500 for a plane ticket, and gives you some idea of the hurdles we face even when people DO know, or think they know, about Ibogaine:

QUOTE

It pisses me off because the county i live in will pay $2000 dollars for inpatient treatment and i am gonna go and kick cold ass turkey but “explicative deleted” $500 dollars for ibogaine no way and i actually brought it up to them and actually they said others had and they said “why would we let you take another drug when your trying to get off one–especially a psychedelic that is far more harmful than LSD is.”

Aside from showing how institutions resist new ideas (Ibogaine is actually safer than acid because you can’t flip out on it), the kernal of truth here is that Ibogaine should be available in every city on a subsidized basis for every addict who needs it, and then the prohibitionists who derided it as just another drug will get their comeupence, lose their political monopoly, and lose their power to resist additional reforms.

I’d like to end this with a gentle reminder on what is at stake in November–that Kerry IS on record as opposing Ashcroft’s crackdown on medical marijuana in states that have legalized it:

QUOTE

MEDICAL MARIJUANA
Mr. Attorney General, Listen to the Doctors and Patients
John Ashcroft, meet a cancer victim
Kate Scannell
Sunday, February 16, 2003

I want John Ashcroft to leave his desk, come into the chemotherapy suite and participate in the real consequences of his choices. I want him to meet the bald, frail woman lying in the hospital bed next to mine in the chemotherapy suite. I want this 70-year-old woman to ask him the same medical question she asked me.

Because I was a cancer patient receiving chemotherapy at the same hospital where I worked, the women with whom I shared the suite quickly surmised that I was also a doctor. The clues were obvious: the colleagues dropping by, the “doctor” salutations from co-workers and the odd coincidence that one of my suite mates was also one of my patients.

I braced myself for this woman’s question, both wanting to make myself available to her but also wishing that the world could forget that I was a doctor for the moment. After receiving my cancer diagnosis, dealing with surgery and chemotherapy and grappling with insistent reminders of my mortality, I had no desire to think about medicine or to experience myself as a physician in that oncology suite. And besides, the chemotherapy, anti- nauseants, sleep medications and prednisone were hampering my ability to think clearly.

So, after a gentle disclaimer about my clinical capabilities, I said I’d do my best to answer her question. She shoved her IV line out of the way and, with great effort and discomfort, rolled on her side to face me. Her belly was a pendulous sack bloated with ovarian cancer cells, and her eyes were vacant of any light. She became short of breath from the task of turning toward me.

“Tell me,” she managed, “Do you think marijuana could help me? I feel so sick.”

I winced. I knew about her wretched pain, her constant nausea and all the prescription drugs that had failed her – some of which also made her more constipated, less alert and even more nauseous. I knew about the internal derangements of chemotherapy, the terrible feeling that a toxic swill is invading your bones, destroying your gut and softening your brain. I knew this woman was dying a prolonged and miserable death.

And, from years of clinical experience, I – like many other doctors – also knew that marijuana could actually help her. From working with AIDS and cancer patients, I repeatedly saw how marijuana could ameliorate a patient’s debilitating fatigue, restore appetite, diminish pain, remedy nausea, cure vomiting and curtail down-to-the-bone weight loss. I could firmly attest to its benefits and wager the likelihood that it would decrease her suffering.

Still, federal law has forbidden doctors to recommend or prescribe marijuana to patients. In fact, in 1988 the Drug Enforcement Agency even rejected one of its own administrative law judge’s conclusions supporting medicinal marijuana, after two full years of hearings on the issue. Judge Francis Young recommended the change on grounds that “marijuana, in its natural form, is one of the safest therapeutically active substances known to man,” and that it offered a “currently accepted medical use in treatment.”

Doctors see all sorts of social injustices that are written on the human body, one person at a time. We see poverty manifest as a young father who suffered a stroke because he could not afford cholesterol-lowering medications.

We see racism and sexism evident in the dearth of research that could specify whether our hypertensive patient might respond differently to standard treatments based on white male norms. We see the desperate and damaged homeless arrive in emergency rooms to receive health care on a crisis-to- crisis basis that rarely ever offers cure.

These social injustices are gargantuan problems that cannot be fixed in the clinic, and their remedies can only come from broad public reform. But this one – the rote denial of a palliative care drug like marijuana to people with serious illness – smacks of pure cruelty precisely because it is so easily remediable, precisely because it prioritizes service to a cold political agenda over the distressed lives and deaths of real human beings.

The federal obsession with a political agenda that keeps marijuana out of the hands of sick and dying people is appalling and irrational. Washington bureaucrats – far removed from the troubled bedsides of sick and dying patients – are ignoring what patients and doctors and health care workers are telling them about real world suffering. The federal refusal to honor public referendums like California’s voter-approved Medical Marijuana Initiative is as bewildering as it is ominous. Its refusal to listen to doctors groups like the California Medical Association that support compassionate use of medical marijuana is chilling.

In a society that has witnessed extensive positive experiences with medicinal marijuana, as long as it is safe and not proven to be ineffective, why -shouldn’t seriously ill patients have access to it? Why should an old woman be made to die a horrible death for a hollow political symbol?

I want Attorney General Aschroft to wipe the vomit off this woman’s chest, help lift her belly so she -doesn’t hurt as much when she rolls onto her back, and explain straight to her grimacing face why she -can’t try marijuana. I want him to tell me why it does not matter to him that almost every sick and dying patient I’ve ever known who’s tried medical marijuana experienced a kinder death. Face to face, I want him to explain all these things to her and to me and to the heartbroken family who is standing by.

Kate Scannell is a doctor in Oakland who is co-director of the Northern California Ethics Department of Kaiser-Permanente.

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Personally, I LOVE your differences
Date: February 14, 2004 at 8:24:16 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

“PeopleS … <Clapping Hands>

Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at once.  We’re supposed
to take turns remember…? ”

LMAO!!!! So sorry to laugh because this argument is not funny but Patricks above statement was! In fact, I LOVED his entire post.
All junkies are different.
I know personally it is harder for me to hustle $$ together now than it was in my youth, which was the most reckless time of my addiction.
I do agree with whoever said you appreciate the things you pay for more than the handouts but that is just how I feel at this present time. Some handouts I have had in the past may have saved my life….I don’t know.

I do LOVE this list. I don’t understand some of the posts as I have never seen any of you folk in the flesh so some of them are personal but that’s okay! The good, informative ones make up for the one’s I don’t understand.
This list has motivated me to research Ibogaine and has give me hope that their may be a treatment option that will work for me.
I went in a downward spiral for 12 years trying and failing at he 12 step AA/NA approach to treating addiction. I gave it my best shot but it never worked.
I have now been on Methadone for 7 years and considered it a miracle as I have returned to near normal….on the outside.
My insides are still a flutter with fear, guilt, dependence, obsession and on and on.
I found this list a few months ago and I am alive with new hope!

Please people…I hope you can ‘fight this one out’ and then let it go. Let it go or it will affect how you treat other addicts.
Anger and resentment eat you alive if you hold on to them.
I bet you are all great folk! You are all different with different approaches and ideas and I think that is the key to treating addiction!

Peace to all and thanks!
Callie

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Portuguese webpage
Date: February 14, 2004 at 8:23:21 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/15/04 12:43:02 AM, dana@cures-not-wars.org writes:

The Brazilian’s doctor who has been doing some research on Ibogaine
is Mr. Bruno  Rasmussen Chaves:

daniras@argon.com.br

He is actually the first and only one having a webpage on Ibogaine in
Portuguese.

Thanks for the reminder.  I had his old web page address and had to search
for Dr. Chaves’s new ibogaine web page.

http://www.argon.com.br/usuarios/dr.Bruno/ibo.htm

Howard

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Ahum
Date: February 14, 2004 at 8:09:07 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey , thanks Patrick ,you cool people too.
Never mind what happened that’s long time ago,
But now is now and it’s time to agree that we come from earth and we go
back
To the earth and I especially will not take anything to my grave so
If I had the money I would give the $500 dollars with some agreement,
After all when that person will be clean he would be shining his
positive energy to us and will say how wonderful it is to have a dream
come true,clean clean.
How can we count how much one’s life worth?
I have no idea about that Patrick.
Do you think every life is equal and should be treated with respect?
You must be rich too ,hey,being rich, How much money do I need to have
To be able to talk shit and still be respected?
I know you can make a quick calculation right there, Patrick I wish you
a very joyful time.
Ahummmmmm and Harry Christmas.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Patrick K. Kroupa [mailto:digital@phantom.com]
Verzonden: zaterdag 14 februari 2004 22:58
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] Ahum

PeopleS … <Clapping Hands>

Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at once.  We’re
supposed
to take turns remember…?

Marc, believe it or not, Preston is actually cool people.  He’s just,
way-fucked and under a lot of stress.  If you ever up treating him,
chances are you’ll actually like him.

Preston, Marc is also cool people.  Although he’s never been there and
done that, he certainly appears to care about the plight of junkies and
the War on Drugs in general.  Bashing him prolly isn’t too productive.

Sara, I’ve never met Sara; though she’s cool people over the phone and
has
this loop where she occasionally sounds like the Voice of the
Apocalypse.
I’m, just, gonna detour right around this, ‘cuz I dunno any of the facts
regarding alla youz and whut went down (Sara, Marc, Dana) <– since
whatever it is/was, appears to Rise Up from timE to timE.

I’d call everyone on the phone and say this in a soothing tone of voice;
but I’ve got my own priorities, and I’m gonna go get laid now.  I advise
everyone to do same.

Happy Valentine’s Day, God Bless, breath in, breath out, repeat until
dead; and try to remember the LIST RULES:

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/IbogaineList.html

^^^ It ain’t quite done, but close enough for Revision Level 0.1

Patrick

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Ahum
Date: February 14, 2004 at 8:01:42 PM EST
To: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>

Ok Patrick,
I’ve said my final piece to Marc. I don’t want him anywhere near me with
ibogaine though.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:58 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Ahum

PeopleS … <Clapping Hands>

Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at once.  We’re supposed
to take turns remember…?

Marc, believe it or not, Preston is actually cool people.  He’s just,
way-fucked and under a lot of stress.  If you ever up treating him,
chances are you’ll actually like him.

Preston, Marc is also cool people.  Although he’s never been there and
done that, he certainly appears to care about the plight of junkies and
the War on Drugs in general.  Bashing him prolly isn’t too productive.

Sara, I’ve never met Sara; though she’s cool people over the phone and has
this loop where she occasionally sounds like the Voice of the Apocalypse.
I’m, just, gonna detour right around this, ‘cuz I dunno any of the facts
regarding alla youz and whut went down (Sara, Marc, Dana) <– since
whatever it is/was, appears to Rise Up from timE to timE.

I’d call everyone on the phone and say this in a soothing tone of voice;
but I’ve got my own priorities, and I’m gonna go get laid now.  I advise
everyone to do same.

Happy Valentine’s Day, God Bless, breath in, breath out, repeat until
dead; and try to remember the LIST RULES:

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/IbogaineList.html

^^^ It ain’t quite done, but close enough for Revision Level 0.1

Patrick

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Preston changed this heading for obvious reasons
Date: February 14, 2004 at 7:58:41 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Marc Emory wrote >Our costs per patient (and by the way, we take every
applicant who can fill out the paperwork and actually get here) are thus:<

Thanks Marc, that explains the costs very succinctly, and I appreciate your
making this clear for me, as I genuinely didn’t know what was involved that
would amount to your stated $2500 and now I do. And it was so easy to
explain in a civil tone to me too. Amazing how easily I read that, and
soaked it in and understood and haven’t any problem with it at all.

Our activities against prohibition are among the most successful in the
world.<

Marc, besides what sounded to me like “oh, look how grand I am” comments
from you, I am STILL glad you are doing what you do for the reform movement.
I don’t see much success at all yet in ending prohibition, but that isn’t
your fault at all, nor anyone’s in the movement that I can see. We all must
fight a huge variety of battles on a huge variety of fronts, and you are
doing a lot more in terms of monetary stuff than I, that is for sure. I
applaud you for that. I still don’t think it’s working so well, and that
perhaps since you are so hot on the ibogaine thing that perhaps instead of
telling some poor junky that if he really is ready to get treated he can
find $500 or he’s a looser making excuses, you could, MAYBE, put some money
towards that sort of thing too- helping those who can’t even afford that
with airfare. It ain’t my business whether you do or not, but I’ve made it
my business to respond to your initial comment.

Back to ibogaine, as far as I know, none of our patients have any money
at all, only one of the 35 we have treated  had more than $100 in
savings. Some had to struggle to get here, but they did. They obviously
have more couyrage than you believe you can pull together.<

Ok, thanks for the clarification. I don’t see what obtaining the money to
get to IbogaHouse has to do with courage, but that’s cool, you seem to.
Actually, it would take a lot of courage for me to put myself at your mercy
now, seeing the reaction to my voicing in print an honest disagreement to
one thing you said that I had. I think you are way too hot a hothead
personally to go anywhere near you treating me – I am way taken aback at the
hostility on both your part and on the part of Randy with his “Preston’s
being arrogant” comment, which is even more puzzling to me.

I think you are in love with whining and your own self-absorbed pathetic
life.<

Excuse me, what’s whining about wondering why you think a junky is a looser
making excuses if they can’t come up with the airfare to see you?

I am thankful other persons with substance problems can pull
together more courage to save themselves than you are willing to muster.<

You’ve got a really high opinion of yourself that leaves me laughing on the
floor, except when I’m really pissed off at your arrogance and…

Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.<

What smug remarks are those Marc? I also think the presumption is going both
ways here Marc.

Would I lend my son $500 for a different treatment? A lot more than
$500, I would think, and it would be a gift, not a loan.<

Then you have a much bigger heart than my parents ever did. Am I bitter? No,
but it does show me why you think a junky should be able to come up with
airfare or they are a looser making excuses.
I’m glad for your son, glad to hear he’s doing well and enjoying life.
This is nice to hear amongst the anger and, what was the comment, laying on
of negativity?

Preston, we treat ANYONE who can fill out the paperwork, gets a blood
test and heart scan, and gets to their appointment at Iboga House.
Period. None of them have money.<

Then I do beg your pardon for that comment about the rich and well off
needing treatment. It wasn’t exactly pertinent, except that it pertains to
my wondering about why you think airfare is something a junky should come up
with to come see you or suffer being a looser making excuses in your mind.

Hell, I would
probably even treat you, ungrateful, reprehensible person that you are,<

Don’t worry, I’m not going to ask Marc, so you won’t have to put yourself
out.

You would, no doubt, be a great test for me, turning someone
so bitter and angry into productive and positive.<

Honest LOL. I guess we’ll never find out and I’ll have to continue being so
bitter and angry and unproductive and negative.
Darn.
Ok, on one last serious note- I am sorry this thread devolved into such
a flameout. I simply found the initial comment puzzling and a bit
off-putting, to me, personally, stating my own humble opinion, no one elses
that I know of. I figured that the Marc Emory I’d hear about and read
comments by, head of a large multi-media corporation and seedbank, not to
mention whatever else you’ve got your fingers in, could handle an open and
honest disagreement and might even sanely and maturely reply without rancor,
but I was mistaken. I don’t need to call you any names or tell you what I
think of your personally, it doesn’t matter. But I do know a lot more about
you now, while it’s obvious you know next to nothing about me, and I’m glad
of it on both counts.
Be safe, be well, and I hope everything continues in a smooth and
unstressful way for everyone involved in the IbogaHouse, including you, and
that things get only better for all concerned.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:27 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome

Preston,

Our costs per patient (and by the way, we take every applicant who can
fill out the paperwork and actually get here) are thus:

24 hour supervision with 3 full time staff per patient (8 hour shifts/24
hours, $10 per hour) for 5 days = $1,200

A follow-up staff member who calls the patients afterward to check up on
them, $200 per week = $200

The rent is $350 per patient = $350

Ibogaine averages $300 per patient = $300

Food for patient, electrical, phone, laundry, pick up and return to
airport = $150 per patient

Maintenance of the website, printing of brochures, buying new blankets,
books, music, etc. for patient in recovery = $100 per patient

Oh, and there are other costs too, but we’re already up to $2,300 per
patient there.

Our activities against prohibition are among the most successful in the
world. I have given money and seen the release of over 40 people from
jails around the world who otherwise might have languished for further
days, months, years in jail. I am a heavy contributor to most ballot
initiatives for legalization, the Global Marijuana March, the current US
election, the upcoming Canadian election.

Back to ibogaine, as far as I know, none of our patients have any money
at all, only one of the 35 we have treated  had more than $100 in
savings. Some had to struggle to get here, but they did. They obviously
have more couyrage than you believe you can pull together.

I think you are in love with whining and your own self-absorbed pathetic
life. I am thankful other persons with substance problems can pull
together more courage to save themselves than you are willing to muster.
Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.

Would I lend my son $500 for a different treatment? A lot more than
$500, I would think, and it would be a gift, not a loan. But after three
ibogaine treatments over the past 18 months, he’s doing better than he
has ever done, difficult days as there still are for him, since he
discovered heroin at age 16. He has only lapsed on two occasions (once
each) over the last 12 months. He has had his apartment for over a year
now without incident. His life is pretty stable considering how he once
lived on methadone/heroin.

In regards this remark:

The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.<<<

Preston, we treat ANYONE who can fill out the paperwork, gets a blood
test and heart scan, and gets to their appointment at Iboga House.
Period. None of them have money. I haven’t seen it. Hell, I would
probably even treat you, ungrateful, reprehensible person that you are,
although I have liked all but one of the patients we have treated so
far, they are (with that one exception) individuals I came to like and
care about. You would, no doubt, be a great test for me, turning someone
so bitter and angry into productive and positive.

Most of the patients have been Americans, but we are trying to make the
mix 50% Canadians, 50% Americans.

$500 is the most it would cost for a return flight from Florida or New
York to Vancouver. If you lived in California, Oregon, Washington it
could cost much less.

Marc Emery
www.IbogaTherapyHouse.org

—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:15 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get
at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of
being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other
problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to
see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t
fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote
I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what
I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed,
begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could
do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I
have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and
been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to
but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an
institution, or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were
wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second
$500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and
all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment
that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are
you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious
about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole
way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there,
but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years,
and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have
to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the
one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you
strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could
get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would
you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling
you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as
an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once
when I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in
Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug
for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes
in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when
I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me
$500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer
ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up
with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think
easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just
use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on
with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but
I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently
causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my
brutally
fucked up back).

I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful
and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or
bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and
not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying
you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of
speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put
it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me
too. Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I
mean, I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people
sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free,
you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship
examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m
wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything
involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want
to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how
much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has
money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle
it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to
tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to
work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at
Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another
fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d
have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to
stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they
both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve
ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time,
but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of
course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect
different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will
call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions,
beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up
at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Portuguese webpage
Date: February 14, 2004 at 7:42:35 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

From: sousasuzana@hotmail.com

Hey Dana,

The Brazilian’s doctor who has been doing some research on Ibogaine is Mr. Bruno  Rasmussen Chaves:

daniras@argon.com.br

He is actually the first and only one having a webpage on Ibogaine in Portuguese.

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD
Date: February 14, 2004 at 7:29:55 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I do want to say that the resentment between peoples saddens me, it seems
it only aids the regulatory authorities in dividing and concouring us and
our sinceer belief in the gift of iboga(ine).<M

Again, I apologize for my own side of the negative thread and say I agree
with the above, in that fighting between ourselves doesn’t help any.
But I still feel the same- that Marc’s initial comment to Rik sounded
callous and I still wonder why he feels that if a junky can’t come up with
the plane ticket to see him the junky ain’t ready.
That was the whole of my “complaint” but now sadly it’s gone way beyond
that.
Peace,
Preston
—– Original Message —–
From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:41 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD

Well, thanks for the input, but i should have clarified I was really
referring to long lasting opioids like methadone and orlaam.  I have been
exercising consistently even during the main crunch the first 2-3 months;
and when the main sickness slowly subsided in waves, like a stock market
graph, the exhaustion has set in and the 2ndary withdrawal seems more
consistent but just their enough to remind me this is still not completely
over, which is frustrating when their is SO MUCH TO GET DONE, because it’s
already suppossed to be over and done with so I can focus on piecing the
areas of my life back to where they need to be, which i’m finding is a very
tall order when the imaginary or 2ndary sickness stays so very consistent.
I am exhausted from this whole journey through the depths of a 263ml kick.
But one thing is certain, the iboga took away a large portion of the
unimaginable sickness that would have been there without the help of iboga.
At what point do I say, ok this is as good as it is going to get and i need
to just get through the shit and keep the shit to myself, hell, i’m tired of
hearing myself complain about it so I seldome bring it up to anyone.
I do want to say that the resentment between peoples saddens me, it seems it
only aids the regulatory authorities in dividing and concouring us and our
sinceer belief in the gift of iboga(ine).  I’m afraid that it is resentment
neither parties involved trust one another enough to promote a healthy
dialoge that could encourage unity for what we all want: TO GET THIS
SOLUTION TO THE PEOPLE WHO NEED IT.  But it seems patents, self-interest,
and personal attacks seem to be the order of the day, perhaps the spirit of
iboga could teach us a few things, last one to the patient office for iboga
for non-drug related theray is a rotten egg.  I wish so much we could work
together, but it doesn’t look like that will happen anytime soon, which is
really too bad.

Also, what would be the ideal training to become an iboga provider, besides
the obvious intern, which I think is a good idea to intern at more then one>
Any suggestion?

I hope everyone is doing well and staying strong.  I agree that the slower a
methadone patient goes down the easier it will be.  I crazy ass causious
when it comes to that, I would go down more then 1 ml every 3 weeks, to
stabalize a bit between going down again, so the sickness doesn’t add up and
feedback and multiply; I found it was very easy for me to go down too
quickly and end up bitting off more then I could chew.  As far as money
goes, I was able to get to YVR with my tax return, I had been unemployeed
for quite some time and had to hustle a bit, but if you aren’t hurting
anyone(i don’t think Marc was saying go do some violent crime to get the
money to recover; but considering the legal risks of even buying heroin
(felony), selling a little herb to get $500 is I wouldn’t say is that risky
considering most of our pasts.  I cannot speak for Marc, but I assume that
he means that if a addict/junky wants to kick the habit bad enough, they
will think outside of the box.  I can’t get into the fact that Marc hasn’t
tried iboga on himself, but I think that has it’s advantages and
disadvatages, but his staff has taken iboga so they are familier with the
experience personally.  I do think the fact Tim Leary took what he promoted,
prevented ‘mainstream’ America from listening and understanding, so it gives
a certain objectivity that non-drug users need to be sure of what ever they
have to be sure of to actually listen to the facts.  Becasue once the
non-drug using public understands the facts of this, it all goes downhill
from their.  Why do we not talk to normal to get a pre-written letter on
their site for their members to choose and send to their representative.
I’ve gotten my TX(R)Joe Biden to talk directly to the NIH regarding iboga by
sending a simply e-mail.  We can work more with our alies to get the tv only
watching public to understand that addicts/junkies and thier families are
suffering from that which can be prevented.

I appoligize if I’m out of line by all this, I look forward to any input
anyone may have, because I sure as hell don’t have it figured out: )

-Jason Bursey
http://mineralwellsindex.com/articles/2004/02/02/news/letters_to_the_editor/letters03.txt
—–Original Message—–
From: D H [mailto:dave@phantom.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004, 11:51 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD

well for me its like this: if i can distract myself with (exercise, bath,
shower, sex, tv, whatever) and the symptoms go AWAY (for more than 15
seconds – 5minutes), then its prolly all in my head.

If I try the above and I become violently ill, sweating and shivering and
uncontrollably start fantasizing large volumes of heroin flowing thru my
viens, then I am most likely experiencing withdrawal.

-dh

On 2/14/2004, “deartheo@ziplip.com” <deartheo@ziplip.com> wrote:

Can anyone with experience explain how you can tell the difference
between
what’s called ‘secondary withdrawal’ and simply a mental projection of a
physical sickness (all in your head) in regards to opioids?

—–Original Message—–
From: D H [mailto:dave@phantom.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004, 9:35 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] test

this is a test

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome
Date: February 14, 2004 at 7:04:26 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

and on one othe rn ote before I do cool off, someone just called me a little
while ago to urge me to be “nice” to Marc Emory because he might be the one
to dose me one day- like I’d let Marc Emory and his attitude anywhere near
me with powerful psychedelics. Sorry, I really honestly like and respect the
person who called, but with the last note from Emory I have exactly zero
respect or liking for whatsoever and he can soak his mean and rotton, in
need of medicating head.
But I do apologize for cursing on the list at him.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:56 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man
Syndrome

Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.<

I’ll continue to attempt politeness, though I don’t know why-
Oh, no, never mind, Fuck off Marc.

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:27 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome

Preston,

Our costs per patient (and by the way, we take every applicant who can
fill out the paperwork and actually get here) are thus:

24 hour supervision with 3 full time staff per patient (8 hour shifts/24
hours, $10 per hour) for 5 days = $1,200

A follow-up staff member who calls the patients afterward to check up on
them, $200 per week = $200

The rent is $350 per patient = $350

Ibogaine averages $300 per patient = $300

Food for patient, electrical, phone, laundry, pick up and return to
airport = $150 per patient

Maintenance of the website, printing of brochures, buying new blankets,
books, music, etc. for patient in recovery = $100 per patient

Oh, and there are other costs too, but we’re already up to $2,300 per
patient there.

Our activities against prohibition are among the most successful in the
world. I have given money and seen the release of over 40 people from
jails around the world who otherwise might have languished for further
days, months, years in jail. I am a heavy contributor to most ballot
initiatives for legalization, the Global Marijuana March, the current US
election, the upcoming Canadian election.

Back to ibogaine, as far as I know, none of our patients have any money
at all, only one of the 35 we have treated  had more than $100 in
savings. Some had to struggle to get here, but they did. They obviously
have more couyrage than you believe you can pull together.

I think you are in love with whining and your own self-absorbed pathetic
life. I am thankful other persons with substance problems can pull
together more courage to save themselves than you are willing to muster.
Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.

Would I lend my son $500 for a different treatment? A lot more than
$500, I would think, and it would be a gift, not a loan. But after three
ibogaine treatments over the past 18 months, he’s doing better than he
has ever done, difficult days as there still are for him, since he
discovered heroin at age 16. He has only lapsed on two occasions (once
each) over the last 12 months. He has had his apartment for over a year
now without incident. His life is pretty stable considering how he once
lived on methadone/heroin.

In regards this remark:

The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.<<<

Preston, we treat ANYONE who can fill out the paperwork, gets a blood
test and heart scan, and gets to their appointment at Iboga House.
Period. None of them have money. I haven’t seen it. Hell, I would
probably even treat you, ungrateful, reprehensible person that you are,
although I have liked all but one of the patients we have treated so
far, they are (with that one exception) individuals I came to like and
care about. You would, no doubt, be a great test for me, turning someone
so bitter and angry into productive and positive.

Most of the patients have been Americans, but we are trying to make the
mix 50% Canadians, 50% Americans.

$500 is the most it would cost for a return flight from Florida or New
York to Vancouver. If you lived in California, Oregon, Washington it
could cost much less.

Marc Emery
www.IbogaTherapyHouse.org

—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:15 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get
at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of
being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other
problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to
see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t
fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote
I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what
I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed,
begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could
do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I
have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and
been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to
but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an
institution, or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were
wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second
$500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and
all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment
that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are
you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious
about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole
way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there,
but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years,
and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have
to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the
one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you
strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could
get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would
you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling
you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as
an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once
when I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in
Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug
for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes
in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when
I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me
$500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer
ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up
with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think
easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just
use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on
with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but
I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently
causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my
brutally
fucked up back).

I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful
and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or
bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and
not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying
you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of
speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put
it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me
too. Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I
mean, I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people
sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free,
you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship
examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m
wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything
involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want
to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how
much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has
money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle
it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to
tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to
work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at
Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another
fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d
have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to
stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they
both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve
ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time,
but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of
course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect
different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will
call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions,
beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up
at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

Do you Yahoo!?
Yahoo! Finance: Get your refund fast by filing online

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome
Date: February 14, 2004 at 7:01:32 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Ok, now I apologize. That wasn’t called for and I don’t need to go there.
That is for sure negative and I am genuinely sorry for loosing my cool.
I’ll respond later once I get my head together and can civilly respond
to Marc Emory’s latest post with the above heading- (and I’m negative?…no,
hold on, I’m doing it again.) I will say that I allowed Marc’s @#%! to send
me into a real spat of anger, and that is silly.
Again, my apologies to all concerned.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 6:56 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man
Syndrome

Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.<

I’ll continue to attempt politeness, though I don’t know why-
Oh, no, never mind, Fuck off Marc.

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:27 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome

Preston,

Our costs per patient (and by the way, we take every applicant who can
fill out the paperwork and actually get here) are thus:

24 hour supervision with 3 full time staff per patient (8 hour shifts/24
hours, $10 per hour) for 5 days = $1,200

A follow-up staff member who calls the patients afterward to check up on
them, $200 per week = $200

The rent is $350 per patient = $350

Ibogaine averages $300 per patient = $300

Food for patient, electrical, phone, laundry, pick up and return to
airport = $150 per patient

Maintenance of the website, printing of brochures, buying new blankets,
books, music, etc. for patient in recovery = $100 per patient

Oh, and there are other costs too, but we’re already up to $2,300 per
patient there.

Our activities against prohibition are among the most successful in the
world. I have given money and seen the release of over 40 people from
jails around the world who otherwise might have languished for further
days, months, years in jail. I am a heavy contributor to most ballot
initiatives for legalization, the Global Marijuana March, the current US
election, the upcoming Canadian election.

Back to ibogaine, as far as I know, none of our patients have any money
at all, only one of the 35 we have treated  had more than $100 in
savings. Some had to struggle to get here, but they did. They obviously
have more couyrage than you believe you can pull together.

I think you are in love with whining and your own self-absorbed pathetic
life. I am thankful other persons with substance problems can pull
together more courage to save themselves than you are willing to muster.
Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.

Would I lend my son $500 for a different treatment? A lot more than
$500, I would think, and it would be a gift, not a loan. But after three
ibogaine treatments over the past 18 months, he’s doing better than he
has ever done, difficult days as there still are for him, since he
discovered heroin at age 16. He has only lapsed on two occasions (once
each) over the last 12 months. He has had his apartment for over a year
now without incident. His life is pretty stable considering how he once
lived on methadone/heroin.

