Ibogaine List Archives - 2006-04-2

From: “Sara Glatt” <sara119@xs4all.nl>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Pau l (grasshopper ot, no revelations chiming in w/ usual tripe))
Date: April 12, 2006 at 8:11:29 AM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks Ron for being there,

all I can say is that Paul as much as he suffered coming off all those drugs,
he treated me and my family really respectfully and showed generosity,
he didn’t demand anything and was very friendly to everyone who came along.
maybe his writing is extremely irrelevant to some people, but his deed are
showing his heart is in the right place.
it doesn’t matter what you like to eat, a good person has good deeds and
that what counts more then a talk.that’s why I appriciate what you do RON.

peace,

Sara

more back sniping? you crazy people. careful someone duzn’t bring that
darn klown back. just kidding. he was too polarizing and offensive and
grasshopper doesn’t want to offend others sharing same foxhole. but he
has
relatives…sleeper klownz on the list. will surprise most. did me when
contacted off list. i was like , huh? not you too. i’m stickin to telling
my
story as trite and meaningless as it is. don’t tell me how sick you were,
tell me how well you got and how to stay that way cuz this shite will kill
you as it is doing me.
—– Original Message —–
From: “Kirk” <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 3:39 PM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

Lol Billy, the masculine/feminine comments were MINE, and as per usual I
did
a bad job of explaining it….therefore they’ve been misinterpreted
misunderstood etc. If anyone has a link to help explain what I mean by
masc/fem I would be forever grateful!!!!
Ok.

—–Original Message—–
From: Billy J [mailto:billjohnson6@sympatico.ca]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 4:29 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

He Paul, whats this stuff about taking Iboga for masculinity?,Who,?
And you have taken Ibogaine and it has helped clean you Up?
What was your Experiance like and where you a person following Jesus
preior
to or after? Or who do you follow?
Did you see Jesus during your trip?

Talk about how You got there what the experiance was like along with
your
suggestions for a Ibogaine candidate, as well as what you have done for
follow-up?

I do n

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] (Sorta WAY OT!- semi-nuddie pics) Fw: slipper pix
Date: April 12, 2006 at 7:34:21 AM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

sorry, I’m not posting photos anymore. again my apologies.

—–
“If God dropped acid, would he see people?” ~Steven Wright

Peace, love and lotsof respect.
Preston Peet
ptpeet@nyc.rr.com
Editor Underground- the Disinformation Guide to Ancient Civilizations, Astonishing Archaeology and Hidden History
Editor Under the Influence- the Disinformation Guide to Drugs
Editor http://www.drugwar.com
Columnist HighTimes mag/.com
Cont. Editor http://www.disinfo.com
Columnist New York Waste
Etc.

—– Original Message —– From: <slowone@hush.ai>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 10:31 PM
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] (Sorta WAY OT!- semi-nuddie pics) Fw: slipper pix

This filled my mailbox.. sigh.

On Sun, 02 Apr 2006 07:46:16 -0700 Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
wrote:
HI all,
Just thought I’d share the photos below. Hopefully they won’t
clog up people’s boxes, and if they do I humbly apologize.
But I thought I’d share how I spend most weekends. These were
taken Friday night while I was dj’ing Hot Box, the Slipper Room’s
Friday night burlesque extravaganza, and unfortunately these
photos don’t do the humor and talent credit. Still, some of these
are quite good. (V dj’s every other Saturday now, for Mr. Choad’s
Upstairs/Downstairs burlesque show, instead of each Saturday as
she did for the last 3 years or so- and she isn’t in any of these
shots, not being a dancer, even though she could probably clean up

doing so.)
;-))
Anyway, hope everyone is having a good Sunday and not overtaxing
themselves with worry, stress or the absolute weirdness about how
some folk seem to think “abusive” language and behavior and
“therapeutic” can, logically, fit together in any sane, rational
treatment of addicts and drug abusers.
BTW, the girl with the tattoos (Peekaboo Point) is my pilates
trainer.
And, though it isn’t obvious from the one photo of me in here,
just to tie this in in a wee manner to the topic at hand, I am
seriously baked to the gills during this particular evening’s
event, so baked in fact that I had the most overwhelming headrush
I’ve ever had on Friday night, at least since the first summer I
ever smoked pot. After having taken a huge hit of the BEST EVER
Strawberry Cough while crouched down behind the turntables out of
sight of the packed house, I then stood up and whoa! Head Rush! I
almost fell over and did in fact accidentally hit the fade switch
during said blinding rush, and conked out the music for a few
second because I couldn’t see anything nor could I hear through
the high-pitched keening sound in my ears from the blood rushing
(into? Out of?) my ears. When it first started, I thought for a
second that the cd was screwing up or something and reached for
the machine to do some finagling, only to find myself struck blind

and deaf by the headrush. What causes this? Does anyone know the
science behind this phenomenon, what causes a headrush I mean?
Anyway, enjoy the photos.
—–
“If God dropped acid, would he see people?” ~Steven Wright

Peace, love and lotsof respect.
Preston Peet
ptpeet@nyc.rr.com
Editor Underground- the Disinformation Guide to Ancient
Civilizations, Astonishing Archaeology and Hidden History
Editor Under the Influence- the Disinformation Guide to Drugs
Editor http://www.drugwar.com
Columnist HighTimes mag/.com
Cont. Editor http://www.disinfo.com
Columnist New York Waste
Etc.

—– Original Message —– From: ABuckit@aol.com
To:
Cc: ptpeet@nyc.rr.com
Sent: Saturday, April 01, 2006 5:34 PM
Subject: Re: slipper pix

Allo D.T.

From last night.

If you would be most kind and pass these pictures onto the others,

as I don’t have their emails. I have many more, these are a quick
selection.
Also, Miss D.T., Are you getting my emails? You are on the list.
Again, a treat to see you last night, Much love

Adrian

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.
Date: April 12, 2006 at 7:08:51 AM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

don’t bum out callie. I think of you (and many others here) often, in good ways.
Did that help?
;-)))

—–
“If God dropped acid, would he see people?” ~Steven Wright

Peace, love and lotsof respect.
Preston

—– Original Message —– From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 4:19 PM
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.

In a message dated 4/11/2006 2:44:44 P.M. Central Standard Time, jon@mindvox.com writes:
walked up the Mountain, and
when
I reached the

top. I said, GOD IF IT IS MY TIME TO GO I WILL SEE YOU IN A MINUTE MATE.
And
then I jumped

off, knowing full well that out of blind Faith, GOD would catch me.
What mountain did you jump off Jiggy?

Three little tips for a content and happy life.
Find someone to LOVE (yourself fist) Have and allow someone to LOVE
you(GOD)
and find

something to do. Earn your money so as you have all that you require.
Simple
really.

It does sound simple but we know it isn’t. For one thing, I have trouble turning my mind off. I have trouble leaving the problems at home.
You gotta like your job too and right now I do not like mine worth a damn!
I should get out and find myself a different job but that is not easy when everyone has started doing background checks.
I am not a serial killer but I do have several shoplifting charges, a couple counts of forging prescriptions and four possession of controlled substance charges. Nothing really bad but bad enough to keep me from being hired at even cleaning jobs!! They have told me in the past that if something come up missing and the client or employer wants the employee backgrounds checked, they could be liable even if I were completely innocent because of the petty theft (shoplifting) charges.
Excuses, maybe but really I don’t think so.
So, I have been trying very hard to just be happy and grateful of the job I have but it is difficult when you aren’t enjoying yourself at all!

Damn, life can be a bummer, can’t it? That is why I love my opiates so fucking much! I have this fear in me that I will never be totally happy and will die with many regrets.
bumming out,
Callie

From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul
Date: April 12, 2006 at 7:07:13 AM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I do not really hear of anybody here that actually has a job that they work
at?? and if so how long after stopping Methadone and or whatever where you
and or ANYBODY, Capable ,Mentally and physically to go back to work.<

I’m a writer and editor, and despite my sloppy posts full of misspellings and typoes here onlist, I do work “regularly.” It took not that long after taking ibogaine (sometimes just a couple of days) to get back to full-time working, but after kicking methadone cold, it took me at least a month to feel up to working again.
The worst thing for my working was NEVER my drugs, neither my habit drugs nor my ibogaine- it was the Sept. 11 attacks, watching the second tower fall from my rooftop that most adversely affected my work. It took me months to recover from that.
And I turned to using harder drugs (again) for a few years after the Sept. 11 attacks too.

—–
“If God dropped acid, would he see people?” ~Steven Wright

—– Original Message —– From: “Billy J” <billjohnson6@sympatico.ca>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 12:29 AM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

He Paul, whats this stuff about taking Iboga for masculinity?,Who,?
And you have taken Ibogaine and it has helped clean you Up?
What was your Experiance like and where you a person following Jesus preior to or after? Or who do you follow?
Did you see Jesus during your trip?

Talk about how You got there what the experiance was like along with your suggestions for a Ibogaine candidate, as well as what you have done for follow-up?

I do not really hear of anybody here that actually has a job that they work at?? and if so how long after stopping Methadone and or whatever where you and or ANYBODY, Capable ,Mentally and physically to go back to work.