In regards this remark:

The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.<<<

Preston, we treat ANYONE who can fill out the paperwork, gets a blood
test and heart scan, and gets to their appointment at Iboga House.
Period. None of them have money. I haven’t seen it. Hell, I would
probably even treat you, ungrateful, reprehensible person that you are,
although I have liked all but one of the patients we have treated so
far, they are (with that one exception) individuals I came to like and
care about. You would, no doubt, be a great test for me, turning someone
so bitter and angry into productive and positive.

Most of the patients have been Americans, but we are trying to make the
mix 50% Canadians, 50% Americans.

$500 is the most it would cost for a return flight from Florida or New
York to Vancouver. If you lived in California, Oregon, Washington it
could cost much less.

Marc Emery
www.IbogaTherapyHouse.org

—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:15 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get
at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of
being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other
problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to
see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t
fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote
I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what
I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed,
begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could
do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I
have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and
been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to
but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an
institution, or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were
wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second
$500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and
all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment
that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are
you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious
about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole
way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there,
but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years,
and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have
to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the
one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you
strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could
get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would
you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling
you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as
an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once
when I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in
Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug
for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes
in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when
I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me
$500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer
ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up
with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think
easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just
use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on
with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but
I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently
causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my
brutally
fucked up back).

I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful
and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or
bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and
not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying
you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of
speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put
it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me
too. Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I
mean, I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people
sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free,
you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship
examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m
wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything
involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want
to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how
much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has
money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle
it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to
tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to
work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at
Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another
fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d
have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to
stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they
both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve
ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time,
but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of
course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect
different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will
call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions,
beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up
at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

Do you Yahoo!?
Yahoo! Finance: Get your refund fast by filing online

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome
Date: February 14, 2004 at 6:56:44 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.<

I’ll continue to attempt politeness, though I don’t know why-
Oh, no, never mind, Fuck off Marc.

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:27 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome

Preston,

Our costs per patient (and by the way, we take every applicant who can
fill out the paperwork and actually get here) are thus:

24 hour supervision with 3 full time staff per patient (8 hour shifts/24
hours, $10 per hour) for 5 days = $1,200

A follow-up staff member who calls the patients afterward to check up on
them, $200 per week = $200

The rent is $350 per patient = $350

Ibogaine averages $300 per patient = $300

Food for patient, electrical, phone, laundry, pick up and return to
airport = $150 per patient

Maintenance of the website, printing of brochures, buying new blankets,
books, music, etc. for patient in recovery = $100 per patient

Oh, and there are other costs too, but we’re already up to $2,300 per
patient there.

Our activities against prohibition are among the most successful in the
world. I have given money and seen the release of over 40 people from
jails around the world who otherwise might have languished for further
days, months, years in jail. I am a heavy contributor to most ballot
initiatives for legalization, the Global Marijuana March, the current US
election, the upcoming Canadian election.

Back to ibogaine, as far as I know, none of our patients have any money
at all, only one of the 35 we have treated  had more than $100 in
savings. Some had to struggle to get here, but they did. They obviously
have more couyrage than you believe you can pull together.

I think you are in love with whining and your own self-absorbed pathetic
life. I am thankful other persons with substance problems can pull
together more courage to save themselves than you are willing to muster.
Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.

Would I lend my son $500 for a different treatment? A lot more than
$500, I would think, and it would be a gift, not a loan. But after three
ibogaine treatments over the past 18 months, he’s doing better than he
has ever done, difficult days as there still are for him, since he
discovered heroin at age 16. He has only lapsed on two occasions (once
each) over the last 12 months. He has had his apartment for over a year
now without incident. His life is pretty stable considering how he once
lived on methadone/heroin.

In regards this remark:

The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.<<<

Preston, we treat ANYONE who can fill out the paperwork, gets a blood
test and heart scan, and gets to their appointment at Iboga House.
Period. None of them have money. I haven’t seen it. Hell, I would
probably even treat you, ungrateful, reprehensible person that you are,
although I have liked all but one of the patients we have treated so
far, they are (with that one exception) individuals I came to like and
care about. You would, no doubt, be a great test for me, turning someone
so bitter and angry into productive and positive.

Most of the patients have been Americans, but we are trying to make the
mix 50% Canadians, 50% Americans.

$500 is the most it would cost for a return flight from Florida or New
York to Vancouver. If you lived in California, Oregon, Washington it
could cost much less.

Marc Emery
www.IbogaTherapyHouse.org

—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:15 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get
at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of
being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other
problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to
see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t
fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote
I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what
I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed,
begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could
do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I
have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and
been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to
but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an
institution, or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were
wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second
$500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and
all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment
that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are
you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious
about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole
way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there,
but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years,
and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have
to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the
one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you
strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could
get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would
you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling
you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as
an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once
when I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in
Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug
for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes
in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when
I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me
$500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer
ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up
with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think
easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just
use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on
with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but
I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently
causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my
brutally
fucked up back).

I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful
and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or
bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and
not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying
you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of
speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put
it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me
too. Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I
mean, I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people
sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free,
you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship
examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m
wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything
involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want
to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how
much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has
money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle
it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to
tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to
work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at
Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another
fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d
have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to
stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they
both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve
ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time,
but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of
course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect
different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will
call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions,
beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up
at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 14, 2004 at 6:55:25 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

If I were you Preston, I would write Marc an Apology equivalent to this
onslaught of uncalled for criticism.<

I think not Randy, you aren’t me and where do you get off?
(no apologies, just an explaination- I’m tired and not in the mood for
crap.)
I’ll keep this short.
I have expressed my continued respect for what Marc is doing over and over.
I have told him how I personally feel about his first comment and subsequent
comments honestly and without hesitation. I am no sycophant and never will
be. I still feel it’s callous to tell a streetbound or any junky that if
they can’t raise $500 for a plane ticket they don’t wanna really get off
drugs. I think you are reading way too much into what I have been saying
Randy. And I honestly feel that if Marc is the second largest contributor
towards ending prohibition today, maybe the money he’s spending would be
even better spent on the IbogaHouse instead of whatever it’s been spent on,
as prohibition continues at breakneck speed but he’s got what he feels is a
“cure” for at least some people in his hands now.
I was asking what costs $2500, not saying it was too much or little. I
didn’t bring up the number, nor did I bring up the level of contributions.
And I haven’t heard a word to change my mind about any of it.
Sheeze.
But then I tend to look at this differently than do you Randy,
obviously.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Randy Hencken” <randyhencken@hotmail.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 3:58 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Preston,

I feel you are being unnecessarily harsh to Marc.  I understand that $500
is
a lot of money to a lot of people.  However, if they truly feel that
ibogaine is the treatment they want to try then they should do their best
to
arrange the trip to Vancouver.  Marc is an individual trying to help
people
out; he is not a government with responsibilities to help people out.  I
feel that it is wise that his patients have to put in a minimum of effort
to
get to his facility.  From my experience people do not appreciate what
they
get for free.  Another piece of the picture is that ibogaine alone is
certainly not enough to keep somebody clean.  Thus patients need to be
resourceful post-ibo in order to stay clean.  In general, if an addict is
so
bottomed out that they can’t scrounge up a trip to BC, they probably don’t
have much resources to help keep them from relapsing upon their return.

I have no doubt that it costs Marc $2500 a week to treat his patients.
Preston, you have been hanging around this list for longer then me.  I am
surprised at your arrogance/ignorance as to what it really costs to treat
someone with ibogaine.  Sure, ibogaine itself isn’t that expensive, but
when
you start paying for, rent and staff and supplies it all adds up quickly.
Marc’s operation is not a “here are your pills go hang out in a cheap
hotel
room by yourself” sort of deal.

If I were you Preston, I would write Marc an Apology equivalent to this
onslaught of uncalled for criticism.

Peace,
Randy

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: Sat, 14 Feb 2004 14:15:02 -0500

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get
at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of
being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other
problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to
see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t
fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote
I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what
I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed,
begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could
do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I
have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to
but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an institution,
or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were
wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second
$500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment
that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are
you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious
about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole
way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there,
but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years,
and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have
to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the
one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you
strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could
get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling
you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once when
I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in
Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug
for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes
in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when
I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me
$500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer
ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up
with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think
easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on
with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but
I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently
causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my
brutally
fucked up back).

I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful
and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or
bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and
not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying
you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of
speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put
it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me
too.
Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I mean,
I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people
sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free,
you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m
wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything
involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want
to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how
much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has
money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell
an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to
work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at
Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another
fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to
stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve
ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of
course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will
call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions,
beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up
at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD
Date: February 14, 2004 at 6:41:09 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Well, thanks for the input, but i should have clarified I was really referring to long lasting opioids like methadone and orlaam.  I have been exercising consistently even during the main crunch the first 2-3 months; and when the main sickness slowly subsided in waves, like a stock market graph, the exhaustion has set in and the 2ndary withdrawal seems more consistent but just their enough to remind me this is still not completely over, which is frustrating when their is SO MUCH TO GET DONE, because it’s already suppossed to be over and done with so I can focus on piecing the areas of my life back to where they need to be, which i’m finding is a very tall order when the imaginary or 2ndary sickness stays so very consistent.  I am exhausted >from this whole journey through the depths of a 263ml kick.  But one thing is certain, the iboga took away a large portion of the unimaginable sickness that would have been there without the help of iboga.  At what point do I say, ok this is as good as it is going to get and i need to just get through the shit and keep the shit to myself, hell, i’m tired of hearing myself complain about it so I seldome bring it up to anyone.
I do want to say that the resentment between peoples saddens me, it seems it only aids the regulatory authorities in dividing and concouring us and our sinceer belief in the gift of iboga(ine).  I’m afraid that it is resentment neither parties involved trust one another enough to promote a healthy dialoge that could encourage unity for what we all want: TO GET THIS SOLUTION TO THE PEOPLE WHO NEED IT.  But it seems patents, self-interest, and personal attacks seem to be the order of the day, perhaps the spirit of iboga could teach us a few things, last one to the patient office for iboga for non-drug related theray is a rotten egg.  I wish so much we could work together, but it doesn’t look like that will happen anytime soon, which is really too bad.

Also, what would be the ideal training to become an iboga provider, besides the obvious intern, which I think is a good idea to intern at more then one> Any suggestion?

I hope everyone is doing well and staying strong.  I agree that the slower a methadone patient goes down the easier it will be.  I crazy ass causious when it comes to that, I would go down more then 1 ml every 3 weeks, to stabalize a bit between going down again, so the sickness doesn’t add up and feedback and multiply; I found it was very easy for me to go down too quickly and end up bitting off more then I could chew.  As far as money goes, I was able to get to YVR with my tax return, I had been unemployeed for quite some time and had to hustle a bit, but if you aren’t hurting anyone(i don’t think Marc was saying go do some violent crime to get the money to recover; but considering the legal risks of even buying heroin (felony), selling a little herb to get $500 is I wouldn’t say is that risky considering most of our pasts.  I cannot speak for Marc, but I assume that he means that if a addict/junky wants to kick the habit bad enough, they will think outside of the box.  I can’t get into the fact that Marc hasn’t tried iboga on himself, but I think that has it’s advantages and disadvatages, but his staff has taken iboga so they are familier with the experience personally.  I do think the fact Tim Leary took what he promoted, prevented ‘mainstream’ America from listening and understanding, so it gives a certain objectivity that non-drug users need to be sure of what ever they have to be sure of to actually listen to the facts.  Becasue once the non-drug using public understands the facts of this, it all goes downhill from their.  Why do we not talk to normal to get a pre-written letter on their site for their members to choose and send to their representative.  I’ve gotten my TX(R)Joe Biden to talk directly to the NIH regarding iboga by sending a simply e-mail.  We can work more with our alies to get the tv only watching public to understand that addicts/junkies and thier families are suffering from that which can be prevented.

I appoligize if I’m out of line by all this, I look forward to any input anyone may have, because I sure as hell don’t have it figured out: )

-Jason Bursey
http://mineralwellsindex.com/articles/2004/02/02/news/letters_to_the_editor/letters03.txt
—–Original Message—–
From: D H [mailto:dave@phantom.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004, 11:51 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD

well for me its like this: if i can distract myself with (exercise, bath,
shower, sex, tv, whatever) and the symptoms go AWAY (for more than 15
seconds – 5minutes), then its prolly all in my head.

If I try the above and I become violently ill, sweating and shivering and
uncontrollably start fantasizing large volumes of heroin flowing thru my
viens, then I am most likely experiencing withdrawal.

-dh

On 2/14/2004, “deartheo@ziplip.com” <deartheo@ziplip.com> wrote:

Can anyone with experience explain how you can tell the difference between
what’s called ‘secondary withdrawal’ and simply a mental projection of a
physical sickness (all in your head) in regards to opioids?

—–Original Message—–
From: D H [mailto:dave@phantom.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004, 9:35 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] test

this is a test

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Ahum
Date: February 14, 2004 at 4:58:24 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

PeopleS … <Clapping Hands>

Let’s not all be Completely Fucking Psychotic all at once.  We’re supposed
to take turns remember…?

Marc, believe it or not, Preston is actually cool people.  He’s just,
way-fucked and under a lot of stress.  If you ever up treating him,
chances are you’ll actually like him.

Preston, Marc is also cool people.  Although he’s never been there and
done that, he certainly appears to care about the plight of junkies and
the War on Drugs in general.  Bashing him prolly isn’t too productive.

Sara, I’ve never met Sara; though she’s cool people over the phone and has
this loop where she occasionally sounds like the Voice of the Apocalypse.
I’m, just, gonna detour right around this, ‘cuz I dunno any of the facts
regarding alla youz and whut went down (Sara, Marc, Dana) <– since
whatever it is/was, appears to Rise Up from timE to timE.

I’d call everyone on the phone and say this in a soothing tone of voice;
but I’ve got my own priorities, and I’m gonna go get laid now.  I advise
everyone to do same.

Happy Valentine’s Day, God Bless, breath in, breath out, repeat until
dead; and try to remember the LIST RULES:

http://ibogaine.mindvox.com/IbogaineList.html

^^^ It ain’t quite done, but close enough for Revision Level 0.1

Patrick

From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Sara Glatt – I saved Your Ingrateful Ass
Date: February 14, 2004 at 4:40:16 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sara Glatt,

You are a very ungrateful and disturbed person.

I hardly knew you when, at Dana Beal’s request, I gave you $4,000 as a gift so you could treat patients again after you got busted growing marijuana illegally with stolen electricity in your treatment ‘facility’. I actually saved you when no one else would. You wouldn’t be treating people today if it weren’t for me.

Ever since I have given you that money, you have been a mean spirited, jaded, ugly, rotten speaking misanthrope of a person to me and on this listserve. You are nuts! You shouldn’t be anywhere near delicate people who need help. (And by the way, you don’t do any blood tests or heartscans on patients, do you? Real safety & efficacy going on in your illegal little treatment house! Oh, and I believe you charge at least $1,000+ per person… should I call you a fly-by-night capitalist exploiter in addition to being rude as all hell?)

But by the way, I certainly have cleaned up shit and vomit, hell, I cleaned up YOUR SHIT to the tune of $4,000.

Rotten woman!

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: Sara Glatt [mailto:sara119@xs4all.nl] 
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 1:46 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Have you visited all the ibogaine treatments in this world?
You don’t know what you are talking about.how can you claim things you haven’t seen, did you talk to patients of other providers?

Well, in any case Sandra is going to replay differently then you are.
She probably will say that you administer it and leave the dirty job for the others,
I wonder if you clean anyone from vomit or shit.

Talk is cheap.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Marc Scott Emery [mailto:marc@cannabisculture.com] 
Verzonden: zaterdag 14 februari 2004 8:08
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House
Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
>If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.


Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston




—– Original Message —– 
From: “Marc Scott Emery” 
To: 
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy


> Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
> the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
> come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
> treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.
>
> www.ibogatherapyhouse.org
>
>
> Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
> anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> —–Original Message—–
> From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
> To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
> Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
> We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
> Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
> titrates
> upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
> Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
> MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
> website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
> course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
> treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
> followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
> We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….
>
> ann
> think@francomm.com
>
>
> —– Original Message —– 
> From: 
> To: 
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
>
> >
> > In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:
> >
> > >Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
> > >
> > >desparate need of help.
> > >
> > >
> > If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
> asking.
> If
> > they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
> desire
> to
> > treat. How do you look for anything these days?
> >
> > Howard
> >
> >
> >
>
>
>
>
>

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From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Preston is indeed in need of help: Bitter Man Syndrome
Date: February 14, 2004 at 4:27:00 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Preston,

Our costs per patient (and by the way, we take every applicant who can
fill out the paperwork and actually get here) are thus:

24 hour supervision with 3 full time staff per patient (8 hour shifts/24
hours, $10 per hour) for 5 days = $1,200

A follow-up staff member who calls the patients afterward to check up on
them, $200 per week = $200

The rent is $350 per patient = $350

Ibogaine averages $300 per patient = $300

Food for patient, electrical, phone, laundry, pick up and return to
airport = $150 per patient

Maintenance of the website, printing of brochures, buying new blankets,
books, music, etc. for patient in recovery = $100 per patient

Oh, and there are other costs too, but we’re already up to $2,300 per
patient there.

Our activities against prohibition are among the most successful in the
world. I have given money and seen the release of over 40 people from
jails around the world who otherwise might have languished for further
days, months, years in jail. I am a heavy contributor to most ballot
initiatives for legalization, the Global Marijuana March, the current US
election, the upcoming Canadian election.

Back to ibogaine, as far as I know, none of our patients have any money
at all, only one of the 35 we have treated  had more than $100 in
savings. Some had to struggle to get here, but they did. They obviously
have more couyrage than you believe you can pull together.

I think you are in love with whining and your own self-absorbed pathetic
life. I am thankful other persons with substance problems can pull
together more courage to save themselves than you are willing to muster.
Your smug remarks that somehow defend the plight of ‘junkies’ while
laying negativity and false presumptions on me are the worst kind of
shield, justifying your awfulness by presuming the struggle is too great
for all the others ‘like you’.

Would I lend my son $500 for a different treatment? A lot more than
$500, I would think, and it would be a gift, not a loan. But after three
ibogaine treatments over the past 18 months, he’s doing better than he
has ever done, difficult days as there still are for him, since he
discovered heroin at age 16. He has only lapsed on two occasions (once
each) over the last 12 months. He has had his apartment for over a year
now without incident. His life is pretty stable considering how he once
lived on methadone/heroin.

In regards this remark:

The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.<<<

Preston, we treat ANYONE who can fill out the paperwork, gets a blood
test and heart scan, and gets to their appointment at Iboga House.
Period. None of them have money. I haven’t seen it. Hell, I would
probably even treat you, ungrateful, reprehensible person that you are,
although I have liked all but one of the patients we have treated so
far, they are (with that one exception) individuals I came to like and
care about. You would, no doubt, be a great test for me, turning someone
so bitter and angry into productive and positive.

Most of the patients have been Americans, but we are trying to make the
mix 50% Canadians, 50% Americans.

$500 is the most it would cost for a return flight from Florida or New
York to Vancouver. If you lived in California, Oregon, Washington it
could cost much less.

Marc Emery
www.IbogaTherapyHouse.org

—–Original Message—–
From: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 11:15 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get
at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of
being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other
problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to
see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t
fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote
I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what
I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed,
begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could
do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I
have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and
been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to
but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an
institution, or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were
wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second
$500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and
all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment
that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are
you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious
about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole
way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there,
but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years,
and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have
to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the
one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you
strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could
get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would
you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling
you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as
an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once
when I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in
Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug
for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes
in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when
I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me
$500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer
ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up
with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think
easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just
use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on
with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but
I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently
causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my
brutally
fucked up back).

I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful
and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or
bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and
not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying
you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of
speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put
it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me
too. Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I
mean, I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people
sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free,
you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship
examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m
wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up
the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come
up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal
history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full
scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients
NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE
END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in
any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything
involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want
to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions
HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how
much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has
money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle
it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to
tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to
work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at
Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another
fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d
have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to
stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they
both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve
ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time,
but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of
course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect
different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will
call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions,
beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up
at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

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From: “Randy Hencken” <randyhencken@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 14, 2004 at 3:58:50 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Preston,

I feel you are being unnecessarily harsh to Marc.  I understand that $500 is a lot of money to a lot of people.  However, if they truly feel that ibogaine is the treatment they want to try then they should do their best to arrange the trip to Vancouver.  Marc is an individual trying to help people out; he is not a government with responsibilities to help people out.  I feel that it is wise that his patients have to put in a minimum of effort to get to his facility.  From my experience people do not appreciate what they get for free.  Another piece of the picture is that ibogaine alone is certainly not enough to keep somebody clean.  Thus patients need to be resourceful post-ibo in order to stay clean.  In general, if an addict is so bottomed out that they can’t scrounge up a trip to BC, they probably don’t have much resources to help keep them from relapsing upon their return.

I have no doubt that it costs Marc $2500 a week to treat his patients.  Preston, you have been hanging around this list for longer then me.  I am surprised at your arrogance/ignorance as to what it really costs to treat someone with ibogaine.  Sure, ibogaine itself isn’t that expensive, but when you start paying for, rent and staff and supplies it all adds up quickly.  Marc’s operation is not a “here are your pills go hang out in a cheap hotel room by yourself” sort of deal.

If I were you Preston, I would write Marc an Apology equivalent to this onslaught of uncalled for criticism.

Peace,
Randy

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: Sat, 14 Feb 2004 14:15:02 -0500

>No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

>Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed, begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

>I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an institution, or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second $500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there, but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years, and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once when I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me $500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my brutally
fucked up back).

>I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me too. Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I mean, I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free, you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
>If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

> Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
> the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
> come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
> treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.
>
> www.ibogatherapyhouse.org
>
>
> Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
> anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> —–Original Message—–
> From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
> To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
> Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
> We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
> Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
> titrates
> upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
> Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
> MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
> website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
> course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
> treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
> followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
> We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….
>
> ann
> think@francomm.com
>
>
> —– Original Message —–
> From:
> To:
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
>
> >
> > In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:
> >
> > >Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
> > >
> > >desparate need of help.
> > >
> > >
> > If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
> asking.
> If
> > they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
> desire
> to
> > treat. How do you look for anything these days?
> >
> > Howard
> >
> >
> >
>
>
>
>
>

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From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD
Date: February 14, 2004 at 2:27:23 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

well for me its like this: if i can distract myself with (exercise, bath,
shower, sex, tv, whatever) and the symptoms go AWAY (for more than 15
seconds – 5minutes), then its prolly all in my head.

If I try the above and I become violently ill, sweating and shivering and
uncontrollably start fantasizing large volumes of heroin flowing thru my
viens, then I am most likely experiencing withdrawal.

-dh

On 2/14/2004, “deartheo@ziplip.com” <deartheo@ziplip.com> wrote:

Can anyone with experience explain how you can tell the difference between what’s called ‘secondary withdrawal’ and simply a mental projection of a physical sickness (all in your head) in regards to opioids?

—–Original Message—–
From: D H [mailto:dave@phantom.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004, 9:35 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] test

this is a test

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Re again: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 14, 2004 at 2:23:43 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

and that in addition I am probably the world’s leading financial
CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston
suggests that what the hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so
that a person can get here too.<

Damnit, this is really rich Marc, and no pun intended. If you are the
leading contributor to the end of drug prohibition, what exactly are you
getting for your money? Why not pass out free airline tickets and passes, as
it would probably get you a lot more in return for your buck than anything
else you’ve done so far.
As far as I can see from the state of prohibition in the world, even in
glorious, going the right way but ever so slowly and in such baby steps
Canada (still way better than the US as far as I can see), you’re getting
ripped off if you are the second leading contributor to an end to
prohibition Marc. Try new things maybe will get a new result?
Increase the IbogaHouse stuff, and less of the other stuff maybe? The
other stuff doesn’t seem to be working too well…but then I just said that.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Sara Glatt
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 4:45 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Have you visited all the ibogaine treatments in this world?
You don’t know what you are talking about.how can you claim things you haven
‘t seen, did you talk to patients of other providers?

Well, in any case Sandra is going to replay differently then you are.
She probably will say that you administer it and leave the dirty job for the
others,
I wonder if you clean anyone from vomit or shit.

Talk is cheap.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Marc Scott Emery [mailto:marc@cannabisculture.com]
Verzonden: zaterdag 14 februari 2004 8:08
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 14, 2004 at 2:15:02 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any
case.<

LOL, oh boy, please Marc, make me laugh some more…you are offering the
only way out of addiction there, so if people who are sick to death of being
denigrated and spit upon by straights or simply tired of the other problems
that can and often do arise from drug abuse but can’t pay the ticket to see
you, they’re simply not ready, and are making excuses? LOL again! Sounds
like the same thing NA and CA and AA tried telling me a number of times,
only they weren’t telling me to shell out $500 to drop by. They didn’t fix
everyone who went, but they helped a good number of them.

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,<

What in the world this self-aggrandizement has to do with what I wrote I’ve
no idea. My hands are shaking, but I don’t know why I’m letting your
comments affect me so much. So you’re rich, so what? I’m not, and what I’m
saying is that when I needed help you wouldn’t have been where I’d have
turned because I wouldn’t have been able to afford to get there, at all.
Unless I went through withdrawal while I saved the money I scammed, begged,
borrowed and stole that I would normally use to get high- but if I could do
that, I wouldn’t need to get to Canada and take ibogaine, nor would I have
had to do the rest of it either- I’da done the cold turkey thing and been
done with it. That’s what I’m saying. I’m saying you’re lumping everyone
into the same catagory- they can’t all do what you’re expecting them to but
I’m not as willing to write those who can’t off as you seem to be.

I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved with
a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.<

Hmmm, where have I heard this before…”If you’re not ready to do it our
way, you aren’t ready…and you’re gonna wind up in jail, an institution, or
dead.” Um, well, NA and AA and CA told me that often, and they were wrong.
Again, do the patients who visit IbogaHouse have to pay a second $500
bucks to come visit that second time you mentioned? If they want to get
there they do I suppose. How ’bout that rent problem I mentioned, and all
the other bills we spoke about? Of course, if one hasn’t an apartment that
rent thing won’t matter, but still, what about those other expenses? Are you
also saying that $1000 also shouldn’t be too hard, if one is serious about
getting the ibogaine?
There are many routes to change, and your are offering but one sole way
Marc. I (still) think you’re doing something really wonderful up there, but
I think back on the various methods of treatment I tried over the years, and
remember that I didn’t pay for any of them, nor was I billed. I did have to
get financial aid from the government, and granted, I wasn’t offered
ibogaine. But you know what? They all told me they held the keys to the one
sole, or at least best way to an end to addiction too.
I’m curious Marc- would you lend your son $500 if he came to you strung
out yet again and told you he’d found a(nuther) new treatment method and
this time for sure it would work and he’d be off heroin if only he could get
there? Would you smile and hand it over or even buy him a ticket to a
foreign country and thank the good lord for the opportunity, or would you
remember all the other times he’d borrowed money (or stole it) telling you
some story about his need, whether an honest need or not? I use him as an
example, and of course you are rich and rich people very obviously think
differently about life and things than I do, so maybe you would- but my
parents wouldn’t. They were of the Tough Love crowd, telling me once when I
was still a young kid after seeing some anti-drug thing in school in Florida
that they wouldn’t waste the money on sending me to Straight Inc, they’d
just call the cops- before I’d ever even tried smoking pot or any drug for
that matter they were saying this. Think if I’d gone to them with holes in
my limbs asking for a ticket they’d have done it? Nope. I know that when I
was strung out on the streets no one in their right mind would hand me $500
unless I’d sold them something or other.
But this is giving me an inadvertent and unsettling look at the
“patients” you are treating Marc. I guess you are treating the richer ones?
Is that the case here? I mean, who else is going to be able to come up with
a quick $500 bucks for the ticket to reach you, which you seem to think easy
or at least not so hard? I suppose the rich and better off need treating
too- at least they do if everyone continues to not allow them to just use
the fucking heroin and whatever other drugs they want to use and get on with
their lives already without the FEAR and HATEMONGERING …
Oh, scuse me, sorry ’bout the yelling.
I’m really trying to stay civil and not let this piss me off, but I’m
not superman. I’m letting this really irritate me (and subsequently causing
myself physical pain, an unfortunate result of stress for me and my brutally
fucked up back).

I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that
painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER
DISASTER.<

Tough love in other words. I think most addicts know alot about painful and
challenging decisions already Marc.
And you’re calling scraping together $500 bucks for a plane ticket (or bus
or whatever mode) “challenging and painful?” Damn straight they are, and not
everyone who is strung out and ready for help can do it. I’m not saying you
aren’t doing some good up there. I’ll repeat myself- you have my utmost
respect for doing what you are Marc, but your attitude and way of speaking
leaves me feeling…um…unsettled, that’s about as nicely as I can put it.
I’m having trouble even putting my finger on exactly what it is that’s
upsetting me so much.
How in the world it’s costing you $2500 a week is puzzling to me too. Is
rent and scoring ibogaine for each patient really that expensive? I mean, I
understand there are bills involved in running a building where people sleep
and work and live and recover, but $2500 “minimum?” Sounds like a really
nice place. I’m realizing that while you are treating people for free, you
aren’t simply taking in everyone asking for help, are you?
Why am I bothering with this? I don’t know. Never mind. Keep helping
those who can afford to reach you (and pass your scholarship examination)
Marc, and I’ll stop worrying about your, what seem to me, silly and cold
comments. The help must outweigh the attitude I suppose, but I’m wondering
what kind of addicts you are treating there. Are the locals making up the
bulk of those treated or something? I just don’t understand how you can
think $500 is something that a strung out junky should be able to come up
with in one lump sum. Maybe I’m reading to much of my own personal history
into this.

Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Marc Scott Emery
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Saturday, February 14, 2004 2:08 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale
ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING
for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in
addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END
OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the
hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get
here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at
least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any
case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved
with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to
change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE
TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

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From: <deartheo@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] 2ndaryWithdrawalORaLLiNhEAD
Date: February 14, 2004 at 1:06:06 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Can anyone with experience explain how you can tell the difference between what’s called ‘secondary withdrawal’ and simply a mental projection of a physical sickness (all in your head) in regards to opioids?