Biill , And May God Help Us All ( I Know He Has Already)

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
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To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!
Date: Tue, 11 Apr 2006 09:56:06 +1200
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Thinking he who rants loudest and rudest could be the one who has lost the
plot.
Why are you attacking people so rudely on this list for them having an
opinion that differs from yours?
Think you need to question why that is.
Debate is cool, but you’re just being rude and not allowing for any other
opinion bar your own tunnel visioned one.
I hope YOU get to see the full picture one day.
In the meantime, I wish you well.
Kirk

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

special brews. 3000mg of Gabapentin, 15 grms of weed, plus tobacco, and now
i am clean.
What do you mean by Methadone eh?
I took Iboga to stop myself from self anialation. You took it cos you whee
to masculine.
Get a life.
Seriously. You both deserve one another.
You’ve lost the plot completely.
Another one bites the dust. lolol>’~+

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Re: ibogaine and insanity
Date: April 12, 2006 at 7:01:20 AM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks Krista.
I guess it’s yet another “test” of my willpower, to see if I can remain calm and unoffended by those things (and people) I “cannot change.”
;-))

—–
“If God dropped acid, would he see people?” ~Steven Wright

Peace, love and lotsof respect.
Preston

—– Original Message —– From: “Krista Vaughan” <krista.vaughan@gmail.com>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 2:58 PM
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Re: ibogaine and insanity

Before ibogaine Paul was just angry and attacked people. The emotions
in his messages before and after are identical, just that after
ibogaine he’s started to fill them up with bible verse.

Good luck Paul! Hang in there.

On 4/11/06, Preston Peet <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com> wrote:
Paul is the first person I’ve seen go completely, undeniably insane from
taking ibogaine (of course, I can’t remember what Paul was posting pre-ibo,
if he was actually posting here pre-ibo, so perhaps he’s always been
completely bonkers, hard to tell).
Are there are figures anywhere compiled that show how many people may have
had such adverse results (or have just plain “gone crazy”) from taking
ibogaine?

—–
“If God dropped acid, would he see people?” ~Steven Wright

remaining blather deleted.

From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: [Ibogaine] Re: CHIIIIII~!~
Date: April 12, 2006 at 3:46:28 AM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Heyy Chi!!
Gee you must get covered in slobber holding your tongue. Let it go and let
it flap!!
No, second thoughts, just hold it….. lol, I let mine flap and regretted
it, best to sit back and let it run it’s course. I guess we’re all trying
to find our way, some are just a bit vocal about what they think they’ve
found than others. Onward thru the fog. It’s all good.
Yoga huh!!! Let me know when you’ve masterd the Lotus!!!
Jasen ay!! Don’t listen to him he’s a LOONEY “winking in Jasen’s general
direction
Hehehehe
Keep in touch Chi, or else, I’ll set …… something on you…..
Ok
Good
Kirk xxxx

—–Original Message—–
From: cm [mailto:cm67@optusnet.com.au]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 10:55 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

hey kirsty, love you heaps. ive been just sitting back and reading lately,
trying to hold my tongue.
some total knobs on this list (did i just say that out loud). if some ppl
had taken all the crap they
claim to have put in their system theyd be dead by now.
now, on to happy thoughts, i went to my 1st yoga class today with jasen –
was great. i’ll let you
know how much pain im in in a couple of days.
chi xooooo (lotsa hugs)
—– Original Message —–
From: “Kirk” <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 7:56 AM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

special brews. 3000mg of Gabapentin, 15 grms of weed, plus tobacco, and
now
i am clean.
What do you mean by Methadone eh?
I took Iboga to stop myself from self anialation. You took it cos you whee
to masculine.
Get a life.
Seriously. You both deserve one another.
You’ve lost the plot completely.
Another one bites the dust. lolol>’~+

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: “cm” <cm67@optusnet.com.au>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Kirk!
Date: April 11, 2006 at 6:55:27 AM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

hey kirsty, love you heaps. ive been just sitting back and reading lately, trying to hold my tongue.
some total knobs on this list (did i just say that out loud). if some ppl had taken all the crap they
claim to have put in their system theyd be dead by now.
now, on to happy thoughts, i went to my 1st yoga class today with jasen – was great. i’ll let you
know how much pain im in in a couple of days.
chi xooooo (lotsa hugs)
—– Original Message —– From: “Kirk” <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 7:56 AM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: [Ibogaine] OT Mushroom season
Date: April 12, 2006 at 1:24:46 AM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Here’s what springs up on my front lawn this time of year. Usually get heaps of them, but having big booted workmen here has really pissed the Fly Agaric Faeres off this year. Still purdy though.
PS never taken them lol.

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Pau l (grasshopper ot, no revelations chiming in w/ usual tripe))
Date: April 12, 2006 at 1:06:22 AM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hahahah nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo NOT THE CLOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
;o)

—–Original Message—–
From: grasshopper [mailto:rwd3@cox.net]
Sent: Wednesday, 12 April 2006 4:26 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Pau l (grasshopper ot, no
revelations chiming in w/ usual tripe))

story as trite and meaningless as it is. don’t tell me how sick you were,
tell me how well you got and how to stay that way cuz this shite will kill
you as it is doing me.
—– Original Message —–
From: “Kirk” <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 3:39 PM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

—–Original Message—–
From: Billy J [mailto:billjohnson6@sympatico.ca]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 4:29 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

Talk about how You got there what the experiance was like along with your
suggestions for a Ibogaine candidate, as well as what you have done for
follow-up?

I do not really hear of anybody here that actually has a job that they
work
at?? and if so how long after stopping Methadone and or whatever where you
and or ANYBODY, Capable ,Mentally and physically to go back to work.

Biill , And May God Help Us All ( I Know He Has Already)

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—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

special brews. 3000mg of Gabapentin, 15 grms of weed, plus tobacco, and
now
i am clean.
What do you mean by Methadone eh?
I took Iboga to stop myself from self anialation. You took it cos you whee
to masculine.
Get a life.
Seriously. You both deserve one another.
You’ve lost the plot completely.
Another one bites the dust. lolol>’~+

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: “grasshopper” <rwd3@cox.net>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Pau l (grasshopper ot, no revelations chiming in w/ usual tripe))
Date: April 12, 2006 at 12:25:56 AM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

more back sniping? you crazy people. careful someone duzn’t bring that darn klown back. just kidding. he was too polarizing and offensive and grasshopper doesn’t want to offend others sharing same foxhole. but he has relatives…sleeper klownz on the list. will surprise most. did me when contacted off list. i was like , huh? not you too. i’m stickin to telling my story as trite and meaningless as it is. don’t tell me how sick you were, tell me how well you got and how to stay that way cuz this shite will kill you as it is doing me.
—– Original Message —– From: “Kirk” <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 3:39 PM
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

Lol Billy, the masculine/feminine comments were MINE, and as per usual I did
a bad job of explaining it….therefore they’ve been misinterpreted
misunderstood etc. If anyone has a link to help explain what I mean by
masc/fem I would be forever grateful!!!!
Ok.

—–Original Message—–
From: Billy J [mailto:billjohnson6@sympatico.ca]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 4:29 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

He Paul, whats this stuff about taking Iboga for masculinity?,Who,?
And you have taken Ibogaine and it has helped clean you Up?
What was your Experiance like and where you a person following Jesus preior
to or after? Or who do you follow?
Did you see Jesus during your trip?

Talk about how You got there what the experiance was like along with your
suggestions for a Ibogaine candidate, as well as what you have done for
follow-up?

Biill , And May God Help Us All ( I Know He Has Already)

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: [Ibogaine] OT, NEVER get choked in a Southern restuarant
Date: April 11, 2006 at 11:09:39 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

> >
> >
> > Never Choke in a Southern Restaurant
> > Two hillbillies Ed and Red walk into a bar. While having a shot of whiskey,
> > they talk
> > about their moonshine operation. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who
> > is
> > eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes
> > apparent that
> > she is in real distress.
> >
> > One of the hillbillies looks at her and says, “Kin ya swallar?”
> > The woman shakes her head no. “Kin ya breathe?”
> > The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.
> > The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks
> > down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his
> > tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the
> > obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the
> > hillbilly
> > walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, “Ya know, I’d heerd of
> > that
> > there ‘Hind Lick Maneuver’, but I ain’t never seed nobody do it!”
> >
> > Pass this on to everyone that you think needs a good chuckle!!

From: <slowone@hush.ai>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] (Sorta WAY OT!- semi-nuddie pics) Fw: slipper pix
Date: April 11, 2006 at 10:31:08 PM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

This filled my mailbox.. sigh.

Peace, love and lotsof respect.
Preston Peet
ptpeet@nyc.rr.com
Editor Underground- the Disinformation Guide to Ancient
Civilizations, Astonishing Archaeology and Hidden History
Editor Under the Influence- the Disinformation Guide to Drugs
Editor http://www.drugwar.com
Columnist HighTimes mag/.com
Cont. Editor http://www.disinfo.com
Columnist New York Waste
Etc.

—– Original Message —–
From: ABuckit@aol.com
To:
Cc: ptpeet@nyc.rr.com
Sent: Saturday, April 01, 2006 5:34 PM
Subject: Re: slipper pix

Allo D.T.

From last night.

If you would be most kind and pass these pictures onto the others,

as I don’t have their emails. I have many more, these are a quick
selection.
Also, Miss D.T., Are you getting my emails? You are on the list.
Again, a treat to see you last night, Much love

Adrian

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: [Ibogaine] lmao
Date: April 11, 2006 at 4:50:01 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Thanks again Paul
Best laugh I have had today!!!
xxxx

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 6:27 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: [Ibogaine] Kirsty!

you free. Free indeed. lolol
Sorry for the slap, but you are so full of ponnie like a lot of people, even

after taking Iboga, you are still blinded. SAD.
I pray this day you find the true you and
then let yourself free
from the prison you have created
for yourself.
Have a good day now!!!’
Bless you Paul:)~’

Strenght, Power and Honour shall lead you to Respect yourself, and not play
with the life you where given freely. Grace darling you forget Grace!!!