—–Original Message—–
From: D H [mailto:dave@phantom.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004, 9:35 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] test

this is a test

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 14, 2004 at 4:45:42 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Have you visited all the ibogaine treatments in this world?
You don’t know what you are talking about.how can you claim things you haven’t seen, did you talk to patients of other providers?

Well, in any case Sandra is going to replay differently then you are.
She probably will say that you administer it and leave the dirty job for the others,
I wonder if you clean anyone from vomit or shit.

Talk is cheap.

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Marc Scott Emery [mailto:marc@cannabisculture.com] 
Verzonden: zaterdag 14 februari 2004 8:08
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House
Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
>If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.


Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston




—– Original Message —– 
From: “Marc Scott Emery” 
To: 
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy


> Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
> the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
> come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
> treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.
>
> www.ibogatherapyhouse.org
>
>
> Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
> anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> —–Original Message—–
> From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
> To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
> Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
> We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
> Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
> titrates
> upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
> Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
> MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
> website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
> course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
> treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
> followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
> We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….
>
> ann
> think@francomm.com
>
>
> —– Original Message —– 
> From: 
> To: 
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
>
> >
> > In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:
> >
> > >Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
> > >
> > >desparate need of help.
> > >
> > >
> > If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
> asking.
> If
> > they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
> desire
> to
> > treat. How do you look for anything these days?
> >
> > Howard
> >
> >
> >
>
>
>
>
>

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From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Desperatly seeking ibogaine.
Date: February 14, 2004 at 1:27:43 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Go to

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

to begin the application process.

Marc Emery

—–Original Message—–
From: FrequencyFire@cs.com [mailto:FrequencyFire@cs.com]
Sent: Friday, February 13, 2004 7:43 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Desperatly seeking ibogaine.

I live in Providence RI. I will travel with my brother to wherever we
need to go. Please email me back at:
frequencyfire@hotmail.com

From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 14, 2004 at 2:08:01 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Wow, its not enough that IbogaTherapyHouse is the only serious full scale ibogaine treatment facility in the world that charges our patients NOTHING for our service (which costs me $2,500 minimum every week!), and that in addition I am probably the world’s leading financial CONTRIBUTOR TO THE END OF DRUG prohibition after George Soros,  Preston suggests that what the hell, why don’t I give out free airplane passes so that a person can get here too.

No, if a person wants to quit, they make the effort. If you can’t get at least the money to get to Vancouver, you are not ready to quit drugs in any case. I mean, I don’t mind being responsible for ALMOST everything involved with a patient who is here for treatment, but I believe addicts who want to change have to face up to the fact that painful, challenging decisions HAVE TO MADE, or ITS DEATH or FURTHER DISASTER.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House
Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
>If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.


Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston




—– Original Message —– 
From: “Marc Scott Emery” 
To: 
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy


> Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
> the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
> come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
> treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.
>
> www.ibogatherapyhouse.org
>
>
> Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
> anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> —–Original Message—–
> From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
> To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
> Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
> We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
> Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
> titrates
> upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
> Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
> MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
> website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
> course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
> treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
> followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
> We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….
>
> ann
> think@francomm.com
>
>
> —– Original Message —– 
> From: 
> To: 
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
>
> >
> > In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:
> >
> > >Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
> > >
> > >desparate need of help.
> > >
> > >
> > If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
> asking.
> If
> > they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
> desire
> to
> > treat. How do you look for anything these days?
> >
> > Howard
> >
> >
> >
>
>
>
>
>

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 13, 2004 at 1:45:40 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

🙂 WOW! I love LOVE!!!
Callie

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
Date: February 13, 2004 at 1:05:48 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I guess the lesson here is to look before you leap.  I quickly read the post
on one of the newsgroups on 2/12/04 and thought it was a current incident.  It
was not.  It was the 2000 fatality that Nick has reported on his page.  As to
the person who found themself in the unlucky position of being the provider,
it was to my knowledge their first and only attempt to help a friend with
ibogaine.  That the fatality occurred 40 hours post ibogaine only goes to
demonstrate why the pharmaceutical industry does not want to develop drugs to treat
chemical dependence as the fatality rate in this population is higher than in
the non dependent population.

Howard
http://www.doraweiner.org

In a message dated 2/12/04 3:51:26 AM, HSLotsof@aol.com writes:

ORIGINAL MESSAGE POSTED TO TALK.POLITICS.DRUGS

PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH by Max Daly

PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH

by Max Daly

A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine and
alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it has
reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.

Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was first

used
to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.

The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being carried
out
with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted by
neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research has
so
far
revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for all
patients.

But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old hepatitus
C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could result
in
the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his death,
was probably to blame, according to doctors.

The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most likely
explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest –
adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr Mash
– the
coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause
of
death.

The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three people
have
died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate
professor
of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Medicine. Yet in
each
case, says Alper, ibogaine was not named as cause of death.

Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
treatments
are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself highly
addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the UK
each
year.

With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which relate
to
addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms – the
major
barrier to giving up.

Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical supervision,
said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to
present
treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the
US and
Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get help
in
any way possible,” she said.

“The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective
treatment
into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate detoxification
have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe drug.”

A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark, Holland,
the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar findings.
Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed experimental
medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden
and
Belgium.

Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a plant
medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of treating
one of the greater ills of society.”


Phil Stovell
South Hampshire, UK

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500
Date: February 13, 2004 at 12:14:56 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Sara wrote >If you can find some magic mushrooms that would really good, so
if you find anybody how have them I will tell you what to do with them to
relief muscles pain and help you sleep.<

On this note, I gotta pipe up once again just to say that for me personally,
while I really, really love magic mushrooms and taking them is one of those
ways I’ve found to attain a seperate reality like few others, I personally
have had the sensation more than once while coming off of them of feeling
like I’m kicking and I have a lot of trouble going to sleep- even while not
on opiates. So I myself would tend to avoid them in your state- but I can
only speak for myself. Obviously, for Sara they do work well, so perhaps
it’s worth trying once to see what you think, as she is offering info on
specific ways to use them it appears, whereas I usually simple eat ’em by
the large handful when I do ingest them (which has been a long time since
the last time I did so).
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Friday, February 13, 2004 11:58 AM
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500

Hey nik , why suffer? Preston is right.
It is difficult enough to come off 2mg per day.
Go down slow, if you are in pain take your dose for that day,
On the next day 2mg less.
If you can find some magic mushrooms that would really good, so if you
find anybody how have them I will tell you what to do with them to
relief muscles pain and help you sleep.

Sara

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 13 februari 2004 17:29
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500

i decided not to take my methadone today and i feel really bad but i am
hopin it pays off i need to get it out of my bones<

And you’re still on 30 Nik? Is that right? Slow down, yer gonna hurt
yourself.
Go slow, there’s no rush, right? You’ve still got time, so why torture
yourself needlessly? Drink some of it if you don’t want it all, but I
wouldn’t highly recommend cold turkey with methadone. Just my personal
opinion really, but I wouldn’t advise it. Not at 30 mils after being on
the
stuff for a long time.
Peace,
Preston
—– Original Message —–
From: Nik
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 13, 2004 10:40 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500

I will pay you back if you can front it to me i wont even leave B.C.
without paying ya its only $500 dollers right? chump change Right? no
problem for a person like you. no i am just kidding but i do want to say
that i do respect you i think its great that you are helping addicts and
that is without parrelell a great and beutiful thing i hope oneday i can
make it there after i get out of treatment if i can stay through the
withdrawl i decided not to take my methadone today and i feel really bad
but
i am hopin it pays off i need to get it out of my bones my whole mouth
rings
with pain cuz i have soooo many cavities i cant remember the last time i
went to a dentist probably a decade ago. Well thank you for atleast
replying
even though you suggested io go pull a criminal act to go get ibo
treatment
but the reawson i am trying to get sober is that i dont want to do
criminal!
things especially if it hurts someone else i am a paasafist but i will
pass
a fist in self defense i feel crazzier than fucjk right now has anyone
else
felt like they were losing there marbles while going through detox i
mean
sometimes its fun to be stark raving made with a touch of bliss but then
it
always turns over and  you get real sane real sober and you cant denie
the
hard cold reality of the opiate withdrawl crazy  toys in the attic i am
crazy truly gone fishing the must have taken my morals away when i went
crazy!  just kiddin i dont know why i typed all this well peace love
caring
and shaing tjhank you mark for your advise and many many thanks to you
and
you and you if you are reading this especially prseton peet, Sara glatt
i
love you guys oh and ann b hang in their sister we can do this its gonna
be
good it may take two months without ibo but it will be good loving you
all
NIK

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500
Date: February 13, 2004 at 11:58:29 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey nik , why suffer? Preston is right.
It is difficult enough to come off 2mg per day.
Go down slow, if you are in pain take your dose for that day,
On the next day 2mg less.
If you can find some magic mushrooms that would really good, so if you
find anybody how have them I will tell you what to do with them to
relief muscles pain and help you sleep.

Sara

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 13 februari 2004 17:29
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500

i decided not to take my methadone today and i feel really bad but i am
hopin it pays off i need to get it out of my bones<

And you’re still on 30 Nik? Is that right? Slow down, yer gonna hurt
yourself.
Go slow, there’s no rush, right? You’ve still got time, so why torture
yourself needlessly? Drink some of it if you don’t want it all, but I
wouldn’t highly recommend cold turkey with methadone. Just my personal
opinion really, but I wouldn’t advise it. Not at 30 mils after being on
the
stuff for a long time.
Peace,
Preston
—– Original Message —–
From: Nik
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 13, 2004 10:40 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500

I will pay you back if you can front it to me i wont even leave B.C.
without paying ya its only $500 dollers right? chump change Right? no
problem for a person like you. no i am just kidding but i do want to say
that i do respect you i think its great that you are helping addicts and
that is without parrelell a great and beutiful thing i hope oneday i can
make it there after i get out of treatment if i can stay through the
withdrawl i decided not to take my methadone today and i feel really bad
but
i am hopin it pays off i need to get it out of my bones my whole mouth
rings
with pain cuz i have soooo many cavities i cant remember the last time i
went to a dentist probably a decade ago. Well thank you for atleast
replying
even though you suggested io go pull a criminal act to go get ibo
treatment
but the reawson i am trying to get sober is that i dont want to do
criminal!
things especially if it hurts someone else i am a paasafist but i will
pass
a fist in self defense i feel crazzier than fucjk right now has anyone
else
felt like they were losing there marbles while going through detox i
mean
sometimes its fun to be stark raving made with a touch of bliss but then
it
always turns over and  you get real sane real sober and you cant denie
the
hard cold reality of the opiate withdrawl crazy  toys in the attic i am
crazy truly gone fishing the must have taken my morals away when i went
crazy!  just kiddin i dont know why i typed all this well peace love
caring
and shaing tjhank you mark for your advise and many many thanks to you
and
you and you if you are reading this especially prseton peet, Sara glatt
i
love you guys oh and ann b hang in their sister we can do this its gonna
be
good it may take two months without ibo but it will be good loving you
all
NIK

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500
Date: February 13, 2004 at 11:28:38 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

i decided not to take my methadone today and i feel really bad but i am
hopin it pays off i need to get it out of my bones<

And you’re still on 30 Nik? Is that right? Slow down, yer gonna hurt
yourself.
Go slow, there’s no rush, right? You’ve still got time, so why torture
yourself needlessly? Drink some of it if you don’t want it all, but I
wouldn’t highly recommend cold turkey with methadone. Just my personal
opinion really, but I wouldn’t advise it. Not at 30 mils after being on the
stuff for a long time.
Peace,
Preston
—– Original Message —–
From: Nik
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Friday, February 13, 2004 10:40 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500

I will pay you back if you can front it to me i wont even leave B.C.
without paying ya its only $500 dollers right? chump change Right? no
problem for a person like you. no i am just kidding but i do want to say
that i do respect you i think its great that you are helping addicts and
that is without parrelell a great and beutiful thing i hope oneday i can
make it there after i get out of treatment if i can stay through the
withdrawl i decided not to take my methadone today and i feel really bad but
i am hopin it pays off i need to get it out of my bones my whole mouth rings
with pain cuz i have soooo many cavities i cant remember the last time i
went to a dentist probably a decade ago. Well thank you for atleast replying
even though you suggested io go pull a criminal act to go get ibo treatment
but the reawson i am trying to get sober is that i dont want to do criminal!
things especially if it hurts someone else i am a paasafist but i will pass
a fist in self defense i feel crazzier than fucjk right now has anyone else
felt like they were losing there marbles while going through detox i mean
sometimes its fun to be stark raving made with a touch of bliss but then it
always turns over and  you get real sane real sober and you cant denie the
hard cold reality of the opiate withdrawl crazy  toys in the attic i am
crazy truly gone fishing the must have taken my morals away when i went
crazy!  just kiddin i dont know why i typed all this well peace love caring
and shaing tjhank you mark for your advise and many many thanks to you and
you and you if you are reading this especially prseton peet, Sara glatt i
love you guys oh and ann b hang in their sister we can do this its gonna be
good it may take two months without ibo but it will be good loving you all
NIK

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From: FrequencyFire@cs.com
Subject: [ibogaine] c a l l i e.
Date: February 13, 2004 at 10:53:29 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

It’s me again.

Are you a provider, or do you know a provider? I’m sure every request for treatment is desperate. I was lead to a guy in England and after some talking we agreed on a 3000 dollar treatment. It fell apart after I couldn’t pay my half for my brother. If there is a cheaper way let me know.

love,
andrew

From: “paul harvey ” <pauljackamo@lycos.co.uk>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?
Date: February 13, 2004 at 10:46:46 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dear Marc

As a treatment provider yourself – I am somewhat saddened that you choose to use such emotive terminology :
“Who was the treatment provider that screwed up?”
We are talking about a tragedy here for all concerned: the guy who died, his friends & families and the people
who facilitated his indra iboga experience.
Discussions & speculations on his death have been ongoing for the last 3 years – (check the mindvox/calyx
threads) and I would have thought that a guy of your intelligence & compassion would have read the necessary
background before issuing such a throw away one liner.
No one “screwed-up” period. The clues are in the report you referred to. As reported, the death occured 40hrs
after he ingested the ibogaine. No known action of ibogaine as Mash et al pointed out at the time can be
directly related to the “cause” of his death.
The pathologist noted that ibogaine was “by far the most likely explanation”, even he fell short of ascribing
direct causality. We need to remember that pathology like any other medical discipline is not incapable of
subjective interpretation.
Hopefully Nik S. who i believe attended the original inquest will be able to reply in much greater depth.

Paul.

——- Original message ——-
From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Date: Wed, 11 Feb 2004 21:55:37 -0800
Subject: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?

Who was the treatment provider in the UK who screwed up?

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Re:
PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH

by Max Daly

A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine and
alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it
has
reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.

Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was
first
used
to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.

The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being carried
out
with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted by
neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research has
so
far
revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for
all
patients.

But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old
hepatitus
C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could
result in
the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his
death,
was probably to blame, according to doctors.

The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most
likely
explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest –
adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr Mash
– the
coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause
of
death.

The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three people
have
died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate
professor
of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Medicine. Yet in
each
case, says Alper, ibogaine was not named as cause of death.

Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
treatments
are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself
highly
addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the UK
each
year.

With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which
relate to
addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms – the
major
barrier to giving up.

Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical
supervision,
said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to
present
treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the
US and
Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get
help in
any way possible,” she said.

“The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective
treatment
into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate
detoxification
have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe drug.”

A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark,
Holland,
the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar
findings.
Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed
experimental
medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden
and
Belgium.

Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a
plant
medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of
treating
one of the greater ills of society.”


Phil Stovell
South Hampshire, UK

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From: FrequencyFire@cs.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Desperatly seeking ibogaine.
Date: February 13, 2004 at 10:42:49 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I live in Providence RI. I will travel with my brother to wherever we need to go. Please email me back at:
frequencyfire@hotmail.com

From: Nik <goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] hey mark can i borrow $500
Date: February 13, 2004 at 10:40:58 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I will pay you back if you can front it to me i wont even leave B.C. without paying ya its only $500 dollers right? chump change Right? no problem for a person like you. no i am just kidding but i do want to say that i do respect you i think its great that you are helping addicts and that is without parrelell a great and beutiful thing i hope oneday i can make it there after i get out of treatment if i can stay through the withdrawl i decided not to take my methadone today and i feel really bad but i am hopin it pays off i need to get it out of my bones my whole mouth rings with pain cuz i have soooo many cavities i cant remember the last time i went to a dentist probably a decade ago. Well thank you for atleast replying even though you suggested io go pull a criminal act to go get ibo treatment but the reawson i am trying to get sober is that i dont want to do criminal things especially if it hurts someone else i am a paasafist but i will pass a fist in self defense i feel crazzier than fucjk right now has anyone else felt like they were losing there marbles while going through detox i mean sometimes its fun to be stark raving made with a touch of bliss but then it always turns over and  you get real sane real sober and you cant denie the hard cold reality of the opiate withdrawl crazy  toys in the attic i am crazy truly gone fishing the must have taken my morals away when i went crazy!  just kiddin i dont know why i typed all this well peace love caring and shaing tjhank you mark for your advise and many many thanks to you and you and you if you are reading this especially prseton peet, Sara glatt i love you guys oh and ann b hang in their sister we can do this its gonna be good it may take two months without ibo but it will be good loving you all     NIK

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From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 13, 2004 at 4:31:41 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Nik ,

You don’t need to sell your stuff or be begging for money!
No need to justify in public, no need to ask for mercy.
Dimitri and I will help you. You will not need to go anywhere
twice,things will come to you safe and easy.
Money isn’t everything.

Regards,

S

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Preston Peet [mailto:ptpeet@nyc.rr.com]
Verzonden: vrijdag 13 februari 2004 8:57
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

And added on the sum Nik got…there’s the rent that needs to be paid
while
off at treatment at iboga therapy house so that one has an apartment to
return to, if one has one still to begin with.
That’s a lot more money to consider too I’m sure in myriad ways. It
doesn’t help anyone, or I should say it doesn’t really help my outlook
to
consider your blithly blowintg people off as “making excuses” for not
coming
up with your seemingly arbitrary $500 bucks Marc.
peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Nik
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 6:21 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Thank you for your statements they are greatly appreciated i mean that
from
my heart and i am beyond ready to quit i am nervous and i would sell
what i
have but i have never been big on material possesions and my total
worth
right now is about –$2000 dollers do to court costs from two years ago
i
have not been in any trouble perse unless you count being miserable and
detached spiritually but i can see the light at the end of the tunnel
its a
very very long dark cold tunnel but i do believe it has an end you see
it
pisses me off because the county i live in wil;l pay $2000 dollers for
inpatient treatment and i am gonna go and kick cold ass turkey but shit
$500
dollers for ibogaine noway and i actually brought it up to them and
actually
they said others had and they said “whyb would we let you take another
drug
when your trying to get off one especially a psycadelic that is far more
harmfull than LSD is and they were predjudiced from there. Oh also is
there
a! nywere that gives testing results from ibo clinics like statistics of
the
results or anything? In michigan were i am at i woul;d beg but its  cold
and
none is even outside to beg from and there is other costs you have to
get
bloodwork done and tthats another hting even if you could get a plane
ticket
for $500 it would take probably another $100 bucks for lab tests and
lets
say prodently 50$ for food so theres $650 and that is a shit load of
money
after someone pasy rent and utilitys for were there at  its like the $75
dollers a week is doable for my methclinic if they you know dont say all
months all at once! but i am looking into travel arangments who nos my
prayers might be answered i sure hope there is a god well peace love
kindness and goodwill to all  nik

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how
much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has
money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle
it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked! by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to
tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to
work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at
Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another
fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d
have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to
stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to g! et enough money to get (any sort of)
treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they
both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve
ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time,
but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of
course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect
different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will
call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions,
beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices
considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ! ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up
at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re work! ing on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 13, 2004 at 2:57:22 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

And added on the sum Nik got…there’s the rent that needs to be paid while
off at treatment at iboga therapy house so that one has an apartment to
return to, if one has one still to begin with.
That’s a lot more money to consider too I’m sure in myriad ways. It
doesn’t help anyone, or I should say it doesn’t really help my outlook to
consider your blithly blowintg people off as “making excuses” for not coming
up with your seemingly arbitrary $500 bucks Marc.
peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Nik
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 6:21 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Thank you for your statements they are greatly appreciated i mean that from
my heart and i am beyond ready to quit i am nervous and i would sell what i
have but i have never been big on material possesions and my total  worth
right now is about –$2000 dollers do to court costs from two years ago i
have not been in any trouble perse unless you count being miserable and
detached spiritually but i can see the light at the end of the tunnel its a
very very long dark cold tunnel but i do believe it has an end you see it
pisses me off because the county i live in wil;l pay $2000 dollers for
inpatient treatment and i am gonna go and kick cold ass turkey but shit $500
dollers for ibogaine noway and i actually brought it up to them and actually
they said others had and they said “whyb would we let you take another drug
when your trying to get off one especially a psycadelic that is far more
harmfull than LSD is and they were predjudiced from there. Oh also is there
a! nywere that gives testing results from ibo clinics like statistics of the
results or anything? In michigan were i am at i woul;d beg but its  cold and
none is even outside to beg from and there is other costs you have to get
bloodwork done and tthats another hting even if you could get a plane ticket
for $500 it would take probably another $100 bucks for lab tests and lets
say prodently 50$ for food so theres $650 and that is a shit load of money
after someone pasy rent and utilitys for were there at  its like the $75
dollers a week is doable for my methclinic if they you know dont say all
months all at once! but i am looking into travel arangments who nos my
prayers might be answered i sure hope there is a god well peace love
kindness and goodwill to all  nik

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked! by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to g! et enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in
your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ! ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re work! ing on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From:
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat. How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

Do you Yahoo!?
Yahoo! Finance: Get your refund fast by filing online

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Clear Channel and the Hegelian dialectic
Date: February 13, 2004 at 2:46:22 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

So the big question is…toward what exact end does the Bush clan play the
other end against itself?<

Or for that matter toward what exact end do we play both these particular
but by no means the only “ends” off one another?
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 4:23 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Clear Channel and the Hegelian dialectic

I have watched with great interest how the media molds and shapes all of
the batteries that drive the engine.  There is a very small-knit group that
controls all the media outlets in the USA.  In such a world, whenceforth
comes the “leaks” by the CIA, or the “turning” of Kay.  Nothing much makes
it into the public arena unless it is allowed to do so.  So it isn’t a
question of Clear Channel (or any other organization for that matter)not
being able to work with this administration, or any such drivel.  It is a
matter of the Bush-bashing being a part of the entire drama that the
powers-that-be have trotted out for our enter-train-ment. This is done for
purposes unknown to myself, but likely revolve around the well-known
Hegelian dialectic…playing both sides, creating the problems, and then
providing the solutions…

“Oh…look how evil and wicked Mr. Bush and his clan are…oh my…we need
someone new and trustworthy…yeah, that other guy gets my vote…so now I’m
safe…whew, that was close…then new guy does a bunch of crap and pretty
much operates under the ‘business as usual, mantra”

Poor, wretched, pitiful and blind. Are we all so brain-washed that we
cannot see the logical inconsistencies going on within the system?

So the big question is…toward what exact end does the Bush clan play the
other end against itself?

———- Original Message ———————————-
From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Date:  Wed, 11 Feb 2004 13:29:59 -0500

Just to mention this interesting fact, before I totally space it, ‘cuz my
headspace is filled with the 1001 things I have to get done yesterday…

For those of you who are not aware of dis; Clear Channel is a
conglomerate
which owns a sizable portion of all media that is broadcast within the
United States *1:

http://www.clearchannel.com/

Clear Channel owns the alterna-rock station that I listen to when I go to
the gym.  Click the page, and it should all become obvious in about 5
seconds:

http://www.zetarocks.com/main.html

No DJ who works at Clear Channel has any opinions, identity, or thoughts,
that are not handed to them and officially sanctioned by management.

As of Thursday or Friday of last week, the usual 5 minutes per hour, of
“Rah Rah, go Bush!  America rulz let’s go to war, bid’ness scams are
worth
dying for!” (to cop a line from the Dead Kennedys); has spun 180 degrees
in the opposite direction, and been replaced by, “Bush sucks, he’s a
dirtbag piece of shit liar destroying America and bringing the world
closer to the brink of collapse.”

Their pro-Bush rhetoric has not stopped since right ’round 9/11.  It just
vaporized and has spun to constantly attacking the Bush administration.

Hum … did somebody not get their payment in time…?  Veddy interestin’

“Look, THAT’S IT.  Clear Channel can NO LONGER work with the current
administration.  Mr. Kerry, here is a list of our Top 10,000 Extremely
Urgent Demands that Require your Immediate Attention.  Thank youz.”

– – – – – – – – –

*1: Clear Channel Purchases the FCC
(Original source: http://www.theonion.com)

WASHINGTON (AP) — The Federal Communications Commission (FCC) announced
today that it has agreed to be acquired by Clear Channel Communications
(CCU) of San Antonio, Texas.

In announcing the deal, FCC Chairman Michael Powell said “This
transaction
will greatly expedite the demise of the antiquated concept of local
ownership of media outlets. Critics of deals such as this need to
understand that Clear Channel embodies all that is good and decent in the
broadcast industry, and anyone that believes otherwise clearly isn’t
listening to the news.”

In a statement issued today, Clear Channel CEO Lowry Mays said “This
acquisition is a perfect strategic fit for Clear Channel. The FCC has
been
a wonderful business partner for the past several years, and has carried
out our directions with great enthusiasm. We are proud to welcome the FCC
into the Clear Channel family of companies.”

Although terms of the deal were not immediately available, It is said
that
the acquisition will include all components, operating units and assets
of
the FCC, except for its soul, which was sold in a prior transaction to
Satan, Inc. in 1996.

Clear Channel, which owns broadcast facilities, shopping malls, billboard
advertising, and concert promotion units all across North America, has
been on an acquisition binge for the past several years, and has recently
broadened the scope of its acquisitions to include government entities.
In
a recent deal, CCU purchased a 50% interest in the U.S. Congress, and is
reportedly close to striking a deal to purchase The White House. Clear
Channel already has been integrally running the George Bush presidency.
Clear Channel’s Stock stood at $42.09 at the close of Monday’s trading,
up
$1.39, or 3.42%

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] and more on drugs
Date: February 12, 2004 at 9:36:28 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Boy oh boy! How tragic! 150.00 a day plus meals is a very high pay for participation in drug trial. I have participated in a few in the past but have never been paid that much. Guess, maybe that could be interpreted into risk involved, huh?
Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?
Date: February 12, 2004 at 9:17:21 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I really doubt it was a screw up…..may have just been a coincidence of death and Ibogaine dosing being fairly close together. Hell, any of us addicts are walking time bombs.
Callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Re:tell me about getting off methadone
Date: February 12, 2004 at 9:11:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Great reads! Thanks so much!
I think you folks who have been on list awhile should remember there are new and sort of new members (like me) that haven’t read all the good stuff.
Would you look through your vast collections and post some of the best stuff?
Thanks!
Callie

From: Nik <goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 12, 2004 at 6:21:49 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thank you for your statements they are greatly appreciated i mean that from my heart and i am beyond ready to quit i am nervous and i would sell what i have but i have never been big on material possesions and my total  worth  right now is about –$2000 dollers do to court costs from two years ago i have not been in any trouble perse unless you count being miserable and detached spiritually but i can see the light at the end of the tunnel its a very very long dark cold tunnel but i do believe it has an end you see it pisses me off because the county i live in wil;l pay $2000 dollers for inpatient treatment and i am gonna go and kick cold ass turkey but shit $500 dollers for ibogaine noway and i actually brought it up to them and actually they said others had and they said “whyb would we let you take another drug when your trying to get off one especially a psycadelic that is far more harmfull than LSD is and they were predjudiced from there. Oh also is there anywere that gives testing results from ibo clinics like statistics of the results or anything? In michigan were i am at i woul;d beg but its  cold and none is even outside to beg from and there is other costs you have to get bloodwork done and tthats another hting even if you could get a plane ticket for $500 it would take probably another $100 bucks for lab tests and lets say prodently 50$ for food so theres $650 and that is a shit load of money after someone pasy rent and utilitys for were there at  its like the $75 dollers a week is doable for my methclinic if they you know dont say all months all at once! but i am looking into travel arangments who nos my prayers might be answered i sure hope there is a god well peace love kindness and goodwill to all  nik

Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
>If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery”
To:
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

> Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
> the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
> come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
> treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.
>
> www.ibogatherapyhouse.org
>
>
> Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
> anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
> family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
> the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
> change is still making excuses.
>
> Marc Emery
> Iboga Therapy House
>
> —–Original Message—–
> From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
> To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
> Thanks. The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
> We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
> Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
> titrates
> upward too slowly. Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
> Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car. He is testing
> MC-18 as everyone knows. He gives his email address freely on his
> website and I shall send queries to him. The FDA stands in his way of
> course. We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
> treats free of charge. The client must agree to travel there often for
> followup. My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
> We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….
>
> ann
> think@francomm.com
>
>
> —– Original Message —–
> From:
> To:
> Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
> Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
>
>
> >
> > In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:
> >
> > >Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
> > >
> > >desparate need of help.
> > >
> > >
> > If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
> asking.
> If
> > they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
> desire
> to
> > treat. How do you look for anything these days?
> >
> > Howard
> >
> >
> >
>
>
>
>
>

Do you Yahoo!?
Yahoo! Finance: Get your refund fast by filing online

From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
Subject: [ibogaine] Clear Channel and the Hegelian dialectic
Date: February 12, 2004 at 4:23:30 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I have watched with great interest how the media molds and shapes all of the batteries that drive the engine.  There is a very small-knit group that controls all the media outlets in the USA.  In such a world, whenceforth comes the “leaks” by the CIA, or the “turning” of Kay.  Nothing much makes it into the public arena unless it is allowed to do so.  So it isn’t a question of Clear Channel (or any other organization for that matter)not being able to work with this administration, or any such drivel.  It is a matter of the Bush-bashing being a part of the entire drama that the powers-that-be have trotted out for our enter-train-ment. This is done for purposes unknown to myself, but likely revolve around the well-known Hegelian dialectic…playing both sides, creating the problems, and then providing the solutions…

“Oh…look how evil and wicked Mr. Bush and his clan are…oh my…we need someone new and trustworthy…yeah, that other guy gets my vote…so now I’m safe…whew, that was close…then new guy does a bunch of crap and pretty much operates under the ‘business as usual, mantra”

Poor, wretched, pitiful and blind. Are we all so brain-washed that we cannot see the logical inconsistencies going on within the system?

So the big question is…toward what exact end does the Bush clan play the other end against itself?

———- Original Message ———————————-
From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Date:  Wed, 11 Feb 2004 13:29:59 -0500

Just to mention this interesting fact, before I totally space it, ‘cuz my
headspace is filled with the 1001 things I have to get done yesterday…

For those of you who are not aware of dis; Clear Channel is a conglomerate
which owns a sizable portion of all media that is broadcast within the
United States *1:

http://www.clearchannel.com/

Clear Channel owns the alterna-rock station that I listen to when I go to
the gym.  Click the page, and it should all become obvious in about 5
seconds:

http://www.zetarocks.com/main.html

No DJ who works at Clear Channel has any opinions, identity, or thoughts,
that are not handed to them and officially sanctioned by management.

As of Thursday or Friday of last week, the usual 5 minutes per hour, of
“Rah Rah, go Bush!  America rulz let’s go to war, bid’ness scams are worth
dying for!” (to cop a line from the Dead Kennedys); has spun 180 degrees
in the opposite direction, and been replaced by, “Bush sucks, he’s a
dirtbag piece of shit liar destroying America and bringing the world
closer to the brink of collapse.”

Their pro-Bush rhetoric has not stopped since right ’round 9/11.  It just
vaporized and has spun to constantly attacking the Bush administration.

Hum … did somebody not get their payment in time…?  Veddy interestin’

“Look, THAT’S IT.  Clear Channel can NO LONGER work with the current
administration.  Mr. Kerry, here is a list of our Top 10,000 Extremely
Urgent Demands that Require your Immediate Attention.  Thank youz.”

– – – – – – – – –

*1: Clear Channel Purchases the FCC
(Original source: http://www.theonion.com)

WASHINGTON (AP) — The Federal Communications Commission (FCC) announced
today that it has agreed to be acquired by Clear Channel Communications
(CCU) of San Antonio, Texas.

In announcing the deal, FCC Chairman Michael Powell said “This transaction
will greatly expedite the demise of the antiquated concept of local
ownership of media outlets. Critics of deals such as this need to
understand that Clear Channel embodies all that is good and decent in the
broadcast industry, and anyone that believes otherwise clearly isn’t
listening to the news.”

In a statement issued today, Clear Channel CEO Lowry Mays said “This
acquisition is a perfect strategic fit for Clear Channel. The FCC has been
a wonderful business partner for the past several years, and has carried
out our directions with great enthusiasm. We are proud to welcome the FCC
into the Clear Channel family of companies.”

Although terms of the deal were not immediately available, It is said that
the acquisition will include all components, operating units and assets of
the FCC, except for its soul, which was sold in a prior transaction to
Satan, Inc. in 1996.

Clear Channel, which owns broadcast facilities, shopping malls, billboard
advertising, and concert promotion units all across North America, has
been on an acquisition binge for the past several years, and has recently
broadened the scope of its acquisitions to include government entities. In
a recent deal, CCU purchased a 50% interest in the U.S. Congress, and is
reportedly close to striking a deal to purchase The White House. Clear
Channel already has been integrally running the George Bush presidency.
Clear Channel’s Stock stood at $42.09 at the close of Monday’s trading, up
$1.39, or 3.42%

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 12, 2004 at 3:55:13 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Cc: <think@francomm.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc,
I love what you’re doing up there and you have my utmost respect for
doing it, but I heartily disagree with the above flippant comment. As
someone who lives in poverty no matter how hard I seem to work and how much
I seem to write, this is bogus. It’s really easy for someone who has money
to say, “oh, just go out and beg, borrow, sell your stuff  or panhandle it
up” but it strikes me as a statement coming from ignorance of money
troubles. Maybe I’m wrong and you do know what poverty is like, but I
suspect it’s been a while since you’ve experienced it.
No offense meant here, but I’m a bit irked by this statement. Most
families of addicts have written them off by the time they are desperate
enough to be seeking treatment (or so it was in my own case), and to tell an
addict to “sell possessions” also assumes they have some left.
To me, $500 bucks is a lot of money still, I’m sorry to say,
particularly to shell out for a treatment that has not been proven to work
for everyone, or even on the first try. (Is the required followup at Iboga
house part of that initial $500 outlay? Or do the addicts pay another fee?)
Of course it’s possible to come up with sometimes, but right now I’d have
one hell of a lot of trouble doing so, and I’m not seeking treatment for
anything but pain either right now either.
What about- let’s change the stupid fucking anti-drug laws and attitudes
that descriminate against addicts, making them feel like they HAVE to stop
using to be respected, so addicts don’t have to sell their shit or beg,
borrow or steal to get enough money to get (any sort of) treatment…in your
case of provided treatment, in a foreign country no less.
But we’ve gone over this ground here before. How about offering Nik (or
Ann I guess- or how about both of them?) a plane ticket Marc instead of
telling him to sell off whatever he’s got left of his stuff or prostate
himself once again to his/her families? He sounds desperate and they both
sound ready to try ibogaine. You’re holding, so how about it? I’m not
expecting a direct answer really, as I can’t remember the time you’ve ever
replied directly to my inquiries, (though perhaps there was one time, but
I’m not sure when it was, and it wasn’t all that friendly if I remember
correctly) but still, perhaps this time will be different- which of course
shows I’m insane to try the same thing over and over and expect different
results.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Marc Scott Emery” <marc@cannabisculture.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 3:22 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks.  The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly.  Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car.  He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows.  He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him.  The FDA stands in his way of
course.  We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge.  The client must agree to travel there often for
followup.  My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers?  I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat.  How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Someone help this guy
Date: February 12, 2004 at 3:22:18 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Iboga Therapy House does not require ‘frequent’ follow ups. We will call
the patient to keep track of the progress. The patient is required to
come back for a second treatment 6 weeks to 6 months after the first
treatment. There is no cost to the patient of the service here.

www.ibogatherapyhouse.org

Getting to Vancouver and return can be done for under $500 from almost
anywhere in North America. If you have to sell material possessions, beg
family, panhandle on the street, those are small sacrifices considering
the benefit, but letting $500 travel cost stop you from a lifetime
change is still making excuses.

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

—–Original Message—–
From: ann b mullikin [mailto:think@francomm.com]
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 10:06 AM
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

Thanks.  The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly.  Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car.  He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows.  He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him.  The FDA stands in his way of
course.  We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge.  The client must agree to travel there often for
followup.  My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers?  I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and
asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the
desire
to
treat.  How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Re:tell me about getting off methadone
Date: February 12, 2004 at 1:39:59 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

man somneone please tell me about their getting off methadone<

I got off methadone.
I did it from 40 mils.
I went down 5 mils every other week, until I got to my last week’s supply of
take home bottle of 5 mils.
I kept those bottles for a couple of years before drinking them for pain
one day.
That didn’t work so well, but I was done with the methadone. It sucked
but using the tactics I described before, I made it off, without ibogaine
too. But ibogaine would possibly make it easier to do. If you could get it
cheaply, which I wasn’t able to do and couldn’t afford to simply fly off to
Canada or to some other foreign country. People kept telling me, “why are
you doing it that way, just take ibogaine” to which I’d reply with either,
“no, I’m ok this way,” or “ok, got some handy?” But no one ever did.
You can read more about my thoughts on the stuff below (a repost for the
old hands here, but new for some I suspect- and there are a lot of links
following page 2 of this at the link provided- I’m wishing you well Nik-
Peace, Preston):

http://www.disinfo.com/archive/pages/dossier/id838/pg1/

m is for methadone
by Preston Peet (ptpeet@nyc.rr.com) – January 14, 2002

Temperature’s rising, fever is high, can’t see no future, can’t see no sky.
My feet are so heavy, so is my head. I wish I was a baby. I wish I was dead.
Cold turkey has got me on the run. Body is aching, goose-pimple bone. Can’t
see nobody. Leave me alone. My eyes are wide open, I can’t get to sleep.
One thing I’m sure of, I’m in at the deep freeze.
Cold Turkey has got me on the run. 36 hours rolling in pain, praying to
someone, free me again. Oh, I’ll be a good boy, so please make me well. I’ll
promise you anything, get me out of this hell!
Cold turkey has got me, oh, oh, oh, Cold turkey has got me on the run.
~ ~Cold Turkey, John Lennon/Yoko Ono (October 20, 1969)

Methadone (meth’e don’)-n.[< it’s chemical name] a synthetic drug, less
habit-forming than morphine, used in treating morphine addicts.
~ ~ Webster’s New World Compact School and Office Dictionary, 1982 [revised
edition]

This is pure unadulterated bullshit. Ask any methadone patient which drug is
easier to kick – Heroin or Methadone – and they will tell you, quite
rightly, that Methadone is the more hellish “drug” of the two.
While Methadone has no discernible high, and affects the body for longer
(keeping withdrawals at bay for longer than heroin), once a person is
feeling the lack of Methadone, the difference is clear. Detoxing from
Methadone takes more time, a month or more at minimum, as compared to the
week or two maximum for Heroin.
Patients in Methadone Maintenance Treatment (MMT) must take their medication
every single day, or they get sick. Clearly, Methadone is habit-forming,
although admittedly in every case, heroin habits are already formed, or a
person cannot (or will not) be placed into MMT. So, ‘less habit-forming’ is
semantic in the above definition, and blatantly untrue.
In 1939 two scientists working for I.G. Farben, Otto Eisleb, and O.
Schaumann, at Hoechst-Am-Main, Germany, discovered an opioid analgesic which
after numbering compound 8909, they named Dolantin (Pethidine). Hopes that
it would be a new, non-addictive pain reliever, to take the place of
Morphine, just like Diamorphine (heroin), before it, came to naught.
However, because it was an extremely effective analgesic, the Germans used
the drug extensively throughout War World II.
(Unless otherwise noted, facts are taken from The Methadone Briefing, edited
by Andrew Preston, London: Waterbridge House, 1996).
From 1937 through the Spring and Summer of 1938, two other scientists
working for I.G. Farben, Max Bockmuhl, and Gustav Ehrart, were working with
similar compounds to Dolantin. Bockmuhl and Ehrart were searching for drugs
with certain characteristics, such as “water soluble hypnotics (sleep
inducing) substances, effective drugs to slow the gastrointestinal tract to
make surgery easier, effective analgesics that were structurally dissimilar
to Morphine-in the hopes that they would be non-addictive, and escape the
strict controls on opiates.”
On September 11, 1941, Bockmuhl and Ehrhart filed a patent application for,
and were formally credited with, the discovery of Hoechst 10820 (Polamidon),
which eventually became known as Methadone.
In the Autumn of 1942, I.G. Farben handed over the drug, codenamed “Amidon”,
to the German military for further testing.
The Nazis did not make any attempt to mass produce the drug, unlike
Pethidine, which by 1944 was being produced at an annual rate of 1600 kg.
One reason for this was given by Dr. K K Chen, an early American researcher,
after the war. He said that a former employee of the I. G. Farben factory
had written him, saying that the Germans had discontinued Polamidon use due
to its side effects. Chen decided that the Nazis had been giving their test
subject doses that were too high, causing nausea, overdose, etc.
After the war ended, the Allies divided up the spoils. I. G. Farben was in
an US-occupied zone so all its “intellectual capital” (patent, trade names,
and the like) came under US management. Along with the formula for Zyklon B,
a nerve gas that the Nazis used in some of their extermination programs,
Methadone was now an American possession.
One very common misconception is that Dolophine, one of the very first trade
names given to the drug, was derived from “Adolph”, in honor of the dictator
himself by the Nazis, and that in Germany it was called “Adolophine.” The
fact of the matter seems to be this name was not given the drug until after
the war, by the Eli-Lilly pharmaceutical company in America, which was given
control of the drug.
If there was any honoring of Hitler going on, it was by the Americans who
invented this urban legend. Dolophine most likely derives from the French
words “dolor” (pain), and “fin” (end).
Eli-Lilly, along with other companies in the US and Great Britain, began
clinical trials of Dolophine, marketing the drug as a pain killer and cough
suppressant. In 1947, Isabel et al, published their findings after
experimenting on both animals and humans. After giving doses of up to
200mg., four times a day, they found that there was rapid tolerance, and
euphoria. They also discovered that there were a bevy of adverse side
effects, such as, “signs of toxicity . . . inflammation of the skin . . .
deep narcosis and . . . a general clinical appearance of illness.” Once
again, just like the Nazis, the scientists were giving doses that were far
too high.
Morphine addicts responded well to Dolophine, but authorities decided that
it was potentially highly addictive. As reports of Dolophine addicts started
coming in, thedrug was taken of the market, only to resurface in the 1960s,
now known as Methadone.
Promoted by Drs. Marie Nyswynder, and Vincent Dole in the mid-1960s as the
most promising method of treating heroin addiction, MMT began to receive
more attention from the medical community, and gradually limited tests were
begun to gauge MMT’s efficacy in treating hardcore heroin addicts. Reading
through the National Institute of Health’s Consensus Development Statement,
titled “Effective Medical Treatment Of Opiate Addiction”, not much, it
seems, has changed. US scientists and doctors still have a lack of
compassion for their “test subjects” that echoes the Nazi doctors. In the
Diagnosis of Opioid Addiction section, the report states that if an addict
has failed after all tests to convince the doctor he/she is really a heroin
addict, the doctor can obtain further evidence by administering a “Naloxone
(Narcan) challenge test to induce withdrawal symptoms.” This instantly
induces withdrawals, and is what paramedics give overdose victims when
trying to resuscitate them dead on the sidewalk. I’ve seen it given to a
friend, and he was definitely not happy when jerking awake, sick as a dog.
It is sadistic torture giving Naloxone to someone simply, to prove that
they’re are an addict.

There have also been allegations of pharmaceutical companies using mentally
ill patients in drug experiments, as reported in the New York Post (January
19, 1998). Alexander Cockburn made a comparison between Methadone and Prozac
in the New York Press (January 27-February 2, 1998), where he likened
Methadone patients to “compliant slaves.” He contended that Methadone is one
long running experiment at the sake of the addict, and hir freedoms.
If there is one thing that I am not, it’s a compliant slave. But what I am
is someone who was always at risk of going out and banging a bag or three of
heroin (maybe, somewhere deep inside even still am, but I don’t buy that
“I’ve got a disease” 12-step rap, no offense to 12-steppers. Whatever it
takes).
Every time I would quit, eventually the urge to score would be overwhelming
and irresistible. I have seen reports, heard anecdotal evidence, and
personally experienced the incessant relapsing, the days of sickness, pain,
and cold, utter hell of having been clean and doing well, to only on a whim
go out and throw it all away. Again and again I had seen it and done it. I
know that it can be impossible for some people to stop and objectively look
at what they are doing, to have that be enough to arrest their habit. Like
the idea or not, Methadone can and has saved a lot of lives.
Of course, one has to already have the “high motivation for change” that has
been recently reported to be associated with successful MMT. Otherwise the
patient can and often does continue to use anything and everything else,
including dope, and I see it all the time. Some may take this to mean that
after all is said and done, it’s a person’s will power keeping them in line,
so why should they need the Methadone, except as a crutch?
Take a look at TV some time, at all the ads being run for new allergy pills,
new diet pills, new hair-grow pills, new all kinds of pills. Most, if not
all come with long drawn out warnings of adverse side effects, such as head
aches, nausea, stomach cramping, and fetal deformity in unborn children. Yet
these are all for medications that are most certainly not needed by anyone,
for any reason, except to make life a little easier, if one can believe that
from the purported side-effects the ads warn of.
Methadone is pushed the same way: “Why suffer kicking dope and getting
arrested when you can have our drug, cheap, supplied you, that will allow
you a ‘normal’ life? Never mind the awful kicking you may someday face, but
why quit? Stay on it for life if need be, you are an addict!” This is the
message.
It should be obvious that if Methadone does what it is advertised, than of
course folks should actively support it’s dissemination. But to me, a person
currently dealing with the realization that methadone only put off the hell
of kicking, with a much harder kick awaiting me when the decision to end its
use was recently reached, it isn’t obvious. Who is making the money from the
production and sales of Methadone? Why is Methadone more preferable than
simple Heroin maintenance?
(Other than for the blatant advantage of no longer taking the drug, made
illegal by the same folks who made MMT legal, that initiated the addiction
in the first place.)
There is also the fact that people who do drugs, illegal drugs, are by
definition, law-breakers. Law-breakers are in turn potential subversives, as
they are not inclined to toe the official line. What better way to get
control of a whole block of possible terrorists, rabble-rousers and
plain-old troublemakers than to arrange to supply their highly-addictive
drugs to them directly, through established clinics where they must come to
get their “fix”, where it is easy to keep records of all kinds, medical,
psychological, and otherwise on them all? Eli-Lilly is renowned for their
concentrating on the psycho-active drug market, like Prozac, so mightn’t
that be a worrying sign in regards to the control factors inherent in giving
out their addictive Methadone to addicts?
These are valid points, and they indeed worry me, giving me much pause for
thought. Especially in light of all the evidence of CIA, and other
intelligence agencies being involved with the smuggling of drugs over the
last thirty or forty years into the US, thereby contributing to the cause
and effect cycle that is evident in the whole War Against Some Drug
scenario, including the drug treatment industry. Methadone can and does
improve the “quality of life” of both the addict and those around him/her.
Yet it is a synthetic creation, and certainly not as clean as heroin could
be were it legal and under regulative control like alcohol, rather than in
the hands of hoodlums on street corners cutting it with poison and shit,
creating fodder for the private-prison/law enforcement/military-industrial
complex.
I spent a good number of years strung out. I make no bones about it, and
accept the responsibility. I swore many times that when I was ready to quit,
there would be no way I’d allow myself to go on MMT. But in 1996, after
years of hell, going cold turkey over and over only to use again,
consistently failing to quit on my own, MMT seemed the only way out, to get
away from the authorities butting into my life, and to avoid the sickness I’
d have to face kicking yet again. Now I’m finding that I’ve only put off the
kicking, and what I’m now going through is only the beginning.
The only good thing I can personally say about Methadone is that I was able
to use it to break old habits and change my perspective, and stop getting
arrested by asshole cops who made the stupidest jokes I’ve ever heard, and
who locked me up in filthier, more dangerous places than even I’d imagined
existed.
I certainly never, ever got ‘high’ nor dopey from Methadone, regardless of
how it affects some folk. There was no fun to it at all, it just helped me
keep away from heroin. But for the War Against Some Drugs and modern
prohibition, maybe it wouldn’t have had to be. I wouldn’t begrudge anyone
using it in the same fashion that I did, and it can do what it is supposed
to if the user wishes it to. I certainly wouldn’t advise it except that for
now, there are not all that many alternatives, except abstinence, which is
not for everyone.
I was a model patient, only going to the clinic once a week to pick up a
week’s supply. But I refuse to be a statistic for the system, nor their
fodder any longer.

—– Original Message —–
From: Nik
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 12:03 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me toopt2

ya same question were and why are they so expensive ibogaine itself is not
that expensive. Are these for profit i take it. And also Has anyone thought
of opening a NO-PROFIT ibogaine clinic that ngives basic treatment and
accept vollunteers if i thought that i could survive meaning if i had a warm
bed and 3 squares a day i would love to help people get off these hard
narcotics.well anyways i need to focuss on not focussing on the pain right
now yes 35 mgs is alot but i got a boat load of withdrawl im dealin with
right now and man i almost went back fuckin up today i get take homes but
thats eeven more dangerous cuz you get so sick and you have relief sittin in
a bottle next to you cuz otherwise i would have to get up to go cop wich i
dont have any money anyways. man somneone please tell me about their getting
off methadone ive kiucked heroin and morphine many times but this methadone
is the work of the devil i tell ya. Seriously i am not religois but why does
ou! r body get so physically dependant on opiates i mean i know about the
receptors and all but is it the lack of receptor sites being filled or what
is it i swear its almost like withdrawl is like coming down from a coke
binge cuppled with anxiety and the flu while you feel like someone jumped
out of the closet and scared you and the feeling just fucking stays there.
So when can i expect to feel atleast tolerable if i was to stop taking
methadone cold turkey tommorow?   Well thats all from me if you can tell me
of a ibogaine clinic close to windsor or somewere close in canada let me
know B.C. is too far. way to far man i could maybe if i pulled alot of
strings get $300 bucks tops you know plus alittlew more for food and smokes
but thats about it! peace love sharing and caring your brother NIK

ann b mullikin <think@francomm.com> wrote:
Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
desparate need of help.

ann
b1rdland@surferznet.net

—–

In a message dated 2/11/04 4:53:06 PM, goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com writes:

i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is
bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week
were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i
will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila
off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone
to relate to and
thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done
and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost
didnt writ! e this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace
love caring and sharing
your brother NIK!

NIK,

Why don’t you contact one of the lower end cost ibogaine treatment
providers
and get dosed. Provided you can pass the medical testing, the relief
should
be spectacular, particularly from the low dose of methadone you indicate.
Possibly, you can get a scholarship to healing visions, one of the high
end
treatment providers. Hopefully, they may consider some subsidized
treatments among
their patients.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

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From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
Date: February 12, 2004 at 1:06:24 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks.  The two of us have searched and continue to search online.
We found buprenorphine and a doc who prescribes it (and methadone).
Unfortunately this doc is overly cautious and starts out too low and
titrates
upward too slowly.  Stanley Glick is conducting his animal studies up at
Albany Med Center which is about 45 minutes by car.  He is testing
MC-18 as everyone knows.  He gives his email address freely on his
website and I shall send queries to him.  The FDA stands in his way of
course.  We found the Ibogaine Treatment House up in Canada which
treats free of charge.  The client must agree to travel there often for
followup.  My loved one has no money to travel (and I don’t either).
We’re working on it, I just thought you might know…………….

ann
think@francomm.com

—– Original Message —–
From: <HSLotsof@aol.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 12, 2004 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers?  I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and asking.
If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the desire
to
treat.  How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Clear Channel >>
Date: February 11, 2004 at 8:55:25 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Patrick, you little devil, you.

you left out the part that said “satire” re: FCC purchase.

Altho they have bought just about everything else.

Every community radio station I know of has felt the pinch from this
ravenous blood-sucking elcorpo-fascist truth-censoring beast.

it’s all part of the master plan of world domination by the master
puppeteers. The Fascist  NeoCon Extreme [self]Right[ous].

-D

On 2/11/2004, “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote:

*1: Clear Channel Purchases the FCC
(Original source: http://www.theonion.com)

WASHINGTON (AP) — The Federal Communications Commission (FCC) announced
today that it has agreed to be acquired by Clear Channel Communications
(CCU) of San Antonio, Texas.

In announcing the deal, FCC Chairman Michael Powell said “This transaction
will greatly expedite the demise of the antiquated concept of local
ownership of media outlets. Critics of deals such as this need to
understand that Clear Channel embodies all that is good and decent in the
broadcast industry, and anyone that believes otherwise clearly isn’t
listening to the news.”

In a statement issued today, Clear Channel CEO Lowry Mays said “This
acquisition is a perfect strategic fit for Clear Channel. The FCC has been
a wonderful business partner for the past several years, and has carried
out our directions with great enthusiasm. We are proud to welcome the FCC
into the Clear Channel family of companies.”

Although terms of the deal were not immediately available, It is said that
the acquisition will include all components, operating units and assets of
the FCC, except for its soul, which was sold in a prior transaction to
Satan, Inc. in 1996.

Clear Channel, which owns broadcast facilities, shopping malls, billboard
advertising, and concert promotion units all across North America, has
been on an acquisition binge for the past several years, and has recently
broadened the scope of its acquisitions to include government entities. In
a recent deal, CCU purchased a 50% interest in the U.S. Congress, and is
reportedly close to striking a deal to purchase The White House. Clear
Channel already has been integrally running the George Bush presidency.
Clear Channel’s Stock stood at $42.09 at the close of Monday’s trading, up
$1.39, or 3.42%

From: “D H” <dave@phantom.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] test
Date: February 11, 2004 at 10:19:05 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

this is a test

From: Marc Scott Emery <marc@cannabisculture.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] What UK provider scrwed up?
Date: February 12, 2004 at 12:55:37 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Who was the treatment provider in the UK who screwed up?

Marc Emery
Iboga Therapy House

Re:
PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH

by Max Daly

A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine and
alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it
has
reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.

Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was
first
used
to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.

The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being carried
out
with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted by
neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research has
so
far
revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for
all
patients.

But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old
hepatitus
C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could
result in
the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his
death,
was probably to blame, according to doctors.

The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most
likely
explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest –
adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr Mash
– the
coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause
of
death.

The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three people
have
died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate
professor
of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Medicine. Yet in
each
case, says Alper, ibogaine was not named as cause of death.

Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
treatments
are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself
highly
addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the UK
each
year.

With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which
relate to
addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms – the
major
barrier to giving up.

Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical
supervision,
said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to
present
treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the
US and
Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get
help in
any way possible,” she said.

“The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective
treatment
into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate
detoxification
have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe drug.”

A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark,
Holland,
the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar
findings.
Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed
experimental
medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden
and
Belgium.

Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a
plant
medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of
treating
one of the greater ills of society.”


Phil Stovell
South Hampshire, UK

From: Nik <goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me toopt2
Date: February 12, 2004 at 12:03:55 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

ya same question were and why are they so expensive ibogaine itself is not that expensive. Are these for profit i take it. And also Has anyone thought of opening a NO-PROFIT ibogaine clinic that ngives basic treatment and accept vollunteers if i thought that i could survive meaning if i had a warm bed and 3 squares a day i would love to help people get off these hard narcotics.well anyways i need to focuss on not focussing on the pain right now yes 35 mgs is alot but i got a boat load of withdrawl im dealin with right now and man i almost went back fuckin up today i get take homes but thats eeven more dangerous cuz you get so sick and you have relief sittin in a bottle next to you cuz otherwise i would have to get up to go cop wich i dont have any money anyways. man somneone please tell me about their getting off methadone ive kiucked heroin and morphine many times but this methadone is the work of the devil i tell ya. Seriously i am not religois but why does our body get so physically dependant on opiates i mean i know about the receptors and all but is it the lack of receptor sites being filled or what is it i swear its almost like withdrawl is like coming down from a coke binge cuppled with anxiety and the flu while you feel like someone jumped out of the closet and scared you and the feeling just fucking stays there.   So when can i expect to feel atleast tolerable if i was to stop taking methadone cold turkey tommorow?   Well thats all from me if you can tell me of a ibogaine clinic close to windsor or somewere close in canada let me know B.C. is too far. way to far man i could maybe if i pulled alot of strings get $300 bucks tops you know plus alittlew more for food and smokes but thats about it! peace love sharing and caring your brother NIK

ann b mullikin <think@francomm.com> wrote:
Where do you find these low cost providers? I have a loved one in
desparate need of help.

ann
b1rdland@surferznet.net

—–
>
> In a message dated 2/11/04 4:53:06 PM, goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com writes:
>
> >i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is
> >bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week
> >were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i
> >will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila
> >off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone
> >to relate to and
> > thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done
> >and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost
> >didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace
> >love caring and sharing
> > your brother NIK!
>
> NIK,
>
> Why don’t you contact one of the lower end cost ibogaine treatment
providers
> and get dosed. Provided you can pass the medical testing, the relief
should
> be spectacular, particularly from the low dose of methadone you indicate.
> Possibly, you can get a scholarship to healing visions, one of the high
end
> treatment providers. Hopefully, they may consider some subsidized
treatments among
> their patients.
>
> Howard
>
> Howard S. Lotsof
> President
> Dora Weiner Foundation
> POB 10032
> Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
> dir tel 718 442-2754
> dir fax 718 442-1957
> email, dwf123@earthlink.net
> http://www.doraweiner.org
>
>
>

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From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
Date: February 12, 2004 at 11:18:48 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/12/04 2:29:37 PM, think@francomm.com writes:

Where do you find these low cost providers?  I have a loved one in

desparate need of help.

If I were you I would insist that my loved ones start looking and asking.  If
they don’t have the desire to look why should a provider have the desire to
treat.  How do you look for anything these days?

Howard

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] and more on drugs
Date: February 12, 2004 at 11:15:07 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Subj:    [NYorg] NYTimes.com Article: Student, 19, in Trial of New
Antidepressant Commits Suicide
Date:   Thursday, February 12, 2004 12:30:29 PM

Student, 19, in Trial of New Antidepressant Commits Suicide

February 12, 2004
By GARDINER HARRIS

A 19-year-old college student who had shown no outward
signs of depression killed herself over the weekend at an
Eli Lilly & Company laboratory in Indianapolis where she
had been participating in a company drug trial for an
experimental antidepressant.

The student, Traci Johnson, was one of 25 healthy patients
at an Eli Lilly clinic who were being given larger than
therapeutic doses of duloxetine, which will be known as
Cymbalta if it is introduced as an antidepressant. Four
days before her death, Ms. Johnson was taken off Cymbalta
and given a placebo.

While Eli Lilly asserted that it had properly screened Ms.
Johnson before the study started to ensure that she was
healthy and had no mental problems, her death is being used
by critics of a popular class of antidepressants to bolster
their case that the widely used drugs carry the risk of
suicidal tendencies for a small number of people,
particularly young people.

Four other patients who were given the drug during earlier
trials also committed suicide, the company said. The drug
is being tested not only as an antidepressant but also as a
possible treatment for stress urinary incontinence.

Ms. Johnson’s death came less than a week after a federal
advisory panel concluded that the Food and Drug
Administration should issue stronger warnings to doctors
that this class of antidepressants may be linked to suicide
and violent behavior in children and teenagers.

A review board has told Eli Lilly to stop entering new
patients into the trial, and to have all the current
participants evaluated by an independent psychiatrist.

Robert Smith, a Lilly spokesman, said the company did not
believe that duloxetine, the drug’s generic name, caused
the suicide.