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: [Ibogaine] re:callie
Date: April 11, 2006 at 4:47:44 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hey Callie,
Yes I;’m very happy, on some level that I haven’t felt before. If you could see what’s happening here you’d have to wonder how that is lol.
No I haven’t replaced the drugs with anything…… not that I am aware of, it’s just like I don’t take them anymore, end of story. Got my eye warily on the three month mark but have good support network if things get a bit hairy then.
Energy is still returning, and I’m ready for bed by about 8:30 pm and sleep is still a bit broken but it’s not driving me too crazy.
Arrghhh what’s driving me crazy is as I type there are carpenters skill sawing hammering, painters with electric sanders all around my house they been here since just after Jason left, my house is surrounded by huge metal scaffolding, the section is a mess my gardens are trampled plants are screaming out to be saved, others just gave up and died. My car is fekked, I got lumped with two bull mastiffs while their owners are away and the interior of the house is a pig sty, and I got debt coming out my ears.
But it’s ok. I don’t know how but it is. Lol
I was only doing part time house painting work before the ibo, so looking into what to do now. Possibly be taught how to make websites. I’m just not sure on that one yet. Kinda like I’m waiting for the kaos out there to go away then I can pull everything together.
Not sure lol, bit in limbo at the moment.
Stay tuned hahahaha!!
Love heaps
Kirk xx

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com [mailto:CallieMimosa@aol.com]  Sent: Wednesday, 12 April 2006 8:32 a.m. To: ibogaine@mindvox.com Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

In a message dated 4/11/2006 2:56:23 P.M. Central Standard Time, captkirk@clear.net.nz writes:
And hey, nearly two months up for me J
My life is in kaos all around, but I’m not taking drugs lol. That right there is a bloody miracle lol.
Chick, I am so happy for you!! I really am! Are you happy? What have you replaced the drugs with? anything?
Do you work? If so, how is the job since you are drug free?
Hell, how are you handling life without drugs? Do you have a lot of idle time? Are you smoking more cigarettes? (if you smoke!! haha!)
wtg, callie

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul
Date: April 11, 2006 at 4:39:13 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Lol Billy, the masculine/feminine comments were MINE, and as per usual I did
a bad job of explaining it….therefore they’ve been misinterpreted
misunderstood etc. If anyone has a link to help explain what I mean by
masc/fem I would be forever grateful!!!!
Ok.

—–Original Message—–
From: Billy J [mailto:billjohnson6@sympatico.ca]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 4:29 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul

He Paul, whats this stuff about taking Iboga for masculinity?,Who,?
And you have taken Ibogaine and it has helped clean you Up?
What was your Experiance like and where you a person following Jesus preior
to or after? Or who do you follow?
Did you see Jesus during your trip?

Talk about how You got there what the experiance was like along with your
suggestions for a Ibogaine candidate, as well as what you have done for
follow-up?

Biill , And May God Help Us All ( I Know He Has Already)

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: “Paul Brookshaw” <jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: [Ibogaine] Kirsty!
Date: April 11, 2006 at 2:27:02 AM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hello Kirsty,
I forgot to mention that, I dropped the said afore mentioned in just under 4 months, so how the hell can you say, people should take it easy. Your own fear crawls all over what you write. Perhaps you have never really had a problem with Opiates and other hard substances at all, just like to act the part to get attention. The truth hurts babe, but it will set you free. Free indeed. lolol
Sorry for the slap, but you are so full of ponnie like a lot of people, even after taking Iboga, you are still blinded. SAD.
I pray this day you find the true you and then let yourself free
from the prison you have created for yourself.
Have a good day now!!!’
Bless you Paul:)~’

Strenght, Power and Honour shall lead you to Respect yourself, and not play with the life you where given freely. Grace darling you forget Grace!!!

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Kirk!
Date: April 11, 2006 at 4:31:45 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Chick, I am so happy for you!! I really am! Are you happy? What have you replaced the drugs with? anything?
Do you work? If so, how is the job since you are drug free?
Hell, how are you handling life without drugs? Do you have a lot of idle time? Are you smoking more cigarettes? (if you smoke!! haha!)
wtg, callie

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.
Date: April 11, 2006 at 4:19:43 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 4/11/2006 2:44:44 P.M. Central Standard Time, jon@mindvox.com writes:
walked up the Mountain, and
> when
> I reached the
>
> top. I said, GOD IF IT IS MY TIME TO GO I WILL SEE YOU IN A MINUTE MATE.
> And
> then I jumped
>
> off, knowing full well that out of blind Faith, GOD would catch me.

What mountain did you jump off Jiggy?

Three little tips for a content and happy life.
> Find someone to LOVE (yourself fist) Have and allow someone to LOVE
> you(GOD)
> and find
>
> something to do. Earn your money so as you have all that you require.
> Simple
> really.

Damn, life can be a bummer, can’t it? That is why I love my opiates so fucking much! I have this fear in me that I will never be totally happy and will die with many regrets.
bumming out,
Callie

From: “Billy J” <billjohnson6@sympatico.ca>
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Just a reply,to All This?Paul
Date: April 11, 2006 at 12:29:12 AM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

He Paul, whats this stuff about taking Iboga for masculinity?,Who,?
And you have taken Ibogaine and it has helped clean you Up?
What was your Experiance like and where you a person following Jesus preior to or after? Or who do you follow?
Did you see Jesus during your trip?

Talk about how You got there what the experiance was like along with your suggestions for a Ibogaine candidate, as well as what you have done for follow-up?

I do not really hear of anybody here that actually has a job that they work at?? and if so how long after stopping Methadone and or whatever where you and or ANYBODY, Capable ,Mentally and physically to go back to work.

Biill , And May God Help Us All ( I Know He Has Already)

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From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: “Krista Vaughan” <krista.vaughan@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Missing emails
Date: April 11, 2006 at 3:05:33 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I don’t know, the only thing that seems to be true is what Mason (I
think?) said a few days ago, I never have any trouble on gmail either,
everything shows up and in the right order. Of course I’m sure Google
is archiving all of it forever like Vector’s repost said, but then I
don’t buy or sell drugs through email and if they want mailboxes full
of loonies ranting, good luck to Google 😉

On 4/11/06, Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz> wrote:

What is up with the email thing? One of mine got completely lost yesterday.
Thus the test email to see what was going on. Seems only to be the Ibogaine
list…….any consipiracy theories anyone? Lol or is Patrick asleep at the
wheel?

Luv n hugs

Kirk xx

________________________________

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com [mailto:CallieMimosa@aol.com]
Sent: Wednesday, 12 April 2006 6:18 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] NEW DRUG CP(OT!!)

In a message dated 4/11/2006 12:57:37 P.M. Central Standard Time,
ptpeet@nyc.rr.com writes:

It says right in the text on the first page of experiences that it’s a
“joke,” and if we read tyhe front page, it’s not put up by Vaults of
Erowid,
it’s put up by The Vaults of Meow.
So don’t lose respect for anyone Callie. It’s hilarious.

Yep Preston….I finally figured that out! It is hilarious!

You must be getting the Ibogaine e-mails in a fucked up order or something.
Mine have been fucked up too for the past week or so.

Example….you may reply to me now and I may not receive your reply until
tonight or even tomorrow, even though I am receiving other replies and posts
in the order they are sent.

Day before yesterday, I didn’t receive any Ibogaine posts until I went to
bed then woke up to 236 e-mails! Most of them Ibogaine!!

The cat piss was one of them. I somehow missed the one that said it was a
joke! Hell, I have heard of people ingesting all kinds of shit to hopefully
get the ‘ultimate trip’, so I figured cat piss was just as one more thing
some fucked up addict had tried!

I did feel pretty embarrassed and silly though for thinking it was true! So,
the joke got me and I wasn’t even an intended ‘butt of the joke’.

Callie

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From: Crooked Eye <iboganaut420@yahoo.com>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Quest. to Dana: hermaline- Shah initiation
Date: April 10, 2006 at 9:11:40 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

actually, I reread what was said, and I know of passionflower as well that contains MAOI’s, so maybe it’s one of those or something similar… poor reading, sorry.. :p

Crooked Eye <iboganaut420@yahoo.com> wrote:
the vine of the dead/soul for ayahausca is rich in harmala alkaloids, and is known as Banesteriopsis Caapi, but I believe you are speaking of Syrian Rue aka Peganum Harmala seeds, which are very high in harmala alkaloids.. Both provide MAO Inhibition, for aya brews and are said to have benefits by themselves…

pascall roland <pascal-roland@hotmail.com> wrote:
Dear Dana,

if not wrong hermaline can be extracted from a plant known in Persian as
Esfand and til day used here by many people to purify & protect themsleves
and their environment ( Esfand as a dried plant is used as incense ). Every
home keeps some Esfand to perform purification when necessary.

Question: where did you learn that the Persian Shah used hermaline for the
initiation? Which Shah and what kind of initiation?