“This drug has been studied in 9,000 patients, in depressed
and nondepressed healthy people, and we have not been able
to discern any signal between duloxetine and suicide or
suicidal ideation,” Mr. Smith said.

Ms. Johnson had not shown signs of depression, distress or
mood swings throughout about a month in the trial, said Dr.
Alan Breier, Lilly’s chief medical officer.

Patients who abruptly stop therapy with some
antidepressants often experience withdrawal symptoms that
can include severe agitation, unusual dreams and night
sweats. This is especially true of antidepressants like
Paxil, made by GlaxoSmithKline, that leave the bloodstream
quickly. Cymbalta also leaves the blood stream quickly.

Dr. Breier said Ms. Johnson did not appear to be suffering
any withdrawal symptoms. He said the company might never be
able to answer why Ms. Johnson killed herself.

“Most people who commit suicide in the general population
leave people asking these kinds of questions,” Dr. Breier
said. “And just because this happens while someone is
taking a drug doesn’t mean the drug caused it.”

Ms. Johnson did not leave a suicide note. She hanged
herself in a shower stall Saturday night in the bathroom of
Lilly’s dormlike laboratory on the top two floors of the
Indiana University Medical Center.

She had been attending nearby Indiana Bible College but
left school to participate in the study because it paid
$150 a day plus meals.

Whether antidepressants cause some people to commit suicide
was an issue that flared briefly in the early 1990’s but
had been largely dismissed by mainstream researchers until
last summer. That is when GlaxoSmithKline warned that a
series of studies had found that children and teenagers
given Paxil were more likely to attempt or think about
suicide than those given a placebo.

Wyeth soon followed with a warning suggesting that its
antidepressant, Effexor, should not be given to children.
British and American drug regulators set to work studying
the problem. The British soon concluded that most
antidepressants in this class should not be used in
children and teenagers since they have not proved effective
in that population and could be linked to suicide.

The F.D.A. continues to study the issue, said Susan Cruzan,
an agency spokeswoman. The agency is aware of Ms. Johnson’s
death and will evaluate its implications once the agency
receives all of the needed information about it, Ms. Cruzan
said.


55572deaba82a

From: “ann b mullikin” <think@francomm.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
Date: February 12, 2004 at 9:28:22 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Where do you find these low cost providers?  I have a loved one in
desparate need of help.

ann
b1rdland@surferznet.net

—–

In a message dated 2/11/04 4:53:06 PM, goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com writes:

i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is
bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week
were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i
will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila
off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone
to relate to and
thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done
and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost
didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace
love caring and sharing
your    brother NIK!

NIK,

Why don’t you contact one of the lower end cost ibogaine treatment
providers
and get dosed.  Provided you can pass the medical testing, the relief
should
be spectacular, particularly from the low dose of methadone you indicate.
Possibly, you can get a scholarship to healing visions, one of the high
end
treatment providers.  Hopefully, they may consider some subsidized
treatments among
their patients.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] benzos again
Date: February 12, 2004 at 4:03:55 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The Chief Medical Officer has warned GPs to restrict prescription of benzodiazepine tranquillisers. 
Professor Sir Liam Donaldson is concerned that they are being handed out to patients too freely. 

He has stressed to doctors that they should only be prescribed for short-term treatment. 

Long-term use exposes patients to risks such as road traffic accidents, dependence and, in the older population, debilitating falls. 

Guidance published by the Committee on Safety in Medicines (CSM) recommended that benzodiazepines such as Valium and Librium should only be prescribed for two to four weeks for the relief of severe anxiety or insomnia. 

The CSM guidance also stressed that the drugs should not be prescribed for the treatment of mild anxiety. 

This was echoed by advice published in the Mental Health National Service Framework in 1999, which also called on health authorities to implement systems to monitor and review prescribing of the drugs. 

However, Department of Health data show that in 2002, 30% of prescriptions for benzodiazepines were for 56 or more tablets – suggesting a high number of patients are receiving long-term treatment. 

Overall, the total number of prescriptions has come down over the last decade – but only by a relatively small amount. 

In 2002, GPs wrote 12.7 million prescriptions, compared to 15.8 million prescriptions in 1992. 

Drug abusers problem 

Sir Liam says GPs and hospital doctors need to work more closely together to try to minimise over-prescribing of benzodiazepines, possibly by developing shared treatment guidelines. 

In his monthly bulletin, he also stresses that more attention should be paid to prescribing of benzodiazepines to older people. 

And he warns that giving the drugs to people who have a history of substance abuse is still an area of concern. 

It is estimated that 14% of substance mis-users attending drug treatment centres report benzodiazepine use subsidiary to their main drug use. 

The Department of Health is planning to introduce instalment dispensing of benzodiazepines to minimise access to excessive doses for addicted patients. 

Instalment prescribing allows a GP to write a single prescription that the pharmacist is able to dispense over several days. 

The idea is to give more control to doctors and reduce the risk substantially of a patient misusing the drug. 

In some parts of the country, specialist clinics are available to help people with benzodiazepine dependence. 

GP reaction 

Dr Peter Fellows, chairman of the British Medical Association’s prescribing committee, accepted that benzodiazepines were still being over-used. 

He said that a significant proportion of prescriptions were written for drug abusers. 

And he added: “Some people have been on the drugs for many years, and it is very difficult to get them off because they are very addictive. 

”We can nibble away at the problem, but it is a very time intensive thing to have to do. 

”However, GPs do need to be constantly aware of the fact that these drugs are only designed for short term use.”

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: [ibogaine] Benzos
Date: February 12, 2004 at 4:03:55 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

The Guardian 

The chief medical officer has warned doctors that far too many tranquillisers are being prescribed, exposing thousands of patients to potential addiction and damage to their health. 
Professor Sir Liam Donaldson is concerned that many GPs are not following 15-year-old guidance that is meant to stop excessive prescription. Drugs such as Valium and Librium – once popularly known as “mother’s little helper” – should only be used for a month at the most and only for people with distressing symptoms of anxiety. 

The government is poised to introduce new restrictions on the use of common tranquillisers prescribed to an estimated 1 million people a year in an effort to reduce the perils of even mildly anxious patients becoming addicted to the sedatives. 

Patients will have to return to their pharmacists several times to collect capsules or tablets over the course of treatment to help reduce dependence on the drugs and tackle the black market which sees legally dispensed medicine being syphoned off for the illegal drugs trade. 

About 170,000 people are thought to misuse the tranquillisers known as benzodiazepines or “benzos” each year, often using drugs obtained from GPs either by exaggerating daily consumption or multiple registration with different GPs. Benzos were implicated in 222 drug-related deaths in 2001, nearly four times the number linked to amphetamines and one in 13 of all drug-related deaths. 

Patients who would not necessarily be aware they were criminally supplying illegal drugs are also said to be a factor. One campaigner for still tighter rules said that “little old ladies” went for repeat prescriptions before selling on the drugs to younger relatives. 

Prof Donaldson claims some success in reducing usage, from 15.8m prescriptions by GPs in England in 1992 to 12.7m in 2002. But he recognises that 30% of these are still for 56 or more tablets, suggesting “a high number of patients are receiving long-term treatment”. This, he adds, is dangerous, exposing patients to risk of traffic accidents, dependence, and, among older patients, debilitating falls. 

Prof Donaldson says primary care trusts must ensure recommendations to monitor and review use of benzodiazepines, last made in 1989, are “still being implemented”. 

The Department of Health confirmed yesterday that it planned to introduce “installment dispensing” of the tranquillisers to minimise access to excessive doses. A spokesman said this would allow “a GP to write a single prescription that the pharmacist is able to dispense over several days. The scheme will give more control to doctors and reduce the risk substantially of a patient misusing the drug”. Pharmacists will receive extra payments under the new controls. 

Doctors who fail to observe clinical guidelines can face disciplinary action >from NHS trusts or, if their behaviour is regarded as unprofessional, >from the General Medical Council. But there has been mounting concern in recent years that the potential for misuse of the drugs has not been adequately recognised by doctors too ready to continue prescribing them. 

The government has also promised to try to reduce waiting times for “talking treatments” for anxiety so that psychological therapies might be used instead. 

But campaigners say the measures do not go far enough. 

Heather Ashton, emeritus professor of clinical psychopharmacology at Newcastle University, says the drugs are making patients dependent at all stages of life, with older people taking them as sleeping pills or being administered them to keep them quiet in retirement homes. 

Psychiatric patients are kept on them, she says, long after discharge from hospitals, while pregnant women may be in danger of passing on health problems to their babies. 

Tougher rules against supplying, introduced in the recent legislation which downgraded cannabis in the dangerous drugs hierarchy, would not help, she said. “Prosecuting old ladies is just ridiculous. They get their temazepam, sell it to their nephews and go off playing bingo. They only keep one or two for themselves.” 

Prof Ashton added: “Doctors are also extraordinarily frightened of people with anxiety. They don’t know what to do about it.” She said money was needed for other health professionals to help wean people off the tranquillisers. There should also be more specialist clinics. Prof Ashton also questioned whether there was much true success in reducing prescriptions. She argued that some patients had merely been moved to a different class of drugs which had similar problems of dependence. 

Barry Haslam, a reformed addict from Oldham and founder of the Beat the Benzos campaign, said: “This is nowhere near far enough. Doctors don’t want to be dictated to. Benzo addicts get their fix from GPs. If they went out robbing and causing mayhem, the government would have acted years ago.” 

He and Chris Davies, Liberal Democrat MEP for the north-west of England, met European health commissioner David Byrne to press for EU-wide action. Mr Davies said millions of people were being turned into lifelong addicts “by doctors who continue to ignore prescribing guidelines”. In some cases the problem was a social one, not medical. “If you are not in control of your life, at the mercy of money lenders, violent husbands or whatever, you look for a way out.” 

The charity Turning Point said: “GPs need a lot more support dealing with someone they think has a problem. They need to know where they can refer people.” 

Addiction dangers of benzo drugs 

Benzodiazepines are tranquillisers, with diazepam (including Valium) and temazepam being the most commonly prescribed. The government says 12m prescriptions were issued by GPs in England alone in 2002, a figure to which must be added private and hospital prescriptions. 

Heather Ashton, emeritus professor at Newcastle University, suggests there may be 1 million long-term, prescribed users in the United Kingdom. 

She said a survey about five years ago indicated 186 long-term “benzo” users in every GP practice in Newcastle and figures from other major towns and cities showed similar problems. 

The drugs are meant to offer short-term relief from anxiety and are also used to help people sleep. But they can quickly become addictive. Official guidance to doctors says they should not be used for more than two to four weeks, and only for patients with severe or disabling anxiety that causes “unacceptable distress” or to treat severe or disabling insomnia in patients “who are extremely distressed”. 

They can cause confusion, lethargy and poor coordination and can affect people’s ability to drive. With alcohol or other, illegal, drugs, they can cause medical complications and be a serious hazard to health. 

But stopping treatment quickly can cause very similar symptoms to those they are meant to stop, such as anxiety and insomnia. Patients have to be weaned off. 

Benzos are also regularly used by drug abusers, often to chill out on the club scene, with people coming down off acid, speed or ecstasy. Addicts extract liquid from temazepam capsules and inject it as a substitute for heroin. This is highly dangerous, as the liquid can block veins and lead to amputations. 

The Home Office estimates 174,000 people use the drugs illegally each year, nearly a quarter of them aged 16-24. A 10mg temazepam tablet can change hands for £1 on the black market. They are class C drugs, with penalties for supply recently increased to 14 years.

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
Date: February 11, 2004 at 11:02:41 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/11/04 4:53:06 PM, goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com writes:

i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is
bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week
were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i
will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila
off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone
to relate to and
thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done
and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost
didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace
love caring and sharing
your    brother NIK!

NIK,

Why don’t you contact one of the lower end cost ibogaine treatment providers
and get dosed.  Provided you can pass the medical testing, the relief should
be spectacular, particularly from the low dose of methadone you indicate.
Possibly, you can get a scholarship to healing visions, one of the high end
treatment providers.  Hopefully, they may consider some subsidized treatments among
their patients.

Howard

Howard S. Lotsof
President
Dora Weiner Foundation
POB 10032
Staten Island, NY 10301-0032
dir tel 718 442-2754
dir fax 718 442-1957
email, dwf123@earthlink.net
http://www.doraweiner.org

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
Date: February 11, 2004 at 10:50:21 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

ORIGINAL MESSAGE POSTED TO TALK.POLITICS.DRUGS

<A HREF=”http://www.ibogaine.co.uk/issue.htm”>
http://www.ibogaine.co.uk/issue.htm</A>

PSYCHEDELIC ADDICTION TREATMENT FACES BAN
AFTER HEROIN USER’S DEATH

by Max Daly

A natural psychoactive drug used to treat heroin, methadone, cocaine and
alcohol addiction faces a UK ban depsite clinical research showing it has
reduced deadly cravings in scores of patients.

Extracted from the root bark of an African plant, ibogaine is used by
indigenous people to combat fatigue and in spiritual rituals and was first
used
to treat drug addicts in America in the 1960s.

The most comprehensive study into ibogaine to date is now being carried out
with 32 heroin addicts on the Caribbean island of St Kitts. Conducted by
neurology expert Dr Deborah Mash from Miami University, the research has so
far
revealed the drug “has significantly reduced craving for opiates” for all
patients.

But an inquest resuming this week into the death of a 40-year-old hepatitus
C-infected heroin addict, who died in London early last year, could result in
the drug being banned. Ibogaine, taken by the man 40 hours before his death,
was probably to blame, according to doctors.

The pathologist’s report stated the rare drug was “by far the most likely
explanation” for his death. During the initial stages of the inquest –
adjourned last month pending data on the effect of ibogaine from Dr Mash – the
coroner said the drug should be banned if it is deemed to be the cause of
death.

The coroner’s verdict could be a world-first. Records show three people have
died after taking ibogaine, according to Dr Kenneth Alper, associate professor
of neurology and psychiatry at the New York School of Medicine. Yet in each
case, says Alper, ibogaine was not named as cause of death.

Supporters of ibogaine point out current government-funded addiction
treatments
are far from safe. Heroin addicts are prescribed methadone – itself highly
addictive and implicated in the deaths of more than 200 people in the UK each
year.

With ibogaine, the drug works by ‘resetting’ brain functions which relate to
addiction, enabling patients to avoid powerful withdrawal symptoms – the major
barrier to giving up.

Dr Mash, who admits the drug should only be taken under medical supervision,
said ibogaine’s potential as a safer and more effective alternative to present
treatments is suffering from a lack of support from authorities in the US and
Europe. “Addicts desperate for an effective treatment will try to get help in
any way possible,” she said.

“The lack of government-sanctioned studies has forced this effective treatment
into underground settings. Many accepted treatments for opiate detoxification
have led to deaths. With medical supervision, ibogaine is a safe drug.”

A series of informal trials among more than 300 addicts in Denmark, Holland,
the Czech Republic and the Caribbean over 10 years produced similar findings.
Ibogaine is legal in Britain but is classified as an ‘unlicensed experimental
medicine’. It is a restricted substance in the US, Switzerland, Sweden and
Belgium.

Shane Collins, of the Green Party drugs group said: “This drug is a plant
medicine which requires serious research. It offers the potential of treating
one of the greater ills of society.”


Phil Stovell
South Hampshire, UK

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Clear Channel
Date: February 11, 2004 at 7:30:44 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I may be a minority here but Clear Channel SUCKS! I think they go against everything this country has ever stood for!
They have such a monopoly on the entertainment business and from this post it appears they have a monopoly of a lot more than I ever realized!
I love music and live concerts. I used to attend them regularly…..meaning everytime anyone I liked came to Nashville for a show, Callie was there! Not any more! I can’t afford to go! I may go to one or two shows a year and they can set me back a couple hundred dollars!
Big business is ruining the American dream as far as I am concerned. I get upset seeing a Walgreens Pharmacy on EVERY Street corner. There are very few privately owned neighborhood pharmacies anymore…big business has seen to that!
OOOOOOHHHHHH! My blood pressure has just been raised a few mm!

Peace to all! Callie

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] For those in Ann Arbor
Date: February 11, 2004 at 5:25:04 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Dear nik   my name is dimitri i live in detroit i took ibogaine 2 years ago and detoxed of 100 mi of meth and a bunddel a day and have been clean since. Im in holand now training with sara and will be back on the 19 of feb I plan to do some more traing in b.c  in march  but would be happy to help in any way I can . keep faith you can do this .  feel free to caal me when I get back 313 506 5704 or email me at dimicm@hotmail       good luck stay strong   dimitri

—–Oorspronkelijk bericht—–
Van: Dana Beal [mailto:dana@cures-not-wars.org] 
Verzonden: woensdag 11 februari 2004 22:28
Aan: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Onderwerp: [ibogaine] For those in Ann Arbor

hey guys i live in ann arbor now and this town has become so commercial it makes me want to vomit starbucks! Is there anyone here that has ibogaine experience or soemone i can talk to. i really would appreciate anyone or anything you could help me with what organizations are still around here. i am a practicing buddhist and i am on methadone i am only at v35 mgs i was at 120mgs 3 months ago i did that with the help of cannibis.it helps with the withdrawl some but helps you keep this in perspective i feel Like ibogaine is the next logical step i am kinda poor manly cuz i pay $75 a week for the methadone and man i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone to relate to and thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace love caring and sharing                                                                      your    brother NIK!

What about Dimitri? 313-506-5724

From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] For those in Ann Arbor
Date: February 11, 2004 at 4:27:58 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

hey guys i live in ann arbor now and this town has become so commercial it makes me want to vomit starbucks! Is there anyone here that has ibogaine experience or soemone i can talk to. i really would appreciate anyone or anything you could help me with what organizations are still around here. i am a practicing buddhist and i am on methadone i am only at v35 mgs i was at 120mgs 3 months ago i did that with the help of cannibis.it helps with the withdrawl some but helps you keep this in perspective i feel Like ibogaine is the next logical step i am kinda poor manly cuz i pay $75 a week for the methadone and man i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone to relate to and thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace love caring and sharing                                                                      your    brother NIK!

What about Dimitri? 313-506-5724

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
Date: February 11, 2004 at 2:13:48 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

You’re almost there Nik, almost there. If you’ve got it smoke some pot,
climb into a hot bath and keep adding hot water to it as you soad to keep it
hot and steamy, put on some good music and do a lot of lying about in bed if
you can. Also, if you can deal with it, eat a lot of heavy foods too. I
don’t know if that’ll help you, but all of the above helped me.
Methadone is a devil drug to kick, and I have been there.
You can do it so long as you want to- and you seem like you really want
to.
Peace and respect,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: Nik
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Wednesday, February 11, 2004 11:52 AM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too

hey guys i live in ann arbor now and this town has become so commercial it
makes me want to vomit starbucks! Is there anyone here that has ibogaine
experience or soemone i can talk to. i really would appreciate anyone or
anything you could help me with what organizations are still around here. i
am a practicing buddhist and i am on methadone i am only at v35 mgs i was at
120mgs 3 months ago i did that with the help of cannibis.it helps with the
withdrawl some but helps you keep this in perspective i feel Like ibogaine
is the next logical step i am kinda poor manly cuz i pay $75 a week for the
methadone and man i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the
wiothdrawl is bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till
last week were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick
but i will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant
gorrila off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have
noone to! relate to and thats the hardest part. but i think its great the
stuff you have done and still do you have been an inspiration to many
includiong me i almost didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it
i need help peace love caring and sharing
your    brother NIK!

Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic doctor and I practice in
Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone, briefly, with the sad news of Brian
Quig’s death last year. In that regard some of us were looking hard for
evidence of foul play, since he had so many enemies who specialize in that.
Where it seemed to go was nothing conclusive proving it, and since one of
the kids driving the car that struck him was also injured, it could have
been in the stupid tragic accident category. Big western cities are
dangerous around the ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group discussion involving Ibo
particulars. I wonder if you could direct me toward the better discussions
about the particulars of using this, in both addiction and shamanic
situations. So far, I have learned alot with Eric in these regards, having
facilitated several sessions, but I haven’t connected! with medical
professionals or researchers working with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is familiar with the current
extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical results?  I would love to pop
in on some of the conferences in New York and Europe that have looked at
this, but that hasn’t been possible recently. The professionals I have been
around are pretty nervous about its outlaw status, but the way things are
going in this land of the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become
contraband pretty soon. Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill St. house with the White
Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were residents there with John
Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being all aflame about our rights to smoke
dope. I was more into SDS and life as a young commie, tho. Nothing
penetrated about the incredible Ibo experiences coming from Howard, you and
the Black Panther Party experiences then. I thought I was so with it, ! but
just missed it that time, really. I wonder if social changes triggered from
this plant will penetrate farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet! ;->)

Dr. Tom

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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Clear Channel
Date: February 11, 2004 at 1:29:59 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Just to mention this interesting fact, before I totally space it, ‘cuz my
headspace is filled with the 1001 things I have to get done yesterday…

For those of you who are not aware of dis; Clear Channel is a conglomerate
which owns a sizable portion of all media that is broadcast within the
United States *1:

http://www.clearchannel.com/

Clear Channel owns the alterna-rock station that I listen to when I go to
the gym.  Click the page, and it should all become obvious in about 5
seconds:

http://www.zetarocks.com/main.html

No DJ who works at Clear Channel has any opinions, identity, or thoughts,
that are not handed to them and officially sanctioned by management.

As of Thursday or Friday of last week, the usual 5 minutes per hour, of
“Rah Rah, go Bush!  America rulz let’s go to war, bid’ness scams are worth
dying for!” (to cop a line from the Dead Kennedys); has spun 180 degrees
in the opposite direction, and been replaced by, “Bush sucks, he’s a
dirtbag piece of shit liar destroying America and bringing the world
closer to the brink of collapse.”

Their pro-Bush rhetoric has not stopped since right ’round 9/11.  It just
vaporized and has spun to constantly attacking the Bush administration.

Hum … did somebody not get their payment in time…?  Veddy interestin’

“Look, THAT’S IT.  Clear Channel can NO LONGER work with the current
administration.  Mr. Kerry, here is a list of our Top 10,000 Extremely
Urgent Demands that Require your Immediate Attention.  Thank youz.”

– – – – – – – – –

*1: Clear Channel Purchases the FCC
(Original source: http://www.theonion.com)

WASHINGTON (AP) — The Federal Communications Commission (FCC) announced
today that it has agreed to be acquired by Clear Channel Communications
(CCU) of San Antonio, Texas.

In announcing the deal, FCC Chairman Michael Powell said “This transaction
will greatly expedite the demise of the antiquated concept of local
ownership of media outlets. Critics of deals such as this need to
understand that Clear Channel embodies all that is good and decent in the
broadcast industry, and anyone that believes otherwise clearly isn’t
listening to the news.”

In a statement issued today, Clear Channel CEO Lowry Mays said “This
acquisition is a perfect strategic fit for Clear Channel. The FCC has been
a wonderful business partner for the past several years, and has carried
out our directions with great enthusiasm. We are proud to welcome the FCC
into the Clear Channel family of companies.”

Although terms of the deal were not immediately available, It is said that
the acquisition will include all components, operating units and assets of
the FCC, except for its soul, which was sold in a prior transaction to
Satan, Inc. in 1996.

Clear Channel, which owns broadcast facilities, shopping malls, billboard
advertising, and concert promotion units all across North America, has
been on an acquisition binge for the past several years, and has recently
broadened the scope of its acquisitions to include government entities. In
a recent deal, CCU purchased a 50% interest in the U.S. Congress, and is
reportedly close to striking a deal to purchase The White House. Clear
Channel already has been integrally running the George Bush presidency.
Clear Channel’s Stock stood at $42.09 at the close of Monday’s trading, up
$1.39, or 3.42%

From: Nik <goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
Date: February 11, 2004 at 11:52:14 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

hey guys i live in ann arbor now and this town has become so commercial it makes me want to vomit starbucks! Is there anyone here that has ibogaine experience or soemone i can talk to. i really would appreciate anyone or anything you could help me with what organizations are still around here. i am a practicing buddhist and i am on methadone i am only at v35 mgs i was at 120mgs 3 months ago i did that with the help of cannibis.it helps with the withdrawl some but helps you keep this in perspective i feel Like ibogaine is the next logical step i am kinda poor manly cuz i pay $75 a week for the methadone and man i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone to relate to and thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace love caring and sharing                                                                      your    brother NIK!

Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic doctor and I practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone, briefly, with the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In that regard some of us were looking hard for evidence of foul play, since he had so many enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to go was nothing conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids driving the car that struck him was also injured, it could have been in the stupid tragic accident category. Big western cities are dangerous around the ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group discussion involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could direct me toward the better discussions about the particulars of using this, in both addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have learned alot with Eric in these regards, having facilitated several sessions, but I haven’t connected with medical professionals or researchers working with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is familiar with the current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical results?  I would love to pop in on some of the conferences in New York and Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t been possible recently. The professionals I have been around are pretty nervous about its outlaw status, but the way things are going in this land of the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become contraband pretty soon. Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill St. house with the White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were residents there with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being all aflame about our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and life as a young commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible Ibo experiences coming from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party experiences then. I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that time, really. I wonder if social changes triggered from this plant will penetrate farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet! ;->)

Dr. Tom

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From: Nik <goosebumpz2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] some one help this guy me too
Date: February 11, 2004 at 11:52:13 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

hey guys i live in ann arbor now and this town has become so commercial it makes me want to vomit starbucks! Is there anyone here that has ibogaine experience or soemone i can talk to. i really would appreciate anyone or anything you could help me with what organizations are still around here. i am a practicing buddhist and i am on methadone i am only at v35 mgs i was at 120mgs 3 months ago i did that with the help of cannibis.it helps with the withdrawl some but helps you keep this in perspective i feel Like ibogaine is the next logical step i am kinda poor manly cuz i pay $75 a week for the methadone and man i gotta tell ya part of me is screemin for some relief the wiothdrawl is bad i went down two mgs a day for a month then a mg a day till last week were i have stopped the detox to let my body recoupe i am so sick but i will not quit i am goin to get this pissed off two headed giant gorrila off my back but hey man is there anyone around i can talk to i have noone to relate to and thats the hardest part. but i think its great the stuff you have done and still do you have been an inspiration to many includiong me i almost didnt write this because of my ego/pride but fuck it i need help peace love caring and sharing                                                                      your    brother NIK!

Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org> wrote:
From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic doctor and I practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone, briefly, with the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In that regard some of us were looking hard for evidence of foul play, since he had so many enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to go was nothing conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids driving the car that struck him was also injured, it could have been in the stupid tragic accident category. Big western cities are dangerous around the ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group discussion involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could direct me toward the better discussions about the particulars of using this, in both addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have learned alot with Eric in these regards, having facilitated several sessions, but I haven’t connected with medical professionals or researchers working with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is familiar with the current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical results?  I would love to pop in on some of the conferences in New York and Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t been possible recently. The professionals I have been around are pretty nervous about its outlaw status, but the way things are going in this land of the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become contraband pretty soon. Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill St. house with the White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were residents there with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being all aflame about our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and life as a young commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible Ibo experiences coming from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party experiences then. I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that time, really. I wonder if social changes triggered from this plant will penetrate farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet! ;->)

Dr. Tom

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] some one help this guy
Date: February 11, 2004 at 11:36:06 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

From: ndezine@yahoo.com

Hi Dana:

I’m Dr. Tom, a friend of Eric’s. I’m a naturopathic doctor and I practice in Arizona. I once spoke with you by phone, briefly, with the sad news of Brian Quig’s death last year. In that regard some of us were looking hard for evidence of foul play, since he had so many enemies who specialize in that. Where it seemed to go was nothing conclusive proving it, and since one of the kids driving the car that struck him was also injured, it could have been in the stupid tragic accident category. Big western cities are dangerous around the ongoing car wars here. I miss him.

I’m writing as I got your email from a yahoo group discussion involving Ibo particulars. I wonder if you could direct me toward the better discussions about the particulars of using this, in both addiction and shamanic situations. So far, I have learned alot with Eric in these regards, having facilitated several sessions, but I haven’t connected with medical professionals or researchers working with it.

Who would you recommend I learn from that is familiar with the current extracts or isolate combo forms and clinical results?  I would love to pop in on some of the conferences in New York and Europe that have looked at this, but that hasn’t been possible recently. The professionals I have been around are pretty nervous about its outlaw status, but the way things are going in this land of the Bush Gang…well, brain cells will become contraband pretty soon. Sorry, I digress.

Back in the Ming Dynasty I met you around the Hill St. house with the White Panthers in Ann Arbor. Friends of mine were residents there with John Sinclair and Leni, and I remember being all aflame about our rights to smoke dope. I was more into SDS and life as a young commie, tho. Nothing penetrated about the incredible Ibo experiences coming >from Howard, you and the Black Panther Party experiences then. I thought I was so with it, but just missed it that time, really. I wonder if social changes triggered from this plant will penetrate farther this time around?

When you get a chance, some links, references or comments would be welcome.

“Power to the People”

(Man, that’s pulling from the back of the closet! ;->)

Dr. Tom
From: “david lishner” <dlish009@hotmail.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] hey
Date: February 10, 2004 at 1:45:21 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

 

>From: Sharilyn

>Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

>To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

>Subject: [ibogaine] hey

>Date: Tue, 10 Feb 2004 09:06:53 -0800 (PST)

>

>

>Can u get ibogaine? where abouts do u live? wanna smoke a bowl?

>

>

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From: Sharilyn <bleed_pretty_girl@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] hey
Date: February 10, 2004 at 12:06:53 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Can u get ibogaine? where abouts do u live? wanna smoke a bowl?

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] yippies? was: Re: [ibogaine] Doing something about Kerry and Ibogaine
Date: February 8, 2004 at 5:37:10 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Patrick scribbled >(It
goes without saying that I use the word “children,” as a euphemism.
Obviously they are all over the age of 21.)<

Apparently, 21-year-old, non-drinking “Children” who are not aware that the
smoking laws in NYC suck, obviously, necessitating that “let’s go freeze our
balls/breasts (depending upon one’s sex…or whether they’ve had some sort
of operations to add/remove glandular appendiges) outside in 20-something
degree weather and smoke us some demon weed” sorta thing that happens here
in the Apple nowadays. For someone like me, who loves to smoke both the
demon weed AND pot too when it comes around, it’s (anti-indoor-smoking law)
made it harder to smoke anything inside bars, what with the smoke rising
from where I sit making like a neon sign- “Here he is, come get ‘im!”- so
Patrick, I for one am glad you and Robert had a car to sit in and get
yerselves outta the cold while smoking stoggies together. I imagine it was
better conversation than much of what was found inside with the drinking
non-smokers anyway.
Whack whack.
I gotta lot of old newspaper lying about over here, if someone wants to
borrow some.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Sunday, February 08, 2004 4:22 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] yippies? was: Re: [ibogaine] Doing something about
Kerry and Ibogaine

On [Sat, Feb 07, 2004 at 05:28:01PM -0800], [gboy@hush.com] wrote:

| —–BEGIN PGP SIGNED MESSAGE—–
| Hash: SHA1
|
| sorry girl but I won’t shut up. I’ve agreed with you before and have
| no need to start friction so don’t take it personal but this does relate
| to ibogaine and this list because this is the only place all the people
| I have to say it to are reading.

Perhaps, but, on the flipside: it is highly unlikely that being annoying
is going to motivate anyone to take some sort of positive action and
galvanize a tidal wave of support for your cause (whatever it might be).

[You wr0ted]:

| what happened, great party, fights, people getting thrown out. was
anything
| accomplished? patrick sat in robert altman’s beamer and smoked joints
| with him, I think he made it onstage for 5 minutes and got applause for
| showing up. nice life if you can get it. what did you do other then yell
| at all the people who put it together who were all volunteers.

[About a month ago, someone else wrote]:

On [Wed, Dec 17, 2003 at 11:33:33PM -0800], [A.C. Dilard] wrote:

| patrick kroupa explaining recovery to robert altman
| while sitting in his bmw double parked in front
| smoking what doesnt look like cigarettes.

I’m sure that given another 30 days, this will become: “Patrick was
bangin’ dope and smoking crack with Robert Altman!!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#”

It wuz a cigar.  Big wow.  When California banned smoking inside clubs and
bars, okay, I expected it from fruitloop, holistic bean-sprout eating,
land.  When NY did same, it shocked the hell outta me.  It’s not sumthin’
I expected from NY … NYC is much closer to, “Whaddya, a fuckin’
idiot!?!?  Smoke bothers you?  Then fucking move to the goddamn suburbs.
Taking a walk outside and breathing carbon monoxide exhaust fumes makes
you feel better?”

Whatever, shit happens, it is Kali Yuga, and smoking indoors in public
places is now history in NY.

| So what’s happening at the next mmm, another 20,000 people to watch you
| light joints onstage? and what happened last year, i heard at least 20
| times that patrick would be there, homeboy was in town lots of peeps
| saw him hanging with you but he vanished and didnt even attend because
| hes sneaking into ny from nj because he cant even land in ny without
| being arrested. out of all that planned why couldnt you plan on getting
| him to town 2 days sooner to go to court and get rid of his warrants?
| none of this was a secret everybody knew it except the police in ny.

It was the first time I’d been back in NY for over 3 years … actually,
the first time in my entire adult life I’ve ever been in NYC and not
sprung.  I had warrants for my arrest from my previous existence; my
lawyer advised me not to land in NY, because post 9-11 it’s quite likely I
would get arrested when my plane landed at LGA.

The original concept was to arrive, turn myself in, vacate my warrants,
and then do the MMM on Saturday, and ibogaine panels on Sunday.  It didn’t
work out that way.  I landed Thursday, and — perhaps for the first time
in all recorded history — my lawyer, Dana’s lawyer, and Dhoruba’s lawyer,
were all in agreement: if you turn yourself in on Friday, the odds are
extremely high that they will not release you until Monday or Tuesday.  If
you show up at the MMM, the cops will run your name through the computer
if you’re speaking, and arrest you.  If they arrest you on charges that
are 3+ years old, they will have no reason to believe that you ever
planned to turn yourself in, and you’re gonna spend even more time sitting
in the tombs, or Rikers, waiting to get before a judge.

I skipped the MMM, did the ibogaine panels, turned myself in and vacated
my warrants on Monday; handed them a buncha cash while my lawyer explained
I was highly, extremely, super-sorry and would never, ever, even think
about doing anything like that again … and left town on Tuesday.  The
End.

In conclusion: Yo … Dana, you need to whack that whole entire pack of
kids that runs wild through your house, upside the head with a rolled-up
newspaper.  BAD, bAd, BaD children.  No bong hits for you tonight!  (It
goes without saying that I use the word “children,” as a euphemism.
Obviously they are all over the age of 21.)

Patrick

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] yippies? was: Re: [ibogaine] Doing something about Kerry and Ibogaine
Date: February 8, 2004 at 4:22:04 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Sat, Feb 07, 2004 at 05:28:01PM -0800], [gboy@hush.com] wrote:

| —–BEGIN PGP SIGNED MESSAGE—–
| Hash: SHA1
|
| sorry girl but I won’t shut up. I’ve agreed with you before and have
| no need to start friction so don’t take it personal but this does relate
| to ibogaine and this list because this is the only place all the people
| I have to say it to are reading.

Perhaps, but, on the flipside: it is highly unlikely that being annoying
is going to motivate anyone to take some sort of positive action and
galvanize a tidal wave of support for your cause (whatever it might be).

[You wr0ted]:

| what happened, great party, fights, people getting thrown out. was anything
| accomplished? patrick sat in robert altman’s beamer and smoked joints
| with him, I think he made it onstage for 5 minutes and got applause for
| showing up. nice life if you can get it. what did you do other then yell
| at all the people who put it together who were all volunteers.

[About a month ago, someone else wrote]:

On [Wed, Dec 17, 2003 at 11:33:33PM -0800], [A.C. Dilard] wrote:

| patrick kroupa explaining recovery to robert altman
| while sitting in his bmw double parked in front
| smoking what doesnt look like cigarettes.

I’m sure that given another 30 days, this will become: “Patrick was
bangin’ dope and smoking crack with Robert Altman!!@#!@#!@#!@#!@#”

It wuz a cigar.  Big wow.  When California banned smoking inside clubs and
bars, okay, I expected it from fruitloop, holistic bean-sprout eating,
land.  When NY did same, it shocked the hell outta me.  It’s not sumthin’
I expected from NY … NYC is much closer to, “Whaddya, a fuckin’
idiot!?!?  Smoke bothers you?  Then fucking move to the goddamn suburbs.
Taking a walk outside and breathing carbon monoxide exhaust fumes makes
you feel better?”

Whatever, shit happens, it is Kali Yuga, and smoking indoors in public
places is now history in NY.

| So what’s happening at the next mmm, another 20,000 people to watch you
| light joints onstage? and what happened last year, i heard at least 20
| times that patrick would be there, homeboy was in town lots of peeps
| saw him hanging with you but he vanished and didnt even attend because
| hes sneaking into ny from nj because he cant even land in ny without
| being arrested. out of all that planned why couldnt you plan on getting
| him to town 2 days sooner to go to court and get rid of his warrants?
| none of this was a secret everybody knew it except the police in ny.

It was the first time I’d been back in NY for over 3 years … actually,
the first time in my entire adult life I’ve ever been in NYC and not
sprung.  I had warrants for my arrest from my previous existence; my
lawyer advised me not to land in NY, because post 9-11 it’s quite likely I
would get arrested when my plane landed at LGA.

The original concept was to arrive, turn myself in, vacate my warrants,
and then do the MMM on Saturday, and ibogaine panels on Sunday.  It didn’t
work out that way.  I landed Thursday, and — perhaps for the first time
in all recorded history — my lawyer, Dana’s lawyer, and Dhoruba’s lawyer,
were all in agreement: if you turn yourself in on Friday, the odds are
extremely high that they will not release you until Monday or Tuesday.  If
you show up at the MMM, the cops will run your name through the computer
if you’re speaking, and arrest you.  If they arrest you on charges that
are 3+ years old, they will have no reason to believe that you ever
planned to turn yourself in, and you’re gonna spend even more time sitting
in the tombs, or Rikers, waiting to get before a judge.

I skipped the MMM, did the ibogaine panels, turned myself in and vacated
my warrants on Monday; handed them a buncha cash while my lawyer explained
I was highly, extremely, super-sorry and would never, ever, even think
about doing anything like that again … and left town on Tuesday.  The
End.

In conclusion: Yo … Dana, you need to whack that whole entire pack of
kids that runs wild through your house, upside the head with a rolled-up
newspaper.  BAD, bAd, BaD children.  No bong hits for you tonight!  (It
goes without saying that I use the word “children,” as a euphemism.
Obviously they are all over the age of 21.)

Patrick

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] MMM 2004
Date: February 8, 2004 at 12:49:06 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I’ll be there.
I don’t know about the helicopter…I have yet to see one, other than the
black ones and blatant NYPD ones.
They haven’t dropped any joints or ibogaine, or anything but bad vibes
really.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: <powerup@ziplip.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Saturday, February 07, 2004 9:35 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] MMM 2004

What I want to know is will the helicopter throwing joints into the crowd
be back this year? Why not make one of Patrick’s rants come true and add
ibogaine to that, he mentioned dumping ibo all over the inner cities 😉

I’m there in 2004. Is there anything to attend this year or have all the
activists taken the election year off? 😉

power to the people

From: powerup@ziplip.com <powerup@ziplip.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] MMM 2004
Date: February 7, 2004 at 9:35:40 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@Mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

What I want to know is will the helicopter throwing joints into the crowd be back this year? Why not make one of Patrick’s rants come true and add ibogaine to that, he mentioned dumping ibo all over the inner cities 😉

I’m there in 2004. Is there anything to attend this year or have all the activists taken the election year off? 😉

power to the people

From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] mmm rally photos david peal who are we voting for? Re: [ibogaine] yippies? was: Re: [ibogaine] Doing something about Kerry and Ibogaine
Date: February 7, 2004 at 9:08:33 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

That reminded me it would be great if something was said supporting
someone. All I ever see from the MMM rallies is this sea of faces it
would be good ifsomeone on the stage said something worthwhile. Dana?
Patrick?

Found these, these are great I love the photo with David Peal bagging
on Guilani and making the cops in uniform laugh

http://www.golden-road.com/marijuanamarch/mmm2000a.html

Patrick that reminds me the only tv I’ve ever seen Mash do that isn’t
the ibogaine is dangerous unless I sell it to you tv, which was awesome
is some crazy bush sucks rant she gave at the last elections. That was
picked up everywhere I saw that in California 🙂 Drag her on stage with
you 🙂 Not ibogaine I mean the 2004 MMM rally 🙂 🙂 🙂

Who are we voting for? This is a good question!

.:vector:.

Thank Patrick I feel like a idiot 🙁 I didn’t read the msg or you
didn’t send it, I never knew I was aliased from mindvox! Thanks thanks
thanks! 🙂 🙂 🙂

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sorry girl but I won’t shut up. I’ve agreed with you before and have
no need to start friction so don’t take it personal but this does
relate
to ibogaine and this list because this is the only place all the
people
I have to say it to are reading.

Who are the yippies supporting dana? What are they doing? Aren’t the
yippies a political force? Love the slick brochures, but you know
what
I’m sayng right now has been said before the last event was some
Yippie
event? No it wasn’t it was another excuse to throw a big party and I
think thats dope but in case none of your noticed we are living in
1984
it would be a good time to change it with the next election.

what happened, great party, fights, people getting thrown out. was
anything
accomplished? patrick sat in robert altman’s beamer and smoked joints
with him, I think he made it onstage for 5 minutes and got applause
for
showing up. nice life if you can get it. what did you do other then
yell
at all the people who put it together who were all volunteers.

Dana you’ve been accused of alot which I think not to be true but you
know what youre doing in some ways, the ibogaine conference, the only
thing anybody ever remembers is patrick and pinchbeck and you getting
dhoruba to show up and you and the cannabis show, you know that’s the
whole gig because nobody remembers anything except the colorful
maniacs.
So Dana I know part of the gig is having patrick show up turns
everything
into theater because homeboy is this cult of personality which makes
you look good and then the two of you set each other off and it’s one
big party :->

thats cool, I dig it. I also believe that all of you believe in
ibogaine,
patrick is obvious and you dana are too, because you nver shutup
about
it and promote it allover so yes you do care.

So what’s happening at the next mmm, another 20,000 people to watch
you
light joints onstage? and what happened last year, i heard at least
20
times that patrick would be there, homeboy was in town lots of peeps
saw him hanging with you but he vanished and didnt even attend
because
hes sneaking into ny from nj because he cant even land in ny without
being arrested. out of all that planned why couldnt you plan on
getting
him to town 2 days sooner to go to court and get rid of his warrants?
none of this was a secret everybody knew it except the police in ny.
the whole yippie speaking thing, you go throw patrick’s name into a
search
engine and you get little girls building shrines to him in their web
sites for talking at their campus, don’t think that was for telling
them
about computer security. why don’t you say something political that
means
anything at all. you never do except against the war on drugs but
never
pro what candidate.

I’m not dissing anyof you what i’m saying is if any of this is more
then
theater and putting on a good show and having a party, then patrick,
dana, dennis peron you out there? marc emery i know you are, who are
any of you backing for president, is anything going to be said or
done
or is the game over already and we have more bushco for another 4
years
and forget 1984 welcome to nazi germany.

sorry but this is a important issue, not one of you has made any
political
statements except you quote dennis peron as saying he’ll vote for
attila
the hun to get rid of bush. great, so who is he backing? I don’t see
jack shit on marijuana.org. patrick if you don’t give a fuck about
anything,
have dana write you a script, or mash isn’t she a democrat, arent
you
surrounded by people who are democrats? get someone to give you a
script
and then make it come to life, you are really gifted with words
writing
it or talking, your whole life is like being a movie waiting for the
audience to show up, the more people the more you come alive. so use
it for something besdies jacking off and stroking your ego. speaking
of which, marc emery, i know you’re in canada but doesnt it bother
you
what’s happening the us? it has to effect you too.

all of what i’m saying is that it’s feb and I haven’t seen anybody
from
any part of the cannabis movement organise anything. I havent seen
one
statement from one of you. I haven’t seen anything. did bush send all
of your checks and ask you to shut up?

ifits not obvious i do care about all this, this is the longet
messege
i’ve written in my life to any listing. i’m not only complaining i’m
asking what are ‘we’ doing? dean is over what now? that was a good
question.

.g

On Sat, 07 Feb 2004 15:56:12 -0800 Carla Barnes
<carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
wrote:
Please don’t take this the wrong way, I know this is a
important issue I laughed my ass off reading Patrick’s
2000 comments that somebody reposted from archive org,
Dana I think your message was very thoughtful and had
a lot of insight, I think this is a very important
issue but

Could all of you please take the whole political
conversation somewhere off the ibogaine list. Please?
Please? Take it to the Kerry forum Dana posted, take
it to the thousand other forums, anywhere. I do not
mind some political conversations but please please
please do not turn this into the democractic list.
Didn’t Drugwar start because of all the overload on
this list about the war on drugs?

Please guys, stop before it starts. Yes I know I can
type delete but I don’t think it’s needed to have even
more political messages on this list.

Carla B

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Subject: [ibogaine] yippies? was: Re: [ibogaine] Doing something about Kerry and Ibogaine
Date: February 7, 2004 at 8:28:01 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
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sorry girl but I won’t shut up. I’ve agreed with you before and have
no need to start friction so don’t take it personal but this does relate
to ibogaine and this list because this is the only place all the people
I have to say it to are reading.

Who are the yippies supporting dana? What are they doing? Aren’t the
yippies a political force? Love the slick brochures, but you know what
I’m sayng right now has been said before the last event was some Yippie
event? No it wasn’t it was another excuse to throw a big party and I
think thats dope but in case none of your noticed we are living in 1984
it would be a good time to change it with the next election.

what happened, great party, fights, people getting thrown out. was anything
accomplished? patrick sat in robert altman’s beamer and smoked joints
with him, I think he made it onstage for 5 minutes and got applause for
showing up. nice life if you can get it. what did you do other then yell
at all the people who put it together who were all volunteers.

Dana you’ve been accused of alot which I think not to be true but you
know what youre doing in some ways, the ibogaine conference, the only
thing anybody ever remembers is patrick and pinchbeck and you getting
dhoruba to show up and you and the cannabis show, you know that’s the
whole gig because nobody remembers anything except the colorful maniacs.
So Dana I know part of the gig is having patrick show up turns everything
into theater because homeboy is this cult of personality which makes
you look good and then the two of you set each other off and it’s one
big party :->

thats cool, I dig it. I also believe that all of you believe in ibogaine,
patrick is obvious and you dana are too, because you nver shutup about
it and promote it allover so yes you do care.

So what’s happening at the next mmm, another 20,000 people to watch you
light joints onstage? and what happened last year, i heard at least 20
times that patrick would be there, homeboy was in town lots of peeps
saw him hanging with you but he vanished and didnt even attend because
hes sneaking into ny from nj because he cant even land in ny without
being arrested. out of all that planned why couldnt you plan on getting
him to town 2 days sooner to go to court and get rid of his warrants?
none of this was a secret everybody knew it except the police in ny.
the whole yippie speaking thing, you go throw patrick’s name into a search
engine and you get little girls building shrines to him in their web
sites for talking at their campus, don’t think that was for telling them
about computer security. why don’t you say something political that means
anything at all. you never do except against the war on drugs but never
pro what candidate.

I’m not dissing anyof you what i’m saying is if any of this is more then
theater and putting on a good show and having a party, then patrick,
dana, dennis peron you out there? marc emery i know you are, who are
any of you backing for president, is anything going to be said or done
or is the game over already and we have more bushco for another 4 years
and forget 1984 welcome to nazi germany.

sorry but this is a important issue, not one of you has made any political
statements except you quote dennis peron as saying he’ll vote for attila
the hun to get rid of bush. great, so who is he backing? I don’t see
jack shit on marijuana.org. patrick if you don’t give a fuck about anything,
have dana write you a script, or mash isn’t she a democrat, arent you
surrounded by people who are democrats? get someone to give you a script
and then make it come to life, you are really gifted with words writing
it or talking, your whole life is like being a movie waiting for the
audience to show up, the more people the more you come alive. so use
it for something besdies jacking off and stroking your ego. speaking
of which, marc emery, i know you’re in canada but doesnt it bother you
what’s happening the us? it has to effect you too.

all of what i’m saying is that it’s feb and I haven’t seen anybody from
any part of the cannabis movement organise anything. I havent seen one
statement from one of you. I haven’t seen anything. did bush send all
of your checks and ask you to shut up?

ifits not obvious i do care about all this, this is the longet messege
i’ve written in my life to any listing. i’m not only complaining i’m
asking what are ‘we’ doing? dean is over what now? that was a good question.

.g

On Sat, 07 Feb 2004 15:56:12 -0800 Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
wrote:
Please don’t take this the wrong way, I know this is a
important issue I laughed my ass off reading Patrick’s
2000 comments that somebody reposted from archive org,
Dana I think your message was very thoughtful and had
a lot of insight, I think this is a very important
issue but

Could all of you please take the whole political
conversation somewhere off the ibogaine list. Please?
Please? Take it to the Kerry forum Dana posted, take
it to the thousand other forums, anywhere. I do not
mind some political conversations but please please
please do not turn this into the democractic list.
Didn’t Drugwar start because of all the overload on
this list about the war on drugs?

Please guys, stop before it starts. Yes I know I can
type delete but I don’t think it’s needed to have even
more political messages on this list.

Carla B

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From: Carla Barnes <carlambarnes@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Doing something about Kerry and Ibogaine
Date: February 7, 2004 at 6:56:12 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Please don’t take this the wrong way, I know this is a
important issue I laughed my ass off reading Patrick’s
2000 comments that somebody reposted from archive org,
Dana I think your message was very thoughtful and had
a lot of insight, I think this is a very important
issue but

Could all of you please take the whole political
conversation somewhere off the ibogaine list. Please?
Please? Take it to the Kerry forum Dana posted, take
it to the thousand other forums, anywhere. I do not
mind some political conversations but please please
please do not turn this into the democractic list.
Didn’t Drugwar start because of all the overload on
this list about the war on drugs?

Please guys, stop before it starts. Yes I know I can
type delete but I don’t think it’s needed to have even
more political messages on this list.

Carla B

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] Doing something about Kerry and Ibogaine
Date: February 7, 2004 at 6:15:20 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

From: crownofthorns@hushmail.com

Interesting conversation and people in the last days  Welcome back
Rick and I guess welcome to the silent majority some of who unlurked
for a few messages

I would encourage everyone on this list who is in america to take a look
at this page. It’s funny but not that funny because it happens to be
true.

http://www.studentsfororwell.org/

My question to the list and yes it is off topic from ibogaine directly
a little but so is much of what’s here and it isn’t that far off topic.
Dean is out of it, so who next? Is Kerry it?

We have these talks in the past, I support the greens not the dems but
I think that unfortunately we have a two party system and the greens,
libs, medical marijuana party are never going to win anything all they
will do is fracture the vote and my most important vote and what I am
truly voting for more then anything is ANYTHING THAT GETS BUSH OUT OF
THE WHITEHOUSE.

I truly do not believe there are more of ‘them’ then of ‘us’ but in the
last election the liberal vote went into so many different directions
and the evil army won, with the help of 9-11 of course.

I’m voting democrat this time, the main issue that is of major importance
to me is what I said, anything that gets Bush out of the whitehouse.

Peace out,
Curtis

First:
From: mikecane01@yahoo.com

“I wanted to wait ’til the February 3rd polls opened
to post this, because I wanted it to be a post-mortem
and not a vivisection. What follows is a long musing
on the Dean campaign’s use of internet tools, but it
has a short thesis: the hard thing to explain is not
how the Dean campaign blew such a huge lead, but
rather why we ever thought that lead actually existed.
Dean’s campaign didn’t just fail, it dissolved on
contact with reality.”

http://www.corante.com/many/archives/2004/02/03/exiting_deanspace.php

I think this piece raises important cautionary considerations as we turn to the question of John Kerry.

Denis Peron says he would vote for Attila the Hun to get rid of Bush. I told him Kerry is much better than that, potentially– he was on the Capitol Steps with John Lennon protesting Vietnam. He investigated the Contra Coke connnection, Etc. Etc. What we have to do now is to engage the candidate and get a commitment for biomedical research into the iboga alkaloids asap. That means showing up at campaign rallies with IBOGAINE TESTING NOW banners & signs. ACT UP did with AIDS in 1992 and Bill Clinton became so used to them that he treated them as part of the campaign.

I encourage you to join the following list to inject ibo content.  I put it up on the list before with no comment, so few if any of you have checked it out.  http://forum.johnkerry.com//index.php?showtopic=525&st=0

Here are some of my entries–

What about Ibogaine? Why has there been no discussion of Ibogaine, when discovery of the first true broad-spectrum addiction interrupter obviously changes the whole drugwar calculus in favor of medical treatment versus imprisonment?
Dana/cnw

We’ve been fighting more than 30 years to get cannabis decriminalized. We’re still fighthing to get that done.

I’d dare say that some on this forum have never even heard of Ibogaine.

And something tells me that the pharma corps don’t care two hoots about any natural remedy for addiction.

They certainly haven’t been honest where cannabis is concerned and it’s been used for thousands of years for all types of ailments including addiction.

I don’t know about the rest of you guys here but I think we’re all preaching to the choir.
Perhaps it’s time to take this discussion somewhere it will be taken seriously and where it will get some attention???

QUOTE

I’d dare say that some on this forum have never even heard of Ibogaine.

I confess..
QUOTE

Perhaps it’s time to take this discussion somewhere it will be taken seriously and where it will get some attention???

you mean on this board or beyond?

I think WeedMan has some thoughts on that. Email him and let’s see if we can get something started.

QUOTE (dana @ Feb 3 2004, 12:58 PM)

What about Ibogaine?

With the Campaign’s stated interest in expanding treatment, Ibogaine deserves a close look. Alas, it’s too new to most folks to be easily reduced to a Campaign soundbite.

Dana: besides posting here, try a personal approch. As I know you’re in New York, I suggest you head tonight to

Results Watch Party:
Join Vanessa Kerry, Chris Heinz, and the NY Kerry Campaign we watch returns from seven states and cheer on our candidate!

7 p.m. at Chetty Red (28 East 23rd Street at Madison Avenue.)
RSVP to Liz Host at 212-213-0220 or host@kerryny.com

We’ve been fighting more than 30 years to get cannabis decriminalized. We’re still fighthing to get that done

.

I’d dare say that some on this forum have never even heard of Ibogaine.
[QUOTE]

It’s amazing to me that drug reformers don’t make more use of Ibogaine as their cutting edge issue–when most of the public is far more impressed with the fact that there is something like ibo out there than with boilerplate about how harmless cannabis is. I agree with the Dutch Model, but I don’t see how we get from here to there without using ALL our ammunition, especially the fact that addiction to hard drugs can be cured with a simple procedure lasting several days (so that the so-called “gateway effect” is not such a big deal).

Ironically, Ibogaine itself happens to be an illegal drug (but only in the U.S. and 3 small European countries). So the drug reform movement should be trumpeting its existence–right? Could it be that the legalizers feel the Ibogaine information should be withheld because it will weaken their main arguments for legalization? Or that they’re afraid the System will absorb a new treatment without relaxing the egregious severity of other aspects of the Drug War?

Or is the problem simply the Senate staffers who never let the John Kerry’s of the world know about such inconveniently controversial alternatives?

Frankly, I don’t see how such a medical breakthrough would not, a practical matter, change the whole emphasis away from prisons at home and armed intervention abroad. I mean, everyone knows the current approach is not working, and that the big fat hole in demand reduction is the lack of a real medical treatment other than methadone/buprenorphin (which don’t do anything for cigarettes, coke, or methamphetamine anyway, unlike Ibogaine, which works for everything but valium and marijuana).
Dana Beal/ co-founder, CURES NOT WARS

If you’re in need of medical marijuana then vote for Kerry. If your looking to end the drug war on the rest of us, then you better vote for Dennis Kucinich in your states primary.

Kerry will continue to do just what has been done under every president from Nixion to Bush II. Our only hope is to hold out and make him earn our vote until his platform includes some form of reform that is a move forward.

I disagree. In some of these races a few thousand votes are deciding the winner, so we will have more leverage if we approach Kerry now, when he needs help, rather than latter. On the other hand, asking him to come out for ending the drug war now is a nonstarter. That’s why I think we should limit it to a research inititiative into the Iboga alkaloids and some form of amnesty for bona fide medical marijuana cases including the states where it is not (yet) legal. These are the “forms of reform” that would send a signal to my network, which is active in more than 140 U.S. cities and towns, that we can get involved because some one is actually listening.
3. This could be a very subtle nudge to try to get John (and/or others) to come out and support decrim up front…. hoping it would “derail or sidetrack” his firestorm on the primary trail.

This is of course the danger implicit in the reluctance of Kerry staffers and the campaign to do or say anything about the Drug War. OTO, how difficult can it be to advocate a medical cure that puts addiction into remission?

I believe, in order to promote and gain support in furthering this cause, we shouldn’t be focusing merely on the use and/or abuse of Marijuana but, should focus our energy on the subject of STATES RIGHTS with regards to this issue.

This is the kind of conceptual dead-end you get into when you make legalization or decrim of cannabis the litmus test instead. It’s not about drug policy choices any more.

One last thing, Al Gore did say those things about his sister, only to turn around and flip flop on the issue and say “it doesn’t have any medical use.”

And Howard Dean lost because he vetoed medical marijuana. This is the obverse of the mainstream reluctance to take on the drug war. The danger at the other extreme. I’ve been saying for some time Gore lost the election right there, because of the vast numbers of people I know who voted Green or Libertarian because they took that flipflop into account with Bush’s lies about states rights. It’s important to get some clear signs of change now that we can take back to our people so that this defection of 1% (estimated) of the electorate from the dems is not repeated in November, when the election will once again be very close.
The qestion is whether the movement to stop the drug war will be satisfied with development of iboga and general med-mar amnesty as sufficient evidence of a new direction, based on compassion for patients and providers and a genuine commitment to switch from coerced to bona fide medical treatment of addicts.
Dana Beal/cnw/MMM 2004

It’s not at a “development’ stage, but ready to go, with tangible immediate benefit to our economy, and the Statwide education is already done.

Wait a minute. Didn’t John just get an “F” on hemp? At very least he avoided taking a postion. Funding biomedical development aimed at securing FDA approval for a medical breakthru in the treatment of addictions is another matter. John Kerry can appear with Stanley Glick, a NIDA scientist, and pledge to back his work on 18 MC, the safer semi-sythetic ibogaine developed by Albany Medical College, without ever a single drug reformer being in the picture.

18 Methoxycorinaridine, for those of you who are not familiar with the subject, is an Ibogaine analog without the sigma-2 or N-methyl-D-aspartate toxicities or elevated serotonin levels cited by NIDA as the basis for their continuing resistence to use of iboga alkaloids as a treatment.

To re-iterate– these compunds are the first broad spectrum treatment that puts addictions into remission. Ibogaine is more effective for heroin, less so for crystal meth and cigarettes, least so for crack. 18-MC is twice as effective for cigarettes. I am certain further research will find the analogs that are most effective for crystal and crack. But 18-MC IS ready to go, when you consider that it would take four or five million to get it past the FDA. In the war on drugs, that’s chump change.

Under Clinton, we urged the ONDCPD to retarget monies in the Federal Forfeiture Fund (which was then more than a Billion dollars) in to research into medical treatment. Instead we got Faith-based abstinence and religious mumbo jumbo. Treatment that doesn’t work on 95% of addicts, so that the proponents of prisons always win the public safety argument. We need to rid the federal bureaucracy of those who have be opponents of true reform under both republicans and democrats.

Dana/cnw

 

 

The issue is not that there is no difference between Reno and Ashcroft. The issue is the marginalization of social change activists by mainstream democrats since Red Scare days and especially since 1968–the alienation of its own activist wing by the democratic party. It’s hard to trust people when you don’t feel accepted. I have yet to see any evidence, for instance, that anything written here has one iota of effect on the postions of the Kerry campaign. WHO DO WE TALK TO?