thks/rgds

Roland

>From: HSLotsof@aol.com
>Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
>To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
>Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Fwd: Gospel of Judas
>Date: Sun, 9 Apr 2006 14:00:31 EDT
>
>Dana,
>
>Just curious as to the language of your attached
>gospel_of_judas_iscariot.pdf
>as it breaks down the narrative into “scenes.” Is that language customary?
>
>Howard
>
>In a message dated 4/8/06 4:24:39 PM, dana@phantom.com writes:
>
> >
> > New gnostic gospel supports passover plot account, thereby buttressing
>the
> > role of Grail contents with neuro-protective properties as a forensic
> > explanation of what happened in the crucifixion and resurrection.
> >
> > I now believe that ibogaine may actually have been one of the
>ingredients in
> > the Grail mixture– because it makes the body totally numb and able to
>take
> > being pierced without pain or flinching, and because it’s been patented
>for
> > ischemia, which is a kind of global stroke effect brought on during
> > Crucifixion by gradual suffocation caused by the windpipe being cut off
>when the
> > crucified would lean forward trying to rest. Other ingredients would
>have been
> > some harmaline and possibly cannabis, but not ephedra, which would be
> > unnecessary with the iboga.
> >
> > If Egyptian mummies have been found with traces of cocaine and nicotine
> > (from the Americas), they couldn’t have had that much trouble getting a
>bit of
> > root-bark from the sub-Sahara. Iboga originates with the Pygmy, who
>supposedly
> > had it before anyone else. Somewhere I heard or read (and maybe some
>one on
> > the list can provide the citation.) that the Pygmy first had it in the
>Rift
> > Valley, 20,000 years ago.
> >
> > So the theory is that harmaline was involved in the initiation of the
> > Persian Shah, iboga in the ordination of the Pharaoh. Christ claimed the
>mantel of
> > both, of course.
> >
> > Dana/cnw
> >
> >
> > Begin forwarded message:
> >
> >
> > From: “William T. Brennan”
> > Date: April 6, 2006 10:40:49 PM EDT
> > To: dana@phantom.com
> > Subject: Gospel of Judas
> >
> > Hi Dana,
> >
> > I hope all’s been well this week.
> >
> > You may have heard by now, but the Gospel of Judas has recently
>surfaced.
> > I’ve copied the NYT story below and have attached a translation of the
> > gospel. The unquestionably gnostic thread running through it seems
>like it’s right
> > up your alley.
> >
> > Predictably, I’ve combed through it looking for potential mushroom
> > references that line up with other more obvious gnostic mushroom
>references (Heinrich,
> > 2002) and feel like I’ve found a few. Here they are with some notes:
> >
> >
> >
> > âOften he did not appear to his disciples as himself, but he was found
>among
> > them as a child.â
> >
> >
> >
> > I would love to find out what Greek term was used for âchild,â and
>to get
> > into its etymology. Iâm pretty sure that itâs in Greek mythology
>(note that
> > this gospel was originally written in Greek) that mushrooms are often
> > referred to in childish terms (e.g., the âlittle onesâ). This line
>is especially
> > suspect since the rest of the passage makes no reference to Jesus as a
>child.
> >
> >
> >
> > One day he was with his disciples in Judea, and he found them gathered
> > together and seated in pious observance. When he [approached] his
>disciples, [34]
> > gathered >>together and seated and offering a prayer of thanksgiving
>over the
> > bread, [he] laughed.
> > The disciples said to [him], âMaster, why are you laughing at [our]
>prayer
> > of
> > thanksgiving? We have done what is right.â
> > He answered and said to them, âI am not laughing at you. are not
>doing
> > this because of your own will but because it is through this that your
>god
> > [will be] praised.â
> > They said, âMaster, you are [â¦] the son of our god.â
> > Jesus said to them, âHow do you know me? Truly [I] say to you, no
>generation
> > of the people that are among you will know me.â
> > …
> > âWhen Jesus observed their lack of [understanding, he said] to them,
>âWhy
> > has this agitation led you to anger? Your god who is within you and
>[â¦]â
> > …
> > âKnowing that Judas was reflecting upon something that was exalted,
>Jesus
> > said to him,
> > âStep away from the others and I shall tell you the mysteries of the
>kingdom.
> > â
> >
> >
> >
> > Jesus seems to be mocking their âbread eatingâ ritual by noting that
>itâs
> > putting them in touch with a different god. Judas, on the other hand,
>gets
> > favored and enters into âconversationâ with Jesus because only he
>rightfully
> > identifies him. As you know, different species of Amanitas look pretty
> > similar, and even when you find the right (psychoactive) one, theyâre
>notoriously
> > hard to get a psychedelic trip out of. Maybe this difficulty is
>whatâs
> > contributing to their âpraising of another god.â
> >
> >
> >
> > âA great angel, the enlightened divine Self-Generated, emerged from
>the
> > cloud.â
> >
> >
> >
> > Self-generated? From the cloud? Self-generation is unavoidable for a
> > Creator god, but this âgreat angelâ was brought into being by a
>greater power.
> > Why would the text run the risk of coming across as self-contradictory
>by
> > dubbing him/her/it âself-created?â This odd, quasi-incorrect
>description of the
> > angel sounds like a traditional mythic mushroom reference to me (i.e.,
>no
> > visible seed, springing up in the wake of clouds).
> >
> >
> >
> > I’m skeptical myself, but it’s worth thinking about. In other news,
>the
> > postering is going really well on Long Island, and I’ll be getting
>started on
> > the NYU campus area soon as well (assuming no one else has hit it
>yet). I’ve
> > got some more things to talk about, both related to the march and the
>Ibogaine
> > book, so I’ll talk to you soon.
> >
> > -Bill
> >
> > Here’s the NYT story:
> >
> > April 6, 2006
> > ‘Gospel of Judas’ Surfaces After 1,700 Years
> > By JOHN NOBLE WILFORD and LAURIE GOODSTEIN
> >
> > An early Christian manuscript, including the only known text of what
> > is known as the Gospel of Judas, has surfaced after 1,700 years. The
> > text gives new insights into the relationship of Jesus and the
> > disciple who betrayed him, scholars reported today. In this version,
> > Jesus asked Judas, as a close friend, to sell him out to the
> > authorities, telling Judas he will “exceed” the other disciples by
> > doing so.
> >
> > Though some theologians have hypothesized this, scholars who have
> > studied the new-found text said, this is the first time an ancient
> > document defends the idea.
> >
> > The discovery in the desert of Egypt of the leather-bound papyrus
> > manuscript, and now its translation, was announced by the National
> > Geographic Society at a news conference in Washington. The 26-page
> > Judas text is said to be a copy in Coptic, made around A. D. 300, of
> > the original Gospel of Judas, written in Greek the century before.
> >
> > Terry Garcia, an executive vice president of the geographic society,
> > said the manuscript, or codex, is considered by scholars and
> > scientists to be the most significant ancient, nonbiblical text to be
> > found in the past 60 years.
> >
> > “The codex has been authenticated as a genuine work of ancient
> > Christian apocryphal literature,” Mr. Garcia said, citing extensive
> > tests of radiocarbon dating, ink analysis and multispectral imaging
> > and studies of the script and linguistic style. The ink, for example,
> > was consistent with ink of that era, and there was no evidence of
> > multiple rewriting.
> >
> > “This is absolutely typical of ancient Coptic manuscripts,” said
> > Stephen Emmel, professor of Coptic studies at the University of
> > Munster in Germany. “I am completely convinced.”
> >
> > The most revealing passages in the Judas manuscript begins, “The
> > secret account of the revelation that Jesus spoke in conversation
> > with Judas Iscariot during a week, three days before he celebrated
> > Passover.”
> >
> > The account goes on to relate that Jesus refers to the other
> > disciples, telling Judas “you will exceed all of them. For you will
> > sacrifice the man that clothes me.” By that, scholars familiar with
> > Gnostic thinking said, Jesus meant that by helping him get rid of his
> > physical flesh, Judas will act to liberate the true spiritual self or
> > divine being within Jesus.
> >
> > Unlike the accounts in the New Testament Gospels of Matthew, Mark,
> > Luke and John, the anonymous author of the Gospel of Judas believed
> > that Judas Iscariot alone among the 12 disciples understood the
> > meaning of Jesus’ teachings and acceded to his will. In the diversity
> > of early Christian thought, a group known as Gnostics believed in a
> > secret knowledge of how people could escape the prisons of their
> > material bodies and return to the spiritual realm from which they came.
> >
> > Elaine Pagels, a professor of religion at Princeton who specializes
> > in studies of the Gnostics, said in a statement, “These discoveries
> > are exploding the myth of a monolithic religion, and demonstrating
> > how diverse â and fascinating â the early Christian movement
>really
> > was.”
> >
> > The Gospel of Judas is only one of many texts discovered in the last
> > 65 years, including the gospels of Thomas, Mary Magdalene and Philip,
> > believed to be written by Gnostics.
> >
> > The Gnostics’ beliefs were often viewed by bishops and early church
> > leaders as unorthodox, and they were frequently denounced as
> > heretics. The discoveries of Gnostic texts have shaken up Biblical
> > scholarship by revealing the diversity of beliefs and practices among
> > early followers of Jesus.
> >
> > As the findings have trickled down to churches and universities, they
> > have produced a new generation of Christians who now regard the Bible
> > not as the literal word of God, but as a product of historical and
> > political forces that determined which texts should be included in
> > the canon, and which edited out.
> >
> > For that reason, the discoveries have proved deeply troubling for
> > many believers. The Gospel of Judas portrays Judas Iscariot not as a
> > betrayer of Jesus, but as his most favored disciple and willing
> > collaborator.
> >
> > Scholars say that they have long been on the lookout for the Gospel
> > of Judas because of a reference to what was probably an early version
> > of it in a text called Against Heresies, written by Irenaeus, the
> > bishop of Lyons, about the year 180.
> >
> > Irenaeus was a hunter of heretics, and no friend of the Gnostics. He
> > wrote, “They produce a fictitious history of this kind, which they
> > style the Gospel of Judas.”
> >
> > Karen L. King, a professor of the history of early Christianity at
> > Harvard Divinity School, and an expert in Gnosticism who has not yet
> > read the manuscript released today, said that the Gospel of Judas may
> > well reflect the kinds of debates that arose in the second and third
> > century among Christians.
> >
> > “You can see how early Christians could say, if Jesus’s death was all
> > part of God’s plan, then Judas’s betrayal was part of God’s plan,”
> > said Ms. King, the author of several books on the Gospel of Mary. “So
> > what does that make Judas? Is he the betrayer, or the facilitator of
> > salvation, the guy who makes the crucifixion possible?”
> >
> > At least one scholar said the new manuscript does not contain
> > anything dramatic that would change or undermine traditional
> > understanding of the Bible. James M. Robinson, a retired professor of
> > Coptic studies at Claremont Graduate University, was the general
> > editor of the English edition of the Nag Hammadi library, a
> > collection of Gnostic documents discovered in Egypt in 1945.
> >
> > “Correctly understood, there’s nothing undermining about the Gospel
> > of Judas,” Mr. Robinson said in a telephone interview. He said that
> > the New Testament gospels of John and Mark both contain passages that
> > suggest that Jesus not only picked Judas to betray him, but actually
> > encouraged Judas to hand him over to those he knew would crucify him.
> >
> > Mr. Robinson’s book, “The Secrets of Judas: The Story of the
> > Misunderstood Disciple and his Lost Gospel” (Harper San Francisco,
> > April 2006), predicts the contents of the Gospel of Judas based on
> > his knowledge of Gnostic and Coptic texts, even though he was not
> > part of the team of researchers working on the document.
> >
> > The Egyptian copy of the gospel was written on 13 sheets of papyrus,
> > both front and back, and found in a multitude of brittle fragments.
> >
> > Rudolphe Kasser, a Swiss scholar of Coptic studies, directed the team
> > that reconstructed and translated the script. The effort, organized
> > by the National Geographic, was supported by Maecenas Foundation for
> > Ancient Art, in Basel, Switzerland, and the Waitt Institute for
> > Historical Discovery, an American nonprofit organization for the
> > application of technology in historical and scientific projects.
> >
> > The entire 66-page codex also contains a text titled James (also
> > known as First Apocalypse of James), a letter by Peter and a text of
> > what scholars are provisionally calling Book of Allogenes.
> >
> > Discovered in the 1970’s in a cavern near El Minya, Egypt, the
> > document circulated for years among antiquities dealers in Egypt,
> > then Europe and finally in the United States. It moldered in a safe-
> > deposit box at a bank in Hicksville, N. Y., for 16 years before being
> > bought in 2000 by a Zurich dealer, Frieda Nussberger-Tchacos. The
> > manuscript was given the name Codex Tchacos.
> >
> > When attempts to resell the codex failed, Ms. Nussberger-Tchacos
> > turned it over to the Maecenas Foundation for conservation and
> > translation.
> >
> > Mr. Robinson said that an Egyptian antiquities dealer offered to sell
> > him the document in 1983 for $3 million, but that he could not raise
> > the money. He criticized the scholars now associated with the
> > project, some of whom are his former students, because he said they
> > violated an agreement made years ago by Coptic scholars that new
> > discoveries should be made accessible to all qualified scholars.
> >
> > The manuscript will ultimately be returned to Egypt, where it was
> > discovered, and housed in the Coptic Museum in Cairo.
> >
> > Ted Waitt, the founder and former chief executive of Gateway, said
> > that his foundation, the Waitt Institute for Historical Discovery,
> > gave the National Geographic Society a grant of more than $1 million
> > to restore and preserve the manuscript and make it available to the
> > public.
> >
> > ” I didn’t know a whole lot until I got into this about the early
> > days of Christianity. It was just extremely fascinating to me,” Mr.
> > Waitt said in a telephone interview. He said he had no motivation
> > other than being fascinated by the finding. He said that after the
> > document was carbon dated and the ink tested, procedures his
> > foundation paid for, he had no question about its authenticity. “You
> > can potentially question the translation and the interpretation, he
> > said, but you can’t fake something like this. It would be impossible.”
> >
> >
> >
> >
>