It is not just me saying this, and I think the syndrome applies to “single issue activists” across the board, as the following article clearly shows:

THE DEAD CENTER- By Robert B. Reich: “The dismal fifth place showing by senator Joseph Lieberman in the New Hampshire primaryon tuesday serves as both reminder and motivator to the other democratic presidiental candidates on what it will take to win in November. For so long now evryone has assumed that recapturing the presidency depend son who triumphs in the battle between liberals and moderates within the party. Such thinking, though, is inherently flawed. The real fight is between those who want only to win back the White House and those who also want to build a new political movement-one that rivals the conservative movement that has given Republicans their dominant position in American politics.

“Senator Lieberman’s defeat on Tuesday could be a good indicator of which side is ahead. To their detriment, Mr.Lieberman and the perennially dour Democratic leadership council have been deeply wary of any hint of a progressive movement,referring instead an uninspired centrist message that echoes Republican themes.

“On the other extreme is Howard Dean who could be called the quintessential movement democrat. His campaign is both grassroots and reformists, is based on the proposition that ordinary people must be empowered to “Take back America.” Similar threads can also be seen in the campaigns of senators John Edwards and John Kerry . (Full disclosure: I’ve been helping senator Kerry.) It was no accident afterlast week’s caucuses in Iowa that a beaming senator Edwards told supporters they had “started a movement to change America.”
“I hope that Mr. Edwards and the others will stay on message-and movement. After all, democrats have seen what the republican party has beenable toaccomplish over the years. The conservative movement has developed dedicated sources of money and legions of ground troops whonot only get out the vote, but also spend the time between elections persuading others to join their ranks. It has devised frames of reference that are used repeatedly in policy debates (Among them: It’s your money, tax and spend, political correctness, class welfare).

“It has a system for recruiting and electing officials nationwide who share the same world view and who will vote accordingly. And it has a coherent ideology uniting evangelical Christians, blue-collar whites in the south and west and big businesses- an ideology in which foreign enemies, domestic poverty and crime, and homosexualityall must be met with strict punishment and religious orthodoxy.

“In contrast, the democratic party has had no analogous movement to animate it. Instead, every four years, party loyalists throw themselves behind a presidential candidate who they believe will deliver them from the rising conservative tide. After the election, they go back to whatever they were doing before. Other Democrats have involved themselves in single issue politics- the environment, campaign finance, the war in Iraq and so on – but these battles have failed to build a political movement.Issues rise and fall, depending on which interests are threatened and when. They can even divide Democrats, as each advocacy group scrambles after the same set of liberal donors and competes for the limited attention of the news media.

“As a result, Democrats have been undisciplined, intimidated, or just plain silent. They have few dedicated sources of money, and almost no ground troops. The religious left is disconnected from the political struggle. One hears few liberal Democratic phrases that are repeated with any regularity. In addition, there is no consistent democratic view or ideology. Most Congressional Democrats raise their own money, do their own polls, and vote every which way. Democrats have little or no clear identity except by reference to what conservatives say about them.

“Self-styled Democratic centrists, like those who inhabit the DemocraticLeadership Council, attribute the patry’s difficulties to a failure to resond to an electorate grownmore coservative, upscale and suburban. This is nonsense. The iggest slossesfor Democrats since 1980 have not been among suburban voters t among America’s giant middle and working classes — especially white workers without four year college degrees, once part of the old Democratic base. Not incidentally, these are the same people who have lost the most economic ground over the last quarter-century.

“Democrats could have responded with bold plans on jobs, schools, health care and retirement security. The could have delivered a strong message about the responsibility of corporations to help their employees i all these respects and of wealthy elites not to corrupt politics with money. More recently, the party could have used the threat of terrorism to inspire the same sort of sacrifice and social solidarity as Democrats did in World War II– including higher taxes on the wealthy to pay for what needs doing. In short, they could have turned themselves into a populist movement to take back democracy from increasingly concentrated wealth and power.

“But Democrats did none of this. So conservatives eagerly stepped into the void, claiming the populist mantle and blaming liberal elites for what’s gone wrong with America. The question ahead is whether Democrats can claim it back. The rush by many Democrats in recent years to the so-called center has been a pathetic substitute for candid talk about what the nation needs to do and for fueling a movement based on liberal values. In truth, America has no consistent political center. Polls reflect little more than reflexive responses to what people have most recently heard about an issue. Meanwhile, the so-called center has continued to shift to the right because conservative Republicans stay put while Democrats keep meeting them halfway.

“Democrats who avoid movement politics point to Bill Clinton’s success in repositioning the p arty in the center during the 1990’s. Mr. Clinton was (and is) a remarkably gifted politician who accomplished something no Democrat since Franklin Delano Roosevelt had done — getting re-elected. But his effect on the party was to blur rather than to clarify what Democrats stand for. As a result,Mr. Clinton neither started nor sustained anything that might be called a political movement.

“This handicapped his administration from the start. In 1994, when battling for his health care proposal, Mr. Clinton had no broad-based political movement behind him. Even though polls showed support among Anericans, it wasn’t enough to overcome the conservative effort on the other side. George W. Bush got his tax cuts through Congress, even though Americans were ambivalent about them. President Bush had a political movement behind him that supplied the muscle he needed.

“In the months leading up to the 1996 election, Mr. Clinton famously triangulated — finding positions equidistant between Democrats and Republicans — and ran for re-election on tiny issues live V-chips in television sets and school uniforms. The strategy worked, but it was a Pyrrhic victory. Had Mr. Clinton told Americans the truth — that when the economic boom went bust we’d still have to face the challenges of a country concentrating more wealth and power in fewer hands — he could have built a long-term mandate for change. By the late 90’s the nation finally had the wherewithal to expand prosperity by investing in people, especially their education and health. But because Mr. Clinton was re-elected without any mandate, the nation was confused about what needed to be accomplished and easily distracted by conservative fulminations against a president who lied about sex.

“As we head into the next wave of primaries, the Democratic candidates should pay close attention to what Republicans have learned about winning elections. First, it is crucial to build a political movement that will endure after particular electoral contests. Second, in order for a presidency to be effective, it needs a movement that mobilizes Americans behind it. Finally, any political movement derives its durability from the clarity of its convictions than to hone them in political combat.

“A fierce battle for the White House may be exactly what the Democrats need to mobilize a movement behind them. It may also be what America needs to restore a two-party system of governance and a clear understanding of the choices we face as a nation.”

This is from the NYTIMES op-ed, Thursday Jan 29.

 

Yah, Reich’s got it right, Dana. Politicians and their advisers have to see “issues” as an OPPORTUNITY to state a coherent program and energize supporters, not a PROBLEM to be deflected or neturalized or avoided with a “play it safe” strategy.

The question remains: WHO IN THE CAMPAIGN DO WE TALK TO? Rand Beers? I’d like to get some indication from the Moderators that it’s NOT Beers. The name and phone number of anyone else would do.

Dana/cnw

P.S: Beers is a holdover from the Clinton ONDCP and the 1st Bush administration who typifies the kind of folks who blocked ibo–and is now working for Kerry as some kind of advisor. He set of an internet firestorm by alleging that FARC guerillas trained in  Al Quaeda camps in Afghanistan.

From: <gboy@hush.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Dean is out so who is next?
Date: February 7, 2004 at 3:13:18 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

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heres the answers from mindvox 2000 thanks to archive.org

archive org has problems with every piece of mindvox after 2002, it thinks
they dont exist. i cant help but notice that mindvox is online working
and all there in 1996. it has none of the slick graphics and toys but
it runs. even archive.org finds it which is more then it manages to do
with anything that is there now. nothing finds it. maybe this is on purpose
and you all know it already but you have to read the source and redirect
the url by hand, what is in the source finds it ___on___ archive org
itself. this is wierd.

whatever drugs all of you peeps were on in 1996, that’s the ticket. it
was a winning combination.
.g

– ———-from www.archive.org mindvox 2000

“People that are really very weird, can get into sensitive positions,

and have a tremendous impact on history.”
– –George W. Bush

“Those who vote in elections decide nothing.
Those who count the votes decide everything.”

– –Stalin

The Extremely Positive
“Why Bush will Save the Whole Entire Planet” Position on Things n Stuff:

I voted for Bush. Because… basically, he’s totally corrupt and doesn’t
seem that bright. Since the qualities I’m looking for in a candidate
are essentially someone who will leave me the hell alone and spend their
time catering to special interest groups who have donated funds to their
campaign, while trying not to do too much new damage — and, most important:
let me keep most of the money I have earned or inherited, instead of
handing it out to people who don’t want to get jobs or were stupid enough
to be born poor…

Bush was, therefore, a somewhat acceptable alternative to whatever…

Al Gore has way too many nutty ideas about forcibly “fixing things” and
making them “better.”

Okay then.

Bruce

Al Gore is being Cheated by Bush! Go Gore, Yeah!!!!!

I, uhm, voted against Bush, or for Gore… or something like that. Or
rather I would have, had I bothered to vote. However, I woke up late
that day, had to make it to the gym, and then I was hungry and needed
to get something to eat, and this store was selling these really cool
shirts, which were 50% off, and… well, by the time that was all over
with the polls had closed. Major bummer. I really should vote next time,
because through an interesting combination of luck, karma, and really
wonderful lawyers, I am NOT a convicted felon — who woulda thunk. Therefore,
it is my *duty* to carry concealed weapons — with a permit of course
– — and vote; at the same time even.

I don’t actually like Gore, or believe in much of what he has to say
– — plus, also, he’s married to Tipper. And see, once, when I was a little
kid and went to buy some Iron Maiden album the clerk at a store told
me that this PMRC thing had put a sticker on it, and therefore I couldn’t
purchase it without showing fake ID — which I had not taken with me.
All of this forced me to cross the street and made me get the album at
a completely different store altogether. This one event was shattering
to my psyche and I have isolated it as the single, crucial, causative
factor behind my whole entire drug addiction(s). I mean… the guy can’t
say, “honey… why don’t you go find a hobby instead of trying to legislate
art.” How hard is that?

So, obviously, I still hold NEGATIVE feelings and things towards the
whole entire Gore situation. But, on the other hand, Bush is just…
really funny looking and has an extremely negative vibe which sets off
all my bullshit detectors all at once. A President of the United States
should — at the very least — be a good liar. Bill Clinton was a wonderful
President, I think, I mean I wasn’t actually in this country for most
of his second term, and was too busy to pay much attention to what the
hell he was doing other than getting laid a lot. But, well, he was kinda
charming and forgivable. <Shrug>

Bush just fills me with the urge to hit mute and take many showers. There’s
a big difference between a charismatic, pathological liar and just being…
sleazy. (As an important aside, it is crucial to be able to discern these
subtle nuances prior to hiring a lawyer. It truly makes a difference!)

Anyway … what was I talking about? Oh yeah, Go Gore! Yeah!!!!!

Patrick

In Conclusion:

We are neither Democrats nor Republicans; we’re Libertarians. However,
we’re also pragmatists, and there seems to be a critical shortage of
rich hippies in America, thus ensuring that our candidates never get
elected to much more than Special Secretary to the Assistant overseeing
School Crossing Guards . . . we do our best to deal with it.

The OBVIOUSLY CORRECT SOLUTION is to disqualify both Bush and Gore and
give the presidency to the rightful winner: Harry Browne.

None the less . . . there IS hope. If one reads Darwin and understands
what he’s really trying to say: everything that is not cool must die.
Donkeys and elephants are highly un-sexy and definitely fall far short
of being cool — I mean, what idiot thought up these symbols? They suck.

A rattlesnake is vastly superior … an iridescent, holographic, psychedelic
rattlesnake suspended over a skull and crossbones background would be
EVEN BETTER and just that much closer to Perfect.

Obviously the Democrats and Republicans cannot withstand this and are
doomed.

As Thomas Jefferson clearly states in the Declaration of Independence,
“all I got’s ta say is fuck you punk… read me my rights and shit,
it’s all junk — fuck tha police.”

Thank you, that’s all.

<Leaving the podium>

We conclude with a series of inspirational quotes — Plus, also, CONCLUSIVE
PROOF that George W. Bush is in actuality former SNL philosopher; Jack
Handy.

“Mars is essentially in the same orbit… Mars is somewhat the same distance
from the Sun, which is very important. We have seen pictures where there
are canals, we believe, and water. If there is water, that means there
is oxygen. If oxygen, that means we can breathe.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [11AUG94]

“We’re going to have the best educated American people in the World.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [21SEP97]

“When the age of the Vikings came to a close, they must have sensed it.
Probably, they gathered together one evening, slapped each other on the
back and said; hey, good job.”
– –Jack Handy

“The Holocaust was an obscene period in our nation’s history. I mean
in
this century’s history. But we all lived in this century. I didn’t live
in this century.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [15SEP95]

“When I have been asked who caused the riots and the killing in LA, my
answer has been direct and simple: Who is to blame for the riots?
The rioters are to blame. Who is to blame for the killings? The killers
are to blame.”
– –George W. Bush

“If you ever go temporarily insane, don’t shoot somebody like a lot of
people do. Instead, try to get some weeding done, because you’d really
be surprised.”
– –Jack Handy

“A low voter turnout is an indication of fewer people going to the polls.”
– –Governor George W. Bush

“Illegitimacy is something we should talk about in terms of not having
it.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [20MAY96]

“We are ready for any unforeseen event that may or may not occur.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [22SEP97]

“For NASA, space is still a high priority.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [05SEP93]

“If you drop your keys into molten lava just let ’em go ’cause, man,
they’re gone.”
– –Jack Handy

“It isn’t pollution that’s harming the environment. It’s the impurities
in our air and water that are doing it.”
– –Governor George W. Bush

“[It’s] time for the human race to enter the solar system.”
– –Governor George W. Bush

“I believe we are on an irreversible trend toward more freedom and democracy.
But that could change.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [22MAY98]

“One word sums up probably the responsibility of any Governor, and that
one word is ‘to be prepared’.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [6DEC93]

“Verbosity leads to unclear, inarticulate things.”
– –Governor George W. Bush [20NOV96]

“We have a firm commitment to NATO, we are a part of NATO. We have a
firm commitment to Europe. We are a part of Europe.”
– –Governor George W. Bush

“To me, truth is not some vauge, foggy notion. Truth is real. And, at
the same time, unreal. Fiction and fact and everything in between, plus
some things I can’t remember, all rolled into one big ‘thing’. This is
truth, to me.”
– –Jack Handy

“I stand by all the misstatements that I’ve made.”
– –Governor George W. Bush to Sam Donaldson [17AUG93]

“The American people would not want to know of any misquotes that
George Bush may or may not make.”
– –Governor George W. Bush

“We’re all capable of mistakes, but I do not care to enlighten you
on the mistakes we may or may not have made.”
– –Governor George W. Bush

“I have made good judgements in the past. I have made good judgements
in the future.”
– –Governor George W. Bush
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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Dean is out so who is next?
Date: February 7, 2004 at 1:34:35 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Interesting conversation and people in the last days 🙂 Welcome back
Rick and I guess welcome to the silent majority some of who unlurked
for a few messages 🙂

I would encourage everyone on this list who is in america to take a look
at this page. It’s funny but not that funny because it happens to be
true.

http://www.studentsfororwell.org/

My question to the list and yes it is off topic from ibogaine directly
a little but so is much of what’s here and it isn’t that far off topic.
Dean is out of it, so who next? Is Kerry it?

We have these talks in the past, I support the greens not the dems but
I think that unfortunately we have a two party system and the greens,
libs, medical marijuana party are never going to win anything all they
will do is fracture the vote and my most important vote and what I am
truly voting for more then anything is ANYTHING THAT GETS BUSH OUT OF
THE WHITEHOUSE.

I truly do not believe there are more of ‘them’ then of ‘us’ but in the
last election the liberal vote went into so many different directions
and the evil army won, with the help of 9-11 of course.

I’m voting democrat this time, the main issue that is of major importance
to me is what I said, anything that gets Bush out of the whitehouse.

Peace out,
Curtis

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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 7:41:37 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Cc: vector@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 04:53:36PM -0800], [Vector Vector] wrote:

| That explains everything 😉 Mash is your mother, you stayed clean after
| ibogaine by going to bangkok and doing sheets of lsd, Frank Ervin is
| your last psychiatrist.
|
| How many electrodes did it take? 😉

None that I’m aware 0f.,<%(*.aware O$.,<># stupid fucking static —
wrapping tin foil around head for shielding — aware of, none, wait, did I
say that already.

But … perhaps that explains all those alien abduction dreams where
people are drilling into my skull and Inserting THINGS and STUFF…

| Hi Patrick welcome to earth, not everyone is like you 🙂 🙂 🙂

Oh, thank God!

| Give me a alias on mindvox already! Please?

Vector … <rewind time> … you asked this question … about 50 times,
right around the start of 2002.  When I gave roughly 20 people aliases,
you got one.  vector@mindvox.com has worked for incoming mail for at
least 2 years now dude…

No, you can’t POP or have a shell.  No, we aren’t selling email accounts.
The answer to the next 15 requests is: maybe.  Check back in 2005.

laters,

Patrick

From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 5, 2004 at 8:00:09 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Yeah, I iz still alive…and in two more years, I hope to shake the very foundations of the earth and bring it down around my ears.  That, or take a two week retreat to the Bahamas.

Illumination? Is that what it is? “Fiery the angels fell, deep thunder rolled across their shores…”  A good line from anotherwise stupid movie (the Order) causes me to wonder what my particular fate will be “…Illumination drove him mad.”

I reckon I won’t need the commissary. They’ll probably just execute me outright for my sins.

———- Original Message ———————————-
From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Date:  Thu, 5 Feb 2004 12:11:41 -0500

On [Wed, Feb 04, 2004 at 10:02:54PM -0500], [raven] wrote:

Rick!  There you iz!

I just wanted to say thanks for reaffirming my faith in All Mankind.  When
you first arrived here you were working at a methadone kliniK and finding
bits, pieces and BURSTS of illumination; you were trying to help those who
are way-fucked, you were struggling with ideals, belief, and faith.

And now … merely a few years later … there you be.  Sittin’ in tha
middle of the desert piecing together the threads of a vast,
all-encompassing, conspiracy which holds humanity within its thrall.

God bless you Rick, God bless.  Just think where you might be 2 more years
from now!

I’ll send you sum cash for commissary when you get there.

Patrick

| Now for the numerical observations of a former “treatment pimp” turned
| stark, raving lunatic…
|
| There are:
| 72 degree angles in a pentagonal figure;
| The Pentagon is 72 feet high;
| There are 72 years per degree of precessional movement of the earth
| upon its axis.
|
| Seventy-two continues to be a very interesting number.
| 1717…creation of the grand Masonic Lodge.
| 72 years later…
| 1789…the FRENCH REVOLUTION.
| 72 years later…
| 1861…the AMERICAN CIVIL WAR.
| 72 years later…
| 1933…the burning of the Reichstag, Hitler seizes power.
| 72 years later…
| WHAT COMES IN 2005?? It is the fifth element. The final spoke of the
| pentagram.
|
| I am predicting that 2005 will be a very, very, VERY bad year,
| regardless of who steals the election.
|
| Either that or it’s all just bullshit coincidence.  Or the world spins
| about according to some very interesting, but simple, mathematical
| concepts. Or, powers-that-be, behind the scenes, make things happen in
| such a fashion for reasons unknown.  Who knows?
|
| Me?  I’m just getting closer and closer to winging up to BC and eating
| some ibogaine in order to get up the guts to kidnap Robert Anton Wilson,
| Patrick, and a handful of other crazy bastards just to figure out the
| whole damned universe once-and-for-all.
|
| Rick Venglarcik
| -former treatment pimp at Hampton Roads Clinic
|

From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 7:53:36 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

That explains everything 😉 Mash is your mother, you stayed clean after
ibogaine by going to bangkok and doing sheets of lsd, Frank Ervin is
your last psychiatrist.

How many electrodes did it take? 😉

Hi Patrick welcome to earth, not everyone is like you 🙂 🙂 🙂

Give me a alias on mindvox already! Please?

.:vector:.

— “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote:
On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 04:17:06PM -0800], [Vector Vector] wrote:

| Besides some ibogaine papers this is some of what comes up for Dr.
| Frank Ervin
|
| UCLA violence project
| http://www.datafilter.com/mc/uclaViolenceProject.html
|
| Implanting electrodes into the brains of minorities.
| Project Bluebird: Deliberate Creation of Multiple Personality by
| Psychiatrists.
| MKULTRA CIA and LSD.
|
| Nice guy 😉

My, whut a negative outlook on expanding the sphere of all human
knowledge.  Frank just has an awful lot of curiosity ’bout How Stuff
Works.  This tends to make some people Completely Fucking Psychotic.
<Shrug>

Frank rocks, he wuz my very last psychiatrist.  All my remaining
problems
were resolved in roughly 15 minutes … vs. 20 years at the receiving
end
of “therapy” from the 40-something shrinks that came before him.

| Patrick are all your friends sociopaths with phds? 😉

Not at all, many are sociopaths who lack Ph.D.s

God bless us all, everyone, and g’night.

Patrick

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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 7:09:49 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 04:17:06PM -0800], [Vector Vector] wrote:

| Besides some ibogaine papers this is some of what comes up for Dr.
| Frank Ervin
|
| UCLA violence project
| http://www.datafilter.com/mc/uclaViolenceProject.html
|
| Implanting electrodes into the brains of minorities.
| Project Bluebird: Deliberate Creation of Multiple Personality by
| Psychiatrists.
| MKULTRA CIA and LSD.
|
| Nice guy 😉

My, whut a negative outlook on expanding the sphere of all human
knowledge.  Frank just has an awful lot of curiosity ’bout How Stuff
Works.  This tends to make some people Completely Fucking Psychotic.
<Shrug>

Frank rocks, he wuz my very last psychiatrist.  All my remaining problems
were resolved in roughly 15 minutes … vs. 20 years at the receiving end
of “therapy” from the 40-something shrinks that came before him.

| Patrick are all your friends sociopaths with phds? 😉

Not at all, many are sociopaths who lack Ph.D.s

God bless us all, everyone, and g’night.

Patrick

From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 7:17:06 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Besides some ibogaine papers this is some of what comes up for Dr.
Frank Ervin

UCLA violence project
http://www.datafilter.com/mc/uclaViolenceProject.html

Implanting electrodes into the brains of minorities.
Project Bluebird: Deliberate Creation of Multiple Personality by
Psychiatrists.
MKULTRA CIA and LSD.

Nice guy 😉 Patrick are all your friends sociopaths with phds? 😉

.:vector:.

— “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote:
On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 12:13:44PM -0800], [D. Lynn Kalinoski]
wrote:

| Oh come on Dr. Kroupa, don’t you know that he is just preparing his
| cells for the upcoming workday.&nbsp; Have to prepare for the
possible
| radiation exposure in the lab
|
| Dr. Kalinoski

Lynn!

Aha!  Okay, lessee, whose left hiding in the closet.  Yooo Hoo,
paging Dr.
Ervin.  Oh Frank…  You KNOW you wanna say sumthin appropriate!

patricK

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From: “Randy Hencken” <randyhencken@hotmail.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 5, 2004 at 4:54:04 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Rick,

It is good to hear from you.  I had been thinking about you about 72 hours ago.  Yes we are in the same of neck of the woods.  Southwest usually has deals on flights from Tucson to here for $34 eachway plus fees.  Give me a call or contact me off list and we can find some time in the future to meet.

Peace,
Randy

From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: Wed,  4 Feb 2004 22:02:54 -0500

For the curious…I survived the uplink/downlink process that took me from the methadone clinic in Virginia to the promised land of Tucson, AZ.  Stuck in the data-stream for way too long, I either went nuts or find mathematical patterns where there are none. I had a bummer of a send-off a few weeks before I left…they found one of my favorite patients/friends/clients/hell-of-a-nice-guy dead in his living room chair with my card in his hand. Evidently I was the last person he tried to call when he knew he was too fucked-up to pull out of it.

Hey-ho to Randy…we’ll have to hook up now that I’m in your neck of the woods.

Hats off to Patrick for keeping the data-stream stable.
______________________________________________________________________
Now for the numerical observations of a former “treatment pimp” turned stark, raving lunatic…

There are:
72 degree angles in a pentagonal figure;
The Pentagon is 72 feet high;
There are 72 years per degree of precessional movement of the earth upon its axis.

Seventy-two continues to be a very interesting number.
1717…creation of the grand Masonic Lodge.
72 years later…
1789…the FRENCH REVOLUTION.
72 years later…
1861…the AMERICAN CIVIL WAR.
72 years later…
1933…the burning of the Reichstag, Hitler seizes power.
72 years later…
WHAT COMES IN 2005?? It is the fifth element. The final spoke of the pentagram.

I am predicting that 2005 will be a very, very, VERY bad year, regardless of who steals the election.

Either that or it’s all just bullshit coincidence.  Or the world spins about according to some very interesting, but simple, mathematical concepts. Or, powers-that-be, behind the scenes, make things happen in such a fashion for reasons unknown.  Who knows?

Me?  I’m just getting closer and closer to winging up to BC and eating some ibogaine in order to get up the guts to kidnap Robert Anton Wilson, Patrick, and a handful of other crazy bastards just to figure out the whole damned universe once-and-for-all.

Rick Venglarcik
-former treatment pimp at Hampton Roads Clinic

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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 2:54:18 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 12:13:44PM -0800], [D. Lynn Kalinoski] wrote:

| Oh come on Dr. Kroupa, don’t you know that he is just preparing his
| cells for the upcoming workday.&nbsp; Have to prepare for the possible
| radiation exposure in the lab
|
| Dr. Kalinoski

Lynn!

Aha!  Okay, lessee, whose left hiding in the closet.  Yooo Hoo, paging Dr.
Ervin.  Oh Frank…  You KNOW you wanna say sumthin appropriate!

patricK

From: “D. Lynn Kalinoski” <d__lynn_kalinoski@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 3:13:44 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

 

>On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 08:08:32AM -0500], [John Pablo] wrote:

>

>| Excellent!  I will now begin to store massive quantities of beer for

>| Armageddon enabling me to live longer to see the pretty mushroom clouds and

>| the vivid colors caused from the world glowing!  Basically, it’s a damn

>| good excuse to buy more beer.

>

>Look, shut up!  Aren’t you supposed to be working?  It’s 8:32AM.  That’s

>it, I’m TELLING!

>

>Dr. Kroupa

Oh come on Dr. Kroupa, don’t you know that he is just preparing his cells for the upcoming workday.  Have to prepare for the possible radiation exposure in the lab
Dr. Kalinoski

>

>|

>|

>| >From: “Patrick K. Kroupa”

>| >Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

>| >To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

>| >Subject: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!

>| >Date: Wed, 4 Feb 2004 13:50:50 -0500

>| >

>| >http://www.jstage.jst.go.jp/article/jrr/44/1/44_75/_article/-char/en

>| >

>| >Journal of Radiation Research

>| >Vol. 44 (2003) , No. 1 Regular Issue 75-80

>| >

>| >Effects of Beer Administration in Mice on Acute Toxicities Induced by X

>| >Rays and Carbon Ions

>| >

>| >MANAMI MONOBE1)2), SACHIKO KOIKE2), AKIKO UZAWA2) and KOICHI ANDO2)

>| >

>| >1) Graduate School of Science and Technology, Chiba University

>| >2) Division of Heavy-ion Radiobiology Research Group, National Institute

>| >of Radiological Sciences

>| >

>| >(Received December 6, 2002)

>| >(Revision received January 24, 2003)

>| >(Accepted January 30, 2003)

>| >

>| >We have investigated the tissue specificity of radioprotection by beer,

>| >which was previously found for human lymphocytes. C3H/He female mice, aged

>| >14 weeks, received an oral administration of beer, ethanol or saline at a

>| >dose of 1 ml/mouse 30 min before whole-body irradiation with 137Cs

>| >rays or 50 keV/m carbon ions. The dicentrics of chromosome aberrations in

>| >spleen cells were significantly (p < 0.05) reduced by beer and

>| >ethanol-administration for y-ray irradiation, but not for carbon-ion

>| >irradiation. The number of jejunal crypts plotted against the dose showed

>| >that both beer and ethanol significantly increased D0 (slope of a

>| >dose-survival curve) for rays and carbon ions as well. Beer administration

>| >significantly (p <0.05) increased LD50/30 (radiation dose required to kill

>| >50% of mice

>| >within 30 days) for rays and carbon ions. Ethanol-administration also

>| >significantly (p < 0.05) increased the LD50/30 value for rays, but not for

>| >carbon ions.

>| >

>| >It is concluded that beer administration reduces the

>| >radiation injury caused by photons and carbon ions, depending on the

>| >tissue type. Radioprotection by beer administration is not solely due to

>| >OH radical-scavenging action by the ethanol contained in beer.

>| >

>| >Beer/ Radioprotection/ LD50/30/ Crypt survival/ Chromosome aberration

>| >

>| >

>|

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From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 5, 2004 at 3:11:19 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Yup…wholly original work there…product of an overactive mind, I guess.  Thanks for the kind words.  His name was Steve. He was a mess when I first met him about 8 years ago.  He made a complete turn-around, then he just went downhill after his Mom died and his Dad went into a nursing home.

———- Original Message ———————————-
From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Date:  Wed, 4 Feb 2004 22:11:27 EST

Rick, So very, very sorry about your friend. It is a sad reality that
addiction robs the life of many intelligent, giving, loving and loved addicts.
Your numerical observation is interesting! Did you realize that yourself?
Peace to all! Callie

From: nruhtra@dsskcorp.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 5, 2004 at 2:44:30 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

tucson is who{s neck of the woods¿ {sides mine
guatemalan keyboards setup for spanish but US keyboards
digital blasphomy
cultural blasphomy

www.dsskcorp.com/ibidem
n

On [Wed, Feb 04, 2004 at 10:02:54PM -0500], [raven] wrote:

Rick!  There you iz!

I just wanted to say thanks for reaffirming my faith in All Mankind.  When
you first arrived here you were working at a methadone kliniK and finding
bits, pieces and BURSTS of illumination; you were trying to help those who
are way-fucked, you were struggling with ideals, belief, and faith.

And now … merely a few years later … there you be.  Sittin’ in tha
middle of the desert piecing together the threads of a vast,
all-encompassing, conspiracy which holds humanity within its thrall.

God bless you Rick, God bless.  Just think where you might be 2 more years
from now!

I’ll send you sum cash for commissary when you get there.