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!
Date: April 11, 2006 at 3:49:49 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Yes Callie, yes it is ;o)
And hey, nearly two months up for me J
My life is in kaos all around, but I’m not taking drugs lol. That right there is a bloody miracle lol.
xx
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In a message dated 4/11/2006 2:28:07 P.M. Central Standard Time, captkirk@clear.net.nz writes:
Actually, Paul, thanks to you, I temporarily lost my sense of humor. Thanks to recent postings from you, it hath returned in all it’s glory ;o) Good ole ego ay!! It does it’s job so well!!!!
hahahaha!! We are ALL here for a reason…..or two!! Isn’t it nice to be able to see that?
hugs to all, Callie

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From: CallieMimosa@aol.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Kirk!
Date: April 11, 2006 at 3:37:42 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

In a message dated 4/11/2006 2:28:07 P.M. Central Standard Time, captkirk@clear.net.nz writes:
Actually, Paul, thanks to you, I temporarily lost my sense of humor. Thanks
to recent postings from you, it hath returned in all it’s glory ;o)
Good ole ego ay!! It does it’s job so well!!!!

hahahaha!! We are ALL here for a reason…..or two!! Isn’t it nice to be able to see that?
hugs to all, Callie

From: jon@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.
Date: April 11, 2006 at 3:42:45 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

I am not going to copy and paste your entire post Jiggy. Your words in the
post are taken from the Bible, the book of Mathew, chapter 10…one of my
favorite chapters in the book of Matthew.
But Jiggy, why do you quote the Bible to us? We can all read!
Talk…..share your thoughts, not the thoughts of John the Baptist, Paul,
Jesus, Wayne Dyer, Stephen King……..I would like to hear from Jiggy.

ahahaha. oh, i see… so Matthew was a coke-head?

From: jon@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.
Date: April 11, 2006 at 3:41:12 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

so… ummm… sheerly out of curiousity, what drug were you on when you
wrote this?

my guess would be cocaine. am i right?

Hello my Brothers and Sisters,
Some of you cannot handle the truth, so all I
can do this day

is give you some words of Wisdom, Recorded, but not proved, but definitely
a
Spiritual

Walk.

Little book, eat, digest, move create, whip the winds. lolol

Locca’Rappea’

Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in you purses, Nor
scrip(Script
lolol Sorcery)

for your Journey, neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet Staves, for
the
workmen is

worthy of his meat.

So I am angry yes? The little passage above puts the whole into
perspective.

Why harry so, with the worries of this world, when your Father in Heaven
has
already got it

all sorted for you.

And into whatsoever city ye shall enter, enquire who is worthy; and there
abide till ye go

thence.
And when ye come into a house, Salute it.

For it is a most beautiful work of the hand of Man and should be respected
as you should

respect your body. You make attempts each day to tidy and clean your
domain.
But you forget

that the Temple of you Spirit is your body. The saying, Cleanliness is
next
to Godliness,

counts to your body and not your Domain. Worldly Goods , corrupt the mind
and blind the

Spirit from the truth. You cannot eat your house or your car or your wife,
or your kids.
You cannot take them with you when you die, so why try and control, what
you
have when God

gave it to you freely. If you ask for nothing, God shall give you what you
require.

My Anger on this list is only justified, by the outlandish stupidity i see
before me.
Excuses.
Two words that, Junkies and addicts hate!lolol
GIVE UP!!!
Why do you need the crutch, when your legs work perfectly well in the
first
place:)
I had to reach complete Spiritual Death, just to kill my stupid head and
pride and pray

daily that GOD would brake my heart and rebuild me as I was born.
Out of Obedience to my body and my Spirit, God has seen fit to give me
back
my state of mind

and allow me to live my life to the full. I walked up the Mountain, and
when
I reached the

top. I said, GOD IF IT IS MY TIME TO GO I WILL SEE YOU IN A MINUTE MATE.
And
then I jumped

off, knowing full well that out of blind Faith, GOD would catch me. I pray
you all remember

that the Arm of the Lord is LONG. And his LOVE ENDURETH FOREVER. ETERNITY
is
very hard for

man to grasp in his heart, but logic tells us that ETERNITY is timeless.
No
Slavery, carries

no chain, no deceit, shall not ensnare.
So where is your blind Faith.
The payer is a simple one.
Serenity. GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE,
CHANGE THE THINGS

I CAN AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFEENCE!!!
Keep things simple folks. FLUSH IT!!! YOU WON@T DIE EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU
REALLY ARE lolol
Thought is a head fuck. lolol
Drink the water, eat the food.
Three little tips for a content and happy life.
Find someone to LOVE (yourself fist) Have and allow someone to LOVE
you(GOD)
and find

something to do. Earn your money so as you have all that you require.
Simple
really. It only

took me 23 years to see this, plus 20 years of chaos before lolol

Now for a great and most wondrous KEY.
IF the house be worthy, let your Peace come upon it. Respect your temples.
But if the house be not worthy of respect, let your Peace return to you.
You can only help yourself if you require and do. Obedience to self.

Here is the point of my Anger.

Whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when you depart out
of
that house or

City, Shake with vemanance, the dust off your feet.
For you waste your time and effort trying to explain yourself to those
that
have already

made up there own minds, that you are wrong and have no Valour.
This is real FOOD:)

You are sent forth as Sheep in the midst of Wolves, be ye then wise as
Serpents, and as

harmless as Doves.
But beware of Men:) for they will deliver you up to the Councils and they
will Scourge you in

there Synagogues. I wonder why lolol. FEAR:) That is why;)
You shall be brought before Governors and Kings, for the sake of your
Faith,
to give a

Testimony, and prove Witness.
So my fiends. When they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye
shall
speak: For it

shall be given you in that same hour what you shall speak.
For it shall not be you that speaks, but the Spirit of your Father that
speaks for you.
The brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the Father the
Child;
and the

Children shall rise up against there Parents, and cause them to be put to
death.
And ye shall be Hated of all Men for the Power of your FAITH; But he that
ENDUETH TO THE END

SHALL BE SAVED.
Be thou FAITHFUL unto DEATH, and I shall give you the Crown of Life. The
Gift given freely

by GOD, for out of your own Obedience, shall you attain the light of the
World, and allow

your Spirit to shine forth without distortion and cunning deceptions.
The Disciple is not above his Master, nor the Servant above his Lord.
I pray most sincerely that, you accept that you are MEN and not GODS. For
Pride blinds the

Spirit and makes the Heart cold.
Sharpen your faces as flint unto the Lord and narrow your path so that you
only see all the

good of the Kingdom. Praise God every minute of your waking hours, for the
most wonderful

gift of life. Before retiring, praise the Lord for keeping you safe this
day
and supplying

you with all your needs. Be content with what you already have, for out of
Obedience, GOD

shall surely Bless you and Yours.
Fear then not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be
revealed; and hid

that shall not be known.
What is told in Darkness, speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear,
Preach thee upon

the house tops.
Fear not them that kill the body, but are not able to kill the Spirit. But
fear the Lord thy

God with trembling, for he is able to destroy the body and the Soul in
HELL!!!~’

Sure I am angry. Angry at how stupid and sick I had made myself. I am
sorry
for being so

blind, but now am most joyful, that I ain’t DEAD yet!lolol!!!
Righteous Anger is not wrong, for it edifies the body, focuses the mind
and
sets your Spirit

Free.
I pray most eagerly and with prior knowledge that if you are Obedient to
the
will of GOD. You

shall inherit the earth. All the good fruits of the field and Herb and
animal of the earth shall

be yours, for succor and savour.
Br Good people, love each other and feed upon the word for without the
light
of the Spirit

guiding, you are most definitely lost. God has many Shepherds so do not be
disheartened, as

in the dark God can bring you too the light. How about letting go of all
the
baggage and

getting, letting God do the walking and the talking for you. He is a lot
better at it than

either you or I.
Through and onto unto Glory. Step out people and move to and find the
Higher
Ground, for the

waters rise swiftly and those that do not heed the warnings of the Word
shall drown in there

own seas of Hell and rap there heads in there weeds of indecision.
Arise at the Dawn and give thanks for the Lord shall deliver you this day
and place you upon

the Beach of life. BORA BORA is a most beautiful paradise lolol.
Have a full and most wonderful day my friends and pray remember, be
servants
unto your

temples and earn RESPECT, rightfully given.
Blessings and Heart felt Love to one and
all.
Bless you Paul;^’
Strength, Power and Honour, shall lead you to respect yourself and others.
Do not make

warfare for the sake of Warfare. I pray. Make LOVE!!! EAT the FODD, Drink
the water, praise

the Lord for your life, Always Amen’
Yashaweeeeeeee’ IeeaaaaaaaaAAAAAh’
LOCCO”
Peace!!!
Shalom^’~ Booshaaaaa’, BE
GOOD, CHILDEN OF

THE REVELUTION, MARCH ON UNTO Glory lolol;)~’ POWER:)!!!’
Pray for the Strength to overcome you enemies.
REMBER WE ARE MEN OF THE JUNGLE lolololololololol ho ho ho ho Ha ha ha!!!
Bless lol~’^
Laters, I go to wash, Pray and eat. Drink the Water:) Edify your bodies
not
your minds:)
Question? When you by a real soft piece of clothing, why does the
Manufacture, stick two

coarse, Nylon, tickets inside. One at the back of the neck, one low on the
seem on the left,

and a Logo on the front. The tickets scratch like Hell.;(
(‘!’)~~~’ ^
No fear.
Come here headless Chicken, I am Hungry! 😉

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!
Date: April 11, 2006 at 3:25:03 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Actually, Paul, thanks to you, I temporarily lost my sense of humor. Thanks
to recent postings from you, it hath returned in all it’s glory ;o)
Good ole ego ay!! It does it’s job so well!!!!
Love light n Laughter
Koiky xxxxx

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 7:35 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

Hello Kirsty,
At least it had the desired effect lolol
You now give me the respect I would expect to give others and not be treated

with contempt. Thankyou and Blessings be with you this day. lolol
Oh by the way, Jason, you are a man not a God. Get it sorted lolol
Strenght, Power and Honour shall lead you to respect yourself.
May the Love of God, and the Fellowship of the
Holy Spirit be with you and abide with you always, this day and for ever
more. Amen’
Heart felt Love and Blessings
Paul;)

Little and Humble.
I attack cos I see stupidity before me that is all.
Just think twice and you will be alright. Have a great day now xxx~~~’

From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!
Date: Tue, 11 Apr 2006 09:56:06 +1200

—–Original Message—–
From: Paul Brookshaw [mailto:jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 9:23 a.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] Kirk!

Blessings be with you and may you see fully one day. lolol
That is why I seem to moke OK?
Get it sorted.

Bless you Paul:)’

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: RE: [Ibogaine] NEW DRUG CP(OT!!)
Date: April 11, 2006 at 3:15:57 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Heyyy lookie there my email was released from the dark passages of cyber
space and plonked onto the list! This shulda arrived yesterday and why has
it come in with captkirk instead of Kirk like it normally does???? That’s a
bit weird isn’t it?
What oh what is up with the net?
ck

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From: captkirk@clear.net.nz [mailto:captkirk@clear.net.nz]
Sent: Tuesday, 11 April 2006 1:39 p.m.
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] NEW DRUG CP(OT!!)

hehhe callie you got got. Don’t worry, I got completely
sucked in by a recent hoax email with a website called
“Bonsai Kittens”. Pays to look around and check out snopes!
lol.
Here kitty kitty.
Love KIrk xx

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LMAO!!! duh! I am such a dumbass! I see the vaults of meow
now! I am sooooo embarassed!
lmao!
sorry folks!
Callie

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From: captkirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] NEW DRUG CP(OT!!)
Date: April 10, 2006 at 9:39:02 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

—– Original Message Follows —–
LMAO!!! duh! I am such a dumbass! I see the vaults of meow
now! I am sooooo embarassed!
lmao!
sorry folks!
Callie

From: “Paul Brookshaw” <jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk>
Subject: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.
Date: April 11, 2006 at 7:15:38 AM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Hello my Brothers and Sisters,
Some of you cannot handle the truth, so all I can do this day

is give you some words of Wisdom, Recorded, but not proved, but definitely a Spiritual

Walk.

Little book, eat, digest, move create, whip the winds. lolol

Locca’Rappea’

Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in you purses, Nor scrip(Script lolol Sorcery)

for your Journey, neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet Staves, for the workmen is

worthy of his meat.

So I am angry yes? The little passage above puts the whole into perspective.

Why harry so, with the worries of this world, when your Father in Heaven has already got it

all sorted for you.

And into whatsoever city ye shall enter, enquire who is worthy; and there abide till ye go

thence.
And when ye come into a house, Salute it.

For it is a most beautiful work of the hand of Man and should be respected as you should

respect your body. You make attempts each day to tidy and clean your domain. But you forget

that the Temple of you Spirit is your body. The saying, Cleanliness is next to Godliness,

counts to your body and not your Domain. Worldly Goods , corrupt the mind and blind the

Spirit from the truth. You cannot eat your house or your car or your wife, or your kids.
You cannot take them with you when you die, so why try and control, what you have when God

gave it to you freely. If you ask for nothing, God shall give you what you require.

My Anger on this list is only justified, by the outlandish stupidity i see before me.
Excuses.
Two words that, Junkies and addicts hate!lolol
GIVE UP!!!
Why do you need the crutch, when your legs work perfectly well in the first place:)
I had to reach complete Spiritual Death, just to kill my stupid head and pride and pray

daily that GOD would brake my heart and rebuild me as I was born.
Out of Obedience to my body and my Spirit, God has seen fit to give me back my state of mind

and allow me to live my life to the full. I walked up the Mountain, and when I reached the

top. I said, GOD IF IT IS MY TIME TO GO I WILL SEE YOU IN A MINUTE MATE. And then I jumped

off, knowing full well that out of blind Faith, GOD would catch me. I pray you all remember

that the Arm of the Lord is LONG. And his LOVE ENDURETH FOREVER. ETERNITY is very hard for

man to grasp in his heart, but logic tells us that ETERNITY is timeless. No Slavery, carries

no chain, no deceit, shall not ensnare.
So where is your blind Faith.
The payer is a simple one.
Serenity. GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE, CHANGE THE THINGS

I CAN AND THE WISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFEENCE!!!
Keep things simple folks. FLUSH IT!!! YOU WON@T DIE EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU REALLY ARE lolol
Thought is a head fuck. lolol
Drink the water, eat the food.
Three little tips for a content and happy life.
Find someone to LOVE (yourself fist) Have and allow someone to LOVE you(GOD) and find

something to do. Earn your money so as you have all that you require. Simple really. It only

took me 23 years to see this, plus 20 years of chaos before lolol

Here is the point of my Anger.

Whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when you depart out of that house or

City, Shake with vemanance, the dust off your feet.
For you waste your time and effort trying to explain yourself to those that have already

made up there own minds, that you are wrong and have no Valour.
This is real FOOD:)

You are sent forth as Sheep in the midst of Wolves, be ye then wise as Serpents, and as

harmless as Doves.
But beware of Men:) for they will deliver you up to the Councils and they will Scourge you in

there Synagogues. I wonder why lolol. FEAR:) That is why;)
You shall be brought before Governors and Kings, for the sake of your Faith, to give a

Testimony, and prove Witness.
So my fiends. When they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: For it

shall be given you in that same hour what you shall speak.
For it shall not be you that speaks, but the Spirit of your Father that speaks for you.
The brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the Father the Child; and the

Children shall rise up against there Parents, and cause them to be put to death.
And ye shall be Hated of all Men for the Power of your FAITH; But he that ENDUETH TO THE END

SHALL BE SAVED.
Be thou FAITHFUL unto DEATH, and I shall give you the Crown of Life. The Gift given freely

by GOD, for out of your own Obedience, shall you attain the light of the World, and allow

Spirit and makes the Heart cold.
Sharpen your faces as flint unto the Lord and narrow your path so that you only see all the

good of the Kingdom. Praise God every minute of your waking hours, for the most wonderful

gift of life. Before retiring, praise the Lord for keeping you safe this day and supplying

you with all your needs. Be content with what you already have, for out of Obedience, GOD

shall surely Bless you and Yours.
Fear then not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid

that shall not be known.
What is told in Darkness, speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, Preach thee upon

the house tops.
Fear not them that kill the body, but are not able to kill the Spirit. But fear the Lord thy

God with trembling, for he is able to destroy the body and the Soul in HELL!!!~’

Sure I am angry. Angry at how stupid and sick I had made myself. I am sorry for being so

blind, but now am most joyful, that I ain’t DEAD yet!lolol!!!
Righteous Anger is not wrong, for it edifies the body, focuses the mind and sets your Spirit