Patrick

| Now for the numerical observations of a former “treatment pimp” turned
| stark, raving lunatic…
|
| There are:
| 72 degree angles in a pentagonal figure;
| The Pentagon is 72 feet high;
| There are 72 years per degree of precessional movement of the earth
| upon its axis.
|
| Seventy-two continues to be a very interesting number.
| 1717…creation of the grand Masonic Lodge.
| 72 years later…
| 1789…the FRENCH REVOLUTION.
| 72 years later…
| 1861…the AMERICAN CIVIL WAR.
| 72 years later…
| 1933…the burning of the Reichstag, Hitler seizes power.
| 72 years later…
| WHAT COMES IN 2005?? It is the fifth element. The final spoke of the
| pentagram.
|
| I am predicting that 2005 will be a very, very, VERY bad year,
| regardless of who steals the election.
|
| Either that or it’s all just bullshit coincidence.  Or the world spins
| about according to some very interesting, but simple, mathematical
| concepts. Or, powers-that-be, behind the scenes, make things happen in
| such a fashion for reasons unknown.  Who knows?
|
| Me?  I’m just getting closer and closer to winging up to BC and eating
| some ibogaine in order to get up the guts to kidnap Robert Anton Wilson,
| Patrick, and a handful of other crazy bastards just to figure out the
| whole damned universe once-and-for-all.
|
| Rick Venglarcik
| -former treatment pimp at Hampton Roads Clinic
|

From: “John Pablo” <jpp71@hotmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 2:41:16 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Just thought I’d respond with a Fuadism!

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: Thu, 5 Feb 2004 11:40:17 -0500

On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 08:08:32AM -0500], [John Pablo] wrote:

| Excellent!  I will now begin to store massive quantities of beer for
| Armageddon enabling me to live longer to see the pretty mushroom clouds and
| the vivid colors caused from the world glowing!  Basically, it’s a damn
| good excuse to buy more beer.

Look, shut up!  Aren’t you supposed to be working?  It’s 8:32AM.  That’s
it, I’m TELLING!

Dr. Kroupa

|
|
| >From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
| >Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
| >To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
| >Subject: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
| >Date: Wed, 4 Feb 2004 13:50:50 -0500
| >
| >http://www.jstage.jst.go.jp/article/jrr/44/1/44_75/_article/-char/en
| >
| >Journal of Radiation Research
| >Vol. 44 (2003) , No. 1 Regular Issue 75-80
| >
| >Effects of Beer Administration in Mice on Acute Toxicities Induced by X
| >Rays and Carbon Ions
| >
| >MANAMI MONOBE1)2), SACHIKO KOIKE2), AKIKO UZAWA2) and KOICHI ANDO2)
| >
| >1) Graduate School of Science and Technology, Chiba University
| >2) Division of Heavy-ion Radiobiology Research Group, National Institute
| >of Radiological Sciences
| >
| >(Received December 6, 2002)
| >(Revision received January 24, 2003)
| >(Accepted January 30, 2003)
| >
| >We have investigated the tissue specificity of radioprotection by beer,
| >which was previously found for human lymphocytes. C3H/He female mice, aged
| >14 weeks, received an oral administration of beer, ethanol or saline at a
| >dose of 1 ml/mouse 30 min before whole-body irradiation with 137Cs
| >rays or 50 keV/m carbon ions. The dicentrics of chromosome aberrations in
| >spleen cells were significantly (p < 0.05) reduced by beer and
| >ethanol-administration for y-ray irradiation, but not for carbon-ion
| >irradiation. The number of jejunal crypts plotted against the dose showed
| >that both beer and ethanol significantly increased D0 (slope of a
| >dose-survival curve) for rays and carbon ions as well. Beer administration
| >significantly (p <0.05) increased LD50/30 (radiation dose required to kill
| >50% of mice
| >within 30 days) for rays and carbon ions. Ethanol-administration also
| >significantly (p < 0.05) increased the LD50/30 value for rays, but not for
| >carbon ions.
| >
| >It is concluded that beer administration reduces the
| >radiation injury caused by photons and carbon ions, depending on the
| >tissue type. Radioprotection by beer administration is not solely due to
| >OH radical-scavenging action by the ethanol contained in beer.
| >
| >Beer/ Radioprotection/ LD50/30/ Crypt survival/ Chromosome aberration
| >
| >
|
| _________________________________________________________________
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From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 5, 2004 at 12:11:41 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Wed, Feb 04, 2004 at 10:02:54PM -0500], [raven] wrote:

Rick!  There you iz!

I just wanted to say thanks for reaffirming my faith in All Mankind.  When
you first arrived here you were working at a methadone kliniK and finding
bits, pieces and BURSTS of illumination; you were trying to help those who
are way-fucked, you were struggling with ideals, belief, and faith.

And now … merely a few years later … there you be.  Sittin’ in tha
middle of the desert piecing together the threads of a vast,
all-encompassing, conspiracy which holds humanity within its thrall.

God bless you Rick, God bless.  Just think where you might be 2 more years
from now!

I’ll send you sum cash for commissary when you get there.

Patrick

| Now for the numerical observations of a former “treatment pimp” turned
| stark, raving lunatic…
|
| There are:
| 72 degree angles in a pentagonal figure;
| The Pentagon is 72 feet high;
| There are 72 years per degree of precessional movement of the earth
| upon its axis.
|
| Seventy-two continues to be a very interesting number.
| 1717…creation of the grand Masonic Lodge.
| 72 years later…
| 1789…the FRENCH REVOLUTION.
| 72 years later…
| 1861…the AMERICAN CIVIL WAR.
| 72 years later…
| 1933…the burning of the Reichstag, Hitler seizes power.
| 72 years later…
| WHAT COMES IN 2005?? It is the fifth element. The final spoke of the
| pentagram.
|
| I am predicting that 2005 will be a very, very, VERY bad year,
| regardless of who steals the election.
|
| Either that or it’s all just bullshit coincidence.  Or the world spins
| about according to some very interesting, but simple, mathematical
| concepts. Or, powers-that-be, behind the scenes, make things happen in
| such a fashion for reasons unknown.  Who knows?
|
| Me?  I’m just getting closer and closer to winging up to BC and eating
| some ibogaine in order to get up the guts to kidnap Robert Anton Wilson,
| Patrick, and a handful of other crazy bastards just to figure out the
| whole damned universe once-and-for-all.
|
| Rick Venglarcik
| -former treatment pimp at Hampton Roads Clinic
|

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 11:40:17 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Thu, Feb 05, 2004 at 08:08:32AM -0500], [John Pablo] wrote:

| Excellent!  I will now begin to store massive quantities of beer for
| Armageddon enabling me to live longer to see the pretty mushroom clouds and
| the vivid colors caused from the world glowing!  Basically, it’s a damn
| good excuse to buy more beer.

Look, shut up!  Aren’t you supposed to be working?  It’s 8:32AM.  That’s
it, I’m TELLING!

Dr. Kroupa

|
|
| >From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
| >Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
| >To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
| >Subject: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
| >Date: Wed, 4 Feb 2004 13:50:50 -0500
| >
| >http://www.jstage.jst.go.jp/article/jrr/44/1/44_75/_article/-char/en
| >
| >Journal of Radiation Research
| >Vol. 44 (2003) , No. 1 Regular Issue 75-80
| >
| >Effects of Beer Administration in Mice on Acute Toxicities Induced by X
| >Rays and Carbon Ions
| >
| >MANAMI MONOBE1)2), SACHIKO KOIKE2), AKIKO UZAWA2) and KOICHI ANDO2)
| >
| >1) Graduate School of Science and Technology, Chiba University
| >2) Division of Heavy-ion Radiobiology Research Group, National Institute
| >of Radiological Sciences
| >
| >(Received December 6, 2002)
| >(Revision received January 24, 2003)
| >(Accepted January 30, 2003)
| >
| >We have investigated the tissue specificity of radioprotection by beer,
| >which was previously found for human lymphocytes. C3H/He female mice, aged
| >14 weeks, received an oral administration of beer, ethanol or saline at a
| >dose of 1 ml/mouse 30 min before whole-body irradiation with 137Cs
| >rays or 50 keV/m carbon ions. The dicentrics of chromosome aberrations in
| >spleen cells were significantly (p < 0.05) reduced by beer and
| >ethanol-administration for y-ray irradiation, but not for carbon-ion
| >irradiation. The number of jejunal crypts plotted against the dose showed
| >that both beer and ethanol significantly increased D0 (slope of a
| >dose-survival curve) for rays and carbon ions as well. Beer administration
| >significantly (p <0.05) increased LD50/30 (radiation dose required to kill
| >50% of mice
| >within 30 days) for rays and carbon ions. Ethanol-administration also
| >significantly (p < 0.05) increased the LD50/30 value for rays, but not for
| >carbon ions.
| >
| >It is concluded that beer administration reduces the
| >radiation injury caused by photons and carbon ions, depending on the
| >tissue type. Radioprotection by beer administration is not solely due to
| >OH radical-scavenging action by the ethanol contained in beer.
| >
| >Beer/ Radioprotection/ LD50/30/ Crypt survival/ Chromosome aberration
| >
| >
|
| _________________________________________________________________
| High-speed users—be more efficient online with the new MSN Premium Internet
| Software. http://join.msn.com/?pgmarket=en-us&page=byoa/prem&ST=1
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|

From: “John Pablo” <jpp71@hotmail.com>
Subject: RE: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 5, 2004 at 8:08:32 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Excellent!  I will now begin to store massive quantities of beer for Armageddon enabling me to live longer to see the pretty mushroom clouds and the vivid colors caused from the world glowing!  Basically, it’s a damn good excuse to buy more beer.

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: Wed, 4 Feb 2004 13:50:50 -0500

http://www.jstage.jst.go.jp/article/jrr/44/1/44_75/_article/-char/en

Journal of Radiation Research
Vol. 44 (2003) , No. 1 Regular Issue 75-80

Effects of Beer Administration in Mice on Acute Toxicities Induced by X
Rays and Carbon Ions

MANAMI MONOBE1)2), SACHIKO KOIKE2), AKIKO UZAWA2) and KOICHI ANDO2)

1) Graduate School of Science and Technology, Chiba University
2) Division of Heavy-ion Radiobiology Research Group, National Institute
of Radiological Sciences

(Received December 6, 2002)
(Revision received January 24, 2003)
(Accepted January 30, 2003)

We have investigated the tissue specificity of radioprotection by beer,
which was previously found for human lymphocytes. C3H/He female mice, aged
14 weeks, received an oral administration of beer, ethanol or saline at a
dose of 1 ml/mouse 30 min before whole-body irradiation with 137Cs
rays or 50 keV/m carbon ions. The dicentrics of chromosome aberrations in
spleen cells were significantly (p < 0.05) reduced by beer and
ethanol-administration for y-ray irradiation, but not for carbon-ion
irradiation. The number of jejunal crypts plotted against the dose showed
that both beer and ethanol significantly increased D0 (slope of a
dose-survival curve) for rays and carbon ions as well. Beer administration
significantly (p <0.05) increased LD50/30 (radiation dose required to kill 50% of mice
within 30 days) for rays and carbon ions. Ethanol-administration also
significantly (p < 0.05) increased the LD50/30 value for rays, but not for
carbon ions.

It is concluded that beer administration reduces the
radiation injury caused by photons and carbon ions, depending on the
tissue type. Radioprotection by beer administration is not solely due to
OH radical-scavenging action by the ethanol contained in beer.

Beer/ Radioprotection/ LD50/30/ Crypt survival/ Chromosome aberration

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 4, 2004 at 11:05:39 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Let us know what you’ve discovered when you finally figure it all out please
Rick.
Thanks kindly. (Continue to keep us updated along the way too for that
matter.)
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Wednesday, February 04, 2004 10:02 PM
Subject: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink

For the curious…I survived the uplink/downlink process that took me from
the methadone clinic in Virginia to the promised land of Tucson, AZ.  Stuck
in the data-stream for way too long, I either went nuts or find mathematical
patterns where there are none. I had a bummer of a send-off a few weeks
before I left…they found one of my favorite
patients/friends/clients/hell-of-a-nice-guy dead in his living room chair
with my card in his hand. Evidently I was the last person he tried to call
when he knew he was too fucked-up to pull out of it.

Hey-ho to Randy…we’ll have to hook up now that I’m in your neck of the
woods.

Hats off to Patrick for keeping the data-stream stable.
______________________________________________________________________
Now for the numerical observations of a former “treatment pimp” turned
stark, raving lunatic…

There are:
72 degree angles in a pentagonal figure;
The Pentagon is 72 feet high;
There are 72 years per degree of precessional movement of the earth upon
its axis.

Seventy-two continues to be a very interesting number.
1717…creation of the grand Masonic Lodge.
72 years later…
1789…the FRENCH REVOLUTION.
72 years later…
1861…the AMERICAN CIVIL WAR.
72 years later…
1933…the burning of the Reichstag, Hitler seizes power.
72 years later…
WHAT COMES IN 2005?? It is the fifth element. The final spoke of the
pentagram.

I am predicting that 2005 will be a very, very, VERY bad year, regardless
of who steals the election.

Either that or it’s all just bullshit coincidence.  Or the world spins
about according to some very interesting, but simple, mathematical concepts.
Or, powers-that-be, behind the scenes, make things happen in such a fashion
for reasons unknown.  Who knows?

Me?  I’m just getting closer and closer to winging up to BC and eating
some ibogaine in order to get up the guts to kidnap Robert Anton Wilson,
Patrick, and a handful of other crazy bastards just to figure out the whole
damned universe once-and-for-all.

Rick Venglarcik
-former treatment pimp at Hampton Roads Clinic

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 4, 2004 at 10:11:27 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Rick, So very, very sorry about your friend. It is a sad reality that addiction robs the life of many intelligent, giving, loving and loved addicts.
Your numerical observation is interesting! Did you realize that yourself?
Peace to all! Callie

From: “raven” <Raven@sybercom.net>
Subject: [ibogaine] Numerical Zizzbot in the Uplink/Downlink
Date: February 4, 2004 at 10:02:54 PM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

For the curious…I survived the uplink/downlink process that took me from the methadone clinic in Virginia to the promised land of Tucson, AZ.  Stuck in the data-stream for way too long, I either went nuts or find mathematical patterns where there are none. I had a bummer of a send-off a few weeks before I left…they found one of my favorite patients/friends/clients/hell-of-a-nice-guy dead in his living room chair with my card in his hand. Evidently I was the last person he tried to call when he knew he was too fucked-up to pull out of it.

Hey-ho to Randy…we’ll have to hook up now that I’m in your neck of the woods.

Hats off to Patrick for keeping the data-stream stable.
______________________________________________________________________
Now for the numerical observations of a former “treatment pimp” turned stark, raving lunatic…

There are:
72 degree angles in a pentagonal figure;
The Pentagon is 72 feet high;
There are 72 years per degree of precessional movement of the earth upon its axis.

Seventy-two continues to be a very interesting number.
1717…creation of the grand Masonic Lodge.
72 years later…
1789…the FRENCH REVOLUTION.
72 years later…
1861…the AMERICAN CIVIL WAR.
72 years later…
1933…the burning of the Reichstag, Hitler seizes power.
72 years later…
WHAT COMES IN 2005?? It is the fifth element. The final spoke of the pentagram.

I am predicting that 2005 will be a very, very, VERY bad year, regardless of who steals the election.

Either that or it’s all just bullshit coincidence.  Or the world spins about according to some very interesting, but simple, mathematical concepts. Or, powers-that-be, behind the scenes, make things happen in such a fashion for reasons unknown.  Who knows?

Me?  I’m just getting closer and closer to winging up to BC and eating some ibogaine in order to get up the guts to kidnap Robert Anton Wilson, Patrick, and a handful of other crazy bastards just to figure out the whole damned universe once-and-for-all.

Rick Venglarcik
-former treatment pimp at Hampton Roads Clinic

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Important Science Update!
Date: February 4, 2004 at 1:50:50 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

http://www.jstage.jst.go.jp/article/jrr/44/1/44_75/_article/-char/en

Journal of Radiation Research
Vol. 44 (2003) , No. 1 Regular Issue 75-80

Effects of Beer Administration in Mice on Acute Toxicities Induced by X
Rays and Carbon Ions

MANAMI MONOBE1)2), SACHIKO KOIKE2), AKIKO UZAWA2) and KOICHI ANDO2)

1) Graduate School of Science and Technology, Chiba University
2) Division of Heavy-ion Radiobiology Research Group, National Institute
of Radiological Sciences

(Received December 6, 2002)
(Revision received January 24, 2003)
(Accepted January 30, 2003)

We have investigated the tissue specificity of radioprotection by beer,
which was previously found for human lymphocytes. C3H/He female mice, aged
14 weeks, received an oral administration of beer, ethanol or saline at a
dose of 1 ml/mouse 30 min before whole-body irradiation with 137Cs
rays or 50 keV/m carbon ions. The dicentrics of chromosome aberrations in
spleen cells were significantly (p < 0.05) reduced by beer and
ethanol-administration for y-ray irradiation, but not for carbon-ion
irradiation. The number of jejunal crypts plotted against the dose showed
that both beer and ethanol significantly increased D0 (slope of a
dose-survival curve) for rays and carbon ions as well. Beer administration
significantly (p <0.05) increased LD50/30 (radiation dose required to kill 50% of mice
within 30 days) for rays and carbon ions. Ethanol-administration also
significantly (p < 0.05) increased the LD50/30 value for rays, but not for
carbon ions.

It is concluded that beer administration reduces the
radiation injury caused by photons and carbon ions, depending on the
tissue type. Radioprotection by beer administration is not solely due to
OH radical-scavenging action by the ethanol contained in beer.

Beer/ Radioprotection/ LD50/30/ Crypt survival/ Chromosome aberration

From: “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] what are these?
Date: February 4, 2004 at 12:39:58 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

On [Sun, Feb 01, 2004 at 09:31:51PM -0500], [HSLotsof@aol.com] wrote:

| > Annotated bibliography of papers from the Addiction Research Center,
| > 1935-75.
| > Author: National Institute on Drug Abuse.
| > Published: Rockville, MD : U.S. Dept. of Health, Education, and
| > Welfare, Public Health Service, Alcohol, Drug Abuse, and Mental
| Health
| > Administration, National Institute on Drug Abuse ; Washington : for
| > sale by the Supt. of Docs., U.S. Govt. Print. Off., 1978.
| > Material: vi, 234 p. ; 24 cm.
| > Note: Includes index.
| > Govt Doc no: HE 20.8211:Ad 2/935-975 >>
|
| Patrick,
|
| You might try contacting the library at NIDA’s intramural
| research program at the Francis Scott Key Medical Center in Baltimore, MD,
| previously the addiction research center.  Possibly, there is a copy in their
| library.

Hey Howard,

Thanks, haven’t tried that.  In theory I have a copy on the way.  We’ll
see what lands.

z00m,

Patrick

From: Naeher <ibo_ka@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] Gamma
Date: February 4, 2004 at 2:29:21 AM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Randy Hencken wrote:

Gamma,

What is your email address? I met someone from Hawaii that I would like to connect with you.

Randy

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Thanks
Karl

From: “Randy Hencken” <randyhencken@hotmail.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] Gamma
Date: February 3, 2004 at 5:13:20 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Gamma,

What is your email address?  I met someone from Hawaii that I would like to connect with you.

Randy

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From: Dana Beal <dana@cures-not-wars.org>
Subject: [ibogaine] kerry drug war thread
Date: February 2, 2004 at 11:13:52 PM EST
To: Ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

http://forum.johnkerry.com//index.php?showtopic=525&st=0

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] what are these?
Date: February 2, 2004 at 12:02:52 AM EST
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

What is in a 50 year old science book that is of interest to anyone?<

Simpler chemical proceedures perhaps?
Just a guess, not being a chemist of anything, more of a chemistry fan, or
chemical fan rather.
Whatever.
I’m enjoying the thread though, so please, carry on. I’m lookin’ forward to
Patrick’s reply…when there is one of course.
Peace,
Preston

—– Original Message —–
From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Sunday, February 01, 2004 11:19 PM
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] what are these?

Bro now I’m curious 🙂 If it was only you wanting some strange books
or papers then I would think it is because Patrick is strange and filling
his head with strange books, makes all the sense in the world 😉 But
that person “Dr. China White” who has a great email addres w@sted.com
love that 🙂 writes back so excited about “the god of books which is
extremely rare” all he ever does on the hard drugs groups is post
incomprehensible
extraction and synthesis messages and then looking at Callie’s message
someone buys it from a antique bookstore for $155? Or was that you?

I’m not asking why you want a bibliography of NIDA papers from 1939 but
since it is not only you, why does anyone want a chemistry book that’s
50 years old? Wouldn’t anything that is in there have been updated by
now? I’m ignorant about chemistry and this question isn’t only for patrick
since I’m sureit will take him a week to even read his own list but
anyone.
What is in a 50 year old science book that is of interest to anyone?
I don’t get it. If it is of such interest why is it not back in print?

Showing my ignorance

Peace out,
Curtis

On Sun, 01 Feb 2004 16:39:53 -0800 Vector Vector
<vector620022002@yahoo.com>
wrote:

Have got to ask this 🙂 Patrick what are these, does this have anything
to do with ibogaine? Inquiring minds want to know! 🙂

.:vector:.

From: “Dr White” <w@sted.com>
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“Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote in message
I am attempting to locate a copy of these two works:

Annotated bibliography of papers from the Addiction Research Center,

1935-75.
Author: National Institute on Drug Abuse.
Published: Rockville, MD : U.S. Dept. of Health, Education, and
Welfare, Public Health Service, Alcohol, Drug Abuse, and Mental
Health
Administration, National Institute on Drug Abuse ; Washington
: for
sale by the Supt. of Docs., U.S. Govt. Print. Off., 1978.
Material: vi, 234 p. ; 24 cm.
Note: Includes index.
Govt Doc no: HE 20.8211:Ad 2/935-975

I realize it SHOULD be available from the Superintendent of
Documents.
However, all copies seem to be Mysteriously Vanished.  i.e., “we
are
unable  to identify the publication…  Probably, the dog ate
it,
OD’d, and then fell into a black hole…”

Whatever the case.  Does anyone have an ACTUAL COPY of this thing…?
I am more than happy to pay any expenses involved in duplicating
the
material.

Second, anybody have a copy of this they wanna sell…?

AUTHOR :Bentley, K. W. (Kenneth Walter)
TITLE  :The Chemistry of the Morphine Alkaloids.
PUBLISH:Oxford, Clarendon Press, 1954.
:xix, 433 p. diagrs., tables. 24 cm.
SERIES :Monographs on the chemistry of natural products
NOTE   :Bibliography at end of each chapter.
SUBJECT:Morphine
:Alkaloids

Thanks much,

Patrick

that second book you mention is the god of all books, and is extremely
rare.
i have been looking for that myself. ol’ mr. bentley must have been
some
junkie. he did another book, ‘the chemistry of the alkaloids’, which
is
more
common although there are probably only 20 or less copies of that
available
at UK public reference libraries, at a guess. good for general
molecular
manipulation, that one. i would imagine that the real good book
can be
found
only at the british library and at the reference libraries of a
very
few UK
universities. if you find it first, please mail me. i may have some
manuscripts of interest.

china3@btopenworld.com

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From: <crownofthorns@hushmail.com>
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] what are these?
Date: February 1, 2004 at 11:19:58 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Bro now I’m curious 🙂 If it was only you wanting some strange books
or papers then I would think it is because Patrick is strange and filling
his head with strange books, makes all the sense in the world 😉 But
that person “Dr. China White” who has a great email addres w@sted.com
love that 🙂 writes back so excited about “the god of books which is
extremely rare” all he ever does on the hard drugs groups is post incomprehensible
extraction and synthesis messages and then looking at Callie’s message
someone buys it from a antique bookstore for $155? Or was that you?

I’m not asking why you want a bibliography of NIDA papers from 1939 but
since it is not only you, why does anyone want a chemistry book that’s
50 years old? Wouldn’t anything that is in there have been updated by
now? I’m ignorant about chemistry and this question isn’t only for patrick
since I’m sureit will take him a week to even read his own list but anyone.
What is in a 50 year old science book that is of interest to anyone?
I don’t get it. If it is of such interest why is it not back in print?

Showing my ignorance

Peace out,
Curtis

On Sun, 01 Feb 2004 16:39:53 -0800 Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
wrote:

Have got to ask this 🙂 Patrick what are these, does this have anything
to do with ibogaine? Inquiring minds want to know! 🙂

.:vector:.

From: “Dr White” <w@sted.com>
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“Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote in message
I am attempting to locate a copy of these two works:

Annotated bibliography of papers from the Addiction Research Center,

1935-75.
Author: National Institute on Drug Abuse.
Published: Rockville, MD : U.S. Dept. of Health, Education, and
Welfare, Public Health Service, Alcohol, Drug Abuse, and Mental
Health
Administration, National Institute on Drug Abuse ; Washington
: for
sale by the Supt. of Docs., U.S. Govt. Print. Off., 1978.
Material: vi, 234 p. ; 24 cm.
Note: Includes index.
Govt Doc no: HE 20.8211:Ad 2/935-975

I realize it SHOULD be available from the Superintendent of
Documents.
However, all copies seem to be Mysteriously Vanished.  i.e., “we
are
unable  to identify the publication…  Probably, the dog ate
it,
OD’d, and then fell into a black hole…”

Whatever the case.  Does anyone have an ACTUAL COPY of this thing…?
I am more than happy to pay any expenses involved in duplicating
the
material.

Second, anybody have a copy of this they wanna sell…?

AUTHOR :Bentley, K. W. (Kenneth Walter)
TITLE  :The Chemistry of the Morphine Alkaloids.
PUBLISH:Oxford, Clarendon Press, 1954.
:xix, 433 p. diagrs., tables. 24 cm.
SERIES :Monographs on the chemistry of natural products
NOTE   :Bibliography at end of each chapter.
SUBJECT:Morphine
:Alkaloids

Thanks much,

Patrick

that second book you mention is the god of all books, and is extremely
rare.
i have been looking for that myself. ol’ mr. bentley must have been
some
junkie. he did another book, ‘the chemistry of the alkaloids’, which
is
more
common although there are probably only 20 or less copies of that
available
at UK public reference libraries, at a guess. good for general
molecular
manipulation, that one. i would imagine that the real good book
can be
found
only at the british library and at the reference libraries of a
very
few UK
universities. if you find it first, please mail me. i may have some
manuscripts of interest.

china3@btopenworld.com

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [ibogaine] Check out CHEMISTRY – ORGANIC CHEMISTRY: Antiquarian & Unusual Books On Sale
Date: February 1, 2004 at 10:41:57 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This site recently had the book you are looking for. Hope the above link works. The book was sold but they might be able to find another copy for you.
Callie

Click here: CHEMISTRY – ORGANIC CHEMISTRY: Antiquarian & Unusual Books On Sale Postfree-by-Airmail from Parkinsons.

From: HSLotsof@aol.com
Subject: Re: [ibogaine] what are these?
Date: February 1, 2004 at 9:31:51 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 2/2/04 12:52:00 AM, vector620022002@yahoo.com writes:

<< “Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote in message
I am attempting to locate a copy of these two works:

Annotated bibliography of papers from the Addiction Research Center,
1935-75.
Author: National Institute on Drug Abuse.
Published: Rockville, MD : U.S. Dept. of Health, Education, and
Welfare, Public Health Service, Alcohol, Drug Abuse, and Mental
Health
Administration, National Institute on Drug Abuse ; Washington : for
sale by the Supt. of Docs., U.S. Govt. Print. Off., 1978.
Material: vi, 234 p. ; 24 cm.
Note: Includes index.
Govt Doc no: HE 20.8211:Ad 2/935-975 >>

Patrick,

You might try contacting the library at NIDA’s intramural
research program at the Francis Scott Key Medical Center in Baltimore, MD,
previously the addiction research center.  Possibly, there is a copy in their
library.  Or, ask the U of M’s libarian to locate a copy.  Possibly, you have
already tried that.  Maybe you can find Harris Isbell’s missing papers/records?

Howard

From: Vector Vector <vector620022002@yahoo.com>
Subject: [ibogaine] what are these?
Date: February 1, 2004 at 7:39:53 PM EST
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Have got to ask this 🙂 Patrick what are these, does this have anything
to do with ibogaine? Inquiring minds want to know! 🙂

.:vector:.

From: “Dr White” <w@sted.com>
Newsgroups:
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“Patrick K. Kroupa” <digital@phantom.com> wrote in message
I am attempting to locate a copy of these two works:

Annotated bibliography of papers from the Addiction Research Center,
1935-75.
Author: National Institute on Drug Abuse.
Published: Rockville, MD : U.S. Dept. of Health, Education, and
Welfare, Public Health Service, Alcohol, Drug Abuse, and Mental
Health
Administration, National Institute on Drug Abuse ; Washington : for
sale by the Supt. of Docs., U.S. Govt. Print. Off., 1978.
Material: vi, 234 p. ; 24 cm.
Note: Includes index.
Govt Doc no: HE 20.8211:Ad 2/935-975

I realize it SHOULD be available from the Superintendent of
Documents.
However, all copies seem to be Mysteriously Vanished.  i.e., “we are
unable  to identify the publication…  Probably, the dog ate it,
OD’d, and then fell into a black hole…”

Whatever the case.  Does anyone have an ACTUAL COPY of this thing…?
I am more than happy to pay any expenses involved in duplicating the
material.

Second, anybody have a copy of this they wanna sell…?

AUTHOR :Bentley, K. W. (Kenneth Walter)
TITLE  :The Chemistry of the Morphine Alkaloids.
PUBLISH:Oxford, Clarendon Press, 1954.
:xix, 433 p. diagrs., tables. 24 cm.
SERIES :Monographs on the chemistry of natural products
NOTE   :Bibliography at end of each chapter.
SUBJECT:Morphine
:Alkaloids

Thanks much,

Patrick

that second book you mention is the god of all books, and is extremely
rare.
i have been looking for that myself. ol’ mr. bentley must have been
some
junkie. he did another book, ‘the chemistry of the alkaloids’, which is
more
common although there are probably only 20 or less copies of that
available
at UK public reference libraries, at a guess. good for general
molecular
manipulation, that one. i would imagine that the real good book can be
found
only at the british library and at the reference libraries of a very
few UK
universities. if you find it first, please mail me. i may have some
manuscripts of interest.

china3@btopenworld.com

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