Free.
I pray most eagerly and with prior knowledge that if you are Obedient to the will of GOD. You

shall inherit the earth. All the good fruits of the field and Herb and animal of the earth shall

be yours, for succor and savour.
Br Good people, love each other and feed upon the word for without the light of the Spirit

guiding, you are most definitely lost. God has many Shepherds so do not be disheartened, as

in the dark God can bring you too the light. How about letting go of all the baggage and

getting, letting God do the walking and the talking for you. He is a lot better at it than

either you or I.
Through and onto unto Glory. Step out people and move to and find the Higher Ground, for the

waters rise swiftly and those that do not heed the warnings of the Word shall drown in there

own seas of Hell and rap there heads in there weeds of indecision.
Arise at the Dawn and give thanks for the Lord shall deliver you this day and place you upon

the Beach of life. BORA BORA is a most beautiful paradise lolol.
Have a full and most wonderful day my friends and pray remember, be servants unto your

temples and earn RESPECT, rightfully given.
Blessings and Heart felt Love to one and all.
Bless you Paul;^’
Strength, Power and Honour, shall lead you to respect yourself and others. Do not make

warfare for the sake of Warfare. I pray. Make LOVE!!! EAT the FODD, Drink the water, praise

the Lord for your life, Always Amen’
Yashaweeeeeeee’ IeeaaaaaaaaAAAAAh’ LOCCO” Peace!!!
Shalom^’~ Booshaaaaa’, BE GOOD, CHILDEN OF

THE REVELUTION, MARCH ON UNTO Glory lolol;)~’ POWER:)!!!’
Pray for the Strength to overcome you enemies.
REMBER WE ARE MEN OF THE JUNGLE lolololololololol ho ho ho ho Ha ha ha!!! Bless lol~’^
Laters, I go to wash, Pray and eat. Drink the Water:) Edify your bodies not your minds:)
Question? When you by a real soft piece of clothing, why does the Manufacture, stick two

coarse, Nylon, tickets inside. One at the back of the neck, one low on the seem on the left,

and a Logo on the front. The tickets scratch like Hell.;( (‘!’)~~~’ ^
No fear.
Come here headless Chicken, I am Hungry! 😉

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From: “Krista Vaughan” <krista.vaughan@gmail.com>
Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] Re: ibogaine and insanity
Date: April 11, 2006 at 2:58:24 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Before ibogaine Paul was just angry and attacked people. The emotions
in his messages before and after are identical, just that after
ibogaine he’s started to fill them up with bible verse.

Good luck Paul! Hang in there.

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—– Original Message —–
From: “Paul Brookshaw” <jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 11:44 AM
Subject: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.

Hello my Brothers and Sisters,
Some of you cannot handle the truth, so all I
can do this day

is give you some words of Wisdom, Recorded, but not proved, but definitely
a Spiritual

Walk.

Little book, eat, digest, move create, whip the winds. lolol

Locca’Rappea’

Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in you purses, Nor
scrip(Script lolol Sorcery)

for your Journey, neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet Staves, for
the workmen is

worthy of his meat.

So I am angry yes? The little passage above puts the whole into
perspective.

Why harry so, with the worries of this world, when your Father in Heaven
has already got it

all sorted for you.

And into whatsoever city ye shall enter, enquire who is worthy; and there
abide till ye go

thence.
And when ye come into a house, Salute it.

For it is a most beautiful work of the hand of Man and should be respected
as you should

respect your body. You make attempts each day to tidy and clean your
domain. But you forget

that the Temple of you Spirit is your body. The saying, Cleanliness is
next to Godliness,

counts to your body and not your Domain. Worldly Goods , corrupt the mind
and blind the

Spirit from the truth. You cannot eat your house or your car or your wife,
or your kids.
You cannot take them with you when you die, so why try and control, what
you have when God

gave it to you freely. If you ask for nothing, God shall give you what you
require.

My Anger on this list is only justified, by the outlandish stupidity i see
before me.
Excuses.
Two words that, Junkies and addicts hate!lolol
GIVE UP!!!
Why do you need the crutch, when your legs work perfectly well in the
first place:)
I had to reach complete Spiritual Death, just to kill my stupid head and
pride and pray

daily that GOD would brake my heart and rebuild me as I was born.
Out of Obedience to my body and my Spirit, God has seen fit to give me
back my state of mind

and allow me to live my life to the full. I walked up the Mountain, and
when I reached the

top. I said, GOD IF IT IS MY TIME TO GO I WILL SEE YOU IN A MINUTE MATE.
And then I jumped

off, knowing full well that out of blind Faith, GOD would catch me. I pray
you all remember

that the Arm of the Lord is LONG. And his LOVE ENDURETH FOREVER. ETERNITY
is very hard for

man to grasp in his heart, but logic tells us that ETERNITY is timeless.
No Slavery, carries

no chain, no deceit, shall not ensnare.
So where is your blind Faith.
The payer is a simple one.
Serenity. GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE,
CHANGE THE THINGS

something to do. Earn your money so as you have all that you require.
Simple really. It only

took me 23 years to see this, plus 20 years of chaos before lolol

Here is the point of my Anger.

Whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when you depart out
of that house or

City, Shake with vemanance, the dust off your feet.
For you waste your time and effort trying to explain yourself to those
that have already

made up there own minds, that you are wrong and have no Valour.
This is real FOOD:)

You are sent forth as Sheep in the midst of Wolves, be ye then wise as
Serpents, and as

harmless as Doves.
But beware of Men:) for they will deliver you up to the Councils and they
will Scourge you in

there Synagogues. I wonder why lolol. FEAR:) That is why;)
You shall be brought before Governors and Kings, for the sake of your
Faith, to give a

Testimony, and prove Witness.
So my fiends. When they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye
shall speak: For it

Children shall rise up against there Parents, and cause them to be put to
death.
And ye shall be Hated of all Men for the Power of your FAITH; But he that
ENDUETH TO THE END

SHALL BE SAVED.
Be thou FAITHFUL unto DEATH, and I shall give you the Crown of Life. The
Gift given freely

by GOD, for out of your own Obedience, shall you attain the light of the
World, and allow

Spirit and makes the Heart cold.
Sharpen your faces as flint unto the Lord and narrow your path so that you
only see all the

good of the Kingdom. Praise God every minute of your waking hours, for the
most wonderful

gift of life. Before retiring, praise the Lord for keeping you safe this
day and supplying

you with all your needs. Be content with what you already have, for out of
Obedience, GOD

shall surely Bless you and Yours.
Fear then not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be
revealed; and hid

that shall not be known.
What is told in Darkness, speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear,
Preach thee upon

the house tops.
Fear not them that kill the body, but are not able to kill the Spirit. But
fear the Lord thy

God with trembling, for he is able to destroy the body and the Soul in
HELL!!!~’

Sure I am angry. Angry at how stupid and sick I had made myself. I am
sorry for being so

blind, but now am most joyful, that I ain’t DEAD yet!lolol!!!
Righteous Anger is not wrong, for it edifies the body, focuses the mind
and sets your Spirit

Free.
I pray most eagerly and with prior knowledge that if you are Obedient to
the will of GOD. You

shall inherit the earth. All the good fruits of the field and Herb and
animal of the earth shall

be yours, for succor and savour.
Br Good people, love each other and feed upon the word for without the
light of the Spirit

guiding, you are most definitely lost. God has many Shepherds so do not be
disheartened, as

in the dark God can bring you too the light. How about letting go of all
the baggage and

getting, letting God do the walking and the talking for you. He is a lot
better at it than

either you or I.
Through and onto unto Glory. Step out people and move to and find the
Higher Ground, for the

waters rise swiftly and those that do not heed the warnings of the Word
shall drown in there

own seas of Hell and rap there heads in there weeds of indecision.
Arise at the Dawn and give thanks for the Lord shall deliver you this day
and place you upon

the Beach of life. BORA BORA is a most beautiful paradise lolol.
Have a full and most wonderful day my friends and pray remember, be
servants unto your

temples and earn RESPECT, rightfully given.
Blessings and Heart felt Love to one and
all.
Bless you Paul;^’
Strength, Power and Honour, shall lead you to respect yourself and others.
Do not make

warfare for the sake of Warfare. I pray. Make LOVE!!! EAT the FODD, Drink
the water, praise

the Lord for your life, Always Amen’
Yashaweeeeeeee’ IeeaaaaaaaaAAAAAh’ LOCCO”
Peace!!!
Shalom^’~ Booshaaaaa’, BE
GOOD, CHILDEN OF

THE REVELUTION, MARCH ON UNTO Glory lolol;)~’ POWER:)!!!’
Pray for the Strength to overcome you enemies.
REMBER WE ARE MEN OF THE JUNGLE lolololololololol ho ho ho ho Ha ha ha!!!
Bless lol~’^
Laters, I go to wash, Pray and eat. Drink the Water:) Edify your bodies
not your minds:)
Question? When you by a real soft piece of clothing, why does the
Manufacture, stick two

coarse, Nylon, tickets inside. One at the back of the neck, one low on the
seem on the left,

and a Logo on the front. The tickets scratch like Hell.;(
(‘!’)~~~’ ^
No fear.
Come here headless Chicken, I am Hungry! 😉

Hello my Brothers and Sisters,
Some of you cannot handle the truth, so all I
can do this day is give you some words of Wisdom, Recorrded, but not
proved, but definitaly a Spiritual Walk.

Little book,eat, digest,move create, whip the winds. lolol

Locca’Rappea’

Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in you purses, Nor
scrip(Script lolol Sorcery) for your Journey, neither two coats, neither
shoes, nor yet Staves, for the workmen is worthy of his meat.

So I am angry yes? The little passage above puts the whole into
perspective.

Why harry so, with the worries of this world, when your Father in Heaven
has already got it all sorted for you.

And into whatsoever city ye shall enter, enquire who is worthy; and there
abide till ye go thence.
And when ye come into a house, Salute it.

For it is a most beautiful work of the hand of Man and should be respected
as you should resect your body. You make attempts each day to tidy and
clean your domain. But you forget that the Temple of you Spirit is your
body. The saying, Cleanliness is next to Godleness, counts to your body
and not your Domain. Wordly Goods , corrupt the mind and blind the Spirit
from the truth. You cannot eat your house or your car or your wife, or
your kids.
You cannot take them with you when you die, so why try and control, what
you have when God gave it to you freely. If you ask for nothing, God shall
give you what you require.

My Anger on this list is only justified, by the outlandish stupidity i see
befoe me.
Excuses.
Two words that, Junkies and addicts hate!lolol
GIVE UP!!!
Why do you need the crutch, when your legs work perfectly well in the
first place:)
I had to reach complete Spiritual Death, just to kill my stupid head and
pride and pray daily that GOD would brake my heart and rebuild me as I was
born.
Out of Obedience to my body and my Spirit, God has seen fit to give me
back my state of mind and allow me to live my life to the full. I walked
up the Moutain, and when I reached the top. I said, GOD IF IT IS MY TIME
TO GO I WILL SEE YOU IN A MINUTE MATE.And then I jumped off, knowing full
well that out of blind Faith, GOD would catch me. I pray you all remembe
that the Arm of the Lord is LONG. And his LOVE ENDURETH FOREVER. ETERNITY
is very hard for man to grasp in his heart, but logic tells us that
ETERNITY is timeless. No Slavery, carries no chain, no deciet, shall not
ensnare.
So where is your blind Faith.
The payer is a simple one.
Serenity. GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE,
CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN AND THE wISDOM TO KNOW THE DIFFEENCE!!!
Keep things simple folks. FLUSH IT!!! YOU WON@T DIE EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU
REALLY ARE lolol
Thought is a head fuck. lolol
Drink the water, eat the food.
Three little tips for a content and happy life.
Find someone to LOVE (yourself fist) Have and allow someone to LOVE
you(GOD) and find something to do. Earn your money so as you have all that
you require. Simple really. It only took me 23 years to see this, plus 20
years of chaos before lolol

Now fo a gea t and most wonderious KEY.
IF the house be worthy, let your Peace come apon it. Respect your temples.
But if the house be not wothy of respect, let your Peace return to you.
You can only help youself if you require and do. Obedience to self.

Here is the point of my Anger.

Whosoever shall not recieve you, nor hear your words, when you depart out
of that house or City, Shake with vemance the dust off your feet.
For you waste your time and effort trying to explain yourself to those
that have already made up there own minds, that you are wrong and have no
Valour.
This is real FOOD:)

You are sent forth as Sheep in the midst of Wolves, be ye then wise as
Sepents, and as harmless as Doves.
But beware of Men:) for they will delive you up to the Councils and they
will Scorge you in there Synagogues. I wonder why lolol. FEAR:) That is
why;)
You shall be brought before Goveners and Kings, for the sake of your
Faith, to give a Testomonie, and prove Witness.
So my fiends. When they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye
shall speek: For it shall be given you in that same hour what you shall
speak.
For it shall not be you that speaks, but the Spirit of your Father that
speaks for you.
The brother shall deliver up the brother to daeth, and the Father the
Child; and the Children shall rise up against there Parents, and cause
them to be put to death.
And ye shall be Hated of all Men for the Power of your FAITH; But he that
ENDUETH TO THE END SHALL BE SAVED.
Be thou FAITHFUL untoo DEATH, and I shall give you the Crown of Life. The
Gift given feely by GOD, for out of your own Obedience, shall you attain
the light of the World, and allow your Spirit to shine forth without
distortion and cunning deceptions.
The Desciple is not above his Master, nor the Servant above his Lord.
I pray most sincerely that, you accept that you are MEN and not GODS. For
Pride blinds the Spirit and makes the Heart cold.
Sharpen your faces as flint unto the Lod and narow your path so that you
only see all the good of the Kingdom. Praise God every minute of your
waking hours, for the most wonderfull gift of life. Before retiring,
praise the Lord for keeping you safe this day and supplying you with all
your needs. Be content with what you aleady have, fo out of Obedience, GOD
shall surely Bless you and Yours.
Fear then not therefore: fo there is nothing covered, that shall not be
revealed; and hid that shall not be known.
What is told in Darkness, speek ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear,
Preach thee apon the house tops.
Fear not them that kill the body, but are not able to kill the Spirit. But
fear the Lord thy God with trembling, for he is able to destroy the body
and the Soul in HELL!!!~’

Sure I am angry. Angry at how stupid and sick I had made myself. I am
sorry for being so blind, but now am most joyful, that I ain’t DEAD
yet!lolol!!!
Rightious Anger is not wrong, for it edifies the body, focuses the mind
and sets your Spirit Free.
I pray most eagely and with fo knowledge that if you ae Obedient to the
will of GOD. You shall inheit the eath. All the good fruits of the field
and heb and animal of the eath shall be yours, for succorr and savour.
Br Good people, love each other and feed apon the wod for without the
light of the Spirit guiding, you are most deffinitaly lost. God has many
Sheppards so do not be disheartend, as in the dark God can bring you too
the light. How about letting go of all the baggage and getting, letting
God do the walking and the talking for you. He is a lot better at it than
either you or I.
Through and onto unto Glory. Step out people and move to and find the
Higher Ground, for the waters rise swiftly and those that do not heed the
warnings of the Word shall drown in there own seas of Hell and rap there
heads in there weeds of indesision.
Arise at the Dawn and give thanks fo the Lord shall deliver you this day
and place you apon the Beach of life. BORA BORA is a most beautiful
paradise lolol.
Have a full and most wonderfull day my friends and pray remeber, be
servants unto your temples and earn RESPECT, rightfully given.
Blessings and Heart felt Love to one and
all.
Bless you Paul;^’
Strenght, Power and Honour, shall lead you to respect youself and others.
Do not make warfare for the sake of Warrfare. I pray. Make LOVE!!! EAT the
FODD, Drink the water, praise the Lord for your life, Always Amen’
Yashaweeeeeeee’ IeeaaaaaaaaAAAAAh’ LOCCO”
Peace!!!
Shalom^’~ Booshaaaaa’, BE
GOOD, CHILDEN OF THE REVELUTION, MARCH ON UNTO GLOrY lolol;)~’
POWER:)!!!’
Pray for the Strenght to ovecome you enemies.
REMBER WE ARE MEN OF THE JUNGLE lolololololololol ho ho ho ho Ha ha ha!!!
Bless lol~’^
Laters, I go to wash, Pray and eat. Drink the Water:) Edify your bodies
not your minds:)
Question? When you by a real soft piece of clothing, why does the
Manufacture, stick two coarse, Nylon, tickets inside. One at the back of
the neck, one low on the seem on the left, and a Logo on the front. The
tickets scatch like Hell.;( (‘!’)~~~’ ^
No fear.

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From: Kirk <captkirk@clear.net.nz>
Subject: [Ibogaine] Missing emails
Date: April 11, 2006 at 2:56:43 PM EDT
To: ibogaine@mindvox.com
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

What is up with the email thing? One of mine got completely lost yesterday. Thus the test email to see what was going on. Seems only to be the Ibogaine list…….any consipiracy theories anyone? Lol or is Patrick asleep at the wheel?
Luv n hugs
Kirk xx

From: CallieMimosa@aol.com [mailto:CallieMimosa@aol.com]  Sent: Wednesday, 12 April 2006 6:18 a.m. To: ibogaine@mindvox.com Subject: Re: [Ibogaine] NEW DRUG CP(OT!!)

In a message dated 4/11/2006 12:57:37 P.M. Central Standard Time, ptpeet@nyc.rr.com writes:
It says right in the text on the first page of experiences that it’s a  ”joke,” and if we read tyhe front page, it’s not put up by Vaults of Erowid,  it’s put up by The Vaults of Meow. So don’t lose respect for anyone Callie. It’s hilarious.
Yep Preston….I finally figured that out! It is hilarious!
You must be getting the Ibogaine e-mails in a fucked up order or something. Mine have been fucked up too for the past week or so.
Example….you may reply to me now and I may not receive your reply until tonight or even tomorrow, even though I am receiving other replies and posts in the order they are sent.
Day before yesterday, I didn’t receive any Ibogaine posts until I went to bed then woke up to 236 e-mails! Most of them Ibogaine!!
The cat piss was one of them. I somehow missed the one that said it was a joke! Hell, I have heard of people ingesting all kinds of shit to hopefully get the ‘ultimate trip’, so I figured cat piss was just as one more thing some fucked up addict had tried!
I did feel pretty embarrassed and silly though for thinking it was true! So, the joke got me and I wasn’t even an intended ‘butt of the joke’.
Callie

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From: “Preston Peet” <ptpeet@nyc.rr.com>
Subject: [Ibogaine] Re: ibogaine and insanity
Date: April 11, 2006 at 12:40:09 PM EDT
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Reply-To: ibogaine@mindvox.com

Paul is the first person I’ve seen go completely, undeniably insane from taking ibogaine (of course, I can’t remember what Paul was posting pre-ibo, if he was actually posting here pre-ibo, so perhaps he’s always been completely bonkers, hard to tell).
Are there are figures anywhere compiled that show how many people may have had such adverse results (or have just plain “gone crazy”) from taking ibogaine?

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“If God dropped acid, would he see people?” ~Steven Wright

—– Original Message —– From: “Paul Brookshaw” <jiggy9@hotmail.co.uk>
To: <ibogaine@mindvox.com>
Sent: Tuesday, April 11, 2006 11:44 AM
Subject: [Ibogaine] Reasons for Anger.